We got Married - Disneyland walk and reflections
We got married, what else can I say? Ive done my duty, Go Home and Schleep Well! No, as I explain there was no video, hardly any photos. But while I can't show you video of the wedding, I can at least take a walk with you at Disneyland resort, marvel at the passage of time, and explain how it all went down
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Transcript
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Well, good morning from glorious, sunny,
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Well, good morning from glorious, sunny, beautiful Anaheim, California. We're
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beautiful Anaheim, California. We're
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beautiful Anaheim, California. We're back at Disneyland. I just parked my
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back at Disneyland. I just parked my
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back at Disneyland. I just parked my very, very oversized vehicle, the van,
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very, very oversized vehicle, the van,
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very, very oversized vehicle, the van, heading through security and onto the
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heading through security and onto the
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heading through security and onto the park itself. Ah, yes, the traditional
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park itself. Ah, yes, the traditional
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park itself. Ah, yes, the traditional Disney fans method of transportation,
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Disney fans method of transportation,
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Disney fans method of transportation, the tram. I don't know about you, but I
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the tram. I don't know about you, but I
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the tram. I don't know about you, but I always go for the back row.
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always go for the back row.
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always go for the back row. That way, nobody's back here breathing
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That way, nobody's back here breathing
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That way, nobody's back here breathing on your neck. Instead, I get to be the
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on your neck. Instead, I get to be the
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on your neck. Instead, I get to be the one breathing on everybody else's neck.
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one breathing on everybody else's neck.
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one breathing on everybody else's neck. Well, this tram route has certainly
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Well, this tram route has certainly
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Well, this tram route has certainly undergone many changes since they first
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undergone many changes since they first
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undergone many changes since they first put this parking structure back here
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put this parking structure back here
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put this parking structure back here that I just parked in. It still underos
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that I just parked in. It still underos
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that I just parked in. It still underos changes from time to time. Now, as we
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changes from time to time. Now, as we
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changes from time to time. Now, as we unload from the tram and there goes the
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unload from the tram and there goes the
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unload from the tram and there goes the Montreal. That's right. Just thinking
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Montreal. That's right. Just thinking
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Montreal. That's right. Just thinking about how the other night they use the
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about how the other night they use the
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about how the other night they use the unload area for loading and the loading
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unload area for loading and the loading
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unload area for loading and the loading area for the unloading. Every time
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area for the unloading. Every time
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area for the unloading. Every time there's construction or changes, you
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there's construction or changes, you
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there's construction or changes, you might get a little reroute of the good
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might get a little reroute of the good
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might get a little reroute of the good oldfashioned tram. Huh? Off it goes.
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oldfashioned tram. Huh? Off it goes.
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oldfashioned tram. Huh? Off it goes. Now, the trams have been around forever,
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Now, the trams have been around forever,
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Now, the trams have been around forever, virtually since the very beginning of
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virtually since the very beginning of
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virtually since the very beginning of Disneyland. I believe Bob Gurr designed
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Disneyland. I believe Bob Gurr designed
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Disneyland. I believe Bob Gurr designed the first parking lot tram here at the
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the first parking lot tram here at the
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the first parking lot tram here at the park. But even growing up in Anaheim,
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park. But even growing up in Anaheim,
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park. But even growing up in Anaheim, like right across the street, basically,
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like right across the street, basically,
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like right across the street, basically, I almost feel like the tram is this very
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I almost feel like the tram is this very
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I almost feel like the tram is this very modern thing cuz as a kid, I never rode
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modern thing cuz as a kid, I never rode
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modern thing cuz as a kid, I never rode the tram because the parking lot was
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the tram because the parking lot was
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the tram because the parking lot was right here. And even though there was a
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right here. And even though there was a
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right here. And even though there was a tram in it, when you're 7 years old or
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tram in it, when you're 7 years old or
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tram in it, when you're 7 years old or 10 years old or whatever, even if you
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10 years old or whatever, even if you
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10 years old or whatever, even if you parked way back there, if you could
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parked way back there, if you could
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parked way back there, if you could physically see Disneyland, there was no
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physically see Disneyland, there was no
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physically see Disneyland, there was no way we were going to wait for a tram,
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way we were going to wait for a tram,
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way we were going to wait for a tram, right? We were just going to start
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right? We were just going to start
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right? We were just going to start walking towards that train station. So,
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walking towards that train station. So,
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walking towards that train station. So, except for the mini tram over to the
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except for the mini tram over to the
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except for the mini tram over to the Disneyland Hotel cuz sometimes we'd park
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Disneyland Hotel cuz sometimes we'd park
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Disneyland Hotel cuz sometimes we'd park there and take the Montreal in. I don't
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there and take the Montreal in. I don't
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there and take the Montreal in. I don't think I ever rode on the tram until they
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think I ever rode on the tram until they
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think I ever rode on the tram until they built DCA here. By the way, speaking of
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built DCA here. By the way, speaking of
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built DCA here. By the way, speaking of construction and changes and the reason
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construction and changes and the reason
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construction and changes and the reason the tram was rerouted the other night,
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the tram was rerouted the other night,
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the tram was rerouted the other night, look at this. Just to the right of the
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look at this. Just to the right of the
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look at this. Just to the right of the entrance to DCA, you can see some active
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entrance to DCA, you can see some active
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entrance to DCA, you can see some active construction or demolition going on
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construction or demolition going on
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construction or demolition going on right now. got all these big scoops and
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right now. got all these big scoops and
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right now. got all these big scoops and earth movers actively working because
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earth movers actively working because
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earth movers actively working because the old Earl of Sandwich building, which
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the old Earl of Sandwich building, which
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the old Earl of Sandwich building, which was originally the Labraa Bakery at the
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was originally the Labraa Bakery at the
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was originally the Labraa Bakery at the entrance to Downtown Disney over here,
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entrance to Downtown Disney over here,
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entrance to Downtown Disney over here, as well as a couple of the ticket booths
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as well as a couple of the ticket booths
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as well as a couple of the ticket booths that used to block your path towards
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that used to block your path towards
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that used to block your path towards DCA. There are still two standing over
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DCA. There are still two standing over
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DCA. There are still two standing over here on kind of the Disneyland side of
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here on kind of the Disneyland side of
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here on kind of the Disneyland side of the path. These are the ticket booths
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the path. These are the ticket booths
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the path. These are the ticket booths that were uh replace the original ones
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that were uh replace the original ones
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that were uh replace the original ones that were standing right out in front of
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that were standing right out in front of
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that were standing right out in front of the Disneyland Park entrance. Um they
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the Disneyland Park entrance. Um they
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the Disneyland Park entrance. Um they went through several iterations, but
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went through several iterations, but
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went through several iterations, but basically there were ticket booths right
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basically there were ticket booths right
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basically there were ticket booths right outside the turn style since 1955 until
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outside the turn style since 1955 until
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outside the turn style since 1955 until they built DCA when they added ticket
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they built DCA when they added ticket
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they built DCA when they added ticket booths on either side of the esplanade,
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booths on either side of the esplanade,
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booths on either side of the esplanade, the gap between DCA and Disneyland. And
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the gap between DCA and Disneyland. And
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the gap between DCA and Disneyland. And now that they've moved to basically more
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now that they've moved to basically more
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now that they've moved to basically more online ticketing systems, they have
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online ticketing systems, they have
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online ticketing systems, they have decided that these massive multi-wind
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decided that these massive multi-wind
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decided that these massive multi-wind ticket booths are no longer it. And you
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ticket booths are no longer it. And you
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ticket booths are no longer it. And you can actually see a sign of why they're
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can actually see a sign of why they're
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can actually see a sign of why they're being replaced right there on the ticket
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being replaced right there on the ticket
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being replaced right there on the ticket booth itself. Download the Disneyland
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booth itself. Download the Disneyland
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booth itself. Download the Disneyland app. Soon everything will be an app, my
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app. Soon everything will be an app, my
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app. Soon everything will be an app, my friends. Well, until they plant the chip
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friends. Well, until they plant the chip
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friends. Well, until they plant the chip in our heads that takes over from the
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in our heads that takes over from the
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in our heads that takes over from the apps. Anyway, there were two more of
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apps. Anyway, there were two more of
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apps. Anyway, there were two more of these massive ticket booths just across
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these massive ticket booths just across
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these massive ticket booths just across this temporary construction fence. right
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this temporary construction fence. right
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this temporary construction fence. right there. The Earl of Sandwich building was
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there. The Earl of Sandwich building was
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there. The Earl of Sandwich building was right down yonder. And as you can see,
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right down yonder. And as you can see,
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right down yonder. And as you can see, they're doing all that demolition and
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they're doing all that demolition and
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they're doing all that demolition and preparing the ground for a new building,
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preparing the ground for a new building,
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preparing the ground for a new building, an absolutely massive Porto Bakery, and
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an absolutely massive Porto Bakery, and
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an absolutely massive Porto Bakery, and Cafe. Just goes to show you, things
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Cafe. Just goes to show you, things
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Cafe. Just goes to show you, things never really stay static down at the
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never really stay static down at the
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never really stay static down at the Disneyland Resort for long. It's one of
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Disneyland Resort for long. It's one of
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Disneyland Resort for long. It's one of the passions of my life is being
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the passions of my life is being
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the passions of my life is being obsessed with the changes that have
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obsessed with the changes that have
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obsessed with the changes that have happened here at Disneyland from 1955
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happened here at Disneyland from 1955
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happened here at Disneyland from 1955 until 2026 when we're standing out here
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until 2026 when we're standing out here
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until 2026 when we're standing out here now. Absolutely obsessed with collecting
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now. Absolutely obsessed with collecting
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now. Absolutely obsessed with collecting old images of Disneyland, old film of
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old images of Disneyland, old film of
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old images of Disneyland, old film of Disneyland, old video, old VHS tape of
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Disneyland, old video, old VHS tape of
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Disneyland, old video, old VHS tape of Disneyland or DCA, although it obviously
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Disneyland or DCA, although it obviously
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Disneyland or DCA, although it obviously has a less extensive history. Absolutely
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has a less extensive history. Absolutely
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has a less extensive history. Absolutely love when people send me old slides or
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love when people send me old slides or
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love when people send me old slides or old photos of Disneyland to help me um
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old photos of Disneyland to help me um
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old photos of Disneyland to help me um expand the scarchives, if you will. Oh,
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expand the scarchives, if you will. Oh,
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expand the scarchives, if you will. Oh, someone's doing a little drawing out
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someone's doing a little drawing out
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someone's doing a little drawing out here. I love to look back at the march
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here. I love to look back at the march
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here. I love to look back at the march of time when it comes to Disneyland
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of time when it comes to Disneyland
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of time when it comes to Disneyland Park. My grandparents moved to Anaheim
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Park. My grandparents moved to Anaheim
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Park. My grandparents moved to Anaheim not long after the park opened. They
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not long after the park opened. They
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not long after the park opened. They lived right across the street, right
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lived right across the street, right
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lived right across the street, right across Ball Road. So, I grew up with
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across Ball Road. So, I grew up with
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across Ball Road. So, I grew up with stories like, "Oh, before they built
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stories like, "Oh, before they built
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stories like, "Oh, before they built that hotel, you used to be able to see
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that hotel, you used to be able to see
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that hotel, you used to be able to see the steamboat going around or the
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the steamboat going around or the
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the steamboat going around or the train." To me, that always seemed like
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train." To me, that always seemed like
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train." To me, that always seemed like ancient history, right? Like Athens or
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ancient history, right? Like Athens or
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ancient history, right? Like Athens or Rome. And now that last summer we hit
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Rome. And now that last summer we hit
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Rome. And now that last summer we hit the 70th anniversary of Disneyland, it
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the 70th anniversary of Disneyland, it
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the 70th anniversary of Disneyland, it was trippy to sit there and think, "Oh,
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was trippy to sit there and think, "Oh,
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was trippy to sit there and think, "Oh, I've been here experiencing it for more
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I've been here experiencing it for more
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I've been here experiencing it for more than half of its history now. That's
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than half of its history now. That's
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than half of its history now. That's crazy. And not only that, but I kind of
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crazy. And not only that, but I kind of
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crazy. And not only that, but I kind of mentioned that DCA has a less extensive
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mentioned that DCA has a less extensive
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mentioned that DCA has a less extensive history, but DCA itself just this month
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history, but DCA itself just this month
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history, but DCA itself just this month turned 25
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turned 25
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turned 25 years old. And I had an annual pass to
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years old. And I had an annual pass to
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years old. And I had an annual pass to Disneyland. I was a teenager when they
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Disneyland. I was a teenager when they
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Disneyland. I was a teenager when they started construction on DCA in the
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started construction on DCA in the
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started construction on DCA in the parking lot over here and then opened up
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parking lot over here and then opened up
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parking lot over here and then opened up that uh DCA 1.0, which was much much
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that uh DCA 1.0, which was much much
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that uh DCA 1.0, which was much much different than the version Bob Iger
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different than the version Bob Iger
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different than the version Bob Iger would later throw all that money at and
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would later throw all that money at and
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would later throw all that money at and fix. I mean, they had added some stuff
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fix. I mean, they had added some stuff
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fix. I mean, they had added some stuff to improve it before that, right? You
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to improve it before that, right? You
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to improve it before that, right? You know, Tower of Terror, Bugs Land, but it
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know, Tower of Terror, Bugs Land, but it
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know, Tower of Terror, Bugs Land, but it was that big expansion that really put
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was that big expansion that really put
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was that big expansion that really put DCA on the map, kind of writed some of
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DCA on the map, kind of writed some of
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DCA on the map, kind of writed some of its early wrongs. Gave us Buista Street
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its early wrongs. Gave us Buista Street
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its early wrongs. Gave us Buista Street and Cars Land and kind of tied all the
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and Cars Land and kind of tied all the
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and Cars Land and kind of tied all the theming together into something that
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theming together into something that
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theming together into something that celebrated Walt Disney's Los Angeles and
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celebrated Walt Disney's Los Angeles and
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celebrated Walt Disney's Los Angeles and not just random snippets from California
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not just random snippets from California
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not just random snippets from California in general, proving that when it comes
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in general, proving that when it comes
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in general, proving that when it comes to Disney parks, the more Walt in them,
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to Disney parks, the more Walt in them,
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to Disney parks, the more Walt in them, the more successful they're going to be,
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the more successful they're going to be,
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the more successful they're going to be, I think. But anyway, the point of
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I think. But anyway, the point of
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I think. But anyway, the point of talking about all that is that that was
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talking about all that is that that was
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talking about all that is that that was 14 years ago this summer. And that all
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14 years ago this summer. And that all
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14 years ago this summer. And that all still feels brand spanking new to me.
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still feels brand spanking new to me.
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still feels brand spanking new to me. Much less when they built this park.
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Much less when they built this park.
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Much less when they built this park. That still feels like relatively recent
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That still feels like relatively recent
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That still feels like relatively recent history. It was a quarter century ago. I
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history. It was a quarter century ago. I
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history. It was a quarter century ago. I mean, just next month, we're going to be
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mean, just next month, we're going to be
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mean, just next month, we're going to be 6 years after the first lockdowns from
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6 years after the first lockdowns from
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6 years after the first lockdowns from the pandemic. Time will just not stand
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the pandemic. Time will just not stand
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the pandemic. Time will just not stand still. Progress will just not stand
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still. Progress will just not stand
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still. Progress will just not stand still. Oh, well, I guess I shouldn't say
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still. Oh, well, I guess I shouldn't say
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still. Oh, well, I guess I shouldn't say progress. Things don't always progress
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progress. Things don't always progress
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progress. Things don't always progress linearly, right? Some things uh
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linearly, right? Some things uh
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linearly, right? Some things uh sometimes things change for the worse,
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sometimes things change for the worse,
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sometimes things change for the worse, for better or for worse. Things are
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for better or for worse. Things are
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for better or for worse. Things are always changing, which has certainly
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always changing, which has certainly
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always changing, which has certainly been true in my own life. I have rapidly
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been true in my own life. I have rapidly
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been true in my own life. I have rapidly been going through many changes lately.
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been going through many changes lately.
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been going through many changes lately. But before we circle back to me, just
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But before we circle back to me, just
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But before we circle back to me, just come out here and look at the opposite
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come out here and look at the opposite
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come out here and look at the opposite sides ticket booths. The ticket booths
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sides ticket booths. The ticket booths
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sides ticket booths. The ticket booths facing out onto Harbor Boulevard. They
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facing out onto Harbor Boulevard. They
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facing out onto Harbor Boulevard. They are all still intact. And in fact, one
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are all still intact. And in fact, one
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are all still intact. And in fact, one of them is still open. I know they're
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of them is still open. I know they're
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of them is still open. I know they're planning on building a whole new
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planning on building a whole new
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planning on building a whole new entrance and just completely redesigning
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entrance and just completely redesigning
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entrance and just completely redesigning the Harbor Boulevard side entrance to
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the Harbor Boulevard side entrance to
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the Harbor Boulevard side entrance to Disneyland. And so these ticket booths
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Disneyland. And so these ticket booths
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Disneyland. And so these ticket booths too inevitably will become a thing of
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too inevitably will become a thing of
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too inevitably will become a thing of the past. I think who knows what that
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the past. I think who knows what that
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the past. I think who knows what that transition is going to be like. But it's
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transition is going to be like. But it's
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transition is going to be like. But it's just crazy because I feel like these are
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just crazy because I feel like these are
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just crazy because I feel like these are brand new. Like they just got here and
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brand new. Like they just got here and
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brand new. Like they just got here and they're already going away. Just truly
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they're already going away. Just truly
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they're already going away. Just truly makes you feel like indeed nothing is
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makes you feel like indeed nothing is
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makes you feel like indeed nothing is permanent. And of course, Disneyland
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permanent. And of course, Disneyland
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permanent. And of course, Disneyland ticket booths are hardly like the Great
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ticket booths are hardly like the Great
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ticket booths are hardly like the Great Pyramids or something built to last. But
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Pyramids or something built to last. But
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Pyramids or something built to last. But even if you were thinking about the
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even if you were thinking about the
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even if you were thinking about the pyramids or you know, whatever, the
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pyramids or you know, whatever, the
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pyramids or you know, whatever, the people who built them, they are long
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people who built them, they are long
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people who built them, they are long gone. Now, the big change in my life
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gone. Now, the big change in my life
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gone. Now, the big change in my life obviously has been that one of my best
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obviously has been that one of my best
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obviously has been that one of my best friends of all time. Adam the Woo has
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friends of all time. Adam the Woo has
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friends of all time. Adam the Woo has passed away, which is a heavy loss and
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passed away, which is a heavy loss and
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passed away, which is a heavy loss and would have been traumatic anyway it
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would have been traumatic anyway it
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would have been traumatic anyway it happened. Then of course with being
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happened. Then of course with being
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happened. Then of course with being involved behind the scenes and sort of
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involved behind the scenes and sort of
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involved behind the scenes and sort of the planning and the organizing of a
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the planning and the organizing of a
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the planning and the organizing of a celebration of life, it's just been
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celebration of life, it's just been
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celebration of life, it's just been stretched out abnormally long, the
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stretched out abnormally long, the
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stretched out abnormally long, the grieving process. And of course, I had a
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grieving process. And of course, I had a
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grieving process. And of course, I had a whole vision quest where I drove home
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whole vision quest where I drove home
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whole vision quest where I drove home and I was thinking about in the car for
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and I was thinking about in the car for
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and I was thinking about in the car for weeks at a time. Then I got home and
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weeks at a time. Then I got home and
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weeks at a time. Then I got home and I've had to go to all the places that we
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I've had to go to all the places that we
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I've had to go to all the places that we used to hang out one at a time earlier
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used to hang out one at a time earlier
7:34
used to hang out one at a time earlier this week. Came and walked into
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this week. Came and walked into
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this week. Came and walked into Disneyland for the first time since it
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Disneyland for the first time since it
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Disneyland for the first time since it happened. And so each time you're kind
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happened. And so each time you're kind
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happened. And so each time you're kind of reliving it, although you get a
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of reliving it, although you get a
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of reliving it, although you get a little bit stronger at dealing with the
7:43
little bit stronger at dealing with the
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little bit stronger at dealing with the the grief and the sadness and the
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the grief and the sadness and the
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the grief and the sadness and the memories turn more positive than they
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memories turn more positive than they
7:47
memories turn more positive than they are kind of a reminder of the negative
7:49
are kind of a reminder of the negative
7:49
are kind of a reminder of the negative or the loss. It never gets better
7:51
or the loss. It never gets better
7:51
or the loss. It never gets better because it never changes, but it does
7:53
because it never changes, but it does
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because it never changes, but it does get
7:54
get
7:54
get easier. Anyway, thankfully we're not
7:56
easier. Anyway, thankfully we're not
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easier. Anyway, thankfully we're not here today to talk about that, but I
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here today to talk about that, but I
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here today to talk about that, but I bring that up because that has kind of
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bring that up because that has kind of
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bring that up because that has kind of instigated many other life changes, not
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instigated many other life changes, not
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instigated many other life changes, not just for me, but for a number of Adam's
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just for me, but for a number of Adam's
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just for me, but for a number of Adam's friends. And here's a silver lining for
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friends. And here's a silver lining for
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friends. And here's a silver lining for you right away. I know of at least four
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you right away. I know of at least four
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you right away. I know of at least four people now who have had their lives
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people now who have had their lives
8:12
people now who have had their lives saved literally because of Adam's
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saved literally because of Adam's
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saved literally because of Adam's passing. They've gone to the doctor, got
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passing. They've gone to the doctor, got
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passing. They've gone to the doctor, got themselves checked out, and found out
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themselves checked out, and found out
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themselves checked out, and found out that they were in pretty sketchy shape.
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that they were in pretty sketchy shape.
8:21
that they were in pretty sketchy shape. Multiple of his other friends I know are
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Multiple of his other friends I know are
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Multiple of his other friends I know are trying to lose weight, going to doctors,
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trying to lose weight, going to doctors,
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trying to lose weight, going to doctors, figuring things out. I myself have had a
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figuring things out. I myself have had a
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figuring things out. I myself have had a problem in addition to my other health
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problem in addition to my other health
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problem in addition to my other health problems that I've kind of known about
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problems that I've kind of known about
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problems that I've kind of known about for a while but didn't do anything about
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for a while but didn't do anything about
8:33
for a while but didn't do anything about which is that for a couple of years now
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which is that for a couple of years now
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which is that for a couple of years now Ally has been telling me that in my
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Ally has been telling me that in my
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Ally has been telling me that in my sleep I stopped breathing and we're not
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sleep I stopped breathing and we're not
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sleep I stopped breathing and we're not talking about you know every once in a
8:41
talking about you know every once in a
8:41
talking about you know every once in a while we're talking about kind of on a
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while we're talking about kind of on a
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while we're talking about kind of on a regular basis there was none other than
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regular basis there was none other than
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regular basis there was none other than Adam's good friend Dan Bell who was
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Adam's good friend Dan Bell who was
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Adam's good friend Dan Bell who was talking to me about how he went through
8:48
talking to me about how he went through
8:48
talking to me about how he went through a similar thing and recommended a site
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a similar thing and recommended a site
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a similar thing and recommended a site for me to get tested blah blah blah
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for me to get tested blah blah blah
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for me to get tested blah blah blah anyway I have been diagnosed with
8:53
anyway I have been diagnosed with
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anyway I have been diagnosed with moderate to severe sleep apnea Uh, and
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moderate to severe sleep apnea Uh, and
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moderate to severe sleep apnea Uh, and so I did indeed order a machine and
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so I did indeed order a machine and
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so I did indeed order a machine and since I've been home, uh, I have been
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since I've been home, uh, I have been
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since I've been home, uh, I have been trying to use it. I literally just out
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trying to use it. I literally just out
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trying to use it. I literally just out there got off the phone with the doctor
9:04
there got off the phone with the doctor
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there got off the phone with the doctor who said, "Ah, the incidents are are
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who said, "Ah, the incidents are are
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who said, "Ah, the incidents are are lessening. It's working." Personally, I
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lessening. It's working." Personally, I
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lessening. It's working." Personally, I am still not used to wearing a Darth
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am still not used to wearing a Darth
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am still not used to wearing a Darth Vader mask on my face. And so, I'm not
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Vader mask on my face. And so, I'm not
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Vader mask on my face. And so, I'm not sleeping all the way through the night
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sleeping all the way through the night
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sleeping all the way through the night yet. It has been a little bit disruptive
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yet. It has been a little bit disruptive
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yet. It has been a little bit disruptive when it comes to sleep. So, I've been a
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when it comes to sleep. So, I've been a
9:19
when it comes to sleep. So, I've been a little tired, which is why you haven't
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little tired, which is why you haven't
9:20
little tired, which is why you haven't seen all that much of me this week. I'm
9:23
seen all that much of me this week. I'm
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seen all that much of me this week. I'm sort of adjusting to the process as it
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sort of adjusting to the process as it
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sort of adjusting to the process as it were. I don't really love having this
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were. I don't really love having this
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were. I don't really love having this suction hose on my face while I sleep
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suction hose on my face while I sleep
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suction hose on my face while I sleep like Darth Vader, but it is what it is.
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like Darth Vader, but it is what it is.
9:31
like Darth Vader, but it is what it is. Anyway, in that same spirit of finally
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Anyway, in that same spirit of finally
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Anyway, in that same spirit of finally going and doing the sleep test, finally
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going and doing the sleep test, finally
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going and doing the sleep test, finally taking care of things that you know
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taking care of things that you know
9:37
taking care of things that you know should have been taken care of for a
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should have been taken care of for a
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should have been taken care of for a long time. This is part of the
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long time. This is part of the
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long time. This is part of the conclusions that I came to driving all
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conclusions that I came to driving all
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conclusions that I came to driving all the way across the country, having that
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the way across the country, having that
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the way across the country, having that vision quest, really thinking deeply
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vision quest, really thinking deeply
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vision quest, really thinking deeply about this, is that there's a lot of
9:47
about this, is that there's a lot of
9:47
about this, is that there's a lot of things in my life that had been
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things in my life that had been
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things in my life that had been neglected. got a lot of halffinish
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neglected. got a lot of halffinish
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neglected. got a lot of halffinish projects and cockamini ideas and just
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projects and cockamini ideas and just
9:55
projects and cockamini ideas and just messes messes in general in my life.
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messes messes in general in my life.
9:59
messes messes in general in my life. Things I've procrastinated on or let
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Things I've procrastinated on or let
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Things I've procrastinated on or let build up or let get away from me. And
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build up or let get away from me. And
10:04
build up or let get away from me. And it's time to start taking care of those
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it's time to start taking care of those
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it's time to start taking care of those things because we're not guaranteed
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things because we're not guaranteed
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things because we're not guaranteed tomorrow. Tomorrow could be gone like
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tomorrow. Tomorrow could be gone like
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tomorrow. Tomorrow could be gone like that. So, there were some health things
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that. So, there were some health things
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that. So, there were some health things that I was going to be taking care of in
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that I was going to be taking care of in
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that I was going to be taking care of in January that had to be put off, but
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January that had to be put off, but
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January that had to be put off, but other health things I've been putting
10:17
other health things I've been putting
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other health things I've been putting off that I'm now taking care of or
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off that I'm now taking care of or
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off that I'm now taking care of or trying to. And then there's other things
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trying to. And then there's other things
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trying to. And then there's other things like after getting divorced, I had to
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like after getting divorced, I had to
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like after getting divorced, I had to live on a floor basically. I had a
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live on a floor basically. I had a
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live on a floor basically. I had a storage unit that got full of stuff
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storage unit that got full of stuff
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storage unit that got full of stuff people sent me or stuff I would acquire,
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people sent me or stuff I would acquire,
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people sent me or stuff I would acquire, stuff people would give to me,
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stuff people would give to me,
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stuff people would give to me, collectibles. Then when I moved into the
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collectibles. Then when I moved into the
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collectibles. Then when I moved into the house I have now, it became the garage.
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house I have now, it became the garage.
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house I have now, it became the garage. And then the office, it got full of
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And then the office, it got full of
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And then the office, it got full of stuff. And you know me, I also enjoy
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stuff. And you know me, I also enjoy
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stuff. And you know me, I also enjoy merchandise. I like keepsakes. So I've
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merchandise. I like keepsakes. So I've
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merchandise. I like keepsakes. So I've got stuff built up from road trips or
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got stuff built up from road trips or
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got stuff built up from road trips or stuff people gave us or stuff that was
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stuff people gave us or stuff that was
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stuff people gave us or stuff that was supposed to be sold in the antique store
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supposed to be sold in the antique store
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supposed to be sold in the antique store booth. Just stuff and stuff stuff piled
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booth. Just stuff and stuff stuff piled
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booth. Just stuff and stuff stuff piled up choking off my air. Things I always
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up choking off my air. Things I always
10:48
up choking off my air. Things I always think I'll deal with that eventually.
10:49
think I'll deal with that eventually.
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think I'll deal with that eventually. I'll deal with that eventually, you
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I'll deal with that eventually, you
10:51
I'll deal with that eventually, you know, and just it's come to the point
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know, and just it's come to the point
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know, and just it's come to the point now where it's like, no, this is the
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now where it's like, no, this is the
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now where it's like, no, this is the time. I don't need any more signs. It's
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time. I don't need any more signs. It's
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time. I don't need any more signs. It's pretty obvious. This is the time where
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pretty obvious. This is the time where
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pretty obvious. This is the time where I've got to figure out what are the
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I've got to figure out what are the
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I've got to figure out what are the priorities, what matters, where do you
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priorities, what matters, where do you
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priorities, what matters, where do you want to be in 5 years, in 10 years, and
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want to be in 5 years, in 10 years, and
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want to be in 5 years, in 10 years, and most importantly, what do you want
11:06
most importantly, what do you want
11:06
most importantly, what do you want accomplished that's realistic
11:08
accomplished that's realistic
11:08
accomplished that's realistic before you leave this planet? So, one of
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before you leave this planet? So, one of
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before you leave this planet? So, one of the most important things, if not the
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the most important things, if not the
11:13
the most important things, if not the most important thing that needed to be
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most important thing that needed to be
11:14
most important thing that needed to be cleaned up, it was up in the air and
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cleaned up, it was up in the air and
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cleaned up, it was up in the air and unfinished and sort of floating around
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unfinished and sort of floating around
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unfinished and sort of floating around for a long time is exactly what I was
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for a long time is exactly what I was
11:22
for a long time is exactly what I was heading home to California at such great
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heading home to California at such great
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heading home to California at such great speed for the first priority on my list.
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speed for the first priority on my list.
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speed for the first priority on my list. The first thing I knew needed to be
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The first thing I knew needed to be
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The first thing I knew needed to be taken care of. I came home for a
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taken care of. I came home for a
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taken care of. I came home for a wedding. And not just anybody's wedding,
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wedding. And not just anybody's wedding,
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wedding. And not just anybody's wedding, my wedding. 12 years ago in 2014 on a
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my wedding. 12 years ago in 2014 on a
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my wedding. 12 years ago in 2014 on a warm summer night, a beautiful girl was
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warm summer night, a beautiful girl was
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warm summer night, a beautiful girl was leaving the tiki room and heading into
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leaving the tiki room and heading into
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leaving the tiki room and heading into Adventure Land just as I was coming out
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Adventure Land just as I was coming out
11:47
Adventure Land just as I was coming out of Adventure Land from the other side.
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of Adventure Land from the other side.
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of Adventure Land from the other side. And right over here, just past the
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And right over here, just past the
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And right over here, just past the beautiful masks created by none other
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beautiful masks created by none other
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beautiful masks created by none other than my friend Leroy Schmaltz. Right
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than my friend Leroy Schmaltz. Right
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than my friend Leroy Schmaltz. Right down here in the middle of the path,
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down here in the middle of the path,
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down here in the middle of the path, right in front of these lights, I met
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right in front of these lights, I met
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right in front of these lights, I met that beautiful, friendly young girl who
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that beautiful, friendly young girl who
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that beautiful, friendly young girl who had just messaged me wanting to take a
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had just messaged me wanting to take a
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had just messaged me wanting to take a random picture with me cuz she'd seen my
12:05
random picture with me cuz she'd seen my
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random picture with me cuz she'd seen my YouTube videos. So, first we cut through
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YouTube videos. So, first we cut through
12:07
YouTube videos. So, first we cut through the corner of the bazaar. I was going to
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the corner of the bazaar. I was going to
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the corner of the bazaar. I was going to take a picture in here. I was taking a
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take a picture in here. I was taking a
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take a picture in here. I was taking a lot of fun pics with people who had seen
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lot of fun pics with people who had seen
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lot of fun pics with people who had seen my videos by going, "Let's get props.
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my videos by going, "Let's get props.
12:13
my videos by going, "Let's get props. Let's hold up rubber snakes or
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Let's hold up rubber snakes or
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Let's hold up rubber snakes or whatever." She was like, "That's not
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whatever." She was like, "That's not
12:15
whatever." She was like, "That's not really what I was thinking." So, we were
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really what I was thinking." So, we were
12:17
really what I was thinking." So, we were looking around for any place that had
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looking around for any place that had
12:18
looking around for any place that had light. And back then, there was the
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light. And back then, there was the
12:20
light. And back then, there was the entrance to Aladdin's oasis over here.
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entrance to Aladdin's oasis over here.
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entrance to Aladdin's oasis over here. kind of sort of a Agrabus style gate
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kind of sort of a Agrabus style gate
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kind of sort of a Agrabus style gate structure with a couple of uh glowing
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structure with a couple of uh glowing
12:27
structure with a couple of uh glowing Middle Eastern style lamps in here. The
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Middle Eastern style lamps in here. The
12:30
Middle Eastern style lamps in here. The only light we could find. So, I came and
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only light we could find. So, I came and
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only light we could find. So, I came and stood right about here to pose for the
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stood right about here to pose for the
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stood right about here to pose for the photo just to the side of the magic
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photo just to the side of the magic
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photo just to the side of the magic carpet here, which they've actually left
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carpet here, which they've actually left
12:38
carpet here, which they've actually left in front of Tropical Hideway, which I'll
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in front of Tropical Hideway, which I'll
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in front of Tropical Hideway, which I'll forever be grateful for. Really helps me
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forever be grateful for. Really helps me
12:42
forever be grateful for. Really helps me nail down the spot. I'm getting ready to
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nail down the spot. I'm getting ready to
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nail down the spot. I'm getting ready to pose for the photo. She throws her arms
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pose for the photo. She throws her arms
12:45
pose for the photo. She throws her arms around my neck. So, I'm like, and the
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around my neck. So, I'm like, and the
12:48
around my neck. So, I'm like, and the famous first photo of me and the girl
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famous first photo of me and the girl
12:52
famous first photo of me and the girl who would become the love of my life was
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who would become the love of my life was
12:54
who would become the love of my life was taken right here. First, she was just a
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taken right here. First, she was just a
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taken right here. First, she was just a fan of Random Land who wanted to take a
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fan of Random Land who wanted to take a
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fan of Random Land who wanted to take a picture. And then, like 2 days later, I
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picture. And then, like 2 days later, I
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picture. And then, like 2 days later, I found out I was getting divorced and
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found out I was getting divorced and
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found out I was getting divorced and then she started messaging me and we
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then she started messaging me and we
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then she started messaging me and we became friends. It was another year or
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became friends. It was another year or
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became friends. It was another year or so until she convinced me that we should
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so until she convinced me that we should
13:11
so until she convinced me that we should be dating. But we always kind of counted
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be dating. But we always kind of counted
13:13
be dating. But we always kind of counted our anniversary
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our anniversary
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our anniversary ever since from that moment we met to
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ever since from that moment we met to
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ever since from that moment we met to take that picture because first of all
13:19
take that picture because first of all
13:19
take that picture because first of all it was murky when the friendship started
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it was murky when the friendship started
13:21
it was murky when the friendship started to become something else. She wanted it
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to become something else. She wanted it
13:23
to become something else. She wanted it to be something else for a long time
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to be something else for a long time
13:24
to be something else for a long time till I was finally like okay. And then
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till I was finally like okay. And then
13:26
till I was finally like okay. And then it's like when did kind of a more
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it's like when did kind of a more
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it's like when did kind of a more romantic friendship turn into going
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romantic friendship turn into going
13:29
romantic friendship turn into going steady and all that kind of stuff. I
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steady and all that kind of stuff. I
13:31
steady and all that kind of stuff. I don't know. I don't even remember the
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don't know. I don't even remember the
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don't know. I don't even remember the day she moved in with me down here in
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day she moved in with me down here in
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day she moved in with me down here in Southern California. All I know is the
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Southern California. All I know is the
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Southern California. All I know is the moment that we met, July 22nd, 2014. And
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moment that we met, July 22nd, 2014. And
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moment that we met, July 22nd, 2014. And how often is it you can point to one
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how often is it you can point to one
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how often is it you can point to one moment, one picture, one push of a
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moment, one picture, one push of a
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moment, one picture, one push of a button in your life that literally
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button in your life that literally
13:50
button in your life that literally changed the whole course of that life?
13:52
changed the whole course of that life?
13:52
changed the whole course of that life? As you see, and I've told this story
13:53
As you see, and I've told this story
13:53
As you see, and I've told this story many times, but that picture was so bad,
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many times, but that picture was so bad,
13:56
many times, but that picture was so bad, I was making the weirdest face that I
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I was making the weirdest face that I
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I was making the weirdest face that I came back the next day to redo the
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came back the next day to redo the
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came back the next day to redo the picture. That's how bad I felt cuz she
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picture. That's how bad I felt cuz she
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picture. That's how bad I felt cuz she was so excited about it. That's how
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was so excited about it. That's how
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was so excited about it. That's how eventually she got the, you know, the DM
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eventually she got the, you know, the DM
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eventually she got the, you know, the DM info and and we were friends and talking
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info and and we were friends and talking
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info and and we were friends and talking on and off or whatever. And it literally
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on and off or whatever. And it literally
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on and off or whatever. And it literally changed my life. I think by the time the
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changed my life. I think by the time the
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changed my life. I think by the time the 60th anniversary of Disneyland rolled
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60th anniversary of Disneyland rolled
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60th anniversary of Disneyland rolled around the next year, it was like I
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around the next year, it was like I
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around the next year, it was like I think I might marry this girl. She moved
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think I might marry this girl. She moved
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think I might marry this girl. She moved in with me in 2016. So only a little
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in with me in 2016. So only a little
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in with me in 2016. So only a little over a year after that. And from that
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over a year after that. And from that
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over a year after that. And from that day, from that decision, we were both
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day, from that decision, we were both
14:28
day, from that decision, we were both super serious about it. Both of us fully
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super serious about it. Both of us fully
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super serious about it. Both of us fully intended like, dude, we are going to get
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intended like, dude, we are going to get
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intended like, dude, we are going to get married. It was not very long after that
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married. It was not very long after that
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married. It was not very long after that that we did get engaged. We started
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that we did get engaged. We started
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that we did get engaged. We started looking at different wedding venues,
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looking at different wedding venues,
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looking at different wedding venues, realized just how expensive your classic
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realized just how expensive your classic
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realized just how expensive your classic wedding is and realizing like, oh man,
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wedding is and realizing like, oh man,
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wedding is and realizing like, oh man, you know, like want to invite the random
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you know, like want to invite the random
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you know, like want to invite the random land audience. We have so many friends
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land audience. We have so many friends
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land audience. We have so many friends that we want to invite. But eventually,
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that we want to invite. But eventually,
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that we want to invite. But eventually, we did find a place. We found what we
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we did find a place. We found what we
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we did find a place. We found what we thought were the perfect people to
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thought were the perfect people to
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thought were the perfect people to conduct the ceremony. I'll tell you
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conduct the ceremony. I'll tell you
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conduct the ceremony. I'll tell you about that in a second. And we got so
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about that in a second. And we got so
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about that in a second. And we got so far that a date was actually set in
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far that a date was actually set in
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far that a date was actually set in 2020. Now, there's no need for me to go
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2020. Now, there's no need for me to go
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2020. Now, there's no need for me to go into why in 2020 things went a little
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into why in 2020 things went a little
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into why in 2020 things went a little bit astray and there was no wedding that
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bit astray and there was no wedding that
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bit astray and there was no wedding that year. First, it got pushed back, then it
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year. First, it got pushed back, then it
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year. First, it got pushed back, then it got pushed back again, and then it was
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got pushed back again, and then it was
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got pushed back again, and then it was like, dude, California is not going to
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like, dude, California is not going to
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like, dude, California is not going to let this thing happen. Not the way we
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let this thing happen. Not the way we
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let this thing happen. Not the way we planned anyways. So, we were waiting for
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planned anyways. So, we were waiting for
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planned anyways. So, we were waiting for the pandemic to unlock uh for
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the pandemic to unlock uh for
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the pandemic to unlock uh for restrictions on crowd sizes and things
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restrictions on crowd sizes and things
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restrictions on crowd sizes and things to unlock. And then Ally got sick, and
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to unlock. And then Ally got sick, and
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to unlock. And then Ally got sick, and I'm talking really sick. She was
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I'm talking really sick. She was
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I'm talking really sick. She was diagnosed with a very rare form of
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diagnosed with a very rare form of
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diagnosed with a very rare form of Crohn's disease. She had all kinds of
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Crohn's disease. She had all kinds of
15:32
Crohn's disease. She had all kinds of internal problems, problems that not
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internal problems, problems that not
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internal problems, problems that not only led to her needing life-saving
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only led to her needing life-saving
15:38
only led to her needing life-saving surgeries that were quite expensive. But
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surgeries that were quite expensive. But
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surgeries that were quite expensive. But then after that, some rare, some brand
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then after that, some rare, some brand
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then after that, some rare, some brand new, some pretty experimental medication
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new, some pretty experimental medication
15:45
new, some pretty experimental medication that was the only medication that
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that was the only medication that
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that was the only medication that actually kind of worked, kind of kept
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actually kind of worked, kind of kept
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actually kind of worked, kind of kept her Crohn's in check and kept her from
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her Crohn's in check and kept her from
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her Crohn's in check and kept her from needing more surgeries. And that
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needing more surgeries. And that
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needing more surgeries. And that medication costs $24,000 every 8 weeks.
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medication costs $24,000 every 8 weeks.
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medication costs $24,000 every 8 weeks. cuz it was so brand new. There is no
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cuz it was so brand new. There is no
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cuz it was so brand new. There is no generic. There was no alternative. And
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generic. There was no alternative. And
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generic. There was no alternative. And that meant a whole new reality. The
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that meant a whole new reality. The
16:02
that meant a whole new reality. The reality that, oh, we're not going to be
16:04
reality that, oh, we're not going to be
16:04
reality that, oh, we're not going to be able to have just this sort of backyard
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able to have just this sort of backyard
16:07
able to have just this sort of backyard wedding that we were going to have. She
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wedding that we were going to have. She
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wedding that we were going to have. She married me, she would have had to go on
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married me, she would have had to go on
16:09
married me, she would have had to go on my insurance. I talked to my insurance
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my insurance. I talked to my insurance
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my insurance. I talked to my insurance and several other companies. There was
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and several other companies. There was
16:12
and several other companies. There was no way they were going to pay for the
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no way they were going to pay for the
16:14
no way they were going to pay for the medication that she needed to stay
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medication that she needed to stay
16:16
medication that she needed to stay alive. And so that meant that for the
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alive. And so that meant that for the
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alive. And so that meant that for the foreseeable future, there was no
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foreseeable future, there was no
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foreseeable future, there was no possibility of us going and getting a
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possibility of us going and getting a
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possibility of us going and getting a marriage license and having our wedding
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marriage license and having our wedding
16:24
marriage license and having our wedding in our friend Brett Iwin, none other
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in our friend Brett Iwin, none other
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in our friend Brett Iwin, none other than Mickey Mouse's backyard. Oh, and
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than Mickey Mouse's backyard. Oh, and
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than Mickey Mouse's backyard. Oh, and not only were we going to have the
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not only were we going to have the
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not only were we going to have the wedding in Mickey Mouse's backyard, but
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wedding in Mickey Mouse's backyard, but
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wedding in Mickey Mouse's backyard, but the person doing the ceremony was going
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the person doing the ceremony was going
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the person doing the ceremony was going to be none other than Bill Rogers, the
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to be none other than Bill Rogers, the
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to be none other than Bill Rogers, the voice of Disneyland. As in, ladies and
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voice of Disneyland. As in, ladies and
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voice of Disneyland. As in, ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, you remember
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gentlemen, boys and girls, you remember
16:41
gentlemen, boys and girls, you remember him? Amazing. And so all that was put to
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him? Amazing. And so all that was put to
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him? Amazing. And so all that was put to the side. There was no sign of a fairy
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the side. There was no sign of a fairy
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the side. There was no sign of a fairy godmother in sight. We were pretty sure
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godmother in sight. We were pretty sure
16:50
godmother in sight. We were pretty sure we were going to be frozen like that
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we were going to be frozen like that
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we were going to be frozen like that forever. And people said to us for
16:53
forever. And people said to us for
16:53
forever. And people said to us for years, "Why don't you just get a church
16:54
years, "Why don't you just get a church
16:54
years, "Why don't you just get a church wedding after all? That's where started.
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wedding after all? That's where started.
16:56
wedding after all? That's where started. A sacrament and all that kind of things.
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A sacrament and all that kind of things.
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A sacrament and all that kind of things. Just do that at least in the meantime."
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Just do that at least in the meantime."
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Just do that at least in the meantime." But here's the thing, okay? And you have
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But here's the thing, okay? And you have
17:04
But here's the thing, okay? And you have to bear with me here for just a second
17:05
to bear with me here for just a second
17:05
to bear with me here for just a second cuz I've got to explain. When I started
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cuz I've got to explain. When I started
17:07
cuz I've got to explain. When I started this channel, I promised to never talk
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this channel, I promised to never talk
17:11
this channel, I promised to never talk about sex, politics, or religion on the
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about sex, politics, or religion on the
17:14
about sex, politics, or religion on the channel. only things that bring people
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channel. only things that bring people
17:15
channel. only things that bring people together, not the things that cause
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together, not the things that cause
17:16
together, not the things that cause people to fight at Thanksgiving. I made
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people to fight at Thanksgiving. I made
17:18
people to fight at Thanksgiving. I made a vow to that audience that I've never
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a vow to that audience that I've never
17:22
a vow to that audience that I've never broken and do not want to break. Now,
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broken and do not want to break. Now,
17:24
broken and do not want to break. Now, I'm not talking about like if we're, you
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I'm not talking about like if we're, you
17:25
I'm not talking about like if we're, you know, visiting Notradam, of course,
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know, visiting Notradam, of course,
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know, visiting Notradam, of course, you're going to say this beautiful
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you're going to say this beautiful
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you're going to say this beautiful Catholic cathedral or whatever. If we're
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Catholic cathedral or whatever. If we're
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Catholic cathedral or whatever. If we're roaming through Salt Lake City, I'm
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roaming through Salt Lake City, I'm
17:31
roaming through Salt Lake City, I'm going to point it out and go, "Oh, look
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going to point it out and go, "Oh, look
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going to point it out and go, "Oh, look at that LDS temple over there," or
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at that LDS temple over there," or
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at that LDS temple over there," or whatever. You know, so I don't mean like
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whatever. You know, so I don't mean like
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whatever. You know, so I don't mean like that. I mean including anything
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that. I mean including anything
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that. I mean including anything personal, personal opinions about it,
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personal, personal opinions about it,
17:39
personal, personal opinions about it, mostly cuz I don't want to sit there and
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mostly cuz I don't want to sit there and
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mostly cuz I don't want to sit there and argue with anybody. I don't judge
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argue with anybody. I don't judge
17:42
argue with anybody. I don't judge anybody else, what they believe, how
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anybody else, what they believe, how
17:45
anybody else, what they believe, how they choose to live. I don't want anyone
17:46
they choose to live. I don't want anyone
17:46
they choose to live. I don't want anyone judging me or telling me what to do,
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judging me or telling me what to do,
17:48
judging me or telling me what to do, right? I'm also not the smartest person
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right? I'm also not the smartest person
17:49
right? I'm also not the smartest person in the world. I don't know what all the
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in the world. I don't know what all the
17:51
in the world. I don't know what all the answers to life are. But allow me to
17:52
answers to life are. But allow me to
17:52
answers to life are. But allow me to bend the rules slightly this one time to
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bend the rules slightly this one time to
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bend the rules slightly this one time to just explain that there was a little bit
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just explain that there was a little bit
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just explain that there was a little bit of an issue there with me. After getting
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of an issue there with me. After getting
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of an issue there with me. After getting my divorce, I had not set foot in a
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my divorce, I had not set foot in a
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my divorce, I had not set foot in a church for a long time. There were some
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church for a long time. There were some
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church for a long time. There were some issues, some things that needed to be
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issues, some things that needed to be
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issues, some things that needed to be resolved for me that I put off,
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resolved for me that I put off,
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resolved for me that I put off, procrastinated,
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procrastinated,
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procrastinated, did not take care of for about a decade
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did not take care of for about a decade
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did not take care of for about a decade there. I didn't mean for it to be a
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there. I didn't mean for it to be a
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there. I didn't mean for it to be a decade, but it very much got away from
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decade, but it very much got away from
18:18
decade, but it very much got away from me. And then obviously with Adam's
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me. And then obviously with Adam's
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me. And then obviously with Adam's passing, it brought a lot of things back
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passing, it brought a lot of things back
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passing, it brought a lot of things back into focus for me. And mostly it just
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into focus for me. And mostly it just
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into focus for me. And mostly it just showed me that instead of going around
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showed me that instead of going around
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showed me that instead of going around thinking like, nah, there's no hurry.
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thinking like, nah, there's no hurry.
18:31
thinking like, nah, there's no hurry. We'll get to it. We'll get to it.
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We'll get to it. We'll get to it.
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We'll get to it. We'll get to it. There's very much a hurry in life
18:34
There's very much a hurry in life
18:34
There's very much a hurry in life because there's absolutely no guarantee
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because there's absolutely no guarantee
18:36
because there's absolutely no guarantee that there will be a later to get to
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that there will be a later to get to
18:38
that there will be a later to get to anything, right? And so before I even
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anything, right? And so before I even
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anything, right? And so before I even left to Florida, I made some calls,
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left to Florida, I made some calls,
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left to Florida, I made some calls, worked out some of my issues, and well
18:46
worked out some of my issues, and well
18:46
worked out some of my issues, and well before I even left Florida to drive back
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before I even left Florida to drive back
18:49
before I even left Florida to drive back home, a date was set February 8th for
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home, a date was set February 8th for
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home, a date was set February 8th for Ally and I to go up the central
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Ally and I to go up the central
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Ally and I to go up the central California coast to a church where we
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California coast to a church where we
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California coast to a church where we were duly and truly and sacramentally
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were duly and truly and sacramentally
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were duly and truly and sacramentally married. The great news on top of that
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married. The great news on top of that
19:03
married. The great news on top of that is that the medication she's been on for
19:05
is that the medication she's been on for
19:05
is that the medication she's been on for years that had no generics, no nothing,
19:08
years that had no generics, no nothing,
19:08
years that had no generics, no nothing, was extremely still brand new,
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was extremely still brand new,
19:10
was extremely still brand new, experimental, and very, very expensive
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experimental, and very, very expensive
19:13
experimental, and very, very expensive finally got generics. And so it was like
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finally got generics. And so it was like
19:17
finally got generics. And so it was like this door that had been locked and
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this door that had been locked and
19:19
this door that had been locked and bolted shut against us for years. like
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bolted shut against us for years. like
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bolted shut against us for years. like this this door that was shut, this gate
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this this door that was shut, this gate
19:24
this this door that was shut, this gate that was closed that prevented us from
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that was closed that prevented us from
19:26
that was closed that prevented us from moving forward or doing what we had
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moving forward or doing what we had
19:29
moving forward or doing what we had wanted to do all these years was
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wanted to do all these years was
19:31
wanted to do all these years was suddenly thrown open.
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suddenly thrown open.
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suddenly thrown open. And uh finally,
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And uh finally,
19:38
And uh finally, we got to get married. I got to marry
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we got to get married. I got to marry
19:40
we got to get married. I got to marry the love of my life and make the
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the love of my life and make the
19:42
the love of my life and make the beautiful Ally Warren my girlfriend and
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beautiful Ally Warren my girlfriend and
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beautiful Ally Warren my girlfriend and fiance. And I'd always say wife of my
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fiance. And I'd always say wife of my
19:47
fiance. And I'd always say wife of my life. And I'd always tell her, "Don't
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life. And I'd always tell her, "Don't
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life. And I'd always tell her, "Don't forget you're my mistress, too. You're
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forget you're my mistress, too. You're
19:49
forget you're my mistress, too. You're all of the above." finally finally
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all of the above." finally finally
19:51
all of the above." finally finally became well and truly
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became well and truly
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became well and truly my wife. Sorry, I'm having to cut a lot
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my wife. Sorry, I'm having to cut a lot
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my wife. Sorry, I'm having to cut a lot very emotional. You know, that door felt
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very emotional. You know, that door felt
19:59
very emotional. You know, that door felt so closed for so long that we just tried
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so closed for so long that we just tried
20:02
so closed for so long that we just tried our best not to think about it. You
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our best not to think about it. You
20:03
our best not to think about it. You know, make do. It's like, well, you're
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know, make do. It's like, well, you're
20:05
know, make do. It's like, well, you're basically my wife, you know, you're
20:06
basically my wife, you know, you're
20:06
basically my wife, you know, you're basically my husband. Like, we know what
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basically my husband. Like, we know what
20:08
basically my husband. Like, we know what we are to each other. It's okay. We'd
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we are to each other. It's okay. We'd
20:09
we are to each other. It's okay. We'd even decided it was such a complicated
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even decided it was such a complicated
20:11
even decided it was such a complicated story. It was so frustrating to explain
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story. It was so frustrating to explain
20:12
story. It was so frustrating to explain to people over and over again that we
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to people over and over again that we
20:14
to people over and over again that we were just going to start calling each
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were just going to start calling each
20:16
were just going to start calling each other wife and husband. We made plans to
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other wife and husband. We made plans to
20:19
other wife and husband. We made plans to buy rings for Christmas for each other
20:21
buy rings for Christmas for each other
20:21
buy rings for Christmas for each other because we were just just kind of tired
20:23
because we were just just kind of tired
20:23
because we were just just kind of tired of it. You know, like I said, the door
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of it. You know, like I said, the door
20:24
of it. You know, like I said, the door was closed and just deadbolted and
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was closed and just deadbolted and
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was closed and just deadbolted and chained and locked for so long. I just
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chained and locked for so long. I just
20:29
chained and locked for so long. I just thought nothing else is going to change,
20:30
thought nothing else is going to change,
20:30
thought nothing else is going to change, right? And then,
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right? And then,
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right? And then, you know, my best friend, my best guy,
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you know, my best friend, my best guy,
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you know, my best friend, my best guy, friend,
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friend,
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friend, Adam, passed away. And like I said, not
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Adam, passed away. And like I said, not
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Adam, passed away. And like I said, not just me, but it lit a fire under a lot
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just me, but it lit a fire under a lot
20:41
just me, but it lit a fire under a lot of us to just get things checked out
20:43
of us to just get things checked out
20:43
of us to just get things checked out healthwise. It was the ultimate reminder
20:45
healthwise. It was the ultimate reminder
20:45
healthwise. It was the ultimate reminder that life is but a vapor. None of us are
20:47
that life is but a vapor. None of us are
20:47
that life is but a vapor. None of us are guaranteed tomorrow. Life can go quick.
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guaranteed tomorrow. Life can go quick.
20:49
guaranteed tomorrow. Life can go quick. And like I said, for me, it was a big
20:51
And like I said, for me, it was a big
20:51
And like I said, for me, it was a big wakeup call that I needed to get my
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wakeup call that I needed to get my
20:53
wakeup call that I needed to get my priorities straight in here, in here, in
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priorities straight in here, in here, in
20:56
priorities straight in here, in here, in my house, in my life. Instead of just
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my house, in my life. Instead of just
20:58
my house, in my life. Instead of just staring at that closed door that had
21:01
staring at that closed door that had
21:01
staring at that closed door that had been in front of us for so long, just
21:03
been in front of us for so long, just
21:03
been in front of us for so long, just going, "Oh, well, it's locked, I For the
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going, "Oh, well, it's locked, I For the
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going, "Oh, well, it's locked, I For the first time in a long time
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first time in a long time
21:09
first time in a long time in my life,
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I knocked on that door
21:17
I knocked on that door and it opened. And so you can call it
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and it opened. And so you can call it
21:18
and it opened. And so you can call it what you want. A set of coincidences,
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what you want. A set of coincidences,
21:21
what you want. A set of coincidences, good timing, good luck, you know, the
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good timing, good luck, you know, the
21:25
good timing, good luck, you know, the universe putting things into place,
21:26
universe putting things into place,
21:26
universe putting things into place, manifestation, you can call it whatever
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manifestation, you can call it whatever
21:28
manifestation, you can call it whatever you want. But for us,
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you want. But for us,
21:31
you want. But for us, it's been a miracle. And that's all I
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it's been a miracle. And that's all I
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it's been a miracle. And that's all I got to say.
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got to say.
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got to say. about that.
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about that.
21:37
about that. Now, sorry, having said all of that, um,
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Now, sorry, having said all of that, um,
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Now, sorry, having said all of that, um, originally when we were going to get
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originally when we were going to get
21:42
originally when we were going to get married in Mickey Mouse's backyard and
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married in Mickey Mouse's backyard and
21:44
married in Mickey Mouse's backyard and have Bill Rogers, the voice of
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have Bill Rogers, the voice of
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have Bill Rogers, the voice of Disneyland, do the ceremony for us, it
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Disneyland, do the ceremony for us, it
21:49
Disneyland, do the ceremony for us, it was all set up kind of for other people.
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was all set up kind of for other people.
21:50
was all set up kind of for other people. It was set up to include as many of our
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It was set up to include as many of our
21:53
It was set up to include as many of our friends as possible and kind of special
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friends as possible and kind of special
21:56
friends as possible and kind of special guests. Obviously, we had a bit of a
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guests. Obviously, we had a bit of a
21:58
guests. Obviously, we had a bit of a celebrity setting there and a celebrity
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celebrity setting there and a celebrity
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celebrity setting there and a celebrity kind of officient. Ally had not only
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kind of officient. Ally had not only
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kind of officient. Ally had not only picked out but purchased the perfect
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picked out but purchased the perfect
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picked out but purchased the perfect wedding dress. I was getting all fitted
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wedding dress. I was getting all fitted
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wedding dress. I was getting all fitted up for suits and most of the money
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up for suits and most of the money
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up for suits and most of the money instead of a big reception was going
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instead of a big reception was going
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instead of a big reception was going into staging everything. Uh just really
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into staging everything. Uh just really
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into staging everything. Uh just really well decorated, getting professional
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well decorated, getting professional
22:19
well decorated, getting professional microphones, professional cameras, and
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microphones, professional cameras, and
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microphones, professional cameras, and someone to kind of record the whole
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someone to kind of record the whole
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someone to kind of record the whole thing, produce the whole thing so that
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thing, produce the whole thing so that
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thing, produce the whole thing so that we could put it online for all of our
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we could put it online for all of our
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we could put it online for all of our friends in random land. And that way,
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friends in random land. And that way,
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friends in random land. And that way, even though the in-person part of the
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even though the in-person part of the
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even though the in-person part of the wedding was going to be very small, we
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wedding was going to be very small, we
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wedding was going to be very small, we could kind of invite everybody, right?
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could kind of invite everybody, right?
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could kind of invite everybody, right? And that's normal. That's what you do
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And that's normal. That's what you do
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And that's normal. That's what you do these days. These days, weddings are
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these days. These days, weddings are
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these days. These days, weddings are basically kind of about everybody else
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basically kind of about everybody else
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basically kind of about everybody else but the bride and groom, right? You have
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but the bride and groom, right? You have
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but the bride and groom, right? You have a big party, you get everybody together,
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a big party, you get everybody together,
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a big party, you get everybody together, you spend a lot of money. I know things
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you spend a lot of money. I know things
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you spend a lot of money. I know things did not go according to our original
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did not go according to our original
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did not go according to our original plan, but I have to say, we're both very
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plan, but I have to say, we're both very
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plan, but I have to say, we're both very happy. And this is going to sound weird,
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happy. And this is going to sound weird,
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happy. And this is going to sound weird, but it turned out a lot better than the
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but it turned out a lot better than the
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but it turned out a lot better than the way we had originally planned it.
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way we had originally planned it.
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way we had originally planned it. Because rather than doing something that
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Because rather than doing something that
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Because rather than doing something that started with us loving each other and
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started with us loving each other and
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started with us loving each other and then turned into a big party for
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then turned into a big party for
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then turned into a big party for everyone else, we ended up having a
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everyone else, we ended up having a
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everyone else, we ended up having a wedding that was just about her, me, and
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wedding that was just about her, me, and
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wedding that was just about her, me, and the man upstairs, if you know what I
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the man upstairs, if you know what I
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the man upstairs, if you know what I mean. She wore a $20 Amazon white dress.
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mean. She wore a $20 Amazon white dress.
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mean. She wore a $20 Amazon white dress. I wore this jacket. I just put a a shirt
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I wore this jacket. I just put a a shirt
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I wore this jacket. I just put a a shirt and tie underneath it because we had
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and tie underneath it because we had
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and tie underneath it because we had knocked and that door had opened like
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knocked and that door had opened like
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knocked and that door had opened like that.
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that.
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that. In the spirit of keeping it between me
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In the spirit of keeping it between me
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In the spirit of keeping it between me and her and our maker, we did not
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and her and our maker, we did not
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and her and our maker, we did not complicate it in any way. We did not
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complicate it in any way. We did not
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complicate it in any way. We did not tell anybody or invite anybody. Even our
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tell anybody or invite anybody. Even our
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tell anybody or invite anybody. Even our own parents did not know until the very
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own parents did not know until the very
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own parents did not know until the very very last second. And in fact, I would
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very last second. And in fact, I would
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very last second. And in fact, I would show you video, but we didn't even take
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show you video, but we didn't even take
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show you video, but we didn't even take any video and neither of us took any
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any video and neither of us took any
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any video and neither of us took any pictures. There was a few pictures taken
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pictures. There was a few pictures taken
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pictures. There was a few pictures taken by people who were present. My brother
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by people who were present. My brother
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by people who were present. My brother took a picture of us with the rings that
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took a picture of us with the rings that
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took a picture of us with the rings that I posted on Instagram. Um, I'm sure my
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I posted on Instagram. Um, I'm sure my
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I posted on Instagram. Um, I'm sure my mom and dad probably took some pictures.
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mom and dad probably took some pictures.
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mom and dad probably took some pictures. I wasn't paying attention. It just
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I wasn't paying attention. It just
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I wasn't paying attention. It just wasn't about that. I don't know how else
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wasn't about that. I don't know how else
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wasn't about that. I don't know how else to explain. They were all be LIKE,
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to explain. They were all be LIKE,
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to explain. They were all be LIKE, "WHAT? YOU GOT married and I wasn't
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"WHAT? YOU GOT married and I wasn't
23:58
"WHAT? YOU GOT married and I wasn't invited." It just wasn't about that. So
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invited." It just wasn't about that. So
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invited." It just wasn't about that. So much so that at first we weren't sure we
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much so that at first we weren't sure we
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much so that at first we weren't sure we were going to tell anybody. We thought,
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were going to tell anybody. We thought,
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were going to tell anybody. We thought, you know what, we've got the rings. We
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you know what, we've got the rings. We
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you know what, we've got the rings. We already started kind of sneakily
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already started kind of sneakily
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already started kind of sneakily sneaking in husband and wife before the
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sneaking in husband and wife before the
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sneaking in husband and wife before the actual wedding cuz we were going to be
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actual wedding cuz we were going to be
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actual wedding cuz we were going to be sneaky. We're going to keep it private,
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sneaky. We're going to keep it private,
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sneaky. We're going to keep it private, just keep it to ourselves and not make a
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just keep it to ourselves and not make a
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just keep it to ourselves and not make a big halaloo about it. And then of course
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big halaloo about it. And then of course
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big halaloo about it. And then of course about a week after the ceremony came
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about a week after the ceremony came
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about a week after the ceremony came Valentine's Day and we were kind of
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Valentine's Day and we were kind of
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Valentine's Day and we were kind of sitting around looking at that good
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sitting around looking at that good
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sitting around looking at that good picture that my brother took of us in
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picture that my brother took of us in
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picture that my brother took of us in the rings and we kind of thought, "What
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the rings and we kind of thought, "What
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the rings and we kind of thought, "What the heck? It's Valentine's Day. Love is
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the heck? It's Valentine's Day. Love is
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the heck? It's Valentine's Day. Love is in the air." So I posted it on Instagram
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in the air." So I posted it on Instagram
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in the air." So I posted it on Instagram and you know what the good side of that
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and you know what the good side of that
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and you know what the good side of that is? Maybe it's a little less sneaky.
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is? Maybe it's a little less sneaky.
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is? Maybe it's a little less sneaky. Maybe it opens up to the world now, the
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Maybe it opens up to the world now, the
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Maybe it opens up to the world now, the knowledge that we've finally tied the
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knowledge that we've finally tied the
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knowledge that we've finally tied the knot. The cats out of the bag, so to
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knot. The cats out of the bag, so to
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knot. The cats out of the bag, so to speak. And it may not be as private, but
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speak. And it may not be as private, but
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speak. And it may not be as private, but at least now maybe people will finally
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at least now maybe people will finally
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at least now maybe people will finally stop asking, "When are you guys going to
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stop asking, "When are you guys going to
24:47
stop asking, "When are you guys going to get married?" And of course, now that
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get married?" And of course, now that
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get married?" And of course, now that some people have found out, everybody
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some people have found out, everybody
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some people have found out, everybody keeps asking us, "What do you need?
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keeps asking us, "What do you need?
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keeps asking us, "What do you need? Where can we send a present or whatever,
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Where can we send a present or whatever,
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Where can we send a present or whatever, but we got plenty of spatulas and
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but we got plenty of spatulas and
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but we got plenty of spatulas and spoons. We've lived together for quite a
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spoons. We've lived together for quite a
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spoons. We've lived together for quite a while now." We put the cart before the
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while now." We put the cart before the
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while now." We put the cart before the horse, so we already had the cart and
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horse, so we already had the cart and
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horse, so we already had the cart and all of the cart contents. So, we
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all of the cart contents. So, we
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all of the cart contents. So, we appreciate the sentiment very much, but
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appreciate the sentiment very much, but
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appreciate the sentiment very much, but we don't need any spatulas or kitchen
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we don't need any spatulas or kitchen
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we don't need any spatulas or kitchen shears. We're pretty good on that stuff.
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shears. We're pretty good on that stuff.
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shears. We're pretty good on that stuff. We're covered. No honeymoon or anything
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We're covered. No honeymoon or anything
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We're covered. No honeymoon or anything like that. I mean, from start to finish,
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like that. I mean, from start to finish,
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like that. I mean, from start to finish, we made this decision maybe December
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we made this decision maybe December
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we made this decision maybe December 23rd or 24th. I got back home from my
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23rd or 24th. I got back home from my
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23rd or 24th. I got back home from my vision quest for maybe two, maybe 3 days
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vision quest for maybe two, maybe 3 days
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vision quest for maybe two, maybe 3 days before we left to go up to Central
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before we left to go up to Central
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before we left to go up to Central California and do the wedding. So, there
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California and do the wedding. So, there
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California and do the wedding. So, there wasn't even like a honeymoon plan or
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wasn't even like a honeymoon plan or
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wasn't even like a honeymoon plan or anything like that. we might uh start a
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anything like that. we might uh start a
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anything like that. we might uh start a savings account and maybe put some some
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savings account and maybe put some some
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savings account and maybe put some some money away for a a rainy day honeymoon
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money away for a a rainy day honeymoon
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money away for a a rainy day honeymoon fund. But everybody was like, "Where you
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fund. But everybody was like, "Where you
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fund. But everybody was like, "Where you going for your honeymoon?" We did spend
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going for your honeymoon?" We did spend
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going for your honeymoon?" We did spend one night in Solving and, you know, fed
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one night in Solving and, you know, fed
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one night in Solving and, you know, fed the ostriches at Ostrich Land, so maybe
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the ostriches at Ostrich Land, so maybe
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the ostriches at Ostrich Land, so maybe that counts. No. But in all seriousness,
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that counts. No. But in all seriousness,
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that counts. No. But in all seriousness, I told one of my friends, you know what?
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I told one of my friends, you know what?
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I told one of my friends, you know what? We have had a 10-year honeymoon before
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We have had a 10-year honeymoon before
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We have had a 10-year honeymoon before even the wedding. It has been amazing. I
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even the wedding. It has been amazing. I
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even the wedding. It has been amazing. I met a girl who just wanted to take a
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met a girl who just wanted to take a
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met a girl who just wanted to take a quick picture with me in the parks.
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quick picture with me in the parks.
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quick picture with me in the parks. Wouldn't leave me alone. became my best
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Wouldn't leave me alone. became my best
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Wouldn't leave me alone. became my best friend and then the absolute love of my
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friend and then the absolute love of my
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friend and then the absolute love of my life. And although we've had our trials
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life. And although we've had our trials
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life. And although we've had our trials and tribulations and of course tests
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and tribulations and of course tests
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and tribulations and of course tests have come our way. There has not been
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have come our way. There has not been
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have come our way. There has not been one day since we started dating each
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one day since we started dating each
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one day since we started dating each other where we were not truly madly and
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other where we were not truly madly and
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other where we were not truly madly and deeply in love with each other. I mean I
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deeply in love with each other. I mean I
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deeply in love with each other. I mean I legitimately still get butterflies every
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legitimately still get butterflies every
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legitimately still get butterflies every time I walk into a room where she's at.
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time I walk into a room where she's at.
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time I walk into a room where she's at. There's been haters and idiots that want
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There's been haters and idiots that want
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There's been haters and idiots that want to say what they want to say. Like there
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to say what they want to say. Like there
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to say what they want to say. Like there always is. But even with the health
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always is. But even with the health
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always is. But even with the health problems, the hospital visits, the
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problems, the hospital visits, the
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problems, the hospital visits, the trials and tribulations, the ups and
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trials and tribulations, the ups and
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trials and tribulations, the ups and downs, even with all my George Bailey
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downs, even with all my George Bailey
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downs, even with all my George Bailey moments where I haven't built the
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moments where I haven't built the
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moments where I haven't built the skyscrapers I've wanted to build, and
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skyscrapers I've wanted to build, and
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skyscrapers I've wanted to build, and all the things, we have been incredibly
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all the things, we have been incredibly
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all the things, we have been incredibly blessed, incredibly lucky, incredibly
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blessed, incredibly lucky, incredibly
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blessed, incredibly lucky, incredibly devoted to each other. I could not be
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devoted to each other. I could not be
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devoted to each other. I could not be any happier
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any happier
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any happier with the love of my life, with being
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with the love of my life, with being
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with the love of my life, with being married to her, and like George Bailey,
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married to her, and like George Bailey,
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married to her, and like George Bailey, I feel like the richest man in town, you
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I feel like the richest man in town, you
26:47
I feel like the richest man in town, you know, still a lot to do. Still a lot to
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know, still a lot to do. Still a lot to
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know, still a lot to do. Still a lot to put right in my life.
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put right in my life.
26:52
put right in my life. Still a lot of people to contact that
26:54
Still a lot of people to contact that
26:54
Still a lot of people to contact that it's been too long since I've spoken to.
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it's been too long since I've spoken to.
26:56
it's been too long since I've spoken to. Still a lot of practical things in life
26:58
Still a lot of practical things in life
26:58
Still a lot of practical things in life to figure out. A lot of stuff to purge.
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to figure out. A lot of stuff to purge.
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to figure out. A lot of stuff to purge. Uh which I hopefully maybe I'll film
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Uh which I hopefully maybe I'll film
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Uh which I hopefully maybe I'll film some of it before I get rid of some of
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some of it before I get rid of some of
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some of it before I get rid of some of this stuff. There's still bills and
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this stuff. There's still bills and
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this stuff. There's still bills and taxes and funerals and work to do and
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taxes and funerals and work to do and
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taxes and funerals and work to do and normal life ahead of both of us, which
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normal life ahead of both of us, which
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normal life ahead of both of us, which means there will undoubtedly be more
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means there will undoubtedly be more
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means there will undoubtedly be more trials and tribulations and things to
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trials and tribulations and things to
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trials and tribulations and things to test your strength. But at least one
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test your strength. But at least one
27:16
test your strength. But at least one thing and the most important thing has
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thing and the most important thing has
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thing and the most important thing has been put right. And I just felt like
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been put right. And I just felt like
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been put right. And I just felt like this morning I wanted to share that with
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this morning I wanted to share that with
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this morning I wanted to share that with you guys. Share our little miracle with
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you guys. Share our little miracle with
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you guys. Share our little miracle with the world and just say, you know, if you
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the world and just say, you know, if you
27:28
the world and just say, you know, if you feel like the doors locked and shut,
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feel like the doors locked and shut,
27:30
feel like the doors locked and shut, things in your life are not exactly
27:32
things in your life are not exactly
27:32
things in your life are not exactly moving the way that you had planned on
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moving the way that you had planned on
27:34
moving the way that you had planned on them moving, you feel stuck, trapped,
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them moving, you feel stuck, trapped,
27:37
them moving, you feel stuck, trapped, things are locked in, they're never
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things are locked in, they're never
27:38
things are locked in, they're never going to change. I just want to
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going to change. I just want to
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going to change. I just want to encourage you. Don't quit knocking on
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encourage you. Don't quit knocking on
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encourage you. Don't quit knocking on that door cuz you never know when it'll
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that door cuz you never know when it'll
27:45
that door cuz you never know when it'll open.
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open.
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open. When I was here that night 12 years ago,
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When I was here that night 12 years ago,
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When I was here that night 12 years ago, I already knew I was getting divorced. I
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I already knew I was getting divorced. I
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I already knew I was getting divorced. I knew for more than a year. I didn't know
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knew for more than a year. I didn't know
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knew for more than a year. I didn't know the final nail in that coffin was going
27:53
the final nail in that coffin was going
27:53
the final nail in that coffin was going to come literally 48 hours later. But I
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to come literally 48 hours later. But I
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to come literally 48 hours later. But I knew my life was going to change. I
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knew my life was going to change. I
27:57
knew my life was going to change. I thought for the worse. I thought it
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thought for the worse. I thought it
27:59
thought for the worse. I thought it would never get any better. I remember
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would never get any better. I remember
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would never get any better. I remember walking around Disneyland that week with
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walking around Disneyland that week with
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walking around Disneyland that week with my friend Tyler Evans before I ever met
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my friend Tyler Evans before I ever met
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my friend Tyler Evans before I ever met Ally saying like, "Oh, I could see it
28:05
Ally saying like, "Oh, I could see it
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Ally saying like, "Oh, I could see it all before me. My life is going to be
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all before me. My life is going to be
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all before me. My life is going to be over. Everything's going to be wrecked.
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over. Everything's going to be wrecked.
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over. Everything's going to be wrecked. I'll probably never meet anybody again."
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I'll probably never meet anybody again."
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I'll probably never meet anybody again." And then we were laughing like, "Oh, if
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And then we were laughing like, "Oh, if
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And then we were laughing like, "Oh, if I ever did meet somebody, it'd probably
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I ever did meet somebody, it'd probably
28:13
I ever did meet somebody, it'd probably be here at Disneyland." And what are the
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be here at Disneyland." And what are the
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be here at Disneyland." And what are the odds that's going to happen, right?
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odds that's going to happen, right?
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odds that's going to happen, right? Yeah. I met a friend that same week at
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Yeah. I met a friend that same week at
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Yeah. I met a friend that same week at Disneyland, right? Or someone that would
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Disneyland, right? Or someone that would
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Disneyland, right? Or someone that would become a friend. But I had no idea that
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become a friend. But I had no idea that
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become a friend. But I had no idea that over the next, you know, 6 n months as I
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over the next, you know, 6 n months as I
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over the next, you know, 6 n months as I was going through like the greatest
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was going through like the greatest
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was going through like the greatest despair I'd ever felt and the just the
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despair I'd ever felt and the just the
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despair I'd ever felt and the just the worst feelings. My life was over. I
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worst feelings. My life was over. I
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worst feelings. My life was over. I thought I'd lost everything. Just
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thought I'd lost everything. Just
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thought I'd lost everything. Just everything was him bucked for all time.
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everything was him bucked for all time.
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everything was him bucked for all time. I had no idea
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I had no idea
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I had no idea that the seeds
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that the seeds
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that the seeds of my future happiness
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of my future happiness
28:46
of my future happiness had already been sown. So don't lose
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had already been sown. So don't lose
28:48
had already been sown. So don't lose heart, don't lose courage, don't lose
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heart, don't lose courage, don't lose
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heart, don't lose courage, don't lose faith. Trust that if you knock enough
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faith. Trust that if you knock enough
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faith. Trust that if you knock enough times, that door might open. And if you
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times, that door might open. And if you
28:54
times, that door might open. And if you don't get cynical, you don't get
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don't get cynical, you don't get
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don't get cynical, you don't get negative, you don't accept the worst,
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negative, you don't accept the worst,
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negative, you don't accept the worst, and you keep your eyes open,
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and you keep your eyes open,
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and you keep your eyes open, the best might still be yet to come.
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the best might still be yet to come.
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the best might still be yet to come. Right, Jimberly? Jimberly knows what I'm
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Right, Jimberly? Jimberly knows what I'm
29:07
Right, Jimberly? Jimberly knows what I'm talking about. Anyway, I hope that
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talking about. Anyway, I hope that
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talking about. Anyway, I hope that encourages you.
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encourages you.
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encourages you. It's been a long road for me and Ally.
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It's been a long road for me and Ally.
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It's been a long road for me and Ally. Just because I don't need any spoons
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Just because I don't need any spoons
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Just because I don't need any spoons doesn't mean you can't send her a card
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doesn't mean you can't send her a card
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doesn't mean you can't send her a card if you want to. She is, after all, a
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if you want to. She is, after all, a
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if you want to. She is, after all, a beautiful blushing bride. And I won't
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beautiful blushing bride. And I won't
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beautiful blushing bride. And I won't deny you that. But mainly, I wanted to
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deny you that. But mainly, I wanted to
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deny you that. But mainly, I wanted to share this information with you. Not so
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share this information with you. Not so
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share this information with you. Not so much that people would wish us joy or
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much that people would wish us joy or
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much that people would wish us joy or whatever. And thank you if you already
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whatever. And thank you if you already
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whatever. And thank you if you already did. It's really nice. Overwhelming
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did. It's really nice. Overwhelming
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did. It's really nice. Overwhelming amount of love and everything on
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amount of love and everything on
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amount of love and everything on Instagram and all. So, I really
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Instagram and all. So, I really
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Instagram and all. So, I really appreciate it. But mostly, I just
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appreciate it. But mostly, I just
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appreciate it. But mostly, I just thought this was a good time to share
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thought this was a good time to share
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thought this was a good time to share this and encourage anyone out there
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this and encourage anyone out there
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this and encourage anyone out there who's feeling low, feeling lonely,
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who's feeling low, feeling lonely,
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who's feeling low, feeling lonely, you're feeling down, you're feeling
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you're feeling down, you're feeling
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you're feeling down, you're feeling trapped. If you have felt the bitter
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trapped. If you have felt the bitter
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trapped. If you have felt the bitter sting of disappointment or seen your
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sting of disappointment or seen your
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sting of disappointment or seen your plans collapse or lost loved ones and
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plans collapse or lost loved ones and
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plans collapse or lost loved ones and you've had that feeling like things are
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you've had that feeling like things are
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you've had that feeling like things are never going to get better, things are
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never going to get better, things are
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never going to get better, things are never going to change. This is it. This
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never going to change. This is it. This
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never going to change. This is it. This is the new reality. Everything's
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is the new reality. Everything's
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is the new reality. Everything's horrible. Everything sucks. Everything's
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horrible. Everything sucks. Everything's
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horrible. Everything sucks. Everything's over. Just remember that the
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over. Just remember that the
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over. Just remember that the man who says he can do something and the
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man who says he can do something and the
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man who says he can do something and the man who says he can't are usually both
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man who says he can't are usually both
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man who says he can't are usually both right. I have been there. I have felt
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right. I have been there. I have felt
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right. I have been there. I have felt that disappointment. I have felt
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that disappointment. I have felt
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that disappointment. I have felt trapped. I have felt depressed. I have
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trapped. I have felt depressed. I have
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trapped. I have felt depressed. I have felt like nothing would ever get better.
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felt like nothing would ever get better.
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felt like nothing would ever get better. I have had the rug pulled out from under
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I have had the rug pulled out from under
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I have had the rug pulled out from under me in my life more times than I could
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me in my life more times than I could
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me in my life more times than I could tell you about. If I've learned anything
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tell you about. If I've learned anything
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tell you about. If I've learned anything is that the future is unwritten. Don't
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is that the future is unwritten. Don't
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is that the future is unwritten. Don't give up. Don't close that book cuz the
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give up. Don't close that book cuz the
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give up. Don't close that book cuz the next page could change everything. You
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next page could change everything. You
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next page could change everything. You close that book and you put it on the
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close that book and you put it on the
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close that book and you put it on the shelf, the story is over. You keep
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shelf, the story is over. You keep
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shelf, the story is over. You keep reading and you never know when that
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reading and you never know when that
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reading and you never know when that next chapter is going to start. I hope
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next chapter is going to start. I hope
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next chapter is going to start. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say. I
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you understand what I'm trying to say. I
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you understand what I'm trying to say. I know I didn't articulate that all that
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know I didn't articulate that all that
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know I didn't articulate that all that clearly. Still getting used to my Darth
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clearly. Still getting used to my Darth
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clearly. Still getting used to my Darth Vader machine and I'm not sleeping very
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Vader machine and I'm not sleeping very
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Vader machine and I'm not sleeping very well the last few days. I suppose given
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well the last few days. I suppose given
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well the last few days. I suppose given enough time I could get used to
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enough time I could get used to
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enough time I could get used to anything. So, wish me luck. I'll see you
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anything. So, wish me luck. I'll see you
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anything. So, wish me luck. I'll see you guys in random land. I'll see you over
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guys in random land. I'll see you over
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guys in random land. I'll see you over on Instagram, Facebook, Patreon, all of
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on Instagram, Facebook, Patreon, all of
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on Instagram, Facebook, Patreon, all of the places. Oh, by the way, special
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the places. Oh, by the way, special
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the places. Oh, by the way, special shout out to my friend Paul and Ka from
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shout out to my friend Paul and Ka from
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shout out to my friend Paul and Ka from the Oklahoma City Wonderhouse who were
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the Oklahoma City Wonderhouse who were
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the Oklahoma City Wonderhouse who were at Disneyland today and I was talking to
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at Disneyland today and I was talking to
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at Disneyland today and I was talking to in the middle of this video for a long
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in the middle of this video for a long
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in the middle of this video for a long time. Remember, as I have great cause to
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time. Remember, as I have great cause to
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time. Remember, as I have great cause to remember and to reflect on the past
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remember and to reflect on the past
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remember and to reflect on the past couple of days, there is a lot of
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couple of days, there is a lot of
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couple of days, there is a lot of negativity in this world. A lot of
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negativity in this world. A lot of
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negativity in this world. A lot of horrors, a lot of hardships, and a lot
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horrors, a lot of hardships, and a lot
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horrors, a lot of hardships, and a lot of rude, bad, dumb people. But it's also
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of rude, bad, dumb people. But it's also
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of rude, bad, dumb people. But it's also absolutely
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absolutely
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absolutely amazing. Full of incredible people. And
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amazing. Full of incredible people. And
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amazing. Full of incredible people. And there are more good people than bad.
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there are more good people than bad.
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there are more good people than bad. There are more helpers than hurters, if
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There are more helpers than hurters, if
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There are more helpers than hurters, if that makes sense. And like I said, the
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that makes sense. And like I said, the
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that makes sense. And like I said, the future is unwritten. Future is whatever
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future is unwritten. Future is whatever
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future is unwritten. Future is whatever you make of it, so make it a good one.
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you make of it, so make it a good one.
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you make of it, so make it a good one. All right, that's all the damage I can
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All right, that's all the damage I can
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All right, that's all the damage I can do for today. Thanks for hanging out.
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do for today. Thanks for hanging out.
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do for today. Thanks for hanging out. Obviously, between funerals and weddings
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Obviously, between funerals and weddings
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Obviously, between funerals and weddings and sleep apnea machines and trying to
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and sleep apnea machines and trying to
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and sleep apnea machines and trying to straighten life out and of course this
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straighten life out and of course this
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straighten life out and of course this memorial for my friend Adam coming up on
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memorial for my friend Adam coming up on
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memorial for my friend Adam coming up on March 8th, which I hope you guys join us
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March 8th, which I hope you guys join us
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March 8th, which I hope you guys join us on the live stream for. Things have been
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on the live stream for. Things have been
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on the live stream for. Things have been a little crazy, a little unusual.
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a little crazy, a little unusual.
31:56
a little crazy, a little unusual. Nothing's really going according to
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Nothing's really going according to
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Nothing's really going according to plan, but I hope that we get back to a
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plan, but I hope that we get back to a
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plan, but I hope that we get back to a more regular schedule of videos very
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more regular schedule of videos very
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more regular schedule of videos very soon. We're just a couple of weeks away
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soon. We're just a couple of weeks away
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soon. We're just a couple of weeks away now from the memorial. And then a lot
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now from the memorial. And then a lot
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now from the memorial. And then a lot less of my time will be taken up with
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less of my time will be taken up with
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less of my time will be taken up with planning and calling people back and
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planning and calling people back and
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planning and calling people back and forth and fielding lots and lots of
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forth and fielding lots and lots of
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forth and fielding lots and lots of complaints. And even before that
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complaints. And even before that
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complaints. And even before that happens, we might be able to escape
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happens, we might be able to escape
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happens, we might be able to escape Orange County for a couple of days of
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Orange County for a couple of days of
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Orange County for a couple of days of adventure on the road. Fingers crossed.
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adventure on the road. Fingers crossed.
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adventure on the road. Fingers crossed. There are also a lot of road trip plans
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There are also a lot of road trip plans
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There are also a lot of road trip plans coming up for March and April and into
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coming up for March and April and into
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coming up for March and April and into the summer at America 250, Route 66's
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the summer at America 250, Route 66's
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the summer at America 250, Route 66's 100th anniversary,
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100th anniversary,
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100th anniversary, and a whole lot more besides.
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and a whole lot more besides.
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and a whole lot more besides. >> For now, we've done our duty. IT'S TIME
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>> For now, we've done our duty. IT'S TIME
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>> For now, we've done our duty. IT'S TIME TO GO HOME AND sleep well. See you next
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TO GO HOME AND sleep well. See you next
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TO GO HOME AND sleep well. See you next time.
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Oh, I forgot to mention if anybody out
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Oh, I forgot to mention if anybody out there knows a great dentist in Orange
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there knows a great dentist in Orange
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there knows a great dentist in Orange County,
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County,
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County, let me know. I had a pretty good dentist
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let me know. I had a pretty good dentist
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let me know. I had a pretty good dentist lined up out there. Office, stop being
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lined up out there. Office, stop being
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lined up out there. Office, stop being able to prescribe
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able to prescribe
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able to prescribe medication.
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medication.
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medication. And I am one of those people that cannot
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And I am one of those people that cannot
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And I am one of those people that cannot get drilled on unless you put me as far
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get drilled on unless you put me as far
33:29
get drilled on unless you put me as far out as you can. So, let me know what
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out as you can. So, let me know what
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out as you can. So, let me know what else. Am I forgetting? Anything else?
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Probably. But that's what the next video
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Probably. But that's what the next video is for. All right. See you then. Things
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is for. All right. See you then. Things
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is for. All right. See you then. Things have been a little topsytur
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have been a little topsytur
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have been a little topsytur Things have been a little topsytur
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Things have been a little topsytur
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Things have been a little topsytur turvy.