Past Pumpkin on Main Street

0:00 [Music]

0:00 [Music] The time. The time. Look at the time. It

0:04 The time. The time. Look at the time. It

0:04 The time. The time. Look at the time. It is after midnight. And do you hear that

0:07 is after midnight. And do you hear that

0:07 is after midnight. And do you hear that sound? That is the sound of happiness.

0:09 sound? That is the sound of happiness.

0:09 sound? That is the sound of happiness. Actually, that's the sound of happiness

0:11 Actually, that's the sound of happiness

0:11 Actually, that's the sound of happiness coming to a close. And this is the

0:14 coming to a close. And this is the

0:14 coming to a close. And this is the sometimes vlog. IT'S A VLOG THAT HAPPENS

0:17 sometimes vlog. IT'S A VLOG THAT HAPPENS

0:17 sometimes vlog. IT'S A VLOG THAT HAPPENS SOMETIMES. I can't really sing as I'm a

0:19 SOMETIMES. I can't really sing as I'm a

0:19 SOMETIMES. I can't really sing as I'm a little horse and a lot of person here at

0:22 little horse and a lot of person here at

0:22 little horse and a lot of person here at Disneyland after 1:00 in the morning at

0:25 Disneyland after 1:00 in the morning at

0:25 Disneyland after 1:00 in the morning at Main Street Station. Look at this. What

0:27 Main Street Station. Look at this. What

0:27 Main Street Station. Look at this. What I meant by happiness coming to a close

0:29 I meant by happiness coming to a close

0:29 I meant by happiness coming to a close is not that I'm unhappy, just that all

0:33 is not that I'm unhappy, just that all

0:33 is not that I'm unhappy, just that all these stragglers are now heading home to

0:36 these stragglers are now heading home to

0:36 these stragglers are now heading home to their homes to

0:39 their homes to

0:39 their homes to sleep well because of course they've

0:41 sleep well because of course they've

0:41 sleep well because of course they've done their duty here at Disneyland. It's

0:44 done their duty here at Disneyland. It's

0:44 done their duty here at Disneyland. It's been a few minutes since I spoke to you

0:47 been a few minutes since I spoke to you

0:47 been a few minutes since I spoke to you guys. So, rather than running around the

0:49 guys. So, rather than running around the

0:49 guys. So, rather than running around the park or doing anything crazy on Main

0:51 park or doing anything crazy on Main

0:51 park or doing anything crazy on Main Street, or rather than having any of my

0:53 Street, or rather than having any of my

0:53 Street, or rather than having any of my friends or comrades in the video, I

0:55 friends or comrades in the video, I

0:55 friends or comrades in the video, I thought I would just sit down on a bench

0:58 thought I would just sit down on a bench

0:58 thought I would just sit down on a bench at Main Street Station with you at

1:00 at Main Street Station with you at

1:00 at Main Street Station with you at closing time and just have a moment.

1:03 closing time and just have a moment.

1:03 closing time and just have a moment. Look at this, friends. I love just

1:06 Look at this, friends. I love just

1:06 Look at this, friends. I love just sitting up here. For years of my life,

1:08 sitting up here. For years of my life,

1:08 sitting up here. For years of my life, I've had an annual pass to Disneyland,

1:10 I've had an annual pass to Disneyland,

1:10 I've had an annual pass to Disneyland, and I often come usually at night at

1:12 and I often come usually at night at

1:12 and I often come usually at night at closing time and sit up on Main Street

1:14 closing time and sit up on Main Street

1:14 closing time and sit up on Main Street Station and look down at people leaving

1:17 Station and look down at people leaving

1:17 Station and look down at people leaving the park. so many smiles on their faces.

1:19 the park. so many smiles on their faces.

1:19 the park. so many smiles on their faces. And I often glance across the way at

1:22 And I often glance across the way at

1:22 And I often glance across the way at Walt Disney's apartment and his little

1:24 Walt Disney's apartment and his little

1:24 Walt Disney's apartment and his little balcony area there over at city hall

1:26 balcony area there over at city hall

1:26 balcony area there over at city hall above the fire department and think,

1:28 above the fire department and think,

1:28 above the fire department and think, what must it have looked like for him

1:31 what must it have looked like for him

1:31 what must it have looked like for him going to bed up there watching all these

1:33 going to bed up there watching all these

1:33 going to bed up there watching all these smiling faces as they left the park

1:35 smiling faces as they left the park

1:35 smiling faces as they left the park after a whole day of crazy adventure

1:38 after a whole day of crazy adventure

1:38 after a whole day of crazy adventure beat sitting on the couch, doesn't it?

1:40 beat sitting on the couch, doesn't it?

1:40 beat sitting on the couch, doesn't it? Crazy days at Disneyland. So, what have

1:43 Crazy days at Disneyland. So, what have

1:44 Crazy days at Disneyland. So, what have I been up to? Well, of course, Ally has

1:46 I been up to? Well, of course, Ally has

1:46 I been up to? Well, of course, Ally has been in town, so I've been running

1:47 been in town, so I've been running

1:47 been in town, so I've been running around all crazy, going to Disneyland,

1:49 around all crazy, going to Disneyland,

1:49 around all crazy, going to Disneyland, doing wonderful things. I've also been

1:51 doing wonderful things. I've also been

1:51 doing wonderful things. I've also been finalizing a little bit of a crazy legal

1:54 finalizing a little bit of a crazy legal

1:54 finalizing a little bit of a crazy legal situation over all kinds of stuff in my

1:57 situation over all kinds of stuff in my

1:57 situation over all kinds of stuff in my personal life has been going on. So, I

1:59 personal life has been going on. So, I

1:59 personal life has been going on. So, I haven't had much moments for vlogs.

2:01 haven't had much moments for vlogs.

2:01 haven't had much moments for vlogs. Brand new random land just uploaded,

2:02 Brand new random land just uploaded,

2:02 Brand new random land just uploaded, though. Virginia City's historic Silver

2:05 though. Virginia City's historic Silver

2:05 though. Virginia City's historic Silver Terrace Cemetery. Very cool. Old

2:07 Terrace Cemetery. Very cool. Old

2:07 Terrace Cemetery. Very cool. Old Victorian comtock load mining era uh

2:11 Victorian comtock load mining era uh

2:11 Victorian comtock load mining era uh cemetery in which, well, you'll see it.

2:13 cemetery in which, well, you'll see it.

2:13 cemetery in which, well, you'll see it. I found something that wasn't quite

2:17 I found something that wasn't quite

2:17 I found something that wasn't quite different kind of random land. Sort of a

2:19 different kind of random land. Sort of a

2:20 different kind of random land. Sort of a change of pace. Little bit of uh I don't

2:22 change of pace. Little bit of uh I don't

2:22 change of pace. Little bit of uh I don't know. It's more chill, more reflecting

2:25 know. It's more chill, more reflecting

2:25 know. It's more chill, more reflecting when you're walking around in a

2:26 when you're walking around in a

2:26 when you're walking around in a cemetery. Me personally, I don't like to

2:28 cemetery. Me personally, I don't like to

2:28 cemetery. Me personally, I don't like to run around and scream and be wild and

2:31 run around and scream and be wild and

2:31 run around and scream and be wild and funny. Not that the dead minded. I think

2:33 funny. Not that the dead minded. I think

2:33 funny. Not that the dead minded. I think the dead maybe, if anything, would

2:34 the dead maybe, if anything, would

2:34 the dead maybe, if anything, would probably like Wouldn't you like I mean,

2:35 probably like Wouldn't you like I mean,

2:35 probably like Wouldn't you like I mean, if you're dead and if you can sense

2:37 if you're dead and if you can sense

2:37 if you're dead and if you can sense people after the fact, wouldn't you like

2:40 people after the fact, wouldn't you like

2:40 people after the fact, wouldn't you like it to be jovial and happy near your

2:42 it to be jovial and happy near your

2:42 it to be jovial and happy near your grave? I think so. So, it's not that I

2:43 grave? I think so. So, it's not that I

2:43 grave? I think so. So, it's not that I find it disrespectful. It's just I'm

2:45 find it disrespectful. It's just I'm

2:45 find it disrespectful. It's just I'm always contemplative when I go to a

2:48 always contemplative when I go to a

2:48 always contemplative when I go to a place like that. Anyway, brand new

2:49 place like that. Anyway, brand new

2:49 place like that. Anyway, brand new random land up. I have been running

2:51 random land up. I have been running

2:51 random land up. I have been running around with my crazy friends and doing

2:53 around with my crazy friends and doing

2:53 around with my crazy friends and doing all kinds of wonderful things. Today, I

2:55 all kinds of wonderful things. Today, I

2:55 all kinds of wonderful things. Today, I was at the Aquarium of the Pacific with

2:57 was at the Aquarium of the Pacific with

2:57 was at the Aquarium of the Pacific with my miniature version of myself and with

2:59 my miniature version of myself and with

2:59 my miniature version of myself and with Ally. So, there's all kinds of

3:01 Ally. So, there's all kinds of

3:01 Ally. So, there's all kinds of Snapchats, Live Fast I Pour Snapchat and

3:04 Snapchats, Live Fast I Pour Snapchat and

3:04 Snapchats, Live Fast I Pour Snapchat and Instagrams on Live Fast I Poor

3:05 Instagrams on Live Fast I Poor

3:05 Instagrams on Live Fast I Poor Instagram. A couple on my other

3:07 Instagram. A couple on my other

3:07 Instagram. A couple on my other Instagram, Justin Scar Instagram, and

3:09 Instagram, Justin Scar Instagram, and

3:09 Instagram, Justin Scar Instagram, and Twitter. And all kinds of things were

3:11 Twitter. And all kinds of things were

3:11 Twitter. And all kinds of things were happening. And I'm going to post some

3:11 happening. And I'm going to post some

3:11 happening. And I'm going to post some pictures on Facebook when I get home.

3:14 pictures on Facebook when I get home.

3:14 pictures on Facebook when I get home. But I am prepar I'm mostly just

3:16 But I am prepar I'm mostly just

3:16 But I am prepar I'm mostly just recovering from that crazy road trip

3:18 recovering from that crazy road trip

3:18 recovering from that crazy road trip still and all kinds of stuff. Have Ally

3:20 still and all kinds of stuff. Have Ally

3:20 still and all kinds of stuff. Have Ally out here and just running around doing

3:22 out here and just running around doing

3:22 out here and just running around doing wild things. I'm mostly just recovering.

3:26 wild things. I'm mostly just recovering.

3:26 wild things. I'm mostly just recovering. And it's crazy is you can get caught up

3:27 And it's crazy is you can get caught up

3:27 And it's crazy is you can get caught up with working and caught up with doing

3:28 with working and caught up with doing

3:28 with working and caught up with doing videos and caught up doing all these

3:30 videos and caught up doing all these

3:30 videos and caught up doing all these things. And of course it was a little

3:30 things. And of course it was a little

3:30 things. And of course it was a little frustrating and I didn't get to do the

3:32 frustrating and I didn't get to do the

3:32 frustrating and I didn't get to do the Death Valley things that I wanted to do

3:33 Death Valley things that I wanted to do

3:33 Death Valley things that I wanted to do in random land terms and stuff. I spent

3:35 in random land terms and stuff. I spent

3:35 in random land terms and stuff. I spent all the money I had on this other camera

3:37 all the money I had on this other camera

3:37 all the money I had on this other camera I have. So like all of my money is gone

3:39 I have. So like all of my money is gone

3:39 I have. So like all of my money is gone too. So, it's kind of one of those sit

3:41 too. So, it's kind of one of those sit

3:41 too. So, it's kind of one of those sit tight,

3:43 tight,

3:43 tight, rebuild the strength, you know, rebuild

3:45 rebuild the strength, you know, rebuild

3:45 rebuild the strength, you know, rebuild the ideas. Doing a lot of research for a

3:46 the ideas. Doing a lot of research for a

3:46 the ideas. Doing a lot of research for a lot of other random other things I want

3:47 lot of other random other things I want

3:47 lot of other random other things I want to film at Disneyland, but of course,

3:49 to film at Disneyland, but of course,

3:49 to film at Disneyland, but of course, it's been really crowded here. So, I'm

3:50 it's been really crowded here. So, I'm

3:50 it's been really crowded here. So, I'm sort of waiting for summer crowds to

3:52 sort of waiting for summer crowds to

3:52 sort of waiting for summer crowds to dissipate after 4th of July. Fourth of

3:54 dissipate after 4th of July. Fourth of

3:54 dissipate after 4th of July. Fourth of July holiday was here. If you didn't see

3:56 July holiday was here. If you didn't see

3:56 July holiday was here. If you didn't see the Fourth of July vlog, though, go

3:58 the Fourth of July vlog, though, go

3:58 the Fourth of July vlog, though, go watch that one cuz that one's dope.

4:01 watch that one cuz that one's dope.

4:02 watch that one cuz that one's dope. Anyway, so what have I been up to in my

4:04 Anyway, so what have I been up to in my

4:04 Anyway, so what have I been up to in my personal life? I have been on and

4:07 personal life? I have been on and

4:07 personal life? I have been on and winning. not winning, but just on a high

4:10 winning. not winning, but just on a high

4:10 winning. not winning, but just on a high point of the quest for positivity for

4:12 point of the quest for positivity for

4:12 point of the quest for positivity for obvious reasons, but also just because

4:15 obvious reasons, but also just because

4:15 obvious reasons, but also just because I've really started to put a lot of

4:16 I've really started to put a lot of

4:16 I've really started to put a lot of things in the past to bed. I'm really

4:18 things in the past to bed. I'm really

4:18 things in the past to bed. I'm really started to just worry less. You can't

4:21 started to just worry less. You can't

4:21 started to just worry less. You can't control

4:23 control

4:23 control anything. Every we've been over this a

4:26 anything. Every we've been over this a

4:26 anything. Every we've been over this a million times, but it just even the

4:28 million times, but it just even the

4:28 million times, but it just even the things that you think, well, but that's

4:30 things that you think, well, but that's

4:30 things that you think, well, but that's one thing though that I have to control.

4:31 one thing though that I have to control.

4:32 one thing though that I have to control. Just the more I let go and go with the

4:34 Just the more I let go and go with the

4:34 Just the more I let go and go with the flow, the more I find myself to be

4:38 flow, the more I find myself to be

4:38 flow, the more I find myself to be really positive, I wear myself out, even

4:40 really positive, I wear myself out, even

4:40 really positive, I wear myself out, even trying to control things I want to

4:42 trying to control things I want to

4:42 trying to control things I want to control until I realize just go with the

4:44 control until I realize just go with the

4:44 control until I realize just go with the flow. Do what you can. Do the best that

4:47 flow. Do what you can. Do the best that

4:47 flow. Do what you can. Do the best that you can. And when you've done the best

4:48 you can. And when you've done the best

4:48 you can. And when you've done the best that you can, let it go. Don't scream at

4:50 that you can, let it go. Don't scream at

4:50 that you can, let it go. Don't scream at people. Don't scream at yourself. Don't

4:52 people. Don't scream at yourself. Don't

4:52 people. Don't scream at yourself. Don't beat yourself up. Just let it go. The

4:53 beat yourself up. Just let it go. The

4:54 beat yourself up. Just let it go. The other thing, guys, is that when I hit my

4:55 other thing, guys, is that when I hit my

4:55 other thing, guys, is that when I hit my head a couple weeks ago, I should be

4:57 head a couple weeks ago, I should be

4:57 head a couple weeks ago, I should be showing you this while I'm talking. When

4:59 showing you this while I'm talking. When

4:59 showing you this while I'm talking. When I hit my head a couple weeks ago, I hit

5:00 I hit my head a couple weeks ago, I hit

5:00 I hit my head a couple weeks ago, I hit it much worse than I mentioned on camera

5:02 it much worse than I mentioned on camera

5:02 it much worse than I mentioned on camera to anyone. It was just a silly little

5:04 to anyone. It was just a silly little

5:04 to anyone. It was just a silly little thing. Periscope. I did a prep fall for

5:06 thing. Periscope. I did a prep fall for

5:06 thing. Periscope. I did a prep fall for those of you that missed it in front of

5:07 those of you that missed it in front of

5:08 those of you that missed it in front of the Gamble House in Pasadena and there

5:10 the Gamble House in Pasadena and there

5:10 the Gamble House in Pasadena and there was this hill behind me. So, I hit my

5:12 was this hill behind me. So, I hit my

5:12 was this hill behind me. So, I hit my head on the ground. Well, like I said to

5:14 head on the ground. Well, like I said to

5:14 head on the ground. Well, like I said to the doctor like, "But I hit my head in

5:15 the doctor like, "But I hit my head in

5:15 the doctor like, "But I hit my head in the grass. You know, it was so soft."

5:17 the grass. You know, it was so soft."

5:17 the grass. You know, it was so soft." And he goes, "But the inside of your

5:18 And he goes, "But the inside of your

5:18 And he goes, "But the inside of your skull isn't." happens is your brain

5:19 skull isn't." happens is your brain

5:19 skull isn't." happens is your brain bounces inside of your skull, creates a

5:21 bounces inside of your skull, creates a

5:21 bounces inside of your skull, creates a concussion, but there's mild concussion,

5:23 concussion, but there's mild concussion,

5:23 concussion, but there's mild concussion, moderate concussion, severe concussion

5:24 moderate concussion, severe concussion

5:24 moderate concussion, severe concussion or traumatic brain injury, which is

5:26 or traumatic brain injury, which is

5:26 or traumatic brain injury, which is anytime it, you know, gives you

5:27 anytime it, you know, gives you

5:28 anytime it, you know, gives you headaches or changes something physical

5:29 headaches or changes something physical

5:29 headaches or changes something physical or your sense of taste or something. So,

5:30 or your sense of taste or something. So,

5:30 or your sense of taste or something. So, I had a really bad concussion. So, for a

5:33 I had a really bad concussion. So, for a

5:33 I had a really bad concussion. So, for a couple of days after that, at least a

5:35 couple of days after that, at least a

5:35 couple of days after that, at least a week after that, actually, I was having

5:36 week after that, actually, I was having

5:36 week after that, actually, I was having these like pulsating waves of headaches

5:40 these like pulsating waves of headaches

5:40 these like pulsating waves of headaches and just gnarly. And I did that whole

5:41 and just gnarly. And I did that whole

5:42 and just gnarly. And I did that whole road trip and so I've just been sort of

5:43 road trip and so I've just been sort of

5:43 road trip and so I've just been sort of trying

5:45 trying

5:45 trying to recover strength. So even though I've

5:49 to recover strength. So even though I've

5:49 to recover strength. So even though I've still been going to Disneyland and doing

5:50 still been going to Disneyland and doing

5:50 still been going to Disneyland and doing this stuff, I've just been sort of doing

5:51 this stuff, I've just been sort of doing

5:51 this stuff, I've just been sort of doing it in like a more take it easy kind of

5:53 it in like a more take it easy kind of

5:53 it in like a more take it easy kind of way, not putting any stress on myself to

5:56 way, not putting any stress on myself to

5:56 way, not putting any stress on myself to do Snapchats or Instagrams or all have

5:58 do Snapchats or Instagrams or all have

5:58 do Snapchats or Instagrams or all have to do the vlog or have to do the thing

5:59 to do the vlog or have to do the thing

5:59 to do the vlog or have to do the thing after all to sometimes vlog. You guys

6:01 after all to sometimes vlog. You guys

6:01 after all to sometimes vlog. You guys are super understanding. Periscope is

6:03 are super understanding. Periscope is

6:03 are super understanding. Periscope is pretty addictive, isn't it? Periscope is

6:04 pretty addictive, isn't it? Periscope is

6:04 pretty addictive, isn't it? Periscope is a live streaming app. If you've never

6:06 a live streaming app. If you've never

6:06 a live streaming app. If you've never seen my Periscopes, sometimes I was

6:08 seen my Periscopes, sometimes I was

6:08 seen my Periscopes, sometimes I was doing it for four, five, six hours with

6:10 doing it for four, five, six hours with

6:10 doing it for four, five, six hours with you guys and now the last couple days

6:13 you guys and now the last couple days

6:13 you guys and now the last couple days I've just decided to chill and let a lot

6:16 I've just decided to chill and let a lot

6:16 I've just decided to chill and let a lot of it go. thing is I like doing all this

6:18 of it go. thing is I like doing all this

6:18 of it go. thing is I like doing all this stuff. My job is basically to be a clown

6:20 stuff. My job is basically to be a clown

6:20 stuff. My job is basically to be a clown and run around being crazy and doing all

6:22 and run around being crazy and doing all

6:22 and run around being crazy and doing all kinds of things and having adventures

6:23 kinds of things and having adventures

6:23 kinds of things and having adventures and filming them and sharing them and I

6:24 and filming them and sharing them and I

6:24 and filming them and sharing them and I love doing it, but it's really kind of a

6:26 love doing it, but it's really kind of a

6:26 love doing it, but it's really kind of a 24-hour a day, 7 day a week thing thanks

6:29 24-hour a day, 7 day a week thing thanks

6:29 24-hour a day, 7 day a week thing thanks to social media. And I really don't ever

6:31 to social media. And I really don't ever

6:31 to social media. And I really don't ever take time for myself. I mean, even

6:34 take time for myself. I mean, even

6:34 take time for myself. I mean, even during the day, I don't watch TV. I

6:36 during the day, I don't watch TV. I

6:36 during the day, I don't watch TV. I don't read books cuz I want to read them

6:38 don't read books cuz I want to read them

6:38 don't read books cuz I want to read them anymore. I usually reading them because

6:39 anymore. I usually reading them because

6:39 anymore. I usually reading them because I'm researching something from random

6:40 I'm researching something from random

6:40 I'm researching something from random land or trying to get into some mood of

6:42 land or trying to get into some mood of

6:42 land or trying to get into some mood of some historical thing or reading some

6:44 some historical thing or reading some

6:44 some historical thing or reading some kind of Disney thing or editing video

6:47 kind of Disney thing or editing video

6:47 kind of Disney thing or editing video and I really never take the time to ever

6:50 and I really never take the time to ever

6:50 and I really never take the time to ever enjoy anything around me ever. Even when

6:52 enjoy anything around me ever. Even when

6:52 enjoy anything around me ever. Even when it's like, oh, it's so so and so's

6:54 it's like, oh, it's so so and so's

6:54 it's like, oh, it's so so and so's birthday party. I just show up and I

6:56 birthday party. I just show up and I

6:56 birthday party. I just show up and I just been kind of running myself down.

6:58 just been kind of running myself down.

6:58 just been kind of running myself down. And even though I was being positive on

7:00 And even though I was being positive on

7:00 And even though I was being positive on the quest for positivity thing and all

7:01 the quest for positivity thing and all

7:01 the quest for positivity thing and all that stuff, what I found myself doing is

7:03 that stuff, what I found myself doing is

7:03 that stuff, what I found myself doing is being I need to do so many positive

7:05 being I need to do so many positive

7:05 being I need to do so many positive things. I do this positive thing and

7:06 things. I do this positive thing and

7:06 things. I do this positive thing and this positive thing. I was turning all

7:07 this positive thing. I was turning all

7:07 this positive thing. I was turning all the positive things and all the things I

7:09 the positive things and all the things I

7:09 the positive things and all the things I like doing, I've been turning into work

7:11 like doing, I've been turning into work

7:11 like doing, I've been turning into work and only thinking of them as work.

7:13 and only thinking of them as work.

7:13 and only thinking of them as work. That's work. Snapchat's work. Doing this

7:15 That's work. Snapchat's work. Doing this

7:15 That's work. Snapchat's work. Doing this video is work. This is work. This is

7:17 video is work. This is work. This is

7:17 video is work. This is work. This is work. And if you do that, you sort of

7:19 work. And if you do that, you sort of

7:19 work. And if you do that, you sort of start to lose the passion for what

7:22 start to lose the passion for what

7:22 start to lose the passion for what you're doing. And if you start to lose

7:24 you're doing. And if you start to lose

7:24 you're doing. And if you start to lose the passion for what you're doing, not

7:25 the passion for what you're doing, not

7:25 the passion for what you're doing, not that you're faking it. I mean, I still

7:27 that you're faking it. I mean, I still

7:27 that you're faking it. I mean, I still like all the stuff, but what happens?

7:28 like all the stuff, but what happens?

7:28 like all the stuff, but what happens? You start to just feel drained. There's

7:30 You start to just feel drained. There's

7:30 You start to just feel drained. There's nothing ever to refill you, to refill

7:32 nothing ever to refill you, to refill

7:32 nothing ever to refill you, to refill the cup, and make you stoked about

7:34 the cup, and make you stoked about

7:34 the cup, and make you stoked about everything again. So last couple days

7:36 everything again. So last couple days

7:36 everything again. So last couple days and then for the next couple days if you

7:38 and then for the next couple days if you

7:38 and then for the next couple days if you seem a little light if I miss a few days

7:40 seem a little light if I miss a few days

7:40 seem a little light if I miss a few days on the vlog or if I seems like there's

7:42 on the vlog or if I seems like there's

7:42 on the vlog or if I seems like there's less Snapchats or Instagrams than usual

7:45 less Snapchats or Instagrams than usual

7:45 less Snapchats or Instagrams than usual that's the reason because part of the

7:46 that's the reason because part of the

7:46 that's the reason because part of the quest for positivity what I really have

7:48 quest for positivity what I really have

7:48 quest for positivity what I really have a hard time doing and what I've had a

7:51 a hard time doing and what I've had a

7:51 a hard time doing and what I've had a hard time learning over the years is to

7:52 hard time learning over the years is to

7:52 hard time learning over the years is to take care of myself despite what anybody

7:55 take care of myself despite what anybody

7:55 take care of myself despite what anybody else thinks despite who I always worry

7:57 else thinks despite who I always worry

7:57 else thinks despite who I always worry about who I'm going to let down because

7:58 about who I'm going to let down because

7:58 about who I'm going to let down because there's no video or there's no this and

8:00 there's no video or there's no this and

8:00 there's no video or there's no this and I really need to learn to take care of

8:02 I really need to learn to take care of

8:02 I really need to learn to take care of myself. So, I've been trying to do that.

8:04 myself. So, I've been trying to do that.

8:04 myself. So, I've been trying to do that. Not to put myself above other people or

8:06 Not to put myself above other people or

8:06 Not to put myself above other people or anything like that, you know, but just

8:08 anything like that, you know, but just

8:08 anything like that, you know, but just to make sure that I'm in there

8:10 to make sure that I'm in there

8:10 to make sure that I'm in there somewhere. And so, that's one thing I've

8:12 somewhere. And so, that's one thing I've

8:12 somewhere. And so, that's one thing I've been doing is trying take a little more

8:14 been doing is trying take a little more

8:14 been doing is trying take a little more time to even have some kind of personal

8:17 time to even have some kind of personal

8:17 time to even have some kind of personal life offline and uh not always be

8:20 life offline and uh not always be

8:20 life offline and uh not always be shared. But, of course, there's all

8:22 shared. But, of course, there's all

8:22 shared. But, of course, there's all kinds of adventures and stuff I still

8:23 kinds of adventures and stuff I still

8:23 kinds of adventures and stuff I still want to have with you guys. You guys are

8:24 want to have with you guys. You guys are

8:24 want to have with you guys. You guys are pretty much basically the most important

8:26 pretty much basically the most important

8:26 pretty much basically the most important people in my life. You're my job and my

8:29 people in my life. You're my job and my

8:29 people in my life. You're my job and my passion and all that stuff. But at the

8:31 passion and all that stuff. But at the

8:31 passion and all that stuff. But at the same time, we're going to have pretty

8:32 same time, we're going to have pretty

8:32 same time, we're going to have pretty bummerry videos if they're all just me

8:34 bummerry videos if they're all just me

8:34 bummerry videos if they're all just me going, "Hey, I'm super tired and here's

8:36 going, "Hey, I'm super tired and here's

8:36 going, "Hey, I'm super tired and here's this thing that I don't really care

8:38 this thing that I don't really care

8:38 this thing that I don't really care about because I'm so tired." So, just

8:40 about because I'm so tired." So, just

8:40 about because I'm so tired." So, just trying to recharge lately. Disneyland,

8:43 trying to recharge lately. Disneyland,

8:43 trying to recharge lately. Disneyland, it is almost 1:00 in the morning. If for

8:45 it is almost 1:00 in the morning. If for

8:45 it is almost 1:00 in the morning. If for those of you who don't know, cuz many of

8:46 those of you who don't know, cuz many of

8:46 those of you who don't know, cuz many of you ask me this all the time, the park

8:49 you ask me this all the time, the park

8:49 you ask me this all the time, the park does close in the summer at midnight.

8:51 does close in the summer at midnight.

8:51 does close in the summer at midnight. But what will happen is because you got

8:54 But what will happen is because you got

8:54 But what will happen is because you got in line at 11:59 or something like that,

8:57 in line at 11:59 or something like that,

8:57 in line at 11:59 or something like that, it might take till say 12:20 in some

9:01 it might take till say 12:20 in some

9:01 it might take till say 12:20 in some cases, 12:30 in some cases with Peter

9:03 cases, 12:30 in some cases with Peter

9:03 cases, 12:30 in some cases with Peter Pan right now being such a long line cuz

9:04 Pan right now being such a long line cuz

9:04 Pan right now being such a long line cuz they just refurbished it. 1:00 a.m.

9:07 they just refurbished it. 1:00 a.m.

9:07 they just refurbished it. 1:00 a.m. maybe before people get out of those

9:09 maybe before people get out of those

9:09 maybe before people get out of those areas of the park. So what they'll do is

9:11 areas of the park. So what they'll do is

9:11 areas of the park. So what they'll do is have security clear each area as the

9:13 have security clear each area as the

9:13 have security clear each area as the rides let off. and Main Street USA and

9:15 rides let off. and Main Street USA and

9:15 rides let off. and Main Street USA and the shops on Main Street USA will stay

9:17 the shops on Main Street USA will stay

9:17 the shops on Main Street USA will stay open an additional hour after

9:19 open an additional hour after

9:19 open an additional hour after Disneyland. So, people sort of come out

9:21 Disneyland. So, people sort of come out

9:21 Disneyland. So, people sort of come out of the park into the shops and then they

9:23 of the park into the shops and then they

9:23 of the park into the shops and then they can clear Main Street at 1:00 in the

9:26 can clear Main Street at 1:00 in the

9:26 can clear Main Street at 1:00 in the morning. So, the rest of the park turns

9:27 morning. So, the rest of the park turns

9:28 morning. So, the rest of the park turns into a pumpkin at midnight, but Main

9:29 into a pumpkin at midnight, but Main

9:29 into a pumpkin at midnight, but Main Street usually stays open until 1:00.

9:33 Street usually stays open until 1:00.

9:33 Street usually stays open until 1:00. So, anyways, that's why I'm able to be

9:35 So, anyways, that's why I'm able to be

9:35 So, anyways, that's why I'm able to be standing in Disneyland so far after

9:37 standing in Disneyland so far after

9:37 standing in Disneyland so far after midnight. And before any of you ask, the

9:38 midnight. And before any of you ask, the

9:38 midnight. And before any of you ask, the new Peter Pan is pretty fantastic. Not

9:40 new Peter Pan is pretty fantastic. Not

9:40 new Peter Pan is pretty fantastic. Not that much has changed for those of you

9:42 that much has changed for those of you

9:42 that much has changed for those of you who are fans of the old Peter Pan. I

9:43 who are fans of the old Peter Pan. I

9:43 who are fans of the old Peter Pan. I know some people get pretty crotch today

9:45 know some people get pretty crotch today

9:45 know some people get pretty crotch today when they change rides at Disneyland or

9:47 when they change rides at Disneyland or

9:47 when they change rides at Disneyland or attractions, excuse me. They're not

9:50 attractions, excuse me. They're not

9:50 attractions, excuse me. They're not rides, but Peter Pan, nothing that you

9:53 rides, but Peter Pan, nothing that you

9:53 rides, but Peter Pan, nothing that you loved has changed and everything that

9:57 loved has changed and everything that

9:57 loved has changed and everything that you wanted to hope and dream for has

9:59 you wanted to hope and dream for has

9:59 you wanted to hope and dream for has happened. In other words, they did a

10:01 happened. In other words, they did a

10:01 happened. In other words, they did a really great job as usual, just like

10:02 really great job as usual, just like

10:02 really great job as usual, just like they did with Alice and Wonderland, the

10:04 they did with Alice and Wonderland, the

10:04 they did with Alice and Wonderland, the Snow White stuff. Nothing that is really

10:06 Snow White stuff. Nothing that is really

10:06 Snow White stuff. Nothing that is really beloved about the attraction has changed

10:08 beloved about the attraction has changed

10:08 beloved about the attraction has changed at all. slight enhancements, things that

10:10 at all. slight enhancements, things that

10:10 at all. slight enhancements, things that are like, "Wow, I didn't even notice

10:11 are like, "Wow, I didn't even notice

10:11 are like, "Wow, I didn't even notice they did that because it just seemed

10:12 they did that because it just seemed

10:12 they did that because it just seemed like it should have always been there."

10:13 like it should have always been there."

10:14 like it should have always been there." Really great job. At some point, we'll

10:16 Really great job. At some point, we'll

10:16 Really great job. At some point, we'll get into video with it, hopefully with

10:17 get into video with it, hopefully with

10:17 get into video with it, hopefully with random land and some detailed stuff. But

10:19 random land and some detailed stuff. But

10:19 random land and some detailed stuff. But at this point, no, no, no, no. Just

10:23 at this point, no, no, no, no. Just

10:24 at this point, no, no, no, no. Just looking at it from a distance. And by

10:25 looking at it from a distance. And by

10:25 looking at it from a distance. And by looking at it, I just mean the castle. I

10:27 looking at it, I just mean the castle. I

10:27 looking at it, I just mean the castle. I am so tired right now, you guys. It's

10:28 am so tired right now, you guys. It's

10:28 am so tired right now, you guys. It's been a long day. Got up super early. Did

10:31 been a long day. Got up super early. Did

10:31 been a long day. Got up super early. Did all this crazy stuff. Yesterday was a

10:32 all this crazy stuff. Yesterday was a

10:32 all this crazy stuff. Yesterday was a crazy day. Seeing filming locations, all

10:34 crazy day. Seeing filming locations, all

10:34 crazy day. Seeing filming locations, all kinds of things. Was mostly been posted

10:35 kinds of things. Was mostly been posted

10:35 kinds of things. Was mostly been posted to the Live Fast Lip Instagram. You

10:38 to the Live Fast Lip Instagram. You

10:38 to the Live Fast Lip Instagram. You missed the Snapchat, you missed the

10:39 missed the Snapchat, you missed the

10:39 missed the Snapchat, you missed the Snapchat, but livefast poor Instagram,

10:41 Snapchat, but livefast poor Instagram,

10:41 Snapchat, but livefast poor Instagram, livefast poore. All one word, all

10:43 livefast poore. All one word, all

10:43 livefast poore. All one word, all lowercase, no spaces. You can see all

10:45 lowercase, no spaces. You can see all

10:45 lowercase, no spaces. You can see all the crazy shenanigans I've been up to.

10:47 the crazy shenanigans I've been up to.

10:47 the crazy shenanigans I've been up to. I've been trying to share pictures, even

10:48 I've been trying to share pictures, even

10:48 I've been trying to share pictures, even though I haven't really been sharing too

10:50 though I haven't really been sharing too

10:50 though I haven't really been sharing too much video. And then there's Periscope,

10:52 much video. And then there's Periscope,

10:52 much video. And then there's Periscope, which is Justin Scar, just like my

10:53 which is Justin Scar, just like my

10:53 which is Justin Scar, just like my Twitter, Justin. So, go over there.

10:55 Twitter, Justin. So, go over there.

10:55 Twitter, Justin. So, go over there. There's all kinds of awesome t-shirts to

10:57 There's all kinds of awesome t-shirts to

10:57 There's all kinds of awesome t-shirts to live outside.com, including new ones

10:59 live outside.com, including new ones

11:00 live outside.com, including new ones coming very soon. Patreon and all that

11:02 coming very soon. Patreon and all that

11:02 coming very soon. Patreon and all that stuff is still going if you want to

11:03 stuff is still going if you want to

11:03 stuff is still going if you want to support creation of these and more

11:05 support creation of these and more

11:05 support creation of these and more future videos. But for the moment,

11:09 future videos. But for the moment,

11:09 future videos. But for the moment, just breathing a brush fresh brush of

11:11 just breathing a brush fresh brush of

11:11 just breathing a brush fresh brush of fresh

11:13 fresh

11:13 fresh mey

11:15 mey

11:15 mey breath. Taking a breath of fresh air and

11:18 breath. Taking a breath of fresh air and

11:18 breath. Taking a breath of fresh air and trying to

11:21 trying to

11:22 trying to destress a little. You ever get that

11:23 destress a little. You ever get that

11:23 destress a little. You ever get that way? You get all stressed. You I got to

11:25 way? You get all stressed. You I got to

11:25 way? You get all stressed. You I got to keep going. I got to keep going. No

11:26 keep going. I got to keep going. No

11:26 keep going. I got to keep going. No matter how hard it is, even if you have

11:28 matter how hard it is, even if you have

11:28 matter how hard it is, even if you have to keep doing the things you have to

11:29 to keep doing the things you have to

11:29 to keep doing the things you have to keep doing,

11:31 keep doing,

11:31 keep doing, try to manually reset the stress lever

11:35 try to manually reset the stress lever

11:35 try to manually reset the stress lever and just dump it. Dump the stress and

11:38 and just dump it. Dump the stress and

11:38 and just dump it. Dump the stress and start over. You know what I mean,

11:39 start over. You know what I mean,

11:39 start over. You know what I mean, Wilbur?

11:41 Wilbur?

11:41 Wilbur? Of course, horses have to dump stress

11:44 Of course, horses have to dump stress

11:44 Of course, horses have to dump stress all the time. Usually from our rear end

11:46 all the time. Usually from our rear end

11:46 all the time. Usually from our rear end as we play. Whoa. Whoa. We're not going

11:48 as we play. Whoa. Whoa. We're not going

11:48 as we play. Whoa. Whoa. We're not going to talk about horse doodoo behind the

11:50 to talk about horse doodoo behind the

11:50 to talk about horse doodoo behind the carriage, are we? Well, you know,

11:52 carriage, are we? Well, you know,

11:52 carriage, are we? Well, you know, sometimes. Okay, this has gone totally

11:55 sometimes. Okay, this has gone totally

11:55 sometimes. Okay, this has gone totally sideways. We're not going to be talking

11:56 sideways. We're not going to be talking

11:56 sideways. We're not going to be talking to any more horses. In fact, I think

11:59 to any more horses. In fact, I think

11:59 to any more horses. In fact, I think because we spent a little time together,

12:01 because we spent a little time together,

12:01 because we spent a little time together, guys, I'm going to have to leave you

12:02 guys, I'm going to have to leave you

12:02 guys, I'm going to have to leave you here on Main Street USA because I've

12:04 here on Main Street USA because I've

12:04 here on Main Street USA because I've granted my duty and I have to go home

12:06 granted my duty and I have to go home

12:06 granted my duty and I have to go home and sleep well. I love all of you. You

12:09 and sleep well. I love all of you. You

12:09 and sleep well. I love all of you. You guys are my fave and all of that good

12:12 guys are my fave and all of that good

12:12 guys are my fave and all of that good stuff. But I'm tired, so it's time to

12:14 stuff. But I'm tired, so it's time to

12:14 stuff. But I'm tired, so it's time to go. Instagram, Twitter, all that stuff.

12:17 go. Instagram, Twitter, all that stuff.

12:18 go. Instagram, Twitter, all that stuff. I'll see you guys later. Goodbye.

12:19 I'll see you guys later. Goodbye.

12:19 I'll see you guys later. Goodbye. [Music]

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