2020: Final Thoughts! Punching our way into a positive new year...

0:03 you guys we did it we survived

0:03 you guys we did it we survived 20 20 possibly the most cursed year ever

0:07 20 20 possibly the most cursed year ever

0:07 20 20 possibly the most cursed year ever certainly one of the craziest years that

0:09 certainly one of the craziest years that

0:09 certainly one of the craziest years that we can

0:10 we can

0:10 we can all remember in our lifetimes and i

0:13 all remember in our lifetimes and i

0:13 all remember in our lifetimes and i survived y2k

0:14 survived y2k

0:14 survived y2k all right so kind of a big deal but we

0:17 all right so kind of a big deal but we

0:17 all right so kind of a big deal but we didn't

0:18 didn't

0:18 didn't 2020 was bad oh was it ever bad

0:21 2020 was bad oh was it ever bad

0:21 2020 was bad oh was it ever bad there was the pandemic and the lockdowns

0:23 there was the pandemic and the lockdowns

0:23 there was the pandemic and the lockdowns and and people out of work and

0:25 and and people out of work and

0:25 and and people out of work and displacing losing loved ones and and

0:28 displacing losing loved ones and and

0:28 displacing losing loved ones and and just all kinds of crazy stuff going on

0:30 just all kinds of crazy stuff going on

0:30 just all kinds of crazy stuff going on an election year and chaos and people

0:32 an election year and chaos and people

0:32 an election year and chaos and people fighting and being upset and angry

0:35 fighting and being upset and angry

0:35 fighting and being upset and angry arguing with each other everywhere

0:36 arguing with each other everywhere

0:36 arguing with each other everywhere online and everywhere else

0:42 it just feels like a lot of tension and

0:42 it just feels like a lot of tension and then

0:48 of course with the new year coming in

0:48 of course with the new year coming in 2021 it doesn't exactly take away from a

0:50 2021 it doesn't exactly take away from a

0:50 2021 it doesn't exactly take away from a lot of those problems some of those

0:51 lot of those problems some of those

0:51 lot of those problems some of those problems are still rolling over we're

0:53 problems are still rolling over we're

0:53 problems are still rolling over we're gonna have a little bit of a hangover

0:54 gonna have a little bit of a hangover

0:54 gonna have a little bit of a hangover through the dark winter

0:55 through the dark winter

0:55 through the dark winter and into the new spring but the good

0:58 and into the new spring but the good

0:58 and into the new spring but the good news is guys the good news overall

1:01 news is guys the good news overall

1:01 news is guys the good news overall is that we survived we made it

1:04 is that we survived we made it

1:04 is that we survived we made it we made it here to the end of the year

1:06 we made it here to the end of the year

1:06 we made it here to the end of the year and the beginning of a new one which is

1:08 and the beginning of a new one which is

1:08 and the beginning of a new one which is just a chance to go

1:10 just a chance to go

1:10 just a chance to go ah take a breath and get to it this is a

1:13 ah take a breath and get to it this is a

1:13 ah take a breath and get to it this is a very frustrating year

1:15 very frustrating year

1:15 very frustrating year for me personally i thought about

1:17 for me personally i thought about

1:17 for me personally i thought about running around today maybe going to see

1:18 running around today maybe going to see

1:18 running around today maybe going to see some doing all this stuff but of course

1:20 some doing all this stuff but of course

1:20 some doing all this stuff but of course we still got the lockdowns and stuff

1:21 we still got the lockdowns and stuff

1:21 we still got the lockdowns and stuff hanging over us

1:22 hanging over us

1:22 hanging over us yeah here in southern california so i

1:25 yeah here in southern california so i

1:25 yeah here in southern california so i thought you know what i really want to

1:26 thought you know what i really want to

1:26 thought you know what i really want to do

1:26 do

1:26 do is just sit down with you guys think it

1:28 is just sit down with you guys think it

1:28 is just sit down with you guys think it through reflect on the year

1:31 through reflect on the year

1:31 through reflect on the year kind of get my bearings before we can

1:33 kind of get my bearings before we can

1:33 kind of get my bearings before we can move into a new year but it's

1:34 move into a new year but it's

1:34 move into a new year but it's frustrating for me personally

1:36 frustrating for me personally

1:36 frustrating for me personally in addition to all those other problems

1:37 in addition to all those other problems

1:37 in addition to all those other problems and all the other things happening to

1:39 and all the other things happening to

1:39 and all the other things happening to all the other people

1:39 all the other people

1:40 all the other people that i know and that i love and losing

1:41 that i know and that i love and losing

1:41 that i know and that i love and losing loved ones and people out of work and

1:43 loved ones and people out of work and

1:43 loved ones and people out of work and very frustrating times

1:44 very frustrating times

1:44 very frustrating times for me personally here in random land it

1:46 for me personally here in random land it

1:46 for me personally here in random land it was frustrating because i had so many

1:48 was frustrating because i had so many

1:48 was frustrating because i had so many plans like i've talked about things that

1:50 plans like i've talked about things that

1:50 plans like i've talked about things that we wanted to film adventures that we

1:51 we wanted to film adventures that we

1:51 we wanted to film adventures that we wanted to have

1:52 wanted to have

1:52 wanted to have not only were the theme parks that are

1:53 not only were the theme parks that are

1:53 not only were the theme parks that are close by closed but

1:55 close by closed but

1:55 close by closed but travel was restricted to various places

1:57 travel was restricted to various places

1:57 travel was restricted to various places you couldn't fly overseas you couldn't

1:58 you couldn't fly overseas you couldn't

1:58 you couldn't fly overseas you couldn't fly to some states without locking down

2:00 fly to some states without locking down

2:00 fly to some states without locking down for two weeks there and doing all kinds

2:01 for two weeks there and doing all kinds

2:01 for two weeks there and doing all kinds of

2:01 of

2:02 of i mean it was a very difficult year to

2:04 i mean it was a very difficult year to

2:04 i mean it was a very difficult year to sort of carry on our normal

2:06 sort of carry on our normal

2:06 sort of carry on our normal r for adventure series and go travel and

2:08 r for adventure series and go travel and

2:08 r for adventure series and go travel and see things but

2:10 see things but

2:10 see things but we did manage to have some adventures in

2:13 we did manage to have some adventures in

2:13 we did manage to have some adventures in spite of the pandemic

2:14 spite of the pandemic

2:14 spite of the pandemic more spaced out very carefully masked

2:17 more spaced out very carefully masked

2:17 more spaced out very carefully masked and social distanced and all that kind

2:19 and social distanced and all that kind

2:19 and social distanced and all that kind of stuff

2:19 of stuff

2:19 of stuff but some epic stuff happened this year

2:21 but some epic stuff happened this year

2:21 but some epic stuff happened this year some bucket list level stuff number one

2:23 some bucket list level stuff number one

2:23 some bucket list level stuff number one we got to go to the goonies filming

2:25 we got to go to the goonies filming

2:25 we got to go to the goonies filming locations that's a place that i've

2:27 locations that's a place that i've

2:27 locations that's a place that i've wanted to go

2:27 wanted to go

2:28 wanted to go my entire life i have put it off for

2:30 my entire life i have put it off for

2:30 my entire life i have put it off for years and years and years because

2:31 years and years and years because

2:31 years and years and years because i just didn't think i could capture it

2:33 i just didn't think i could capture it

2:33 i just didn't think i could capture it the perfect way or the goonies house was

2:35 the perfect way or the goonies house was

2:35 the perfect way or the goonies house was closed off but

2:35 closed off but

2:36 closed off but this year since i was in oregon i

2:38 this year since i was in oregon i

2:38 this year since i was in oregon i thought you know what

2:39 thought you know what

2:39 thought you know what the heck with it i've got to do this

2:41 the heck with it i've got to do this

2:41 the heck with it i've got to do this it's a weird year everything else is bad

2:43 it's a weird year everything else is bad

2:43 it's a weird year everything else is bad but i'm right here i'm right next to

2:45 but i'm right here i'm right next to

2:45 but i'm right here i'm right next to astoria oregon

2:46 astoria oregon

2:46 astoria oregon and we did it we saw some goonies

2:48 and we did it we saw some goonies

2:48 and we did it we saw some goonies filming locations which was

2:50 filming locations which was

2:50 filming locations which was huge for me huge for me as an 80s and

2:53 huge for me huge for me as an 80s and

2:53 huge for me huge for me as an 80s and 90s kid watching that on vhs over and

2:55 90s kid watching that on vhs over and

2:55 90s kid watching that on vhs over and over and over again and then to stand in

2:56 over and over again and then to stand in

2:56 over and over again and then to stand in the goon docks

3:01 good times then of course we got to see

3:01 good times then of course we got to see a lost disneyland

3:03 a lost disneyland

3:03 a lost disneyland riverboat which isn't really lost but

3:05 riverboat which isn't really lost but

3:05 riverboat which isn't really lost but sort of secretly hidden away

3:07 sort of secretly hidden away

3:07 sort of secretly hidden away in a warehouse out in the inland empire

3:09 in a warehouse out in the inland empire

3:09 in a warehouse out in the inland empire the bertha may davy crockett's boat

3:12 the bertha may davy crockett's boat

3:12 the bertha may davy crockett's boat from disneyland it's been in storage for

3:15 from disneyland it's been in storage for

3:15 from disneyland it's been in storage for years and years and years collecting

3:16 years and years and years collecting

3:16 years and years and years collecting dust and hopefully being restored now

3:18 dust and hopefully being restored now

3:18 dust and hopefully being restored now it's getting put on display pretty soon

3:20 it's getting put on display pretty soon

3:20 it's getting put on display pretty soon over there

3:21 over there

3:21 over there at garner hall productions and the owner

3:23 at garner hall productions and the owner

3:23 at garner hall productions and the owner was gracious and courteous enough

3:25 was gracious and courteous enough

3:25 was gracious and courteous enough to let us come wander around get dusty

3:27 to let us come wander around get dusty

3:27 to let us come wander around get dusty and dirty on his boat

3:29 and dirty on his boat

3:29 and dirty on his boat and check out a little piece of lost

3:31 and check out a little piece of lost

3:31 and check out a little piece of lost disneyland magic that was pretty epic

3:33 disneyland magic that was pretty epic

3:33 disneyland magic that was pretty epic of course we moved so we're in a new

3:35 of course we moved so we're in a new

3:36 of course we moved so we're in a new house i don't have

3:37 house i don't have

3:37 house i don't have the crazy upstairs neighbor noise and

3:38 the crazy upstairs neighbor noise and

3:38 the crazy upstairs neighbor noise and the thing and the piles of stuff as we

3:40 the thing and the piles of stuff as we

3:40 the thing and the piles of stuff as we started the online store right here and

3:42 started the online store right here and

3:42 started the online store right here and there was just

3:43 there was just

3:43 there was just just piles of boxes everywhere we were

3:45 just piles of boxes everywhere we were

3:45 just piles of boxes everywhere we were really cramped in

3:46 really cramped in

3:46 really cramped in uh during the worst of the lockdowns

3:48 uh during the worst of the lockdowns

3:48 uh during the worst of the lockdowns when we you know literally didn't

3:50 when we you know literally didn't

3:50 when we you know literally didn't exit the house for weeks it was like

3:53 exit the house for weeks it was like

3:53 exit the house for weeks it was like getting

3:53 getting

3:53 getting the walls were closing it's a little

3:54 the walls were closing it's a little

3:54 the walls were closing it's a little trash compactory there you know like the

3:56 trash compactory there you know like the

3:56 trash compactory there you know like the scene from star wars everything closing

3:58 scene from star wars everything closing

3:58 scene from star wars everything closing in

3:58 in

3:58 in and it was like oh boy so we've moved

4:01 and it was like oh boy so we've moved

4:01 and it was like oh boy so we've moved and now more and more of the place is

4:02 and now more and more of the place is

4:02 and now more and more of the place is getting set up

4:03 getting set up

4:03 getting set up as you can see behind me it's not

4:05 as you can see behind me it's not

4:05 as you can see behind me it's not perfect yet i know the sound is still a

4:06 perfect yet i know the sound is still a

4:06 perfect yet i know the sound is still a little weird in here some of the

4:07 little weird in here some of the

4:07 little weird in here some of the lighting is still not done

4:09 lighting is still not done

4:09 lighting is still not done there's a lot more unpacking to do a lot

4:10 there's a lot more unpacking to do a lot

4:10 there's a lot more unpacking to do a lot of unfinished projects

4:12 of unfinished projects

4:12 of unfinished projects but i'm so happy we were able to move

4:14 but i'm so happy we were able to move

4:14 but i'm so happy we were able to move that was a big step

4:15 that was a big step

4:15 that was a big step for future projects for just not going

4:18 for future projects for just not going

4:18 for future projects for just not going insane

4:19 insane

4:19 insane and uh and so that was also a positive

4:21 and uh and so that was also a positive

4:21 and uh and so that was also a positive in the year 2020. another positive thing

4:23 in the year 2020. another positive thing

4:24 in the year 2020. another positive thing that happened of course we cannot forget

4:25 that happened of course we cannot forget

4:25 that happened of course we cannot forget was that we got to

4:26 was that we got to

4:26 was that we got to time travel back in time we couldn't go

4:29 time travel back in time we couldn't go

4:29 time travel back in time we couldn't go to the park now

4:30 to the park now

4:30 to the park now but we went back to disneyland in the

4:32 but we went back to disneyland in the

4:32 but we went back to disneyland in the past we got the 100th anniversary

4:35 past we got the 100th anniversary

4:35 past we got the 100th anniversary knutsberry farm time travel documentary

4:37 knutsberry farm time travel documentary

4:37 knutsberry farm time travel documentary finished we were able to go through a

4:39 finished we were able to go through a

4:39 finished we were able to go through a lot of

4:39 lot of

4:39 lot of archival footage and things i've been

4:41 archival footage and things i've been

4:41 archival footage and things i've been collecting for years i have a whole

4:42 collecting for years i have a whole

4:42 collecting for years i have a whole bunch more

4:43 bunch more

4:44 bunch more saved up as well which we haven't got to

4:45 saved up as well which we haven't got to

4:45 saved up as well which we haven't got to yet but the pandemic and the lockdowns

4:48 yet but the pandemic and the lockdowns

4:48 yet but the pandemic and the lockdowns allowed a little extra time for going

4:51 allowed a little extra time for going

4:51 allowed a little extra time for going back in time

4:52 back in time

4:52 back in time and checking out some of that history

4:53 and checking out some of that history

4:54 and checking out some of that history which was really fun not to mention

4:55 which was really fun not to mention

4:55 which was really fun not to mention before the lockdowns really started

4:57 before the lockdowns really started

4:57 before the lockdowns really started going we were able to go to choco canyon

4:58 going we were able to go to choco canyon

4:58 going we were able to go to choco canyon which is a place i've always wanted to

5:00 which is a place i've always wanted to

5:00 which is a place i've always wanted to go to

5:01 go to

5:01 go to just an epic sort of mysterious place

5:04 just an epic sort of mysterious place

5:04 just an epic sort of mysterious place but also historical it just sort of

5:06 but also historical it just sort of

5:06 but also historical it just sort of changes the way that you think

5:07 changes the way that you think

5:07 changes the way that you think about how society was before the

5:11 about how society was before the

5:11 about how society was before the europeans got to america

5:13 europeans got to america

5:13 europeans got to america and these incredible structures are

5:14 and these incredible structures are

5:14 and these incredible structures are still there that was quite a treat

5:16 still there that was quite a treat

5:16 still there that was quite a treat gotta be honest and then another one

5:18 gotta be honest and then another one

5:18 gotta be honest and then another one that comes to mind right now that was

5:19 that comes to mind right now that was

5:19 that comes to mind right now that was pretty epic was being all alone in a

5:21 pretty epic was being all alone in a

5:21 pretty epic was being all alone in a closed theme park

5:23 closed theme park

5:23 closed theme park all day the enchanted forest in oregon

5:25 all day the enchanted forest in oregon

5:25 all day the enchanted forest in oregon helping get the word out about how they

5:27 helping get the word out about how they

5:27 helping get the word out about how they had a fundraiser and they're still doing

5:29 had a fundraiser and they're still doing

5:29 had a fundraiser and they're still doing that stuff so they're still

5:30 that stuff so they're still

5:30 that stuff so they're still still raising money but i think they've

5:31 still raising money but i think they've

5:31 still raising money but i think they've hit their goal they are going to make it

5:33 hit their goal they are going to make it

5:33 hit their goal they are going to make it into 2021 so

5:35 into 2021 so

5:35 into 2021 so whoo we got the enchanted forest now at

5:38 whoo we got the enchanted forest now at

5:38 whoo we got the enchanted forest now at least for another year

5:39 least for another year

5:39 least for another year on the horizon so that was pretty

5:41 on the horizon so that was pretty

5:41 on the horizon so that was pretty awesome just just wandering around that

5:43 awesome just just wandering around that

5:43 awesome just just wandering around that park which is amazing by itself but

5:44 park which is amazing by itself but

5:44 park which is amazing by itself but seeing it all empty like that was

5:46 seeing it all empty like that was

5:46 seeing it all empty like that was was truly pretty darn epic plus let's

5:50 was truly pretty darn epic plus let's

5:50 was truly pretty darn epic plus let's face it there were some pretty epic

5:51 face it there were some pretty epic

5:51 face it there were some pretty epic things

5:52 things

5:52 things to watch during the pandemic that none

5:54 to watch during the pandemic that none

5:54 to watch during the pandemic that none of us were really expecting

5:55 of us were really expecting

5:55 of us were really expecting came out of left field just some

5:57 came out of left field just some

5:57 came out of left field just some positive things that at least for me

5:59 positive things that at least for me

5:59 positive things that at least for me normally i'm moving around so much i

6:00 normally i'm moving around so much i

6:00 normally i'm moving around so much i actually had time to sit down

6:01 actually had time to sit down

6:01 actually had time to sit down and absorb one of which of course came

6:04 and absorb one of which of course came

6:04 and absorb one of which of course came way out of left field

6:05 way out of left field

6:05 way out of left field was tiger king who the heck could forget

6:08 was tiger king who the heck could forget

6:08 was tiger king who the heck could forget about the saga of joe exotic

6:12 about the saga of joe exotic

6:12 about the saga of joe exotic and that crazy netflix documentary that

6:14 and that crazy netflix documentary that

6:14 and that crazy netflix documentary that everybody stopped

6:15 everybody stopped

6:15 everybody stopped the whole world just sort of stopped and

6:17 the whole world just sort of stopped and

6:17 the whole world just sort of stopped and watched that sort of helped the lockdown

6:19 watched that sort of helped the lockdown

6:19 watched that sort of helped the lockdown a little bit helped it helped to smooth

6:20 a little bit helped it helped to smooth

6:20 a little bit helped it helped to smooth us into uh

6:21 us into uh

6:21 us into uh staying at home for a while that was

6:23 staying at home for a while that was

6:23 staying at home for a while that was pretty crazy and of course we got all

6:24 pretty crazy and of course we got all

6:24 pretty crazy and of course we got all kinds of

6:25 kinds of

6:25 kinds of uh reunions all the reunited apart stuff

6:27 uh reunions all the reunited apart stuff

6:27 uh reunions all the reunited apart stuff and different stuff so seeing the cast

6:28 and different stuff so seeing the cast

6:28 and different stuff so seeing the cast of some of our favorite movies

6:30 of some of our favorite movies

6:30 of some of our favorite movies zooming with each other which was pretty

6:31 zooming with each other which was pretty

6:31 zooming with each other which was pretty strange it was a goonies one what there

6:33 strange it was a goonies one what there

6:33 strange it was a goonies one what there was a lord of the rings one ghostbusters

6:35 was a lord of the rings one ghostbusters

6:35 was a lord of the rings one ghostbusters i mean some crazy

6:36 i mean some crazy

6:36 i mean some crazy crazy stuff like that which was fun to

6:38 crazy stuff like that which was fun to

6:38 crazy stuff like that which was fun to actually have a chance to

6:39 actually have a chance to

6:39 actually have a chance to to watch some of that stuff like i said

6:41 to watch some of that stuff like i said

6:41 to watch some of that stuff like i said because normally i'm running around

6:42 because normally i'm running around

6:42 because normally i'm running around doing uh crazy stuff

6:44 doing uh crazy stuff

6:44 doing uh crazy stuff plus best of all probably when it comes

6:47 plus best of all probably when it comes

6:47 plus best of all probably when it comes to

6:48 to

6:48 to tv and things like that was has got to

6:51 tv and things like that was has got to

6:51 tv and things like that was has got to be

6:51 be

6:52 be the mandalorian season two i have a lot

6:54 the mandalorian season two i have a lot

6:54 the mandalorian season two i have a lot of thoughts

6:55 of thoughts

6:55 of thoughts and a lot of feelings and spoilers are

6:58 and a lot of feelings and spoilers are

6:58 and a lot of feelings and spoilers are in here so just

6:59 in here so just

6:59 in here so just jump ahead a minute or two if you don't

7:01 jump ahead a minute or two if you don't

7:01 jump ahead a minute or two if you don't want any spoilers but

7:03 want any spoilers but

7:03 want any spoilers but just this this right here probably maybe

7:07 just this this right here probably maybe

7:07 just this this right here probably maybe one of the best things if not the best

7:08 one of the best things if not the best

7:08 one of the best things if not the best thing that happened

7:09 thing that happened

7:10 thing that happened in 2020 the end of the mandalorian

7:14 in 2020 the end of the mandalorian

7:14 in 2020 the end of the mandalorian season two was pretty darn

7:18 season two was pretty darn

7:18 season two was pretty darn uh amazing gotta say i was

7:22 uh amazing gotta say i was

7:22 uh amazing gotta say i was pretty darn blown away another positive

7:25 pretty darn blown away another positive

7:25 pretty darn blown away another positive thing

7:26 thing

7:26 thing that i was able to do during the

7:27 that i was able to do during the

7:27 that i was able to do during the pandemics i'm just sort of reflecting

7:29 pandemics i'm just sort of reflecting

7:29 pandemics i'm just sort of reflecting over my own year here

7:30 over my own year here

7:30 over my own year here is something that i wanted to kind of

7:32 is something that i wanted to kind of

7:32 is something that i wanted to kind of try and try to start

7:34 try and try to start

7:34 try and try to start other times but i just so busy and my

7:35 other times but i just so busy and my

7:36 other times but i just so busy and my schedule is crammed and i'm moving from

7:37 schedule is crammed and i'm moving from

7:37 schedule is crammed and i'm moving from place to place there was never any time

7:39 place to place there was never any time

7:39 place to place there was never any time to at least start on a project which i

7:41 to at least start on a project which i

7:41 to at least start on a project which i have not only started on but gone way

7:43 have not only started on but gone way

7:43 have not only started on but gone way over the halfway mark

7:44 over the halfway mark

7:44 over the halfway mark still quite a ways from finished and

7:46 still quite a ways from finished and

7:46 still quite a ways from finished and i've never talked about this and i will

7:47 i've never talked about this and i will

7:47 i've never talked about this and i will not talk about it again

7:49 not talk about it again

7:49 not talk about it again for a while but i was able to start

7:52 for a while but i was able to start

7:52 for a while but i was able to start working

7:52 working

7:52 working on a book actually sitting down and

7:55 on a book actually sitting down and

7:55 on a book actually sitting down and writing down

7:56 writing down

7:56 writing down some crazy stories it's kind of random

7:58 some crazy stories it's kind of random

7:58 some crazy stories it's kind of random we'll talk about it more later when it

7:59 we'll talk about it more later when it

7:59 we'll talk about it more later when it actually is

8:00 actually is

8:00 actually is finished finished but uh i was able to

8:03 finished finished but uh i was able to

8:03 finished finished but uh i was able to use the time wisely and work on projects

8:05 use the time wisely and work on projects

8:05 use the time wisely and work on projects which nobody knew that i was working on

8:08 which nobody knew that i was working on

8:08 which nobody knew that i was working on one of which is a book i've actually

8:10 one of which is a book i've actually

8:10 one of which is a book i've actually done a lot of writing

8:12 done a lot of writing

8:12 done a lot of writing somewhere upwards of 50 60 70 80 000

8:14 somewhere upwards of 50 60 70 80 000

8:14 somewhere upwards of 50 60 70 80 000 words

8:15 words

8:15 words and i'm not done not even close to none

8:18 and i'm not done not even close to none

8:18 and i'm not done not even close to none and i'll have to find some time when the

8:19 and i'll have to find some time when the

8:19 and i'll have to find some time when the dust settles

8:20 dust settles

8:20 dust settles to work on that but i have started

8:22 to work on that but i have started

8:22 to work on that but i have started working on something that people have

8:24 working on something that people have

8:24 working on something that people have constantly asked me for which is some

8:25 constantly asked me for which is some

8:25 constantly asked me for which is some sort of book form of

8:27 sort of book form of

8:27 sort of book form of something so that's pretty good and

8:29 something so that's pretty good and

8:29 something so that's pretty good and speaking of

8:30 speaking of

8:30 speaking of pretty good and staying positive and

8:33 pretty good and staying positive and

8:33 pretty good and staying positive and trying to put a positive spin on a very

8:35 trying to put a positive spin on a very

8:35 trying to put a positive spin on a very frustrating and otherwise just

8:37 frustrating and otherwise just

8:37 frustrating and otherwise just soul-crushing brain-breaking year

8:41 soul-crushing brain-breaking year

8:41 soul-crushing brain-breaking year check this out right here what the heck

8:44 check this out right here what the heck

8:44 check this out right here what the heck is

8:44 is

8:44 is that do you know what this is this my

8:46 that do you know what this is this my

8:46 that do you know what this is this my friends this is my brand new quest for

8:49 friends this is my brand new quest for

8:49 friends this is my brand new quest for positivity

8:50 positivity

8:50 positivity wristband right there now you see i have

8:54 wristband right there now you see i have

8:54 wristband right there now you see i have something called a ganglion cyst sounds

8:56 something called a ganglion cyst sounds

8:56 something called a ganglion cyst sounds gross but it's really not that gross

8:57 gross but it's really not that gross

8:57 gross but it's really not that gross it's just sort of a weird lump that sort

8:58 it's just sort of a weird lump that sort

8:58 it's just sort of a weird lump that sort of happens it comes and goes

9:00 of happens it comes and goes

9:00 of happens it comes and goes in my wrist and i was wearing like those

9:01 in my wrist and i was wearing like those

9:01 in my wrist and i was wearing like those hard wrist braces for a long time until

9:03 hard wrist braces for a long time until

9:03 hard wrist braces for a long time until a doctor friend of mine was like

9:04 a doctor friend of mine was like

9:04 a doctor friend of mine was like what do you got on your wrist why do you

9:05 what do you got on your wrist why do you

9:06 what do you got on your wrist why do you have that and then suggested that i wear

9:08 have that and then suggested that i wear

9:08 have that and then suggested that i wear these things and i later saw like a

9:10 these things and i later saw like a

9:10 these things and i later saw like a surgeon and a person and they looked at

9:11 surgeon and a person and they looked at

9:11 surgeon and a person and they looked at it and they're like hey you should just

9:12 it and they're like hey you should just

9:12 it and they're like hey you should just keep wearing this and then you can see

9:13 keep wearing this and then you can see

9:14 keep wearing this and then you can see how things go

9:15 how things go

9:15 how things go these things save my friggin life they

9:17 these things save my friggin life they

9:17 these things save my friggin life they really help with the whole wristing

9:18 really help with the whole wristing

9:18 really help with the whole wristing they don't put the hard pressure like

9:20 they don't put the hard pressure like

9:20 they don't put the hard pressure like the brace but they put just enough

9:21 the brace but they put just enough

9:21 the brace but they put just enough pressure

9:21 pressure

9:22 pressure that you know like it helps to keep the

9:23 that you know like it helps to keep the

9:23 that you know like it helps to keep the thing away so since i had to wear these

9:25 thing away so since i had to wear these

9:25 thing away so since i had to wear these anyways i thought

9:26 anyways i thought

9:26 anyways i thought i got to get a custom one and put myself

9:28 i got to get a custom one and put myself

9:28 i got to get a custom one and put myself a quest

9:29 a quest

9:29 a quest for positivity logo on there so that i

9:31 for positivity logo on there so that i

9:31 for positivity logo on there so that i can remember during this frustrating

9:33 can remember during this frustrating

9:33 can remember during this frustrating crazy time

9:34 crazy time

9:34 crazy time and even into the new year right uh i

9:37 and even into the new year right uh i

9:37 and even into the new year right uh i want to start off my new year

9:39 want to start off my new year

9:39 want to start off my new year remembering the quest for positivity

9:41 remembering the quest for positivity

9:41 remembering the quest for positivity which doesn't mean deluding yourself

9:42 which doesn't mean deluding yourself

9:42 which doesn't mean deluding yourself into thinking that everything's happy

9:44 into thinking that everything's happy

9:44 into thinking that everything's happy when

9:44 when

9:44 when everything most certainly isn't happy

9:46 everything most certainly isn't happy

9:46 everything most certainly isn't happy everywhere chaos everywhere all the time

9:48 everywhere chaos everywhere all the time

9:48 everywhere chaos everywhere all the time but

9:48 but

9:48 but but this reminds me like oh you cut me

9:50 but this reminds me like oh you cut me

9:50 but this reminds me like oh you cut me off in traffic you

9:52 off in traffic you

9:52 off in traffic you so and all right don't waste my time and

9:54 so and all right don't waste my time and

9:54 so and all right don't waste my time and energy on things i can't control which

9:56 energy on things i can't control which

9:56 energy on things i can't control which are going to

9:57 are going to

9:57 are going to break my brain try to put my energy into

10:00 break my brain try to put my energy into

10:00 break my brain try to put my energy into positive step

10:01 positive step

10:02 positive step we want to get the energy whoosh out in

10:03 we want to get the energy whoosh out in

10:03 we want to get the energy whoosh out in the universe and project positivity

10:05 the universe and project positivity

10:05 the universe and project positivity even though sometimes we're feeling

10:06 even though sometimes we're feeling

10:06 even though sometimes we're feeling negative it's okay to be like you know

10:08 negative it's okay to be like you know

10:08 negative it's okay to be like you know this sucks

10:09 this sucks

10:09 this sucks this is terrible that's a normal human

10:11 this is terrible that's a normal human

10:11 this is terrible that's a normal human thing and it's important to acknowledge

10:12 thing and it's important to acknowledge

10:12 thing and it's important to acknowledge sometimes like i'm very frustrated

10:14 sometimes like i'm very frustrated

10:14 sometimes like i'm very frustrated it's good to vent out things let off

10:16 it's good to vent out things let off

10:16 it's good to vent out things let off steam but then at the end of the day

10:18 steam but then at the end of the day

10:18 steam but then at the end of the day i want to remember all right quest time

10:20 i want to remember all right quest time

10:20 i want to remember all right quest time it's time to quest

10:21 it's time to quest

10:22 it's time to quest for positivity i'm on a quest to get

10:23 for positivity i'm on a quest to get

10:24 for positivity i'm on a quest to get some positivity you know what i mean so

10:26 some positivity you know what i mean so

10:26 some positivity you know what i mean so 2021 the year of the quest for

10:28 2021 the year of the quest for

10:28 2021 the year of the quest for positivity

10:29 positivity and of course after i made one for

10:30 and of course after i made one for

10:30 and of course after i made one for myself and i was like yeah this is this

10:32 myself and i was like yeah this is this

10:32 myself and i was like yeah this is this is pretty tight

10:32 is pretty tight

10:32 is pretty tight this helps me uh kind of just keep my

10:34 this helps me uh kind of just keep my

10:34 this helps me uh kind of just keep my eye on the price which is why it's not

10:35 eye on the price which is why it's not

10:35 eye on the price which is why it's not like this when i'm walking around

10:37 like this when i'm walking around

10:37 like this when i'm walking around it's upside down i don't know what that

10:38 it's upside down i don't know what that

10:38 it's upside down i don't know what that looks like it says but it doesn't say

10:40 looks like it says but it doesn't say

10:40 looks like it says but it doesn't say anything that i recognize it's on this

10:43 anything that i recognize it's on this

10:43 anything that i recognize it's on this way so that i can see it for myself like

10:45 way so that i can see it for myself like

10:45 way so that i can see it for myself like oh yeah quest for positivity punch my

10:47 oh yeah quest for positivity punch my

10:47 oh yeah quest for positivity punch my way into a new year

10:49 way into a new year

10:49 way into a new year yeah punch your way into positivity with

10:52 yeah punch your way into positivity with

10:52 yeah punch your way into positivity with the power

10:53 the power

10:53 the power of the positivity uh what are these

10:55 of the positivity uh what are these

10:55 of the positivity uh what are these bracelets

10:56 bracelets

10:56 bracelets they're not bracelets wristbands of

10:58 they're not bracelets wristbands of

10:58 they're not bracelets wristbands of positivity wristband

11:00 positivity wristband

11:00 positivity wristband anyway after i made one for myself and

11:02 anyway after i made one for myself and

11:02 anyway after i made one for myself and pretty much loved it and it's actually

11:04 pretty much loved it and it's actually

11:04 pretty much loved it and it's actually kind of awesome yes i did make some for

11:06 kind of awesome yes i did make some for

11:06 kind of awesome yes i did make some for you too so those will

11:08 you too so those will

11:08 you too so those will be another pile of stuff for the online

11:10 be another pile of stuff for the online

11:10 be another pile of stuff for the online store store.randomland.com how's that

11:13 store store.randomland.com how's that

11:13 store store.randomland.com how's that for a commercial so yes

11:14 for a commercial so yes

11:14 for a commercial so yes punch away some positivity in the new

11:16 punch away some positivity in the new

11:16 punch away some positivity in the new year

11:18 year

11:18 year with these i just really wanted to kick

11:19 with these i just really wanted to kick

11:20 with these i just really wanted to kick off my knee here with those i wish they

11:21 off my knee here with those i wish they

11:21 off my knee here with those i wish they had come before christmas

11:22 had come before christmas

11:22 had come before christmas but they didn't but they're here now and

11:24 but they didn't but they're here now and

11:24 but they didn't but they're here now and that is positive just in time

11:26 that is positive just in time

11:26 that is positive just in time for new year so

11:30 for new year so

11:30 for new year so what's next what's next for 2021

11:32 what's next what's next for 2021

11:32 what's next what's next for 2021 hopefully actually number one

11:33 hopefully actually number one

11:34 hopefully actually number one we all get vaccinated right hopefully we

11:35 we all get vaccinated right hopefully we

11:35 we all get vaccinated right hopefully we get the vaccines and the cures and the

11:37 get the vaccines and the cures and the

11:38 get the vaccines and the cures and the things and no there won't be any weird

11:39 things and no there won't be any weird

11:39 things and no there won't be any weird strains and weird purple zones and

11:41 strains and weird purple zones and

11:41 strains and weird purple zones and lockdowns and things anymore we can

11:43 lockdowns and things anymore we can

11:44 lockdowns and things anymore we can kind of go back to some semblance of

11:45 kind of go back to some semblance of

11:45 kind of go back to some semblance of normal life but uh before that happens

11:48 normal life but uh before that happens

11:48 normal life but uh before that happens i have a few goals because it's really

11:50 i have a few goals because it's really

11:50 i have a few goals because it's really hard to make plans on

11:52 hard to make plans on

11:52 hard to make plans on where you're going to travel what you're

11:53 where you're going to travel what you're

11:53 where you're going to travel what you're going to do when you're literally locked

11:55 going to do when you're literally locked

11:55 going to do when you're literally locked down

11:56 down

11:56 down over and over again things keep opening

11:57 over and over again things keep opening

11:57 over and over again things keep opening and closing now a few things

11:59 and closing now a few things

11:59 and closing now a few things in mind i'd like to try to accomplish

12:01 in mind i'd like to try to accomplish

12:01 in mind i'd like to try to accomplish here at this

12:03 here at this

12:03 here at this hangover time this weird period of cold

12:05 hangover time this weird period of cold

12:05 hangover time this weird period of cold weather and sort of 20 20 hangover

12:08 weather and sort of 20 20 hangover

12:08 weather and sort of 20 20 hangover things are still sort of strange which

12:10 things are still sort of strange which

12:10 things are still sort of strange which is one hopefully i'll finish that book

12:12 is one hopefully i'll finish that book

12:12 is one hopefully i'll finish that book that i was talking about

12:13 that i was talking about

12:13 that i was talking about and actually i'm working on two of them

12:15 and actually i'm working on two of them

12:15 and actually i'm working on two of them hopefully i'll at least finish the first

12:17 hopefully i'll at least finish the first

12:17 hopefully i'll at least finish the first one it's kind of a lot of work and it

12:18 one it's kind of a lot of work and it

12:18 one it's kind of a lot of work and it means

12:19 means

12:19 means shutting down everything and not doing

12:20 shutting down everything and not doing

12:20 shutting down everything and not doing anything else and really trying to focus

12:22 anything else and really trying to focus

12:22 anything else and really trying to focus day to day today i got sort of burned

12:24 day to day today i got sort of burned

12:24 day to day today i got sort of burned out that's why i didn't finish i haven't

12:25 out that's why i didn't finish i haven't

12:25 out that's why i didn't finish i haven't worked on it

12:26 worked on it

12:26 worked on it pretty much since about two three four

12:28 pretty much since about two three four

12:28 pretty much since about two three four weeks before we moved

12:30 weeks before we moved

12:30 weeks before we moved and then there's been so much going on

12:31 and then there's been so much going on

12:31 and then there's been so much going on now i don't have time to stop everything

12:33 now i don't have time to stop everything

12:33 now i don't have time to stop everything for two or three days and write and

12:34 for two or three days and write and

12:34 for two or three days and write and write and write and then

12:35 write and write and then

12:35 write and write and then you know do something then write and

12:36 you know do something then write and

12:36 you know do something then write and write right so hopefully that will this

12:38 write right so hopefully that will this

12:38 write right so hopefully that will this will be a good time to sort of

12:40 will be a good time to sort of

12:40 will be a good time to sort of work on projects like that since we're

12:41 work on projects like that since we're

12:41 work on projects like that since we're really not i mean you don't really start

12:43 really not i mean you don't really start

12:43 really not i mean you don't really start kicking off the new year correctly until

12:45 kicking off the new year correctly until

12:45 kicking off the new year correctly until the spring right

12:46 the spring right

12:46 the spring right things start to thaw out and then bam so

12:48 things start to thaw out and then bam so

12:48 things start to thaw out and then bam so these are always the hangover months

12:50 these are always the hangover months

12:50 these are always the hangover months the hangover winter months winter is

12:52 the hangover winter months winter is

12:52 the hangover winter months winter is coming no winter is here homies

12:53 coming no winter is here homies

12:54 coming no winter is here homies and it's going to take a while until it

12:56 and it's going to take a while until it

12:56 and it's going to take a while until it eases off so that's one thing

12:57 eases off so that's one thing

12:58 eases off so that's one thing finishing the home setup obviously is

12:59 finishing the home setup obviously is

12:59 finishing the home setup obviously is another one i'm getting there i'm

13:01 another one i'm getting there i'm

13:01 another one i'm getting there i'm getting there we're sorting through

13:03 getting there we're sorting through

13:03 getting there we're sorting through stuff getting rid of stuff that we don't

13:04 stuff getting rid of stuff that we don't

13:04 stuff getting rid of stuff that we don't need

13:05 need

13:05 need dumping excess baggage and fixing up the

13:08 dumping excess baggage and fixing up the

13:08 dumping excess baggage and fixing up the place because it's an older house i

13:09 place because it's an older house i

13:09 place because it's an older house i think it was empty for a long time

13:10 think it was empty for a long time

13:10 think it was empty for a long time before we were here

13:11 before we were here

13:11 before we were here so a lot of strange unusual things with

13:15 so a lot of strange unusual things with

13:15 so a lot of strange unusual things with electricity so i've had electricians

13:16 electricity so i've had electricians

13:16 electricity so i've had electricians we've had plumbers we had all kinds of

13:18 we've had plumbers we had all kinds of

13:18 we've had plumbers we had all kinds of stuff and yeah it's not our house it's a

13:19 stuff and yeah it's not our house it's a

13:19 stuff and yeah it's not our house it's a rental house so we can deal with a whole

13:20 rental house so we can deal with a whole

13:20 rental house so we can deal with a whole landlord i think it's easier to just

13:22 landlord i think it's easier to just

13:22 landlord i think it's easier to just take care of it faster work on it

13:23 take care of it faster work on it

13:23 take care of it faster work on it and uh they have their guy over here for

13:25 and uh they have their guy over here for

13:25 and uh they have their guy over here for the water heater or something the other

13:27 the water heater or something the other

13:27 the water heater or something the other day and

13:27 day and

13:27 day and they look pretty happy about like okay

13:29 they look pretty happy about like okay

13:29 they look pretty happy about like okay we're taking care of the place making it

13:30 we're taking care of the place making it

13:30 we're taking care of the place making it nice so that is good

13:31 nice so that is good

13:31 nice so that is good obviously tiki garden growing outside

13:33 obviously tiki garden growing outside

13:33 obviously tiki garden growing outside and different things and

13:35 and different things and

13:35 and different things and part of that is that uh i want to

13:39 part of that is that uh i want to

13:39 part of that is that uh i want to start working on some other projects

13:41 start working on some other projects

13:41 start working on some other projects from home

13:42 from home

13:42 from home and especially during while we're still

13:44 and especially during while we're still

13:44 and especially during while we're still locked down here in california at least

13:46 locked down here in california at least

13:46 locked down here in california at least i know there's other places that are

13:47 i know there's other places that are

13:47 i know there's other places that are wide open everybody's going crazy out

13:49 wide open everybody's going crazy out

13:49 wide open everybody's going crazy out there but unfortunately

13:51 there but unfortunately

13:51 there but unfortunately unfortunately for once in my life i'm

13:52 unfortunately for once in my life i'm

13:52 unfortunately for once in my life i'm trying to follow the rules and the

13:54 trying to follow the rules and the

13:54 trying to follow the rules and the guidelines

13:54 guidelines

13:54 guidelines to the best of my ability and stay put

13:56 to the best of my ability and stay put

13:56 to the best of my ability and stay put as much as i can

13:58 as much as i can

13:58 as much as i can although i'm getting pretty itchy not

13:59 although i'm getting pretty itchy not

13:59 although i'm getting pretty itchy not gonna lie getting pretty itchy gotta get

14:01 gonna lie getting pretty itchy gotta get

14:01 gonna lie getting pretty itchy gotta get my mask on and get out there and

14:02 my mask on and get out there and

14:02 my mask on and get out there and get rolling but while i'm home there's

14:04 get rolling but while i'm home there's

14:04 get rolling but while i'm home there's some things i want to try my hand at

14:06 some things i want to try my hand at

14:06 some things i want to try my hand at some new stuff um

14:08 some new stuff um

14:08 some new stuff um possibly some new weekly home stuff i

14:10 possibly some new weekly home stuff i

14:10 possibly some new weekly home stuff i don't know if that'll kick off right now

14:11 don't know if that'll kick off right now

14:11 don't know if that'll kick off right now or if that'll be in a couple months uh

14:14 or if that'll be in a couple months uh

14:14 or if that'll be in a couple months uh but uh you know

14:15 but uh you know

14:15 but uh you know there's some books some movies people

14:17 there's some books some movies people

14:17 there's some books some movies people always ask me like oh what are you

14:18 always ask me like oh what are you

14:18 always ask me like oh what are you reading lately and what's your

14:20 reading lately and what's your

14:20 reading lately and what's your favorite book or what about these movies

14:21 favorite book or what about these movies

14:21 favorite book or what about these movies do you like this movie did you like that

14:22 do you like this movie did you like that

14:22 do you like this movie did you like that movie

14:23 movie

14:23 movie then of course as you see there's a lot

14:24 then of course as you see there's a lot

14:24 then of course as you see there's a lot of plastic things around me i'm

14:27 of plastic things around me i'm

14:27 of plastic things around me i'm very much a fan of lots of different

14:29 very much a fan of lots of different

14:29 very much a fan of lots of different stuff like look at this i got some

14:31 stuff like look at this i got some

14:31 stuff like look at this i got some cool kurosawa little weird things right

14:34 cool kurosawa little weird things right

14:34 cool kurosawa little weird things right there from japan

14:35 there from japan

14:35 there from japan there's lots of strange stuff like that

14:36 there's lots of strange stuff like that

14:36 there's lots of strange stuff like that that people are like you know would

14:38 that people are like you know would

14:38 that people are like you know would always like to talk about so

14:39 always like to talk about so

14:40 always like to talk about so maybe we'll be able to do once a week

14:41 maybe we'll be able to do once a week

14:41 maybe we'll be able to do once a week some kind of like check out the movie of

14:43 some kind of like check out the movie of

14:43 some kind of like check out the movie of the week or the

14:44 the week or the

14:44 the week or the the thing of the week or something like

14:46 the thing of the week or something like

14:46 the thing of the week or something like that so that is one thing i want to work

14:47 that so that is one thing i want to work

14:47 that so that is one thing i want to work on

14:48 on

14:48 on and then of course there's something

14:49 and then of course there's something

14:49 and then of course there's something which a lot of people don't know about

14:50 which a lot of people don't know about

14:50 which a lot of people don't know about which is the

14:51 which is the

14:51 which is the randomly podcast

14:55 randomly podcast

14:55 randomly podcast the patreon podcast so everything that i

14:57 the patreon podcast so everything that i

14:57 the patreon podcast so everything that i do is pretty much

14:58 do is pretty much

14:58 do is pretty much powered by patreon and all of the

15:01 powered by patreon and all of the

15:01 powered by patreon and all of the kindred spirit people who

15:03 kindred spirit people who

15:03 kindred spirit people who enjoy random land and have joined

15:05 enjoy random land and have joined

15:05 enjoy random land and have joined patreon which has always been sort of a

15:07 patreon which has always been sort of a

15:07 patreon which has always been sort of a it just helps what we're already doing

15:09 it just helps what we're already doing

15:09 it just helps what we're already doing keep going

15:10 keep going

15:10 keep going but just as sort of an extra thing and

15:11 but just as sort of an extra thing and

15:12 but just as sort of an extra thing and like a thank you thing we started

15:13 like a thank you thing we started

15:13 like a thank you thing we started fooling around with uh

15:14 fooling around with uh

15:14 fooling around with uh sort of non-real podcasts sort of i

15:17 sort of non-real podcasts sort of i

15:17 sort of non-real podcasts sort of i originally called it the not cast right

15:18 originally called it the not cast right

15:18 originally called it the not cast right cause it's not quite a podcast just sort

15:20 cause it's not quite a podcast just sort

15:20 cause it's not quite a podcast just sort of a thing

15:21 of a thing

15:21 of a thing for my patreon friends there and then

15:23 for my patreon friends there and then

15:23 for my patreon friends there and then ripley's

15:24 ripley's

15:24 ripley's believe it or not started a podcast

15:25 believe it or not started a podcast

15:25 believe it or not started a podcast which they called the notcast and i

15:27 which they called the notcast and i

15:27 which they called the notcast and i realized well that's no good so

15:28 realized well that's no good so

15:28 realized well that's no good so we've got the random lane podcast for

15:31 we've got the random lane podcast for

15:31 we've got the random lane podcast for all the patrons

15:32 all the patrons

15:32 all the patrons and we've even started doing some some

15:34 and we've even started doing some some

15:34 and we've even started doing some some video ones for the higher up tiers of

15:36 video ones for the higher up tiers of

15:36 video ones for the higher up tiers of that and stuff so

15:37 that and stuff so

15:37 that and stuff so that is something that i want to make

15:38 that is something that i want to make

15:38 that is something that i want to make much more regular and find a way to at

15:40 much more regular and find a way to at

15:40 much more regular and find a way to at least get a portion of that

15:41 least get a portion of that

15:42 least get a portion of that out you know just to the world in

15:43 out you know just to the world in

15:43 out you know just to the world in general but of course that sort of

15:45 general but of course that sort of

15:46 general but of course that sort of bleeds into the

15:47 bleeds into the

15:47 bleeds into the what's going to happen after the

15:49 what's going to happen after the

15:49 what's going to happen after the vaccinations and after the

15:51 vaccinations and after the

15:51 vaccinations and after the the hurdle of the pandemic thing because

15:54 the hurdle of the pandemic thing because

15:54 the hurdle of the pandemic thing because a lot of the people that i wanted to

15:55 a lot of the people that i wanted to

15:55 a lot of the people that i wanted to have

15:56 have

15:56 have on the podcast as guests or something

15:58 on the podcast as guests or something

15:58 on the podcast as guests or something like that people that i wanted to have

16:00 like that people that i wanted to have

16:00 like that people that i wanted to have where we would take some of it and give

16:02 where we would take some of it and give

16:02 where we would take some of it and give it out to everybody else and not just

16:03 it out to everybody else and not just

16:03 it out to everybody else and not just behind the scenes for patreon

16:05 behind the scenes for patreon

16:05 behind the scenes for patreon our guests that i really can't have in

16:07 our guests that i really can't have in

16:07 our guests that i really can't have in here until afterwards like i'd love to

16:08 here until afterwards like i'd love to

16:08 here until afterwards like i'd love to have bob gurd here

16:10 have bob gurd here

16:10 have bob gurd here and i'd love to have some of my other

16:11 and i'd love to have some of my other

16:11 and i'd love to have some of my other friends maybe brett iowan or

16:13 friends maybe brett iowan or

16:13 friends maybe brett iowan or or whoever in here with me having

16:15 or whoever in here with me having

16:15 or whoever in here with me having conversations and having a good time

16:17 conversations and having a good time

16:17 conversations and having a good time but of course we're not really supposed

16:19 but of course we're not really supposed

16:19 but of course we're not really supposed to be gathering like that

16:21 to be gathering like that

16:21 to be gathering like that and that's probably going to have to

16:22 and that's probably going to have to

16:22 and that's probably going to have to that's another thing it's like we can

16:24 that's another thing it's like we can

16:24 that's another thing it's like we can get it

16:24 get it

16:24 get it we can get it going so we have been

16:26 we can get it going so we have been

16:26 we can get it going so we have been doing it on patreon but

16:28 doing it on patreon but

16:28 doing it on patreon but about the real like level up okay this

16:31 about the real like level up okay this

16:31 about the real like level up okay this is the thing

16:32 is the thing

16:32 is the thing just trying to do stuff like that more

16:34 just trying to do stuff like that more

16:34 just trying to do stuff like that more regularly i mean it's always random and

16:35 regularly i mean it's always random and

16:35 regularly i mean it's always random and i work best in clusters of work you know

16:37 i work best in clusters of work you know

16:37 i work best in clusters of work you know weird random things

16:38 weird random things

16:38 weird random things we'll do a trip and we'll do all these

16:39 we'll do a trip and we'll do all these

16:40 we'll do a trip and we'll do all these crazy videos and then they're sort of

16:41 crazy videos and then they're sort of

16:41 crazy videos and then they're sort of like

16:42 like

16:42 like messing around at home for a while then

16:43 messing around at home for a while then

16:43 messing around at home for a while then we go i always work better like that

16:45 we go i always work better like that

16:45 we go i always work better like that maybe it's an 80d thing

16:46 maybe it's an 80d thing

16:46 maybe it's an 80d thing maybe it's just the way my silly brain

16:48 maybe it's just the way my silly brain

16:48 maybe it's just the way my silly brain works but i like to work in weird

16:50 works but i like to work in weird

16:50 works but i like to work in weird clusters so i'm trying to in between

16:52 clusters so i'm trying to in between

16:52 clusters so i'm trying to in between that

16:52 that

16:52 that sort of have some things that kind of

16:54 sort of have some things that kind of

16:54 sort of have some things that kind of you know come out at a regular-ish

16:56 you know come out at a regular-ish

16:56 you know come out at a regular-ish pace but hey no promises because i'm a

16:59 pace but hey no promises because i'm a

16:59 pace but hey no promises because i'm a weird fella

16:59 weird fella

17:00 weird fella and even i don't understand how the old

17:02 and even i don't understand how the old

17:02 and even i don't understand how the old ticker works up here it's kind of

17:03 ticker works up here it's kind of

17:03 ticker works up here it's kind of strange

17:04 strange

17:04 strange so after the vaccination that will be

17:06 so after the vaccination that will be

17:06 so after the vaccination that will be more of a thing

17:07 more of a thing

17:07 more of a thing but there's also travel there's also

17:10 but there's also travel there's also

17:10 but there's also travel there's also 20 21 goals which are post-vaccination

17:13 20 21 goals which are post-vaccination

17:13 20 21 goals which are post-vaccination goals so they bleed into whenever that

17:15 goals so they bleed into whenever that

17:15 goals so they bleed into whenever that is going to happen like

17:16 is going to happen like

17:16 is going to happen like uh going to england that's one that was

17:18 uh going to england that's one that was

17:18 uh going to england that's one that was supposed to happen last year

17:20 supposed to happen last year

17:20 supposed to happen last year i had it all kind of half planned out

17:21 i had it all kind of half planned out

17:22 i had it all kind of half planned out ready to book the tickets and then wait

17:23 ready to book the tickets and then wait

17:23 ready to book the tickets and then wait a minute the borders are all closed we

17:24 a minute the borders are all closed we

17:24 a minute the borders are all closed we can't go anywhere

17:25 can't go anywhere

17:25 can't go anywhere i gotta get to england i've got to get

17:27 i gotta get to england i've got to get

17:27 i gotta get to england i've got to get back to canada where

17:28 back to canada where

17:28 back to canada where a lot of my family lives because i

17:30 a lot of my family lives because i

17:30 a lot of my family lives because i haven't seen them for a long time they

17:31 haven't seen them for a long time they

17:31 haven't seen them for a long time they live over there by niagara falls so

17:32 live over there by niagara falls so

17:32 live over there by niagara falls so that's going to be a thing

17:33 that's going to be a thing

17:33 that's going to be a thing i would really like to go to japan i'm

17:36 i would really like to go to japan i'm

17:36 i would really like to go to japan i'm not going to lie i put that off for

17:37 not going to lie i put that off for

17:37 not going to lie i put that off for years and years and i'd really like to

17:39 years and years and i'd really like to

17:39 years and years and i'd really like to finally make that

17:40 finally make that

17:40 finally make that happen if i can in 2021 but it's all

17:44 happen if i can in 2021 but it's all

17:44 happen if i can in 2021 but it's all going to depend on

17:45 going to depend on

17:45 going to depend on borders and lockdowns and crazy things

17:46 borders and lockdowns and crazy things

17:46 borders and lockdowns and crazy things like that and then

17:48 like that and then

17:48 like that and then obviously biggest of all i hope to get

17:51 obviously biggest of all i hope to get

17:51 obviously biggest of all i hope to get married this year since we were supposed

17:52 married this year since we were supposed

17:52 married this year since we were supposed to get married last year speaking of bad

17:54 to get married last year speaking of bad

17:54 to get married last year speaking of bad things in 2020 well last year this year

17:56 things in 2020 well last year this year

17:56 things in 2020 well last year this year last year whenever we're watching this

17:57 last year whenever we're watching this

17:57 last year whenever we're watching this and whatever we're doing this

17:59 and whatever we're doing this

17:59 and whatever we're doing this last year in 2020 we were supposed to

18:01 last year in 2020 we were supposed to

18:01 last year in 2020 we were supposed to get married ali and i

18:02 get married ali and i

18:02 get married ali and i and uh i think you've met her and it did

18:05 and uh i think you've met her and it did

18:05 and uh i think you've met her and it did not happen

18:06 not happen

18:06 not happen so uh there were rules and lockdowns and

18:08 so uh there were rules and lockdowns and

18:08 so uh there were rules and lockdowns and the city where we're supposed to get

18:09 the city where we're supposed to get

18:09 the city where we're supposed to get married

18:09 married

18:10 married shut down everything where it would have

18:11 shut down everything where it would have

18:11 shut down everything where it would have been less than 10 people and that would

18:12 been less than 10 people and that would

18:12 been less than 10 people and that would have basically just been the staff in us

18:14 have basically just been the staff in us

18:14 have basically just been the staff in us and the whole point of getting married

18:16 and the whole point of getting married

18:16 and the whole point of getting married is really for other people it's really a

18:18 is really for other people it's really a

18:18 is really for other people it's really a ceremony kind of to include other people

18:20 ceremony kind of to include other people

18:20 ceremony kind of to include other people because

18:20 because

18:20 because you know as far as we're concerned we've

18:22 you know as far as we're concerned we've

18:22 you know as far as we're concerned we've been married forever

18:23 been married forever

18:24 been married forever so it's uh it's more about you know

18:27 so it's uh it's more about you know

18:27 so it's uh it's more about you know the dream for her with the pretty dress

18:29 the dream for her with the pretty dress

18:29 the dream for her with the pretty dress and having

18:30 and having

18:30 and having the few relatives and people that are

18:32 the few relatives and people that are

18:32 the few relatives and people that are able to come to this tiny wedding that

18:33 able to come to this tiny wedding that

18:33 able to come to this tiny wedding that we were going to have so

18:35 we were going to have so

18:35 we were going to have so we have pushed that further down the

18:36 we have pushed that further down the

18:36 we have pushed that further down the field into 2021 and hopefully nothing

18:39 field into 2021 and hopefully nothing

18:39 field into 2021 and hopefully nothing goes wrong

18:40 goes wrong

18:40 goes wrong and uh and we'll have the money and

18:43 and uh and we'll have the money and

18:43 and uh and we'll have the money and everything will be good

18:44 everything will be good

18:44 everything will be good and it'll all go according to plan

18:46 and it'll all go according to plan

18:46 and it'll all go according to plan because we had all the money everything

18:47 because we had all the money everything

18:47 because we had all the money everything was set last year but then moving in

18:49 was set last year but then moving in

18:49 was set last year but then moving in here cost

18:49 here cost

18:49 here cost basically a small fortune breaking

18:51 basically a small fortune breaking

18:51 basically a small fortune breaking leases and getting new leases and

18:52 leases and getting new leases and

18:52 leases and getting new leases and deposits and things like that and so a

18:53 deposits and things like that and so a

18:53 deposits and things like that and so a bunch of chunk of that went away

18:55 bunch of chunk of that went away

18:55 bunch of chunk of that went away but i think you know by october when

18:56 but i think you know by october when

18:56 but i think you know by october when it's supposed to happen hopefully

18:58 it's supposed to happen hopefully

18:58 it's supposed to happen hopefully that'll happen i want to jinx it we'll

18:59 that'll happen i want to jinx it we'll

18:59 that'll happen i want to jinx it we'll knock on all the wood

19:01 knock on all the wood

19:01 knock on all the wood we'll knock on luke skywalker's head and

19:03 we'll knock on luke skywalker's head and

19:03 we'll knock on luke skywalker's head and we'll hope for

19:04 we'll hope for

19:04 we'll hope for the best hopefully that happens this

19:06 the best hopefully that happens this

19:06 the best hopefully that happens this year like i said we're very devoted to

19:08 year like i said we're very devoted to

19:08 year like i said we're very devoted to each other

19:09 each other

19:09 each other so it's it's sort of external at this

19:11 so it's it's sort of external at this

19:11 so it's it's sort of external at this point and

19:12 point and

19:12 point and but it's still important to us we still

19:14 but it's still important to us we still

19:14 but it's still important to us we still want to do it especially ali really

19:15 want to do it especially ali really

19:15 want to do it especially ali really wants to do it

19:16 wants to do it

19:16 wants to do it and so hopefully that'll happen and this

19:18 and so hopefully that'll happen and this

19:18 and so hopefully that'll happen and this year something big is already

19:20 year something big is already

19:20 year something big is already starting it's getting kicked off which

19:22 starting it's getting kicked off which

19:22 starting it's getting kicked off which is the walt disney world

19:24 is the walt disney world

19:24 is the walt disney world 50th anniversary i believe i've got my

19:27 50th anniversary i believe i've got my

19:27 50th anniversary i believe i've got my reservation locked in for the actual

19:29 reservation locked in for the actual

19:29 reservation locked in for the actual 50th anniversary date

19:30 50th anniversary date

19:30 50th anniversary date but it's the 50th anniversary year so i

19:33 but it's the 50th anniversary year so i

19:33 but it's the 50th anniversary year so i avoided going back to disney world i did

19:35 avoided going back to disney world i did

19:35 avoided going back to disney world i did go in 2020

19:36 go in 2020

19:36 go in 2020 uh earlier in the year before all the

19:38 uh earlier in the year before all the

19:38 uh earlier in the year before all the lockdown started but i avoided going out

19:41 lockdown started but i avoided going out

19:41 lockdown started but i avoided going out there

19:41 there

19:41 there i followed the rules i stayed mostly in

19:43 i followed the rules i stayed mostly in

19:43 i followed the rules i stayed mostly in my home state and my home

19:45 my home state and my home

19:45 my home state and my home region and avoided you know going out

19:47 region and avoided you know going out

19:47 region and avoided you know going out there on airplanes and doing all the

19:49 there on airplanes and doing all the

19:49 there on airplanes and doing all the stuff as much as it was tempting and i

19:51 stuff as much as it was tempting and i

19:51 stuff as much as it was tempting and i really missed the parks obviously i'm a

19:52 really missed the parks obviously i'm a

19:52 really missed the parks obviously i'm a disneyland disney world

19:54 disneyland disney world

19:54 disneyland disney world disneyland paris too fan and i wanted to

19:57 disneyland paris too fan and i wanted to

19:57 disneyland paris too fan and i wanted to be there i want to be there now

19:59 be there i want to be there now

20:00 be there i want to be there now but i held back i held it in

20:03 but i held back i held it in

20:03 but i held back i held it in went the longest time i've gone in years

20:04 went the longest time i've gone in years

20:04 went the longest time i've gone in years without going out there i missed my

20:06 without going out there i missed my

20:06 without going out there i missed my annual

20:07 annual

20:07 annual mickey halloween time in walt disney

20:09 mickey halloween time in walt disney

20:09 mickey halloween time in walt disney world

20:10 world

20:10 world but 50th anniversary year is coming and

20:12 but 50th anniversary year is coming and

20:12 but 50th anniversary year is coming and so hopefully

20:13 so hopefully

20:13 so hopefully we get those vaccines soon and we can

20:15 we get those vaccines soon and we can

20:15 we get those vaccines soon and we can start getting back out there

20:17 start getting back out there

20:17 start getting back out there you know pretty soon at least for the

20:19 you know pretty soon at least for the

20:19 you know pretty soon at least for the 50th anniversary that's all the way in

20:20 50th anniversary that's all the way in

20:20 50th anniversary that's all the way in the fall but hopefully out there sooner

20:22 the fall but hopefully out there sooner

20:22 the fall but hopefully out there sooner too so walt disney world 50th

20:24 too so walt disney world 50th

20:24 too so walt disney world 50th anniversary

20:25 anniversary

20:25 anniversary and then there's a lot more travel i

20:26 and then there's a lot more travel i

20:26 and then there's a lot more travel i really miss route 66 i really miss

20:29 really miss route 66 i really miss

20:29 really miss route 66 i really miss texas which is a strange thing to say

20:30 texas which is a strange thing to say

20:30 texas which is a strange thing to say but i haven't been to texas in a while

20:32 but i haven't been to texas in a while

20:32 but i haven't been to texas in a while feeling like a little text there's a lot

20:34 feeling like a little text there's a lot

20:34 feeling like a little text there's a lot of places in the country

20:35 of places in the country

20:36 of places in the country especially since i've been locked down

20:37 especially since i've been locked down

20:37 especially since i've been locked down that i'm like i want to go to there i

20:39 that i'm like i want to go to there i

20:39 that i'm like i want to go to there i know for a fact i got to go to oklahoma

20:41 know for a fact i got to go to oklahoma

20:41 know for a fact i got to go to oklahoma because something

20:42 because something

20:42 because something very funny is being cooked up in

20:43 very funny is being cooked up in

20:43 very funny is being cooked up in oklahoma as we speak i just got a

20:45 oklahoma as we speak i just got a

20:45 oklahoma as we speak i just got a picture of it

20:46 picture of it

20:46 picture of it in my text messages a few minutes ago

20:48 in my text messages a few minutes ago

20:48 in my text messages a few minutes ago and that is too funny not to go see

20:50 and that is too funny not to go see

20:50 and that is too funny not to go see so i'm i'm i'm holding on waiting to see

20:53 so i'm i'm i'm holding on waiting to see

20:53 so i'm i'm i'm holding on waiting to see when we get one of these uh

20:55 when we get one of these uh

20:55 when we get one of these uh sweet vaccines over here it's that's the

20:57 sweet vaccines over here it's that's the

20:57 sweet vaccines over here it's that's the newest thing everybody wanted one for

20:58 newest thing everybody wanted one for

20:58 newest thing everybody wanted one for christmas but they were sold out

20:59 christmas but they were sold out

20:59 christmas but they were sold out everywhere so hopefully

21:01 everywhere so hopefully

21:01 everywhere so hopefully you know we get one soon um and uh so

21:04 you know we get one soon um and uh so

21:04 you know we get one soon um and uh so there's a lot of travel and different

21:05 there's a lot of travel and different

21:05 there's a lot of travel and different plans and there's a whole bunch of plans

21:07 plans and there's a whole bunch of plans

21:07 plans and there's a whole bunch of plans i had at 2020 which i wanna

21:08 i had at 2020 which i wanna

21:08 i had at 2020 which i wanna i wanna get to and uh and do a bunch of

21:10 i wanna get to and uh and do a bunch of

21:10 i wanna get to and uh and do a bunch of stuff like that but i really wanna go to

21:11 stuff like that but i really wanna go to

21:11 stuff like that but i really wanna go to japan i gotta find somebody that can

21:13 japan i gotta find somebody that can

21:13 japan i gotta find somebody that can that can run around with me in japan and

21:16 that can run around with me in japan and

21:16 that can run around with me in japan and help me with the language mostly for not

21:17 help me with the language mostly for not

21:17 help me with the language mostly for not being gluten to just sort of

21:19 being gluten to just sort of

21:19 being gluten to just sort of help me guide me through the the system

21:21 help me guide me through the the system

21:21 help me guide me through the the system and that that's one thing so that's kind

21:23 and that that's one thing so that's kind

21:23 and that that's one thing so that's kind of in the back of my mind a little more

21:24 of in the back of my mind a little more

21:24 of in the back of my mind a little more in front of that is i got to go to

21:26 in front of that is i got to go to

21:26 in front of that is i got to go to england jolly old england because

21:27 england jolly old england because

21:27 england jolly old england because there's some jolly things that i'd like

21:29 there's some jolly things that i'd like

21:29 there's some jolly things that i'd like to do there

21:29 to do there

21:29 to do there i've got and then before that uh in my

21:32 i've got and then before that uh in my

21:32 i've got and then before that uh in my mind i've got to go to canada

21:33 mind i've got to go to canada

21:33 mind i've got to go to canada and see some relatives out there that

21:34 and see some relatives out there that

21:34 and see some relatives out there that haven't seen him since 2006 a long time

21:37 haven't seen him since 2006 a long time

21:37 haven't seen him since 2006 a long time no

21:37 no

21:37 no 2009 or 10. so 10 years that i've been

21:41 2009 or 10. so 10 years that i've been

21:41 2009 or 10. so 10 years that i've been uh i haven't seen

21:42 uh i haven't seen

21:42 uh i haven't seen a giant chunk of my family which i would

21:43 a giant chunk of my family which i would

21:43 a giant chunk of my family which i would really i would really like to go and say

21:45 really i would really like to go and say

21:45 really i would really like to go and say hello

21:46 hello

21:46 hello you know let's see maybe look at the

21:47 you know let's see maybe look at the

21:47 you know let's see maybe look at the niagara falls again hey there they are

21:49 niagara falls again hey there they are

21:49 niagara falls again hey there they are still falling and uh that'll be cool

21:53 still falling and uh that'll be cool

21:53 still falling and uh that'll be cool so final thoughts final thinking about

21:56 so final thoughts final thinking about

21:56 so final thoughts final thinking about 2020 what a year i think we'll be

21:58 2020 what a year i think we'll be

21:58 2020 what a year i think we'll be talking about this year

22:00 talking about this year

22:00 talking about this year for a long time to come 2020. i'll miss

22:02 for a long time to come 2020. i'll miss

22:02 for a long time to come 2020. i'll miss the memes

22:04 the memes

22:04 the memes the memes kept me going i don't know

22:05 the memes kept me going i don't know

22:05 the memes kept me going i don't know about you the memes were good the memes

22:07 about you the memes were good the memes

22:07 about you the memes were good the memes were definitely good in 2020 it was a

22:09 were definitely good in 2020 it was a

22:09 were definitely good in 2020 it was a fun year everyone agreed

22:10 fun year everyone agreed

22:10 fun year everyone agreed to to sort of hate on together which was

22:13 to to sort of hate on together which was

22:13 to to sort of hate on together which was nice just like it was nice to all come

22:15 nice just like it was nice to all come

22:15 nice just like it was nice to all come together all the star wars fans well

22:16 together all the star wars fans well

22:16 together all the star wars fans well we'll talk about star wars every time

22:18 we'll talk about star wars every time

22:18 we'll talk about star wars every time coming together because of the

22:18 coming together because of the

22:18 coming together because of the mandalorian

22:19 mandalorian

22:19 mandalorian yes if you don't like the mandalorian do

22:21 yes if you don't like the mandalorian do

22:22 yes if you don't like the mandalorian do you not have two eyes two ears

22:23 you not have two eyes two ears

22:23 you not have two eyes two ears and a heart what's wrong with you so

22:25 and a heart what's wrong with you so

22:25 and a heart what's wrong with you so good anyway so far so good

22:26 good anyway so far so good

22:26 good anyway so far so good let's say hey they could always tank it

22:28 let's say hey they could always tank it

22:28 let's say hey they could always tank it um look what happened with poor game of

22:30 um look what happened with poor game of

22:30 um look what happened with poor game of thrones

22:30 thrones

22:30 thrones which i still love

22:40 anyway uh i'm just looking forward to

22:40 anyway uh i'm just looking forward to that show don't you

22:42 that show don't you

22:42 that show don't you final thoughts on 2020. 2020 had some

22:45 final thoughts on 2020. 2020 had some

22:45 final thoughts on 2020. 2020 had some silver linings

22:46 silver linings

22:46 silver linings definitely a lot of storm clouds though

22:48 definitely a lot of storm clouds though

22:48 definitely a lot of storm clouds though but sometimes it takes a huge storm

22:51 but sometimes it takes a huge storm

22:51 but sometimes it takes a huge storm to dump all that rain on everything uh

22:55 to dump all that rain on everything uh

22:55 to dump all that rain on everything uh for the next season for to have a really

22:57 for the next season for to have a really

22:57 for the next season for to have a really good harvest and a nice growth period

22:59 good harvest and a nice growth period

22:59 good harvest and a nice growth period right

22:59 right

22:59 right there's a metaphor for you but i think

23:01 there's a metaphor for you but i think

23:01 there's a metaphor for you but i think mostly 2020 made me extremely grateful

23:04 mostly 2020 made me extremely grateful

23:04 mostly 2020 made me extremely grateful because the less i was able to do the

23:06 because the less i was able to do the

23:06 because the less i was able to do the more grateful i feel for

23:08 more grateful i feel for

23:08 more grateful i feel for all the things that we normally get to

23:10 all the things that we normally get to

23:10 all the things that we normally get to do together run around have adventures

23:12 do together run around have adventures

23:12 do together run around have adventures it made me really grateful for ally

23:13 it made me really grateful for ally

23:13 it made me really grateful for ally because you know a lot of people

23:16 because you know a lot of people

23:16 because you know a lot of people got divorced and had relationship

23:17 got divorced and had relationship

23:17 got divorced and had relationship problems this year because you're just

23:18 problems this year because you're just

23:18 problems this year because you're just locked in a tight space together

23:20 locked in a tight space together

23:20 locked in a tight space together but i feel like we've gotten even

23:21 but i feel like we've gotten even

23:22 but i feel like we've gotten even stronger and more linked up and

23:23 stronger and more linked up and

23:23 stronger and more linked up and really appreciate each other even more

23:25 really appreciate each other even more

23:25 really appreciate each other even more i've been even more grateful for what a

23:27 i've been even more grateful for what a

23:27 i've been even more grateful for what a special and amazing person she is

23:28 special and amazing person she is

23:28 special and amazing person she is because

23:29 because now i'm stuck there looking at

23:30 now i'm stuck there looking at

23:30 now i'm stuck there looking at especially in the old apartment full of

23:32 especially in the old apartment full of

23:32 especially in the old apartment full of crazy stuff and just staring at each

23:33 crazy stuff and just staring at each

23:33 crazy stuff and just staring at each other it's like

23:34 other it's like

23:34 other it's like i really don't mind this i like you

23:35 i really don't mind this i like you

23:36 i really don't mind this i like you you're nice you're easy on the eyes and

23:38 you're nice you're easy on the eyes and

23:38 you're nice you're easy on the eyes and fun to be around

23:39 fun to be around

23:39 fun to be around um so that's good it made me really

23:41 um so that's good it made me really

23:41 um so that's good it made me really grateful for my family

23:42 grateful for my family

23:42 grateful for my family who i mostly have not been able to see

23:44 who i mostly have not been able to see

23:44 who i mostly have not been able to see and hug

23:45 and hug

23:45 and hug so it just makes you take stock of all

23:47 so it just makes you take stock of all

23:47 so it just makes you take stock of all the little things you miss like

23:49 the little things you miss like

23:49 the little things you miss like every year i go to las vegas because

23:51 every year i go to las vegas because

23:52 every year i go to las vegas because some friends go out there and then they

23:53 some friends go out there and then they

23:53 some friends go out there and then they invite me

23:54 invite me

23:54 invite me and i'm usually like uh there's some fun

23:55 and i'm usually like uh there's some fun

23:56 and i'm usually like uh there's some fun parts of it but also like okay well here

23:57 parts of it but also like okay well here

23:57 parts of it but also like okay well here we are

23:58 we are

23:58 we are just all those little things i'm sorry

23:59 just all those little things i'm sorry

23:59 just all those little things i'm sorry like yeah here we are again you know

24:01 like yeah here we are again you know

24:01 like yeah here we are again you know where you know

24:02 where you know

24:02 where you know and i'm like i miss those things you

24:04 and i'm like i miss those things you

24:04 and i'm like i miss those things you know i miss all

24:05 know i miss all

24:05 know i miss all i miss all those people i miss all these

24:06 i miss all those people i miss all these

24:06 i miss all those people i miss all these things i miss friends

24:08 things i miss friends

24:08 things i miss friends and that's just made me so 2020 in a

24:11 and that's just made me so 2020 in a

24:11 and that's just made me so 2020 in a weird way has made me a lot more

24:13 weird way has made me a lot more

24:13 weird way has made me a lot more grateful for things or at least take

24:16 grateful for things or at least take

24:16 grateful for things or at least take stock of how grateful i am for

24:17 stock of how grateful i am for

24:18 stock of how grateful i am for a lot of things in my life that were

24:20 a lot of things in my life that were

24:20 a lot of things in my life that were just going by in such a blur

24:21 just going by in such a blur

24:21 just going by in such a blur i didn't really have time always to

24:23 i didn't really have time always to

24:23 i didn't really have time always to focus on well how good were those things

24:25 focus on well how good were those things

24:25 focus on well how good were those things and how cool are those people and how

24:27 and how cool are those people and how

24:27 and how cool are those people and how much do i

24:28 much do i

24:28 much do i you know miss my uncle mike and things

24:30 you know miss my uncle mike and things

24:30 you know miss my uncle mike and things like that so 20 20

24:31 like that so 20 20

24:31 like that so 20 20 definitely made me more grateful and

24:33 definitely made me more grateful and

24:33 definitely made me more grateful and especially more grateful for all of you

24:35 especially more grateful for all of you

24:35 especially more grateful for all of you um not just the people on patreon and

24:37 um not just the people on patreon and

24:37 um not just the people on patreon and the people on instagram the people here

24:38 the people on instagram the people here

24:38 the people on instagram the people here and here here but all of you guys that

24:40 and here here but all of you guys that

24:40 and here here but all of you guys that watch videos share the videos come on

24:42 watch videos share the videos come on

24:42 watch videos share the videos come on the adventures with me

24:44 the adventures with me

24:44 the adventures with me it means a lot to me i was just talking

24:46 it means a lot to me i was just talking

24:46 it means a lot to me i was just talking earlier to some folks about

24:48 earlier to some folks about

24:48 earlier to some folks about uh this the hat like when i'm out

24:50 uh this the hat like when i'm out

24:50 uh this the hat like when i'm out somewhere

24:51 somewhere

24:51 somewhere and i've even seen him at grocery stores

24:52 and i've even seen him at grocery stores

24:52 and i've even seen him at grocery stores and stuff every once in a while when i

24:54 and stuff every once in a while when i

24:54 and stuff every once in a while when i see

24:54 see

24:54 see the r for adventure hat check out this

24:56 the r for adventure hat check out this

24:56 the r for adventure hat check out this sweet 3d one i'm really liking this ah

24:58 sweet 3d one i'm really liking this ah

24:58 sweet 3d one i'm really liking this ah nice and crisp for christmas when i see

25:00 nice and crisp for christmas when i see

25:00 nice and crisp for christmas when i see the hat on somebody

25:02 the hat on somebody

25:02 the hat on somebody my because you know my thing and my deal

25:05 my because you know my thing and my deal

25:05 my because you know my thing and my deal here in random land is not about me it's

25:07 here in random land is not about me it's

25:07 here in random land is not about me it's not about like yes i'm great

25:08 not about like yes i'm great

25:08 not about like yes i'm great look at me look at me for an hour huh

25:11 look at me look at me for an hour huh

25:11 look at me look at me for an hour huh yeah

25:11 yeah

25:12 yeah it's usually about all the stuff right

25:13 it's usually about all the stuff right

25:13 it's usually about all the stuff right like look at this awesome theme park

25:15 like look at this awesome theme park

25:16 like look at this awesome theme park look at this amazing new ride how about

25:18 look at this amazing new ride how about

25:18 look at this amazing new ride how about check out this crazy mug right here

25:20 check out this crazy mug right here

25:20 check out this crazy mug right here that i got at the world of disney that

25:22 that i got at the world of disney that

25:22 that i got at the world of disney that is how do you drink out of that

25:24 is how do you drink out of that

25:24 is how do you drink out of that that's not straight down that's how do

25:26 that's not straight down that's how do

25:26 that's not straight down that's how do you how do you sip without spilling that

25:27 you how do you sip without spilling that

25:27 you how do you sip without spilling that on yourself i gotta test this with some

25:29 on yourself i gotta test this with some

25:29 on yourself i gotta test this with some soda first

25:30 soda first

25:30 soda first or some milk or something you don't want

25:31 or some milk or something you don't want

25:31 or some milk or something you don't want to just start with the hot coffee

25:33 to just start with the hot coffee

25:33 to just start with the hot coffee probably

25:34 probably

25:34 probably in that one where the heck was i going

25:36 in that one where the heck was i going

25:36 in that one where the heck was i going with that anyway it's about

25:37 with that anyway it's about

25:37 with that anyway it's about stuff it's about the things it's about

25:39 stuff it's about the things it's about

25:39 stuff it's about the things it's about how much we love things the positive

25:40 how much we love things the positive

25:40 how much we love things the positive things you know crazy books and history

25:42 things you know crazy books and history

25:42 things you know crazy books and history and roadside attractions and adventures

25:44 and roadside attractions and adventures

25:44 and roadside attractions and adventures and

25:45 and

25:45 and silly things and thoughts about about

25:47 silly things and thoughts about about

25:47 silly things and thoughts about about different stuff

25:48 different stuff

25:48 different stuff so when i see someone wearing one of

25:50 so when i see someone wearing one of

25:50 so when i see someone wearing one of these it's not like

25:51 these it's not like

25:51 these it's not like check it out somebody thinks i'm cool i

25:54 check it out somebody thinks i'm cool i

25:54 check it out somebody thinks i'm cool i see that i'm like yes a friend

25:55 see that i'm like yes a friend

25:56 see that i'm like yes a friend a kindred spirit so these are the

25:57 a kindred spirit so these are the

25:57 a kindred spirit so these are the kindred spirit hats i'm telling you

25:59 kindred spirit hats i'm telling you

25:59 kindred spirit hats i'm telling you because i see someone with one of these

26:00 because i see someone with one of these

26:00 because i see someone with one of these and i'm like dude you're into cool stuff

26:03 and i'm like dude you're into cool stuff

26:03 and i'm like dude you're into cool stuff you have a sense of humor and you want

26:05 you have a sense of humor and you want

26:05 you have a sense of humor and you want to be positive

26:06 to be positive

26:06 to be positive and put some you appreciate positivity

26:08 and put some you appreciate positivity

26:08 and put some you appreciate positivity in the world and it feels good

26:10 in the world and it feels good

26:10 in the world and it feels good and so hopefully this will be a similar

26:12 and so hopefully this will be a similar

26:12 and so hopefully this will be a similar thing maybe i'll see some people

26:13 thing maybe i'll see some people

26:13 thing maybe i'll see some people wearing these around so it really makes

26:15 wearing these around so it really makes

26:15 wearing these around so it really makes me grateful for all those people

26:16 me grateful for all those people

26:16 me grateful for all those people that uh like you who come and hang out

26:19 that uh like you who come and hang out

26:19 that uh like you who come and hang out with me

26:20 with me

26:20 with me and go on adventures and show me every

26:23 and go on adventures and show me every

26:23 and go on adventures and show me every single day

26:24 single day

26:24 single day even when i'm being grumpy that there

26:26 even when i'm being grumpy that there

26:26 even when i'm being grumpy that there are positive

26:28 are positive

26:28 are positive kind-hearted well-meaning people who

26:30 kind-hearted well-meaning people who

26:30 kind-hearted well-meaning people who appreciate whimsy and silliness

26:32 appreciate whimsy and silliness

26:32 appreciate whimsy and silliness and fun and not just hate and snark

26:35 and fun and not just hate and snark

26:35 and fun and not just hate and snark everybody's cool look how cool i am i'm

26:38 everybody's cool look how cool i am i'm

26:38 everybody's cool look how cool i am i'm over it look how overed i am i don't

26:40 over it look how overed i am i don't

26:40 over it look how overed i am i don't give any

26:40 give any

26:40 give any clicks and i don't i do even less clicks

26:44 clicks and i don't i do even less clicks

26:44 clicks and i don't i do even less clicks for that you know

26:47 for that you know

26:47 for that you know such positive wonderful engaging happy

26:50 such positive wonderful engaging happy

26:50 such positive wonderful engaging happy uh fun time loving people you

26:54 uh fun time loving people you

26:54 uh fun time loving people you and i'm very grateful for that it's made

26:55 and i'm very grateful for that it's made

26:55 and i'm very grateful for that it's made me really grateful for that this year

26:57 me really grateful for that this year

26:57 me really grateful for that this year because

26:58 because i think as much as a lot of people have

27:01 i think as much as a lot of people have

27:01 i think as much as a lot of people have been sending me messages towards the end

27:02 been sending me messages towards the end

27:02 been sending me messages towards the end of the year like

27:03 of the year like

27:03 of the year like hey man thanks for the stuff you did

27:05 hey man thanks for the stuff you did

27:05 hey man thanks for the stuff you did this year really helped distract me and

27:06 this year really helped distract me and

27:06 this year really helped distract me and all the old stuff which a lot of people

27:08 all the old stuff which a lot of people

27:08 all the old stuff which a lot of people went through and watched the

27:09 went through and watched the

27:09 went through and watched the more than a thousand videos you know

27:11 more than a thousand videos you know

27:11 more than a thousand videos you know during the pandemic because they had the

27:12 during the pandemic because they had the

27:12 during the pandemic because they had the time

27:13 time

27:13 time to go through and see some old episodes

27:14 to go through and see some old episodes

27:14 to go through and see some old episodes and get all excited and so people have

27:15 and get all excited and so people have

27:16 and get all excited and so people have been

27:16 been

27:16 been thanking me a lot and i just want to

27:17 thanking me a lot and i just want to

27:17 thanking me a lot and i just want to turn around and thank them like you have

27:18 turn around and thank them like you have

27:18 turn around and thank them like you have no idea how hard this year

27:19 no idea how hard this year

27:20 no idea how hard this year was for me behind the scenes sort of

27:22 was for me behind the scenes sort of

27:22 was for me behind the scenes sort of just the stress

27:23 just the stress

27:23 just the stress and you guys really all made it worth it

27:26 and you guys really all made it worth it

27:26 and you guys really all made it worth it like just just

27:28 like just just

27:28 like just just so much help you helped me so much and i

27:31 so much help you helped me so much and i

27:31 so much help you helped me so much and i just want to thank you honestly from the

27:32 just want to thank you honestly from the

27:32 just want to thank you honestly from the bottom of my heart thank you

27:34 bottom of my heart thank you

27:34 bottom of my heart thank you so much for watching sharing subscribing

27:36 so much for watching sharing subscribing

27:36 so much for watching sharing subscribing liking all those things

27:38 liking all those things

27:38 liking all those things but uh leaving positive comments

27:40 but uh leaving positive comments

27:40 but uh leaving positive comments especially on instagram places like that

27:42 especially on instagram places like that

27:42 especially on instagram places like that and the people who listen to the

27:44 and the people who listen to the

27:44 and the people who listen to the podcasts and different stuff leaving

27:45 podcasts and different stuff leaving

27:45 podcasts and different stuff leaving comments

27:46 comments

27:46 comments i don't always spend a lot of time on

27:48 i don't always spend a lot of time on

27:48 i don't always spend a lot of time on that stuff because i'm busy thinking

27:50 that stuff because i'm busy thinking

27:50 that stuff because i'm busy thinking about the next thing and the next thing

27:51 about the next thing and the next thing

27:51 about the next thing and the next thing so i don't always read everything

27:52 so i don't always read everything

27:52 so i don't always read everything but just the little amount that gets

27:54 but just the little amount that gets

27:54 but just the little amount that gets through

27:55 through

27:56 through was a lot to me and kept me kept me

27:58 was a lot to me and kept me kept me

27:58 was a lot to me and kept me kept me going all year and

27:59 going all year and

27:59 going all year and really made me feel like okay you know

28:01 really made me feel like okay you know

28:01 really made me feel like okay you know not only is there going to be a bright

28:02 not only is there going to be a bright

28:02 not only is there going to be a bright new dawn in line at the end of the

28:03 new dawn in line at the end of the

28:03 new dawn in line at the end of the tunnel which

28:04 tunnel which

28:04 tunnel which which we all i think know that even the

28:05 which we all i think know that even the

28:05 which we all i think know that even the most cynical of us know eventually this

28:08 most cynical of us know eventually this

28:08 most cynical of us know eventually this will end this too shall pass and all

28:09 will end this too shall pass and all

28:09 will end this too shall pass and all that

28:10 that but it made me feel like i gotta hang in

28:13 but it made me feel like i gotta hang in

28:13 but it made me feel like i gotta hang in there and stay positive

28:14 there and stay positive

28:14 there and stay positive because there's a lot more that i'm

28:15 because there's a lot more that i'm

28:15 because there's a lot more that i'm gonna do and not only am i gonna get

28:17 gonna do and not only am i gonna get

28:17 gonna do and not only am i gonna get through the darkness

28:18 through the darkness

28:18 through the darkness and get to the other side of the tunnel

28:20 and get to the other side of the tunnel

28:20 and get to the other side of the tunnel but when i get there i've got so many

28:22 but when i get there i've got so many

28:22 but when i get there i've got so many friends

28:23 friends

28:23 friends who are waiting to have all these

28:24 who are waiting to have all these

28:24 who are waiting to have all these adventures with me and do all the things

28:26 adventures with me and do all the things

28:26 adventures with me and do all the things on my crazy 20 20

28:27 on my crazy 20 20

28:27 on my crazy 20 20 21 list that's so hard to say 2021 2021

28:32 21 list that's so hard to say 2021 2021

28:32 21 list that's so hard to say 2021 2021 2021 do all the things on my 2021

28:36 2021 do all the things on my 2021

28:36 2021 do all the things on my 2021 list with me and that makes it

28:39 list with me and that makes it

28:39 list with me and that makes it just that makes it exciting to get out

28:41 just that makes it exciting to get out

28:41 just that makes it exciting to get out of bed in the morning

28:42 of bed in the morning

28:42 of bed in the morning and exciting to face the weird

28:44 and exciting to face the weird

28:44 and exciting to face the weird challenges of the stress of the darkness

28:46 challenges of the stress of the darkness

28:46 challenges of the stress of the darkness of the depression a real hard time

28:48 of the depression a real hard time

28:48 of the depression a real hard time like many of you i'm sure um with

28:51 like many of you i'm sure um with

28:51 like many of you i'm sure um with struggling with depression this year

28:52 struggling with depression this year

28:52 struggling with depression this year i've struggled on and off my whole life

28:54 i've struggled on and off my whole life

28:54 i've struggled on and off my whole life for the last few years i've really kept

28:56 for the last few years i've really kept

28:56 for the last few years i've really kept it down and at bay and anxiety down and

28:58 it down and at bay and anxiety down and

28:58 it down and at bay and anxiety down and stuff like that but this year boy has it

28:59 stuff like that but this year boy has it

29:00 stuff like that but this year boy has it really hit me in the face like a two by

29:01 really hit me in the face like a two by

29:01 really hit me in the face like a two by fours

29:03 fours

29:03 fours over and over like a prequel lightsaber

29:05 over and over like a prequel lightsaber

29:05 over and over like a prequel lightsaber fight just in your face

29:07 fight just in your face

29:08 fight just in your face and uh you guys really helped me

29:11 and uh you guys really helped me

29:11 and uh you guys really helped me with that you don't think you have maybe

29:12 with that you don't think you have maybe

29:12 with that you don't think you have maybe you're like i just watched a video and

29:14 you're like i just watched a video and

29:14 you're like i just watched a video and and bought a funny hat and shared a

29:16 and bought a funny hat and shared a

29:16 and bought a funny hat and shared a picture on instagram and and tagged the

29:18 picture on instagram and and tagged the

29:18 picture on instagram and and tagged the guy

29:19 guy

29:19 guy but uh those little silly things and

29:20 but uh those little silly things and

29:20 but uh those little silly things and little jokes people leaving little pun

29:22 little jokes people leaving little pun

29:22 little jokes people leaving little pun comments and stuff on

29:23 comments and stuff on

29:23 comments and stuff on things have really really made a huge

29:25 things have really really made a huge

29:25 things have really really made a huge difference for me and for my family and

29:27 difference for me and for my family and

29:27 difference for me and for my family and everything else so

29:28 everything else so

29:28 everything else so that's it that's really all that i have

29:30 that's it that's really all that i have

29:30 that's it that's really all that i have to say about 2020.

29:32 to say about 2020.

29:32 to say about 2020. now that's me focusing mostly on the

29:35 now that's me focusing mostly on the

29:35 now that's me focusing mostly on the positives right and

29:36 positives right and

29:36 positives right and not the negatives although my heart goes

29:38 not the negatives although my heart goes

29:38 not the negatives although my heart goes out to everyone who's experienced so

29:39 out to everyone who's experienced so

29:40 out to everyone who's experienced so much negativity this year but

29:41 much negativity this year but

29:41 much negativity this year but as my friend bob gir and i discuss all

29:43 as my friend bob gir and i discuss all

29:43 as my friend bob gir and i discuss all the time like is it horrible

29:45 the time like is it horrible

29:45 the time like is it horrible yes does it anger you yes is it

29:47 yes does it anger you yes is it

29:47 yes does it anger you yes is it frustrating yes can you control it

29:49 frustrating yes can you control it

29:50 frustrating yes can you control it ah no then why invest

29:53 ah no then why invest

29:53 ah no then why invest energy into it when you could invest

29:55 energy into it when you could invest

29:55 energy into it when you could invest your energy on things you can't control

29:56 your energy on things you can't control

29:56 your energy on things you can't control things you can change right that's the

29:58 things you can change right that's the

29:58 things you can change right that's the quest for positivity you can't control

30:01 quest for positivity you can't control

30:01 quest for positivity you can't control the sucky circumstance but you can try

30:03 the sucky circumstance but you can try

30:03 the sucky circumstance but you can try to control your reaction to it and what

30:05 to control your reaction to it and what

30:05 to control your reaction to it and what you're gonna do

30:06 you're gonna do

30:06 you're gonna do going forward i once asked my great

30:08 going forward i once asked my great

30:08 going forward i once asked my great grandfather

30:10 grandfather

30:10 grandfather what was the secret to his long marriage

30:11 what was the secret to his long marriage

30:12 what was the secret to his long marriage same secret to life of course

30:13 same secret to life of course

30:13 same secret to life of course and he said you just gotta let it roll

30:15 and he said you just gotta let it roll

30:15 and he said you just gotta let it roll off your back and what he meant by that

30:17 off your back and what he meant by that

30:17 off your back and what he meant by that was

30:18 was

30:18 was you cannot carry the negativity would

30:20 you cannot carry the negativity would

30:20 you cannot carry the negativity would you carry the negativity

30:21 you carry the negativity

30:22 you carry the negativity with you it's gonna destroy whatever

30:23 with you it's gonna destroy whatever

30:23 with you it's gonna destroy whatever you're working on the project the

30:24 you're working on the project the

30:24 you're working on the project the marriage

30:25 marriage

30:25 marriage the surviving 2020 whatever you've got

30:28 the surviving 2020 whatever you've got

30:28 the surviving 2020 whatever you've got to try to find a way to let that roll

30:30 to try to find a way to let that roll

30:30 to try to find a way to let that roll off which is difficult

30:31 off which is difficult

30:31 off which is difficult but possible so quest for possibilities

30:35 but possible so quest for possibilities

30:35 but possible so quest for possibilities quest for positivity and that is how i'm

30:38 quest for positivity and that is how i'm

30:38 quest for positivity and that is how i'm choosing to go forward in to the year

30:41 choosing to go forward in to the year

30:41 choosing to go forward in to the year 2021.

30:43 2021.

30:43 2021. i yeah that's hard to say well we have a

30:46 i yeah that's hard to say well we have a

30:46 i yeah that's hard to say well we have a long time

30:46 long time

30:46 long time 365 more days to get used to it for now

30:49 365 more days to get used to it for now

30:49 365 more days to get used to it for now my friends

30:50 my friends

30:50 my friends you've survived you've done it that's

30:52 you've survived you've done it that's

30:52 you've survived you've done it that's the main thing you have survived 2020

30:54 the main thing you have survived 2020

30:54 the main thing you have survived 2020 and that is

30:55 and that is

30:56 and that is really something you've done your duty

30:58 really something you've done your duty

30:58 really something you've done your duty now

30:59 now

30:59 now you can go home and sleep

31:02 you can go home and sleep

31:02 you can go home and sleep well

2020: Final Thoughts! Punching our way into a positive new year...

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