Why I'm Thankful for this Thanksgiving - The bad news & The good news

0:04 aha finally the hats are back and so are

0:04 aha finally the hats are back and so are we time to make a special delivery ah

0:07 we time to make a special delivery ah

0:07 we time to make a special delivery ah yes old town orange and

0:11 yes old town orange and

0:11 yes old town orange and the antique station it's been a hot

0:14 the antique station it's been a hot

0:14 the antique station it's been a hot minute since i've still been recovering

0:15 minute since i've still been recovering

0:16 minute since i've still been recovering from wrist surgery but we still have our

0:18 from wrist surgery but we still have our

0:18 from wrist surgery but we still have our booth at the antique station and now i

0:20 booth at the antique station and now i

0:20 booth at the antique station and now i have replenished it with r for adventure

0:25 have replenished it with r for adventure

0:25 have replenished it with r for adventure kindred spirit hats dude we actually

0:27 kindred spirit hats dude we actually

0:27 kindred spirit hats dude we actually have a bunch of rad stuff in here look

0:29 have a bunch of rad stuff in here look

0:29 have a bunch of rad stuff in here look at this vintage yoda mask check out the

0:32 at this vintage yoda mask check out the

0:32 at this vintage yoda mask check out the disney sandcrawler hard to find these

0:33 disney sandcrawler hard to find these

0:34 disney sandcrawler hard to find these days echo one reissue some tiki shelf

0:37 days echo one reissue some tiki shelf

0:37 days echo one reissue some tiki shelf want built by my friend bamboo ben

0:40 want built by my friend bamboo ben

0:40 want built by my friend bamboo ben and one built by me back in 2014 and

0:44 and one built by me back in 2014 and

0:44 and one built by me back in 2014 and dehydrated worms a gimbal that i used

0:47 dehydrated worms a gimbal that i used

0:47 dehydrated worms a gimbal that i used once and decided that gimbals were not

0:49 once and decided that gimbals were not

0:49 once and decided that gimbals were not for me we got some popcorn buckets we've

0:52 for me we got some popcorn buckets we've

0:52 for me we got some popcorn buckets we've got more dehydrated worms mickey mouse

0:54 got more dehydrated worms mickey mouse

0:54 got more dehydrated worms mickey mouse stuff

0:55 stuff

0:55 stuff there's all kinds of weird stuff in here

0:57 there's all kinds of weird stuff in here

0:57 there's all kinds of weird stuff in here including

0:58 including

0:58 including the power of the cobra check this drum

1:00 the power of the cobra check this drum

1:00 the power of the cobra check this drum out i got this drum at an estate sale

1:03 out i got this drum at an estate sale

1:03 out i got this drum at an estate sale the person had bought it

1:04 the person had bought it

1:04 the person had bought it from the indian village that was its

1:06 from the indian village that was its

1:06 from the indian village that was its name at disneyland uh back in the day

1:09 name at disneyland uh back in the day

1:09 name at disneyland uh back in the day did a whole video about that and so this

1:12 did a whole video about that and so this

1:12 did a whole video about that and so this isn't one of the cool ones that says

1:13 isn't one of the cool ones that says

1:13 isn't one of the cool ones that says disneyland really big on it that's an

1:15 disneyland really big on it that's an

1:15 disneyland really big on it that's an old drum from disney i got a little

1:17 old drum from disney i got a little

1:17 old drum from disney i got a little vintage banner from mark twain's boyhood

1:19 vintage banner from mark twain's boyhood

1:20 vintage banner from mark twain's boyhood hometown some stuff from our old forest

1:23 hometown some stuff from our old forest

1:23 hometown some stuff from our old forest living room this is an amazing vintage

1:25 living room this is an amazing vintage

1:25 living room this is an amazing vintage like 1990s europe uh scrapbook all kinds

1:28 like 1990s europe uh scrapbook all kinds

1:28 like 1990s europe uh scrapbook all kinds of old photos and stuff like that in

1:30 of old photos and stuff like that in

1:30 of old photos and stuff like that in there these these are really cool

1:32 there these these are really cool

1:32 there these these are really cool gigantic

1:33 gigantic

1:33 gigantic magic kingdom maps just a handful of

1:35 magic kingdom maps just a handful of

1:36 magic kingdom maps just a handful of them these are super rare and

1:37 them these are super rare and

1:37 them these are super rare and interesting they were created as props

1:40 interesting they were created as props

1:40 interesting they were created as props so not quite as huge as the huge huge

1:41 so not quite as huge as the huge huge

1:41 so not quite as huge as the huge huge ones that take up an entire wall but

1:43 ones that take up an entire wall but

1:43 ones that take up an entire wall but still look at the size of that there

1:46 still look at the size of that there

1:46 still look at the size of that there that is awesome dude and then

1:49 that is awesome dude and then

1:49 that is awesome dude and then check this out this is really crazy

1:52 check this out this is really crazy

1:52 check this out this is really crazy right here we came up on like the mother

1:54 right here we came up on like the mother

1:54 right here we came up on like the mother lode of old vintage t-shirts dude i have

1:57 lode of old vintage t-shirts dude i have

1:57 lode of old vintage t-shirts dude i have been collecting batman the dark knight

1:59 been collecting batman the dark knight

1:59 been collecting batman the dark knight collection for years never seen a sick

2:02 collection for years never seen a sick

2:02 collection for years never seen a sick t-shirt like this some of them are

2:03 t-shirt like this some of them are

2:03 t-shirt like this some of them are vintage some of them were sort of one or

2:06 vintage some of them were sort of one or

2:06 vintage some of them were sort of one or two of a kind things for licensing

2:08 two of a kind things for licensing

2:08 two of a kind things for licensing pitches like these sweet tops card

2:10 pitches like these sweet tops card

2:10 pitches like these sweet tops card shirts

2:11 shirts

2:11 shirts these are sick and there's a bunch more

2:14 these are sick and there's a bunch more

2:14 these are sick and there's a bunch more coming oh vintage disney pins roger

2:17 coming oh vintage disney pins roger

2:17 coming oh vintage disney pins roger rabbit color charts while they were

2:19 rabbit color charts while they were

2:19 rabbit color charts while they were working on the movie there's a bunch of

2:20 working on the movie there's a bunch of

2:20 working on the movie there's a bunch of cool stuff in here if you dig especially

2:22 cool stuff in here if you dig especially

2:22 cool stuff in here if you dig especially in here you got some punk records you've

2:24 in here you got some punk records you've

2:24 in here you got some punk records you've got some uh stuff from around the

2:26 got some uh stuff from around the

2:26 got some uh stuff from around the country old disneyland maps look at this

2:28 country old disneyland maps look at this

2:28 country old disneyland maps look at this right here this is amazing look at this

2:31 right here this is amazing look at this

2:31 right here this is amazing look at this old vintage

2:32 old vintage

2:32 old vintage cocktail

2:33 cocktail

2:33 cocktail book

2:34 book

2:34 book recipes from the 1930s 40s 50s that is

2:39 recipes from the 1930s 40s 50s that is

2:39 recipes from the 1930s 40s 50s that is old school hey and how about that people

2:40 old school hey and how about that people

2:40 old school hey and how about that people magazine where harrison ford got the

2:42 magazine where harrison ford got the

2:42 magazine where harrison ford got the earring remember that one

2:44 earring remember that one

2:44 earring remember that one anyway that's just the beginning we're

2:46 anyway that's just the beginning we're

2:46 anyway that's just the beginning we're having uh even more restocking soon in

2:48 having uh even more restocking soon in

2:48 having uh even more restocking soon in the next couple of weeks before

2:50 the next couple of weeks before

2:50 the next couple of weeks before christmas so if you get a chance cruise

2:53 christmas so if you get a chance cruise

2:53 christmas so if you get a chance cruise on down to the antique station

2:56 on down to the antique station

2:56 on down to the antique station in orange california because i'm not 100

2:58 in orange california because i'm not 100

2:58 in orange california because i'm not 100 sure how long we're still going to have

3:00 sure how long we're still going to have

3:00 sure how long we're still going to have this definitely through the holidays

3:01 this definitely through the holidays

3:02 this definitely through the holidays even before we were in here and long

3:04 even before we were in here and long

3:04 even before we were in here and long after we're gone out of here the antique

3:06 after we're gone out of here the antique

3:06 after we're gone out of here the antique station is well worth your time we're

3:08 station is well worth your time we're

3:08 station is well worth your time we're still waiting on getting like a full

3:10 still waiting on getting like a full

3:10 still waiting on getting like a full space all to ourselves when and if that

3:13 space all to ourselves when and if that

3:13 space all to ourselves when and if that happens we'll definitely stay here and

3:15 happens we'll definitely stay here and

3:15 happens we'll definitely stay here and i'll try to work out a regular time to

3:17 i'll try to work out a regular time to

3:17 i'll try to work out a regular time to be down here but meanwhile i've been

3:20 be down here but meanwhile i've been

3:20 be down here but meanwhile i've been sort of avoiding it not just because the

3:21 sort of avoiding it not just because the

3:21 sort of avoiding it not just because the wrist but every time i come in here i

3:23 wrist but every time i come in here i

3:23 wrist but every time i come in here i get super tempted to buy stuff

3:25 get super tempted to buy stuff

3:25 get super tempted to buy stuff especially when i see things that would

3:27 especially when i see things that would

3:27 especially when i see things that would totally be on my christmas list like any

3:29 totally be on my christmas list like any

3:29 totally be on my christmas list like any pre-1990s monster toys frankenstein

3:32 pre-1990s monster toys frankenstein

3:32 pre-1990s monster toys frankenstein stuff or how about this booth dude

3:35 stuff or how about this booth dude

3:35 stuff or how about this booth dude this booth right here has got a lot of

3:38 this booth right here has got a lot of

3:38 this booth right here has got a lot of classics check out those old simpsons

3:40 classics check out those old simpsons

3:40 classics check out those old simpsons figurines snoopy

3:42 figurines snoopy

3:42 figurines snoopy big ol blow molded frankenstein had

3:45 big ol blow molded frankenstein had

3:45 big ol blow molded frankenstein had tons

3:46 tons

3:46 tons of vintage legit

3:49 of vintage legit

3:49 of vintage legit star wars figures

3:51 star wars figures

3:51 star wars figures and more and more

3:54 and more and more

3:54 and more and more yeah i could use these i don't actually

3:56 yeah i could use these i don't actually

3:56 yeah i could use these i don't actually have these

3:57 have these

3:57 have these and you know i'm a 1989 batman

4:00 and you know i'm a 1989 batman

4:00 and you know i'm a 1989 batman fanatic so

4:02 fanatic so

4:02 fanatic so lots and lots of stuff in here

4:04 lots and lots of stuff in here

4:04 lots and lots of stuff in here awesome

4:07 awesome

4:07 awesome who knew the rush or it's in vintage

4:09 who knew the rush or it's in vintage

4:09 who knew the rush or it's in vintage tees would be worth so much money one

4:12 tees would be worth so much money one

4:12 tees would be worth so much money one day

4:13 day

4:13 day i'm only charging 25.

4:15 i'm only charging 25.

4:15 i'm only charging 25. dude tons of good stuff check out the

4:17 dude tons of good stuff check out the

4:17 dude tons of good stuff check out the freaky

4:18 freaky

4:18 freaky tikis over here in this booth those are

4:20 tikis over here in this booth those are

4:20 tikis over here in this booth those are pretty sweet that is also

4:22 pretty sweet that is also

4:22 pretty sweet that is also a pretty sweet clock you know what time

4:25 a pretty sweet clock you know what time

4:25 a pretty sweet clock you know what time it is time for food dude and then look

4:27 it is time for food dude and then look

4:27 it is time for food dude and then look at all the seasonal stuff

4:29 at all the seasonal stuff

4:29 at all the seasonal stuff look at that hand-painted old-school

4:32 look at that hand-painted old-school

4:32 look at that hand-painted old-school candy cane that thing is righteous oh

4:35 candy cane that thing is righteous oh

4:35 candy cane that thing is righteous oh yeah there's a lot of rad stuff in here

4:38 yeah there's a lot of rad stuff in here

4:38 yeah there's a lot of rad stuff in here i could spend hours and hours which i

4:40 i could spend hours and hours which i

4:40 i could spend hours and hours which i always inevitably do once i come in here

4:42 always inevitably do once i come in here

4:42 always inevitably do once i come in here and really start

4:45 and really start

4:45 and really start looking around of course that's not

4:46 looking around of course that's not

4:46 looking around of course that's not really the real reason why i haven't

4:48 really the real reason why i haven't

4:48 really the real reason why i haven't been down here much the real reason is

4:50 been down here much the real reason is

4:50 been down here much the real reason is that ali and i

4:51 that ali and i

4:52 that ali and i have been going through some crazy times

4:53 have been going through some crazy times

4:53 have been going through some crazy times me with the wrist but her with even

4:55 me with the wrist but her with even

4:56 me with the wrist but her with even crazier stuff that i promised i would

4:57 crazier stuff that i promised i would

4:57 crazier stuff that i promised i would tell you about for thanksgiving and you

5:00 tell you about for thanksgiving and you

5:00 tell you about for thanksgiving and you should be watching this around that time

5:02 should be watching this around that time

5:02 should be watching this around that time it's been stressful and weird to talk

5:05 it's been stressful and weird to talk

5:05 it's been stressful and weird to talk about and i don't know this isn't really

5:07 about and i don't know this isn't really

5:07 about and i don't know this isn't really the place so i'll wait until we're out

5:08 the place so i'll wait until we're out

5:08 the place so i'll wait until we're out here but i promised and so once we get

5:11 here but i promised and so once we get

5:11 here but i promised and so once we get out of here i'll

5:12 out of here i'll

5:12 out of here i'll give you the skinny dude speaking of

5:14 give you the skinny dude speaking of

5:14 give you the skinny dude speaking of weird unusual hand painted i'm assuming

5:16 weird unusual hand painted i'm assuming

5:16 weird unusual hand painted i'm assuming that's a target game look at that and

5:19 that's a target game look at that and

5:19 that's a target game look at that and then check these out these have been

5:20 then check these out these have been

5:20 then check these out these have been here forever

5:21 here forever

5:21 here forever this snow white and all seven dwarves

5:26 this snow white and all seven dwarves

5:26 this snow white and all seven dwarves look at them hand painted

5:29 look at them hand painted

5:29 look at them hand painted very bootleg daycare if you know what

5:30 very bootleg daycare if you know what

5:30 very bootleg daycare if you know what that is i love these guys i hope they

5:33 that is i love these guys i hope they

5:33 that is i love these guys i hope they never sell and they're just in here

5:35 never sell and they're just in here

5:35 never sell and they're just in here adorning this place

5:36 adorning this place

5:36 adorning this place for all the time maybe if i get some

5:38 for all the time maybe if i get some

5:38 for all the time maybe if i get some extra money i should buy them and then

5:40 extra money i should buy them and then

5:40 extra money i should buy them and then re-donate them to stay

5:42 re-donate them to stay

5:42 re-donate them to stay forever my favorite stuff in here is

5:45 forever my favorite stuff in here is

5:45 forever my favorite stuff in here is always the really unusual like if

5:47 always the really unusual like if

5:47 always the really unusual like if someone had this in their house by their

5:48 someone had this in their house by their

5:48 someone had this in their house by their lamp i'd be like that's awesome

5:50 lamp i'd be like that's awesome

5:50 lamp i'd be like that's awesome something individual something unique

5:52 something individual something unique

5:52 something individual something unique you know or look at this look at this

5:54 you know or look at this look at this

5:54 you know or look at this look at this old sneezy right here or better yet what

5:56 old sneezy right here or better yet what

5:56 old sneezy right here or better yet what in the world is this

5:59 in the world is this

5:59 in the world is this it's a wiener dog decanter look if you

6:02 it's a wiener dog decanter look if you

6:02 it's a wiener dog decanter look if you put your hooch

6:04 put your hooch

6:04 put your hooch inside your pooch or dude look at this

6:06 inside your pooch or dude look at this

6:06 inside your pooch or dude look at this if you've got to buy

6:08 if you've got to buy

6:08 if you've got to buy presents or you're considering buying a

6:09 presents or you're considering buying a

6:09 presents or you're considering buying a stuffed animal for kids why not buy one

6:11 stuffed animal for kids why not buy one

6:11 stuffed animal for kids why not buy one from here like this vintage gizmo he

6:13 from here like this vintage gizmo he

6:13 from here like this vintage gizmo he needs a home and remember no matter what

6:15 needs a home and remember no matter what

6:15 needs a home and remember no matter what happens do not feed him

6:18 happens do not feed him

6:18 happens do not feed him after midnight i mean i've got

6:19 after midnight i mean i've got

6:19 after midnight i mean i've got everything children's books you got

6:22 everything children's books you got

6:22 everything children's books you got old school lunch boxes plus it's a very

6:25 old school lunch boxes plus it's a very

6:25 old school lunch boxes plus it's a very cool way shopping here

6:27 cool way shopping here

6:27 cool way shopping here of getting name brand stuff perhaps

6:30 of getting name brand stuff perhaps

6:30 of getting name brand stuff perhaps you've heard of me

6:32 you've heard of me

6:32 you've heard of me but still shopping small for the

6:34 but still shopping small for the

6:34 but still shopping small for the holidays and so foolish mortals come on

6:37 holidays and so foolish mortals come on

6:37 holidays and so foolish mortals come on down here to the antique station see me

6:39 down here to the antique station see me

6:39 down here to the antique station see me or my friend fake tyler or famous

6:41 or my friend fake tyler or famous

6:41 or my friend fake tyler or famous youtube star hey man with j-man and you

6:44 youtube star hey man with j-man and you

6:44 youtube star hey man with j-man and you too can pick up some sick merch as seen

6:47 too can pick up some sick merch as seen

6:48 too can pick up some sick merch as seen on random land

6:49 on random land

6:49 on random land boy there must be no cure because this

6:51 boy there must be no cure because this

6:51 boy there must be no cure because this merch just keeps getting sicker and

6:54 merch just keeps getting sicker and

6:54 merch just keeps getting sicker and sicker this is one of my favorites right

6:55 sicker this is one of my favorites right

6:55 sicker this is one of my favorites right here the old vintage knott's berry farm

6:58 here the old vintage knott's berry farm

6:58 here the old vintage knott's berry farm jar box look at that art don't make them

7:01 jar box look at that art don't make them

7:01 jar box look at that art don't make them like they used to oh and by the way uh

7:03 like they used to oh and by the way uh

7:03 like they used to oh and by the way uh this samurai print over here in that

7:05 this samurai print over here in that

7:05 this samurai print over here in that mirror i actually made those frames and

7:07 mirror i actually made those frames and

7:07 mirror i actually made those frames and i worked at a frame shop over in i don't

7:10 i worked at a frame shop over in i don't

7:10 i worked at a frame shop over in i don't know if it was technically anaheim or

7:12 know if it was technically anaheim or

7:12 know if it was technically anaheim or fullerton but

7:13 fullerton but

7:13 fullerton but over off state college dude check this

7:15 over off state college dude check this

7:15 over off state college dude check this out

7:16 out

7:16 out is this mr bear

7:19 is this mr bear

7:19 is this mr bear from full house

7:21 from full house

7:21 from full house look at these vintage care bears

7:24 look at these vintage care bears

7:24 look at these vintage care bears dude these are the 80s ones but they are

7:25 dude these are the 80s ones but they are

7:25 dude these are the 80s ones but they are like pristine

7:27 like pristine

7:28 like pristine seriously look the tags confirmed they

7:30 seriously look the tags confirmed they

7:30 seriously look the tags confirmed they are vintage

7:31 are vintage

7:31 are vintage but they're so clean and pristine whoa

7:35 but they're so clean and pristine whoa

7:35 but they're so clean and pristine whoa look at the grumpy one that's me oh man

7:37 look at the grumpy one that's me oh man

7:37 look at the grumpy one that's me oh man if tyler was here he'd be saying

7:40 if tyler was here he'd be saying

7:40 if tyler was here he'd be saying dude have you tried the sugar-free

7:41 dude have you tried the sugar-free

7:41 dude have you tried the sugar-free mountain dew

7:42 mountain dew

7:42 mountain dew tastes just like the real mountain dew

7:45 tastes just like the real mountain dew

7:45 tastes just like the real mountain dew that's why they don't even make real

7:46 that's why they don't even make real

7:46 that's why they don't even make real mountain dew anymore they just use the

7:47 mountain dew anymore they just use the

7:47 mountain dew anymore they just use the sugar-free one ooh dang mickey mouse

7:49 sugar-free one ooh dang mickey mouse

7:50 sugar-free one ooh dang mickey mouse comics ah see what i'm saying i keep

7:52 comics ah see what i'm saying i keep

7:52 comics ah see what i'm saying i keep wanting to leave then i get sucked into

7:54 wanting to leave then i get sucked into

7:54 wanting to leave then i get sucked into looking at more things look at these

7:55 looking at more things look at these

7:56 looking at more things look at these carnival straws over here remember those

7:58 carnival straws over here remember those

7:58 carnival straws over here remember those or what about

8:00 or what about

8:00 or what about this

8:01 this

8:01 this you ever seen one of these

8:03 you ever seen one of these

8:03 you ever seen one of these i doubt it because if you did you'd

8:04 i doubt it because if you did you'd

8:04 i doubt it because if you did you'd never be able to forget

8:07 never be able to forget

8:07 never be able to forget that's an image i'm never going to get

8:09 that's an image i'm never going to get

8:09 that's an image i'm never going to get out of my head this is

8:11 out of my head this is

8:11 out of my head this is this is so scary this is like the next

8:14 this is so scary this is like the next

8:14 this is so scary this is like the next generation's babadook like i can picture

8:17 generation's babadook like i can picture

8:17 generation's babadook like i can picture this thing coming to life

8:19 this thing coming to life

8:19 this thing coming to life and coming after people

8:22 and coming after people

8:22 and coming after people oh i don't like that it's the evil snook

8:26 oh i don't like that it's the evil snook

8:26 oh i don't like that it's the evil snook oh no or what about these elves

8:30 oh no or what about these elves

8:30 oh no or what about these elves ah they're a little dark crystal-ish

8:32 ah they're a little dark crystal-ish

8:32 ah they're a little dark crystal-ish you know a little labyrinthy a little

8:34 you know a little labyrinthy a little

8:34 you know a little labyrinthy a little brian frowdish but mostly they're just

8:36 brian frowdish but mostly they're just

8:36 brian frowdish but mostly they're just scary

8:37 scary

8:37 scary oh or scary santa or scary dude if any

8:41 oh or scary santa or scary dude if any

8:41 oh or scary santa or scary dude if any of these came to life

8:43 of these came to life

8:43 of these came to life oh boy this whole place would be soiled

8:45 oh boy this whole place would be soiled

8:45 oh boy this whole place would be soiled seriously that's gonna give me

8:46 seriously that's gonna give me

8:46 seriously that's gonna give me nightmares what is

8:48 nightmares what is

8:48 nightmares what is i can't even read that what is it it's

8:49 i can't even read that what is it it's

8:49 i can't even read that what is it it's so scary everything else in that booth

8:52 so scary everything else in that booth

8:52 so scary everything else in that booth in this booth so cute

8:55 in this booth so cute

8:56 in this booth so cute what's so terrifying oh if you're into

8:57 what's so terrifying oh if you're into

8:57 what's so terrifying oh if you're into horror christmas this is the way to go

8:59 horror christmas this is the way to go

8:59 horror christmas this is the way to go is that santa oh

9:01 is that santa oh

9:01 is that santa oh santa have your nightmares all right all

9:03 santa have your nightmares all right all

9:03 santa have your nightmares all right all right we're running out of time and

9:04 right we're running out of time and

9:04 right we're running out of time and since i'm not in the market for any

9:06 since i'm not in the market for any

9:06 since i'm not in the market for any eight track tapes i guess it's better to

9:08 eight track tapes i guess it's better to

9:08 eight track tapes i guess it's better to say goodbye goodbye guys goodbye jay bye

9:11 say goodbye goodbye guys goodbye jay bye

9:11 say goodbye goodbye guys goodbye jay bye see ya dude even when i'm outside i see

9:13 see ya dude even when i'm outside i see

9:13 see ya dude even when i'm outside i see stuff that brings back memories you ever

9:15 stuff that brings back memories you ever

9:15 stuff that brings back memories you ever have one of these

9:17 have one of these

9:17 have one of these my brother and i had one of these we

9:18 my brother and i had one of these we

9:18 my brother and i had one of these we always played with it

9:20 always played with it

9:20 always played with it like it was the disneyland train all

9:22 like it was the disneyland train all

9:22 like it was the disneyland train all right well the light

9:23 right well the light

9:23 right well the light is starting to get a little low out here

9:25 is starting to get a little low out here

9:25 is starting to get a little low out here at the orange circle

9:26 at the orange circle

9:26 at the orange circle i don't know if you can hear that but

9:27 i don't know if you can hear that but

9:27 i don't know if you can hear that but there's actually one cricket who's

9:29 there's actually one cricket who's

9:29 there's actually one cricket who's already started to pipe up even though

9:30 already started to pipe up even though

9:30 already started to pipe up even though the sun is still technically up the

9:32 the sun is still technically up the

9:32 the sun is still technically up the shadows are getting awfully long and

9:35 shadows are getting awfully long and

9:35 shadows are getting awfully long and with traffic the way it is it's gonna be

9:36 with traffic the way it is it's gonna be

9:36 with traffic the way it is it's gonna be dark soon plus there's a ton of people

9:38 dark soon plus there's a ton of people

9:38 dark soon plus there's a ton of people out in the orange circle today

9:40 out in the orange circle today

9:40 out in the orange circle today it's just

9:41 it's just

9:41 it's just wild so if we're gonna talk about

9:43 wild so if we're gonna talk about

9:43 wild so if we're gonna talk about serious stuff we should probably head

9:45 serious stuff we should probably head

9:45 serious stuff we should probably head home oh before i get in the car though

9:47 home oh before i get in the car though

9:47 home oh before i get in the car though look at this

9:48 look at this

9:48 look at this it's goosey sort of the unofficial mask

9:50 it's goosey sort of the unofficial mask

9:50 it's goosey sort of the unofficial mask out of the orange circle

9:53 out of the orange circle

9:53 out of the orange circle there's goosie

10:00 out for a walk goosey sort of a local

10:00 out for a walk goosey sort of a local celebrity around these parts it's an

10:02 celebrity around these parts it's an

10:02 celebrity around these parts it's an orange thing oh i just remembered gotta

10:04 orange thing oh i just remembered gotta

10:04 orange thing oh i just remembered gotta stop at the grocery store on the way

10:06 stop at the grocery store on the way

10:06 stop at the grocery store on the way home

10:07 home

10:07 home because friendsgiving is coming because

10:09 because friendsgiving is coming because

10:09 because friendsgiving is coming because some of us have elderly grandparents or

10:12 some of us have elderly grandparents or

10:12 some of us have elderly grandparents or parents we normally have thanksgiving

10:13 parents we normally have thanksgiving

10:13 parents we normally have thanksgiving with

10:14 with

10:14 with last year we ended up getting together

10:16 last year we ended up getting together

10:16 last year we ended up getting together with some of our friends who were all

10:18 with some of our friends who were all

10:18 with some of our friends who were all negative covet tested

10:20 negative covet tested

10:20 negative covet tested but or had been isolated you know during

10:23 but or had been isolated you know during

10:23 but or had been isolated you know during all the lockdown stuff and having a

10:25 all the lockdown stuff and having a

10:25 all the lockdown stuff and having a friend's giving for thanksgiving and

10:27 friend's giving for thanksgiving and

10:27 friend's giving for thanksgiving and this year apparently we're carrying on

10:30 this year apparently we're carrying on

10:30 this year apparently we're carrying on the tradition so i got to pick up some

10:32 the tradition so i got to pick up some

10:32 the tradition so i got to pick up some supplies especially if i want to partake

10:34 supplies especially if i want to partake

10:34 supplies especially if i want to partake in any of those sweet sweet

10:37 in any of those sweet sweet

10:37 in any of those sweet sweet gluten-free rolls that ali bakes

10:40 gluten-free rolls that ali bakes

10:40 gluten-free rolls that ali bakes like everybody else i get so busy during

10:43 like everybody else i get so busy during

10:43 like everybody else i get so busy during the holidays that it's part nostalgia

10:46 the holidays that it's part nostalgia

10:46 the holidays that it's part nostalgia and joy for me but also let's face it

10:49 and joy for me but also let's face it

10:49 and joy for me but also let's face it partially kind of annoying there's lots

10:50 partially kind of annoying there's lots

10:50 partially kind of annoying there's lots to do it gets hectic and so i find

10:52 to do it gets hectic and so i find

10:52 to do it gets hectic and so i find myself most here sort of wishing like oh

10:54 myself most here sort of wishing like oh

10:54 myself most here sort of wishing like oh man we gotta get through the holidays

10:56 man we gotta get through the holidays

10:56 man we gotta get through the holidays you always hear that expression

10:58 you always hear that expression

10:58 you always hear that expression get through the holidays but this year

11:00 get through the holidays but this year

11:00 get through the holidays but this year it is so totally different this year i

11:03 it is so totally different this year i

11:03 it is so totally different this year i find myself wanting to savor

11:05 find myself wanting to savor

11:06 find myself wanting to savor every moment of the holiday like it's

11:08 every moment of the holiday like it's

11:08 every moment of the holiday like it's going out of style because this year

11:12 going out of style because this year

11:12 going out of style because this year all the stuff that's going on

11:14 all the stuff that's going on

11:14 all the stuff that's going on makes time with my loved ones extremely

11:17 makes time with my loved ones extremely

11:17 makes time with my loved ones extremely precious before i elaborate though maybe

11:19 precious before i elaborate though maybe

11:19 precious before i elaborate though maybe i should call home and

11:21 i should call home and

11:21 i should call home and let them know i'm running late my cell

11:22 let them know i'm running late my cell

11:22 let them know i'm running late my cell phone is dead though ah wait there's a

11:24 phone is dead though ah wait there's a

11:24 phone is dead though ah wait there's a pay phone oh perfect just like old chuck

11:26 pay phone oh perfect just like old chuck

11:26 pay phone oh perfect just like old chuck oh no

11:28 oh no

11:28 oh no what happened i mean i could charge my

11:31 what happened i mean i could charge my

11:31 what happened i mean i could charge my phone in the car but

11:32 phone in the car but

11:32 phone in the car but what's et gonna do sidenote gang i just

11:35 what's et gonna do sidenote gang i just

11:35 what's et gonna do sidenote gang i just want to say it is super hard

11:38 want to say it is super hard

11:38 want to say it is super hard to pump gas with one hand or with your

11:40 to pump gas with one hand or with your

11:40 to pump gas with one hand or with your non-dominant hand you know

11:44 non-dominant hand you know

11:44 non-dominant hand you know made it home just in time for sunset

11:48 made it home just in time for sunset

11:48 made it home just in time for sunset never bite i was more tired than i

11:50 never bite i was more tired than i

11:50 never bite i was more tired than i thought so there's really no fun

11:52 thought so there's really no fun

11:52 thought so there's really no fun lighthearted way to talk about this

11:54 lighthearted way to talk about this

11:54 lighthearted way to talk about this because it's not a very fun

11:55 because it's not a very fun

11:56 because it's not a very fun light-hearted

11:57 light-hearted

11:57 light-hearted subject but to cut to the chase to make

12:00 subject but to cut to the chase to make

12:00 subject but to cut to the chase to make a little long story very short

12:03 a little long story very short

12:03 a little long story very short basically we've just been recently

12:04 basically we've just been recently

12:04 basically we've just been recently informed

12:06 informed

12:06 informed that ally's crohn's disease has now

12:08 that ally's crohn's disease has now

12:08 that ally's crohn's disease has now reached like a life or death

12:11 reached like a life or death

12:11 reached like a life or death literally a life or death sort of

12:14 literally a life or death sort of

12:14 literally a life or death sort of juncture

12:15 juncture

12:15 juncture and um

12:17 and um

12:18 and um that she

12:19 that she

12:19 that she she's had crohn's and for the last more

12:21 she's had crohn's and for the last more

12:21 she's had crohn's and for the last more than a year but certainly in the last

12:23 than a year but certainly in the last

12:23 than a year but certainly in the last year especially i've watched her just

12:25 year especially i've watched her just

12:25 year especially i've watched her just fade

12:26 fade

12:26 fade um you guys see when she's with me at

12:29 um you guys see when she's with me at

12:29 um you guys see when she's with me at like walt disney world or you know when

12:31 like walt disney world or you know when

12:31 like walt disney world or you know when we go somewhere and you see her with me

12:35 we go somewhere and you see her with me

12:35 we go somewhere and you see her with me on her good days when she's mustering up

12:37 on her good days when she's mustering up

12:37 on her good days when she's mustering up all the energy and just and trying to be

12:39 all the energy and just and trying to be

12:40 all the energy and just and trying to be pleasant and smile and be happy but for

12:44 pleasant and smile and be happy but for

12:44 pleasant and smile and be happy but for more than a year i mean almost as long

12:45 more than a year i mean almost as long

12:46 more than a year i mean almost as long as she's been getting her infusions

12:47 as she's been getting her infusions

12:47 as she's been getting her infusions which is two years she's been really

12:50 which is two years she's been really

12:50 which is two years she's been really just starting to fade like a slow

12:51 just starting to fade like a slow

12:52 just starting to fade like a slow decline

12:53 decline

12:53 decline there's a lot of days where the

12:55 there's a lot of days where the

12:55 there's a lot of days where the flare-ups and from the crones are so bad

12:57 flare-ups and from the crones are so bad

12:57 flare-ups and from the crones are so bad she's sleeping 16 hours a day she's

13:00 she's sleeping 16 hours a day she's

13:00 she's sleeping 16 hours a day she's gotten you know iron deficient and super

13:02 gotten you know iron deficient and super

13:02 gotten you know iron deficient and super anemic and ulcerated from basically like

13:06 anemic and ulcerated from basically like

13:06 anemic and ulcerated from basically like they did some scans and you know scopes

13:08 they did some scans and you know scopes

13:08 they did some scans and you know scopes and everything on her and she's

13:10 and everything on her and she's

13:10 and everything on her and she's ulcerated inside from stem to stern all

13:13 ulcerated inside from stem to stern all

13:13 ulcerated inside from stem to stern all the way through

13:14 the way through

13:14 the way through uh

13:16 uh

13:16 uh herniated inside just crazy stuff and

13:19 herniated inside just crazy stuff and

13:19 herniated inside just crazy stuff and the worst part is that there's a part of

13:21 the worst part is that there's a part of

13:21 the worst part is that there's a part of our intestines that is so scarred up now

13:23 our intestines that is so scarred up now

13:23 our intestines that is so scarred up now from the disease just going wild in

13:25 from the disease just going wild in

13:25 from the disease just going wild in there that it's so narrow that almost

13:28 there that it's so narrow that almost

13:28 there that it's so narrow that almost nothing could pass through which means

13:30 nothing could pass through which means

13:30 nothing could pass through which means you get blocked up all through your

13:31 you get blocked up all through your

13:31 you get blocked up all through your stomach and you just throw up um

13:34 stomach and you just throw up um

13:34 stomach and you just throw up um and

13:35 and

13:35 and i've just watched this happen and nobody

13:38 i've just watched this happen and nobody

13:38 i've just watched this happen and nobody she looks so pretty and small and demure

13:40 she looks so pretty and small and demure

13:40 she looks so pretty and small and demure and cute and petite you just never think

13:42 and cute and petite you just never think

13:42 and cute and petite you just never think anything would be wrong with her from

13:44 anything would be wrong with her from

13:44 anything would be wrong with her from the outside but i've just watched her

13:46 the outside but i've just watched her

13:46 the outside but i've just watched her basically she'll have good days don't

13:47 basically she'll have good days don't

13:48 basically she'll have good days don't get me wrong in fact when we went to

13:49 get me wrong in fact when we went to

13:49 get me wrong in fact when we went to disney world this last time there was a

13:50 disney world this last time there was a

13:50 disney world this last time there was a whole good week normally when i take her

13:52 whole good week normally when i take her

13:52 whole good week normally when i take her to disney world she lasts a day or two

13:54 to disney world she lasts a day or two

13:54 to disney world she lasts a day or two and then there's days where i got to be

13:55 and then there's days where i got to be

13:55 and then there's days where i got to be by myself because she can only be out

13:57 by myself because she can only be out

13:57 by myself because she can only be out for an hour so and she had like a really

13:59 for an hour so and she had like a really

13:59 for an hour so and she had like a really good week and it was great she was

14:00 good week and it was great she was

14:00 good week and it was great she was eating and eating was pretty much fine

14:02 eating and eating was pretty much fine

14:02 eating and eating was pretty much fine and then there's other times where she

14:05 and then there's other times where she

14:05 and then there's other times where she can't go anywhere with me and the reason

14:06 can't go anywhere with me and the reason

14:06 can't go anywhere with me and the reason you don't see her with me

14:08 you don't see her with me

14:08 you don't see her with me it's because she can barely move and

14:11 it's because she can barely move and

14:11 it's because she can barely move and i was going back and forth on route 66

14:13 i was going back and forth on route 66

14:13 i was going back and forth on route 66 you know

14:14 you know

14:14 you know and doing uh those road trips where i do

14:16 and doing uh those road trips where i do

14:16 and doing uh those road trips where i do one week on one week off because you

14:18 one week on one week off because you

14:18 one week on one week off because you know i have my kid that week or whatever

14:21 know i have my kid that week or whatever

14:21 know i have my kid that week or whatever and um

14:22 and um the last time that i went

14:24 the last time that i went

14:24 the last time that i went she

14:26 she

14:26 she she

14:27 she just the blockage in there had gotten so

14:29 just the blockage in there had gotten so

14:29 just the blockage in there had gotten so bad her belly was so distended that you

14:31 bad her belly was so distended that you

14:31 bad her belly was so distended that you could literally brush and get sepsis and

14:33 could literally brush and get sepsis and

14:33 could literally brush and get sepsis and die and she came that close i mean we're

14:35 die and she came that close i mean we're

14:35 die and she came that close i mean we're actually on a knife edge even now any

14:38 actually on a knife edge even now any

14:38 actually on a knife edge even now any day is a knife edge now because

14:40 day is a knife edge now because

14:40 day is a knife edge now because basically i have instructions that you

14:41 basically i have instructions that you

14:41 basically i have instructions that you know you know 12 hours of this you got

14:43 know you know 12 hours of this you got

14:43 know you know 12 hours of this you got to take it to the hospital if a fever

14:44 to take it to the hospital if a fever

14:44 to take it to the hospital if a fever over this take to the hospital and

14:45 over this take to the hospital and

14:46 over this take to the hospital and they'll and they'll have to do crazy

14:48 they'll and they'll have to do crazy

14:48 they'll and they'll have to do crazy stuff

14:49 stuff so to try to make all this long story

14:51 so to try to make all this long story

14:51 so to try to make all this long story short

14:52 short

14:52 short uh

14:54 uh or well no i guess i should finish that

14:56 or well no i guess i should finish that

14:56 or well no i guess i should finish that so going out on route 66 and coming back

14:58 so going out on route 66 and coming back

14:58 so going out on route 66 and coming back that last time and she hadn't been able

15:00 that last time and she hadn't been able

15:00 that last time and she hadn't been able to

15:01 to

15:01 to keep down even water

15:03 keep down even water

15:03 keep down even water for almost 48 hours and no food for like

15:07 for almost 48 hours and no food for like

15:07 for almost 48 hours and no food for like 72 hours she didn't complain or do

15:10 72 hours she didn't complain or do

15:10 72 hours she didn't complain or do anything or go to the hospital or

15:11 anything or go to the hospital or

15:11 anything or go to the hospital or anything and so

15:13 anything and so

15:13 anything and so i've just been probably because she was

15:15 i've just been probably because she was

15:15 i've just been probably because she was out of her mind from dehydration so i've

15:17 out of her mind from dehydration so i've

15:17 out of her mind from dehydration so i've just been so scared to leave without her

15:20 just been so scared to leave without her

15:20 just been so scared to leave without her for like a year too so not only was i

15:23 for like a year too so not only was i

15:23 for like a year too so not only was i did i have the hand thing going on which

15:24 did i have the hand thing going on which

15:24 did i have the hand thing going on which is the biggest thing look at this this

15:26 is the biggest thing look at this this

15:26 is the biggest thing look at this this is victory because i could not spread my

15:28 is victory because i could not spread my

15:28 is victory because i could not spread my fingers before i was getting harder and

15:29 fingers before i was getting harder and

15:29 fingers before i was getting harder and harder to edit especially on a laptop

15:31 harder to edit especially on a laptop

15:31 harder to edit especially on a laptop but you notice the videos take so long

15:33 but you notice the videos take so long

15:33 but you notice the videos take so long to come out

15:34 to come out

15:34 to come out because it was hard to edit

15:36 because it was hard to edit

15:36 because it was hard to edit so not just that but i've been

15:38 so not just that but i've been

15:38 so not just that but i've been leaving less and less because she's

15:39 leaving less and less because she's

15:39 leaving less and less because she's needed so much more help and attention

15:42 needed so much more help and attention

15:42 needed so much more help and attention and shouldn't be able to work in a long

15:44 and shouldn't be able to work in a long

15:44 and shouldn't be able to work in a long time she's been able to do any normal

15:46 time she's been able to do any normal

15:46 time she's been able to do any normal functioning thing any plans are subject

15:49 functioning thing any plans are subject

15:49 functioning thing any plans are subject to change and i perfectly well

15:51 to change and i perfectly well

15:51 to change and i perfectly well understand i'm very sympathetic because

15:53 understand i'm very sympathetic because

15:53 understand i'm very sympathetic because i had a raging unchecked nobody knew

15:56 i had a raging unchecked nobody knew

15:56 i had a raging unchecked nobody knew celiac disease for years and years and

15:58 celiac disease for years and years and

15:58 celiac disease for years and years and years where i couldn't even leave the

15:59 years where i couldn't even leave the

15:59 years where i couldn't even leave the house ever i mean there was

16:01 house ever i mean there was

16:01 house ever i mean there was five to seven years there where i

16:03 five to seven years there where i

16:03 five to seven years there where i really couldn't go anywhere not less

16:05 really couldn't go anywhere not less

16:05 really couldn't go anywhere not less like every bathroom along the way and

16:07 like every bathroom along the way and

16:07 like every bathroom along the way and i'd be doubled over in pain in people's

16:09 i'd be doubled over in pain in people's

16:09 i'd be doubled over in pain in people's houses i was still playing shows in my

16:10 houses i was still playing shows in my

16:10 houses i was still playing shows in my band and i'd just be in the van like

16:12 band and i'd just be in the van like

16:12 band and i'd just be in the van like curl up in a little ball go do the show

16:14 curl up in a little ball go do the show

16:14 curl up in a little ball go do the show curl back up in a little ball just dying

16:16 curl back up in a little ball just dying

16:16 curl back up in a little ball just dying so i totally can sympathize and

16:18 so i totally can sympathize and

16:18 so i totally can sympathize and understand how she feels but it's been

16:21 understand how she feels but it's been

16:21 understand how she feels but it's been really really hard

16:23 really really hard

16:23 really really hard she only has two classes

16:25 she only has two classes

16:25 she only has two classes uh

16:26 uh in

16:28 in

16:28 in college right now she's doing uh some

16:30 college right now she's doing uh some

16:30 college right now she's doing uh some stuff in school and uh like community

16:33 stuff in school and uh like community

16:33 stuff in school and uh like community college stuff

16:34 college stuff

16:34 college stuff and for sewing and fashion design or

16:36 and for sewing and fashion design or

16:36 and for sewing and fashion design or whatever and she only is taking two

16:38 whatever and she only is taking two

16:38 whatever and she only is taking two courses this semester because it's just

16:40 courses this semester because it's just

16:40 courses this semester because it's just her energy level

16:42 her energy level

16:42 her energy level not a lot of energy there and even the

16:44 not a lot of energy there and even the

16:44 not a lot of energy there and even the two courses is like

16:46 two courses is like

16:46 two courses is like it's dicey whether she can make it

16:47 it's dicey whether she can make it

16:48 it's dicey whether she can make it sometimes so it's just

16:51 sometimes so it's just

16:51 sometimes so it's just you only see the good side most people

16:52 you only see the good side most people

16:52 you only see the good side most people only see the good side that's the size

16:53 only see the good side that's the size

16:53 only see the good side that's the size she wants to receive

16:55 she wants to receive

16:55 she wants to receive smiling happy but the energy fading the

16:59 smiling happy but the energy fading the

16:59 smiling happy but the energy fading the constant worry the stress so i haven't

17:01 constant worry the stress so i haven't

17:01 constant worry the stress so i haven't been going anywhere since then except

17:02 been going anywhere since then except

17:02 been going anywhere since then except for disney world when i brought her with

17:03 for disney world when i brought her with

17:03 for disney world when i brought her with me they've been so scared to leave her

17:05 me they've been so scared to leave her

17:05 me they've been so scared to leave her alone make sure that she's taken care of

17:06 alone make sure that she's taken care of

17:06 alone make sure that she's taken care of make sure she's taking all her

17:07 make sure she's taking all her

17:07 make sure she's taking all her medications and she's been on a ton of

17:10 medications and she's been on a ton of

17:10 medications and she's been on a ton of medication for a long time uh you know

17:14 medication for a long time uh you know

17:14 medication for a long time uh you know prednisone and stuff like that so

17:17 prednisone and stuff like that so

17:17 prednisone and stuff like that so um it's just gotten really serious so

17:20 um it's just gotten really serious so

17:20 um it's just gotten really serious so the doctors a few weeks ago and this is

17:22 the doctors a few weeks ago and this is

17:22 the doctors a few weeks ago and this is this is all what the point of this is

17:25 this is all what the point of this is

17:25 this is all what the point of this is the doctors a few weeks ago sat us down

17:27 the doctors a few weeks ago sat us down

17:28 the doctors a few weeks ago sat us down because she'd been all scoped through to

17:29 because she'd been all scoped through to

17:29 because she'd been all scoped through to figure out what they're going to do next

17:31 figure out what they're going to do next

17:31 figure out what they're going to do next one they're going to have to change her

17:32 one they're going to have to change her

17:32 one they're going to have to change her medication her infusions to much more

17:34 medication her infusions to much more

17:34 medication her infusions to much more crazy

17:35 crazy

17:35 crazy uh medication which will hopefully

17:38 uh medication which will hopefully

17:38 uh medication which will hopefully put the crohn's in remission and be back

17:40 put the crohn's in remission and be back

17:40 put the crohn's in remission and be back to crohn's two we knew she was going to

17:43 to crohn's two we knew she was going to

17:43 to crohn's two we knew she was going to have to have surgery on the pirate

17:45 have to have surgery on the pirate

17:45 have to have surgery on the pirate inside with the blockages but it is a

17:48 inside with the blockages but it is a

17:48 inside with the blockages but it is a whole other thing when we sat down and

17:50 whole other thing when we sat down and

17:50 whole other thing when we sat down and met with the surgeon finally who

17:52 met with the surgeon finally who

17:52 met with the surgeon finally who actually looked at all these results who

17:54 actually looked at all these results who

17:54 actually looked at all these results who actually looked at her whole case

17:55 actually looked at her whole case

17:55 actually looked at her whole case finally got to a doctor who's actually

17:56 finally got to a doctor who's actually

17:56 finally got to a doctor who's actually paying attention and was like listen

17:59 paying attention and was like listen

17:59 paying attention and was like listen you're literally as is you are literally

18:02 you're literally as is you are literally

18:02 you're literally as is you are literally going to die

18:03 going to die

18:03 going to die this will kill you it's only a matter of

18:05 this will kill you it's only a matter of

18:05 this will kill you it's only a matter of time because it's so restricted that

18:08 time because it's so restricted that

18:08 time because it's so restricted that one way or another whether it's tomorrow

18:10 one way or another whether it's tomorrow

18:10 one way or another whether it's tomorrow whether it's two months or three months

18:12 whether it's two months or three months

18:12 whether it's two months or three months from now

18:13 from now

18:13 from now not long you will die from this it's

18:16 not long you will die from this it's

18:16 not long you will die from this it's nothing can go through

18:18 nothing can go through

18:18 nothing can go through um so you have 100 chance of dying if

18:20 um so you have 100 chance of dying if

18:20 um so you have 100 chance of dying if you don't do anything okay well we kind

18:22 you don't do anything okay well we kind

18:22 you don't do anything okay well we kind of knew that it's crazy to hear that in

18:24 of knew that it's crazy to hear that in

18:24 of knew that it's crazy to hear that in words especially about ali who looks so

18:26 words especially about ali who looks so

18:26 words especially about ali who looks so cute and perfect and you would never

18:28 cute and perfect and you would never

18:28 cute and perfect and you would never think she's even sick you know if you

18:29 think she's even sick you know if you

18:29 think she's even sick you know if you didn't know uh

18:32 didn't know uh

18:32 didn't know uh and then they said we can you know or we

18:35 and then they said we can you know or we

18:35 and then they said we can you know or we can do this procedure and then there's a

18:37 can do this procedure and then there's a

18:37 can do this procedure and then there's a 15 10 to 15 chance though you still die

18:41 15 10 to 15 chance though you still die

18:41 15 10 to 15 chance though you still die and so or we can do some other

18:43 and so or we can do some other

18:43 and so or we can do some other procedures so without getting super

18:45 procedures so without getting super

18:45 procedures so without getting super specific they're basically going to have

18:47 specific they're basically going to have

18:47 specific they're basically going to have to have some crazy surgery on her

18:50 to have some crazy surgery on her

18:50 to have some crazy surgery on her and then wait six months and then have

18:52 and then wait six months and then have

18:52 and then wait six months and then have another surgery to put everything back

18:54 another surgery to put everything back

18:54 another surgery to put everything back together and then in between those two

18:56 together and then in between those two

18:56 together and then in between those two surgeries just

18:58 surgeries just

18:58 surgeries just throw every kind of

19:00 throw every kind of

19:00 throw every kind of treatment they possibly can at it and

19:03 treatment they possibly can at it and

19:03 treatment they possibly can at it and it's like brutal because it's ally who's

19:07 it's like brutal because it's ally who's

19:07 it's like brutal because it's ally who's you know oh no they're gonna cut me all

19:09 you know oh no they're gonna cut me all

19:09 you know oh no they're gonna cut me all apart and all that stuff is so sad and

19:11 apart and all that stuff is so sad and

19:11 apart and all that stuff is so sad and there's been a lot of crying

19:13 there's been a lot of crying

19:13 there's been a lot of crying uh

19:14 uh for a couple weeks now on the plus side

19:18 for a couple weeks now on the plus side

19:18 for a couple weeks now on the plus side for me

19:19 for me

19:19 for me sitting in there i've been crying too

19:21 sitting in there i've been crying too

19:21 sitting in there i've been crying too with her you know i'm crying right there

19:22 with her you know i'm crying right there

19:22 with her you know i'm crying right there along with her the plus side for me is

19:25 along with her the plus side for me is

19:25 along with her the plus side for me is that i've been watching this happen for

19:27 that i've been watching this happen for

19:27 that i've been watching this happen for a year or two and freaking out and being

19:29 a year or two and freaking out and being

19:29 a year or two and freaking out and being upset at her doctors and for the longest

19:31 upset at her doctors and for the longest

19:31 upset at her doctors and for the longest time we couldn't even get in in person

19:32 time we couldn't even get in in person

19:32 time we couldn't even get in in person to see him because of all the covid

19:35 to see him because of all the covid

19:35 to see him because of all the covid restrictions and stuff like that so i've

19:36 restrictions and stuff like that so i've

19:36 restrictions and stuff like that so i've been freaking out that all this was

19:38 been freaking out that all this was

19:38 been freaking out that all this was going on and kind of figured this is

19:40 going on and kind of figured this is

19:40 going on and kind of figured this is what was going to happen

19:41 what was going to happen

19:41 what was going to happen and freaking out like let's do something

19:43 and freaking out like let's do something

19:43 and freaking out like let's do something about this we've got to get and the

19:44 about this we've got to get and the

19:44 about this we've got to get and the doctor's just taking their sweet time

19:46 doctor's just taking their sweet time

19:46 doctor's just taking their sweet time you know how it is and finally this new

19:48 you know how it is and finally this new

19:48 you know how it is and finally this new doctor's

19:50 doctor's

19:50 doctor's got a plan and the plan is horrible and

19:51 got a plan and the plan is horrible and

19:52 got a plan and the plan is horrible and ali's going to have to go through

19:53 ali's going to have to go through

19:53 ali's going to have to go through horrible agony and it's going to be

19:54 horrible agony and it's going to be

19:54 horrible agony and it's going to be tough to be

19:55 tough to be

19:56 tough to be here

19:56 here

19:56 here and make sure she's taken care of of

19:58 and make sure she's taken care of of

19:58 and make sure she's taken care of of course i have my family and we have a

20:00 course i have my family and we have a

20:00 course i have my family and we have a lot of very good friends and so i'm sure

20:02 lot of very good friends and so i'm sure

20:02 lot of very good friends and so i'm sure that all things considered the support

20:04 that all things considered the support

20:04 that all things considered the support system is there for it i'll be fine but

20:07 system is there for it i'll be fine but

20:07 system is there for it i'll be fine but um

20:07 um

20:08 um anyway it was a relief to me in one way

20:10 anyway it was a relief to me in one way

20:10 anyway it was a relief to me in one way because i'm relieved that there's at

20:11 because i'm relieved that there's at

20:11 because i'm relieved that there's at least some kind of plan because

20:23 that is you know

20:23 that is you know i don't want to be alone with no alley i

20:25 i don't want to be alone with no alley i

20:25 i don't want to be alone with no alley i don't want to be in the world with no

20:26 don't want to be in the world with no

20:26 don't want to be in the world with no alley it's a world without ali a world

20:28 alley it's a world without ali a world

20:28 alley it's a world without ali a world we want to live in you know what i mean

20:30 we want to live in you know what i mean

20:30 we want to live in you know what i mean so i'm just relieved

20:32 so i'm just relieved

20:32 so i'm just relieved in a way and of course i'm sad for ally

20:34 in a way and of course i'm sad for ally

20:34 in a way and of course i'm sad for ally because she's gonna have all these scars

20:35 because she's gonna have all these scars

20:36 because she's gonna have all these scars and things and you know and it's scary

20:38 and things and you know and it's scary

20:38 and things and you know and it's scary obviously any kind of surgery and it's

20:40 obviously any kind of surgery and it's

20:40 obviously any kind of surgery and it's going to be literally

20:42 going to be literally

20:42 going to be literally six months of getting cut up and having

20:45 six months of getting cut up and having

20:45 six months of getting cut up and having insane medication and then getting

20:46 insane medication and then getting

20:46 insane medication and then getting caught up again and putting back

20:47 caught up again and putting back

20:48 caught up again and putting back together again if nothing changes in the

20:50 together again if nothing changes in the

20:50 together again if nothing changes in the plan goes as is

20:53 plan goes as is

20:53 plan goes as is on the plus side for both of us

20:55 on the plus side for both of us

20:56 on the plus side for both of us um

20:56 um because that's what we found out so we

20:58 because that's what we found out so we

20:58 because that's what we found out so we found this out

20:59 found this out

20:59 found this out i mean

21:01 i mean

21:01 i mean five seconds after i got this surgery

21:04 five seconds after i got this surgery

21:04 five seconds after i got this surgery uh so it also while we're like grieving

21:07 uh so it also while we're like grieving

21:07 uh so it also while we're like grieving and being sad and working through this

21:08 and being sad and working through this

21:08 and being sad and working through this and processing all this i've got one

21:10 and processing all this i've got one

21:10 and processing all this i've got one hand and poor alex had to help me do

21:12 hand and poor alex had to help me do

21:12 hand and poor alex had to help me do everything right so it's getting a

21:14 everything right so it's getting a

21:14 everything right so it's getting a little better now i can do more stuff so

21:15 little better now i can do more stuff so

21:15 little better now i can do more stuff so it's a little easier for her for ally

21:18 it's a little easier for her for ally

21:18 it's a little easier for her for ally so the first thing of course was my

21:20 so the first thing of course was my

21:20 so the first thing of course was my friend texted me you know you can't

21:21 friend texted me you know you can't

21:21 friend texted me you know you can't complain about that hand anymore right

21:23 complain about that hand anymore right

21:23 complain about that hand anymore right yeah

21:25 yeah

21:25 yeah but the plus side for both of us too is

21:27 but the plus side for both of us too is

21:27 but the plus side for both of us too is that when we first found that out it was

21:28 that when we first found that out it was

21:28 that when we first found that out it was like we didn't know when she was gonna

21:29 like we didn't know when she was gonna

21:29 like we didn't know when she was gonna have to have the surgery

21:31 have to have the surgery

21:31 have to have the surgery we didn't know if it would be before now

21:33 we didn't know if it would be before now

21:33 we didn't know if it would be before now we didn't know if it would be uh the

21:35 we didn't know if it would be uh the

21:35 we didn't know if it would be uh the first week of december and so we asked

21:37 first week of december and so we asked

21:37 first week of december and so we asked them like

21:38 them like

21:38 them like uh do you think it can be scheduled

21:40 uh do you think it can be scheduled

21:40 uh do you think it can be scheduled after you know december whatever the end

21:42 after you know december whatever the end

21:42 after you know december whatever the end of valley's semester is because at least

21:45 of valley's semester is because at least

21:45 of valley's semester is because at least that way she doesn't waste her whole

21:46 that way she doesn't waste her whole

21:46 that way she doesn't waste her whole she's been in school for the whole

21:47 she's been in school for the whole

21:47 she's been in school for the whole semester those two courses and it was so

21:49 semester those two courses and it was so

21:49 semester those two courses and it was so hard for her to make it and get through

21:51 hard for her to make it and get through

21:51 hard for her to make it and get through it you know all with being sick

21:53 it you know all with being sick

21:53 it you know all with being sick and i said no it'll definitely be after

21:54 and i said no it'll definitely be after

21:54 and i said no it'll definitely be after that so that was a relief and now we

21:56 that so that was a relief and now we

21:56 that so that was a relief and now we found out it'll be after christmas so

21:57 found out it'll be after christmas so

21:57 found out it'll be after christmas so it'll be sometime mid-january

22:00 it'll be sometime mid-january

22:00 it'll be sometime mid-january so thank god

22:01 so thank god

22:02 so thank god uh

22:03 uh you know

22:05 you know that they have a plan they have a plan

22:06 that they have a plan they have a plan

22:06 that they have a plan they have a plan in place and i have all these things

22:08 in place and i have all these things

22:08 in place and i have all these things that they told me okay if she this or

22:09 that they told me okay if she this or

22:09 that they told me okay if she this or this or this or this happens take her to

22:11 this or this or this happens take her to

22:11 this or this or this happens take her to the hospital and we do the surgery as an

22:12 the hospital and we do the surgery as an

22:12 the hospital and we do the surgery as an emergency surgery immediately so

22:15 emergency surgery immediately so

22:15 emergency surgery immediately so it still could be any second it's still

22:17 it still could be any second it's still

22:17 it still could be any second it's still freaky and terrifying but we're trying

22:19 freaky and terrifying but we're trying

22:19 freaky and terrifying but we're trying not to think about that too much you

22:20 not to think about that too much you

22:20 not to think about that too much you know i'm just

22:21 know i'm just

22:21 know i'm just staying around her

22:23 staying around her

22:23 staying around her and very being very careful that

22:25 and very being very careful that

22:25 and very being very careful that somebody's with her you know and just

22:27 somebody's with her you know and just

22:27 somebody's with her you know and just keeping an eye on things not that she

22:28 keeping an eye on things not that she

22:28 keeping an eye on things not that she can't take care of herself just you know

22:30 can't take care of herself just you know

22:30 can't take care of herself just you know the paranoia and the love and all that

22:33 the paranoia and the love and all that

22:33 the paranoia and the love and all that and then um

22:35 and then um

22:35 and then um so it should be mid-january which means

22:37 so it should be mid-january which means

22:37 so it should be mid-january which means that we get the holidays

22:40 that we get the holidays

22:40 that we get the holidays together normal no scars no weird liquid

22:43 together normal no scars no weird liquid

22:43 together normal no scars no weird liquid diets no

22:44 diets no

22:44 diets no healing no ivs no

22:47 healing no ivs no

22:47 healing no ivs no crazy

22:48 crazy new medications that might have crazy

22:49 new medications that might have crazy

22:50 new medications that might have crazy side effects for her so everything is is

22:52 side effects for her so everything is is

22:52 side effects for her so everything is is going to be more or less normal other

22:54 going to be more or less normal other

22:54 going to be more or less normal other than

22:55 than

22:55 than just the sickness she's already coping

22:57 just the sickness she's already coping

22:57 just the sickness she's already coping with

22:58 with um

22:59 um for thanksgiving and for christmas hold

23:01 for thanksgiving and for christmas hold

23:01 for thanksgiving and for christmas hold on sorry this is very hard to talk about

23:03 on sorry this is very hard to talk about

23:03 on sorry this is very hard to talk about and i like couldn't do it last night so

23:05 and i like couldn't do it last night so

23:06 and i like couldn't do it last night so i

23:06 i

23:06 i waited all night and then came out this

23:08 waited all night and then came out this

23:08 waited all night and then came out this morning with you so i could like yeah

23:09 morning with you so i could like yeah

23:10 morning with you so i could like yeah get pumped up and be super positive and

23:12 get pumped up and be super positive and

23:12 get pumped up and be super positive and not get upset and that is why i'm

23:13 not get upset and that is why i'm

23:14 not get upset and that is why i'm telling you i'm not ally sitting here

23:15 telling you i'm not ally sitting here

23:15 telling you i'm not ally sitting here with me telling you because we can't

23:17 with me telling you because we can't

23:17 with me telling you because we can't talk about like this too much she'll

23:19 talk about like this too much she'll

23:19 talk about like this too much she'll just start crying she doesn't want to

23:20 just start crying she doesn't want to

23:20 just start crying she doesn't want to cry on a camera neither do i so

23:23 cry on a camera neither do i so

23:23 cry on a camera neither do i so bear with me here and it's a long cut

23:25 bear with me here and it's a long cut

23:25 bear with me here and it's a long cut and a long explanation

23:27 and a long explanation

23:28 and a long explanation so anyway we can't control the crowns

23:30 so anyway we can't control the crowns

23:30 so anyway we can't control the crowns we've been trying for years we've done

23:32 we've been trying for years we've done

23:32 we've been trying for years we've done everything that we can do with

23:33 everything that we can do with

23:33 everything that we can do with medication it's the thing that's put off

23:35 medication it's the thing that's put off

23:35 medication it's the thing that's put off our wedding for so long so everybody

23:36 our wedding for so long so everybody

23:36 our wedding for so long so everybody here and every day someone asks sorry

23:38 here and every day someone asks sorry

23:38 here and every day someone asks sorry fall put it out in the world look look

23:39 fall put it out in the world look look

23:40 fall put it out in the world look look we're engaged and we're so happy and

23:41 we're engaged and we're so happy and

23:41 we're engaged and we're so happy and we're going to get married why we

23:42 we're going to get married why we

23:42 we're going to get married why we haven't got married has nothing to do

23:44 haven't got married has nothing to do

23:44 haven't got married has nothing to do with anyone dragging their feet

23:47 with anyone dragging their feet

23:47 with anyone dragging their feet we did miss it

23:48 we did miss it

23:48 we did miss it one of our dates because of the pandemic

23:51 one of our dates because of the pandemic

23:51 one of our dates because of the pandemic lockdowns but now it's pushed back

23:53 lockdowns but now it's pushed back

23:53 lockdowns but now it's pushed back because uh the way ally's medical

23:55 because uh the way ally's medical

23:55 because uh the way ally's medical coverage works we have to get all this

23:57 coverage works we have to get all this

23:57 coverage works we have to get all this stuff done and get it all taken care of

23:59 stuff done and get it all taken care of

23:59 stuff done and get it all taken care of before we get married and she's stuck on

24:01 before we get married and she's stuck on

24:01 before we get married and she's stuck on my horrible medical stuff which i

24:03 my horrible medical stuff which i

24:03 my horrible medical stuff which i apparently need to upgrade for the

24:05 apparently need to upgrade for the

24:05 apparently need to upgrade for the future you know so there's although that

24:06 future you know so there's although that

24:06 future you know so there's although that kind of stuff going on

24:08 kind of stuff going on

24:08 kind of stuff going on but aside from all the stress aside from

24:10 but aside from all the stress aside from

24:10 but aside from all the stress aside from all the worries aside from the literally

24:11 all the worries aside from the literally

24:11 all the worries aside from the literally life or death situation

24:13 life or death situation

24:14 life or death situation you know we've done everything we can do

24:15 you know we've done everything we can do

24:15 you know we've done everything we can do we're still doing everything that we can

24:17 we're still doing everything that we can

24:17 we're still doing everything that we can do and we can't do anything else

24:20 do and we can't do anything else

24:20 do and we can't do anything else we can't control the fact that she got

24:21 we can't control the fact that she got

24:21 we can't control the fact that she got the crohn's

24:23 the crohn's

24:23 the crohn's all we can control is our reaction to it

24:25 all we can control is our reaction to it

24:25 all we can control is our reaction to it so that leads into the whole quest for

24:26 so that leads into the whole quest for

24:26 so that leads into the whole quest for positivity thing that i've talked for

24:28 positivity thing that i've talked for

24:28 positivity thing that i've talked for years and it's really been a money where

24:29 years and it's really been a money where

24:29 years and it's really been a money where my mouth is situation for the past

24:32 my mouth is situation for the past

24:32 my mouth is situation for the past more than a year so first there was the

24:34 more than a year so first there was the

24:34 more than a year so first there was the lockdowns and it really started getting

24:36 lockdowns and it really started getting

24:36 lockdowns and it really started getting bad during that while we were locked

24:38 bad during that while we were locked

24:38 bad during that while we were locked down

24:39 down

24:39 down it was bad before that too but it was

24:40 it was bad before that too but it was

24:40 it was bad before that too but it was getting really really bad during those

24:43 getting really really bad during those

24:43 getting really really bad during those and as the world is unlocked and you've

24:45 and as the world is unlocked and you've

24:45 and as the world is unlocked and you've seen probably more and more of my uh

24:47 seen probably more and more of my uh

24:47 seen probably more and more of my uh what would you say my contemporaries my

24:50 what would you say my contemporaries my

24:50 what would you say my contemporaries my my friends out there people who do

24:52 my friends out there people who do

24:52 my friends out there people who do similar stuff to me running around yeah

24:54 similar stuff to me running around yeah

24:54 similar stuff to me running around yeah everything's unlocked and running around

24:55 everything's unlocked and running around

24:55 everything's unlocked and running around here see me kind of slowly coming back

24:58 here see me kind of slowly coming back

24:58 here see me kind of slowly coming back that's why because i've been home

25:00 that's why because i've been home

25:00 that's why because i've been home with her

25:02 with her

25:02 with her and it's been a mess it's been a mess

25:04 and it's been a mess it's been a mess

25:04 and it's been a mess it's been a mess it's been really tough

25:06 it's been really tough

25:06 it's been really tough she's been a little trooper though super

25:07 she's been a little trooper though super

25:07 she's been a little trooper though super brave and

25:09 brave and

25:09 brave and she's still brave so like i said there

25:10 she's still brave so like i said there

25:10 she's still brave so like i said there was all this crying and stuff like that

25:11 was all this crying and stuff like that

25:11 was all this crying and stuff like that and it'd be she'd be crying if we were

25:13 and it'd be she'd be crying if we were

25:13 and it'd be she'd be crying if we were talking about it but she's already like

25:15 talking about it but she's already like

25:15 talking about it but she's already like putting a good face on it and looking

25:17 putting a good face on it and looking

25:17 putting a good face on it and looking for

25:18 for

25:18 for what outfits she can wear after post

25:20 what outfits she can wear after post

25:20 what outfits she can wear after post surgery and all this different stuff i

25:21 surgery and all this different stuff i

25:21 surgery and all this different stuff i mean

25:25 it's not fair

25:25 it's not fair you know i told her that right away it's

25:27 you know i told her that right away it's

25:27 you know i told her that right away it's not fair

25:28 not fair

25:28 not fair same thing i told my uncle i got an

25:30 same thing i told my uncle i got an

25:30 same thing i told my uncle i got an uncle who's dealing with cancer and

25:32 uncle who's dealing with cancer and

25:32 uncle who's dealing with cancer and really battling cancer at the same time

25:34 really battling cancer at the same time

25:34 really battling cancer at the same time and i told him it's like it's not fair

25:36 and i told him it's like it's not fair

25:36 and i told him it's like it's not fair there is no it's fair

25:38 there is no it's fair

25:38 there is no it's fair it's just the way it is and so we're

25:40 it's just the way it is and so we're

25:40 it's just the way it is and so we're trying to do the best that we can with

25:42 trying to do the best that we can with

25:42 trying to do the best that we can with it but we're like extremely grateful

25:46 it but we're like extremely grateful

25:46 it but we're like extremely grateful that we got the holidays

25:48 that we got the holidays

25:48 that we got the holidays before that happens

25:50 before that happens

25:50 before that happens and so it's just

25:52 and so it's just

25:52 and so it's just it's made things high stress a little

25:54 it's made things high stress a little

25:54 it's made things high stress a little bit so it's you can get testy easily

25:56 bit so it's you can get testy easily

25:56 bit so it's you can get testy easily but it's also made me really appreciate

25:59 but it's also made me really appreciate

25:59 but it's also made me really appreciate like

26:01 like

26:01 like if i was sitting out here normally i

26:02 if i was sitting out here normally i

26:02 if i was sitting out here normally i don't smell the grass and notice all the

26:04 don't smell the grass and notice all the

26:04 don't smell the grass and notice all the birds and stuff like it's been like that

26:06 birds and stuff like it's been like that

26:06 birds and stuff like it's been like that and i know it's been like that for her

26:08 and i know it's been like that for her

26:08 and i know it's been like that for her too so we're both just really grateful

26:10 too so we're both just really grateful

26:10 too so we're both just really grateful you know bought a big blow molded santa

26:12 you know bought a big blow molded santa

26:12 you know bought a big blow molded santa claus in the living room i'll show you

26:13 claus in the living room i'll show you

26:13 claus in the living room i'll show you in a second and

26:15 in a second and

26:15 in a second and that's why i was like we're doing

26:17 that's why i was like we're doing

26:17 that's why i was like we're doing friendsgiving again why everybody's got

26:19 friendsgiving again why everybody's got

26:19 friendsgiving again why everybody's got their own thanksgiving home to go to on

26:20 their own thanksgiving home to go to on

26:20 their own thanksgiving home to go to on thursday why are we doing a wednesday

26:22 thursday why are we doing a wednesday

26:22 thursday why are we doing a wednesday friends giving today

26:23 friends giving today

26:23 friends giving today and

26:24 and it dawned on me that like it's important

26:27 it dawned on me that like it's important

26:27 it dawned on me that like it's important for her

26:28 for her

26:28 for her sorry it's really hard to talk

26:30 sorry it's really hard to talk

26:30 sorry it's really hard to talk important for her

26:33 important for her

26:33 important for her to do this and get to spend time with

26:35 to do this and get to spend time with

26:35 to do this and get to spend time with her friends and feel normal and do all

26:37 her friends and feel normal and do all

26:37 her friends and feel normal and do all that stuff so

26:38 that stuff so

26:38 that stuff so don't get me wrong there's worse things

26:40 don't get me wrong there's worse things

26:40 don't get me wrong there's worse things in the world comparison is the thief of

26:41 in the world comparison is the thief of

26:41 in the world comparison is the thief of joy though shouldn't compare your

26:43 joy though shouldn't compare your

26:43 joy though shouldn't compare your sorrows or your joys to other people

26:45 sorrows or your joys to other people

26:45 sorrows or your joys to other people it'll ruin them

26:46 it'll ruin them

26:46 it'll ruin them so

26:48 so

26:48 so it could be worse for sure of course

26:50 it could be worse for sure of course

26:50 it could be worse for sure of course we're thinking about that and saying

26:51 we're thinking about that and saying

26:51 we're thinking about that and saying that out loud every day but it still

26:52 that out loud every day but it still

26:52 that out loud every day but it still sucks and there's no point pretending

26:54 sucks and there's no point pretending

26:54 sucks and there's no point pretending that it doesn't suck but the silver

26:56 that it doesn't suck but the silver

26:56 that it doesn't suck but the silver lining is there's a plan

26:58 lining is there's a plan

26:58 lining is there's a plan uh you know in place and the doctors are

27:02 uh you know in place and the doctors are

27:02 uh you know in place and the doctors are i finally feel like the right doctors

27:04 i finally feel like the right doctors

27:04 i finally feel like the right doctors are there and that they're on my side

27:05 are there and that they're on my side

27:05 are there and that they're on my side they don't want us to all lose ally and

27:07 they don't want us to all lose ally and

27:07 they don't want us to all lose ally and they don't want ally to lose ally

27:09 they don't want ally to lose ally

27:09 they don't want ally to lose ally because i've just been terrified

27:13 because i've just been terrified

27:13 because i've just been terrified i cannot tell you how terrified

27:21 for a long time

27:22 for a long time that they were not taking it seriously

27:23 that they were not taking it seriously

27:23 that they were not taking it seriously and not doing anything and that's

27:24 and not doing anything and that's

27:24 and not doing anything and that's probably how we got this far

27:27 probably how we got this far

27:27 probably how we got this far and finally i feel like they figured it

27:29 and finally i feel like they figured it

27:29 and finally i feel like they figured it out in their honor side and they're

27:30 out in their honor side and they're

27:30 out in their honor side and they're gonna do this surgery and throw all the

27:34 gonna do this surgery and throw all the

27:34 gonna do this surgery and throw all the drugs and kitchen things they can at it

27:36 drugs and kitchen things they can at it

27:36 drugs and kitchen things they can at it and

27:37 and and i feel calmer that like there's more

27:39 and i feel calmer that like there's more

27:39 and i feel calmer that like there's more than one doctor now it's like three

27:40 than one doctor now it's like three

27:40 than one doctor now it's like three different doctors there's a whole care

27:42 different doctors there's a whole care

27:42 different doctors there's a whole care team and a surgery schedule

27:44 team and a surgery schedule

27:44 team and a surgery schedule and that so anyway the holidays have

27:46 and that so anyway the holidays have

27:46 and that so anyway the holidays have become very important

27:49 become very important

27:49 become very important this year to us and like it just makes

27:51 this year to us and like it just makes

27:51 this year to us and like it just makes you realize how fragile everything is

27:53 you realize how fragile everything is

27:53 you realize how fragile everything is especially when you see someone who

27:54 especially when you see someone who

27:54 especially when you see someone who looks so young and healthy and perfect

27:56 looks so young and healthy and perfect

27:56 looks so young and healthy and perfect like ali walking around i'll keep you

27:57 like ali walking around i'll keep you

27:58 like ali walking around i'll keep you with her little outfits and her hair and

27:59 with her little outfits and her hair and

27:59 with her little outfits and her hair and everything and then to know that it's

28:00 everything and then to know that it's

28:00 everything and then to know that it's like it's not quick that everything

28:02 like it's not quick that everything

28:02 like it's not quick that everything could change and like as you guys may or

28:04 could change and like as you guys may or

28:04 could change and like as you guys may or may not know this year i've lost uh my

28:07 may not know this year i've lost uh my

28:07 may not know this year i've lost uh my great uncle a great aunt and a friend

28:09 great uncle a great aunt and a friend

28:09 great uncle a great aunt and a friend that i grew up with that was like my

28:10 that i grew up with that was like my

28:10 that i grew up with that was like my best friend until probably

28:12 best friend until probably

28:12 best friend until probably 10th grade

28:14 10th grade

28:14 10th grade um

28:16 um which is just it's just been a weird

28:17 which is just it's just been a weird

28:18 which is just it's just been a weird year of stuff like that so i'm just

28:21 year of stuff like that so i'm just

28:21 year of stuff like that so i'm just personally really grateful

28:23 personally really grateful

28:23 personally really grateful when i think about thanksgiving i'm like

28:26 when i think about thanksgiving i'm like

28:26 when i think about thanksgiving i'm like so thankful for all my friends my family

28:28 so thankful for all my friends my family

28:28 so thankful for all my friends my family for ali for all the things that i

28:29 for ali for all the things that i

28:29 for ali for all the things that i normally completely take for granted and

28:31 normally completely take for granted and

28:31 normally completely take for granted and i'm really especially thankful for all

28:32 i'm really especially thankful for all

28:32 i'm really especially thankful for all of you

28:34 of you

28:34 of you the last

28:35 the last

28:35 the last what eight nine almost ten years of

28:38 what eight nine almost ten years of

28:38 what eight nine almost ten years of adventures and videos and

28:41 adventures and videos and

28:41 adventures and videos and positivity and kindred spirits out there

28:43 positivity and kindred spirits out there

28:43 positivity and kindred spirits out there who like adventure and appreciate you

28:46 who like adventure and appreciate you

28:46 who like adventure and appreciate you know

28:46 know

28:46 know all this wacky stuff and fun stuff and

28:50 all this wacky stuff and fun stuff and

28:50 all this wacky stuff and fun stuff and all the patrons especially on patreon

28:52 all the patrons especially on patreon

28:52 all the patrons especially on patreon and all the people who leave all the

28:53 and all the people who leave all the

28:53 and all the people who leave all the positive comments especially you know

28:55 positive comments especially you know

28:55 positive comments especially you know instagram and stuff like that buy the

28:56 instagram and stuff like that buy the

28:56 instagram and stuff like that buy the hats and stuff from the online store

28:59 hats and stuff from the online store

28:59 hats and stuff from the online store it doesn't seem like it's a big deal

29:00 it doesn't seem like it's a big deal

29:00 it doesn't seem like it's a big deal especially because

29:01 especially because

29:01 especially because there could be plenty of uh there could

29:03 there could be plenty of uh there could

29:03 there could be plenty of uh there could be plenty of

29:05 be plenty of

29:05 be plenty of poor motivation you know bad motivation

29:08 poor motivation you know bad motivation

29:08 poor motivation you know bad motivation behind people doing similar stuff

29:11 behind people doing similar stuff

29:11 behind people doing similar stuff if that makes sense i'm phrasing this

29:12 if that makes sense i'm phrasing this

29:12 if that makes sense i'm phrasing this very badly what i'm trying to say is

29:14 very badly what i'm trying to say is

29:14 very badly what i'm trying to say is that each one of those things has really

29:16 that each one of those things has really

29:16 that each one of those things has really made a huge difference in my life and a

29:18 made a huge difference in my life and a

29:18 made a huge difference in my life and a really huge difference in our lives

29:19 really huge difference in our lives

29:19 really huge difference in our lives because all this time

29:21 because all this time

29:21 because all this time uh you know it's not like we've been

29:23 uh you know it's not like we've been

29:23 uh you know it's not like we've been banking

29:24 banking

29:24 banking i've been taking care of

29:26 i've been taking care of

29:26 i've been taking care of her

29:27 her

29:27 her and um

29:29 and um it's really made a world of difference

29:31 it's really made a world of difference

29:31 it's really made a world of difference to be able to have like

29:33 to be able to have like

29:33 to be able to have like this job and to be able to

29:36 this job and to be able to

29:36 this job and to be able to make the people happy that i make happy

29:39 make the people happy that i make happy

29:39 make the people happy that i make happy or contribute towards other people's

29:41 or contribute towards other people's

29:41 or contribute towards other people's happiness and distractions it may be

29:42 happiness and distractions it may be

29:42 happiness and distractions it may be silly videos but i can attest from the

29:45 silly videos but i can attest from the

29:45 silly videos but i can attest from the times that i've been the most depressed

29:46 times that i've been the most depressed

29:46 times that i've been the most depressed in my life i was going through divorce

29:47 in my life i was going through divorce

29:47 in my life i was going through divorce and all this chaos that sometimes being

29:50 and all this chaos that sometimes being

29:50 and all this chaos that sometimes being able to turn off your brain or watch a

29:51 able to turn off your brain or watch a

29:51 able to turn off your brain or watch a silly adventure a silly video and just

29:54 silly adventure a silly video and just

29:54 silly adventure a silly video and just have a laugh

29:55 have a laugh

29:55 have a laugh look at something through somebody

29:56 look at something through somebody

29:56 look at something through somebody else's eyes he's like to dislike a life

29:58 else's eyes he's like to dislike a life

29:58 else's eyes he's like to dislike a life or death difference in terms of how

30:00 or death difference in terms of how

30:00 or death difference in terms of how depressed you are whatever you

30:01 depressed you are whatever you

30:01 depressed you are whatever you understand i know many people come up to

30:02 understand i know many people come up to

30:02 understand i know many people come up to me all the time and thank me for

30:05 me all the time and thank me for

30:05 me all the time and thank me for the videos or thank me for this or you

30:07 the videos or thank me for this or you

30:07 the videos or thank me for this or you know your video got me through

30:08 know your video got me through

30:08 know your video got me through depression my video didn't get you

30:10 depression my video didn't get you

30:10 depression my video didn't get you through a depression you got you through

30:11 through a depression you got you through

30:12 through a depression you got you through a depression but i'm grateful that i got

30:14 a depression but i'm grateful that i got

30:14 a depression but i'm grateful that i got to be a small part of helping you

30:16 to be a small part of helping you

30:16 to be a small part of helping you you know what i mean

30:17 you know what i mean

30:18 you know what i mean and so i'm

30:24 unspeakably grateful for

30:24 unspeakably grateful for being allowed being invited into your

30:26 being allowed being invited into your

30:26 being allowed being invited into your home to your phone

30:28 home to your phone

30:28 home to your phone probably the bathroom but i don't want

30:30 probably the bathroom but i don't want

30:30 probably the bathroom but i don't want to know

30:31 to know

30:31 to know um

30:33 um to be part of your lives and that you

30:34 to be part of your lives and that you

30:34 to be part of your lives and that you guys have become such a huge part of our

30:36 guys have become such a huge part of our

30:36 guys have become such a huge part of our lives and uh and that i'm able to to do

30:39 lives and uh and that i'm able to to do

30:39 lives and uh and that i'm able to to do this

30:40 this um and i wish that i could

30:43 um and i wish that i could

30:43 um and i wish that i could you know i wish i could record all the

30:45 you know i wish i could record all the

30:45 you know i wish i could record all the people who say thank you to me because

30:48 people who say thank you to me because

30:48 people who say thank you to me because i always tell them oh it's not me i

30:49 i always tell them oh it's not me i

30:49 i always tell them oh it's not me i didn't do anything but it's you guys

30:53 didn't do anything but it's you guys

30:53 didn't do anything but it's you guys that have

30:54 that have

30:54 that have made it possible for me to do what i do

30:56 made it possible for me to do what i do

30:56 made it possible for me to do what i do if it's ever helped or made anybody else

30:58 if it's ever helped or made anybody else

30:58 if it's ever helped or made anybody else happy then that's

31:00 happy then that's

31:00 happy then that's on you

31:01 on you

31:01 on you um

31:02 um anyway i just feel extremely grateful

31:04 anyway i just feel extremely grateful

31:04 anyway i just feel extremely grateful and i feel like

31:06 and i feel like

31:06 and i feel like you know

31:07 you know way that i never felt before with an

31:09 way that i never felt before with an

31:09 way that i never felt before with an alley that like you know every second

31:10 alley that like you know every second

31:10 alley that like you know every second counts even more than normal so i've

31:12 counts even more than normal so i've

31:12 counts even more than normal so i've been trying to stick around home as much

31:14 been trying to stick around home as much

31:14 been trying to stick around home as much as possible there will still be

31:15 as possible there will still be

31:15 as possible there will still be traveling there will still be adventures

31:16 traveling there will still be adventures

31:16 traveling there will still be adventures and i'm sure and once her surgery

31:18 and i'm sure and once her surgery

31:18 and i'm sure and once her surgery settled and all that stuff i'm sure

31:19 settled and all that stuff i'm sure

31:19 settled and all that stuff i'm sure we'll still travel and stuff but i'm not

31:20 we'll still travel and stuff but i'm not

31:20 we'll still travel and stuff but i'm not there yet thinking about that plan wise

31:23 there yet thinking about that plan wise

31:23 there yet thinking about that plan wise um

31:25 um but that was something that's been

31:26 but that was something that's been

31:26 but that was something that's been affecting this it's been affecting

31:28 affecting this it's been affecting

31:28 affecting this it's been affecting everything i do for

31:30 everything i do for

31:30 everything i do for more than a year and uh it's not

31:32 more than a year and uh it's not

31:32 more than a year and uh it's not something that we've talked about much

31:33 something that we've talked about much

31:33 something that we've talked about much if we didn't want to talk about it

31:34 if we didn't want to talk about it

31:34 if we didn't want to talk about it because it's just something freaky and

31:35 because it's just something freaky and

31:35 because it's just something freaky and scary and unknown with no solution no

31:38 scary and unknown with no solution no

31:38 scary and unknown with no solution no nothing and now at least there's a plan

31:41 nothing and now at least there's a plan

31:41 nothing and now at least there's a plan so

31:42 so that's basically as much details i can

31:43 that's basically as much details i can

31:43 that's basically as much details i can give you now it's gnarlier than that

31:45 give you now it's gnarlier than that

31:45 give you now it's gnarlier than that there's gnarlier details than that but

31:46 there's gnarlier details than that but

31:46 there's gnarlier details than that but nobody wants to hear about intestinal

31:48 nobody wants to hear about intestinal

31:48 nobody wants to hear about intestinal surgery and great detail and graphic

31:50 surgery and great detail and graphic

31:50 surgery and great detail and graphic detail i feel like that might be some

31:51 detail i feel like that might be some

31:52 detail i feel like that might be some kind of term violation anyway so and

31:53 kind of term violation anyway so and

31:53 kind of term violation anyway so and plus you know that's the more personal

31:55 plus you know that's the more personal

31:55 plus you know that's the more personal side for ally so

31:57 side for ally so

31:57 side for ally so um we appreciate all the thoughts and

32:00 um we appreciate all the thoughts and

32:00 um we appreciate all the thoughts and prayers and

32:01 prayers and

32:01 prayers and positive vibes and all that stuff but

32:02 positive vibes and all that stuff but

32:02 positive vibes and all that stuff but that's what's going on it's taking a

32:04 that's what's going on it's taking a

32:04 that's what's going on it's taking a long time to talk about it and it's

32:06 long time to talk about it and it's

32:06 long time to talk about it and it's taken a long time for me to spit this

32:08 taken a long time for me to spit this

32:08 taken a long time for me to spit this out of my mouth so i hope that you

32:10 out of my mouth so i hope that you

32:10 out of my mouth so i hope that you weren't too annoyed and now my friends

32:14 weren't too annoyed and now my friends

32:14 weren't too annoyed and now my friends we gotta prepare

32:16 we gotta prepare

32:16 we gotta prepare for friendsgiving or to phrase it more

32:18 for friendsgiving or to phrase it more

32:18 for friendsgiving or to phrase it more accurately it's time for me to get out

32:20 accurately it's time for me to get out

32:20 accurately it's time for me to get out of the way while he's cleaning so i

32:21 of the way while he's cleaning so i

32:22 of the way while he's cleaning so i don't ruin anything hi i love you

32:24 don't ruin anything hi i love you

32:24 don't ruin anything hi i love you anyway frankenstein and i are gonna just

32:26 anyway frankenstein and i are gonna just

32:26 anyway frankenstein and i are gonna just try to stay out of the way unless we're

32:28 try to stay out of the way unless we're

32:28 try to stay out of the way unless we're called for for chores and keep blow

32:31 called for for chores and keep blow

32:31 called for for chores and keep blow molded santa company until our guests

32:34 molded santa company until our guests

32:34 molded santa company until our guests arrive oh my gosh the guests are

32:37 arrive oh my gosh the guests are

32:37 arrive oh my gosh the guests are starting to arrive look at this i've

32:39 starting to arrive look at this i've

32:39 starting to arrive look at this i've been here the whole time over here i

32:41 been here the whole time over here i

32:41 been here the whole time over here i never left fake tyler how are you and

32:44 never left fake tyler how are you and

32:44 never left fake tyler how are you and boba death hey boba dab everything is

32:47 boba death hey boba dab everything is

32:47 boba death hey boba dab everything is all

32:48 all

32:48 all rearranged to accommodate the diners at

32:52 rearranged to accommodate the diners at

32:52 rearranged to accommodate the diners at the table look at this even london has a

32:54 the table look at this even london has a

32:54 the table look at this even london has a friend hi friend hi

32:57 friend hi friend hi

32:57 friend hi friend hi hi london and then look at this it's the

33:00 hi london and then look at this it's the

33:00 hi london and then look at this it's the sweetest prettiest diner of them all hi

33:04 sweetest prettiest diner of them all hi

33:04 sweetest prettiest diner of them all hi ally

33:05 ally

33:05 ally are you excited for friendsgiving yes

33:07 are you excited for friendsgiving yes

33:07 are you excited for friendsgiving yes you're the one who wanted to have a

33:09 you're the one who wanted to have a

33:09 you're the one who wanted to have a giving with all your friends yeah and

33:11 giving with all your friends yeah and

33:11 giving with all your friends yeah and where's cooking where's the turkey

33:13 where's cooking where's the turkey

33:13 where's cooking where's the turkey though steph has it and she's not here

33:15 though steph has it and she's not here

33:15 though steph has it and she's not here yet i don't know how she's gonna

33:16 yet i don't know how she's gonna

33:16 yet i don't know how she's gonna transport a boiling hot fresh turkey

33:20 transport a boiling hot fresh turkey

33:20 transport a boiling hot fresh turkey but she will be my hero when i turkey

33:23 but she will be my hero when i turkey

33:23 but she will be my hero when i turkey arrives because steph makes really good

33:24 arrives because steph makes really good

33:24 arrives because steph makes really good turkey ooh check this out gluten-free

33:27 turkey ooh check this out gluten-free

33:27 turkey ooh check this out gluten-free chartreutery and here's a brie for our

33:30 chartreutery and here's a brie for our

33:30 chartreutery and here's a brie for our friend bree freeze cutting debris

33:33 friend bree freeze cutting debris

33:33 friend bree freeze cutting debris the ceremonial cutting of the brie

33:36 the ceremonial cutting of the brie

33:36 the ceremonial cutting of the brie herrera

33:38 herrera

33:38 herrera oh

33:39 oh

33:39 oh look who's all dressed up

33:41 look who's all dressed up

33:41 look who's all dressed up bogey

33:43 bogey

33:43 bogey no it's not time yet

33:45 no it's not time yet

33:45 no it's not time yet and then there's poor bubba depp

33:48 and then there's poor bubba depp

33:48 and then there's poor bubba depp he's being punished right now he's

33:50 he's being punished right now he's

33:50 he's being punished right now he's peeling the potatoes

33:52 peeling the potatoes

33:52 peeling the potatoes what'd you do buddy

33:54 what'd you do buddy

33:54 what'd you do buddy you know what you did

33:56 you know what you did

33:56 you know what you did oh i saw some pda tda oh my goodness

34:00 oh i saw some pda tda oh my goodness

34:00 oh i saw some pda tda oh my goodness look at this

34:02 look at this now that's a healthy bird and it was all

34:05 now that's a healthy bird and it was all

34:05 now that's a healthy bird and it was all cooked by the wife of handsome chris

34:08 cooked by the wife of handsome chris

34:08 cooked by the wife of handsome chris handsome staff

34:09 handsome staff

34:10 handsome staff baker girl staff baked our turkey did

34:12 baker girl staff baked our turkey did

34:12 baker girl staff baked our turkey did you actually make it in an oven i don't

34:13 you actually make it in an oven i don't

34:13 you actually make it in an oven i don't know how baking works yes i did yes

34:16 know how baking works yes i did yes

34:16 know how baking works yes i did yes that's a juicy bird friends let's eat

34:19 that's a juicy bird friends let's eat

34:19 that's a juicy bird friends let's eat yep

34:20 yep

34:20 yep that's one heck of a bird bobby

34:25 that's one heck of a bird bobby

34:25 that's one heck of a bird bobby bill

34:25 bill

34:25 bill dale

34:27 dale

34:27 dale boba death

34:28 boba death

34:28 boba death let's eat

34:30 let's eat

34:30 let's eat all right guys let you in on our little

34:33 all right guys let you in on our little

34:33 all right guys let you in on our little family secrets the reasons why this year

34:35 family secrets the reasons why this year

34:35 family secrets the reasons why this year we're extra grateful

34:37 we're extra grateful

34:37 we're extra grateful for all of our friends and for you and

34:39 for all of our friends and for you and

34:39 for all of our friends and for you and now we've done all we can do which means

34:42 now we've done all we can do which means

34:42 now we've done all we can do which means we've done our duty

34:44 we've done our duty

34:44 we've done our duty we can go home and eat well happy

34:48 we can go home and eat well happy

34:48 we can go home and eat well happy thanksgiving bye bye

34:51 thanksgiving bye bye

34:51 thanksgiving bye bye [Music]

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Why I'm Thankful for this Thanksgiving - The bad news & The good news

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