You, me, the Q4P, and a freezing sunset Sometimes Vlog
It's cold, and gloomy, but not rainy...... Here's some random ramblings on the #Q4P Quest for Positivity. Just by watching this Vlog, you've done your duty! Now let's all go home and Schleep Well..
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look at that my friends a beautiful
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look at that my friends a beautiful lovely soft evening setting in it's the
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lovely soft evening setting in it's the
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lovely soft evening setting in it's the sometimes
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sometimes
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sometimes Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes
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Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes
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Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes yeah I bet you didn't know I could be
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yeah I bet you didn't know I could be
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yeah I bet you didn't know I could be that calm did you oh I can oh I can be
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that calm did you oh I can oh I can be
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that calm did you oh I can oh I can be calm friends today and I apologize for
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calm friends today and I apologize for
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calm friends today and I apologize for the wind because it's kind of windy up
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the wind because it's kind of windy up
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the wind because it's kind of windy up here look at this look at Orange County
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here look at this look at Orange County
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here look at this look at Orange County there beautiful beautiful you're
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there beautiful beautiful you're
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there beautiful beautiful you're literally looking at Orange California
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literally looking at Orange California
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literally looking at Orange California down there
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down there
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down there heading off towards Irvine then some
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heading off towards Irvine then some
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heading off towards Irvine then some hills and then the ocean out there over
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hills and then the ocean out there over
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hills and then the ocean out there over there you got Long Beach that way
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there you got Long Beach that way
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there you got Long Beach that way Anaheim and you can see Catalina Island
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Anaheim and you can see Catalina Island
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Anaheim and you can see Catalina Island out there it's beautiful well I don't
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out there it's beautiful well I don't
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out there it's beautiful well I don't know if you can see it but I can see it
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know if you can see it but I can see it
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know if you can see it but I can see it it's a beautiful wonderful soft evening
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it's a beautiful wonderful soft evening
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it's a beautiful wonderful soft evening in the middle of the day today it got
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in the middle of the day today it got
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in the middle of the day today it got super crazy started pouring pouring rain
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super crazy started pouring pouring rain
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super crazy started pouring pouring rain and I went down to Disneyland because I
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and I went down to Disneyland because I
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and I went down to Disneyland because I really wanted to film Disneyland in the
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really wanted to film Disneyland in the
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really wanted to film Disneyland in the rain which I have attempted to do many
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rain which I have attempted to do many
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rain which I have attempted to do many many many not Mini Mouse but many times
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many many not Mini Mouse but many times
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many many not Mini Mouse but many times but every single time I go to Disneyland
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but every single time I go to Disneyland
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but every single time I go to Disneyland and I get there and I step into the park
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and I get there and I step into the park
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and I get there and I step into the park Boom the rain stops it never fails even
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Boom the rain stops it never fails even
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Boom the rain stops it never fails even today I hesitated and hesitated because
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today I hesitated and hesitated because
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today I hesitated and hesitated because I was like the rain will end in Southern
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I was like the rain will end in Southern
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I was like the rain will end in Southern California when it rains hard it doesn't
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California when it rains hard it doesn't
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California when it rains hard it doesn't rain hard for very long so I was like H
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rain hard for very long so I was like H
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rain hard for very long so I was like H it's not going to work it's not going to
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it's not going to work it's not going to
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it's not going to work it's not going to work it's going to keep raining everyone
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work it's going to keep raining everyone
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work it's going to keep raining everyone says it's going to keep raining all
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says it's going to keep raining all
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says it's going to keep raining all night long into the night and all into
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night long into the night and all into
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night long into the night and all into the morning and I went down there and of
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the morning and I went down there and of
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the morning and I went down there and of course it didn't rain so I stayed down
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course it didn't rain so I stayed down
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course it didn't rain so I stayed down there all day in the hopes that it would
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there all day in the hopes that it would
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there all day in the hopes that it would rain oh look all these people and all
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rain oh look all these people and all
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rain oh look all these people and all these dogs a and it just never never
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these dogs a and it just never never
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these dogs a and it just never never happened the thing is though is one
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happened the thing is though is one
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happened the thing is though is one thing I've learned in my life is that if
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thing I've learned in my life is that if
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thing I've learned in my life is that if you really want something you better be
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you really want something you better be
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you really want something you better be prepared to wait for if you want the
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prepared to wait for if you want the
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prepared to wait for if you want the right thing to happen you got to be
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right thing to happen you got to be
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right thing to happen you got to be ready to wait for it and the other thing
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ready to wait for it and the other thing
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ready to wait for it and the other thing you have to accept I'm not saying I have
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you have to accept I'm not saying I have
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you have to accept I'm not saying I have always accepted this or that I do always
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always accepted this or that I do always
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always accepted this or that I do always accept this but in a perfect world the
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accept this but in a perfect world the
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accept this but in a perfect world the other thing you got to accept is that
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other thing you got to accept is that
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other thing you got to accept is that you may not get what you're waiting for
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you may not get what you're waiting for
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you may not get what you're waiting for what you want and what you're waiting
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what you want and what you're waiting
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what you want and what you're waiting for may not work but are you willing to
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for may not work but are you willing to
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for may not work but are you willing to work for something and wait for
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work for something and wait for
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work for something and wait for something and try your hardest for
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something and try your hardest for
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something and try your hardest for something anyways if you really want it
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something anyways if you really want it
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something anyways if you really want it cuz if you're not you're never going to
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cuz if you're not you're never going to
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cuz if you're not you're never going to get it so if you think to yourself oh
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get it so if you think to yourself oh
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get it so if you think to yourself oh but I might not get something so maybe
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but I might not get something so maybe
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but I might not get something so maybe it's not worth trying almost guaranteed
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it's not worth trying almost guaranteed
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it's not worth trying almost guaranteed to fail that I know for sure from a hard
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to fail that I know for sure from a hard
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to fail that I know for sure from a hard learned experience if you think well
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learned experience if you think well
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learned experience if you think well there's a possibility I might fail here
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there's a possibility I might fail here
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there's a possibility I might fail here and that's kind of not okay with me you
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and that's kind of not okay with me you
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and that's kind of not okay with me you know it's a bummer so I'm just not going
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know it's a bummer so I'm just not going
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know it's a bummer so I'm just not going to try you will fail you don't try you
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to try you will fail you don't try you
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to try you will fail you don't try you will fail well if you don't do you will
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will fail well if you don't do you will
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will fail well if you don't do you will fail you might do and still fail you
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fail you might do and still fail you
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fail you might do and still fail you know do or do not there is no try the
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know do or do not there is no try the
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know do or do not there is no try the whole Yoda thing so you might try you
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whole Yoda thing so you might try you
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whole Yoda thing so you might try you might do something still fail out it but
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might do something still fail out it but
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might do something still fail out it but it's not always bad because failure
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it's not always bad because failure
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it's not always bad because failure leads you to become the person you are
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leads you to become the person you are
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leads you to become the person you are as the whole Thomas headis thing you
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as the whole Thomas headis thing you
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as the whole Thomas headis thing you know I learned 999 ways to not design a
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know I learned 999 ways to not design a
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know I learned 999 ways to not design a light bulb that kind of thing and Mar
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light bulb that kind of thing and Mar
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light bulb that kind of thing and Mar Twain didn't write his first book till
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Twain didn't write his first book till
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Twain didn't write his first book till he was in his 30s we talked about that a
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he was in his 30s we talked about that a
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he was in his 30s we talked about that a lot he failed at a lot of careers I
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lot he failed at a lot of careers I
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lot he failed at a lot of careers I often ask myself you know was all that
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often ask myself you know was all that
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often ask myself you know was all that time I spent in bands a waste of my time
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time I spent in bands a waste of my time
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time I spent in bands a waste of my time because I didn't become a rock star or
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because I didn't become a rock star or
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because I didn't become a rock star or whatever it is I was trying to do no not
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whatever it is I was trying to do no not
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whatever it is I was trying to do no not a waste of time at all cuz I wouldn't be
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a waste of time at all cuz I wouldn't be
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a waste of time at all cuz I wouldn't be the person I am today without that you
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the person I am today without that you
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the person I am today without that you know some of you know that my marriage
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know some of you know that my marriage
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know some of you know that my marriage ended in a
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ended in a
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ended in a shamble was that a waste of time no
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shamble was that a waste of time no
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shamble was that a waste of time no because I had a lot of life experiences
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because I had a lot of life experiences
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because I had a lot of life experiences and hopefully learned a lot of lessons
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and hopefully learned a lot of lessons
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and hopefully learned a lot of lessons from going through a lot of horrible
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from going through a lot of horrible
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from going through a lot of horrible crazy things in my life a lot of
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crazy things in my life a lot of
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crazy things in my life a lot of tragedies a lot of bad luck and I've
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tragedies a lot of bad luck and I've
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tragedies a lot of bad luck and I've have tried and tried and tried my best
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have tried and tried and tried my best
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have tried and tried and tried my best not to put those things together and
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not to put those things together and
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not to put those things together and just think you're a cursed cuz that's
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just think you're a cursed cuz that's
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just think you're a cursed cuz that's another thing if you think you get all
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another thing if you think you get all
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another thing if you think you get all fatalist s and think I'm cursed
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fatalist s and think I'm cursed
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fatalist s and think I'm cursed everything I touch is hucked and turns
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everything I touch is hucked and turns
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everything I touch is hucked and turns to to poopy then Everything You Touch in
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to to poopy then Everything You Touch in
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to to poopy then Everything You Touch in the future is going to turn to poopy
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the future is going to turn to poopy
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the future is going to turn to poopy because you've already decided in your
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because you've already decided in your
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because you've already decided in your head that it's over that's the whole
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head that it's over that's the whole
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head that it's over that's the whole quest for positivity thing I'm not on
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quest for positivity thing I'm not on
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quest for positivity thing I'm not on the Quest for positivity I'm not
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the Quest for positivity I'm not
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the Quest for positivity I'm not fighting the good fight because I am the
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fighting the good fight because I am the
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fighting the good fight because I am the most positive person in the world and I
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most positive person in the world and I
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most positive person in the world and I am the most perfect great happiest
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am the most perfect great happiest
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am the most perfect great happiest person in the world often times I'm very
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person in the world often times I'm very
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person in the world often times I'm very negative and I don't mean negative like
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negative and I don't mean negative like
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negative and I don't mean negative like you know like antiquer positivity like
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you know like antiquer positivity like
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you know like antiquer positivity like I'm negative I want to destroy people
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I'm negative I want to destroy people
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I'm negative I want to destroy people and hurt people I'm never like that
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and hurt people I'm never like that
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and hurt people I'm never like that that's one thing I can say good about
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that's one thing I can say good about
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that's one thing I can say good about myself is I'm I'm never like that but
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myself is I'm I'm never like that but
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myself is I'm I'm never like that but but I often get super depressed I run
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but I often get super depressed I run
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but I often get super depressed I run high on anxiety and low on self-esteem
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high on anxiety and low on self-esteem
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high on anxiety and low on self-esteem especially
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especially
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especially lately and the Quest for positivity
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lately and the Quest for positivity
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lately and the Quest for positivity helps because you have to say it's not
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helps because you have to say it's not
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helps because you have to say it's not all over it's not all pred determinedly
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all over it's not all pred determinedly
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all over it's not all pred determinedly going to end bad and if what you want is
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going to end bad and if what you want is
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going to end bad and if what you want is out of your grasp uh whether it's you
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out of your grasp uh whether it's you
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out of your grasp uh whether it's you know enough money to buy a meal or it
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know enough money to buy a meal or it
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know enough money to buy a meal or it doesn't matter what it is or you want a
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doesn't matter what it is or you want a
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doesn't matter what it is or you want a new car or whatever the situation is
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new car or whatever the situation is
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new car or whatever the situation is something's out of your reach you have
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something's out of your reach you have
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something's out of your reach you have to say I'm willing to keep trying even
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to say I'm willing to keep trying even
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to say I'm willing to keep trying even if I fail so if you're depressed you
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if I fail so if you're depressed you
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if I fail so if you're depressed you have to say I'm willing to keep trying
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have to say I'm willing to keep trying
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have to say I'm willing to keep trying to be positive even if I fail miserably
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to be positive even if I fail miserably
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to be positive even if I fail miserably and collapse in on myself like a dying
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and collapse in on myself like a dying
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and collapse in on myself like a dying star you have to try if you really
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star you have to try if you really
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star you have to try if you really really want something you have to try
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really want something you have to try
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really want something you have to try and if you're not trying and you're not
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and if you're not trying and you're not
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and if you're not trying and you're not working on it maybe you don't really
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working on it maybe you don't really
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working on it maybe you don't really want that thing if it doesn't seem worth
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want that thing if it doesn't seem worth
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want that thing if it doesn't seem worth it to try and work super hard for what
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it to try and work super hard for what
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it to try and work super hard for what it is you want you really have to ask
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it is you want you really have to ask
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it is you want you really have to ask yourself do I want this and that is
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yourself do I want this and that is
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yourself do I want this and that is something that I learned
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something that I learned
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something that I learned a very hard way not even from me not
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a very hard way not even from me not
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a very hard way not even from me not trying or wanting something but from
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trying or wanting something but from
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trying or wanting something but from other people not trying or wanting
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other people not trying or wanting
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other people not trying or wanting something I think you can guess what I'm
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something I think you can guess what I'm
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something I think you can guess what I'm referring to some of you but it doesn't
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referring to some of you but it doesn't
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referring to some of you but it doesn't matter what it is if you don't want
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matter what it is if you don't want
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matter what it is if you don't want something deep down in your heart you
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something deep down in your heart you
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something deep down in your heart you don't really want something it's not
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don't really want something it's not
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don't really want something it's not worth it for you to try you're not
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worth it for you to try you're not
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worth it for you to try you're not you're not going to succeed so you're
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you're not going to succeed so you're
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you're not going to succeed so you're just wasting your time and maybe other
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just wasting your time and maybe other
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just wasting your time and maybe other people's time too so ask yourself what
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people's time too so ask yourself what
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people's time too so ask yourself what is it that you want what are you
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is it that you want what are you
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is it that you want what are you prepared to do right Adam quotes that
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prepared to do right Adam quotes that
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prepared to do right Adam quotes that all the time from The Untouchables what
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all the time from The Untouchables what
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all the time from The Untouchables what are you prepared
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are you prepared
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are you prepared it's a good question I've been asking
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it's a good question I've been asking
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it's a good question I've been asking myself that a lot lately with random
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myself that a lot lately with random
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myself that a lot lately with random land and the videos and doing all the
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land and the videos and doing all the
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land and the videos and doing all the cool stuff and hanging out together I
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cool stuff and hanging out together I
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cool stuff and hanging out together I really want to keep being able to do
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really want to keep being able to do
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really want to keep being able to do that and keep being able to entertain
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that and keep being able to entertain
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that and keep being able to entertain you guys and also keep being able to eat
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you guys and also keep being able to eat
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you guys and also keep being able to eat food and so I struggle quite a lot I get
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food and so I struggle quite a lot I get
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food and so I struggle quite a lot I get down like oh man my bank account's empty
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down like oh man my bank account's empty
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down like oh man my bank account's empty I've been hucked um things like that you
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I've been hucked um things like that you
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I've been hucked um things like that you know I have my ups and downs it's really
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know I have my ups and downs it's really
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know I have my ups and downs it's really hard to uh live an abnormal adventury
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hard to uh live an abnormal adventury
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hard to uh live an abnormal adventury type of Life uh it's also hard to just
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type of Life uh it's also hard to just
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type of Life uh it's also hard to just live a normal life you know what I mean
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live a normal life you know what I mean
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live a normal life you know what I mean mean so there are times where I go up
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mean so there are times where I go up
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mean so there are times where I go up and down I don't know why I'm talking
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and down I don't know why I'm talking
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and down I don't know why I'm talking about that oh just mostly not to be
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about that oh just mostly not to be
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about that oh just mostly not to be negative or stour bring the mood down I
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negative or stour bring the mood down I
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negative or stour bring the mood down I wanted to show you guys this beautiful
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wanted to show you guys this beautiful
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wanted to show you guys this beautiful sunset I just sort of talk about some of
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sunset I just sort of talk about some of
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sunset I just sort of talk about some of the thoughts in my head I was started
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the thoughts in my head I was started
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the thoughts in my head I was started looking at the Disneyland thing today as
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looking at the Disneyland thing today as
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looking at the Disneyland thing today as a metaphor I still got a lot of
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a metaphor I still got a lot of
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a metaphor I still got a lot of beautiful footage of Disneyland I still
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beautiful footage of Disneyland I still
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beautiful footage of Disneyland I still had a good time and I still met a lot of
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had a good time and I still met a lot of
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had a good time and I still met a lot of people down there today we took pictures
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people down there today we took pictures
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people down there today we took pictures we hugged hugs we held hands we didn't
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we hugged hugs we held hands we didn't
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we hugged hugs we held hands we didn't hold hands but we shook hands which is
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hold hands but we shook hands which is
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hold hands but we shook hands which is kind of like holding hands only faster
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kind of like holding hands only faster
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kind of like holding hands only faster and probably less germs hopefully
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and probably less germs hopefully
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and probably less germs hopefully uh what else did we do today I know got
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uh what else did we do today I know got
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uh what else did we do today I know got to wander around Disney and look at it
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to wander around Disney and look at it
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to wander around Disney and look at it but yeah I've been in a kind of a weird
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but yeah I've been in a kind of a weird
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but yeah I've been in a kind of a weird mood lately just weird down mood and I
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mood lately just weird down mood and I
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mood lately just weird down mood and I don't know if it's like the weather uh
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don't know if it's like the weather uh
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don't know if it's like the weather uh mixed with like not a lot of sleep or
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mixed with like not a lot of sleep or
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mixed with like not a lot of sleep or what but I've been super down so lately
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what but I've been super down so lately
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what but I've been super down so lately the Quest for positivity has become like
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the Quest for positivity has become like
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the Quest for positivity has become like kind of dire and essential like oh like
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kind of dire and essential like oh like
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kind of dire and essential like oh like I feel it every more like for a while I
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I feel it every more like for a while I
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I feel it every more like for a while I was kind of coasting there like yeah I'm
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was kind of coasting there like yeah I'm
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was kind of coasting there like yeah I'm feeling positive everything's going good
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feeling positive everything's going good
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feeling positive everything's going good do that everything's going good Shuffle
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do that everything's going good Shuffle
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do that everything's going good Shuffle but then I don't know what happened
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but then I don't know what happened
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but then I don't know what happened since you know kind of the sometimes it
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since you know kind of the sometimes it
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since you know kind of the sometimes it happens weird circumstances and getting
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happens weird circumstances and getting
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happens weird circumstances and getting tired and worn out of trying and trying
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tired and worn out of trying and trying
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tired and worn out of trying and trying and trying and you start to feel lonely
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and trying and you start to feel lonely
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and trying and you start to feel lonely you start to feel like frustrated little
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you start to feel like frustrated little
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you start to feel like frustrated little things can build up and start to make
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things can build up and start to make
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things can build up and start to make you go like man is it ever going to
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you go like man is it ever going to
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you go like man is it ever going to change you know is there ever going to
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change you know is there ever going to
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change you know is there ever going to be breakthroughs and you start to get
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be breakthroughs and you start to get
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be breakthroughs and you start to get frustrated and get a little bit
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frustrated and get a little bit
7:17
frustrated and get a little bit negative but so lately I had to swallow
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negative but so lately I had to swallow
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negative but so lately I had to swallow you know follow a lot of my own advice
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you know follow a lot of my own advice
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you know follow a lot of my own advice and remind myself of my the lessons that
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and remind myself of my the lessons that
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and remind myself of my the lessons that I've taught myself through a lot of
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I've taught myself through a lot of
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I've taught myself through a lot of trial and error which is you got to wake
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trial and error which is you got to wake
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trial and error which is you got to wake up every day when that happens there's
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up every day when that happens there's
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up every day when that happens there's this is the interesting thing you can be
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this is the interesting thing you can be
7:32
this is the interesting thing you can be depressed and be having a really hard
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depressed and be having a really hard
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depressed and be having a really hard time I'm speaking from experience here
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time I'm speaking from experience here
7:35
time I'm speaking from experience here and then you can choose I'm want to be
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and then you can choose I'm want to be
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and then you can choose I'm want to be POS I'm going to wake up every day I'm
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POS I'm going to wake up every day I'm
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POS I'm going to wake up every day I'm going to choose to let go of the things
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going to choose to let go of the things
7:40
going to choose to let go of the things I can't control right and and only
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I can't control right and and only
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I can't control right and and only there's a reason why that whole Serenity
7:43
there's a reason why that whole Serenity
7:43
there's a reason why that whole Serenity Prayer thing is kind of universal uh
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Prayer thing is kind of universal uh
7:46
Prayer thing is kind of universal uh look it up even if you're not a
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look it up even if you're not a
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look it up even if you're not a religious person you know gra me the
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religious person you know gra me the
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religious person you know gra me the strengths you accept the things I can't
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strengths you accept the things I can't
7:50
strengths you accept the things I can't control that kind of stuff you can't
7:51
control that kind of stuff you can't
7:51
control that kind of stuff you can't control other people and you can't
7:52
control other people and you can't
7:52
control other people and you can't control their circumstances you got to
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control their circumstances you got to
7:54
control their circumstances you got to choose to be responsible for your own
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choose to be responsible for your own
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choose to be responsible for your own happiness because nobody else is
7:57
happiness because nobody else is
7:57
happiness because nobody else is responsible for your own happiness
7:58
responsible for your own happiness
7:58
responsible for your own happiness that's a very very
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that's a very very
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that's a very very very difficult thing to accept most
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very difficult thing to accept most
8:02
very difficult thing to accept most people want their family to make them
8:04
people want their family to make them
8:04
people want their family to make them happy they want their career to make
8:05
happy they want their career to make
8:05
happy they want their career to make them happy they want their bank
8:06
them happy they want their bank
8:06
them happy they want their bank statement to make them happy they want
8:07
statement to make them happy they want
8:07
statement to make them happy they want their car to make them happy they want
8:09
their car to make them happy they want
8:09
their car to make them happy they want other people to make them happy and
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other people to make them happy and
8:11
other people to make them happy and that's the way all people live you know
8:12
that's the way all people live you know
8:12
that's the way all people live you know you want your wife to make you happy the
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you want your wife to make you happy the
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you want your wife to make you happy the wife wants the husband to make you happy
8:15
wife wants the husband to make you happy
8:15
wife wants the husband to make you happy you want your children to make you happy
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you want your children to make you happy
8:16
you want your children to make you happy the children want you to make them happy
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the children want you to make them happy
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the children want you to make them happy uh everybody's
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uh everybody's
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uh everybody's taking but at the end of the day and I
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taking but at the end of the day and I
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taking but at the end of the day and I think most psychiatrist would agree with
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think most psychiatrist would agree with
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think most psychiatrist would agree with me H most counselors certainly would
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me H most counselors certainly would
8:26
me H most counselors certainly would agree with me and definitely experience
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agree with me and definitely experience
8:28
agree with me and definitely experience agrees with me you are responsible only
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agrees with me you are responsible only
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agrees with me you are responsible only for your own happiness so if you're in a
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for your own happiness so if you're in a
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for your own happiness so if you're in a marriage and you're unhappy you cannot
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marriage and you're unhappy you cannot
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marriage and you're unhappy you cannot blame your spouse if you're not doing
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blame your spouse if you're not doing
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blame your spouse if you're not doing anything about it you have the option to
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anything about it you have the option to
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anything about it you have the option to change yourself and to change your
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change yourself and to change your
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change yourself and to change your things if you're in a friendship and
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things if you're in a friendship and
8:42
things if you're in a friendship and you're unhappy you have the option to
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you're unhappy you have the option to
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you're unhappy you have the option to say hey this is what I'm unhappy you
8:45
say hey this is what I'm unhappy you
8:45
say hey this is what I'm unhappy you have the option to change yourself in
8:46
have the option to change yourself in
8:46
have the option to change yourself in your own behavior to make the other
8:47
your own behavior to make the other
8:47
your own behavior to make the other person happy or to create Harmony or to
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person happy or to create Harmony or to
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person happy or to create Harmony or to not create Harmony or you have the
8:50
not create Harmony or you have the
8:50
not create Harmony or you have the option to walk out the door you're
8:52
option to walk out the door you're
8:52
option to walk out the door you're responsible for your own happiness
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responsible for your own happiness that's not even what it really is it
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that's not even what it really is it
8:55
that's not even what it really is it doesn't it's not an inter relationship
8:56
doesn't it's not an inter relationship
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doesn't it's not an inter relationship thing it's yourself you have to look at
8:58
thing it's yourself you have to look at
8:58
thing it's yourself you have to look at yourself in the mirror and go this other
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yourself in the mirror and go this other
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yourself in the mirror and go this other person's making me miserable this other
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person's making me miserable this other
9:00
person's making me miserable this other person's making me this no they're not
9:02
person's making me this no they're not
9:02
person's making me this no they're not you're making yourself miserable with
9:03
you're making yourself miserable with
9:03
you're making yourself miserable with where you are in your life uh and it
9:05
where you are in your life uh and it
9:05
where you are in your life uh and it sounds like I'm saying a negative thing
9:06
sounds like I'm saying a negative thing
9:06
sounds like I'm saying a negative thing but I'm I'm really not trying to saying
9:08
but I'm I'm really not trying to saying
9:08
but I'm I'm really not trying to saying something positive which is you're in
9:10
something positive which is you're in
9:10
something positive which is you're in control of your own life story you're
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control of your own life story you're
9:12
control of your own life story you're the author of your own life story nobody
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the author of your own life story nobody
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the author of your own life story nobody else can tell you what to do nobody else
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else can tell you what to do nobody else
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else can tell you what to do nobody else can tell you how to live uh people can
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can tell you how to live uh people can
9:18
can tell you how to live uh people can certainly create situations that come
9:20
certainly create situations that come
9:21
certainly create situations that come into your story but you are the one that
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into your story but you are the one that
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into your story but you are the one that chooses how to handle that so lately I
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chooses how to handle that so lately I
9:26
chooses how to handle that so lately I have been feeling it that's the point of
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have been feeling it that's the point of
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have been feeling it that's the point of this re quest for positivity comes back
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this re quest for positivity comes back
9:31
this re quest for positivity comes back oh that's what I was going to say is
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oh that's what I was going to say is
9:32
oh that's what I was going to say is that it's interesting that you can go
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that it's interesting that you can go
9:34
that it's interesting that you can go through all that you can remember all
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through all that you can remember all
9:35
through all that you can remember all those lessons you can really fight to
9:36
those lessons you can really fight to
9:36
those lessons you can really fight to stay positive and stay strong and and to
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stay positive and stay strong and and to
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stay positive and stay strong and and to to you really can pull yourself out of a
9:41
to you really can pull yourself out of a
9:41
to you really can pull yourself out of a depression you can pull yourself out of
9:42
depression you can pull yourself out of
9:42
depression you can pull yourself out of a funk and you can really like get
9:44
a funk and you can really like get
9:44
a funk and you can really like get strong and get motivated and things can
9:45
strong and get motivated and things can
9:45
strong and get motivated and things can be doing really well and then you sort
9:48
be doing really well and then you sort
9:48
be doing really well and then you sort of Coast for a while and it's
9:49
of Coast for a while and it's
9:49
of Coast for a while and it's interesting how the second that
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interesting how the second that
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interesting how the second that something else negative happens you
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something else negative happens you
9:53
something else negative happens you really start to doubt well it's never
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really start to doubt well it's never
9:55
really start to doubt well it's never going to change maybe it wasn't worth it
9:57
going to change maybe it wasn't worth it
9:57
going to change maybe it wasn't worth it then you have to sit back and think it's
9:58
then you have to sit back and think it's
9:58
then you have to sit back and think it's like EX excising you know not that I
10:02
like EX excising you know not that I
10:02
like EX excising you know not that I wouldn't
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wouldn't
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wouldn't know but it's like you got to work out
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know but it's like you got to work out
10:06
know but it's like you got to work out and work out and work out and then if
10:07
and work out and work out and then if
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and work out and work out and then if you sort of Coast for a while then you
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you sort of Coast for a while then you
10:09
you sort of Coast for a while then you start to you know and and then you go
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start to you know and and then you go
10:12
start to you know and and then you go well I guess it wasn't worth it dieting
10:13
well I guess it wasn't worth it dieting
10:13
well I guess it wasn't worth it dieting before and doing all yes it was you just
10:15
before and doing all yes it was you just
10:15
before and doing all yes it was you just have to keep doing it you do it again so
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have to keep doing it you do it again so
10:17
have to keep doing it you do it again so it's the same thing with the Quest for
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it's the same thing with the Quest for
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it's the same thing with the Quest for positivity it's you can't just go well
10:20
positivity it's you can't just go well
10:20
positivity it's you can't just go well I'm depressed again so clearly I'm
10:21
I'm depressed again so clearly I'm
10:21
I'm depressed again so clearly I'm doomed to be depressed forever you
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doomed to be depressed forever you
10:23
doomed to be depressed forever you cannot do that you have to stay positive
10:25
cannot do that you have to stay positive
10:25
cannot do that you have to stay positive my friends stay thirsty my friends stay
10:28
my friends stay thirsty my friends stay
10:28
my friends stay thirsty my friends stay positive and stay positive in this it
10:30
positive and stay positive in this it
10:30
positive and stay positive in this it doesn't mean that you don't get
10:31
doesn't mean that you don't get
10:31
doesn't mean that you don't get depressed it doesn't mean that you're
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depressed it doesn't mean that you're
10:32
depressed it doesn't mean that you're not allowed to be sad it's it doesn't
10:33
not allowed to be sad it's it doesn't
10:33
not allowed to be sad it's it doesn't mean you're not allowed to feel lonely
10:35
mean you're not allowed to feel lonely
10:35
mean you're not allowed to feel lonely and depressed or frustrated all that
10:37
and depressed or frustrated all that
10:37
and depressed or frustrated all that stay positive means is don't accept that
10:41
stay positive means is don't accept that
10:41
stay positive means is don't accept that that is your fate don't accept that
10:43
that is your fate don't accept that
10:43
that is your fate don't accept that that's your destiny that everything
10:44
that's your destiny that everything
10:44
that's your destiny that everything negative is your destiny figure out what
10:47
negative is your destiny figure out what
10:47
negative is your destiny figure out what it is that you want figure out what it
10:49
it is that you want figure out what it
10:49
it is that you want figure out what it is that you're aiming for figure out you
10:52
is that you're aiming for figure out you
10:52
is that you're aiming for figure out you know who what when and where you're
10:54
know who what when and where you're
10:54
know who what when and where you're after in your life and go for it do your
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after in your life and go for it do your
10:57
after in your life and go for it do your absolute best what are you
11:00
absolute best what are you
11:00
absolute best what are you better do your absolute best and if it
11:03
better do your absolute best and if it
11:03
better do your absolute best and if it doesn't work out it doesn't work out and
11:06
doesn't work out it doesn't work out and
11:06
doesn't work out it doesn't work out and if it's not going to work out except
11:07
if it's not going to work out except
11:07
if it's not going to work out except that it's not going except that it may
11:09
that it's not going except that it may
11:09
that it's not going except that it may not work out but except that the journey
11:11
not work out but except that the journey
11:11
not work out but except that the journey is worth it and if it's not worth it
11:14
is worth it and if it's not worth it
11:14
is worth it and if it's not worth it find a different Journey you know and I
11:17
find a different Journey you know and I
11:17
find a different Journey you know and I had plenty of things I wanted in my life
11:18
had plenty of things I wanted in my life
11:18
had plenty of things I wanted in my life that other people uh
11:21
that other people uh
11:21
that other people uh sadly it was impossible because of other
11:23
sadly it was impossible because of other
11:23
sadly it was impossible because of other people I still have things in my life
11:25
people I still have things in my life
11:25
people I still have things in my life that I want so badly but they're
11:26
that I want so badly but they're
11:26
that I want so badly but they're impossible because of other people
11:27
impossible because of other people
11:27
impossible because of other people outside of the situation
11:30
outside of the situation
11:30
outside of the situation you have to accept that that's going to
11:32
you have to accept that that's going to
11:32
you have to accept that that's going to happen you have to accept not you know
11:33
happen you have to accept not you know
11:33
happen you have to accept not you know the world can't support that many
11:34
the world can't support that many
11:34
the world can't support that many ballerinas not everybody's Dreams Come
11:36
ballerinas not everybody's Dreams Come
11:36
ballerinas not everybody's Dreams Come perfectly true exactly the way they
11:38
perfectly true exactly the way they
11:38
perfectly true exactly the way they Envision them the difference though
11:40
Envision them the difference though
11:40
Envision them the difference though between someone who gives up and freaks
11:43
between someone who gives up and freaks
11:43
between someone who gives up and freaks out and loses their mind everything I
11:44
out and loses their mind everything I
11:44
out and loses their mind everything I wanted didn't happen so I'm going to be
11:46
wanted didn't happen so I'm going to be
11:46
wanted didn't happen so I'm going to be bitter and angry and evil about it and
11:48
bitter and angry and evil about it and
11:48
bitter and angry and evil about it and the and the difference between that
11:50
the and the difference between that
11:50
the and the difference between that person and the person who can Master
11:52
person and the person who can Master
11:52
person and the person who can Master themselves and be happy and live a
11:54
themselves and be happy and live a
11:54
themselves and be happy and live a peaceful happy good life investing good
11:57
peaceful happy good life investing good
11:57
peaceful happy good life investing good things into the world is the acceptance
11:59
things into the world is the acceptance
11:59
things into the world is the acceptance that that okay what I wanted did not
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that that okay what I wanted did not
12:01
that that okay what I wanted did not happen what I want to happen is not
12:03
happen what I want to happen is not
12:03
happen what I want to happen is not happening but but I'm still going to do
12:07
happening but but I'm still going to do
12:07
happening but but I'm still going to do my absolute best I'm still going to have
12:09
my absolute best I'm still going to have
12:09
my absolute best I'm still going to have faith that the world is a good place
12:12
faith that the world is a good place
12:12
faith that the world is a good place that there are good people places and
12:14
that there are good people places and
12:14
that there are good people places and things here and that there can be a good
12:16
things here and that there can be a good
12:16
things here and that there can be a good outcome from my life I can put good into
12:18
outcome from my life I can put good into
12:18
outcome from my life I can put good into the world even if it's only being
12:19
the world even if it's only being
12:19
the world even if it's only being friendly to a cashier you don't know
12:21
friendly to a cashier you don't know
12:21
friendly to a cashier you don't know what that cashier was going to go home
12:22
what that cashier was going to go home
12:22
what that cashier was going to go home and do that day you didn't know if he
12:23
and do that day you didn't know if he
12:23
and do that day you didn't know if he was going to go home in his room and cry
12:24
was going to go home in his room and cry
12:24
was going to go home in his room and cry himself to sleep because he was all
12:26
himself to sleep because he was all
12:26
himself to sleep because he was all lonely and then you were actually the
12:27
lonely and then you were actually the
12:27
lonely and then you were actually the only friendly customer he had all that
12:28
only friendly customer he had all that
12:28
only friendly customer he had all that day so even if you're a lonely person
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day so even if you're a lonely person
12:30
day so even if you're a lonely person with 20 cats and no friends it doesn't
12:32
with 20 cats and no friends it doesn't
12:32
with 20 cats and no friends it doesn't mean that you're worthless and it
12:33
mean that you're worthless and it
12:33
mean that you're worthless and it doesn't mean that you're pointless you
12:35
doesn't mean that you're pointless you
12:35
doesn't mean that you're pointless you can still inject good in the world you
12:37
can still inject good in the world you
12:37
can still inject good in the world you have no idea how many times I've been
12:39
have no idea how many times I've been
12:39
have no idea how many times I've been having a super negative day super Down
12:41
having a super negative day super Down
12:41
having a super negative day super Down super down for no reason for no just no
12:44
super down for no reason for no just no
12:44
super down for no reason for no just no apparent reason to myself no obvious
12:46
apparent reason to myself no obvious
12:46
apparent reason to myself no obvious reason maybe bad stuff in the past or
12:47
reason maybe bad stuff in the past or
12:47
reason maybe bad stuff in the past or something sometimes those things take a
12:49
something sometimes those things take a
12:49
something sometimes those things take a very long it's years to heal from trauma
12:51
very long it's years to heal from trauma
12:51
very long it's years to heal from trauma you know so some traumatic things happen
12:53
you know so some traumatic things happen
12:53
you know so some traumatic things happen to you you're feeling upset you're
12:54
to you you're feeling upset you're
12:54
to you you're feeling upset you're feeling sad just for no reason one day
12:56
feeling sad just for no reason one day
12:56
feeling sad just for no reason one day and I'll go and I'll see Instagram or
12:57
and I'll go and I'll see Instagram or
12:57
and I'll go and I'll see Instagram or something or Twitter and one of you guys
12:59
something or Twitter and one of you guys
12:59
something or Twitter and one of you guys will just leave the super nice comment
13:01
will just leave the super nice comment
13:01
will just leave the super nice comment and just the act of one of you leaving
13:02
and just the act of one of you leaving
13:02
and just the act of one of you leaving one of those little comments you think
13:04
one of those little comments you think
13:04
one of those little comments you think maybe I don't even have time to answer
13:05
maybe I don't even have time to answer
13:05
maybe I don't even have time to answer it it will totally change my whole
13:08
it it will totally change my whole
13:08
it it will totally change my whole attitude change my
13:10
attitude change my
13:10
attitude change my whole fun way and make me super super
13:13
whole fun way and make me super super
13:13
whole fun way and make me super super positive change my whole outlook my
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positive change my whole outlook my
13:14
positive change my whole outlook my whole day I know I have friends in my
13:16
whole day I know I have friends in my
13:16
whole day I know I have friends in my life where I'm having the worst day like
13:18
life where I'm having the worst day like
13:18
life where I'm having the worst day like the most depressing like I struggle with
13:21
the most depressing like I struggle with
13:21
the most depressing like I struggle with that all the time they're just the most
13:22
that all the time they're just the most
13:22
that all the time they're just the most depressed you know mostly because of
13:24
depressed you know mostly because of
13:24
depressed you know mostly because of what I've been through you know that you
13:25
what I've been through you know that you
13:25
what I've been through you know that you feel worthless you have very very low
13:27
feel worthless you have very very low
13:27
feel worthless you have very very low self-esteem blah blah blah blah blah and
13:30
self-esteem blah blah blah blah blah and
13:30
self-esteem blah blah blah blah blah and uh I know I have friends in my life
13:32
uh I know I have friends in my life
13:32
uh I know I have friends in my life where the second that I call or the
13:34
where the second that I call or the
13:34
where the second that I call or the second I see their face I'm instantly
13:35
second I see their face I'm instantly
13:35
second I see their face I'm instantly feel happier so there's a lot of you
13:37
feel happier so there's a lot of you
13:37
feel happier so there's a lot of you might be making a much bigger difference
13:39
might be making a much bigger difference
13:39
might be making a much bigger difference than you think you are just by being
13:41
than you think you are just by being
13:41
than you think you are just by being yourself there's no reason to get down
13:42
yourself there's no reason to get down
13:42
yourself there's no reason to get down there's no reason to get Negative
13:44
there's no reason to get Negative
13:44
there's no reason to get Negative there's no reason to accept that
13:45
there's no reason to accept that
13:45
there's no reason to accept that everything in the world is bad and that
13:47
everything in the world is bad and that
13:47
everything in the world is bad and that you'll never make a difference you
13:49
you'll never make a difference you
13:49
you'll never make a difference you really can but you have to choose you
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really can but you have to choose you
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really can but you have to choose you have to choose anyway the only reason
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have to choose anyway the only reason
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have to choose anyway the only reason I'm talking about this is not because
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I'm talking about this is not because
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I'm talking about this is not because I'm going to leap off this Cliff it
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I'm going to leap off this Cliff it
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I'm going to leap off this Cliff it wouldn't kill me anyways I just go
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wouldn't kill me anyways I just go
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wouldn't kill me anyways I just go bounding down into more and really
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bounding down into more and really
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bounding down into more and really scratch myself badly oh my gosh I got a
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scratch myself badly oh my gosh I got a
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scratch myself badly oh my gosh I got a scratch I'm so scratchy oh I'm dancing
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scratch I'm so scratchy oh I'm dancing
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scratch I'm so scratchy oh I'm dancing in the mud with my new shoes this is why
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in the mud with my new shoes this is why
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in the mud with my new shoes this is why I can't have nice
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I can't have nice
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I can't have nice things the reason I'm sharing all this
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things the reason I'm sharing all this
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things the reason I'm sharing all this with you is just cuz I've been thinking
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with you is just cuz I've been thinking
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with you is just cuz I've been thinking about that a lot today especially with
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about that a lot today especially with
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about that a lot today especially with the whole oh it's windy over here
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the whole oh it's windy over here
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the whole oh it's windy over here especially with the whole trying to film
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especially with the whole trying to film
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especially with the whole trying to film the rain and not happening and then it
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the rain and not happening and then it
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the rain and not happening and then it sort of rainy and gray all day and it
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sort of rainy and gray all day and it
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sort of rainy and gray all day and it was kind of getting me down but then I
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was kind of getting me down but then I
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was kind of getting me down but then I was walking around Disneyland I met a
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was walking around Disneyland I met a
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was walking around Disneyland I met a lot of new people I shook a lot of hands
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lot of new people I shook a lot of hands
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lot of new people I shook a lot of hands and and sof people wearing cool random
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and and sof people wearing cool random
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and and sof people wearing cool random landay shirts from Li fast I part . and
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landay shirts from Li fast I part . and
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landay shirts from Li fast I part . and really cheered me up and you guys are so
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really cheered me up and you guys are so
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really cheered me up and you guys are so awesome and I just thinking a lot about
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awesome and I just thinking a lot about
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awesome and I just thinking a lot about life and how hard the struggle has been
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life and how hard the struggle has been
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life and how hard the struggle has been lately and I just wanted to share some
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lately and I just wanted to share some
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lately and I just wanted to share some of it with you cuz yesterday was pretty
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of it with you cuz yesterday was pretty
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of it with you cuz yesterday was pretty mannequin crazy and the day before is
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mannequin crazy and the day before is
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mannequin crazy and the day before is the edited Tiki Tuesday thing so just
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the edited Tiki Tuesday thing so just
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the edited Tiki Tuesday thing so just unedited you guys me having a
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unedited you guys me having a
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unedited you guys me having a conversation at this weird park that I
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conversation at this weird park that I
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conversation at this weird park that I saw on the side of the road cuz I knew
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saw on the side of the road cuz I knew
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saw on the side of the road cuz I knew it was lay up here in the Hills let's go
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it was lay up here in the Hills let's go
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it was lay up here in the Hills let's go take one last look at that view CU it's
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take one last look at that view CU it's
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take one last look at that view CU it's amazing up here anyways I really do love
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amazing up here anyways I really do love
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amazing up here anyways I really do love and appreciate all of your guys' support
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and appreciate all of your guys' support
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and appreciate all of your guys' support your your comments some of you guys
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your your comments some of you guys
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your your comments some of you guys really really understand what we're
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really really understand what we're
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really really understand what we're trying to do to be positive to Quest for
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trying to do to be positive to Quest for
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trying to do to be positive to Quest for positivity put content out on the
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positivity put content out on the
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positivity put content out on the internet that's not always cynical and
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internet that's not always cynical and
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internet that's not always cynical and snarky not that I don't like a good rude
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snarky not that I don't like a good rude
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snarky not that I don't like a good rude joke or you know not that I don't have
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joke or you know not that I don't have
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joke or you know not that I don't have times where I want to sit there in a bad
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times where I want to sit there in a bad
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times where I want to sit there in a bad attitude and say grumpy things and
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attitude and say grumpy things and
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attitude and say grumpy things and cynical snarky things or watch cynical
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cynical snarky things or watch cynical
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cynical snarky things or watch cynical snarky YouTube videos and stuff too but
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snarky YouTube videos and stuff too but
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snarky YouTube videos and stuff too but we just always wanted to try and do
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we just always wanted to try and do
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we just always wanted to try and do something different and I think we are
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something different and I think we are
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something different and I think we are and I think you guys have really made it
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and I think you guys have really made it
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and I think you guys have really made it worth it okay I don't even know what I'm
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worth it okay I don't even know what I'm
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worth it okay I don't even know what I'm saying anymore cuz I'm really tired I
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saying anymore cuz I'm really tired I
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saying anymore cuz I'm really tired I got really wet earlier and it's been
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got really wet earlier and it's been
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got really wet earlier and it's been really cold and I'm still trying to get
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really cold and I'm still trying to get
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really cold and I'm still trying to get over the sickness I had like a month ago
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over the sickness I had like a month ago
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over the sickness I had like a month ago just the weakness and everything I need
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just the weakness and everything I need
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just the weakness and everything I need to work out or something so look at
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to work out or something so look at
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to work out or something so look at that wow I really love and appreciate
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that wow I really love and appreciate
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that wow I really love and appreciate you all get at me at Justin scard on
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you all get at me at Justin scard on
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you all get at me at Justin scard on Twitter Instagram Justin guard and also
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Twitter Instagram Justin guard and also
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Twitter Instagram Justin guard and also all the live fast IP stuff you know live
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all the live fast IP stuff you know live
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all the live fast IP stuff you know live fastp Instagram oh I also have Facebook
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fastp Instagram oh I also have Facebook
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fastp Instagram oh I also have Facebook Justin guard I don't know if anybody
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Justin guard I don't know if anybody
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Justin guard I don't know if anybody knows that also Facebook live F I4 all
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knows that also Facebook live F I4 all
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knows that also Facebook live F I4 all that stuff so Snapchat Live fast I4 too
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that stuff so Snapchat Live fast I4 too
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that stuff so Snapchat Live fast I4 too there is no Snapchat Justin C it's just
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there is no Snapchat Justin C it's just
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there is no Snapchat Justin C it's just live fast I forward but it's just me
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live fast I forward but it's just me
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live fast I forward but it's just me Tyler doesn't use it he doesn't believe
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Tyler doesn't use it he doesn't believe
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Tyler doesn't use it he doesn't believe in Snapchat he doesn't believe in
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in Snapchat he doesn't believe in
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in Snapchat he doesn't believe in Snapchat who doesn't believe in
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Snapchat who doesn't believe in
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Snapchat who doesn't believe in Snapchat I don't know oh yeah I do Tyler
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Snapchat I don't know oh yeah I do Tyler
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Snapchat I don't know oh yeah I do Tyler all right thank you guys for watching
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all right thank you guys for watching
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all right thank you guys for watching subscribe for some more sometimes Vlogs
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subscribe for some more sometimes Vlogs
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subscribe for some more sometimes Vlogs be careful of the mud of negativity
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be careful of the mud of negativity
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be careful of the mud of negativity choose to be positive choose to have
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choose to be positive choose to have
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choose to be positive choose to have faith if you're not religious it's fine
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faith if you're not religious it's fine
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faith if you're not religious it's fine you can still have faith like the world
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you can still have faith like the world
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you can still have faith like the world is a good place that good things are
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is a good place that good things are
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is a good place that good things are going to happen and you know what most
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going to happen and you know what most
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going to happen and you know what most of the time when you have that attitude
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of the time when you have that attitude
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of the time when you have that attitude you're going to make them happen around
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you're going to make them happen around
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you're going to make them happen around you because you're going to affect the
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you because you're going to affect the
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you because you're going to affect the people around you and your environment
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people around you and your environment
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people around you and your environment and that is true whether or not you're
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and that is true whether or not you're
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and that is true whether or not you're religious person or not if you're
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religious person or not if you're
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religious person or not if you're religious person you know have faith
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religious person you know have faith
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religious person you know have faith have a little faith take a little
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have a little faith take a little
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have a little faith take a little comfort in the knowledge that you can't
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comfort in the knowledge that you can't
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comfort in the knowledge that you can't control everything and just accept that
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control everything and just accept that
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control everything and just accept that all you can control is yourself and so
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all you can control is yourself and so
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all you can control is yourself and so you do your best you know you reach your
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you do your best you know you reach your
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you do your best you know you reach your hand halfway and you hope that
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hand halfway and you hope that
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hand halfway and you hope that everything
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everything
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everything works out all right take care guys I'm
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works out all right take care guys I'm
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works out all right take care guys I'm going to go now because these people
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going to go now because these people
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going to go now because these people that live in this
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that live in this
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that live in this neighborhood not me they have a three
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neighborhood not me they have a three
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neighborhood not me they have a three car garage wall uh are probably weirded
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car garage wall uh are probably weirded
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car garage wall uh are probably weirded out that some weird hobo is looking
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out that some weird hobo is looking
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out that some weird hobo is looking individual oh no wait you know what I
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individual oh no wait you know what I
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individual oh no wait you know what I have clean shoes so I'm probably
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have clean shoes so I'm probably
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have clean shoes so I'm probably okay anyway I'm too poor of be in this
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okay anyway I'm too poor of be in this
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okay anyway I'm too poor of be in this park I love you all talk to you later
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park I love you all talk to you later
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park I love you all talk to you later bye bye