Pressing the restart button

0:05 well looky what we have here I feel like

0:05 well looky what we have here I feel like I'm in one of those classic roadtrip

0:07 I'm in one of those classic roadtrip

0:07 I'm in one of those classic roadtrip comedy movies you know the road is

0:10 comedy movies you know the road is

0:10 comedy movies you know the road is closed the whole family is getting into

0:12 closed the whole family is getting into

0:12 closed the whole family is getting into shenanigans and Malcolm is flirting with

0:14 shenanigans and Malcolm is flirting with

0:14 shenanigans and Malcolm is flirting with a girl from a different minivan

0:16 a girl from a different minivan

0:16 a girl from a different minivan you know sitcom type situation we've

0:19 you know sitcom type situation we've

0:19 you know sitcom type situation we've made a little camp over there with some

0:21 made a little camp over there with some

0:21 made a little camp over there with some strangers the road is closed one more

0:25 strangers the road is closed one more

0:25 strangers the road is closed one more hour of this it's supposed to reopen all

0:28 hour of this it's supposed to reopen all

0:28 hour of this it's supposed to reopen all right done with the chair did you see

0:29 right done with the chair did you see

0:29 right done with the chair did you see how far back the line go it goes like

0:32 how far back the line go it goes like

0:32 how far back the line go it goes like miles back there look a good thing we

0:35 miles back there look a good thing we

0:35 miles back there look a good thing we got here when we did yes we did it it's

0:39 got here when we did yes we did it it's

0:39 got here when we did yes we did it it's open we just might make it after all

0:42 open we just might make it after all

0:42 open we just might make it after all okay there's a little bit of driving now

0:45 okay there's a little bit of driving now

0:45 okay there's a little bit of driving now a little bit of camp set up time and

0:48 a little bit of camp set up time and

0:48 a little bit of camp set up time and fine I like the boy and I are in the

0:54 fine I like the boy and I are in the

0:54 fine I like the boy and I are in the woods this has been a tumultuous couple

0:56 woods this has been a tumultuous couple

0:56 woods this has been a tumultuous couple of weeks both for our country for people

1:00 of weeks both for our country for people

1:00 of weeks both for our country for people across the whole country and for me

1:03 across the whole country and for me

1:03 across the whole country and for me personally the virus and shutdowns

1:05 personally the virus and shutdowns

1:05 personally the virus and shutdowns everyone losing their jobs no places to

1:08 everyone losing their jobs no places to

1:08 everyone losing their jobs no places to go that's all the arguing over reopening

1:11 go that's all the arguing over reopening

1:11 go that's all the arguing over reopening and then the unfortunate tragic death of

1:13 and then the unfortunate tragic death of

1:13 and then the unfortunate tragic death of George Floyd the millions of people

1:14 George Floyd the millions of people

1:14 George Floyd the millions of people peacefully protesting and then the few

1:17 peacefully protesting and then the few

1:17 peacefully protesting and then the few people not so peacefully protesting

1:19 people not so peacefully protesting

1:19 people not so peacefully protesting arguing chaos and then in the midst of

1:21 arguing chaos and then in the midst of

1:21 arguing chaos and then in the midst of it I've been going through some medical

1:23 it I've been going through some medical

1:23 it I've been going through some medical stuff so has Aly she's actually having a

1:25 stuff so has Aly she's actually having a

1:25 stuff so has Aly she's actually having a treatment right now which we can't go to

1:26 treatment right now which we can't go to

1:26 treatment right now which we can't go to anyways because the whole virus thing I

1:28 anyways because the whole virus thing I

1:28 anyways because the whole virus thing I had to get MRIs and CT scans for the

1:30 had to get MRIs and CT scans for the

1:30 had to get MRIs and CT scans for the stuff with my neck my arm has been going

1:32 stuff with my neck my arm has been going

1:32 stuff with my neck my arm has been going back and forth being partially paralyzed

1:33 back and forth being partially paralyzed

1:33 back and forth being partially paralyzed that cost a small fortune as you can

1:36 that cost a small fortune as you can

1:36 that cost a small fortune as you can imagine a fortunate I did not really

1:38 imagine a fortunate I did not really

1:38 imagine a fortunate I did not really happen of course because the whole

1:39 happen of course because the whole

1:39 happen of course because the whole summer is high and buck by that virus

1:41 summer is high and buck by that virus

1:41 summer is high and buck by that virus and the craziness going on and all our

1:43 and the craziness going on and all our

1:43 and the craziness going on and all our suite reservations that we were stoked

1:46 suite reservations that we were stoked

1:46 suite reservations that we were stoked on got cancelled London here sort of

1:51 on got cancelled London here sort of

1:51 on got cancelled London here sort of lost out on what here hold in there an

1:53 lost out on what here hold in there an

1:53 lost out on what here hold in there an axe

1:53 axe

1:53 axe here's London had his Boy Scout camp

1:56 here's London had his Boy Scout camp

1:56 here's London had his Boy Scout camp canceled had some other camping plans we

1:58 canceled had some other camping plans we

1:58 canceled had some other camping plans we had canceled

1:59 had canceled

1:59 had canceled we have longer more extensive plans but

2:01 we have longer more extensive plans but

2:01 we have longer more extensive plans but everything built up all the stress all

2:04 everything built up all the stress all

2:04 everything built up all the stress all the anxiety we had a chance to get a

2:06 the anxiety we had a chance to get a

2:06 the anxiety we had a chance to get a little reservation out here and the

2:09 little reservation out here and the

2:09 little reservation out here and the wilderness of the San Bernardino

2:10 wilderness of the San Bernardino

2:10 wilderness of the San Bernardino National Forest

2:17 for 9.99 and now we're just making

2:17 for 9.99 and now we're just making ourselves at home and the dusty woods up

2:20 ourselves at home and the dusty woods up

2:20 ourselves at home and the dusty woods up here but in here is learning how to use

2:23 here but in here is learning how to use

2:23 here but in here is learning how to use a hatchet to split off of course we

2:27 a hatchet to split off of course we

2:27 a hatchet to split off of course we picked the worst piece of wood to make

2:28 picked the worst piece of wood to make

2:28 picked the worst piece of wood to make an example of but he's been learning how

2:30 an example of but he's been learning how

2:30 an example of but he's been learning how to chop off kindling oh there you go

2:33 to chop off kindling oh there you go

2:33 to chop off kindling oh there you go there you go to prepare the ella campo

2:39 there you go to prepare the ella campo

2:39 there you go to prepare the ella campo fire you'll get the hang of it it takes

2:41 fire you'll get the hang of it it takes

2:41 fire you'll get the hang of it it takes some getting use just be really safe and

2:43 some getting use just be really safe and

2:43 some getting use just be really safe and careful your fingers take your hand away

2:44 careful your fingers take your hand away

2:44 careful your fingers take your hand away before you do any shopping there you go

2:47 before you do any shopping there you go

2:47 before you do any shopping there you go gives me a little anxiety but by the

2:49 gives me a little anxiety but by the

2:49 gives me a little anxiety but by the time I was 13 I was out in the woods by

2:51 time I was 13 I was out in the woods by

2:51 time I was 13 I was out in the woods by myself many a time with the scouts even

2:53 myself many a time with the scouts even

2:54 myself many a time with the scouts even being sent on survival things we had to

2:56 being sent on survival things we had to

2:56 being sent on survival things we had to spend the night alone and a shelter you

2:58 spend the night alone and a shelter you

2:58 spend the night alone and a shelter you made in these very mountains as a matter

2:59 made in these very mountains as a matter

3:00 made in these very mountains as a matter of fact we walked just a little ways

3:03 of fact we walked just a little ways

3:03 of fact we walked just a little ways away from camp kind of a nice view over

3:05 away from camp kind of a nice view over

3:05 away from camp kind of a nice view over here a little sunny on the western slope

3:08 here a little sunny on the western slope

3:08 here a little sunny on the western slope now we didn't come out here to film some

3:10 now we didn't come out here to film some

3:10 now we didn't come out here to film some sort of camping adventure with you guys

3:12 sort of camping adventure with you guys

3:12 sort of camping adventure with you guys I do plan on doing that at some point

3:14 I do plan on doing that at some point

3:14 I do plan on doing that at some point actually I was kidding I was I was

3:15 actually I was kidding I was I was

3:15 actually I was kidding I was I was totally gearing up for that all before

3:17 totally gearing up for that all before

3:17 totally gearing up for that all before the virus hit and you remember real

3:18 the virus hit and you remember real

3:18 the virus hit and you remember real reason I'm out here is to sort of what's

3:25 reason I'm out here is to sort of what's

3:25 reason I'm out here is to sort of what's the word I'm looking for here mentally

3:27 the word I'm looking for here mentally

3:27 the word I'm looking for here mentally deescalate distress hopefully a little

3:30 deescalate distress hopefully a little

3:30 deescalate distress hopefully a little bit Center myself take any cliche you

3:34 bit Center myself take any cliche you

3:34 bit Center myself take any cliche you want that is what I'm trying to doing I

3:36 want that is what I'm trying to doing I

3:36 want that is what I'm trying to doing I would not be exaggerating this is not

3:39 would not be exaggerating this is not

3:39 would not be exaggerating this is not hyperbole to say that I was basically

3:41 hyperbole to say that I was basically

3:41 hyperbole to say that I was basically having a low-key slow burn nervous

3:45 having a low-key slow burn nervous

3:45 having a low-key slow burn nervous breakdown for the last week and a half

3:47 breakdown for the last week and a half

3:47 breakdown for the last week and a half two weeks to the best of us just too

3:49 two weeks to the best of us just too

3:49 two weeks to the best of us just too much start too long to back to back to

3:53 much start too long to back to back to

3:53 much start too long to back to back to back to back we're over this hill you

3:54 back to back we're over this hill you

3:54 back to back we're over this hill you can hear the can you hear that

3:56 can hear the can you hear that

3:56 can hear the can you hear that and hear the road down there a lot more

3:58 and hear the road down there a lot more

3:58 and hear the road down there a lot more clearly because you know I normally

3:59 clearly because you know I normally

3:59 clearly because you know I normally don't do vlogs sort of like this I do

4:01 don't do vlogs sort of like this I do

4:01 don't do vlogs sort of like this I do more of a show basically a TV show

4:03 more of a show basically a TV show

4:03 more of a show basically a TV show except I upload it to youtube instead of

4:05 except I upload it to youtube instead of

4:05 except I upload it to youtube instead of you know TV and we have those time

4:07 you know TV and we have those time

4:07 you know TV and we have those time travel episodes of random land which

4:08 travel episodes of random land which

4:08 travel episodes of random land which very hard to work on and required a lot

4:11 very hard to work on and required a lot

4:11 very hard to work on and required a lot of just sitting there working working

4:12 of just sitting there working working

4:12 of just sitting there working working trying to ignore everything happening in

4:15 trying to ignore everything happening in

4:15 trying to ignore everything happening in the world so I could just have something

4:16 the world so I could just have something

4:16 the world so I could just have something to focus on to not sort of get

4:18 to focus on to not sort of get

4:18 to focus on to not sort of get claustrophobic and go crazy because as

4:20 claustrophobic and go crazy because as

4:20 claustrophobic and go crazy because as you know I'm a I'm a man in motion I

4:22 you know I'm a I'm a man in motion I

4:22 you know I'm a I'm a man in motion I don't like the whole still I keep moving

4:24 don't like the whole still I keep moving

4:24 don't like the whole still I keep moving that's how I fight my depression my

4:26 that's how I fight my depression my

4:26 that's how I fight my depression my anxiety everything else

4:27 anxiety everything else

4:27 anxiety everything else that's been one horrible thing about the

4:28 that's been one horrible thing about the

4:28 that's been one horrible thing about the whole pandemic thing is in the lockdowns

4:30 whole pandemic thing is in the lockdowns

4:30 whole pandemic thing is in the lockdowns is people being home who have these type

4:33 is people being home who have these type

4:33 is people being home who have these type of issues to deal with you know I

4:34 of issues to deal with you know I

4:34 of issues to deal with you know I thought man I spent seven years

4:36 thought man I spent seven years

4:36 thought man I spent seven years constantly on the move never slowing

4:38 constantly on the move never slowing

4:38 constantly on the move never slowing down never stopping for more than ever a

4:40 down never stopping for more than ever a

4:40 down never stopping for more than ever a few days just to recover what I

4:41 few days just to recover what I

4:41 few days just to recover what I absolutely had to you but pretty much as

4:44 absolutely had to you but pretty much as

4:44 absolutely had to you but pretty much as non-stop never took a vacation nothing

4:46 non-stop never took a vacation nothing

4:46 non-stop never took a vacation nothing that I hit this and I thought at first

4:49 that I hit this and I thought at first

4:49 that I hit this and I thought at first it'll be kind of a nice rest you know

4:51 it'll be kind of a nice rest you know

4:51 it'll be kind of a nice rest you know it'll be a nice change of pace that it

4:53 it'll be a nice change of pace that it

4:53 it'll be a nice change of pace that it turns out it was not it started to drive

4:56 turns out it was not it started to drive

4:56 turns out it was not it started to drive me absolutely batty and nuts and then

4:58 me absolutely batty and nuts and then

4:58 me absolutely batty and nuts and then with the whole tragedy with George Floyd

5:01 with the whole tragedy with George Floyd

5:01 with the whole tragedy with George Floyd and that and all the crazy stuff and

5:03 and that and all the crazy stuff and

5:03 and that and all the crazy stuff and everybody arguing everywhere it just

5:05 everybody arguing everywhere it just

5:05 everybody arguing everywhere it just felt like it was like the final piece of

5:09 felt like it was like the final piece of

5:09 felt like it was like the final piece of the puzzle to make the stress real I

5:11 the puzzle to make the stress real I

5:11 the puzzle to make the stress real I start to bubble up and no escape from it

5:13 start to bubble up and no escape from it

5:13 start to bubble up and no escape from it and then just being terribly terribly

5:14 and then just being terribly terribly

5:14 and then just being terribly terribly afraid of the nerve damage in my arm

5:16 afraid of the nerve damage in my arm

5:16 afraid of the nerve damage in my arm here and the camera is not too heavy

5:18 here and the camera is not too heavy

5:18 here and the camera is not too heavy doesn't make my hand shake but there are

5:20 doesn't make my hand shake but there are

5:20 doesn't make my hand shake but there are times where I can't hold anything in my

5:22 times where I can't hold anything in my

5:22 times where I can't hold anything in my left hand without it it really getting

5:24 left hand without it it really getting

5:24 left hand without it it really getting tremors now but I know I could be worse

5:25 tremors now but I know I could be worse

5:25 tremors now but I know I could be worse and lots of people have faced worse and

5:27 and lots of people have faced worse and

5:27 and lots of people have faced worse and 99% of them come through successfully no

5:30 99% of them come through successfully no

5:30 99% of them come through successfully no problem everything will be good and I've

5:32 problem everything will be good and I've

5:32 problem everything will be good and I've been through worse flare-ups obviously

5:33 been through worse flare-ups obviously

5:33 been through worse flare-ups obviously last year was a really bad one I was

5:35 last year was a really bad one I was

5:35 last year was a really bad one I was down forever so I should feel confident

5:38 down forever so I should feel confident

5:38 down forever so I should feel confident everything but waiting for the MRIs and

5:39 everything but waiting for the MRIs and

5:39 everything but waiting for the MRIs and for the surgeons who'd give me his

5:41 for the surgeons who'd give me his

5:41 for the surgeons who'd give me his opinion all that kind of stuff I don't

5:42 opinion all that kind of stuff I don't

5:42 opinion all that kind of stuff I don't know it was the combination of

5:43 know it was the combination of

5:43 know it was the combination of everything just got me where I was like

5:44 everything just got me where I was like

5:44 everything just got me where I was like ah I could not function well I got a lot

5:47 ah I could not function well I got a lot

5:47 ah I could not function well I got a lot of camping to make up for for the boy he

5:50 of camping to make up for for the boy he

5:50 of camping to make up for for the boy he missed out on his whole spring and

5:51 missed out on his whole spring and

5:51 missed out on his whole spring and beginning his summer of can't be missing

5:53 beginning his summer of can't be missing

5:53 beginning his summer of can't be missing out on his summer camp this year the

5:56 out on his summer camp this year the

5:56 out on his summer camp this year the summer camp is reopening they were just

5:57 summer camp is reopening they were just

5:57 summer camp is reopening they were just booked to go before its reopening day

5:59 booked to go before its reopening day

5:59 booked to go before its reopening day it's more than that I really needed to

6:01 it's more than that I really needed to

6:01 it's more than that I really needed to get away from the phone or at least the

6:02 get away from the phone or at least the

6:03 get away from the phone or at least the phone service I really needed to get

6:04 phone service I really needed to get

6:04 phone service I really needed to get away from computers from people arguing

6:06 away from computers from people arguing

6:06 away from computers from people arguing from the news from the house there's a

6:10 from the news from the house there's a

6:10 from the news from the house there's a whole saga about the bad neighbor

6:12 whole saga about the bad neighbor

6:12 whole saga about the bad neighbor upstairs which I will save for a patreon

6:15 upstairs which I will save for a patreon

6:15 upstairs which I will save for a patreon podcast so I can get really intense a

6:17 podcast so I can get really intense a

6:17 podcast so I can get really intense a whole saga oh yeah loud screaming

6:19 whole saga oh yeah loud screaming

6:19 whole saga oh yeah loud screaming matches with neighbors work or just just

6:21 matches with neighbors work or just just

6:21 matches with neighbors work or just just stressful stressful things it's a hard

6:23 stressful stressful things it's a hard

6:23 stressful stressful things it's a hard thing to be stressed out about your

6:24 thing to be stressed out about your

6:24 thing to be stressed out about your house when your neighbor is being crazy

6:28 house when your neighbor is being crazy

6:28 house when your neighbor is being crazy and all this kind of stuff now sounds

6:29 and all this kind of stuff now sounds

6:29 and all this kind of stuff now sounds pitiful I have a good life that I'm

6:31 pitiful I have a good life that I'm

6:31 pitiful I have a good life that I'm grateful for

6:31 grateful for

6:31 grateful for that's just sometimes it's too much you

6:34 that's just sometimes it's too much you

6:34 that's just sometimes it's too much you can never tell what somebody's breaking

6:35 can never tell what somebody's breaking

6:35 can never tell what somebody's breaking point is some people can go through the

6:37 point is some people can go through the

6:37 point is some people can go through the most insane

6:39 most insane

6:39 most insane family tragedies and cancer treatments

6:43 family tragedies and cancer treatments

6:43 family tragedies and cancer treatments and crazy stuff I mean they never seem

6:45 and crazy stuff I mean they never seem

6:45 and crazy stuff I mean they never seem to lose heart to lose faith to let

6:47 to lose heart to lose faith to let

6:47 to lose heart to lose faith to let themselves be overwhelmed by stress and

6:49 themselves be overwhelmed by stress and

6:49 themselves be overwhelmed by stress and then that same person will go to rent a

6:52 then that same person will go to rent a

6:52 then that same person will go to rent a movie back in the day I guess is a

6:53 movie back in the day I guess is a

6:53 movie back in the day I guess is a little dated reference and the movie

6:55 little dated reference and the movie

6:55 little dated reference and the movie they want won't be there and that will

6:56 they want won't be there and that will

6:56 they want won't be there and that will just be the thing that just sends them

6:59 just be the thing that just sends them

6:59 just be the thing that just sends them mentally reeling so I just feel like

7:01 mentally reeling so I just feel like

7:01 mentally reeling so I just feel like whatever the tipping point was maybe it

7:04 whatever the tipping point was maybe it

7:04 whatever the tipping point was maybe it was all the extreme grief that our

7:06 was all the extreme grief that our

7:06 was all the extreme grief that our country's going through and then just

7:08 country's going through and then just

7:08 country's going through and then just the the mighty just caused that everyone

7:12 the the mighty just caused that everyone

7:12 the the mighty just caused that everyone sort of agrees with splinters naturally

7:14 sort of agrees with splinters naturally

7:14 sort of agrees with splinters naturally into thousands of small files like they

7:15 into thousands of small files like they

7:15 into thousands of small files like they kicked the campfire went everywhere to

7:17 kicked the campfire went everywhere to

7:17 kicked the campfire went everywhere to thousands of small arguments over the

7:18 thousands of small arguments over the

7:18 thousands of small arguments over the best way to do everything I don't know

7:21 best way to do everything I don't know

7:21 best way to do everything I don't know maybe that combined with having a MRI is

7:23 maybe that combined with having a MRI is

7:23 maybe that combined with having a MRI is this week and just the fear of like oh

7:24 this week and just the fear of like oh

7:24 this week and just the fear of like oh no this is real a it might have to have

7:26 no this is real a it might have to have

7:26 no this is real a it might have to have the surgery we just too much so it has

7:30 the surgery we just too much so it has

7:30 the surgery we just too much so it has affected my ability to be positive to

7:33 affected my ability to be positive to

7:33 affected my ability to be positive to feel that positivity for the quest for

7:34 feel that positivity for the quest for

7:34 feel that positivity for the quest for positive you guys don't know what that

7:36 positive you guys don't know what that

7:36 positive you guys don't know what that is go way back you'll find lots of

7:38 is go way back you'll find lots of

7:38 is go way back you'll find lots of information on the quest for positive

7:39 information on the quest for positive

7:39 information on the quest for positive you're going to the Facebook group

7:40 you're going to the Facebook group

7:40 you're going to the Facebook group sometimes mom's always linked down below

7:41 sometimes mom's always linked down below

7:41 sometimes mom's always linked down below or you can leave a comment for this

7:43 or you can leave a comment for this

7:43 or you can leave a comment for this because I usually turn off comments on

7:44 because I usually turn off comments on

7:44 because I usually turn off comments on vlog II stuff and let it were to calm me

7:47 vlog II stuff and let it were to calm me

7:47 vlog II stuff and let it were to calm me over in the Facebook group it's a nice

7:48 over in the Facebook group it's a nice

7:48 over in the Facebook group it's a nice way to let people know that it exists

7:50 way to let people know that it exists

7:50 way to let people know that it exists and I've ever I've been truly negative

7:53 and I've ever I've been truly negative

7:53 and I've ever I've been truly negative oh this is super time-sensitive like I'm

7:55 oh this is super time-sensitive like I'm

7:55 oh this is super time-sensitive like I'm covering an event there's only four

7:56 covering an event there's only four

7:56 covering an event there's only four hours and there's no choice I've

7:58 hours and there's no choice I've

7:58 hours and there's no choice I've obviously per negative if I'm not

8:00 obviously per negative if I'm not

8:00 obviously per negative if I'm not feeling it if I'm not feeling the

8:01 feeling it if I'm not feeling the

8:01 feeling it if I'm not feeling the positivity since the whole point of

8:02 positivity since the whole point of

8:02 positivity since the whole point of random LAN the whole point of my job is

8:04 random LAN the whole point of my job is

8:04 random LAN the whole point of my job is to create a space away from the news

8:06 to create a space away from the news

8:06 to create a space away from the news cycle

8:06 cycle

8:06 cycle away from what's going on in the world

8:08 away from what's going on in the world

8:08 away from what's going on in the world for people to step back just have

8:12 for people to step back just have

8:12 for people to step back just have somewhere else to mentally go for a

8:13 somewhere else to mentally go for a

8:13 somewhere else to mentally go for a while to regain their strength their

8:15 while to regain their strength their

8:15 while to regain their strength their balance and then go back to work or

8:18 balance and then go back to work or

8:18 balance and then go back to work or maybe back to protesting they'd be back

8:19 maybe back to protesting they'd be back

8:19 maybe back to protesting they'd be back to the ER maybe back to their

8:21 to the ER maybe back to their

8:21 to the ER maybe back to their grandmother's bedside whatever it may be

8:23 grandmother's bedside whatever it may be

8:23 grandmother's bedside whatever it may be that's the whole point right it's a it's

8:25 that's the whole point right it's a it's

8:25 that's the whole point right it's a it's a whole mantra and the whole thing I try

8:28 a whole mantra and the whole thing I try

8:28 a whole mantra and the whole thing I try to do is present that that's why we

8:30 to do is present that that's why we

8:30 to do is present that that's why we don't get political when I'm talking

8:31 don't get political when I'm talking

8:31 don't get political when I'm talking about sex or politics or religion all

8:32 about sex or politics or religion all

8:32 about sex or politics or religion all that kind of stuff although I'm not fond

8:33 that kind of stuff although I'm not fond

8:33 that kind of stuff although I'm not fond of the buzzword think about it as sort

8:36 of the buzzword think about it as sort

8:36 of the buzzword think about it as sort of a mental safe space in a way supposed

8:37 of a mental safe space in a way supposed

8:37 of a mental safe space in a way supposed to be silly

8:38 to be silly

8:38 to be silly to be relaxed to be fun cuz even a brain

8:40 to be relaxed to be fun cuz even a brain

8:40 to be relaxed to be fun cuz even a brain surgeon you know has got to have some

8:42 surgeon you know has got to have some

8:42 surgeon you know has got to have some times where he needs a good chuckle he

8:46 times where he needs a good chuckle he

8:46 times where he needs a good chuckle he study stress so that when he goes back

8:48 study stress so that when he goes back

8:48 study stress so that when he goes back into surgery he can concentrate but

8:50 into surgery he can concentrate but

8:50 into surgery he can concentrate but anytime that either an really

8:51 anytime that either an really

8:51 anytime that either an really and really cut off from that positivity

8:53 and really cut off from that positivity

8:53 and really cut off from that positivity I don't feel I don't go to a Disneyland

8:55 I don't feel I don't go to a Disneyland

8:55 I don't feel I don't go to a Disneyland or a day on route 66 where I'm just

8:58 or a day on route 66 where I'm just

8:58 or a day on route 66 where I'm just angry or grief-stricken or my relatives

9:02 angry or grief-stricken or my relatives

9:02 angry or grief-stricken or my relatives just passed away or whatever it is if I

9:03 just passed away or whatever it is if I

9:03 just passed away or whatever it is if I can't feel the hope and the positivity

9:05 can't feel the hope and the positivity

9:05 can't feel the hope and the positivity I don't film because I want that to be

9:08 I don't film because I want that to be

9:08 I don't film because I want that to be something that genuinely comes from the

9:10 something that genuinely comes from the

9:10 something that genuinely comes from the heart

9:11 heart

9:11 heart infects the video and then infects

9:13 infects the video and then infects

9:13 infects the video and then infects everybody else you know what I mean

9:15 everybody else you know what I mean

9:15 everybody else you know what I mean that's my way of putting love and

9:17 that's my way of putting love and

9:17 that's my way of putting love and positivity out in the world and if it's

9:19 positivity out in the world and if it's

9:19 positivity out in the world and if it's not real if I don't actually have it and

9:21 not real if I don't actually have it and

9:21 not real if I don't actually have it and it's not real it's not coming from me to

9:23 it's not real it's not coming from me to

9:23 it's not real it's not coming from me to me it's not genuine and I don't do it so

9:25 me it's not genuine and I don't do it so

9:25 me it's not genuine and I don't do it so this partial nervous breakdown I've been

9:27 this partial nervous breakdown I've been

9:27 this partial nervous breakdown I've been talking about was just sort of in me as

9:29 talking about was just sort of in me as

9:29 talking about was just sort of in me as I speak really affected my ability to be

9:32 I speak really affected my ability to be

9:32 I speak really affected my ability to be like yeah I just can't do it so I've

9:35 like yeah I just can't do it so I've

9:35 like yeah I just can't do it so I've been trying stuff I've been trying to

9:36 been trying stuff I've been trying to

9:36 been trying stuff I've been trying to like work on hobby buildings model of

9:38 like work on hobby buildings model of

9:38 like work on hobby buildings model of buildings I've never done that before

9:39 buildings I've never done that before

9:39 buildings I've never done that before I've always wanted to try I'll let you

9:41 I've always wanted to try I'll let you

9:41 I've always wanted to try I'll let you know how it turns out I'll do another

9:42 know how it turns out I'll do another

9:42 know how it turns out I'll do another vlog if I finish it and I'll show you

9:45 vlog if I finish it and I'll show you

9:45 vlog if I finish it and I'll show you and I've been trying to not think about

9:48 and I've been trying to not think about

9:48 and I've been trying to not think about stuff distract myself it's been really

9:52 stuff distract myself it's been really

9:52 stuff distract myself it's been really tough the last couple days so this is

9:54 tough the last couple days so this is

9:54 tough the last couple days so this is what it is the mountains and as much as

9:56 what it is the mountains and as much as

9:56 what it is the mountains and as much as I would love to give you a tour of

9:57 I would love to give you a tour of

9:57 I would love to give you a tour of everything and you know if your whole

10:01 everything and you know if your whole

10:01 everything and you know if your whole thing and be funny and run around and

10:02 thing and be funny and run around and

10:02 thing and be funny and run around and get crazy

10:03 get crazy

10:03 get crazy I really need the break from home from

10:08 I really need the break from home from

10:08 I really need the break from home from science equipment phones other than teak

10:11 science equipment phones other than teak

10:11 science equipment phones other than teak I use it for a book I put an airplane

10:13 I use it for a book I put an airplane

10:13 I use it for a book I put an airplane mode and just read my book on there

10:14 mode and just read my book on there

10:14 mode and just read my book on there sometimes but I doing some paper books

10:16 sometimes but I doing some paper books

10:16 sometimes but I doing some paper books in case I'm tempted or actual campsite

10:18 in case I'm tempted or actual campsite

10:18 in case I'm tempted or actual campsite is cut off from cellphone service by the

10:19 is cut off from cellphone service by the

10:19 is cut off from cellphone service by the time you see this we won't even be here

10:20 time you see this we won't even be here

10:21 time you see this we won't even be here anymore we'll be back down in the city

10:23 anymore we'll be back down in the city

10:23 anymore we'll be back down in the city and actually by the time you see this

10:24 and actually by the time you see this

10:24 and actually by the time you see this I'll be on the road to do some filming

10:26 I'll be on the road to do some filming

10:26 I'll be on the road to do some filming again to start filming random LAN back

10:30 again to start filming random LAN back

10:30 again to start filming random LAN back to our regular schedule the show must go

10:31 to our regular schedule the show must go

10:31 to our regular schedule the show must go on type of thing but before I could do

10:34 on type of thing but before I could do

10:34 on type of thing but before I could do that before I could really do it and be

10:36 that before I could really do it and be

10:36 that before I could really do it and be my best and give my best oh yeah I gotta

10:39 my best and give my best oh yeah I gotta

10:39 my best and give my best oh yeah I gotta get a foothold back into into being if

10:42 get a foothold back into into being if

10:42 get a foothold back into into being if not my best at least being my normal

10:44 not my best at least being my normal

10:44 not my best at least being my normal self so that's what we're out here doing

10:47 self so that's what we're out here doing

10:47 self so that's what we're out here doing I'm not really sure why I felt the need

10:48 I'm not really sure why I felt the need

10:48 I'm not really sure why I felt the need to share but perhaps a lot of other

10:51 to share but perhaps a lot of other

10:51 to share but perhaps a lot of other people are going through a stressful

10:51 people are going through a stressful

10:51 people are going through a stressful time too you know this was a $20 a night

10:55 time too you know this was a $20 a night

10:55 time too you know this was a $20 a night campsite and we thought hey it's a

10:58 campsite and we thought hey it's a

10:58 campsite and we thought hey it's a couple it's an hour and a half away

10:59 couple it's an hour and a half away

10:59 couple it's an hour and a half away right now let's go out see if we can get

11:03 right now let's go out see if we can get

11:03 right now let's go out see if we can get away over two nights be

11:05 away over two nights be

11:05 away over two nights be go to sleep when the Sun goes asleep and

11:06 go to sleep when the Sun goes asleep and

11:06 go to sleep when the Sun goes asleep and see if it can refresh so if there are

11:07 see if it can refresh so if there are

11:07 see if it can refresh so if there are any campgrounds open near you I found it

11:09 any campgrounds open near you I found it

11:09 any campgrounds open near you I found it to be extremely helpful to just change

11:12 to be extremely helpful to just change

11:12 to be extremely helpful to just change your perspective like that a lot of

11:13 your perspective like that a lot of

11:13 your perspective like that a lot of places reopening most places have

11:15 places reopening most places have

11:15 places reopening most places have campgrounds reopening so so maybe it's

11:17 campgrounds reopening so so maybe it's

11:17 campgrounds reopening so so maybe it's something to think about if you got a

11:18 something to think about if you got a

11:18 something to think about if you got a tent laying around you can get a cheap

11:20 tent laying around you can get a cheap

11:20 tent laying around you can get a cheap campsite if you only go for one night

11:21 campsite if you only go for one night

11:21 campsite if you only go for one night you know crap some food from the fridge

11:23 you know crap some food from the fridge

11:23 you know crap some food from the fridge and all that I got to tell you yes our

11:26 and all that I got to tell you yes our

11:26 and all that I got to tell you yes our grandparents had it worse than World War

11:27 grandparents had it worse than World War

11:27 grandparents had it worse than World War two or the Great Depression or whatever

11:29 two or the Great Depression or whatever

11:29 two or the Great Depression or whatever we can think of lots of things that were

11:31 we can think of lots of things that were

11:31 we can think of lots of things that were worse the Black Plague for one there's

11:33 worse the Black Plague for one there's

11:33 worse the Black Plague for one there's nothing wrong and admitting especially

11:35 nothing wrong and admitting especially

11:35 nothing wrong and admitting especially to yourself and knowing and trying to

11:37 to yourself and knowing and trying to

11:37 to yourself and knowing and trying to know or to take you know stop go through

11:40 know or to take you know stop go through

11:40 know or to take you know stop go through your mental checklist and see like am i

11:42 your mental checklist and see like am i

11:42 your mental checklist and see like am i okay am I not even be anything crazy

11:45 okay am I not even be anything crazy

11:45 okay am I not even be anything crazy happening it might just be like am i

11:47 happening it might just be like am i

11:47 happening it might just be like am i okay do I need to just I don't think

11:49 okay do I need to just I don't think

11:49 okay do I need to just I don't think I've done that enough for myself like I

11:51 I've done that enough for myself like I

11:51 I've done that enough for myself like I said seven years yeah yeah filming let's

11:53 said seven years yeah yeah filming let's

11:53 said seven years yeah yeah filming let's go let's get crazy and finally I just

11:57 go let's get crazy and finally I just

11:57 go let's get crazy and finally I just hit hit one of those walls or it just

12:00 hit hit one of those walls or it just

12:00 hit hit one of those walls or it just needs a peace and quiet a little time

12:03 needs a peace and quiet a little time

12:03 needs a peace and quiet a little time with the boy in the woods a little

12:06 with the boy in the woods a little

12:06 with the boy in the woods a little chilly we're gonna cook some Jemison's

12:07 chilly we're gonna cook some Jemison's

12:07 chilly we're gonna cook some Jemison's chili con carne over there and oh beans

12:09 chili con carne over there and oh beans

12:09 chili con carne over there and oh beans and just try to relax out here sleep

12:13 and just try to relax out here sleep

12:13 and just try to relax out here sleep well my neighbors over here they're very

12:16 well my neighbors over here they're very

12:16 well my neighbors over here they're very quiet these neighbors over here have

12:17 quiet these neighbors over here have

12:17 quiet these neighbors over here have already pretty much gone to sleep the

12:18 already pretty much gone to sleep the

12:18 already pretty much gone to sleep the sun's gonna go down say we have a nice

12:20 sun's gonna go down say we have a nice

12:20 sun's gonna go down say we have a nice campfire and before that I think Julio

12:23 campfire and before that I think Julio

12:23 campfire and before that I think Julio actually wants to tell you a campfire

12:25 actually wants to tell you a campfire

12:25 actually wants to tell you a campfire story so we will include you a little

12:27 story so we will include you a little

12:27 story so we will include you a little bit in this just because I want the

12:30 bit in this just because I want the

12:30 bit in this just because I want the memory with the boy but I just want to

12:31 memory with the boy but I just want to

12:31 memory with the boy but I just want to explain sort of where I'm at and what's

12:34 explain sort of where I'm at and what's

12:34 explain sort of where I'm at and what's going on and yeah crazy crazy okay with

12:38 going on and yeah crazy crazy okay with

12:38 going on and yeah crazy crazy okay with that we can sort of wander back at the

12:40 that we can sort of wander back at the

12:40 that we can sort of wander back at the campsite you kind of know the deal and I

12:42 campsite you kind of know the deal and I

12:42 campsite you kind of know the deal and I normally do this type of vlogging but

12:44 normally do this type of vlogging but

12:44 normally do this type of vlogging but when you're near the dogs you could do

12:48 when you're near the dogs you could do

12:48 when you're near the dogs you could do it all thank you for your patience

12:50 it all thank you for your patience

12:50 it all thank you for your patience that's quite a nice little pile there I

12:53 that's quite a nice little pile there I

12:53 that's quite a nice little pile there I realized that edit there is gonna make

12:55 realized that edit there is gonna make

12:55 realized that edit there is gonna make it seem like you were highly

12:56 it seem like you were highly

12:56 it seem like you were highly unsupervised but I was here as he made

12:58 unsupervised but I was here as he made

12:58 unsupervised but I was here as he made this pile nice alright nothing to do now

13:01 this pile nice alright nothing to do now

13:01 this pile nice alright nothing to do now but let the Sun sink romantically below

13:04 but let the Sun sink romantically below

13:04 but let the Sun sink romantically below the horizon for us to start our little

13:08 the horizon for us to start our little

13:08 the horizon for us to start our little homie fire in our campsite and prepare

13:12 homie fire in our campsite and prepare

13:12 homie fire in our campsite and prepare for a heart-wrenching campfire story

13:14 for a heart-wrenching campfire story

13:14 for a heart-wrenching campfire story from Julio here

13:16 from Julio here

13:16 from Julio here I'm ready - all right Julio lay it on us

13:46 that's horrifying that's the worst story

13:46 that's horrifying that's the worst story I've ever heard

13:48 I've ever heard

13:48 I've ever heard I'll never be able to sleep well now

13:50 I'll never be able to sleep well now

13:50 I'll never be able to sleep well now Julio thanks a lot

13:52 Julio thanks a lot

13:52 Julio thanks a lot oh yeah look at that probably hard for

13:57 oh yeah look at that probably hard for

13:57 oh yeah look at that probably hard for you guys to see but the stars are out

13:59 you guys to see but the stars are out

13:59 you guys to see but the stars are out now people are making creepy noises out

14:04 now people are making creepy noises out

14:04 now people are making creepy noises out in the campground almost time to go home

14:12 in the campground almost time to go home

14:12 in the campground almost time to go home sleep while home being a tent in this

14:15 sleep while home being a tent in this

14:15 sleep while home being a tent in this instance it's Bigfoot London and I have

14:17 instance it's Bigfoot London and I have

14:17 instance it's Bigfoot London and I have been working on some new marketing

14:20 been working on some new marketing

14:20 been working on some new marketing strategies for the new random land

14:22 strategies for the new random land

14:22 strategies for the new random land beanie

14:22 beanie

14:22 beanie it's my inaugural random land beanie

14:25 it's my inaugural random land beanie

14:25 it's my inaugural random land beanie time I mean if you're camping out here

14:27 time I mean if you're camping out here

14:27 time I mean if you're camping out here you know you gotta have nothing that's

14:29 you know you gotta have nothing that's

14:29 you know you gotta have nothing that's dad cold but still you know it's just

14:31 dad cold but still you know it's just

14:31 dad cold but still you know it's just part of things you ready to say the

14:32 part of things you ready to say the

14:32 part of things you ready to say the slogan alright here it is here's our

14:34 slogan alright here it is here's our

14:34 slogan alright here it is here's our pitch don't be a weenie get a random

14:36 pitch don't be a weenie get a random

14:36 pitch don't be a weenie get a random land beanie yeah oh yeah you beat me at

14:41 land beanie yeah oh yeah you beat me at

14:41 land beanie yeah oh yeah you beat me at you know three times in a row and then I

14:46 you know three times in a row and then I

14:46 you know three times in a row and then I played one more game with you a fourth

14:47 played one more game with you a fourth

14:47 played one more game with you a fourth game and you beat me that time to you

14:49 game and you beat me that time to you

14:49 game and you beat me that time to you actually we didn't yes we did in my mind

14:51 actually we didn't yes we did in my mind

14:51 actually we didn't yes we did in my mind that's why I quit all right we'll get

14:56 that's why I quit all right we'll get

14:56 that's why I quit all right we'll get this fire out net time to hit the hay

14:59 this fire out net time to hit the hay

14:59 this fire out net time to hit the hay what the hey do to you huh hey

15:24 ah nice refreshing breakfast and now we

15:24 ah nice refreshing breakfast and now we just had a much longer than expected

15:27 just had a much longer than expected

15:27 just had a much longer than expected hike and we find ourselves somewhere

15:30 hike and we find ourselves somewhere

15:30 hike and we find ourselves somewhere interesting the very beginning of the

15:33 interesting the very beginning of the

15:33 interesting the very beginning of the Santa Ana River the river the cuts down

15:36 Santa Ana River the river the cuts down

15:36 Santa Ana River the river the cuts down all the way to Orange County into the

15:38 all the way to Orange County into the

15:38 all the way to Orange County into the ocean by which I've grown up my entire

15:40 ocean by which I've grown up my entire

15:40 ocean by which I've grown up my entire line now we're about to lay eyes on

15:42 line now we're about to lay eyes on

15:42 line now we're about to lay eyes on where hearthfire Creek and Creek

15:45 where hearthfire Creek and Creek

15:45 where hearthfire Creek and Creek come together to form the official

15:47 come together to form the official

15:47 come together to form the official beginning of the Santa Ana River this is

15:50 beginning of the Santa Ana River this is

15:50 beginning of the Santa Ana River this is a horse trail I see some residue watch

15:52 a horse trail I see some residue watch

15:52 a horse trail I see some residue watch that residue like night this is

15:54 that residue like night this is

15:54 that residue like night this is Creek right here as in raccoon but seems

15:59 Creek right here as in raccoon but seems

15:59 Creek right here as in raccoon but seems to be awfully dry at the moment look

16:02 to be awfully dry at the moment look

16:02 to be awfully dry at the moment look right here buddy

16:03 right here buddy

16:03 right here buddy just over the hill in wetter times this

16:05 just over the hill in wetter times this

16:05 just over the hill in wetter times this would be the bubbling tumbling down

16:08 would be the bubbling tumbling down

16:08 would be the bubbling tumbling down heart bar Creek so Creek is right

16:11 heart bar Creek so Creek is right

16:11 heart bar Creek so Creek is right behind you and they come together right

16:14 behind you and they come together right

16:14 behind you and they come together right over there let's go other springs and

16:15 over there let's go other springs and

16:15 over there let's go other springs and creeks run into it

16:17 creeks run into it

16:17 creeks run into it farther down which makes the river run

16:20 farther down which makes the river run

16:20 farther down which makes the river run almost all year but a force that

16:22 almost all year but a force that

16:22 almost all year but a force that underground in Orange County people

16:23 underground in Orange County people

16:23 underground in Orange County people always like it's a dry river it's just

16:25 always like it's a dry river it's just

16:25 always like it's a dry river it's just forced to underground into the aquifer I

16:27 forced to underground into the aquifer I

16:27 forced to underground into the aquifer I think this is it behind these brambles

16:29 think this is it behind these brambles

16:29 think this is it behind these brambles really come together

16:31 really come together

16:31 really come together that means this is it the beginning

16:36 that means this is it the beginning

16:36 that means this is it the beginning point of the Santa and a river lot less

16:40 point of the Santa and a river lot less

16:40 point of the Santa and a river lot less river and a lot more Santa Ana than I

16:43 river and a lot more Santa Ana than I

16:43 river and a lot more Santa Ana than I thought it would be do you feel educated

16:45 thought it would be do you feel educated

16:45 thought it would be do you feel educated no you feel like it was worth the the

16:48 no you feel like it was worth the the

16:48 no you feel like it was worth the the long hike to see the birthplace of the

16:51 long hike to see the birthplace of the

16:51 long hike to see the birthplace of the river of your birthplace Anaheim is at a

16:57 river of your birthplace Anaheim is at a

16:57 river of your birthplace Anaheim is at a home home on the Santa Ana River huh

17:00 home home on the Santa Ana River huh

17:00 home home on the Santa Ana River huh homeless a man said to Ana and here

17:05 homeless a man said to Ana and here

17:05 homeless a man said to Ana and here they're just no well you win some you

17:09 they're just no well you win some you

17:09 they're just no well you win some you lose some

17:09 lose some

17:09 lose some but the hike was nice this would look

17:11 but the hike was nice this would look

17:11 but the hike was nice this would look awfully nice if it had been raining

17:13 awfully nice if it had been raining

17:13 awfully nice if it had been raining recently or if the snow was melting

17:15 recently or if the snow was melting

17:15 recently or if the snow was melting maybe we'll come and do it on horseback

17:17 maybe we'll come and do it on horseback

17:17 maybe we'll come and do it on horseback someday if we have our own any horses

17:19 someday if we have our own any horses

17:19 someday if we have our own any horses which I doubt you or somebody you made

17:21 which I doubt you or somebody you made

17:21 which I doubt you or somebody you made an illegal campground right here we

17:23 an illegal campground right here we

17:23 an illegal campground right here we should the camp down got to be honest

17:26 should the camp down got to be honest

17:26 should the camp down got to be honest even just one night outside under the

17:30 even just one night outside under the

17:30 even just one night outside under the stars in nature somewhere quiet no

17:32 stars in nature somewhere quiet no

17:32 stars in nature somewhere quiet no screens all that and even just half a

17:36 screens all that and even just half a

17:36 screens all that and even just half a day already of activity without thinking

17:39 day already of activity without thinking

17:39 day already of activity without thinking about home stuff really helps me just to

17:49 about home stuff really helps me just to

17:49 about home stuff really helps me just to be able to be out and appreciate like

17:50 be able to be out and appreciate like

17:50 be able to be out and appreciate like all the kinda nice those trees look or

17:52 all the kinda nice those trees look or

17:52 all the kinda nice those trees look or the brambles are like look at this these

17:53 the brambles are like look at this these

17:53 the brambles are like look at this these little flowers over here look at those

17:56 little flowers over here look at those

17:56 little flowers over here look at those things here are some of the birds out

17:58 things here are some of the birds out

17:58 things here are some of the birds out here there's one bird that keeps going

18:06 we shouldn t what kind of bird that was

18:06 we shouldn t what kind of bird that was I'm just smelling the fresh air or as

18:08 I'm just smelling the fresh air or as

18:08 I'm just smelling the fresh air or as London just said the Stars just when we

18:11 London just said the Stars just when we

18:11 London just said the Stars just when we finally had the campfire I and

18:12 finally had the campfire I and

18:12 finally had the campfire I and everything was out and looking up and

18:14 everything was out and looking up and

18:14 everything was out and looking up and which can never capture on video to my

18:17 which can never capture on video to my

18:17 which can never capture on video to my satisfaction but just looking up and

18:18 satisfaction but just looking up and

18:18 satisfaction but just looking up and seeing you like the trees all backlit by

18:21 seeing you like the trees all backlit by

18:21 seeing you like the trees all backlit by that star field out there very

18:25 that star field out there very

18:25 that star field out there very restorative just remembering that

18:26 restorative just remembering that

18:26 restorative just remembering that there's beauty in the world and the

18:28 there's beauty in the world and the

18:28 there's beauty in the world and the whole world isn't all fighting and

18:29 whole world isn't all fighting and

18:29 whole world isn't all fighting and arguing and chaos and stress and it's

18:31 arguing and chaos and stress and it's

18:31 arguing and chaos and stress and it's not all bills and taxes and dentists and

18:35 not all bills and taxes and dentists and

18:35 not all bills and taxes and dentists and MRIs and whatever else is going on just

18:38 MRIs and whatever else is going on just

18:39 MRIs and whatever else is going on just remember that even if I disappeared

18:40 remember that even if I disappeared

18:40 remember that even if I disappeared forever the universe would keep on going

18:44 forever the universe would keep on going

18:44 forever the universe would keep on going that's not an invitation to make me

18:46 that's not an invitation to make me

18:46 that's not an invitation to make me disappear I'm watching you right it is

18:49 disappear I'm watching you right it is

18:49 disappear I'm watching you right it is once again Chile time I do like Chile

18:52 once again Chile time I do like Chile

18:52 once again Chile time I do like Chile every camping trip just more Chile

18:54 every camping trip just more Chile

18:54 every camping trip just more Chile how very cowboy ish have you specific

18:57 how very cowboy ish have you specific

18:57 how very cowboy ish have you specific reason or just Chile

19:00 reason or just Chile

19:00 reason or just Chile well kid boy has improved his axe skills

19:02 well kid boy has improved his axe skills

19:02 well kid boy has improved his axe skills I dropped my white hat into the dirt so

19:04 I dropped my white hat into the dirt so

19:04 I dropped my white hat into the dirt so I'm wearing my friend Brett's out other

19:05 I'm wearing my friend Brett's out other

19:05 I'm wearing my friend Brett's out other than that momentary oh no the R stands

19:07 than that momentary oh no the R stands

19:07 than that momentary oh no the R stands for dirt you can have taken some big

19:09 for dirt you can have taken some big

19:09 for dirt you can have taken some big first steps but big first steps towards

19:12 first steps but big first steps towards

19:12 first steps but big first steps towards regaining some balance as the Jin I

19:15 regaining some balance as the Jin I

19:15 regaining some balance as the Jin I would say I know this video is a little

19:16 would say I know this video is a little

19:16 would say I know this video is a little weird a little unconventional not quite

19:18 weird a little unconventional not quite

19:18 weird a little unconventional not quite a normal episode not quite a normal vlog

19:20 a normal episode not quite a normal vlog

19:20 a normal episode not quite a normal vlog yeah we spend most of our time here

19:22 yeah we spend most of our time here

19:22 yeah we spend most of our time here without you but we just thought you'd

19:23 without you but we just thought you'd

19:24 without you but we just thought you'd like to come camping with us for a

19:26 like to come camping with us for a

19:26 like to come camping with us for a moment I said you've done that you've

19:28 moment I said you've done that you've

19:28 moment I said you've done that you've done your duty you can go oh man

20:29 older ain't nothing like a fire no no

20:29 older ain't nothing like a fire no no Josh can be stuck in your head all night

20:30 Josh can be stuck in your head all night

20:30 Josh can be stuck in your head all night though it's not cuz well random forever

20:34 though it's not cuz well random forever

20:34 though it's not cuz well random forever nope

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