I guess I have to quit filming & get a life

0:08 it's a

0:08 it's a some

0:11 some

0:11 some Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes

0:15 Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes

0:15 Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes people keep sending me things especially

0:17 people keep sending me things especially

0:17 people keep sending me things especially in the mail and I am running out of

0:25 space I got to tell you getting pretty

0:25 space I got to tell you getting pretty tired lately too things have changed a

0:27 tired lately too things have changed a

0:27 tired lately too things have changed a lot in my life and they've changed

0:29 lot in my life and they've changed

0:29 lot in my life and they've changed pretty rap rid L I've noticed that in

0:32 pretty rap rid L I've noticed that in

0:32 pretty rap rid L I've noticed that in your life you go through these different

0:33 your life you go through these different

0:33 your life you go through these different phases and every time you're in one of

0:35 phases and every time you're in one of

0:35 phases and every time you're in one of these phases it seems like it's

0:37 these phases it seems like it's

0:37 these phases it seems like it's permanent you get a new job or you go to

0:39 permanent you get a new job or you go to

0:39 permanent you get a new job or you go to a new school or you're getting married

0:41 a new school or you're getting married

0:41 a new school or you're getting married or you're getting divorced or you're

0:43 or you're getting divorced or you're

0:43 or you're getting divorced or you're switching neighborhoods you made a new

0:45 switching neighborhoods you made a new

0:45 switching neighborhoods you made a new friend or an old friend moved away we

0:48 friend or an old friend moved away we

0:48 friend or an old friend moved away we all go through these periods we go

0:50 all go through these periods we go

0:50 all go through these periods we go through these changes and even when the

0:51 through these changes and even when the

0:51 through these changes and even when the changes are very good they can be very

0:55 changes are very good they can be very

0:55 changes are very good they can be very very stressful change period is very

0:57 very stressful change period is very

0:57 very stressful change period is very very stressful they say that moving is

0:58 very stressful they say that moving is

0:58 very stressful they say that moving is one of the biggest stresses over your

1:00 one of the biggest stresses over your

1:00 one of the biggest stresses over your life getting married is one of the

1:01 life getting married is one of the

1:01 life getting married is one of the biggest stresses of your life and those

1:03 biggest stresses of your life and those

1:03 biggest stresses of your life and those can be really really good things they

1:04 can be really really good things they

1:04 can be really really good things they still can be really stressful so

1:06 still can be really stressful so

1:06 still can be really stressful so obviously with so many changes going on

1:08 obviously with so many changes going on

1:08 obviously with so many changes going on in my life there's been some days lately

1:10 in my life there's been some days lately

1:10 in my life there's been some days lately where I've gotten a little stressed out

1:13 where I've gotten a little stressed out

1:13 where I've gotten a little stressed out believe me I can remember when I first

1:15 believe me I can remember when I first

1:15 believe me I can remember when I first found out that I was going to have to

1:17 found out that I was going to have to

1:17 found out that I was going to have to get a divorce my heart was seriously

1:21 get a divorce my heart was seriously

1:21 get a divorce my heart was seriously broken like completely totally

1:24 broken like completely totally

1:24 broken like completely totally devastated I didn't believe in that I

1:26 devastated I didn't believe in that I

1:26 devastated I didn't believe in that I was really upset I was really hurt to

1:28 was really upset I was really hurt to

1:28 was really upset I was really hurt to find out all this crazy stuff that have

1:29 find out all this crazy stuff that have

1:29 find out all this crazy stuff that have been going on I didn't even really know

1:32 been going on I didn't even really know

1:32 been going on I didn't even really know what to do with myself I mean all of my

1:34 what to do with myself I mean all of my

1:34 what to do with myself I mean all of my friends knew my ex and my ex had been

1:35 friends knew my ex and my ex had been

1:36 friends knew my ex and my ex had been cheating on me and I didn't know who

1:37 cheating on me and I didn't know who

1:37 cheating on me and I didn't know who knew and who was like with me and who

1:39 knew and who was like with me and who

1:39 knew and who was like with me and who was against me I had had really bad

1:41 was against me I had had really bad

1:41 was against me I had had really bad undiagnosed Celiac and like crazy stuff

1:43 undiagnosed Celiac and like crazy stuff

1:43 undiagnosed Celiac and like crazy stuff going on with me for years been really

1:45 going on with me for years been really

1:45 going on with me for years been really ill and between being home because I was

1:47 ill and between being home because I was

1:47 ill and between being home because I was sick and then being home because I was

1:49 sick and then being home because I was

1:49 sick and then being home because I was stay-at-home parent so that my ex could

1:51 stay-at-home parent so that my ex could

1:51 stay-at-home parent so that my ex could focus on her career I honestly didn't

1:53 focus on her career I honestly didn't

1:53 focus on her career I honestly didn't even know what to do with myself luckily

1:55 even know what to do with myself luckily

1:55 even know what to do with myself luckily in my super ultra spare time I had been

1:57 in my super ultra spare time I had been

1:57 in my super ultra spare time I had been making some silly little YouTube videos

2:00 making some silly little YouTube videos

2:00 making some silly little YouTube videos nothing important you know just stuff

2:01 nothing important you know just stuff

2:01 nothing important you know just stuff about places I liked like Disneyland or

2:03 about places I liked like Disneyland or

2:03 about places I liked like Disneyland or I took a trip to Hannibal Missouri and

2:06 I took a trip to Hannibal Missouri and

2:06 I took a trip to Hannibal Missouri and then in between the what I thought were

2:07 then in between the what I thought were

2:07 then in between the what I thought were the bigger and better videos I started

2:09 the bigger and better videos I started

2:09 the bigger and better videos I started doing the sometimes Vlog where I would

2:11 doing the sometimes Vlog where I would

2:11 doing the sometimes Vlog where I would do these little Vlogs about what was

2:12 do these little Vlogs about what was

2:12 do these little Vlogs about what was going on with me in between so almost

2:14 going on with me in between so almost

2:14 going on with me in between so almost just out of shock because I didn't know

2:16 just out of shock because I didn't know

2:16 just out of shock because I didn't know what else to do I just kept doing that I

2:19 what else to do I just kept doing that I

2:19 what else to do I just kept doing that I thought I cannot control what's happened

2:21 thought I cannot control what's happened

2:22 thought I cannot control what's happened to me I don't know what's going to

2:23 to me I don't know what's going to

2:24 to me I don't know what's going to happen right now I'm devastated I'm hurt

2:26 happen right now I'm devastated I'm hurt

2:26 happen right now I'm devastated I'm hurt this is the only thing where I can run

2:28 this is the only thing where I can run

2:28 this is the only thing where I can run out and do this right now and I can make

2:30 out and do this right now and I can make

2:30 out and do this right now and I can make other people happy and I can just focus

2:32 other people happy and I can just focus

2:32 other people happy and I can just focus on that I remember talking to my friend

2:33 on that I remember talking to my friend

2:33 on that I remember talking to my friend Ross cuz I had like zero subscribers

2:35 Ross cuz I had like zero subscribers

2:36 Ross cuz I had like zero subscribers just nobody I think I had probably like

2:38 just nobody I think I had probably like

2:38 just nobody I think I had probably like I certainly less than 500 on this

2:40 I certainly less than 500 on this

2:40 I certainly less than 500 on this channel and I remember there was this

2:41 channel and I remember there was this

2:41 channel and I remember there was this weird like critical juncture where it

2:43 weird like critical juncture where it

2:43 weird like critical juncture where it was like what am I going to do now I

2:44 was like what am I going to do now I

2:44 was like what am I going to do now I don't have to do anything at the moment

2:46 don't have to do anything at the moment

2:46 don't have to do anything at the moment I'm okay I have a place to say I have

2:48 I'm okay I have a place to say I have

2:48 I'm okay I have a place to say I have all this stuff going on but what do I do

2:49 all this stuff going on but what do I do

2:49 all this stuff going on but what do I do now and I remember sitting there with

2:51 now and I remember sitting there with

2:51 now and I remember sitting there with him and having this Epiphany like maybe

2:53 him and having this Epiphany like maybe

2:53 him and having this Epiphany like maybe what I do isn't that important but if

2:55 what I do isn't that important but if

2:55 what I do isn't that important but if you left your house and tried to make

2:57 you left your house and tried to make

2:57 you left your house and tried to make 500 people smile in a day could you do

3:01 500 people smile in a day could you do

3:01 500 people smile in a day could you do it even a 100 if you were G to leave

3:02 it even a 100 if you were G to leave

3:02 it even a 100 if you were G to leave your house and try to go down the street

3:05 your house and try to go down the street

3:05 your house and try to go down the street and make 100 people smile before you

3:07 and make 100 people smile before you

3:07 and make 100 people smile before you went to bed at night could you do it

3:10 went to bed at night could you do it

3:10 went to bed at night could you do it could you pull it off and then it dawned

3:11 could you pull it off and then it dawned

3:11 could you pull it off and then it dawned on me I had this crazy Epiphany every

3:14 on me I had this crazy Epiphany every

3:14 on me I had this crazy Epiphany every time I upload a video a few hundred

3:18 time I upload a video a few hundred

3:18 time I upload a video a few hundred people 100 to 200 sometimes 300 back

3:20 people 100 to 200 sometimes 300 back

3:20 people 100 to 200 sometimes 300 back then would leave me comments or write to

3:23 then would leave me comments or write to

3:23 then would leave me comments or write to me and be like dude I really like this

3:25 me and be like dude I really like this

3:25 me and be like dude I really like this please keep going you're distracting me

3:27 please keep going you're distracting me

3:27 please keep going you're distracting me at the end of the day you're giving me

3:29 at the end of the day you're giving me

3:29 at the end of the day you're giving me something to look forward to to go see

3:31 something to look forward to to go see

3:31 something to look forward to to go see these different places and I realized

3:33 these different places and I realized

3:33 these different places and I realized that's like a rare gift to be able to go

3:36 that's like a rare gift to be able to go

3:36 that's like a rare gift to be able to go out there and do something and try to

3:38 out there and do something and try to

3:38 out there and do something and try to make other people happy not a lot of

3:40 make other people happy not a lot of

3:40 make other people happy not a lot of people have that

3:42 people have that

3:42 people have that opportunity what the heck is

3:45 opportunity what the heck is

3:45 opportunity what the heck is that there's other people down here

3:47 that there's other people down here

3:47 that there's other people down here scary anyway I told myself I'll take a

3:50 scary anyway I told myself I'll take a

3:50 scary anyway I told myself I'll take a year I'll take one year and I'll keep

3:52 year I'll take one year and I'll keep

3:52 year I'll take one year and I'll keep doing these Vlogs and I'll keep doing

3:54 doing these Vlogs and I'll keep doing

3:54 doing these Vlogs and I'll keep doing these other random land videos and it'll

3:56 these other random land videos and it'll

3:56 these other random land videos and it'll take one year and then we'll see what

3:58 take one year and then we'll see what

3:58 take one year and then we'll see what happens at the end of the year but I'm

3:59 happens at the end of the year but I'm

3:59 happens at the end of the year but I'm going to take one year and enjoy being

4:01 going to take one year and enjoy being

4:01 going to take one year and enjoy being able to like interact with people and

4:04 able to like interact with people and

4:04 able to like interact with people and make as many people smile and as many

4:06 make as many people smile and as many

4:06 make as many people smile and as many people happy as I can that year ended up

4:08 people happy as I can that year ended up

4:08 people happy as I can that year ended up being like the best year of my entire

4:11 being like the best year of my entire

4:12 being like the best year of my entire life I have spent my whole life being

4:14 life I have spent my whole life being

4:14 life I have spent my whole life being like the weird hyper kid that didn't

4:16 like the weird hyper kid that didn't

4:16 like the weird hyper kid that didn't really fit in here didn't really fit in

4:17 really fit in here didn't really fit in

4:17 really fit in here didn't really fit in there I was in bands because it was

4:19 there I was in bands because it was

4:19 there I was in bands because it was somewhere I could be loud and obnoxious

4:21 somewhere I could be loud and obnoxious

4:21 somewhere I could be loud and obnoxious and I could be kind of creative and

4:23 and I could be kind of creative and

4:23 and I could be kind of creative and stuff like that I was in bands for a

4:24 stuff like that I was in bands for a

4:24 stuff like that I was in bands for a long time but I wasn't really that good

4:25 long time but I wasn't really that good

4:25 long time but I wasn't really that good at it I had all this random disperate

4:27 at it I had all this random disperate

4:28 at it I had all this random disperate knowledge mostly self-educated some

4:29 knowledge mostly self-educated some

4:29 knowledge mostly self-educated some College some art skills a lot of travel

4:32 College some art skills a lot of travel

4:32 College some art skills a lot of travel experience from being in a band and

4:33 experience from being in a band and

4:33 experience from being in a band and going on all these tours and stuff like

4:35 going on all these tours and stuff like

4:35 going on all these tours and stuff like that I have a love for history and

4:37 that I have a love for history and

4:37 that I have a love for history and literature but also like a weird strong

4:40 literature but also like a weird strong

4:40 literature but also like a weird strong like sugar tooth for like kit art and

4:42 like sugar tooth for like kit art and

4:42 like sugar tooth for like kit art and pop art and Tiki stuff and weird

4:44 pop art and Tiki stuff and weird

4:44 pop art and Tiki stuff and weird roadside attractions and stuff like that

4:46 roadside attractions and stuff like that

4:46 roadside attractions and stuff like that and I really felt like oh this is

4:48 and I really felt like oh this is

4:48 and I really felt like oh this is awesome like I kind of finally found

4:50 awesome like I kind of finally found

4:50 awesome like I kind of finally found something that makes sense my entire

4:54 something that makes sense my entire

4:54 something that makes sense my entire family like my parents my grandparents

4:56 family like my parents my grandparents

4:56 family like my parents my grandparents my aunts my uncles my cousins people who

4:58 my aunts my uncles my cousins people who

4:59 my aunts my uncles my cousins people who have known me my entire life like

5:00 have known me my entire life like

5:00 have known me my entire life like Friends of the family and things like

5:01 Friends of the family and things like

5:02 Friends of the family and things like that all started watching my videos and

5:04 that all started watching my videos and

5:04 that all started watching my videos and they all started telling me like dang

5:05 they all started telling me like dang

5:05 they all started telling me like dang it's like it's like this is what you

5:07 it's like it's like this is what you

5:07 it's like it's like this is what you were preparing for your whole life like

5:08 were preparing for your whole life like

5:08 were preparing for your whole life like finally I figured out something that I

5:10 finally I figured out something that I

5:10 finally I figured out something that I was okay at like finally I figured out

5:12 was okay at like finally I figured out

5:12 was okay at like finally I figured out something that kind of made sense that

5:14 something that kind of made sense that

5:14 something that kind of made sense that was worth doing with my time like I've

5:16 was worth doing with my time like I've

5:16 was worth doing with my time like I've been around the block a few times so I

5:18 been around the block a few times so I

5:19 been around the block a few times so I realize what a rare thing that is in the

5:22 realize what a rare thing that is in the

5:22 realize what a rare thing that is in the world people rarely find a hobby that

5:25 world people rarely find a hobby that

5:25 world people rarely find a hobby that will keep them satisfied and give them

5:26 will keep them satisfied and give them

5:27 will keep them satisfied and give them something to do and do this stuff much

5:28 something to do and do this stuff much

5:28 something to do and do this stuff much less find something that they can be

5:29 less find something that they can be

5:29 less find something that they can be passionate about that can also make

5:31 passionate about that can also make

5:31 passionate about that can also make other people happy that they can also

5:33 other people happy that they can also

5:33 other people happy that they can also maybe do full-time so I didn't care how

5:35 maybe do full-time so I didn't care how

5:35 maybe do full-time so I didn't care how few subscribers there were or how few

5:37 few subscribers there were or how few

5:37 few subscribers there were or how few views or how few likes or how few

5:39 views or how few likes or how few

5:39 views or how few likes or how few whatever I didn't care I wasn't trying

5:41 whatever I didn't care I wasn't trying

5:41 whatever I didn't care I wasn't trying to count numbers I have other friends

5:42 to count numbers I have other friends

5:42 to count numbers I have other friends who started YouTube channels who like

5:43 who started YouTube channels who like

5:43 who started YouTube channels who like dude I made it to like 450 subscribers I

5:46 dude I made it to like 450 subscribers I

5:46 dude I made it to like 450 subscribers I was like I'm I'm not even paying

5:47 was like I'm I'm not even paying

5:47 was like I'm I'm not even paying attention on purpose I don't care about

5:49 attention on purpose I don't care about

5:49 attention on purpose I don't care about the number of subscribers I want to make

5:50 the number of subscribers I want to make

5:50 the number of subscribers I want to make something good that I can be proud of

5:52 something good that I can be proud of

5:52 something good that I can be proud of that I think is entertaining or funny or

5:54 that I think is entertaining or funny or

5:54 that I think is entertaining or funny or interesting or whatever and for those

5:55 interesting or whatever and for those

5:55 interesting or whatever and for those people that are following me my

5:56 people that are following me my

5:56 people that are following me my secondary goal is to like do my best to

5:58 secondary goal is to like do my best to

5:58 secondary goal is to like do my best to you know make those people happy or do

6:00 you know make those people happy or do

6:00 you know make those people happy or do my best to do my best to make something

6:02 my best to do my best to make something

6:02 my best to do my best to make something I was proud to show all of them whether

6:04 I was proud to show all of them whether

6:04 I was proud to show all of them whether it was a vlog unedited just walking

6:06 it was a vlog unedited just walking

6:06 it was a vlog unedited just walking around talking about my feelings I would

6:07 around talking about my feelings I would

6:07 around talking about my feelings I would try to be you know as deep as I could be

6:09 try to be you know as deep as I could be

6:10 try to be you know as deep as I could be and say as much as I could without you

6:11 and say as much as I could without you

6:11 and say as much as I could without you know telling other people's stories

6:12 know telling other people's stories

6:12 know telling other people's stories really if I could help it or whether it

6:14 really if I could help it or whether it

6:14 really if I could help it or whether it was showing somebody something weird

6:15 was showing somebody something weird

6:15 was showing somebody something weird like Disneyland whoop I just dropped a

6:17 like Disneyland whoop I just dropped a

6:17 like Disneyland whoop I just dropped a BX or whether it was showing somebody

6:19 BX or whether it was showing somebody

6:19 BX or whether it was showing somebody the cool weird new hat at Disneyland or

6:21 the cool weird new hat at Disneyland or

6:21 the cool weird new hat at Disneyland or talking about Tiki history whatever it

6:23 talking about Tiki history whatever it

6:23 talking about Tiki history whatever it might be when I was in a band we'd have

6:24 might be when I was in a band we'd have

6:24 might be when I was in a band we'd have to show up to a random town we had never

6:27 to show up to a random town we had never

6:27 to show up to a random town we had never been in before unload equipment go on a

6:29 been in before unload equipment go on a

6:29 been in before unload equipment go on a stage stare at a room full of strangers

6:33 stage stare at a room full of strangers

6:33 stage stare at a room full of strangers i' never seen before in my life and put

6:35 i' never seen before in my life and put

6:35 i' never seen before in my life and put on the best possible show that I could

6:38 on the best possible show that I could

6:38 on the best possible show that I could then pack up then go to the next town

6:39 then pack up then go to the next town

6:39 then pack up then go to the next town then do the same thing then pack up and

6:40 then do the same thing then pack up and

6:40 then do the same thing then pack up and go to the next town and do the same

6:43 go to the next town and do the same

6:43 go to the next town and do the same thing and that's what I try to do with

6:44 thing and that's what I try to do with

6:44 thing and that's what I try to do with the videos I just tried to make every

6:46 the videos I just tried to make every

6:46 the videos I just tried to make every video the best that I could with the

6:48 video the best that I could with the

6:48 video the best that I could with the tools I was given now sometimes when

6:49 tools I was given now sometimes when

6:49 tools I was given now sometimes when you're into band you know your guitar is

6:51 you're into band you know your guitar is

6:51 you're into band you know your guitar is broken or you know you're sick with your

6:52 broken or you know you're sick with your

6:52 broken or you know you're sick with your voice but you still got to go up on

6:53 voice but you still got to go up on

6:53 voice but you still got to go up on stage and do the best you can so even

6:56 stage and do the best you can so even

6:56 stage and do the best you can so even when I've gone through different periods

6:57 when I've gone through different periods

6:57 when I've gone through different periods of stress even when I was going to the

6:58 of stress even when I was going to the

6:58 of stress even when I was going to the divorce okay I turn that into quest for

7:01 divorce okay I turn that into quest for

7:01 divorce okay I turn that into quest for positivity you know looking for the

7:03 positivity you know looking for the

7:03 positivity you know looking for the positive that I could in my situation

7:05 positive that I could in my situation

7:05 positive that I could in my situation and trying to share a little bit of my

7:06 and trying to share a little bit of my

7:07 and trying to share a little bit of my struggles as much as I could really

7:08 struggles as much as I could really

7:08 struggles as much as I could really without going into detail about other

7:09 without going into detail about other

7:09 without going into detail about other people who were being nasty to me or

7:11 people who were being nasty to me or

7:11 people who were being nasty to me or whatever it was uh sharing my struggles

7:13 whatever it was uh sharing my struggles

7:14 whatever it was uh sharing my struggles so that people could draw strength from

7:15 so that people could draw strength from

7:15 so that people could draw strength from what I was going through you know what I

7:16 what I was going through you know what I

7:16 what I was going through you know what I mean now eventually I reached a point

7:18 mean now eventually I reached a point

7:18 mean now eventually I reached a point where I was like okay I spent that year

7:20 where I was like okay I spent that year

7:20 where I was like okay I spent that year doing this I did the best that I could

7:21 doing this I did the best that I could

7:22 doing this I did the best that I could I've been doing the best job that I can

7:23 I've been doing the best job that I can

7:24 I've been doing the best job that I can I really like what I'm doing people are

7:26 I really like what I'm doing people are

7:26 I really like what I'm doing people are happy and it's going great but I'm not

7:27 happy and it's going great but I'm not

7:27 happy and it's going great but I'm not really making a ton of money doing this

7:30 really making a ton of money doing this

7:30 really making a ton of money doing this and it's pretty tough to survive and so

7:33 and it's pretty tough to survive and so

7:33 and it's pretty tough to survive and so I kind of put it out there on Periscope

7:35 I kind of put it out there on Periscope

7:35 I kind of put it out there on Periscope when that was brand new like mentioned

7:37 when that was brand new like mentioned

7:37 when that was brand new like mentioned in a conversation yeah I'm probably

7:38 in a conversation yeah I'm probably

7:38 in a conversation yeah I'm probably going to have to cut down on the content

7:40 going to have to cut down on the content

7:40 going to have to cut down on the content that I've been putting out and not do

7:42 that I've been putting out and not do

7:42 that I've been putting out and not do this so much full-time and do graphic

7:44 this so much full-time and do graphic

7:44 this so much full-time and do graphic design again or do something else again

7:46 design again or do something else again

7:46 design again or do something else again it's going to have to take up more of my

7:47 it's going to have to take up more of my

7:47 it's going to have to take up more of my time you know to make a living so I can

7:49 time you know to make a living so I can

7:49 time you know to make a living so I can keep doing this and not like just to

7:50 keep doing this and not like just to

7:50 keep doing this and not like just to earn money to film but I mean to earn

7:52 earn money to film but I mean to earn

7:52 earn money to film but I mean to earn money to live I'm friends with all kinds

7:54 money to live I'm friends with all kinds

7:54 money to live I'm friends with all kinds of wacky people artists musicians

7:56 of wacky people artists musicians

7:56 of wacky people artists musicians graphic designers people who work in the

7:58 graphic designers people who work in the

7:58 graphic designers people who work in the music industry producers or managers

8:00 music industry producers or managers

8:00 music industry producers or managers different stuff like that I know a lot

8:01 different stuff like that I know a lot

8:02 different stuff like that I know a lot of filmmakers and sound people and

8:03 of filmmakers and sound people and

8:04 of filmmakers and sound people and people who work on YouTube videos not

8:05 people who work on YouTube videos not

8:05 people who work on YouTube videos not all of them are the same some of them

8:07 all of them are the same some of them

8:07 all of them are the same some of them are like the lone wolves you know that

8:08 are like the lone wolves you know that

8:09 are like the lone wolves you know that are alone in their van like my friend

8:10 are alone in their van like my friend

8:10 are alone in their van like my friend Adam the woo or they're like a weird

8:11 Adam the woo or they're like a weird

8:11 Adam the woo or they're like a weird lone painter that lives in a Shack in

8:13 lone painter that lives in a Shack in

8:13 lone painter that lives in a Shack in the desert and they do 50,000 paintings

8:15 the desert and they do 50,000 paintings

8:15 the desert and they do 50,000 paintings a day and it's just really crazy one of

8:17 a day and it's just really crazy one of

8:17 a day and it's just really crazy one of my friends is an indie documentary

8:19 my friends is an indie documentary

8:19 my friends is an indie documentary filmmaker who spent years and years and

8:21 filmmaker who spent years and years and

8:22 filmmaker who spent years and years and years working on this one DIY

8:24 years working on this one DIY

8:24 years working on this one DIY documentary fighting for like official

8:26 documentary fighting for like official

8:26 documentary fighting for like official funding and working out details in the

8:28 funding and working out details in the

8:28 funding and working out details in the script and having all these Le battles

8:30 script and having all these Le battles

8:30 script and having all these Le battles to use just the right picture in her

8:32 to use just the right picture in her

8:32 to use just the right picture in her documentary and get a voice over by

8:33 documentary and get a voice over by

8:33 documentary and get a voice over by Henry Rollins all this crazy stuff so

8:35 Henry Rollins all this crazy stuff so

8:35 Henry Rollins all this crazy stuff so what I know about art and artists is

8:36 what I know about art and artists is

8:36 what I know about art and artists is that not everybody works the same and

8:38 that not everybody works the same and

8:38 that not everybody works the same and what I know about life is that not

8:40 what I know about life is that not

8:40 what I know about life is that not everybody is the same you can have a

8:42 everybody is the same you can have a

8:42 everybody is the same you can have a family and three out of four of the

8:44 family and three out of four of the

8:44 family and three out of four of the members of the family all think like I

8:46 members of the family all think like I

8:46 members of the family all think like I am going to go work at the factory I

8:47 am going to go work at the factory I

8:47 am going to go work at the factory I have no problem working in the factory

8:49 have no problem working in the factory

8:49 have no problem working in the factory and then there's the one John lennen in

8:51 and then there's the one John lennen in

8:51 and then there's the one John lennen in the family who's just not capable of

8:53 the family who's just not capable of

8:53 the family who's just not capable of doing that he's got to go and be weird

8:54 doing that he's got to go and be weird

8:54 doing that he's got to go and be weird and paint flowers on the side of Barnes

8:56 and paint flowers on the side of Barnes

8:56 and paint flowers on the side of Barnes or do his own thing life is a cornucopia

8:59 or do his own thing life is a cornucopia

8:59 or do his own thing life is a cornucopia it's not not monotone it's not all just

9:01 it's not not monotone it's not all just

9:01 it's not not monotone it's not all just one color it's not all just one theme or

9:04 one color it's not all just one theme or

9:04 one color it's not all just one theme or one landscape there are all kinds of

9:06 one landscape there are all kinds of

9:06 one landscape there are all kinds of people and there are all kinds of lives

9:08 people and there are all kinds of lives

9:08 people and there are all kinds of lives that's what makes life so interesting if

9:10 that's what makes life so interesting if

9:10 that's what makes life so interesting if my videos prove anything it's that going

9:12 my videos prove anything it's that going

9:12 my videos prove anything it's that going out and looking at different slices of

9:13 out and looking at different slices of

9:14 out and looking at different slices of life or how different people live

9:15 life or how different people live

9:15 life or how different people live different weird little art things that

9:17 different weird little art things that

9:17 different weird little art things that they've created or antiques whatever it

9:18 they've created or antiques whatever it

9:18 they've created or antiques whatever it is different time periods different

9:20 is different time periods different

9:20 is different time periods different attitudes these things are what make

9:23 attitudes these things are what make

9:23 attitudes these things are what make life interesting these are the things

9:24 life interesting these are the things

9:24 life interesting these are the things that we're all searching for online or

9:26 that we're all searching for online or

9:26 that we're all searching for online or going out to find and see in real life

9:28 going out to find and see in real life

9:28 going out to find and see in real life is the things that make life fun not

9:31 is the things that make life fun not

9:31 is the things that make life fun not just like a blank hallway 1984 thought

9:34 just like a blank hallway 1984 thought

9:34 just like a blank hallway 1984 thought crime style of existence you know what

9:36 crime style of existence you know what

9:36 crime style of existence you know what I'm saying and so anyway all these

9:37 I'm saying and so anyway all these

9:37 I'm saying and so anyway all these people in Periscope and different people

9:38 people in Periscope and different people

9:39 people in Periscope and different people who were following me kept pounding on

9:41 who were following me kept pounding on

9:41 who were following me kept pounding on me to try this thing called patreon what

9:44 me to try this thing called patreon what

9:44 me to try this thing called patreon what patreon basically is and some some

9:47 patreon basically is and some some

9:47 patreon basically is and some some people do it as like a rewards thing

9:48 people do it as like a rewards thing

9:48 people do it as like a rewards thing like if you donate so much per month

9:49 like if you donate so much per month

9:49 like if you donate so much per month I'll get send you a cool packet in the

9:51 I'll get send you a cool packet in the

9:51 I'll get send you a cool packet in the mail and they can use it for that too

9:53 mail and they can use it for that too

9:53 mail and they can use it for that too but what it basically is is a website

9:55 but what it basically is is a website

9:55 but what it basically is is a website where people can create things artistic

9:57 where people can create things artistic

9:57 where people can create things artistic things and other people who think that

9:59 things and other people who think that

9:59 things and other people who think that they're value or have some use can pay a

10:01 they're value or have some use can pay a

10:01 they're value or have some use can pay a monthly amount of money to say yes I

10:03 monthly amount of money to say yes I

10:03 monthly amount of money to say yes I want to support that so like Leonardo da

10:05 want to support that so like Leonardo da

10:05 want to support that so like Leonardo da Vinci that guy didn't work at a factory

10:06 Vinci that guy didn't work at a factory

10:06 Vinci that guy didn't work at a factory he didn't sell one Painting At A Time by

10:09 he didn't sell one Painting At A Time by

10:09 he didn't sell one Painting At A Time by the roadside to pay his bills before

10:11 the roadside to pay his bills before

10:11 the roadside to pay his bills before copyright law and before you could you

10:13 copyright law and before you could you

10:13 copyright law and before you could you know reproduce sound on a record or a

10:15 know reproduce sound on a record or a

10:15 know reproduce sound on a record or a DVD or a print on a poster all art

10:18 DVD or a print on a poster all art

10:18 DVD or a print on a poster all art basically worked through a system of

10:20 basically worked through a system of

10:20 basically worked through a system of patronage a person with money would say

10:23 patronage a person with money would say

10:23 patronage a person with money would say I really enjoy what this person is doing

10:25 I really enjoy what this person is doing

10:25 I really enjoy what this person is doing I think it's valuable and then they

10:26 I think it's valuable and then they

10:26 I think it's valuable and then they would give that person the money to

10:28 would give that person the money to

10:28 would give that person the money to create things because they liked what

10:29 create things because they liked what

10:29 create things because they liked what the person was creating and so that's

10:31 the person was creating and so that's

10:31 the person was creating and so that's basically what patreon is is the

10:33 basically what patreon is is the

10:33 basically what patreon is is the internet version of patronage so there

10:35 internet version of patronage so there

10:35 internet version of patronage so there were a lot of people who were like I

10:37 were a lot of people who were like I

10:37 were a lot of people who were like I really find what you're doing valuable I

10:38 really find what you're doing valuable I

10:38 really find what you're doing valuable I like to watch you there was a lot of

10:39 like to watch you there was a lot of

10:39 like to watch you there was a lot of people who specifically told me that hey

10:41 people who specifically told me that hey

10:41 people who specifically told me that hey you and some of your other friends and

10:43 you and some of your other friends and

10:43 you and some of your other friends and other YouTubers have basically replaced

10:44 other YouTubers have basically replaced

10:44 other YouTubers have basically replaced TV and cable for me you guys are my TV

10:47 TV and cable for me you guys are my TV

10:47 TV and cable for me you guys are my TV now so I pay $100 a month for cable that

10:50 now so I pay $100 a month for cable that

10:50 now so I pay $100 a month for cable that I'm not even watching so I'd like to

10:51 I'm not even watching so I'd like to

10:51 I'm not even watching so I'd like to give you guys a dollar or $2 $5 $10

10:53 give you guys a dollar or $2 $5 $10

10:53 give you guys a dollar or $2 $5 $10 whatever it is a month on patreon so

10:56 whatever it is a month on patreon so

10:56 whatever it is a month on patreon so because people encourage me and they

10:57 because people encourage me and they

10:57 because people encourage me and they like what I do I'm able to keep what I

10:59 like what I do I'm able to keep what I

10:59 like what I do I'm able to keep what I do free and put out all this free

11:01 do free and put out all this free

11:01 do free and put out all this free content in the universe and there's all

11:03 content in the universe and there's all

11:03 content in the universe and there's all these people who support me because they

11:04 these people who support me because they

11:04 these people who support me because they enjoy what I do I also sell t-shirts

11:07 enjoy what I do I also sell t-shirts

11:07 enjoy what I do I also sell t-shirts there are ads on the videos although

11:08 there are ads on the videos although

11:08 there are ads on the videos although that doesn't really make that much money

11:10 that doesn't really make that much money

11:10 that doesn't really make that much money but there are ads on the videos and I

11:11 but there are ads on the videos and I

11:11 but there are ads on the videos and I sell t-shirts and hats and I have that

11:14 sell t-shirts and hats and I have that

11:14 sell t-shirts and hats and I have that patreon thing going on so as a

11:16 patreon thing going on so as a

11:16 patreon thing going on so as a consequence I take what I do pretty

11:17 consequence I take what I do pretty

11:17 consequence I take what I do pretty seriously not only do I want to make

11:19 seriously not only do I want to make

11:19 seriously not only do I want to make people smile not only do I want to

11:20 people smile not only do I want to

11:21 people smile not only do I want to create something that's good that I can

11:22 create something that's good that I can

11:22 create something that's good that I can be proud of but I also take on board

11:25 be proud of but I also take on board

11:25 be proud of but I also take on board that especially lately there's a bigger

11:26 that especially lately there's a bigger

11:26 that especially lately there's a bigger and bigger pool of people who are going

11:29 and bigger pool of people who are going

11:29 and bigger pool of people who are going yes I really like what you do it really

11:31 yes I really like what you do it really

11:31 yes I really like what you do it really makes me happy I really enjoy it and I

11:33 makes me happy I really enjoy it and I

11:33 makes me happy I really enjoy it and I really do strive as hard as I can to

11:36 really do strive as hard as I can to

11:36 really do strive as hard as I can to keep putting stuff out there to make

11:37 keep putting stuff out there to make

11:38 keep putting stuff out there to make those people happy now some people

11:39 those people happy now some people

11:39 those people happy now some people understand what I'm doing they

11:41 understand what I'm doing they

11:41 understand what I'm doing they understand that it's a job and they

11:42 understand that it's a job and they

11:42 understand that it's a job and they understand that I work hard at it and

11:44 understand that I work hard at it and

11:44 understand that I work hard at it and some people just don't but honestly

11:46 some people just don't but honestly

11:46 some people just don't but honestly overall it's such a small percentage the

11:48 overall it's such a small percentage the

11:48 overall it's such a small percentage the vast majority of people are so

11:50 vast majority of people are so

11:50 vast majority of people are so supportive so helpful so kind like

11:52 supportive so helpful so kind like

11:52 supportive so helpful so kind like yesterday was the 61st anniversary of

11:54 yesterday was the 61st anniversary of

11:54 yesterday was the 61st anniversary of Disneyland and so I went down there I

11:56 Disneyland and so I went down there I

11:56 Disneyland and so I went down there I got down there kind of late and I was

11:57 got down there kind of late and I was

11:57 got down there kind of late and I was really really kind of stressing cuz I

11:59 really really kind of stressing cuz I

11:59 really really kind of stressing cuz I was like man I really want to make this

12:00 was like man I really want to make this

12:00 was like man I really want to make this video about the 61st anniversary of

12:02 video about the 61st anniversary of

12:03 video about the 61st anniversary of Disneyland I really want to experience

12:04 Disneyland I really want to experience

12:04 Disneyland I really want to experience all this different stuff and within the

12:06 all this different stuff and within the

12:06 all this different stuff and within the first I would say hour or two of being

12:08 first I would say hour or two of being

12:08 first I would say hour or two of being there I got interrupted and stopped

12:10 there I got interrupted and stopped

12:10 there I got interrupted and stopped while I was filming I don't know by

12:12 while I was filming I don't know by

12:12 while I was filming I don't know by probably 30 people who were like let's

12:14 probably 30 people who were like let's

12:14 probably 30 people who were like let's take a fun pick together let's talk

12:16 take a fun pick together let's talk

12:16 take a fun pick together let's talk together and stuff like that I was

12:17 together and stuff like that I was

12:17 together and stuff like that I was getting all frustrated and then I was

12:18 getting all frustrated and then I was

12:18 getting all frustrated and then I was realizing like this is kind of awesome

12:20 realizing like this is kind of awesome

12:20 realizing like this is kind of awesome look at all these people who are

12:21 look at all these people who are

12:21 look at all these people who are genuinely super stoked on what I'm doing

12:24 genuinely super stoked on what I'm doing

12:24 genuinely super stoked on what I'm doing the number one thing even people that

12:26 the number one thing even people that

12:26 the number one thing even people that pass about hey Justin keep on doing what

12:28 pass about hey Justin keep on doing what

12:28 pass about hey Justin keep on doing what you're doing so there are lot of people

12:29 you're doing so there are lot of people

12:29 you're doing so there are lot of people out there who see value in what I'm

12:32 out there who see value in what I'm

12:32 out there who see value in what I'm doing or trying to do and that is really

12:35 doing or trying to do and that is really

12:35 doing or trying to do and that is really really really really really gratifying

12:38 really really really really gratifying

12:38 really really really really gratifying now again all different types of

12:40 now again all different types of

12:40 now again all different types of Lifestyles out there I had crazy divorce

12:43 Lifestyles out there I had crazy divorce

12:43 Lifestyles out there I had crazy divorce lawyers to pay and custody lawyers to

12:45 lawyers to pay and custody lawyers to

12:45 lawyers to pay and custody lawyers to pay I have a kid I have a family life

12:48 pay I have a kid I have a family life

12:48 pay I have a kid I have a family life that nobody ever really sees on camera

12:51 that nobody ever really sees on camera

12:51 that nobody ever really sees on camera just little bits of Snippets and pieces

12:52 just little bits of Snippets and pieces

12:52 just little bits of Snippets and pieces you know I'm not even actually allowed

12:54 you know I'm not even actually allowed

12:54 you know I'm not even actually allowed to always put that on camera in certain

12:56 to always put that on camera in certain

12:56 to always put that on camera in certain cases and for years mostly off camera I

12:58 cases and for years mostly off camera I

12:58 cases and for years mostly off camera I also had a relationship going on in my

13:01 also had a relationship going on in my

13:01 also had a relationship going on in my personal life this person who I've been

13:02 personal life this person who I've been

13:02 personal life this person who I've been dating since March of last year kind of

13:05 dating since March of last year kind of

13:05 dating since March of last year kind of came with a cloud of people around it

13:08 came with a cloud of people around it

13:08 came with a cloud of people around it that were not very happy about us even

13:11 that were not very happy about us even

13:11 that were not very happy about us even being friends much less having any kind

13:12 being friends much less having any kind

13:12 being friends much less having any kind of relationship or anything like that

13:14 of relationship or anything like that

13:14 of relationship or anything like that and I did my very best just keep my

13:16 and I did my very best just keep my

13:16 and I did my very best just keep my mouth shut keep my own drama off the

13:18 mouth shut keep my own drama off the

13:18 mouth shut keep my own drama off the internet not make that a part of what I

13:19 internet not make that a part of what I

13:19 internet not make that a part of what I do I didn't discuss who I was dating I

13:22 do I didn't discuss who I was dating I

13:22 do I didn't discuss who I was dating I didn't make anybody else's business or

13:23 didn't make anybody else's business or

13:23 didn't make anybody else's business or anybody else's problems when there was

13:24 anybody else's problems when there was

13:25 anybody else's problems when there was like crazy heartbreaking drama going on

13:27 like crazy heartbreaking drama going on

13:27 like crazy heartbreaking drama going on around that person or anything that was

13:29 around that person or anything that was

13:29 around that person or anything that was happening I kept it all to myself I

13:31 happening I kept it all to myself I

13:31 happening I kept it all to myself I didn't talk about other people when I

13:33 didn't talk about other people when I

13:33 didn't talk about other people when I was angry about them I kept all that

13:35 was angry about them I kept all that

13:35 was angry about them I kept all that part of my life to myself on purpose for

13:37 part of my life to myself on purpose for

13:37 part of my life to myself on purpose for a good reason because it didn't really

13:38 a good reason because it didn't really

13:38 a good reason because it didn't really have anything to do with the adventures

13:40 have anything to do with the adventures

13:40 have anything to do with the adventures and all that stuff and even though it

13:41 and all that stuff and even though it

13:41 and all that stuff and even though it has to do with my own personal quest for

13:43 has to do with my own personal quest for

13:43 has to do with my own personal quest for positivity because I love somebody and I

13:45 positivity because I love somebody and I

13:45 positivity because I love somebody and I want to be with them and sometimes it

13:46 want to be with them and sometimes it

13:46 want to be with them and sometimes it was frustrating and hard and difficult

13:48 was frustrating and hard and difficult

13:48 was frustrating and hard and difficult to be in a longdistance relationship

13:50 to be in a longdistance relationship

13:50 to be in a longdistance relationship with people on the other side of the

13:51 with people on the other side of the

13:51 with people on the other side of the fence who really hated me and stuff like

13:53 fence who really hated me and stuff like

13:53 fence who really hated me and stuff like that I'm not used to being out andout

13:55 that I'm not used to being out andout

13:55 that I'm not used to being out andout hated I mean there's some people who

13:56 hated I mean there's some people who

13:56 hated I mean there's some people who don't like me very much they don't like

13:58 don't like me very much they don't like

13:58 don't like me very much they don't like how hyper I am but I mean even my ex

13:59 how hyper I am but I mean even my ex

13:59 how hyper I am but I mean even my ex doesn't hate me I kept that all down

14:03 doesn't hate me I kept that all down

14:03 doesn't hate me I kept that all down well now this person has called me and

14:06 well now this person has called me and

14:06 well now this person has called me and said for their own reasons which are not

14:08 said for their own reasons which are not

14:08 said for their own reasons which are not mine to disclose or mine to discuss for

14:10 mine to disclose or mine to discuss for

14:10 mine to disclose or mine to discuss for their own reason has decided that it's

14:12 their own reason has decided that it's

14:12 their own reason has decided that it's not safe or that they're not comfortable

14:15 not safe or that they're not comfortable

14:15 not safe or that they're not comfortable or that they are not happy where they

14:16 or that they are not happy where they

14:16 or that they are not happy where they are and they need out of that situation

14:18 are and they need out of that situation

14:18 are and they need out of that situation and on to a new situation now this

14:21 and on to a new situation now this

14:21 and on to a new situation now this really wasn't part of the plan the plan

14:24 really wasn't part of the plan the plan

14:24 really wasn't part of the plan the plan was always you finish school and then

14:25 was always you finish school and then

14:25 was always you finish school and then you're going to be able to set out in

14:27 you're going to be able to set out in

14:27 you're going to be able to set out in the world and be able to start your

14:28 the world and be able to start your

14:28 the world and be able to start your career and then we'll probably be able

14:30 career and then we'll probably be able

14:30 career and then we'll probably be able to live together we'll be close to each

14:32 to live together we'll be close to each

14:32 to live together we'll be close to each other or whatever it is and then things

14:33 other or whatever it is and then things

14:33 other or whatever it is and then things will go naturally from there but like I

14:35 will go naturally from there but like I

14:35 will go naturally from there but like I said earlier life has a funny way of

14:38 said earlier life has a funny way of

14:38 said earlier life has a funny way of changing and the universe has a funny

14:40 changing and the universe has a funny

14:40 changing and the universe has a funny way of rearranging itself for its own

14:43 way of rearranging itself for its own

14:43 way of rearranging itself for its own designs and whether people agree with it

14:45 designs and whether people agree with it

14:45 designs and whether people agree with it or not whether they like it or not and

14:47 or not whether they like it or not and

14:47 or not whether they like it or not and certainly they don't know any of the

14:48 certainly they don't know any of the

14:48 certainly they don't know any of the informations and whether or not they can

14:50 informations and whether or not they can

14:50 informations and whether or not they can wrap their heads around the fact that

14:51 wrap their heads around the fact that

14:51 wrap their heads around the fact that there might be a lot more to the story

14:54 there might be a lot more to the story

14:54 there might be a lot more to the story than they're really catching on to when

14:56 than they're really catching on to when

14:56 than they're really catching on to when somebody that you love with your whole

14:57 somebody that you love with your whole

14:57 somebody that you love with your whole heart calls you and says

14:59 heart calls you and says

14:59 heart calls you and says I need help I need help right now you

15:01 I need help I need help right now you

15:01 I need help I need help right now you have to come get me I need to get out of

15:03 have to come get me I need to get out of

15:03 have to come get me I need to get out of where I am and I have to start over I

15:05 where I am and I have to start over I

15:05 where I am and I have to start over I don't know what to do you back that

15:07 don't know what to do you back that

15:07 don't know what to do you back that person up I don't care what any of the

15:09 person up I don't care what any of the

15:09 person up I don't care what any of the naysayers out there are saying and boy

15:11 naysayers out there are saying and boy

15:11 naysayers out there are saying and boy believe me there's been some really mean

15:13 believe me there's been some really mean

15:13 believe me there's been some really mean people about this anyone with a heart

15:15 people about this anyone with a heart

15:15 people about this anyone with a heart anyone with two eyes two ears a nose and

15:18 anyone with two eyes two ears a nose and

15:18 anyone with two eyes two ears a nose and a heart would want someone that loves

15:20 a heart would want someone that loves

15:20 a heart would want someone that loves them to be able to come into a situation

15:22 them to be able to come into a situation

15:22 them to be able to come into a situation where you feel like you couldn't handle

15:24 where you feel like you couldn't handle

15:24 where you feel like you couldn't handle it anymore and take care of you and help

15:26 it anymore and take care of you and help

15:26 it anymore and take care of you and help you so there's been a lot going on

15:28 you so there's been a lot going on

15:28 you so there's been a lot going on because we've had schools to transfer

15:31 because we've had schools to transfer

15:31 because we've had schools to transfer and uh transportation to procure clothes

15:34 and uh transportation to procure clothes

15:34 and uh transportation to procure clothes and things to buy and then I've had to

15:36 and things to buy and then I've had to

15:36 and things to buy and then I've had to take a lot of time that I would normally

15:38 take a lot of time that I would normally

15:38 take a lot of time that I would normally spend working and take time off of work

15:40 spend working and take time off of work

15:40 spend working and take time off of work to be able to do this different stuff

15:42 to be able to do this different stuff

15:42 to be able to do this different stuff and then I'm like getting kind of

15:43 and then I'm like getting kind of

15:43 and then I'm like getting kind of stressed cuz I'm like well I want to be

15:45 stressed cuz I'm like well I want to be

15:45 stressed cuz I'm like well I want to be putting stuff out there for my peeps you

15:47 putting stuff out there for my peeps you

15:47 putting stuff out there for my peeps you know but there's been a lot of stuff to

15:49 know but there's been a lot of stuff to

15:49 know but there's been a lot of stuff to do and believe me a lot of just crazy

15:51 do and believe me a lot of just crazy

15:51 do and believe me a lot of just crazy drama and stuff happening off camera

15:53 drama and stuff happening off camera

15:53 drama and stuff happening off camera that really isn't my business to discuss

15:55 that really isn't my business to discuss

15:55 that really isn't my business to discuss with you guys in the meantime not only

15:57 with you guys in the meantime not only

15:57 with you guys in the meantime not only have I been practicing my own quest for

15:59 have I been practicing my own quest for

15:59 have I been practicing my own quest for positivity stuff like you know what you

16:01 positivity stuff like you know what you

16:01 positivity stuff like you know what you can't look at the bad side you have to

16:03 can't look at the bad side you have to

16:03 can't look at the bad side you have to look at the bright side of things and

16:04 look at the bright side of things and

16:04 look at the bright side of things and there's so much bright side because my

16:06 there's so much bright side because my

16:06 there's so much bright side because my whole life is so much happier in a way

16:08 whole life is so much happier in a way

16:08 whole life is so much happier in a way because I'm not always lonely there is

16:10 because I'm not always lonely there is

16:10 because I'm not always lonely there is that person there that I love and I want

16:11 that person there that I love and I want

16:11 that person there that I love and I want to be with you know you can't control

16:12 to be with you know you can't control

16:13 to be with you know you can't control your circumstances but you can control

16:14 your circumstances but you can control

16:14 your circumstances but you can control how you react to them I can't control

16:16 how you react to them I can't control

16:16 how you react to them I can't control the stress that's going on but I can try

16:18 the stress that's going on but I can try

16:18 the stress that's going on but I can try to get as much joy out of the situation

16:20 to get as much joy out of the situation

16:20 to get as much joy out of the situation as I can so not only has that helped and

16:22 as I can so not only has that helped and

16:22 as I can so not only has that helped and kept me strong because it always does

16:24 kept me strong because it always does

16:24 kept me strong because it always does crust positivity stuff for me it's

16:26 crust positivity stuff for me it's

16:26 crust positivity stuff for me it's really worked or I wouldn't share it all

16:28 really worked or I wouldn't share it all

16:28 really worked or I wouldn't share it all with you guys not only has that kept me

16:29 with you guys not only has that kept me

16:29 with you guys not only has that kept me strong with all the stress and stuff

16:31 strong with all the stress and stuff

16:31 strong with all the stress and stuff having to spend money and be like okay

16:32 having to spend money and be like okay

16:32 having to spend money and be like okay it's going to be okay we're going to get

16:33 it's going to be okay we're going to get

16:33 it's going to be okay we're going to get to the other side of this and we're

16:34 to the other side of this and we're

16:34 to the other side of this and we're getting there but also kind of while I

16:36 getting there but also kind of while I

16:36 getting there but also kind of while I wasn't paying attention it went from you

16:37 wasn't paying attention it went from you

16:37 wasn't paying attention it went from you know a few hundred people to several

16:40 know a few hundred people to several

16:40 know a few hundred people to several thousand people out there now I'm

16:42 thousand people out there now I'm

16:42 thousand people out there now I'm talking about you guys there are a lot

16:44 talking about you guys there are a lot

16:44 talking about you guys there are a lot of you out there who are so supportive

16:47 of you out there who are so supportive

16:47 of you out there who are so supportive so encouraging so awesome and I'm not

16:50 so encouraging so awesome and I'm not

16:50 so encouraging so awesome and I'm not just talking about like oh dollar a

16:51 just talking about like oh dollar a

16:52 just talking about like oh dollar a month people on patreon or the people

16:53 month people on patreon or the people

16:53 month people on patreon or the people that buy a t-shirt you guys leave me

16:55 that buy a t-shirt you guys leave me

16:55 that buy a t-shirt you guys leave me comments you watch all these crazy

16:57 comments you watch all these crazy

16:57 comments you watch all these crazy videos you show up to crazy for events

16:59 videos you show up to crazy for events

16:59 videos you show up to crazy for events you say hello to me when I'm walking

17:00 you say hello to me when I'm walking

17:00 you say hello to me when I'm walking down the street you write me letters you

17:02 down the street you write me letters you

17:03 down the street you write me letters you send me crazy packages and homemade

17:04 send me crazy packages and homemade

17:04 send me crazy packages and homemade gifts macaroni pictures and probably one

17:06 gifts macaroni pictures and probably one

17:06 gifts macaroni pictures and probably one of the things that's helped me the most

17:08 of the things that's helped me the most

17:08 of the things that's helped me the most is a lot of you guys have shared your

17:10 is a lot of you guys have shared your

17:10 is a lot of you guys have shared your struggles and your stories with me there

17:12 struggles and your stories with me there

17:12 struggles and your stories with me there was a woman once who came up to me in

17:14 was a woman once who came up to me in

17:14 was a woman once who came up to me in Tomorrowland while I was with a friend

17:16 Tomorrowland while I was with a friend

17:16 Tomorrowland while I was with a friend and told me that my silly stupid little

17:18 and told me that my silly stupid little

17:19 and told me that my silly stupid little YouTube videos helped to get her while

17:21 YouTube videos helped to get her while

17:21 YouTube videos helped to get her while she had just had a newborn baby get her

17:24 she had just had a newborn baby get her

17:24 she had just had a newborn baby get her through chemo and doing cancer and all

17:26 through chemo and doing cancer and all

17:26 through chemo and doing cancer and all the stuff she still was wearing the wig

17:28 the stuff she still was wearing the wig

17:28 the stuff she still was wearing the wig and everything from that it was like

17:30 and everything from that it was like

17:30 and everything from that it was like really meaningful to me another guy came

17:32 really meaningful to me another guy came

17:32 really meaningful to me another guy came up to Ally and I and told me that my

17:34 up to Ally and I and told me that my

17:34 up to Ally and I and told me that my videos helped him cope with the loss of

17:37 videos helped him cope with the loss of

17:37 videos helped him cope with the loss of his son he was telling me that watching

17:40 his son he was telling me that watching

17:40 his son he was telling me that watching what I've been through with like my ex

17:42 what I've been through with like my ex

17:42 what I've been through with like my ex and crazy stuff and just you know trying

17:44 and crazy stuff and just you know trying

17:44 and crazy stuff and just you know trying to have my son more and more in my life

17:47 to have my son more and more in my life

17:47 to have my son more and more in my life and how I didn't get down how I was

17:48 and how I didn't get down how I was

17:48 and how I didn't get down how I was trying to be positive helped him with

17:50 trying to be positive helped him with

17:50 trying to be positive helped him with what he was going through and I was like

17:51 what he was going through and I was like

17:51 what he was going through and I was like I can't even those are two different

17:53 I can't even those are two different

17:53 I can't even those are two different things man I can't even imagine what you

17:55 things man I can't even imagine what you

17:55 things man I can't even imagine what you would be going through the other day

17:56 would be going through the other day

17:56 would be going through the other day someone on Twitter told me that they

17:58 someone on Twitter told me that they

17:58 someone on Twitter told me that they were Conta contemplating committing

17:59 were Conta contemplating committing

17:59 were Conta contemplating committing suicide on that for whatever reason my

18:02 suicide on that for whatever reason my

18:02 suicide on that for whatever reason my videos were like one of the few things

18:04 videos were like one of the few things

18:04 videos were like one of the few things that kept that person sane and happy and

18:06 that kept that person sane and happy and

18:06 that kept that person sane and happy and wholesome and to help them decide to not

18:09 wholesome and to help them decide to not

18:10 wholesome and to help them decide to not do that people come up to me with their

18:12 do that people come up to me with their

18:12 do that people come up to me with their kids that have mental disabilities or

18:14 kids that have mental disabilities or

18:14 kids that have mental disabilities or physical disabilities or diseases I've

18:16 physical disabilities or diseases I've

18:16 physical disabilities or diseases I've met kids that have gone to like camps

18:18 met kids that have gone to like camps

18:18 met kids that have gone to like camps for people that have diabetes and

18:19 for people that have diabetes and

18:20 for people that have diabetes and they're in this camp and they made

18:21 they're in this camp and they made

18:21 they're in this camp and they made friends because of me there's other

18:22 friends because of me there's other

18:22 friends because of me there's other people who are like oh I made I met my

18:24 people who are like oh I made I met my

18:24 people who are like oh I made I met my best friend because of your videos I

18:25 best friend because of your videos I

18:25 best friend because of your videos I can't tell you the number of people who'

18:27 can't tell you the number of people who'

18:27 can't tell you the number of people who' have come up to me that have had

18:28 have come up to me that have had

18:28 have come up to me that have had different problems eating wheat or

18:30 different problems eating wheat or

18:30 different problems eating wheat or gluten or whatever and I mean even way

18:31 gluten or whatever and I mean even way

18:31 gluten or whatever and I mean even way back in the beginning when I was doing

18:33 back in the beginning when I was doing

18:33 back in the beginning when I was doing the videos there was this guy who has

18:34 the videos there was this guy who has

18:34 the videos there was this guy who has now passed away that had L Garrick's

18:36 now passed away that had L Garrick's

18:36 now passed away that had L Garrick's disease really bad who was a fan of

18:38 disease really bad who was a fan of

18:38 disease really bad who was a fan of Adams in my videos who was like thank

18:40 Adams in my videos who was like thank

18:40 Adams in my videos who was like thank you so much as he was dying like the

18:42 you so much as he was dying like the

18:42 you so much as he was dying like the week before he was dying who sent me a

18:44 week before he was dying who sent me a

18:44 week before he was dying who sent me a message with this randomland shirt that

18:46 message with this randomland shirt that

18:46 message with this randomland shirt that he typed with his eyes on a computer

18:48 he typed with his eyes on a computer

18:48 he typed with his eyes on a computer because he couldn't use his hands

18:49 because he couldn't use his hands

18:49 because he couldn't use his hands anymore thinking me that I was keep kept

18:52 anymore thinking me that I was keep kept

18:52 anymore thinking me that I was keep kept filming these videos cuz he was never

18:54 filming these videos cuz he was never

18:54 filming these videos cuz he was never going to get to go to these places you

18:57 going to get to go to these places you

18:57 going to get to go to these places you know stuff like that makes my eyes

19:00 know stuff like that makes my eyes

19:00 know stuff like that makes my eyes really sweaty with respect and then on

19:02 really sweaty with respect and then on

19:02 really sweaty with respect and then on top of it a duck just flew by spit just

19:05 top of it a duck just flew by spit just

19:05 top of it a duck just flew by spit just spit right in there you guys didn't see

19:06 spit right in there you guys didn't see

19:06 spit right in there you guys didn't see it but it totally happened this is why I

19:09 it but it totally happened this is why I

19:09 it but it totally happened this is why I do what I do this is why I share

19:11 do what I do this is why I share

19:11 do what I do this is why I share everything from like a silly trip to the

19:12 everything from like a silly trip to the

19:12 everything from like a silly trip to the bookstore to a crazy road trip down

19:14 bookstore to a crazy road trip down

19:14 bookstore to a crazy road trip down Route 66 or Disney World or whatever I'm

19:17 Route 66 or Disney World or whatever I'm

19:17 Route 66 or Disney World or whatever I'm doing even wandering around back and

19:19 doing even wandering around back and

19:19 doing even wandering around back and forth downstairs in a storage unit

19:23 forth downstairs in a storage unit

19:23 forth downstairs in a storage unit talking to you guys about how I really

19:25 talking to you guys about how I really

19:25 talking to you guys about how I really feel about why I do what I do last month

19:29 feel about why I do what I do last month

19:29 feel about why I do what I do last month or so has been really really rough

19:31 or so has been really really rough

19:31 or so has been really really rough financially emotionally just stress

19:33 financially emotionally just stress

19:34 financially emotionally just stress level wise of trying to do everything

19:36 level wise of trying to do everything

19:36 level wise of trying to do everything you know my kid was sick and doing

19:37 you know my kid was sick and doing

19:37 you know my kid was sick and doing everything that I need to do for my

19:39 everything that I need to do for my

19:39 everything that I need to do for my girlfriend filming and doing my job and

19:41 girlfriend filming and doing my job and

19:41 girlfriend filming and doing my job and actually being upbeat and positive and

19:43 actually being upbeat and positive and

19:43 actually being upbeat and positive and being able to do what I do CU another

19:45 being able to do what I do CU another

19:45 being able to do what I do CU another thing that I do that I think is

19:46 thing that I do that I think is

19:47 thing that I do that I think is different from some people who put stuff

19:48 different from some people who put stuff

19:48 different from some people who put stuff on YouTube but Tyler or anyone who's

19:50 on YouTube but Tyler or anyone who's

19:50 on YouTube but Tyler or anyone who's been around me while I filmed every day

19:52 been around me while I filmed every day

19:52 been around me while I filmed every day can attest to this is that I really get

19:54 can attest to this is that I really get

19:54 can attest to this is that I really get stressed out about trying to be sincere

19:57 stressed out about trying to be sincere

19:57 stressed out about trying to be sincere and really put something out there like

19:58 and really put something out there like

19:58 and really put something out there like I hate showing up to a place if I'm

19:59 I hate showing up to a place if I'm

19:59 I hate showing up to a place if I'm stressed out or negative I don't always

20:01 stressed out or negative I don't always

20:01 stressed out or negative I don't always like to film cuz I'm like I don't want

20:03 like to film cuz I'm like I don't want

20:03 like to film cuz I'm like I don't want to just fake being happy and excited

20:04 to just fake being happy and excited

20:04 to just fake being happy and excited about this place I want to stand here

20:06 about this place I want to stand here

20:06 about this place I want to stand here until I'm not negative pumped up until I

20:08 until I'm not negative pumped up until I

20:08 until I'm not negative pumped up until I can film it and really really be like

20:10 can film it and really really be like

20:10 can film it and really really be like yes which is why sometimes getting

20:11 yes which is why sometimes getting

20:11 yes which is why sometimes getting interrupted can be kind of a bummer cuz

20:13 interrupted can be kind of a bummer cuz

20:13 interrupted can be kind of a bummer cuz I'm like I'm trying to maintain I

20:14 I'm like I'm trying to maintain I

20:14 I'm like I'm trying to maintain I consist energy level here like yesterday

20:16 consist energy level here like yesterday

20:16 consist energy level here like yesterday I was getting a little frustrated not

20:17 I was getting a little frustrated not

20:17 I was getting a little frustrated not because of any of the individual people

20:19 because of any of the individual people

20:19 because of any of the individual people but just because the overall amount of

20:20 but just because the overall amount of

20:20 but just because the overall amount of like ah so many people are coming up to

20:21 like ah so many people are coming up to

20:21 like ah so many people are coming up to me I really just want to film this thing

20:23 me I really just want to film this thing

20:23 me I really just want to film this thing but after a while it started to sink in

20:26 but after a while it started to sink in

20:26 but after a while it started to sink in that you know what I was like wow these

20:28 that you know what I was like wow these

20:28 that you know what I was like wow these are the people people that I'm doing

20:30 are the people people that I'm doing

20:30 are the people people that I'm doing this for and they're coming up to me and

20:32 this for and they're coming up to me and

20:32 this for and they're coming up to me and they're smiling and they're so

20:38 happy to see me and I don't really like

20:38 happy to see me and I don't really like feel like I always deserve that you know

20:40 feel like I always deserve that you know

20:40 feel like I always deserve that you know I am really really really blessed I'm

20:42 I am really really really blessed I'm

20:42 I am really really really blessed I'm really really really grateful for

20:44 really really really grateful for

20:44 really really really grateful for everybody who has supported and been

20:47 everybody who has supported and been

20:47 everybody who has supported and been there for me sometimes I'm like a normal

20:49 there for me sometimes I'm like a normal

20:49 there for me sometimes I'm like a normal person I get stressed out I don't think

20:51 person I get stressed out I don't think

20:51 person I get stressed out I don't think about it I don't always have time to go

20:52 about it I don't always have time to go

20:52 about it I don't always have time to go through like a thousand notifications on

20:54 through like a thousand notifications on

20:54 through like a thousand notifications on Instagram and Twitter and all this stuff

20:55 Instagram and Twitter and all this stuff

20:55 Instagram and Twitter and all this stuff and answer back every comment but I

20:57 and answer back every comment but I

20:57 and answer back every comment but I really really really do beat myself over

21:00 really really really do beat myself over

21:00 really really really do beat myself over the head trying to get to everybody and

21:02 the head trying to get to everybody and

21:02 the head trying to get to everybody and make everybody as happy as I can

21:03 make everybody as happy as I can

21:03 make everybody as happy as I can sometimes I make the mistake of getting

21:05 sometimes I make the mistake of getting

21:05 sometimes I make the mistake of getting myself so worried about making everybody

21:06 myself so worried about making everybody

21:06 myself so worried about making everybody happy that I make myself grumpy and then

21:08 happy that I make myself grumpy and then

21:08 happy that I make myself grumpy and then I do something wrong that makes somebody

21:10 I do something wrong that makes somebody

21:10 I do something wrong that makes somebody else grumpy like I'll be too short with

21:11 else grumpy like I'll be too short with

21:11 else grumpy like I'll be too short with a comment back or something like that

21:13 a comment back or something like that

21:13 a comment back or something like that and then the other person it's like I

21:15 and then the other person it's like I

21:15 and then the other person it's like I don't know it's backfired you know so

21:16 don't know it's backfired you know so

21:17 don't know it's backfired you know so I'm not perfect but anyway believe me

21:18 I'm not perfect but anyway believe me

21:18 I'm not perfect but anyway believe me it's meant so much to me that people are

21:21 it's meant so much to me that people are

21:21 it's meant so much to me that people are so helpful and so cool like right there

21:23 so helpful and so cool like right there

21:23 so helpful and so cool like right there are two bags of shirts that people sent

21:26 are two bags of shirts that people sent

21:26 are two bags of shirts that people sent for Ally to be able to have like clothes

21:28 for Ally to be able to have like clothes

21:28 for Ally to be able to have like clothes you know someone else sent Sephora gift

21:30 you know someone else sent Sephora gift

21:30 you know someone else sent Sephora gift cards so she'd be able to replace her

21:31 cards so she'd be able to replace her

21:32 cards so she'd be able to replace her makeup some other people have been so

21:33 makeup some other people have been so

21:33 makeup some other people have been so helpful and I never even asked or said

21:35 helpful and I never even asked or said

21:35 helpful and I never even asked or said anything about it you know other people

21:36 anything about it you know other people

21:36 anything about it you know other people have sent like you know just restaurant

21:38 have sent like you know just restaurant

21:38 have sent like you know just restaurant gift cards and things like that or just

21:40 gift cards and things like that or just

21:40 gift cards and things like that or just encouraging notes or good comments or

21:42 encouraging notes or good comments or

21:42 encouraging notes or good comments or people have come out to us and said

21:43 people have come out to us and said

21:43 people have come out to us and said really nice encouraging things and that

21:46 really nice encouraging things and that

21:46 really nice encouraging things and that is

21:47 is

21:47 is so so cool but all that stuff aside even

21:52 so so cool but all that stuff aside even

21:52 so so cool but all that stuff aside even those people who watch the different

21:54 those people who watch the different

21:54 those people who watch the different Adventures that I filmed or just the

21:56 Adventures that I filmed or just the

21:56 Adventures that I filmed or just the conversations that we've had together

21:57 conversations that we've had together

21:57 conversations that we've had together course positiv video or about movies or

21:59 course positiv video or about movies or

21:59 course positiv video or about movies or whatever it is the people who've

22:01 whatever it is the people who've

22:01 whatever it is the people who've invested their time with me that alone

22:04 invested their time with me that alone

22:04 invested their time with me that alone means so much to me you don't even know

22:07 means so much to me you don't even know

22:07 means so much to me you don't even know I feel like the luckiest person on Earth

22:10 I feel like the luckiest person on Earth

22:11 I feel like the luckiest person on Earth sometimes I really really do even though

22:12 sometimes I really really do even though

22:12 sometimes I really really do even though times are tough sometimes for me I

22:14 times are tough sometimes for me I

22:14 times are tough sometimes for me I really really do and that's why I do

22:17 really really do and that's why I do

22:17 really really do and that's why I do what I do I'm not doing all this so that

22:19 what I do I'm not doing all this so that

22:19 what I do I'm not doing all this so that I can get a Lamborghini and pull into

22:21 I can get a Lamborghini and pull into

22:22 I can get a Lamborghini and pull into the vi parking section of the Grand

22:24 the vi parking section of the Grand

22:24 the vi parking section of the Grand California on my way to my appointment

22:26 California on my way to my appointment

22:26 California on my way to my appointment at Club 33 you know what I mean although

22:28 at Club 33 you know what I mean although

22:28 at Club 33 you know what I mean although there'd be nothing wrong with it if I

22:30 there'd be nothing wrong with it if I

22:30 there'd be nothing wrong with it if I did but I'm just saying that's not my

22:32 did but I'm just saying that's not my

22:32 did but I'm just saying that's not my primary motivation nor do I think that's

22:34 primary motivation nor do I think that's

22:34 primary motivation nor do I think that's going to happen hey obviously I'd like

22:35 going to happen hey obviously I'd like

22:35 going to happen hey obviously I'd like to have a good life like anybody else

22:37 to have a good life like anybody else

22:37 to have a good life like anybody else but I'm telling you the hugest part of

22:39 but I'm telling you the hugest part of

22:39 but I'm telling you the hugest part of my motivation for doing what I do is all

22:42 my motivation for doing what I do is all

22:42 my motivation for doing what I do is all those people that come up to me and say

22:44 those people that come up to me and say

22:44 those people that come up to me and say such wonderful things and the biggest

22:46 such wonderful things and the biggest

22:46 such wonderful things and the biggest stress that I ever have you I mean you

22:47 stress that I ever have you I mean you

22:48 stress that I ever have you I mean you can ask anyone that's really close to me

22:49 can ask anyone that's really close to me

22:49 can ask anyone that's really close to me in my personal life a huge stress is

22:51 in my personal life a huge stress is

22:52 in my personal life a huge stress is like no I got to do this I got to be

22:53 like no I got to do this I got to be

22:53 like no I got to do this I got to be there for you guys to do this thing for

22:55 there for you guys to do this thing for

22:55 there for you guys to do this thing for these people these people you know

22:57 these people these people you know

22:57 these people these people you know deserve it it's been a crazy

23:00 deserve it it's been a crazy

23:00 deserve it it's been a crazy crazy super amazing adventure with all

23:03 crazy super amazing adventure with all

23:03 crazy super amazing adventure with all you guys whether we're down on Route 66

23:05 you guys whether we're down on Route 66

23:05 you guys whether we're down on Route 66 or walking back and forth back and forth

23:08 or walking back and forth back and forth

23:08 or walking back and forth back and forth through this hallway unfortunately all

23:11 through this hallway unfortunately all

23:11 through this hallway unfortunately all of the good times all of the heart tohe

23:13 of the good times all of the heart tohe

23:13 of the good times all of the heart tohe hearts all of the adventures all of the

23:16 hearts all of the adventures all of the

23:16 hearts all of the adventures all of the fun has to come to an end you see today

23:19 fun has to come to an end you see today

23:19 fun has to come to an end you see today I got this Anonymous letter someone with

23:22 I got this Anonymous letter someone with

23:22 I got this Anonymous letter someone with a fake address wrote me this note Justin

23:25 a fake address wrote me this note Justin

23:25 a fake address wrote me this note Justin just a quick note so now that your

23:27 just a quick note so now that your

23:27 just a quick note so now that your girlfriend is living with you you your

23:29 girlfriend is living with you you your

23:29 girlfriend is living with you you your patreons are now supporting three people

23:32 patreons are now supporting three people

23:32 patreons are now supporting three people get a job or do you plan on teaching

23:34 get a job or do you plan on teaching

23:34 get a job or do you plan on teaching your son the ways of mooching off people

23:37 your son the ways of mooching off people

23:37 your son the ways of mooching off people how do you even exist like this all of

23:39 how do you even exist like this all of

23:39 how do you even exist like this all of your social media is like a bad car

23:42 your social media is like a bad car

23:42 your social media is like a bad car wreck cannot voice this opinion on the

23:44 wreck cannot voice this opinion on the

23:44 wreck cannot voice this opinion on the net as you will block anyone who differs

23:46 net as you will block anyone who differs

23:46 net as you will block anyone who differs with you life choices are you and your

23:49 with you life choices are you and your

23:49 with you life choices are you and your family the future of

23:52 family the future of

23:52 family the future of entertainment yuck get a

23:55 entertainment yuck get a

23:55 entertainment yuck get a life get a life

23:58 life get a life

23:58 life get a life get a life oh my oh my gosh oh my gosh I

24:03 get a life oh my oh my gosh oh my gosh I

24:03 get a life oh my oh my gosh oh my gosh I don't I don't have a

24:05 don't I don't have a

24:05 don't I don't have a life I don't have a life oh thank you

24:09 life I don't have a life oh thank you

24:09 life I don't have a life oh thank you for sending me this note oh I need to

24:12 for sending me this note oh I need to

24:12 for sending me this note oh I need to get a life is there a life in oh it's

24:14 get a life is there a life in oh it's

24:14 get a life is there a life in oh it's locked is there a life in oh they're

24:17 locked is there a life in oh they're

24:17 locked is there a life in oh they're right I have people to support I should

24:19 right I have people to support I should

24:19 right I have people to support I should take my limited amount of work

24:20 take my limited amount of work

24:20 take my limited amount of work experience and job skills and go get a

24:22 experience and job skills and go get a

24:22 experience and job skills and go get a minimum wage job that will help support

24:24 minimum wage job that will help support

24:24 minimum wage job that will help support the people and then I should get a life

24:27 the people and then I should get a life

24:27 the people and then I should get a life so that I can have a life I should take

24:30 so that I can have a life I should take

24:30 so that I can have a life I should take a frisbee golf or mountain climbing

24:32 a frisbee golf or mountain climbing

24:33 a frisbee golf or mountain climbing something anything but I can't I can't

24:34 something anything but I can't I can't

24:34 something anything but I can't I can't do this oh my Lord I need to stop right

24:37 do this oh my Lord I need to stop right

24:37 do this oh my Lord I need to stop right now I got to stop I can't keep

24:39 now I got to stop I can't keep

24:39 now I got to stop I can't keep entertaining people that's wrong that's

24:41 entertaining people that's wrong that's

24:41 entertaining people that's wrong that's not a real job making people happy it's

24:44 not a real job making people happy it's

24:44 not a real job making people happy it's sinful and bad there's something wrong

24:46 sinful and bad there's something wrong

24:46 sinful and bad there's something wrong with it if I make people happy I'm a

24:49 with it if I make people happy I'm a

24:49 with it if I make people happy I'm a loser with no life and my social media

24:52 loser with no life and my social media

24:52 loser with no life and my social media is a total car wreck oh my gosh well I

24:55 is a total car wreck oh my gosh well I

24:55 is a total car wreck oh my gosh well I guess that's it I guess that's the end

24:57 guess that's it I guess that's the end

24:57 guess that's it I guess that's the end of the Vlogs no more talks no more

25:00 of the Vlogs no more talks no more

25:00 of the Vlogs no more talks no more Adventures no more sunrises or sunsets

25:04 Adventures no more sunrises or sunsets

25:04 Adventures no more sunrises or sunsets no more wonderful things or weird things

25:07 no more wonderful things or weird things

25:08 no more wonderful things or weird things to look at no more Disneyland no more n

25:11 to look at no more Disneyland no more n

25:11 to look at no more Disneyland no more n Berry Farm I'm just going to move to

25:14 Berry Farm I'm just going to move to

25:14 Berry Farm I'm just going to move to Oregon and be a lumberjack I don't have

25:17 Oregon and be a lumberjack I don't have

25:17 Oregon and be a lumberjack I don't have that much upper body strength but I

25:19 that much upper body strength but I

25:19 that much upper body strength but I could probably start working on it I

25:20 could probably start working on it I

25:20 could probably start working on it I guess a little bit they sell one PB

25:22 guess a little bit they sell one PB

25:22 guess a little bit they sell one PB dumbbell salty or I can ignore what

25:25 dumbbell salty or I can ignore what

25:25 dumbbell salty or I can ignore what Johnson with their fake address says

25:27 Johnson with their fake address says

25:27 Johnson with their fake address says crumple up their advice and continue

25:30 crumple up their advice and continue

25:30 crumple up their advice and continue doing what I do and being proud of

25:33 doing what I do and being proud of

25:33 doing what I do and being proud of myself and working hard to make the

25:35 myself and working hard to make the

25:35 myself and working hard to make the people that care about me happy and

25:37 people that care about me happy and

25:37 people that care about me happy and taking my job seriously precisely

25:39 taking my job seriously precisely

25:39 taking my job seriously precisely because I have people to take care of

25:41 because I have people to take care of

25:41 because I have people to take care of yeah I think I'm going to do that now

25:44 yeah I think I'm going to do that now

25:44 yeah I think I'm going to do that now listen the point of reading you guys

25:45 listen the point of reading you guys

25:45 listen the point of reading you guys this letter is I get a lot of this you

25:47 this letter is I get a lot of this you

25:47 this letter is I get a lot of this you guys have no idea how much believe me

25:50 guys have no idea how much believe me

25:50 guys have no idea how much believe me and the thing is I'm not even really

25:52 and the thing is I'm not even really

25:52 and the thing is I'm not even really angry at the person that wrote it

25:54 angry at the person that wrote it

25:54 angry at the person that wrote it although I am slightly confused why they

25:55 although I am slightly confused why they

25:55 although I am slightly confused why they use such nice paper to write a hate note

25:57 use such nice paper to write a hate note

25:57 use such nice paper to write a hate note like they took out some like it says

25:59 like they took out some like it says

25:59 like they took out some like it says Stone on and everything it's like really

26:00 Stone on and everything it's like really

26:00 Stone on and everything it's like really soft and silky P must be expensive but I

26:03 soft and silky P must be expensive but I

26:03 soft and silky P must be expensive but I have a piece of advice for all those who

26:06 have a piece of advice for all those who

26:06 have a piece of advice for all those who have ever cared to listen to me like I

26:08 have ever cared to listen to me like I

26:08 have ever cared to listen to me like I know that we are not always going to

26:10 know that we are not always going to

26:10 know that we are not always going to agree on everything some people are like

26:11 agree on everything some people are like

26:11 agree on everything some people are like man I wouldn't I don't like that your

26:14 man I wouldn't I don't like that your

26:14 man I wouldn't I don't like that your girl friendch you know face or whatever

26:15 girl friendch you know face or whatever

26:16 girl friendch you know face or whatever or I don't like the way you choose to

26:17 or I don't like the way you choose to

26:17 or I don't like the way you choose to live or I don't like the way you think

26:18 live or I don't like the way you think

26:18 live or I don't like the way you think about this ride or this movie or

26:20 about this ride or this movie or

26:20 about this ride or this movie or whatever I know we're not always going

26:21 whatever I know we're not always going

26:21 whatever I know we're not always going to agree but most people don't feel the

26:22 to agree but most people don't feel the

26:22 to agree but most people don't feel the need to write hate letters if you hate

26:25 need to write hate letters if you hate

26:25 need to write hate letters if you hate me or anybody else that much if

26:28 me or anybody else that much if

26:28 me or anybody else that much if something you are watching on YouTube or

26:30 something you are watching on YouTube or

26:31 something you are watching on YouTube or on TV or reading on Facebook or

26:33 on TV or reading on Facebook or

26:33 on TV or reading on Facebook or following anywhere is stressing you out

26:36 following anywhere is stressing you out

26:36 following anywhere is stressing you out that much that you would take time out

26:38 that much that you would take time out

26:38 that much that you would take time out of your day and really expensive paper

26:41 of your day and really expensive paper

26:41 of your day and really expensive paper and write a note of pure fullon

26:45 and write a note of pure fullon

26:45 and write a note of pure fullon unadulterated disdain uh hate Discord

26:48 unadulterated disdain uh hate Discord

26:48 unadulterated disdain uh hate Discord trying to ruin somebody else's day and

26:51 trying to ruin somebody else's day and

26:51 trying to ruin somebody else's day and make them feel sad you should probably

26:54 make them feel sad you should probably

26:54 make them feel sad you should probably not keep following them and turn it off

26:58 not keep following them and turn it off

26:58 not keep following them and turn it off like honestly for your own sake why in

27:02 like honestly for your own sake why in

27:02 like honestly for your own sake why in the world would you follow me just

27:05 the world would you follow me just

27:05 the world would you follow me just unsubscribe just don't watch the videos

27:09 unsubscribe just don't watch the videos

27:09 unsubscribe just don't watch the videos I see this all the time with people that

27:10 I see this all the time with people that

27:10 I see this all the time with people that are like H so and so man did you see

27:12 are like H so and so man did you see

27:12 are like H so and so man did you see their Facebook post it really made me

27:13 their Facebook post it really made me

27:13 their Facebook post it really made me upset Jenny Sue was wearing that red

27:16 upset Jenny Sue was wearing that red

27:16 upset Jenny Sue was wearing that red skirt again can you believe that I it's

27:18 skirt again can you believe that I it's

27:18 skirt again can you believe that I it's so annoying just whatever it is all so

27:20 so annoying just whatever it is all so

27:20 so annoying just whatever it is all so and so just keep posting about their

27:23 and so just keep posting about their

27:23 and so just keep posting about their strange political beliefs and I have the

27:25 strange political beliefs and I have the

27:25 strange political beliefs and I have the opposite strange political beliefs and

27:27 opposite strange political beliefs and

27:27 opposite strange political beliefs and they should be off my feed Mary Steve

27:29 they should be off my feed Mary Steve

27:29 they should be off my feed Mary Steve keeps poed about her church the one

27:31 keeps poed about her church the one

27:31 keeps poed about her church the one where they pet the giraffes and then we

27:33 where they pet the giraffes and then we

27:33 where they pet the giraffes and then we got to hear Bobby George talk about how

27:35 got to hear Bobby George talk about how

27:35 got to hear Bobby George talk about how his church is the real church and then

27:37 his church is the real church and then

27:37 his church is the real church and then they go back and forth and it just

27:38 they go back and forth and it just

27:38 they go back and forth and it just stresses me out so much cuz I'm friends

27:40 stresses me out so much cuz I'm friends

27:40 stresses me out so much cuz I'm friends with both of them and I watch these

27:42 with both of them and I watch these

27:42 with both of them and I watch these Vlogs online and I watch everything this

27:44 Vlogs online and I watch everything this

27:44 Vlogs online and I watch everything this guy does and it makes me so mad that I

27:47 guy does and it makes me so mad that I

27:47 guy does and it makes me so mad that I write hate letters turn it off nothing

27:50 write hate letters turn it off nothing

27:50 write hate letters turn it off nothing is worth being that stressed out over

27:53 is worth being that stressed out over

27:53 is worth being that stressed out over like I honestly feel really really bad

27:56 like I honestly feel really really bad

27:56 like I honestly feel really really bad for that person guilty I shouldn't have

27:59 for that person guilty I shouldn't have

27:59 for that person guilty I shouldn't have to apologize for being me or doing

28:00 to apologize for being me or doing

28:00 to apologize for being me or doing anything that I want to cuz I didn't

28:02 anything that I want to cuz I didn't

28:02 anything that I want to cuz I didn't hold any guns to anybody's head to do

28:04 hold any guns to anybody's head to do

28:04 hold any guns to anybody's head to do anything ever the people that support me

28:06 anything ever the people that support me

28:06 anything ever the people that support me support me because they like what I do

28:07 support me because they like what I do

28:07 support me because they like what I do and the people who don't apparently

28:09 and the people who don't apparently

28:09 and the people who don't apparently still are watching everything to make

28:12 still are watching everything to make

28:12 still are watching everything to make sure that I know that they don't like me

28:15 sure that I know that they don't like me

28:15 sure that I know that they don't like me okay you and everybody else from high

28:17 okay you and everybody else from high

28:17 okay you and everybody else from high school I know a lot of good people who

28:19 school I know a lot of good people who

28:19 school I know a lot of good people who follow different celebrities or

28:21 follow different celebrities or

28:21 follow different celebrities or political things or whatever it is that

28:23 political things or whatever it is that

28:23 political things or whatever it is that other people can follow and be

28:24 other people can follow and be

28:24 other people can follow and be entertained or even pleased by and these

28:26 entertained or even pleased by and these

28:26 entertained or even pleased by and these certain people will follow it and it

28:28 certain people will follow it and it

28:28 certain people will follow it and it just it just stresses them out it just

28:30 just it just stresses them out it just

28:30 just it just stresses them out it just bothers them like certain people can't

28:31 bothers them like certain people can't

28:31 bothers them like certain people can't watch the news what political news

28:33 watch the news what political news

28:33 watch the news what political news especially they get really upset just

28:34 especially they get really upset just

28:34 especially they get really upset just frustrated they're red in the face every

28:35 frustrated they're red in the face every

28:35 frustrated they're red in the face every day and and my suggestion is always turn

28:38 day and and my suggestion is always turn

28:38 day and and my suggestion is always turn it off turn it off it's not important

28:42 it off turn it off it's not important

28:42 it off turn it off it's not important enough for you to stress out and ruin

28:44 enough for you to stress out and ruin

28:44 enough for you to stress out and ruin your life over and become a hateful

28:47 your life over and become a hateful

28:47 your life over and become a hateful nasty person over like find something

28:49 nasty person over like find something

28:49 nasty person over like find something else to watch find something that

28:51 else to watch find something that

28:51 else to watch find something that inspires you find something that makes

28:52 inspires you find something that makes

28:52 inspires you find something that makes you happy find something that entertains

28:54 you happy find something that entertains

28:54 you happy find something that entertains you distracts you find something that

28:55 you distracts you find something that

28:55 you distracts you find something that makes you feel good don't keep following

28:58 makes you feel good don't keep following

28:58 makes you feel good don't keep following things that stress you out or make you

28:59 things that stress you out or make you

28:59 things that stress you out or make you feel bad about yourself now guys do a

29:01 feel bad about yourself now guys do a

29:01 feel bad about yourself now guys do a lot of zany stuff too but I noticed this

29:03 lot of zany stuff too but I noticed this

29:03 lot of zany stuff too but I noticed this particular thing with girls especially

29:04 particular thing with girls especially

29:04 particular thing with girls especially girls who are really into fashion and

29:06 girls who are really into fashion and

29:06 girls who are really into fashion and stuff like that where and I'm not trying

29:08 stuff like that where and I'm not trying

29:08 stuff like that where and I'm not trying to pick on you guys it's just an easier

29:09 to pick on you guys it's just an easier

29:09 to pick on you guys it's just an easier example than weird stuff that guys do

29:11 example than weird stuff that guys do

29:11 example than weird stuff that guys do cuz it's more nuanced and specific but

29:13 cuz it's more nuanced and specific but

29:13 cuz it's more nuanced and specific but they'll do that thing where they'll

29:14 they'll do that thing where they'll

29:14 they'll do that thing where they'll follow a model or a TV personality or

29:17 follow a model or a TV personality or

29:17 follow a model or a TV personality or something online or the Kardashians or

29:18 something online or the Kardashians or

29:19 something online or the Kardashians or whoever it is and they'll like look at

29:20 whoever it is and they'll like look at

29:20 whoever it is and they'll like look at every outfit I can't afford that

29:22 every outfit I can't afford that

29:22 every outfit I can't afford that outfit my outfit's trash I don't have

29:26 outfit my outfit's trash I don't have

29:26 outfit my outfit's trash I don't have that purse I'm a failure oh I don't have

29:29 that purse I'm a failure oh I don't have

29:29 that purse I'm a failure oh I don't have a house like that or a pug or a

29:31 a house like that or a pug or a

29:31 a house like that or a pug or a boyfriend with a cute beard my life

29:33 boyfriend with a cute beard my life

29:33 boyfriend with a cute beard my life totally sucks and I always say why do

29:35 totally sucks and I always say why do

29:36 totally sucks and I always say why do you keep following that person like if

29:37 you keep following that person like if

29:37 you keep following that person like if you're so even it could be a jealousy

29:39 you're so even it could be a jealousy

29:39 you're so even it could be a jealousy thing even if you like what the person's

29:41 thing even if you like what the person's

29:41 thing even if you like what the person's all about but you're so jealous that

29:42 all about but you're so jealous that

29:42 all about but you're so jealous that just for whatever reason it it drives

29:45 just for whatever reason it it drives

29:45 just for whatever reason it it drives you insane just unfollow that thing I

29:48 you insane just unfollow that thing I

29:48 you insane just unfollow that thing I mean I was in a punk rock band man I was

29:49 mean I was in a punk rock band man I was

29:49 mean I was in a punk rock band man I was used to being heckled and having bottles

29:51 used to being heckled and having bottles

29:51 used to being heckled and having bottles thrown at me because even the punk rock

29:53 thrown at me because even the punk rock

29:53 thrown at me because even the punk rock people in the crowd just wouldn't like

29:54 people in the crowd just wouldn't like

29:54 people in the crowd just wouldn't like the way I sang or the song choice you

29:56 the way I sang or the song choice you

29:56 the way I sang or the song choice you know that I chose to play or what

29:58 know that I chose to play or what

29:58 know that I chose to play or what whatever so this isn't really like

30:01 whatever so this isn't really like

30:01 whatever so this isn't really like a doesn't really get to me the way that

30:04 a doesn't really get to me the way that

30:04 a doesn't really get to me the way that people would think that it would the

30:06 people would think that it would the

30:06 people would think that it would the only thing it makes me do is feel really

30:07 only thing it makes me do is feel really

30:07 only thing it makes me do is feel really bad for this prison because I really

30:10 bad for this prison because I really

30:10 bad for this prison because I really want them to like just just turn it off

30:12 want them to like just just turn it off

30:12 want them to like just just turn it off maybe get some help maybe get a pet

30:15 maybe get some help maybe get a pet

30:15 maybe get some help maybe get a pet lizard or a hobby you could build boats

30:17 lizard or a hobby you could build boats

30:17 lizard or a hobby you could build boats out of match sticks or I don't know

30:19 out of match sticks or I don't know

30:19 out of match sticks or I don't know maybe work in a factory since you seem

30:21 maybe work in a factory since you seem

30:21 maybe work in a factory since you seem really obsessed with jobs maybe you

30:24 really obsessed with jobs maybe you

30:24 really obsessed with jobs maybe you could be like you could work in HR yeah

30:27 could be like you could work in HR yeah

30:27 could be like you could work in HR yeah then you can tell other people what jobs

30:28 then you can tell other people what jobs

30:28 then you can tell other people what jobs to have or move to North Korea where

30:30 to have or move to North Korea where

30:30 to have or move to North Korea where they tell everybody exactly what job

30:32 they tell everybody exactly what job

30:32 they tell everybody exactly what job they should and shouldn't do that might

30:33 they should and shouldn't do that might

30:33 they should and shouldn't do that might be a good place for you to go cuz you

30:35 be a good place for you to go cuz you

30:35 be a good place for you to go cuz you could just B people around tell them

30:37 could just B people around tell them

30:37 could just B people around tell them what kind of lives to live it would be

30:39 what kind of lives to live it would be

30:39 what kind of lives to live it would be perfect for you in the meantime I've got

30:41 perfect for you in the meantime I've got

30:41 perfect for you in the meantime I've got stuff to put away and I got a lot of

30:42 stuff to put away and I got a lot of

30:42 stuff to put away and I got a lot of clutter and stuff and some stuff that

30:45 clutter and stuff and some stuff that

30:45 clutter and stuff and some stuff that I'm going to sell on eBay yes because I

30:47 I'm going to sell on eBay yes because I

30:47 I'm going to sell on eBay yes because I do have mouths to feed but but also just

30:49 do have mouths to feed but but also just

30:49 do have mouths to feed but but also just cuz you know I got a lot of clutter in

30:50 cuz you know I got a lot of clutter in

30:50 cuz you know I got a lot of clutter in here too and for those of you supporting

30:52 here too and for those of you supporting

30:52 here too and for those of you supporting me it really does mean the whole world

30:55 me it really does mean the whole world

30:55 me it really does mean the whole world to me and I'm not just talking about

30:57 to me and I'm not just talking about

30:57 to me and I'm not just talking about someone's sending a PayPal donation or

30:59 someone's sending a PayPal donation or

31:00 someone's sending a PayPal donation or supporting me on patreon or whatever cuz

31:02 supporting me on patreon or whatever cuz

31:02 supporting me on patreon or whatever cuz they think I'm $1 A month's worth of

31:03 they think I'm $1 A month's worth of

31:03 they think I'm $1 A month's worth of funny or whatever but I mean like look

31:05 funny or whatever but I mean like look

31:05 funny or whatever but I mean like look it people have done stuff like this

31:07 it people have done stuff like this

31:07 it people have done stuff like this where they've sewn me a customade little

31:09 where they've sewn me a customade little

31:09 where they've sewn me a customade little Frank remember the character used to

31:11 Frank remember the character used to

31:12 Frank remember the character used to appear in the videos little Frank dolls

31:14 appear in the videos little Frank dolls

31:14 appear in the videos little Frank dolls and people have sent me like rad

31:17 and people have sent me like rad

31:17 and people have sent me like rad presents and mugs I can't keep all of

31:19 presents and mugs I can't keep all of

31:19 presents and mugs I can't keep all of them all the time but people send me

31:20 them all the time but people send me

31:20 them all the time but people send me really cool stuff people have driven

31:22 really cool stuff people have driven

31:22 really cool stuff people have driven hours out of their way to meet me at

31:24 hours out of their way to meet me at

31:24 hours out of their way to meet me at random places on my road trip and talk

31:26 random places on my road trip and talk

31:26 random places on my road trip and talk to me about Fantasmic or whatever it is

31:28 to me about Fantasmic or whatever it is

31:29 to me about Fantasmic or whatever it is I mean I've made some of the best

31:30 I mean I've made some of the best

31:30 I mean I've made some of the best friends I've ever had from doing these

31:32 friends I've ever had from doing these

31:32 friends I've ever had from doing these videos and I mean I met the most

31:34 videos and I mean I met the most

31:34 videos and I mean I met the most beautiful girl in the world doing them

31:35 beautiful girl in the world doing them

31:35 beautiful girl in the world doing them too so I hate to break it to you hate

31:37 too so I hate to break it to you hate

31:37 too so I hate to break it to you hate letter writer I'm actually not going to

31:39 letter writer I'm actually not going to

31:40 letter writer I'm actually not going to stop

31:42 stop

31:42 stop doing doing this my videos might be

31:44 doing doing this my videos might be

31:44 doing doing this my videos might be different from some other YouTube

31:47 different from some other YouTube

31:47 different from some other YouTube creators I don't really have a schedule

31:49 creators I don't really have a schedule

31:49 creators I don't really have a schedule I try to work on them every single day I

31:51 I try to work on them every single day I

31:51 I try to work on them every single day I try to post literally as much as I

31:52 try to post literally as much as I

31:52 try to post literally as much as I humanly can and you can ask Ally or

31:54 humanly can and you can ask Ally or

31:54 humanly can and you can ask Ally or whoever if I go 2 days where I haven't

31:57 whoever if I go 2 days where I haven't

31:57 whoever if I go 2 days where I haven't uploaded a new video like if I filmed a

31:59 uploaded a new video like if I filmed a

31:59 uploaded a new video like if I filmed a video but it's taking me too long to

32:00 video but it's taking me too long to

32:00 video but it's taking me too long to edit it where it's not uploaded yet and

32:02 edit it where it's not uploaded yet and

32:02 edit it where it's not uploaded yet and then I haven't been able to film the

32:03 then I haven't been able to film the

32:03 then I haven't been able to film the next video and I'm like oh my gosh

32:04 next video and I'm like oh my gosh

32:04 next video and I'm like oh my gosh there's a gap I left people hanging for

32:06 there's a gap I left people hanging for

32:06 there's a gap I left people hanging for a day I start to freak out you know so I

32:08 a day I start to freak out you know so I

32:08 a day I start to freak out you know so I do my best to get my stuff out there as

32:10 do my best to get my stuff out there as

32:10 do my best to get my stuff out there as fast as I can and put out the best stuff

32:11 fast as I can and put out the best stuff

32:11 fast as I can and put out the best stuff that I can but I'm sorry I got to follow

32:13 that I can but I'm sorry I got to follow

32:14 that I can but I'm sorry I got to follow the Beat of My Own Drum I'm weird I'm

32:17 the Beat of My Own Drum I'm weird I'm

32:17 the Beat of My Own Drum I'm weird I'm Different my whole life people have been

32:18 Different my whole life people have been

32:18 Different my whole life people have been telling me I'm weird I'm Different

32:19 telling me I'm weird I'm Different

32:19 telling me I'm weird I'm Different believe me if you went to elementary

32:20 believe me if you went to elementary

32:20 believe me if you went to elementary school or junior high or high school

32:21 school or junior high or high school

32:21 school or junior high or high school with me everybody remembers me so oh

32:24 with me everybody remembers me so oh

32:24 with me everybody remembers me so oh yeah you were the one that used to make

32:26 yeah you were the one that used to make

32:26 yeah you were the one that used to make crash test dummies at a paper you ran

32:28 crash test dummies at a paper you ran

32:28 crash test dummies at a paper you ran out of the classroom that one time and

32:30 out of the classroom that one time and

32:30 out of the classroom that one time and threw a handful of dirt in there went oh

32:31 threw a handful of dirt in there went oh

32:31 threw a handful of dirt in there went oh that's a bomb I don't think you could

32:33 that's a bomb I don't think you could

32:33 that's a bomb I don't think you could get away with that today oh come on you

32:35 get away with that today oh come on you

32:35 get away with that today oh come on you guys never made smoke bombs out of dirt

32:36 guys never made smoke bombs out of dirt

32:36 guys never made smoke bombs out of dirt when you were kids one time I tried to

32:38 when you were kids one time I tried to

32:38 when you were kids one time I tried to take the clay at our school because they

32:40 take the clay at our school because they

32:40 take the clay at our school because they just taught us about Ceramics and I

32:42 just taught us about Ceramics and I

32:42 just taught us about Ceramics and I think we were doing like a lesson about

32:44 think we were doing like a lesson about

32:44 think we were doing like a lesson about the ancient Greeks and I tried to take

32:46 the ancient Greeks and I tried to take

32:46 the ancient Greeks and I tried to take it into the science room that had the

32:48 it into the science room that had the

32:48 it into the science room that had the little bunson burners and I was trying

32:50 little bunson burners and I was trying

32:50 little bunson burners and I was trying to figure out how to light the bunson

32:51 to figure out how to light the bunson

32:51 to figure out how to light the bunson burners when a teacher walked in was

32:53 burners when a teacher walked in was

32:53 burners when a teacher walked in was like what the heck are you doing cuz I

32:55 like what the heck are you doing cuz I

32:55 like what the heck are you doing cuz I was trying to fire I didn't know how I

32:57 was trying to fire I didn't know how I

32:57 was trying to fire I didn't know how I was going going to but like fire the

32:59 was going going to but like fire the

32:59 was going going to but like fire the clay so I could make a

33:01 clay so I could make a

33:01 clay so I could make a pot like the Greeks so people people

33:05 pot like the Greeks so people people

33:05 pot like the Greeks so people people remember stuff like that my point is

33:07 remember stuff like that my point is

33:07 remember stuff like that my point is I've always been a skinny hyper

33:09 I've always been a skinny hyper

33:09 I've always been a skinny hyper little weirdo not always the most

33:11 little weirdo not always the most

33:11 little weirdo not always the most popular thing to be but the people who

33:14 popular thing to be but the people who

33:14 popular thing to be but the people who love me and the people who are my

33:15 love me and the people who are my

33:15 love me and the people who are my friends I've always stuck by and done my

33:17 friends I've always stuck by and done my

33:17 friends I've always stuck by and done my best for my entire life and I will

33:19 best for my entire life and I will

33:19 best for my entire life and I will continue to do that and that includes

33:21 continue to do that and that includes

33:21 continue to do that and that includes you guys now and the people who have

33:23 you guys now and the people who have

33:23 you guys now and the people who have hate I honestly wish you nothing but the

33:26 hate I honestly wish you nothing but the

33:26 hate I honestly wish you nothing but the best I can't really rearrange my whole

33:28 best I can't really rearrange my whole

33:28 best I can't really rearrange my whole life to make you happy cuzz then it

33:30 life to make you happy cuzz then it

33:30 life to make you happy cuzz then it would make someone else unhappy and then

33:31 would make someone else unhappy and then

33:31 would make someone else unhappy and then they would be angry and writing me

33:32 they would be angry and writing me

33:32 they would be angry and writing me letters so I'm just going to go ahead

33:34 letters so I'm just going to go ahead

33:34 letters so I'm just going to go ahead and keep doing what I'm doing that makes

33:36 and keep doing what I'm doing that makes

33:37 and keep doing what I'm doing that makes the most people happy but mostly me

33:39 the most people happy but mostly me

33:39 the most people happy but mostly me perhaps you can look up if there are any

33:41 perhaps you can look up if there are any

33:41 perhaps you can look up if there are any Factory vloggers or again maybe consider

33:43 Factory vloggers or again maybe consider

33:44 Factory vloggers or again maybe consider the whole North Korea thing I wish you

33:46 the whole North Korea thing I wish you

33:46 the whole North Korea thing I wish you all all the best I hope that all of you

33:48 all all the best I hope that all of you

33:48 all all the best I hope that all of you even the people who don't like me can

33:50 even the people who don't like me can

33:50 even the people who don't like me can make your happy as loud as you possible

33:52 make your happy as loud as you possible

33:53 make your happy as loud as you possible can you can go on Tyler's quest for

33:54 can you can go on Tyler's quest for

33:54 can you can go on Tyler's quest for authenticity and the Quest for

33:56 authenticity and the Quest for

33:57 authenticity and the Quest for positivity and I hope you guys all find

34:00 positivity and I hope you guys all find

34:00 positivity and I hope you guys all find you know the thing that makes you happy

34:01 you know the thing that makes you happy

34:01 you know the thing that makes you happy for real as for me yes it's been a tough

34:03 for real as for me yes it's been a tough

34:03 for real as for me yes it's been a tough adjustment for me the last couple of

34:05 adjustment for me the last couple of

34:05 adjustment for me the last couple of weeks I've had to make a lot of changes

34:08 weeks I've had to make a lot of changes

34:08 weeks I've had to make a lot of changes there's been a bit of a financial and a

34:10 there's been a bit of a financial and a

34:10 there's been a bit of a financial and a heck of a time constraint on me lately

34:12 heck of a time constraint on me lately

34:12 heck of a time constraint on me lately as I've gotten everything adjusted and

34:14 as I've gotten everything adjusted and

34:14 as I've gotten everything adjusted and I'm helping someone else adapt to a

34:15 I'm helping someone else adapt to a

34:15 I'm helping someone else adapt to a whole new life but I'm actually hoping

34:17 whole new life but I'm actually hoping

34:17 whole new life but I'm actually hoping to hit the road soon for at least a day

34:19 to hit the road soon for at least a day

34:19 to hit the road soon for at least a day or two and in the meantime I think maybe

34:22 or two and in the meantime I think maybe

34:22 or two and in the meantime I think maybe tomorrow I'm actually going to take a

34:23 tomorrow I'm actually going to take a

34:24 tomorrow I'm actually going to take a day all the way off not just a day off

34:26 day all the way off not just a day off

34:26 day all the way off not just a day off from this but a day off from everything

34:29 from this but a day off from everything

34:29 from this but a day off from everything and maybe sleep maybe take my kid to go

34:31 and maybe sleep maybe take my kid to go

34:31 and maybe sleep maybe take my kid to go see a movie and my beautiful girlfriend

34:33 see a movie and my beautiful girlfriend

34:33 see a movie and my beautiful girlfriend and then I'm going to come back and film

34:35 and then I'm going to come back and film

34:35 and then I'm going to come back and film even more adventures and hang out with

34:37 even more adventures and hang out with

34:37 even more adventures and hang out with you guys even more so there are plenty

34:40 you guys even more so there are plenty

34:40 you guys even more so there are plenty of more plenty of more plenty more there

34:43 of more plenty of more plenty more there

34:43 of more plenty of more plenty more there are a myriad of more there are several

34:46 are a myriad of more there are several

34:46 are a myriad of more there are several more there are more Adventures ahead

34:48 more there are more Adventures ahead

34:48 more there are more Adventures ahead everybody's been asking me when I'm

34:49 everybody's been asking me when I'm

34:49 everybody's been asking me when I'm going to get back to Disney World trust

34:51 going to get back to Disney World trust

34:51 going to get back to Disney World trust me London really wants to go back and

34:52 me London really wants to go back and

34:52 me London really wants to go back and Ali's never been I know you guys like

34:54 Ali's never been I know you guys like

34:54 Ali's never been I know you guys like when I film there so I am trying to go

34:56 when I film there so I am trying to go

34:56 when I film there so I am trying to go back but right now

34:58 back but right now

34:58 back but right now I want to do more road trips I want to

35:00 I want to do more road trips I want to

35:00 I want to do more road trips I want to do a day or two coming up here either

35:01 do a day or two coming up here either

35:01 do a day or two coming up here either this week or next week I'm going to hit

35:02 this week or next week I'm going to hit

35:02 this week or next week I'm going to hit the road for a day or two maybe go out

35:04 the road for a day or two maybe go out

35:04 the road for a day or two maybe go out the desert way and because I was

35:06 the desert way and because I was

35:06 the desert way and because I was traveling so much for the past year

35:08 traveling so much for the past year

35:08 traveling so much for the past year there's a lot of stuff around home that

35:10 there's a lot of stuff around home that

35:10 there's a lot of stuff around home that I've wanted to go out and have fun doing

35:12 I've wanted to go out and have fun doing

35:12 I've wanted to go out and have fun doing like the other day when we did that

35:13 like the other day when we did that

35:13 like the other day when we did that whole crazy Back to the Future thing

35:14 whole crazy Back to the Future thing

35:14 whole crazy Back to the Future thing there's a lot of stuff like homegrown

35:16 there's a lot of stuff like homegrown

35:16 there's a lot of stuff like homegrown stuff that I really wanted to do and go

35:18 stuff that I really wanted to do and go

35:18 stuff that I really wanted to do and go have a spasm of a time going and doing

35:20 have a spasm of a time going and doing

35:20 have a spasm of a time going and doing that I really didn't get to do cuz I

35:21 that I really didn't get to do cuz I

35:21 that I really didn't get to do cuz I didn't have time cuz I was traveling so

35:23 didn't have time cuz I was traveling so

35:23 didn't have time cuz I was traveling so there's a lot of adventures coming up

35:24 there's a lot of adventures coming up

35:24 there's a lot of adventures coming up for those of you who support me and

35:26 for those of you who support me and

35:26 for those of you who support me and continue to support me or for those of

35:28 continue to support me or for those of

35:28 continue to support me or for those of you who are going to support me in the

35:29 you who are going to support me in the

35:29 you who are going to support me in the future by watching this video

35:32 future by watching this video

35:32 future by watching this video someday I thank you very much I'm going

35:34 someday I thank you very much I'm going

35:34 someday I thank you very much I'm going to keep doing my best for you and thank

35:36 to keep doing my best for you and thank

35:36 to keep doing my best for you and thank you all you lovely wonderful people for

35:38 you all you lovely wonderful people for

35:38 you all you lovely wonderful people for being lovely and wonderful a lot of bad

35:41 being lovely and wonderful a lot of bad

35:41 being lovely and wonderful a lot of bad stuff happens in this world I mean

35:43 stuff happens in this world I mean

35:43 stuff happens in this world I mean getting a bad letter really isn't that

35:45 getting a bad letter really isn't that

35:45 getting a bad letter really isn't that bad of a thing I mean crazy stuff

35:46 bad of a thing I mean crazy stuff

35:46 bad of a thing I mean crazy stuff happens war and pestilence and death and

35:49 happens war and pestilence and death and

35:49 happens war and pestilence and death and hatred and there's a lot of bad stuff in

35:51 hatred and there's a lot of bad stuff in

35:51 hatred and there's a lot of bad stuff in this world I'm not pretending that

35:53 this world I'm not pretending that

35:53 this world I'm not pretending that there's no bad stuff in the world but

35:55 there's no bad stuff in the world but

35:55 there's no bad stuff in the world but the thing is is you can't let that stuff

35:58 the thing is is you can't let that stuff

35:58 the thing is is you can't let that stuff ruin your ability to try to have the

36:01 ruin your ability to try to have the

36:01 ruin your ability to try to have the best life that you can right and why

36:03 best life that you can right and why

36:03 best life that you can right and why would I want to set the bad example of

36:05 would I want to set the bad example of

36:05 would I want to set the bad example of being like Oh I guess I'm going to just

36:07 being like Oh I guess I'm going to just

36:07 being like Oh I guess I'm going to just have a miserable life now I'm going to

36:09 have a miserable life now I'm going to

36:09 have a miserable life now I'm going to have the best life that I can possibly

36:12 have the best life that I can possibly

36:12 have the best life that I can possibly possibly have I'm going to be as

36:14 possibly have I'm going to be as

36:14 possibly have I'm going to be as successful as I can possibly be I'm

36:15 successful as I can possibly be I'm

36:15 successful as I can possibly be I'm going to be as nice as I possibly can be

36:17 going to be as nice as I possibly can be

36:17 going to be as nice as I possibly can be I'm going to work the hardest for the

36:18 I'm going to work the hardest for the

36:19 I'm going to work the hardest for the people that support me that I possibly

36:20 people that support me that I possibly

36:20 people that support me that I possibly can I'm going to be the best boyfriend I

36:22 can I'm going to be the best boyfriend I

36:22 can I'm going to be the best boyfriend I can be I'm going to be the best dad that

36:23 can be I'm going to be the best dad that

36:23 can be I'm going to be the best dad that I can be and I'm going to be as happy as

36:25 I can be and I'm going to be as happy as

36:25 I can be and I'm going to be as happy as I possibly can be and whether you're 15

36:28 I possibly can be and whether you're 15

36:28 I possibly can be and whether you're 15 you get a bunch of haters in your school

36:29 you get a bunch of haters in your school

36:29 you get a bunch of haters in your school or whether you're 50 and life has really

36:32 or whether you're 50 and life has really

36:32 or whether you're 50 and life has really got you down because some bad stuff has

36:33 got you down because some bad stuff has

36:33 got you down because some bad stuff has happened to you I hope that you will do

36:36 happened to you I hope that you will do

36:36 happened to you I hope that you will do the same thing don't let anybody ever

36:39 the same thing don't let anybody ever

36:39 the same thing don't let anybody ever ever rob you of your hope it is your

36:44 ever rob you of your hope it is your

36:44 ever rob you of your hope it is your most valuable asset it's not over yet

36:47 most valuable asset it's not over yet

36:48 most valuable asset it's not over yet it's not always easy but it might be

36:50 it's not always easy but it might be

36:50 it's not always easy but it might be worth it anyway thanks for hanging out

36:51 worth it anyway thanks for hanging out

36:51 worth it anyway thanks for hanging out with me in the basement while I wandered

36:53 with me in the basement while I wandered

36:53 with me in the basement while I wandered back and forth you've got your duty go

36:56 back and forth you've got your duty go

36:56 back and forth you've got your duty go home and sleep well oh yeah time to

37:00 home and sleep well oh yeah time to

37:01 home and sleep well oh yeah time to figure out what this is now I originally

37:03 figure out what this is now I originally

37:03 figure out what this is now I originally just meant to do a vlog about the mail

37:05 just meant to do a vlog about the mail

37:05 just meant to do a vlog about the mail but then I got that letter and I was

37:06 but then I got that letter and I was

37:06 but then I got that letter and I was like oh come on what wait a minute what

37:10 like oh come on what wait a minute what

37:10 like oh come on what wait a minute what the what the heck is this what is

37:13 the what the heck is this what is

37:13 the what the heck is this what is happening right here what is this this

37:16 happening right here what is this this

37:16 happening right here what is this this can't be what it looks like this can't

37:19 can't be what it looks like this can't

37:19 can't be what it looks like this can't be what it looks like

37:26 wa this is heavy doc this has got to be

37:26 wa this is heavy doc this has got to be a dream back to the Future 2 hoverboard

37:29 a dream back to the Future 2 hoverboard

37:30 a dream back to the Future 2 hoverboard there's no way that this is what it

37:32 there's no way that this is what it

37:32 there's no way that this is what it looks like right there can't be dude I

37:35 looks like right there can't be dude I

37:35 looks like right there can't be dude I got to check this out doc what in the H

37:39 got to check this out doc what in the H

37:39 got to check this out doc what in the H there is

37:41 there is

37:41 there is no

37:48 freaking what the heck is this girl

37:48 freaking what the heck is this girl little girl let me borrow your

37:51 little girl let me borrow your

37:51 little girl let me borrow your hoverboard oh my gosh keep it I got a

37:56 hoverboard oh my gosh keep it I got a

37:56 hoverboard oh my gosh keep it I got a pit ball oh my gosh there's a letter I

37:58 pit ball oh my gosh there's a letter I

37:58 pit ball oh my gosh there's a letter I know that reading this could upset the

38:00 know that reading this could upset the

38:00 know that reading this could upset the SpaceTime Continuum but I figure what

38:02 SpaceTime Continuum but I figure what

38:02 SpaceTime Continuum but I figure what the HCK can't be worse than the last

38:04 the HCK can't be worse than the last

38:04 the HCK can't be worse than the last letter I read right dear Justin if my

38:06 letter I read right dear Justin if my

38:06 letter I read right dear Justin if my calculations are correct you should

38:07 calculations are correct you should

38:08 calculations are correct you should receive this letter shortly after coming

38:11 receive this letter shortly after coming

38:11 receive this letter shortly after coming back out of your storage don't let other

38:15 back out of your storage don't let other

38:15 back out of your storage don't let other people get you down from one YouTuber or

38:17 people get you down from one YouTuber or

38:17 people get you down from one YouTuber or another we go through it and you should

38:19 another we go through it and you should

38:19 another we go through it and you should make videos that you want to make

38:20 make videos that you want to make

38:20 make videos that you want to make instead of trying to make everyone happy

38:22 instead of trying to make everyone happy

38:22 instead of trying to make everyone happy just know that your fans always have

38:23 just know that your fans always have

38:23 just know that your fans always have your back and will watch no matter what

38:25 your back and will watch no matter what

38:25 your back and will watch no matter what en close as a Back to the Future product

38:26 en close as a Back to the Future product

38:26 en close as a Back to the Future product you will probably enjoy sorry you and

38:28 you will probably enjoy sorry you and

38:28 you will probably enjoy sorry you and Adam didn't get to do Back to Future 3

38:30 Adam didn't get to do Back to Future 3

38:30 Adam didn't get to do Back to Future 3 before he left for California hope this

38:31 before he left for California hope this

38:31 before he left for California hope this will bring you lots of fun just a way of

38:33 will bring you lots of fun just a way of

38:33 will bring you lots of fun just a way of saying thank you for the hours and hours

38:36 saying thank you for the hours and hours

38:36 saying thank you for the hours and hours of entertainment sincerely

38:40 of entertainment sincerely

38:40 of entertainment sincerely Kyle thank you

38:43 Kyle thank you

38:43 Kyle thank you Kyle I don't even know what to say this

38:47 Kyle I don't even know what to say this

38:47 Kyle I don't even know what to say this is awesome I guess this is a sign that

38:50 is awesome I guess this is a sign that

38:50 is awesome I guess this is a sign that there should be a part two to that Back

38:52 there should be a part two to that Back

38:52 there should be a part two to that Back to the Future video I just did huh this

38:55 to the Future video I just did huh this

38:55 to the Future video I just did huh this is freaking dope thank you Kyle thank

38:58 is freaking dope thank you Kyle thank

38:58 is freaking dope thank you Kyle thank you sometimes

39:00 you sometimes

39:00 you sometimes mob hoverboard wow I will 100%

39:05 mob hoverboard wow I will 100%

39:06 mob hoverboard wow I will 100% eventually break this waa I think it

39:08 eventually break this waa I think it

39:08 eventually break this waa I think it works see you guys later

I guess I have to quit filming & get a life

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