I made a record!? Some personal history... & some dirt

0:11 this is harder than it looks

0:11 this is harder than it looks even though i've done quite a bit of

0:14 even though i've done quite a bit of

0:14 even though i've done quite a bit of cleanup

0:15 cleanup

0:15 cleanup back here there are still remnants of

0:17 back here there are still remnants of

0:17 back here there are still remnants of the

0:18 the

0:18 the years and years of piled up crud i mean

0:22 years and years of piled up crud i mean

0:22 years and years of piled up crud i mean these piles get like

0:23 these piles get like

0:23 these piles get like knee-high out here and not knee high to

0:25 knee-high out here and not knee high to

0:25 knee-high out here and not knee high to a grasshopper either

0:35 well that's certainly better if it were

0:35 well that's certainly better if it were just dry leaves

0:37 just dry leaves

0:37 just dry leaves i wouldn't mind so much but back here it

0:39 i wouldn't mind so much but back here it

0:39 i wouldn't mind so much but back here it was

0:40 was

0:40 was layers of wet stuff that would not blow

0:43 layers of wet stuff that would not blow

0:43 layers of wet stuff that would not blow away i've been making some

0:44 away i've been making some

0:44 away i've been making some improvements to the random land jungle

0:47 improvements to the random land jungle

0:47 improvements to the random land jungle over here but i realized

0:48 over here but i realized

0:48 over here but i realized before i plant anything else there

0:50 before i plant anything else there

0:50 before i plant anything else there really needs to be a pathway to clean

0:52 really needs to be a pathway to clean

0:52 really needs to be a pathway to clean out

0:52 out

0:52 out future refuse i've actually got some

0:54 future refuse i've actually got some

0:54 future refuse i've actually got some very exciting news and some cool stuff

0:56 very exciting news and some cool stuff

0:56 very exciting news and some cool stuff to tell you guys about today but first

0:59 to tell you guys about today but first

0:59 to tell you guys about today but first the chore now that i've got most of this

1:01 the chore now that i've got most of this

1:01 the chore now that i've got most of this cleaned out i gotta make sure there's a

1:02 cleaned out i gotta make sure there's a

1:02 cleaned out i gotta make sure there's a path behind the random land jungle over

1:04 path behind the random land jungle over

1:04 path behind the random land jungle over here and then i don't know if you can

1:05 here and then i don't know if you can

1:06 here and then i don't know if you can tell but this is all actually kind of

1:07 tell but this is all actually kind of

1:07 tell but this is all actually kind of built up on a little dirt hill so i

1:09 built up on a little dirt hill so i

1:09 built up on a little dirt hill so i gotta plant those taller things

1:10 gotta plant those taller things

1:10 gotta plant those taller things up on the hill it was like that when i

1:12 up on the hill it was like that when i

1:12 up on the hill it was like that when i got here really shouldn't take

1:14 got here really shouldn't take

1:14 got here really shouldn't take too long to do but it's a pain in the

1:15 too long to do but it's a pain in the

1:15 too long to do but it's a pain in the butt because there's so many roots in

1:17 butt because there's so many roots in

1:17 butt because there's so many roots in the way from all the existing plants and

1:19 the way from all the existing plants and

1:19 the way from all the existing plants and then the next part of my plan now is to

1:20 then the next part of my plan now is to

1:20 then the next part of my plan now is to actually

1:21 actually

1:21 actually build up that hill little by little with

1:23 build up that hill little by little with

1:23 build up that hill little by little with extra soil

1:24 extra soil

1:24 extra soil one of the weird things that i learned

1:27 one of the weird things that i learned

1:27 one of the weird things that i learned growing up right next to disneyland is

1:29 growing up right next to disneyland is

1:29 growing up right next to disneyland is but disney will take these

1:30 but disney will take these

1:30 but disney will take these bird-of-paradise type plants

1:32 bird-of-paradise type plants

1:32 bird-of-paradise type plants and they will plant them in the pot

1:35 and they will plant them in the pot

1:35 and they will plant them in the pot cutting out parts of the bottom for

1:36 cutting out parts of the bottom for

1:36 cutting out parts of the bottom for drainage and whatever because when these

1:39 drainage and whatever because when these

1:39 drainage and whatever because when these are compressed

1:40 are compressed

1:40 are compressed side to side these bird of paradise

1:41 side to side these bird of paradise

1:41 side to side these bird of paradise whether the white one or the orange one

1:43 whether the white one or the orange one

1:43 whether the white one or the orange one they will grow taller and they'll grow

1:45 they will grow taller and they'll grow

1:46 they will grow taller and they'll grow for years and years

1:47 for years and years

1:47 for years and years like that and they also have the benefit

1:49 like that and they also have the benefit

1:49 like that and they also have the benefit of in disney's case if one like gets a

1:50 of in disney's case if one like gets a

1:50 of in disney's case if one like gets a little wonky looking they can just

1:52 little wonky looking they can just

1:52 little wonky looking they can just remove it take it back to the nursery

1:54 remove it take it back to the nursery

1:54 remove it take it back to the nursery or if i move to a different house

1:56 or if i move to a different house

1:56 or if i move to a different house theoretically i could dig it back up

1:57 theoretically i could dig it back up

1:57 theoretically i could dig it back up see look at that you leave a little

1:59 see look at that you leave a little

1:59 see look at that you leave a little space for the roots but you leave just

2:00 space for the roots but you leave just

2:00 space for the roots but you leave just enough plastic

2:02 enough plastic

2:02 enough plastic to hold up the plant if you were going

2:03 to hold up the plant if you were going

2:03 to hold up the plant if you were going to lift down the bulkhead

2:05 to lift down the bulkhead

2:05 to lift down the bulkhead pretty good

2:12 [Music]

2:12 [Music] [Applause]

2:12 [Applause]

2:12 [Applause] [Music]

2:19 all right at this point it's almost too

2:19 all right at this point it's almost too dark

2:20 dark

2:20 dark to keep going took all day and it's

2:22 to keep going took all day and it's

2:22 to keep going took all day and it's looking a little ripped up but

2:24 looking a little ripped up but

2:24 looking a little ripped up but it's all coming together by the way

2:27 it's all coming together by the way

2:27 it's all coming together by the way these right here are

2:28 these right here are

2:28 these right here are solar flicker come on flicker

2:31 solar flicker come on flicker

2:31 solar flicker come on flicker torches if they're in the sunlight at

2:33 torches if they're in the sunlight at

2:34 torches if they're in the sunlight at all during the day they will flicker

2:36 all during the day they will flicker

2:36 all during the day they will flicker all night every night mine are in shade

2:38 all night every night mine are in shade

2:38 all night every night mine are in shade so they do pretty good these were

2:40 so they do pretty good these were

2:40 so they do pretty good these were recommended to me

2:41 recommended to me

2:41 recommended to me by my friend spike from the hula girls

2:43 by my friend spike from the hula girls

2:43 by my friend spike from the hula girls as you'll see in a minute

2:45 as you'll see in a minute

2:45 as you'll see in a minute they look pretty darn cool really quick

2:47 they look pretty darn cool really quick

2:47 they look pretty darn cool really quick though in the last

2:48 though in the last

2:48 though in the last bit of the light here i want to add some

2:50 bit of the light here i want to add some

2:50 bit of the light here i want to add some of that extra soil from some of these

2:52 of that extra soil from some of these

2:52 of that extra soil from some of these bags i was talking about hold on one

2:54 bags i was talking about hold on one

2:54 bags i was talking about hold on one second

2:56 second

2:56 second all right that's the soil right here and

2:58 all right that's the soil right here and

2:58 all right that's the soil right here and then

2:59 then

2:59 then take it back

3:12 i soiled myself dude

3:12 i soiled myself dude i didn't know this video was gonna be so

3:14 i didn't know this video was gonna be so

3:14 i didn't know this video was gonna be so dirty hello

3:25 clean up before it gets too dark

3:25 clean up before it gets too dark okay everything's a little bit wonky

3:29 okay everything's a little bit wonky

3:29 okay everything's a little bit wonky but it's somewhat re-set up

3:32 but it's somewhat re-set up

3:32 but it's somewhat re-set up let me just uh wait until the sun goes

3:34 let me just uh wait until the sun goes

3:34 let me just uh wait until the sun goes all the way down

3:35 all the way down

3:35 all the way down and then face your eyes on this

3:38 and then face your eyes on this

3:38 and then face your eyes on this now someday instead of these solar

3:40 now someday instead of these solar

3:40 now someday instead of these solar spotlights which

3:41 spotlights which

3:42 spotlights which go out rather quickly and instead of the

3:43 go out rather quickly and instead of the

3:43 go out rather quickly and instead of the christmas lights i'll have some

3:45 christmas lights i'll have some

3:45 christmas lights i'll have some wired lights back there that are blue

3:47 wired lights back there that are blue

3:47 wired lights back there that are blue and green in the bushes

3:48 and green in the bushes

3:48 and green in the bushes disneyland style with a little bit of

3:50 disneyland style with a little bit of

3:50 disneyland style with a little bit of spotlights on the actual

3:52 spotlights on the actual

3:52 spotlights on the actual tikis themselves but for now this looks

3:55 tikis themselves but for now this looks

3:55 tikis themselves but for now this looks pretty darn good i gotta say

3:57 pretty darn good i gotta say

3:57 pretty darn good i gotta say it looks pretty good it's no adventure

4:00 it looks pretty good it's no adventure

4:00 it looks pretty good it's no adventure land but

4:00 land but

4:00 land but speaking of it just makes me think how

4:02 speaking of it just makes me think how

4:02 speaking of it just makes me think how hard the gardeners

4:04 hard the gardeners

4:04 hard the gardeners have to work at places like that

4:07 have to work at places like that

4:07 have to work at places like that planning this stuff

4:08 planning this stuff

4:08 planning this stuff out setting it up taking care of it this

4:10 out setting it up taking care of it this

4:10 out setting it up taking care of it this took me all day

4:11 took me all day

4:11 took me all day and i'm still not finished the idea is

4:13 and i'm still not finished the idea is

4:13 and i'm still not finished the idea is those big bird of paradise will

4:15 those big bird of paradise will

4:15 those big bird of paradise will get tall they'll thicken out and

4:17 get tall they'll thicken out and

4:17 get tall they'll thicken out and eventually help to screen

4:19 eventually help to screen

4:19 eventually help to screen off that cinder block back there

4:20 off that cinder block back there

4:20 off that cinder block back there although i may help it with some bamboo

4:22 although i may help it with some bamboo

4:22 although i may help it with some bamboo fencing or

4:23 fencing or

4:23 fencing or something like that in the future and

4:24 something like that in the future and

4:24 something like that in the future and then of course there won't be the

4:25 then of course there won't be the

4:25 then of course there won't be the christmas light

4:26 christmas light

4:26 christmas light jumble down there you know it'll be

4:28 jumble down there you know it'll be

4:28 jumble down there you know it'll be better stuff little spotlights like this

4:29 better stuff little spotlights like this

4:29 better stuff little spotlights like this but wired

4:30 but wired

4:30 but wired it'll be blue and green and you know

4:33 it'll be blue and green and you know

4:33 it'll be blue and green and you know very adventureland at night-esque

4:35 very adventureland at night-esque

4:35 very adventureland at night-esque i gotta say though these little flame

4:37 i gotta say though these little flame

4:37 i gotta say though these little flame tiki torch things

4:39 tiki torch things

4:39 tiki torch things that spike told me to buy on amazon are

4:41 that spike told me to buy on amazon are

4:41 that spike told me to buy on amazon are the best anyway

4:43 the best anyway

4:43 the best anyway a few more plants a little more

4:45 a few more plants a little more

4:45 a few more plants a little more screening against this ugly

4:47 screening against this ugly

4:47 screening against this ugly wall and then maybe we'll extend it that

4:49 wall and then maybe we'll extend it that

4:49 wall and then maybe we'll extend it that way eventually then we'll have to find a

4:51 way eventually then we'll have to find a

4:51 way eventually then we'll have to find a spot for my sleepy bony friend here back

4:54 spot for my sleepy bony friend here back

4:54 spot for my sleepy bony friend here back there

4:54 there

4:54 there traitor jim and then one day if all goes

4:57 traitor jim and then one day if all goes

4:57 traitor jim and then one day if all goes according to plan

4:58 according to plan

4:58 according to plan after this is all awesome back here

5:02 after this is all awesome back here

5:02 after this is all awesome back here hut or whatever maybe not necessarily a

5:04 hut or whatever maybe not necessarily a

5:04 hut or whatever maybe not necessarily a hut this actually goes back very far

5:06 hut this actually goes back very far

5:06 hut this actually goes back very far it's an

5:07 it's an

5:07 it's an optical illusion you could basically

5:10 optical illusion you could basically

5:10 optical illusion you could basically build a 9x12

5:12 build a 9x12

5:12 build a 9x12 i measured hut thing back there i wish i

5:15 i measured hut thing back there i wish i

5:15 i measured hut thing back there i wish i knew how to build a boat you know i'd

5:16 knew how to build a boat you know i'd

5:16 knew how to build a boat you know i'd build a big jungle cruise boat but i

5:17 build a big jungle cruise boat but i

5:18 build a big jungle cruise boat but i would want to

5:18 would want to

5:18 would want to do all that and then have to move one

5:20 do all that and then have to move one

5:20 do all that and then have to move one day actually people ask me that about

5:22 day actually people ask me that about

5:22 day actually people ask me that about the plants but what happens if you move

5:23 the plants but what happens if you move

5:23 the plants but what happens if you move but

5:24 but

5:24 but the thing is i know eventually i

5:25 the thing is i know eventually i

5:25 the thing is i know eventually i probably will move but

5:27 probably will move but

5:27 probably will move but i have always wanted jungle garden

5:31 i have always wanted jungle garden

5:31 i have always wanted jungle garden tiki garden if you want to call it that

5:32 tiki garden if you want to call it that

5:32 tiki garden if you want to call it that but jungle-y adventure garden has been a

5:35 but jungle-y adventure garden has been a

5:35 but jungle-y adventure garden has been a bucket list dream of mine and as you saw

5:38 bucket list dream of mine and as you saw

5:38 bucket list dream of mine and as you saw just moving that stuff around literally

5:40 just moving that stuff around literally

5:40 just moving that stuff around literally took me all day sun up to sundown pretty

5:42 took me all day sun up to sundown pretty

5:42 took me all day sun up to sundown pretty much and normally i would never

5:44 much and normally i would never

5:44 much and normally i would never ever ever have the time california is

5:47 ever ever have the time california is

5:47 ever ever have the time california is now supposed to be

5:48 now supposed to be

5:48 now supposed to be strictly locked back down again

5:52 strictly locked back down again

5:52 strictly locked back down again and i had plans to go to florida i had

5:54 and i had plans to go to florida i had

5:54 and i had plans to go to florida i had plans to do a whole bunch of stuff but i

5:56 plans to do a whole bunch of stuff but i

5:56 plans to do a whole bunch of stuff but i decided you know what

5:57 decided you know what

5:57 decided you know what we've come this far i've been careful

6:00 we've come this far i've been careful

6:00 we've come this far i've been careful this far and i've really tried to

6:01 this far and i've really tried to

6:01 this far and i've really tried to contribute and do my part

6:03 contribute and do my part

6:03 contribute and do my part this much this far all right as much as

6:05 this much this far all right as much as

6:05 this much this far all right as much as it pains me to sit still

6:07 it pains me to sit still

6:07 it pains me to sit still i'm gonna try and

6:10 i'm gonna try and

6:10 i'm gonna try and do my best to stay put and the silver

6:12 do my best to stay put and the silver

6:12 do my best to stay put and the silver lining if there is one

6:14 lining if there is one

6:14 lining if there is one is that there's so much to do still here

6:16 is that there's so much to do still here

6:16 is that there's so much to do still here putting stuff away setting stuff up and

6:18 putting stuff away setting stuff up and

6:18 putting stuff away setting stuff up and obviously doing stuff like that that i

6:20 obviously doing stuff like that that i

6:20 obviously doing stuff like that that i would normally never have time for that

6:22 would normally never have time for that

6:22 would normally never have time for that i guess now is the time so that

6:24 i guess now is the time so that

6:24 i guess now is the time so that hopefully in january when we're all

6:25 hopefully in january when we're all

6:26 hopefully in january when we're all re-released i can hit the ground running

6:27 re-released i can hit the ground running

6:27 re-released i can hit the ground running and not have to worry about any of the

6:29 and not have to worry about any of the

6:29 and not have to worry about any of the stuff around here if

6:31 stuff around here if

6:31 stuff around here if that makes sense so yeah one last look

6:32 that makes sense so yeah one last look

6:32 that makes sense so yeah one last look look at that tiki

6:34 look at that tiki

6:34 look at that tiki garden so far or adventure garden or

6:37 garden so far or adventure garden or

6:37 garden so far or adventure garden or jungle garden

6:38 jungle garden

6:38 jungle garden however you want to put it the random

6:39 however you want to put it the random

6:39 however you want to put it the random land jungle awesome and now i want to

6:41 land jungle awesome and now i want to

6:42 land jungle awesome and now i want to show you something but first let me take

6:43 show you something but first let me take

6:43 show you something but first let me take a shower a little quick because that

6:44 a shower a little quick because that

6:44 a shower a little quick because that soiling was

6:45 soiling was

6:45 soiling was was very dirty i gotta be honest with

6:47 was very dirty i gotta be honest with

6:47 was very dirty i gotta be honest with you i never thought that would take

6:49 you i never thought that would take

6:49 you i never thought that would take so long all day i wanted to sit down

6:51 so long all day i wanted to sit down

6:51 so long all day i wanted to sit down clear up some confusion

6:53 clear up some confusion

6:53 clear up some confusion talk about something share something new

6:55 talk about something share something new

6:55 talk about something share something new with you guys and

6:56 with you guys and

6:56 with you guys and i think i was a little anxious about it

6:58 i think i was a little anxious about it

6:58 i think i was a little anxious about it for some reason so i just kept working

7:00 for some reason so i just kept working

7:00 for some reason so i just kept working out there

7:00 out there

7:00 out there all the way till the sun was down but

7:02 all the way till the sun was down but

7:02 all the way till the sun was down but i'm now freshly showered i got a nice

7:03 i'm now freshly showered i got a nice

7:04 i'm now freshly showered i got a nice fresh brand new randomly shirt on

7:06 fresh brand new randomly shirt on

7:06 fresh brand new randomly shirt on my new 3d embroidered cool new hat that

7:08 my new 3d embroidered cool new hat that

7:08 my new 3d embroidered cool new hat that i was excited about

7:09 i was excited about

7:10 i was excited about did get a little soiled along with the

7:11 did get a little soiled along with the

7:11 did get a little soiled along with the rest of me but that's okay for the most

7:13 rest of me but that's okay for the most

7:13 rest of me but that's okay for the most part i'm clean

7:14 part i'm clean

7:14 part i'm clean i'm fresh and there's no more excuses

7:17 i'm fresh and there's no more excuses

7:17 i'm fresh and there's no more excuses what i want to talk to you guys about

7:19 what i want to talk to you guys about

7:19 what i want to talk to you guys about is records you know like sound records

7:22 is records you know like sound records

7:22 is records you know like sound records record records and uh before i

7:25 record records and uh before i

7:26 record records and uh before i really tell you what i wanted to tell

7:27 really tell you what i wanted to tell

7:27 really tell you what i wanted to tell you i've got to show you the coolest

7:29 you i've got to show you the coolest

7:29 you i've got to show you the coolest christmas present

7:30 christmas present

7:30 christmas present ever this was totally unexpected this

7:32 ever this was totally unexpected this

7:32 ever this was totally unexpected this showed up at my house

7:33 showed up at my house

7:33 showed up at my house today look at this this

7:36 today look at this this

7:36 today look at this this is the new lp i believe it's a new lp

7:39 is the new lp i believe it's a new lp

7:39 is the new lp i believe it's a new lp from

7:40 from

7:40 from buddy guy one of the last of the old

7:42 buddy guy one of the last of the old

7:42 buddy guy one of the last of the old time

7:43 time

7:43 time blues players a blues legend and check

7:46 blues players a blues legend and check

7:46 blues players a blues legend and check this out right here

7:47 this out right here

7:47 this out right here it is signed i noticed that buddy guy

7:51 it is signed i noticed that buddy guy

7:51 it is signed i noticed that buddy guy was doing like a limited number of

7:52 was doing like a limited number of

7:52 was doing like a limited number of signings 2020

7:54 signings 2020

7:54 signings 2020 and i sent it to a friend of mine who's

7:55 and i sent it to a friend of mine who's

7:55 and i sent it to a friend of mine who's a big blues guy he's got some

7:57 a big blues guy he's got some

7:57 a big blues guy he's got some resources let's put it that way and i

7:59 resources let's put it that way and i

7:59 resources let's put it that way and i thought it's a little out of my price

8:00 thought it's a little out of my price

8:00 thought it's a little out of my price range but he should totally get he's got

8:02 range but he should totally get he's got

8:02 range but he should totally get he's got to get one of these so i told him you

8:03 to get one of these so i told him you

8:03 to get one of these so i told him you know i'll give him a heads up

8:05 know i'll give him a heads up

8:05 know i'll give him a heads up and lo and behold he bought one for me

8:08 and lo and behold he bought one for me

8:08 and lo and behold he bought one for me and sent it here as a christmas present

8:10 and sent it here as a christmas present

8:10 and sent it here as a christmas present look at that 20 20 and everything this

8:12 look at that 20 20 and everything this

8:12 look at that 20 20 and everything this is the last concert i saw

8:13 is the last concert i saw

8:13 is the last concert i saw before the big lockdowns in california

8:16 before the big lockdowns in california

8:16 before the big lockdowns in california before everything pretty much

8:18 before everything pretty much

8:18 before everything pretty much shut down we went to see buddy guy in

8:20 shut down we went to see buddy guy in

8:20 shut down we went to see buddy guy in concert we almost saw kiss and we

8:21 concert we almost saw kiss and we

8:21 concert we almost saw kiss and we thought

8:22 thought

8:22 thought there's this weird virus going around

8:24 there's this weird virus going around

8:24 there's this weird virus going around people are talking about a little bit of

8:25 people are talking about a little bit of

8:25 people are talking about a little bit of a buzz about that

8:27 a buzz about that

8:27 a buzz about that do we really want to go to the staples

8:28 do we really want to go to the staples

8:28 do we really want to go to the staples center and then so we kind of

8:30 center and then so we kind of

8:30 center and then so we kind of canceled that and then uh we did still

8:33 canceled that and then uh we did still

8:33 canceled that and then uh we did still go see buddy guy though in this tiny

8:35 go see buddy guy though in this tiny

8:35 go see buddy guy though in this tiny place in

8:36 place in

8:36 place in beverly hills or somewhere and look at

8:39 beverly hills or somewhere and look at

8:39 beverly hills or somewhere and look at that

8:40 that

8:40 that buddy guy autographed lp it's a double

8:43 buddy guy autographed lp it's a double

8:43 buddy guy autographed lp it's a double lp so look at this big old gatefold

8:45 lp so look at this big old gatefold

8:45 lp so look at this big old gatefold thing right there but right on the cover

8:47 thing right there but right on the cover

8:47 thing right there but right on the cover buddy guy 2020 and the thing that i

8:50 buddy guy 2020 and the thing that i

8:50 buddy guy 2020 and the thing that i wanted to tell you guys about

8:51 wanted to tell you guys about

8:51 wanted to tell you guys about the new thing i'm a little excited about

8:54 the new thing i'm a little excited about

8:54 the new thing i'm a little excited about it also a little nervous to talk about

8:56 it also a little nervous to talk about

8:56 it also a little nervous to talk about this

8:56 this

8:56 this because i knew there would be a little

8:58 because i knew there would be a little

8:58 because i knew there would be a little confusion i knew it was inevitable i

9:00 confusion i knew it was inevitable i

9:00 confusion i knew it was inevitable i made

9:01 made

9:01 made a record a brand new sort of

9:06 a record a brand new sort of

9:06 a record a brand new sort of record that is right my friends a lot of

9:08 record that is right my friends a lot of

9:08 record that is right my friends a lot of you guys know already

9:10 you guys know already

9:10 you guys know already that my name is justin scard because

9:13 that my name is justin scard because

9:13 that my name is justin scard because i was in a band called the scard

9:17 i was in a band called the scard

9:17 i was in a band called the scard right right here a lot of people think

9:18 right right here a lot of people think

9:18 right right here a lot of people think it's scared it's not scared we weren't

9:20 it's scared it's not scared we weren't

9:20 it's scared it's not scared we weren't afraid maybe we should have been

9:22 afraid maybe we should have been

9:22 afraid maybe we should have been you will be you will be but it is in

9:25 you will be you will be but it is in

9:25 you will be you will be but it is in fact

9:26 fact

9:26 fact the scar it's not my actual last name

9:28 the scar it's not my actual last name

9:28 the scar it's not my actual last name because of this because there was a

9:29 because of this because there was a

9:29 because of this because there was a bunch of punk rock bands in southern

9:31 bunch of punk rock bands in southern

9:32 bunch of punk rock bands in southern california

9:33 california

9:33 california with a bunch of different justins for

9:34 with a bunch of different justins for

9:34 with a bunch of different justins for some reason like there was a justin

9:35 some reason like there was a justin

9:35 some reason like there was a justin havoc and there was a justin from gutter

9:37 havoc and there was a justin from gutter

9:37 havoc and there was a justin from gutter mouth and then there was justin scarred

9:39 mouth and then there was justin scarred

9:39 mouth and then there was justin scarred you know we all kind of had our last

9:41 you know we all kind of had our last

9:41 you know we all kind of had our last names be our

9:42 names be our

9:42 names be our band names i was justin scarred online

9:44 band names i was justin scarred online

9:44 band names i was justin scarred online and when i started making these videos

9:46 and when i started making these videos

9:46 and when i started making these videos that i never thought in a million years

9:47 that i never thought in a million years

9:47 that i never thought in a million years anyone would ever see

9:49 anyone would ever see

9:49 anyone would ever see why not just keep calling myself justin

9:51 why not just keep calling myself justin

9:51 why not just keep calling myself justin scard and so

9:52 scard and so

9:52 scard and so here i am much to the chagrin i'm sure

9:55 here i am much to the chagrin i'm sure

9:55 here i am much to the chagrin i'm sure of

9:56 of

9:56 of my family that are not named

9:59 my family that are not named

9:59 my family that are not named scarred so after eight long years eight

10:03 scarred so after eight long years eight

10:03 scarred so after eight long years eight long years this is in the universe

10:06 long years this is in the universe

10:06 long years this is in the universe because that's right this is a brand new

10:08 because that's right this is a brand new

10:08 because that's right this is a brand new record of brand

10:09 record of brand

10:09 record of brand spanking new record but

10:12 spanking new record but

10:12 spanking new record but these are not brand spanking news songs

10:15 these are not brand spanking news songs

10:15 these are not brand spanking news songs and that's where a bunch of the

10:15 and that's where a bunch of the

10:16 and that's where a bunch of the confusion comes up

10:17 confusion comes up

10:17 confusion comes up so i wanted to explain

10:20 so i wanted to explain

10:20 so i wanted to explain why just why in the world this

10:24 why just why in the world this

10:24 why just why in the world this exists now the reason is because this

10:26 exists now the reason is because this

10:26 exists now the reason is because this band started in

10:28 band started in

10:28 band started in 2003 it was not my first band not even

10:30 2003 it was not my first band not even

10:30 2003 it was not my first band not even the second band that i played and toured

10:31 the second band that i played and toured

10:31 the second band that i played and toured with

10:32 with

10:32 with but it was the first man that was really

10:33 but it was the first man that was really

10:34 but it was the first man that was really mine right the scar 2003

10:36 mine right the scar 2003

10:36 mine right the scar 2003 we recorded and self-released with the

10:38 we recorded and self-released with the

10:38 we recorded and self-released with the help of my dad uh

10:40 help of my dad uh

10:40 help of my dad uh our first album repression one word

10:43 our first album repression one word

10:43 our first album repression one word first album in the year 2003

10:47 first album in the year 2003

10:47 first album in the year 2003 i believe there were only a thousand

10:50 i believe there were only a thousand

10:50 i believe there were only a thousand copies ever made on cd and we sold those

10:53 copies ever made on cd and we sold those

10:53 copies ever made on cd and we sold those things everywhere we would get out of

10:54 things everywhere we would get out of

10:54 things everywhere we would get out of the van on tour in the middle of nowhere

10:56 the van on tour in the middle of nowhere

10:56 the van on tour in the middle of nowhere hey you want to buy a cd you want to buy

10:57 hey you want to buy a cd you want to buy

10:57 hey you want to buy a cd you want to buy a cd until we sold out of

10:59 a cd until we sold out of

10:59 a cd until we sold out of a thousand of them then because of that

11:02 a thousand of them then because of that

11:02 a thousand of them then because of that we got signed by

11:03 we got signed by

11:03 we got signed by a pretty big punk rock label a very

11:05 a pretty big punk rock label a very

11:05 a pretty big punk rock label a very indie diy

11:06 indie diy

11:06 indie diy punk label called punk core records who

11:09 punk label called punk core records who

11:09 punk label called punk core records who unbeknownst to us had just signed a

11:10 unbeknownst to us had just signed a

11:10 unbeknownst to us had just signed a distribution deal with

11:11 distribution deal with

11:11 distribution deal with universal music so uh minor label

11:15 universal music so uh minor label

11:15 universal music so uh minor label with major label distribution the record

11:18 with major label distribution the record

11:18 with major label distribution the record went everywhere we were in tower records

11:20 went everywhere we were in tower records

11:20 went everywhere we were in tower records we were in best buy we were inversion

11:21 we were in best buy we were inversion

11:21 we were in best buy we were inversion records remember those those were pretty

11:23 records remember those those were pretty

11:23 records remember those those were pretty good

11:23 good

11:23 good and uh that was really cool except that

11:26 and uh that was really cool except that

11:26 and uh that was really cool except that happened

11:27 happened

11:27 happened just as the great recession began

11:30 just as the great recession began

11:30 just as the great recession began just as the entire indie record

11:33 just as the entire indie record

11:33 just as the entire indie record uh business certainly completely

11:35 uh business certainly completely

11:35 uh business certainly completely collapsed all the distributors went away

11:37 collapsed all the distributors went away

11:37 collapsed all the distributors went away the label went out of business and

11:39 the label went out of business and

11:39 the label went out of business and because they didn't want to kind of

11:41 because they didn't want to kind of

11:41 because they didn't want to kind of admit to anybody that they'd gone

11:42 admit to anybody that they'd gone

11:42 admit to anybody that they'd gone really out of active business people

11:44 really out of active business people

11:44 really out of active business people sort of just kept expecting us to put on

11:45 sort of just kept expecting us to put on

11:45 sort of just kept expecting us to put on another record with them

11:47 another record with them

11:47 another record with them so by the time we finally were able to

11:49 so by the time we finally were able to

11:49 so by the time we finally were able to release that third record

11:50 release that third record

11:50 release that third record on that small indie label in southern

11:53 on that small indie label in southern

11:53 on that small indie label in southern california a record called at half-mast

11:55 california a record called at half-mast

11:55 california a record called at half-mast third album three words you see what we

11:57 third album three words you see what we

11:57 third album three words you see what we were doing there

11:58 were doing there

11:58 were doing there uh nobody really remembered that we

12:01 uh nobody really remembered that we

12:01 uh nobody really remembered that we existed they were so surprised they

12:02 existed they were so surprised they

12:02 existed they were so surprised they thought we were gonna come from over

12:03 thought we were gonna come from over

12:03 thought we were gonna come from over here we came from over here so that

12:04 here we came from over here so that

12:04 here we came from over here so that record was kind of weird

12:06 record was kind of weird

12:06 record was kind of weird and it was pretty obvious we needed a

12:07 and it was pretty obvious we needed a

12:07 and it was pretty obvious we needed a major lineup change and so we got a

12:09 major lineup change and so we got a

12:10 major lineup change and so we got a drummer who had

12:10 drummer who had

12:10 drummer who had toured with us in the band full time

12:13 toured with us in the band full time

12:13 toured with us in the band full time which is my buddy ben 9k

12:14 which is my buddy ben 9k

12:14 which is my buddy ben 9k he's still out there making all kinds of

12:15 he's still out there making all kinds of

12:15 he's still out there making all kinds of records like this christmas record he

12:17 records like this christmas record he

12:17 records like this christmas record he just made with a

12:18 just made with a

12:18 just made with a surfband called the volcanics he's still

12:20 surfband called the volcanics he's still

12:20 surfband called the volcanics he's still drumming away all over the world he

12:21 drumming away all over the world he

12:21 drumming away all over the world he drummed for

12:22 drummed for

12:22 drummed for all kinds of people resurrects jeffree

12:24 all kinds of people resurrects jeffree

12:24 all kinds of people resurrects jeffree star just crazy amounts of drumming

12:26 star just crazy amounts of drumming

12:26 star just crazy amounts of drumming that's what he what he does but anyway

12:29 that's what he what he does but anyway

12:29 that's what he what he does but anyway by the time he was fully in the band all

12:31 by the time he was fully in the band all

12:31 by the time he was fully in the band all the time we were finally able to get

12:33 the time we were finally able to get

12:33 the time we were finally able to get together

12:33 together

12:33 together and start making our last what would

12:35 and start making our last what would

12:35 and start making our last what would turn out to be our last full-length

12:37 turn out to be our last full-length

12:37 turn out to be our last full-length album called

12:38 album called

12:38 album called live fast dipor fourth record

12:41 live fast dipor fourth record

12:41 live fast dipor fourth record four words see what's going on with the

12:43 four words see what's going on with the

12:43 four words see what's going on with the titles people

12:44 titles people

12:44 titles people it was the first record where we

12:46 it was the first record where we

12:46 it was the first record where we actually sounded like ourselves the

12:48 actually sounded like ourselves the

12:48 actually sounded like ourselves the first record where i certainly sounded

12:50 first record where i certainly sounded

12:50 first record where i certainly sounded like what i always sounded like

12:52 like what i always sounded like

12:52 like what i always sounded like anyways and where there weren't people

12:53 anyways and where there weren't people

12:54 anyways and where there weren't people in the band and where the where

12:55 in the band and where the where

12:55 in the band and where the where there wasn't pressure from an outside

12:57 there wasn't pressure from an outside

12:57 there wasn't pressure from an outside label saying well this doesn't make

12:59 label saying well this doesn't make

12:59 label saying well this doesn't make sense sound more punk try to sound more

13:00 sense sound more punk try to sound more

13:00 sense sound more punk try to sound more punk especially you you singer

13:02 punk especially you you singer

13:02 punk especially you you singer sing more punk sing more mad more punk

13:04 sing more punk sing more mad more punk

13:04 sing more punk sing more mad more punk do it again and again until you're

13:05 do it again and again until you're

13:05 do it again and again until you're raspier

13:07 raspier

13:07 raspier and see i'm getting anxiety just talking

13:09 and see i'm getting anxiety just talking

13:09 and see i'm getting anxiety just talking about it it's just this weird part of my

13:10 about it it's just this weird part of my

13:10 about it it's just this weird part of my life that i don't

13:11 life that i don't

13:11 life that i don't i don't poke the finger into that pie

13:13 i don't poke the finger into that pie

13:13 i don't poke the finger into that pie anymore but um

13:14 anymore but um

13:14 anymore but um it was the first time that i certainly

13:16 it was the first time that i certainly

13:16 it was the first time that i certainly sounded like me i think

13:18 sounded like me i think

13:18 sounded like me i think it was our best record because there was

13:20 it was our best record because there was

13:20 it was our best record because there was no pressure to sound some kind of

13:22 no pressure to sound some kind of

13:22 no pressure to sound some kind of certain way

13:23 certain way

13:23 certain way um but unfortunately as ever we used to

13:26 um but unfortunately as ever we used to

13:26 um but unfortunately as ever we used to jokingly and i'm sure a lot of bands do

13:27 jokingly and i'm sure a lot of bands do

13:28 jokingly and i'm sure a lot of bands do this but we used to jokingly say

13:29 this but we used to jokingly say

13:29 this but we used to jokingly say this was the most cursed band of all

13:31 this was the most cursed band of all

13:31 this was the most cursed band of all time because right when we got out

13:33 time because right when we got out

13:33 time because right when we got out the best record finally the record we

13:35 the best record finally the record we

13:35 the best record finally the record we wanted we had all kinds of problems with

13:38 wanted we had all kinds of problems with

13:38 wanted we had all kinds of problems with the guy who owned the label not just

13:40 the guy who owned the label not just

13:40 the guy who owned the label not just with touring but also with the way the

13:41 with touring but also with the way the

13:42 with touring but also with the way the record sounded because

13:43 record sounded because

13:43 record sounded because it got sent to a guy that didn't do

13:44 it got sent to a guy that didn't do

13:44 it got sent to a guy that didn't do mastering to master it's a whole

13:46 mastering to master it's a whole

13:46 mastering to master it's a whole complicated thing but

13:47 complicated thing but

13:47 complicated thing but basically the long and the short of it

13:49 basically the long and the short of it

13:49 basically the long and the short of it was

13:50 was we got kind of um heimbucked

13:54 we got kind of um heimbucked

13:54 we got kind of um heimbucked if you will and a whole tour got messed

13:56 if you will and a whole tour got messed

13:56 if you will and a whole tour got messed up with other bands and

13:57 up with other bands and

13:58 up with other bands and you know dozens and dozens of shows and

14:00 you know dozens and dozens of shows and

14:00 you know dozens and dozens of shows and we took the blame for it even though it

14:01 we took the blame for it even though it

14:01 we took the blame for it even though it was this label guy with this huge

14:03 was this label guy with this huge

14:03 was this label guy with this huge falling out and stuff

14:04 falling out and stuff

14:04 falling out and stuff and so our fifth album never

14:08 and so our fifth album never

14:08 and so our fifth album never never happened i believe it would have

14:09 never happened i believe it would have

14:09 never happened i believe it would have been called the anger and the

14:11 been called the anger and the

14:11 been called the anger and the apathy oh ho which is a line from

14:15 apathy oh ho which is a line from

14:15 apathy oh ho which is a line from this song right here kiss for

14:18 this song right here kiss for

14:18 this song right here kiss for luck so because the album was definitely

14:20 luck so because the album was definitely

14:20 luck so because the album was definitely not going to come out right away and we

14:21 not going to come out right away and we

14:21 not going to come out right away and we were going

14:22 were going

14:22 were going what in the world is going on what's up

14:24 what in the world is going on what's up

14:24 what in the world is going on what's up what's down the scene was weird and

14:27 what's down the scene was weird and

14:27 what's down the scene was weird and we didn't really fit in anywhere we were

14:29 we didn't really fit in anywhere we were

14:29 we didn't really fit in anywhere we were too punk for the pop punk kids and

14:31 too punk for the pop punk kids and

14:31 too punk for the pop punk kids and because of all these punk records that

14:32 because of all these punk records that

14:32 because of all these punk records that we've done and we were we were too pop

14:34 we've done and we were we were too pop

14:34 we've done and we were we were too pop we'd always been too pop for the

14:35 we'd always been too pop for the

14:36 we'd always been too pop for the the real punks as they called themselves

14:38 the real punks as they called themselves

14:38 the real punks as they called themselves you know um

14:39 you know um

14:39 you know um we just really didn't fit in anywhere

14:41 we just really didn't fit in anywhere

14:41 we just really didn't fit in anywhere tyler evans rock journalist always said

14:43 tyler evans rock journalist always said

14:43 tyler evans rock journalist always said that we were

14:44 that we were

14:44 that we were the band without a country you know so

14:47 the band without a country you know so

14:47 the band without a country you know so um what to do what to do we will put out

14:50 um what to do what to do we will put out

14:50 um what to do what to do we will put out a seven inch and so in 2012 that's right

14:52 a seven inch and so in 2012 that's right

14:52 a seven inch and so in 2012 that's right the year

14:53 the year

14:53 the year of the apocalypse the end of the world

14:55 of the apocalypse the end of the world

14:55 of the apocalypse the end of the world year we went into the studio and

14:56 year we went into the studio and

14:56 year we went into the studio and recorded

14:58 recorded

14:58 recorded these two songs kiss for luck which

15:00 these two songs kiss for luck which

15:00 these two songs kiss for luck which definitely would have been on

15:02 definitely would have been on

15:02 definitely would have been on the next record especially because the

15:03 the next record especially because the

15:03 the next record especially because the title i wanted for the next record was

15:05 title i wanted for the next record was

15:05 title i wanted for the next record was right there in the song

15:07 right there in the song

15:07 right there in the song and another one called procrastinator

15:09 and another one called procrastinator

15:09 and another one called procrastinator which i believe

15:10 which i believe

15:10 which i believe originally was known as the smell good

15:12 originally was known as the smell good

15:12 originally was known as the smell good procrastinator

15:13 procrastinator

15:13 procrastinator probably because there are a million

15:16 probably because there are a million

15:16 probably because there are a million commercials for the smell good plumbers

15:17 commercials for the smell good plumbers

15:17 commercials for the smell good plumbers here in southern california i don't

15:19 here in southern california i don't

15:19 here in southern california i don't really remember why my bass player

15:21 really remember why my bass player

15:21 really remember why my bass player started

15:21 started

15:21 started writing that one and he had never really

15:23 writing that one and he had never really

15:23 writing that one and he had never really gotten any songs he had written

15:25 gotten any songs he had written

15:25 gotten any songs he had written out there in the world and he was kind

15:26 out there in the world and he was kind

15:26 out there in the world and he was kind of half writing it for me

15:28 of half writing it for me

15:28 of half writing it for me or something so we're like yeah let's

15:29 or something so we're like yeah let's

15:29 or something so we're like yeah let's put that on the seven and so

15:31 put that on the seven and so

15:31 put that on the seven and so kiss for luck and procrastinator were

15:34 kiss for luck and procrastinator were

15:34 kiss for luck and procrastinator were recorded 2012

15:35 recorded 2012

15:35 recorded 2012 and then nothing

15:38 and then nothing

15:38 and then nothing so many weird problems with that label

15:40 so many weird problems with that label

15:40 so many weird problems with that label what the heck do we own our album do we

15:41 what the heck do we own our album do we

15:41 what the heck do we own our album do we not on our album we should on our album

15:43 not on our album we should on our album

15:44 not on our album we should on our album really a lot of bad blood a big falling

15:46 really a lot of bad blood a big falling

15:46 really a lot of bad blood a big falling out

15:47 out and then it just started to affect

15:48 and then it just started to affect

15:48 and then it just started to affect everybody was just in these different

15:49 everybody was just in these different

15:49 everybody was just in these different stages of life i would be divorced

15:51 stages of life i would be divorced

15:51 stages of life i would be divorced a year later unbeknownst to me at the

15:53 a year later unbeknownst to me at the

15:53 a year later unbeknownst to me at the time but there was all kinds of stuff i

15:55 time but there was all kinds of stuff i

15:55 time but there was all kinds of stuff i had a kid there was a disease that i was

15:57 had a kid there was a disease that i was

15:57 had a kid there was a disease that i was trying to figure out

15:58 trying to figure out

15:58 trying to figure out and uh ben was on a career thing and

16:00 and uh ben was on a career thing and

16:00 and uh ben was on a career thing and monkey was doing who knows

16:02 monkey was doing who knows

16:02 monkey was doing who knows what everybody was everywhere and we

16:04 what everybody was everywhere and we

16:04 what everybody was everywhere and we never

16:05 never

16:05 never got to that record that we were going to

16:07 got to that record that we were going to

16:07 got to that record that we were going to record i

16:08 record i

16:08 record i i don't even remember half the songs

16:10 i don't even remember half the songs

16:10 i don't even remember half the songs there's no demos around

16:11 there's no demos around

16:11 there's no demos around what would have been the fifth album but

16:13 what would have been the fifth album but

16:13 what would have been the fifth album but we have these songs sitting there on the

16:15 we have these songs sitting there on the

16:15 we have these songs sitting there on the shelf

16:15 shelf

16:16 shelf that were clearly not coming out

16:17 that were clearly not coming out

16:17 that were clearly not coming out anywhere and finally in 2013

16:21 anywhere and finally in 2013

16:21 anywhere and finally in 2013 the band i just couldn't do it anymore

16:23 the band i just couldn't do it anymore

16:23 the band i just couldn't do it anymore there were a lot of reasons i've gone

16:25 there were a lot of reasons i've gone

16:25 there were a lot of reasons i've gone through them in other videos and maybe

16:26 through them in other videos and maybe

16:26 through them in other videos and maybe someday i'll i'll talk more about it if

16:28 someday i'll i'll talk more about it if

16:28 someday i'll i'll talk more about it if you want but uh

16:30 you want but uh

16:30 you want but uh i just i just decided 10 years was

16:32 i just i just decided 10 years was

16:32 i just i just decided 10 years was enough a nice solid

16:33 enough a nice solid

16:34 enough a nice solid 10 years was enough for me with discard

16:36 10 years was enough for me with discard

16:36 10 years was enough for me with discard it was time to move on to

16:37 it was time to move on to

16:37 it was time to move on to i don't know what i was gonna try to

16:38 i don't know what i was gonna try to

16:38 i don't know what i was gonna try to save my marriage i didn't work around

16:40 save my marriage i didn't work around

16:40 save my marriage i didn't work around too well

16:41 too well

16:41 too well i just try to do other different

16:42 i just try to do other different

16:42 i just try to do other different creative things at least for my own sake

16:44 creative things at least for my own sake

16:44 creative things at least for my own sake that did turn out to work out

16:46 that did turn out to work out

16:46 that did turn out to work out pretty well so sometimes by the way

16:48 pretty well so sometimes by the way

16:48 pretty well so sometimes by the way people say hold on to your dreams hold

16:50 people say hold on to your dreams hold

16:50 people say hold on to your dreams hold on to your dreams

16:51 on to your dreams

16:51 on to your dreams but sometimes you can hold on to a dream

16:53 but sometimes you can hold on to a dream

16:53 but sometimes you can hold on to a dream so long it becomes a living nightmare

16:55 so long it becomes a living nightmare

16:55 so long it becomes a living nightmare and you need to have new dreams and

16:56 and you need to have new dreams and

16:56 and you need to have new dreams and that's okay but all the while over all

16:59 that's okay but all the while over all

16:59 that's okay but all the while over all these years man

17:01 these years man

17:01 these years man i have thought dang it just was hanging

17:05 i have thought dang it just was hanging

17:05 i have thought dang it just was hanging over my head you know that

17:07 over my head you know that

17:07 over my head you know that jordan had recorded these songs my

17:08 jordan had recorded these songs my

17:08 jordan had recorded these songs my friend jordan recorded these songs and

17:10 friend jordan recorded these songs and

17:10 friend jordan recorded these songs and he always liked these ones the best

17:12 he always liked these ones the best

17:12 he always liked these ones the best out of our stuff or stuff that he'd

17:14 out of our stuff or stuff that he'd

17:14 out of our stuff or stuff that he'd recorded and i always felt bad that it

17:16 recorded and i always felt bad that it

17:16 recorded and i always felt bad that it never

17:16 never came out on vinyl like it was supposed

17:19 came out on vinyl like it was supposed

17:19 came out on vinyl like it was supposed to and monkey of course had written that

17:20 to and monkey of course had written that

17:20 to and monkey of course had written that one song and

17:21 one song and

17:21 one song and yeah or at least most of it and it had

17:24 yeah or at least most of it and it had

17:24 yeah or at least most of it and it had never come out you know i felt

17:25 never come out you know i felt

17:26 never come out you know i felt just felt so bad and so all these years

17:28 just felt so bad and so all these years

17:28 just felt so bad and so all these years later we had remixed and remastered live

17:30 later we had remixed and remastered live

17:30 later we had remixed and remastered live fast

17:31 fast

17:31 fast or since we decided you know the one

17:32 or since we decided you know the one

17:32 or since we decided you know the one album that ever came out the way i

17:34 album that ever came out the way i

17:34 album that ever came out the way i at least kind of wanted it to we wanted

17:36 at least kind of wanted it to we wanted

17:36 at least kind of wanted it to we wanted that to sound the way we wanted it to

17:38 that to sound the way we wanted it to

17:38 that to sound the way we wanted it to so we got that on itunes and we never

17:40 so we got that on itunes and we never

17:40 so we got that on itunes and we never touched it and over all these years it

17:42 touched it and over all these years it

17:42 touched it and over all these years it just built up just enough

17:43 just built up just enough

17:43 just built up just enough to pay for half of this and because we

17:45 to pay for half of this and because we

17:45 to pay for half of this and because we were the most cursed band ever

17:47 were the most cursed band ever

17:47 were the most cursed band ever the band the band didn't fit in anywhere

17:49 the band the band didn't fit in anywhere

17:49 the band the band didn't fit in anywhere the band where everything always went

17:51 the band where everything always went

17:51 the band where everything always went horribly disastrously wrong for no

17:53 horribly disastrously wrong for no

17:53 horribly disastrously wrong for no reason

17:54 reason

17:54 reason you know the band that you tell people

17:56 you know the band that you tell people

17:56 you know the band that you tell people what actually happened you'd go

17:58 what actually happened you'd go

17:58 what actually happened you'd go dude we were supposed to go on this tour

17:59 dude we were supposed to go on this tour

17:59 dude we were supposed to go on this tour with this or this this and this and this

18:01 with this or this this and this and this

18:01 with this or this this and this and this and this happened and people would go

18:03 and this happened and people would go

18:03 and this happened and people would go a likely story i mean weird stuff

18:05 a likely story i mean weird stuff

18:06 a likely story i mean weird stuff happened

18:06 happened all as ben put it the other day when i

18:08 all as ben put it the other day when i

18:08 all as ben put it the other day when i was bringing him this record

18:10 was bringing him this record

18:10 was bringing him this record he goes you know people think our lives

18:12 he goes you know people think our lives

18:12 he goes you know people think our lives are crazy now right

18:13 are crazy now right

18:13 are crazy now right crazy adventures running around but this

18:15 crazy adventures running around but this

18:15 crazy adventures running around but this was crazy there were times where we were

18:17 was crazy there were times where we were

18:17 was crazy there were times where we were actually in danger of dying this was a

18:19 actually in danger of dying this was a

18:19 actually in danger of dying this was a crazy life

18:21 crazy life

18:21 crazy life anyway because it was the most cursed

18:22 anyway because it was the most cursed

18:22 anyway because it was the most cursed band ever i thought wouldn't it be

18:24 band ever i thought wouldn't it be

18:24 band ever i thought wouldn't it be amazing

18:25 amazing

18:25 amazing if the most cursed band ever

18:28 if the most cursed band ever

18:28 if the most cursed band ever had their final recording finally come

18:30 had their final recording finally come

18:30 had their final recording finally come out eight years later

18:31 out eight years later

18:31 out eight years later in the most cursed year ever 2020 and so

18:35 in the most cursed year ever 2020 and so

18:35 in the most cursed year ever 2020 and so we sent off everything that we needed to

18:36 we sent off everything that we needed to

18:36 we sent off everything that we needed to send off the artwork and everything else

18:38 send off the artwork and everything else

18:38 send off the artwork and everything else artwork redone on the back but i'll talk

18:39 artwork redone on the back but i'll talk

18:40 artwork redone on the back but i'll talk about that in a second

18:41 about that in a second

18:41 about that in a second off to a pressing plant in the wild hope

18:44 off to a pressing plant in the wild hope

18:44 off to a pressing plant in the wild hope the wild and crazy hope because these

18:46 the wild and crazy hope because these

18:46 the wild and crazy hope because these things take a lot of time that

18:47 things take a lot of time that

18:47 things take a lot of time that maybe just maybe it would be done by the

18:50 maybe just maybe it would be done by the

18:50 maybe just maybe it would be done by the end of this year and lo and behold

18:52 end of this year and lo and behold

18:52 end of this year and lo and behold uh without any kind of warning this

18:55 uh without any kind of warning this

18:55 uh without any kind of warning this showed up on my

18:55 showed up on my

18:56 showed up on my doorstep this card kiss for luck

18:59 doorstep this card kiss for luck

18:59 doorstep this card kiss for luck seven inch 45 whatever you want to call

19:02 seven inch 45 whatever you want to call

19:02 seven inch 45 whatever you want to call it

19:02 it

19:02 it after all these years look at that the

19:05 after all these years look at that the

19:05 after all these years look at that the single

19:06 single

19:06 single kiss for luck on blue vinyl it

19:09 kiss for luck on blue vinyl it

19:09 kiss for luck on blue vinyl it is here so everybody got 50 copies i

19:12 is here so everybody got 50 copies i

19:12 is here so everybody got 50 copies i said 50 copies of the bass player 50

19:13 said 50 copies of the bass player 50

19:13 said 50 copies of the bass player 50 copies to me 50 copies of the drummer 50

19:15 copies to me 50 copies of the drummer 50

19:15 copies to me 50 copies of the drummer 50 copies

19:16 copies

19:16 copies to the guy who recorded it mostly in his

19:19 to the guy who recorded it mostly in his

19:19 to the guy who recorded it mostly in his house actually

19:19 house actually

19:20 house actually for free and then there were 300 or 250

19:24 for free and then there were 300 or 250

19:24 for free and then there were 300 or 250 something like that

19:25 something like that

19:25 something like that couple hundred copies on the online

19:28 couple hundred copies on the online

19:28 couple hundred copies on the online store and i

19:29 store and i

19:29 store and i threw them up without really explaining

19:30 threw them up without really explaining

19:30 threw them up without really explaining i just posted an instagram picture and i

19:32 i just posted an instagram picture and i

19:32 i just posted an instagram picture and i think i

19:33 think i

19:33 think i kind of maybe mentioned it in something

19:34 kind of maybe mentioned it in something

19:34 kind of maybe mentioned it in something i can't remember

19:36 i can't remember

19:36 i can't remember and that caused all kinds of chaos and

19:39 and that caused all kinds of chaos and

19:39 and that caused all kinds of chaos and confusion

19:39 confusion

19:40 confusion firstly more than half of them were sold

19:42 firstly more than half of them were sold

19:42 firstly more than half of them were sold like right away which i'm really

19:44 like right away which i'm really

19:44 like right away which i'm really grateful like wow thanks like

19:46 grateful like wow thanks like

19:46 grateful like wow thanks like i didn't know that many people were

19:47 i didn't know that many people were

19:47 i didn't know that many people were interested in the world or maybe i

19:49 interested in the world or maybe i

19:49 interested in the world or maybe i should have made more

19:50 should have made more

19:50 should have made more we only made enough that hopefully it

19:51 we only made enough that hopefully it

19:51 we only made enough that hopefully it would pay for itself now we get off

19:53 would pay for itself now we get off

19:53 would pay for itself now we get off scot-free with our

19:54 scot-free with our

19:54 scot-free with our 50 free copies to to uh to hold on to i

19:57 50 free copies to to uh to hold on to i

19:57 50 free copies to to uh to hold on to i guess now the unfinished business

19:58 guess now the unfinished business

19:58 guess now the unfinished business finally complete

19:59 finally complete

20:00 finally complete i'm sure after a while we'll all go like

20:01 i'm sure after a while we'll all go like

20:01 i'm sure after a while we'll all go like let's just put those on ebay or

20:03 let's just put those on ebay or

20:03 let's just put those on ebay or something because what do you do with 50

20:04 something because what do you do with 50

20:04 something because what do you do with 50 copies of a record

20:05 copies of a record

20:05 copies of a record i guess you give a lot to your mom on

20:07 i guess you give a lot to your mom on

20:07 i guess you give a lot to your mom on christmas here's five mom

20:09 christmas here's five mom

20:09 christmas here's five mom right remember i'm so talented

20:12 right remember i'm so talented

20:12 right remember i'm so talented see or i was 10 years ago or whatever

20:16 see or i was 10 years ago or whatever

20:16 see or i was 10 years ago or whatever anyway um so there's only a few uh

20:19 anyway um so there's only a few uh

20:19 anyway um so there's only a few uh left i believe and uh that's all well

20:22 left i believe and uh that's all well

20:22 left i believe and uh that's all well and good

20:22 and good

20:22 and good but what i should have expected what i

20:25 but what i should have expected what i

20:25 but what i should have expected what i had a little anxiety about i was a

20:26 had a little anxiety about i was a

20:26 had a little anxiety about i was a little unsure about but did not think

20:27 little unsure about but did not think

20:27 little unsure about but did not think through

20:28 through

20:28 through was i probably should have said

20:30 was i probably should have said

20:30 was i probably should have said something beforehand because it has

20:32 something beforehand because it has

20:32 something beforehand because it has caused

20:32 caused

20:32 caused a little bit of confusion and that is

20:35 a little bit of confusion and that is

20:35 a little bit of confusion and that is why i want to sit down explain what this

20:37 why i want to sit down explain what this

20:37 why i want to sit down explain what this was explained why

20:38 was explained why

20:38 was explained why explain why it happened and uh clear

20:41 explain why it happened and uh clear

20:41 explain why it happened and uh clear that up so

20:42 that up so

20:42 that up so number one the main thing is no there

20:45 number one the main thing is no there

20:45 number one the main thing is no there will be

20:46 will be

20:46 will be no shows after more than 15 years of

20:48 no shows after more than 15 years of

20:48 no shows after more than 15 years of playing live and going on tours and

20:50 playing live and going on tours and

20:50 playing live and going on tours and starving and living in vans

20:52 starving and living in vans

20:52 starving and living in vans and playing everything from you know

20:54 and playing everything from you know

20:54 and playing everything from you know house

20:55 house

20:55 house house of blues shows sold out to weird

20:58 house of blues shows sold out to weird

20:58 house of blues shows sold out to weird festivals in the middle of nowhere

21:00 festivals in the middle of nowhere

21:00 festivals in the middle of nowhere to literally uh little

21:04 to literally uh little

21:04 to literally uh little rickety stages over creeks to a hallway

21:07 rickety stages over creeks to a hallway

21:07 rickety stages over creeks to a hallway in alabama to

21:09 in alabama to

21:09 in alabama to backyards abandoned houses you name it

21:11 backyards abandoned houses you name it

21:11 backyards abandoned houses you name it after playing shows everywhere

21:13 after playing shows everywhere

21:13 after playing shows everywhere i've just i did that i did that for so

21:16 i've just i did that i did that for so

21:16 i've just i did that i did that for so long it was very heartbreaking for me to

21:19 long it was very heartbreaking for me to

21:19 long it was very heartbreaking for me to put my heart and soul into a band for so

21:20 put my heart and soul into a band for so

21:20 put my heart and soul into a band for so many years that really didn't fit in

21:22 many years that really didn't fit in

21:22 many years that really didn't fit in anywhere

21:23 anywhere

21:23 anywhere but people really didn't understand that

21:24 but people really didn't understand that

21:24 but people really didn't understand that at different times i didn't feel like

21:26 at different times i didn't feel like

21:26 at different times i didn't feel like some of the people that were in the band

21:28 some of the people that were in the band

21:28 some of the people that were in the band over the years didn't even understand

21:29 over the years didn't even understand

21:29 over the years didn't even understand and

21:30 and

21:30 and i just had had enough like i said um

21:33 i just had had enough like i said um

21:33 i just had had enough like i said um a number of years ago the definition of

21:35 a number of years ago the definition of

21:35 a number of years ago the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over

21:37 insanity is doing the same thing over

21:37 insanity is doing the same thing over and over again

21:37 and over again

21:37 and over again and expecting different results right so

21:40 and expecting different results right so

21:40 and expecting different results right so i it was just time for me to move on

21:41 i it was just time for me to move on

21:41 i it was just time for me to move on time for me to quit

21:42 time for me to quit

21:42 time for me to quit it's not that i don't like music i just

21:45 it's not that i don't like music i just

21:45 it's not that i don't like music i just really have no interest

21:46 really have no interest

21:46 really have no interest in ever playing a live show ever again

21:49 in ever playing a live show ever again

21:50 in ever playing a live show ever again and so people have been bugging me

21:51 and so people have been bugging me

21:51 and so people have been bugging me now especially musicians because it's

21:53 now especially musicians because it's

21:53 now especially musicians because it's really tough to be in a band and i feel

21:55 really tough to be in a band and i feel

21:55 really tough to be in a band and i feel for everybody who's still in a band

21:56 for everybody who's still in a band

21:56 for everybody who's still in a band and trying just to to get enough

21:58 and trying just to to get enough

21:58 and trying just to to get enough attention to put out records and do the

22:00 attention to put out records and do the

22:00 attention to put out records and do the thing that they love and try to book

22:01 thing that they love and try to book

22:01 thing that they love and try to book shows and everything it's

22:02 shows and everything it's

22:02 shows and everything it's it's always been tough since social

22:05 it's always been tough since social

22:05 it's always been tough since social media came along and just blew

22:07 media came along and just blew

22:07 media came along and just blew the whole old way of doing things up um

22:09 the whole old way of doing things up um

22:10 the whole old way of doing things up um all

22:10 all

22:10 all mad respect to all my musician friends

22:12 mad respect to all my musician friends

22:12 mad respect to all my musician friends out there and everything it's just

22:13 out there and everything it's just

22:13 out there and everything it's just something that i am no longer

22:15 something that i am no longer

22:15 something that i am no longer interested in doing performing playing

22:17 interested in doing performing playing

22:17 interested in doing performing playing live there's also a whole long story

22:19 live there's also a whole long story

22:19 live there's also a whole long story which i won't get into about the fact

22:20 which i won't get into about the fact

22:20 which i won't get into about the fact that i cannot

22:21 that i cannot

22:21 that i cannot sing like that anymore i had a range

22:23 sing like that anymore i had a range

22:23 sing like that anymore i had a range like this which is now kind of like this

22:25 like this which is now kind of like this

22:25 like this which is now kind of like this like any muscle you don't use it sort of

22:27 like any muscle you don't use it sort of

22:27 like any muscle you don't use it sort of wears out

22:28 wears out

22:28 wears out and on top of that i had some nodes and

22:30 and on top of that i had some nodes and

22:30 and on top of that i had some nodes and some some

22:31 some some

22:31 some some actual physical voice problems that i

22:33 actual physical voice problems that i

22:33 actual physical voice problems that i was already dealing with at the end of

22:34 was already dealing with at the end of

22:34 was already dealing with at the end of the band that made it like i can't i'm

22:36 the band that made it like i can't i'm

22:36 the band that made it like i can't i'm having a hard time getting through a

22:37 having a hard time getting through a

22:37 having a hard time getting through a whole show

22:38 whole show

22:38 whole show there's no way now i could get through

22:39 there's no way now i could get through

22:39 there's no way now i could get through 45 minutes or an hour or two hours

22:42 45 minutes or an hour or two hours

22:42 45 minutes or an hour or two hours of playing live on stage and make it

22:44 of playing live on stage and make it

22:44 of playing live on stage and make it there's just no way so

22:45 there's just no way so

22:45 there's just no way so that's the one thing they know there

22:46 that's the one thing they know there

22:46 that's the one thing they know there will not be any new shows

22:49 will not be any new shows

22:49 will not be any new shows no the scard the band is not off of

22:52 no the scard the band is not off of

22:52 no the scard the band is not off of their

22:53 their

22:53 their apparently permanent hiatus the band's

22:55 apparently permanent hiatus the band's

22:55 apparently permanent hiatus the band's not getting back together

22:57 not getting back together

22:57 not getting back together um so that is also a thing no there

22:59 um so that is also a thing no there

22:59 um so that is also a thing no there won't be another new album coming out

23:01 won't be another new album coming out

23:01 won't be another new album coming out anytime

23:02 anytime

23:02 anytime soon that i'm aware of maybe ever at all

23:05 soon that i'm aware of maybe ever at all

23:05 soon that i'm aware of maybe ever at all i'm just that was just a chapter that

23:07 i'm just that was just a chapter that

23:07 i'm just that was just a chapter that lasted ten years and it was

23:10 lasted ten years and it was

23:10 lasted ten years and it was it's done for me i think so never say

23:12 it's done for me i think so never say

23:12 it's done for me i think so never say never

23:13 never i don't know in five years if i'm like

23:16 i don't know in five years if i'm like

23:16 i don't know in five years if i'm like you know what i'd like to do

23:17 you know what i'd like to do

23:17 you know what i'd like to do the scar that'd be sick i would do it

23:20 the scar that'd be sick i would do it

23:20 the scar that'd be sick i would do it and so that's

23:21 and so that's

23:21 and so that's the sort of next thing that i was going

23:22 the sort of next thing that i was going

23:22 the sort of next thing that i was going to say the next part of the confusion

23:23 to say the next part of the confusion

23:23 to say the next part of the confusion like are you getting the band back

23:24 like are you getting the band back

23:24 like are you getting the band back together does this mean that you're

23:25 together does this mean that you're

23:25 together does this mean that you're going to make music all the time

23:27 going to make music all the time

23:27 going to make music all the time i just feel like i should explain

23:29 i just feel like i should explain

23:29 i just feel like i should explain particularly musicians ask this they're

23:31 particularly musicians ask this they're

23:31 particularly musicians ask this they're like

23:32 like

23:32 like dude but if you put out a record now

23:34 dude but if you put out a record now

23:34 dude but if you put out a record now tons of people would would check it out

23:36 tons of people would would check it out

23:36 tons of people would would check it out and if you play the show now it'd be

23:37 and if you play the show now it'd be

23:37 and if you play the show now it'd be full which is like every musician's

23:39 full which is like every musician's

23:39 full which is like every musician's dream you know people would come see you

23:41 dream you know people would come see you

23:41 dream you know people would come see you i just i just don't have any interest in

23:44 i just i just don't have any interest in

23:44 i just i just don't have any interest in doing that

23:45 doing that

23:46 doing that if i did and if i ever do i certainly

23:49 if i did and if i ever do i certainly

23:49 if i did and if i ever do i certainly will do that thing i will definitely put

23:51 will do that thing i will definitely put

23:51 will do that thing i will definitely put out music i'll definitely let everybody

23:53 out music i'll definitely let everybody

23:53 out music i'll definitely let everybody know

23:53 know

23:53 know i will uh if i ever played a show again

23:56 i will uh if i ever played a show again

23:56 i will uh if i ever played a show again i'm

23:56 i'm

23:56 i'm i'm i would tell everybody you would

23:58 i'm i would tell everybody you would

23:58 i'm i would tell everybody you would hear about it right here first i'm sure

24:01 hear about it right here first i'm sure

24:01 hear about it right here first i'm sure but i just have no interest in doing it

24:02 but i just have no interest in doing it

24:02 but i just have no interest in doing it so i think there's people out there who

24:03 so i think there's people out there who

24:04 so i think there's people out there who kind of think like

24:04 kind of think like

24:04 kind of think like come on man don't be depressed or they

24:07 come on man don't be depressed or they

24:07 come on man don't be depressed or they think that

24:08 think that

24:08 think that maybe somehow because i've got some

24:09 maybe somehow because i've got some

24:10 maybe somehow because i've got some depressing stories about this band or

24:12 depressing stories about this band or

24:12 depressing stories about this band or or because something in my past i think

24:14 or because something in my past i think

24:14 or because something in my past i think maybe i gave up on my dream or something

24:16 maybe i gave up on my dream or something

24:16 maybe i gave up on my dream or something but

24:17 but it's not that it's that i did it i lived

24:20 it's not that it's that i did it i lived

24:20 it's not that it's that i did it i lived the life of a

24:21 the life of a

24:21 the life of a of a rocker you know i went on tour i

24:24 of a rocker you know i went on tour i

24:24 of a rocker you know i went on tour i put out records i

24:26 put out records i

24:26 put out records i played with big heroes of mine i i had

24:29 played with big heroes of mine i i had

24:29 played with big heroes of mine i i had you know posters in people's bedrooms

24:31 you know posters in people's bedrooms

24:31 you know posters in people's bedrooms and it was exciting and it was cool i

24:33 and it was exciting and it was cool i

24:33 and it was exciting and it was cool i put out music

24:34 put out music

24:34 put out music that was great and it was all great i

24:35 that was great and it was all great i

24:35 that was great and it was all great i have very fond memories and i miss some

24:37 have very fond memories and i miss some

24:37 have very fond memories and i miss some of the people

24:38 of the people

24:38 of the people that i used to see all the time doing

24:39 that i used to see all the time doing

24:39 that i used to see all the time doing this that i don't get to see now

24:41 this that i don't get to see now

24:41 this that i don't get to see now but that's just a chapter that for now i

24:44 but that's just a chapter that for now i

24:44 but that's just a chapter that for now i just feel like it's close

24:45 just feel like it's close

24:46 just feel like it's close now i still make music sometimes

24:49 now i still make music sometimes

24:49 now i still make music sometimes i still will occasionally write a song

24:52 i still will occasionally write a song

24:52 i still will occasionally write a song or think of a song or something like

24:53 or think of a song or something like

24:53 or think of a song or something like that

24:54 that and if i was ever to put out any new

24:56 and if i was ever to put out any new

24:56 and if i was ever to put out any new music um that wasn't just silly stuff

24:58 music um that wasn't just silly stuff

24:58 music um that wasn't just silly stuff for randomly like i've recorded some

25:00 for randomly like i've recorded some

25:00 for randomly like i've recorded some silly fake 80s songs and garageband and

25:03 silly fake 80s songs and garageband and

25:03 silly fake 80s songs and garageband and you know stuff like that

25:04 you know stuff like that

25:04 you know stuff like that if i ever was going to put something

25:05 if i ever was going to put something

25:05 if i ever was going to put something like that out i would totally tell

25:06 like that out i would totally tell

25:06 like that out i would totally tell everybody and let everybody know it's

25:07 everybody and let everybody know it's

25:08 everybody and let everybody know it's not because i

25:08 not because i

25:08 not because i i have this thing like i just can't do

25:10 i have this thing like i just can't do

25:10 i have this thing like i just can't do it guys

25:12 it guys

25:12 it guys or anything like that people are always

25:13 or anything like that people are always

25:13 or anything like that people are always trying to pep talk me about music

25:15 trying to pep talk me about music

25:15 trying to pep talk me about music it's just i simply i just don't have an

25:18 it's just i simply i just don't have an

25:18 it's just i simply i just don't have an interest in doing it right now i i know

25:20 interest in doing it right now i i know

25:20 interest in doing it right now i i know that sounds weird to some people like

25:21 that sounds weird to some people like

25:21 that sounds weird to some people like what

25:21 what

25:22 what but you did it for 15 years yeah exactly

25:24 but you did it for 15 years yeah exactly

25:24 but you did it for 15 years yeah exactly i did it for 15 years and

25:25 i did it for 15 years and

25:25 i did it for 15 years and i just i'm my head is full of so many

25:27 i just i'm my head is full of so many

25:27 i just i'm my head is full of so many other projects and things

25:28 other projects and things

25:28 other projects and things that i would like to do so if there's

25:29 that i would like to do so if there's

25:30 that i would like to do so if there's ever any new music i will let you know

25:31 ever any new music i will let you know

25:31 ever any new music i will let you know but i just wanted

25:32 but i just wanted

25:32 but i just wanted to uh put that out there because that's

25:35 to uh put that out there because that's

25:35 to uh put that out there because that's been a lot of confusion over the last

25:37 been a lot of confusion over the last

25:37 been a lot of confusion over the last couple of days i thought cool you know

25:38 couple of days i thought cool you know

25:38 couple of days i thought cool you know the unfinished business i tried very

25:39 the unfinished business i tried very

25:39 the unfinished business i tried very carefully to explain like hey it's eight

25:40 carefully to explain like hey it's eight

25:40 carefully to explain like hey it's eight years old but it's finally out and

25:42 years old but it's finally out and

25:42 years old but it's finally out and when it's out in the universe the last

25:44 when it's out in the universe the last

25:44 when it's out in the universe the last piece of unfinished business with the

25:45 piece of unfinished business with the

25:45 piece of unfinished business with the last song with the final

25:46 last song with the final

25:46 last song with the final farewell line if you listen to it you'll

25:48 farewell line if you listen to it you'll

25:48 farewell line if you listen to it you'll know what i'm saying

25:49 know what i'm saying

25:49 know what i'm saying and uh whoo finally done with that right

25:52 and uh whoo finally done with that right

25:52 and uh whoo finally done with that right door closed

25:53 door closed

25:53 door closed chapter ended as a matter of fact the

25:54 chapter ended as a matter of fact the

25:54 chapter ended as a matter of fact the apartment we recorded this in called the

25:56 apartment we recorded this in called the

25:56 apartment we recorded this in called the nest

25:57 nest

25:57 nest um or that we recorded some of it anyway

26:00 um or that we recorded some of it anyway

26:00 um or that we recorded some of it anyway uh was this place where ben and jordan

26:02 uh was this place where ben and jordan

26:02 uh was this place where ben and jordan lived together forever they made records

26:04 lived together forever they made records

26:04 lived together forever they made records and we

26:04 and we

26:04 and we would hang out there and all kinds of

26:05 would hang out there and all kinds of

26:05 would hang out there and all kinds of weird drifters coming in and out and

26:07 weird drifters coming in and out and

26:07 weird drifters coming in and out and crazy stuff going on

26:08 crazy stuff going on

26:08 crazy stuff going on they just the last guy that lived there

26:10 they just the last guy that lived there

26:10 they just the last guy that lived there just moved out this year

26:12 just moved out this year

26:12 just moved out this year and so it's like the finale the final

26:14 and so it's like the finale the final

26:14 and so it's like the finale the final record to come out of that place it's

26:15 record to come out of that place it's

26:16 record to come out of that place it's like a nice

26:16 like a nice

26:16 like a nice chapter closing for everybody and so i

26:19 chapter closing for everybody and so i

26:19 chapter closing for everybody and so i just wanted to clear it up and explain

26:21 just wanted to clear it up and explain

26:21 just wanted to clear it up and explain exactly what it was because people like

26:22 exactly what it was because people like

26:22 exactly what it was because people like this mean you're playing the show guys

26:24 this mean you're playing the show guys

26:24 this mean you're playing the show guys it's 2020. i don't think anybody's

26:25 it's 2020. i don't think anybody's

26:26 it's 2020. i don't think anybody's playing shows

26:27 playing shows

26:27 playing shows right but speaking of shows i was going

26:28 right but speaking of shows i was going

26:28 right but speaking of shows i was going to say on the back of this record here

26:31 to say on the back of this record here

26:31 to say on the back of this record here these are photos by a gal named jen

26:33 these are photos by a gal named jen

26:33 these are photos by a gal named jen rightly

26:34 rightly

26:34 rightly who came to our final orange county show

26:37 who came to our final orange county show

26:37 who came to our final orange county show anyway not technically our last show but

26:38 anyway not technically our last show but

26:38 anyway not technically our last show but we call this

26:39 we call this

26:39 we call this this is officially the last show um that

26:42 this is officially the last show um that

26:42 this is officially the last show um that we ever played and it was one of those

26:43 we ever played and it was one of those

26:43 we ever played and it was one of those weird moments where i was standing on

26:44 weird moments where i was standing on

26:44 weird moments where i was standing on stage and

26:46 stage and

26:46 stage and i've written about this a lot which

26:47 i've written about this a lot which

26:47 i've written about this a lot which someday hopefully you guys will see that

26:49 someday hopefully you guys will see that

26:49 someday hopefully you guys will see that um but i just felt like what am i doing

26:52 um but i just felt like what am i doing

26:52 um but i just felt like what am i doing here you know what am i doing up here so

26:54 here you know what am i doing up here so

26:54 here you know what am i doing up here so that was it that was the very very

26:57 that was it that was the very very

26:57 that was it that was the very very last show ever now if you'll notice

27:03 right here people have been asking me

27:03 right here people have been asking me about this too my drummer ben 9000

27:05 about this too my drummer ben 9000

27:06 about this too my drummer ben 9000 is wearing a shirt with a

27:09 is wearing a shirt with a

27:09 is wearing a shirt with a pentagram on it oh are they in the

27:11 pentagram on it oh are they in the

27:11 pentagram on it oh are they in the illuminati

27:12 illuminati

27:12 illuminati maybe i'm not but you never know with

27:15 maybe i'm not but you never know with

27:15 maybe i'm not but you never know with these guys right

27:16 these guys right

27:16 these guys right no that's actually a 45 grave shirt

27:18 no that's actually a 45 grave shirt

27:18 no that's actually a 45 grave shirt that's a band but uh

27:20 that's a band but uh

27:20 that's a band but uh it was funny because he walks in wearing

27:22 it was funny because he walks in wearing

27:22 it was funny because he walks in wearing this

27:23 this right it's a punk show all these punk

27:25 right it's a punk show all these punk

27:25 right it's a punk show all these punk rock bands we're so punk

27:26 rock bands we're so punk

27:26 rock bands we're so punk and they're all looking at him like is

27:28 and they're all looking at him like is

27:28 and they're all looking at him like is he wearing like a metal shirt or

27:29 he wearing like a metal shirt or

27:29 he wearing like a metal shirt or something what's up with the pentagram

27:31 something what's up with the pentagram

27:31 something what's up with the pentagram and then he turns around and he has a my

27:34 and then he turns around and he has a my

27:34 and then he turns around and he has a my little pony

27:35 little pony

27:35 little pony backpack on that was ben dude ben that

27:38 backpack on that was ben dude ben that

27:38 backpack on that was ben dude ben that was us

27:39 was us

27:39 was us actually really but ben personified it

27:41 actually really but ben personified it

27:41 actually really but ben personified it in one person this whole thing of like

27:44 in one person this whole thing of like

27:44 in one person this whole thing of like whoa crazy and then uh-huh my little

27:47 whoa crazy and then uh-huh my little

27:47 whoa crazy and then uh-huh my little pony and you

27:48 pony and you

27:48 pony and you should have seen these guys confused

27:50 should have seen these guys confused

27:50 should have seen these guys confused like we're so punk we're so proud of

27:51 like we're so punk we're so proud of

27:52 like we're so punk we're so proud of being so

27:52 being so

27:52 being so punk and then our drummer has got a my

27:56 punk and then our drummer has got a my

27:56 punk and then our drummer has got a my little pony backpack on and just how

27:58 little pony backpack on and just how

27:58 little pony backpack on and just how deflated they were but that's the thing

28:00 deflated they were but that's the thing

28:00 deflated they were but that's the thing you know we were always interested in

28:01 you know we were always interested in

28:01 you know we were always interested in weird funny stuff and doing different

28:03 weird funny stuff and doing different

28:03 weird funny stuff and doing different things and like hey that's cool you're a

28:04 things and like hey that's cool you're a

28:04 things and like hey that's cool you're a brony or like

28:05 brony or like

28:06 brony or like just whatever you want to do and uh we

28:08 just whatever you want to do and uh we

28:08 just whatever you want to do and uh we just felt a little

28:09 just felt a little

28:09 just felt a little little at least i did a little stifled a

28:11 little at least i did a little stifled a

28:11 little at least i did a little stifled a little like i just been repeating myself

28:13 little like i just been repeating myself

28:13 little like i just been repeating myself over and over and just stuck in a

28:16 over and over and just stuck in a

28:16 over and over and just stuck in a a weird thing where maybe because of the

28:18 a weird thing where maybe because of the

28:18 a weird thing where maybe because of the labels we were on maybe because some of

28:19 labels we were on maybe because some of

28:19 labels we were on maybe because some of the bands i toured with i don't know

28:21 the bands i toured with i don't know

28:21 the bands i toured with i don't know but where people always thought we were

28:24 but where people always thought we were

28:24 but where people always thought we were a different type of band

28:26 a different type of band

28:26 a different type of band than we were or were always expecting us

28:29 than we were or were always expecting us

28:29 than we were or were always expecting us to be

28:30 to be

28:30 to be some serious angry weird thing that we

28:33 some serious angry weird thing that we

28:33 some serious angry weird thing that we weren't

28:34 weren't

28:34 weren't you know there's kind of the destroy

28:36 you know there's kind of the destroy

28:36 you know there's kind of the destroy punks in the world destroy everything

28:37 punks in the world destroy everything

28:37 punks in the world destroy everything anarchy ruin everything and there's like

28:39 anarchy ruin everything and there's like

28:39 anarchy ruin everything and there's like the creative

28:40 the creative

28:40 the creative cyberpunk like the diy do it yourself no

28:43 cyberpunk like the diy do it yourself no

28:43 cyberpunk like the diy do it yourself no one will put out your record

28:44 one will put out your record

28:44 one will put out your record do what i just did put it out yourself

28:46 do what i just did put it out yourself

28:46 do what i just did put it out yourself make your own fan magazine make your own

28:48 make your own fan magazine make your own

28:48 make your own fan magazine make your own shows and

28:49 shows and

28:49 shows and that was the appealing side of punk rock

28:51 that was the appealing side of punk rock

28:51 that was the appealing side of punk rock to me was the taking control of your own

28:53 to me was the taking control of your own

28:53 to me was the taking control of your own destiny

28:54 destiny

28:54 destiny making creative things putting it out in

28:55 making creative things putting it out in

28:55 making creative things putting it out in the universe now of course we have the

28:56 the universe now of course we have the

28:56 the universe now of course we have the internet

28:57 internet

28:57 internet and everybody's a punk rocker in that

28:59 and everybody's a punk rocker in that

28:59 and everybody's a punk rocker in that sense right so so things have definitely

29:00 sense right so so things have definitely

29:00 sense right so so things have definitely changed in the world but at that time it

29:02 changed in the world but at that time it

29:02 changed in the world but at that time it felt very like

29:04 felt very like

29:04 felt very like you have to look like this sound like

29:05 you have to look like this sound like

29:05 you have to look like this sound like this be like this at least that's how i

29:07 this be like this at least that's how i

29:07 this be like this at least that's how i felt

29:08 felt

29:08 felt people perceived this band and so we

29:10 people perceived this band and so we

29:10 people perceived this band and so we never really fit anywhere

29:12 never really fit anywhere

29:12 never really fit anywhere didn't really work the way we ever

29:13 didn't really work the way we ever

29:13 didn't really work the way we ever thought it would work there were moments

29:14 thought it would work there were moments

29:14 thought it would work there were moments where it worked brilliantly

29:16 where it worked brilliantly

29:16 where it worked brilliantly and other moments where it just felt

29:17 and other moments where it just felt

29:17 and other moments where it just felt like it was going to collapse in on

29:19 like it was going to collapse in on

29:19 like it was going to collapse in on itself like a dining star anyway i

29:20 itself like a dining star anyway i

29:20 itself like a dining star anyway i ranted about this for way too long but i

29:22 ranted about this for way too long but i

29:22 ranted about this for way too long but i wanted to show this off because i i

29:23 wanted to show this off because i i

29:23 wanted to show this off because i i think it's cool

29:24 think it's cool

29:24 think it's cool it's definitely good i like these songs

29:27 it's definitely good i like these songs

29:27 it's definitely good i like these songs i

29:28 i

29:28 i really like these guys i liked this band

29:31 really like these guys i liked this band

29:32 really like these guys i liked this band um and i like this record i think it's

29:35 um and i like this record i think it's

29:35 um and i like this record i think it's pretty cool

29:36 pretty cool

29:36 pretty cool and it feels nice like i finally went to

29:39 and it feels nice like i finally went to

29:39 and it feels nice like i finally went to prom

29:40 prom

29:40 prom actually i never did go to my senior

29:41 actually i never did go to my senior

29:41 actually i never did go to my senior prom so that's probably the next thing

29:44 prom so that's probably the next thing

29:44 prom so that's probably the next thing i've got to do

29:45 i've got to do

29:45 i've got to do maybe i should finish writing that 80s

29:46 maybe i should finish writing that 80s

29:46 maybe i should finish writing that 80s album and we'll have a random land prom

29:48 album and we'll have a random land prom

29:48 album and we'll have a random land prom right randomly and 80s prom that'll be

29:50 right randomly and 80s prom that'll be

29:50 right randomly and 80s prom that'll be great not that my prom would have been

29:51 great not that my prom would have been

29:52 great not that my prom would have been in the 80s but 80s problems are cooler

29:53 in the 80s but 80s problems are cooler

29:53 in the 80s but 80s problems are cooler than the 2001 prom that i would've had

29:55 than the 2001 prom that i would've had

29:55 than the 2001 prom that i would've had or 2000

29:56 or 2000

29:56 or 2000 prom whatever it would have been i don't

29:58 prom whatever it would have been i don't

29:58 prom whatever it would have been i don't know it was on the radio then but it

29:59 know it was on the radio then but it

29:59 know it was on the radio then but it wasn't as cool as what was on the radio

30:01 wasn't as cool as what was on the radio

30:01 wasn't as cool as what was on the radio in the 80s

30:02 in the 80s

30:02 in the 80s probably just putting that out there so

30:05 probably just putting that out there so

30:05 probably just putting that out there so this is out in the universe there

30:06 this is out in the universe there

30:06 this is out in the universe there are only uh there's maybe a hundred

30:10 are only uh there's maybe a hundred

30:10 are only uh there's maybe a hundred copies left

30:11 copies left

30:11 copies left somewhere in that neighborhood and then

30:13 somewhere in that neighborhood and then

30:13 somewhere in that neighborhood and then that's it they're gone and done

30:14 that's it they're gone and done

30:14 that's it they're gone and done someday i think uh who knows how long

30:17 someday i think uh who knows how long

30:17 someday i think uh who knows how long but the

30:18 but the

30:18 but the digital version will exist so eventually

30:20 digital version will exist so eventually

30:20 digital version will exist so eventually if you don't do vinyl you're not into

30:21 if you don't do vinyl you're not into

30:21 if you don't do vinyl you're not into vinyl you don't understand

30:22 vinyl you don't understand

30:22 vinyl you don't understand you don't want it you don't like blue

30:24 you don't want it you don't like blue

30:24 you don't want it you don't like blue whatever it may be um the song should be

30:27 whatever it may be um the song should be

30:27 whatever it may be um the song should be on itunes at some point and the digital

30:29 on itunes at some point and the digital

30:29 on itunes at some point and the digital version maybe we'll have a different

30:30 version maybe we'll have a different

30:30 version maybe we'll have a different color on the cover or something who

30:31 color on the cover or something who

30:31 color on the cover or something who knows

30:32 knows

30:32 knows um but for the moment it's just on this

30:35 um but for the moment it's just on this

30:35 um but for the moment it's just on this seven inch which is how it was always

30:37 seven inch which is how it was always

30:37 seven inch which is how it was always meant to come out

30:39 meant to come out

30:39 meant to come out and it just feels good to finally have

30:40 and it just feels good to finally have

30:40 and it just feels good to finally have completed

30:42 completed

30:42 completed that thing so we're now in lockdowns

30:45 that thing so we're now in lockdowns

30:45 that thing so we're now in lockdowns we're now stuck at home

30:46 we're now stuck at home

30:46 we're now stuck at home hear how weird and echoey and bad it

30:48 hear how weird and echoey and bad it

30:48 hear how weird and echoey and bad it sounds in here and i apologize for this

30:50 sounds in here and i apologize for this

30:50 sounds in here and i apologize for this video i didn't have time to build a

30:51 video i didn't have time to build a

30:51 video i didn't have time to build a scale to paint it i'm not used to

30:52 scale to paint it i'm not used to

30:52 scale to paint it i'm not used to sitting down sort of unedited talking

30:54 sitting down sort of unedited talking

30:54 sitting down sort of unedited talking away

30:55 away

30:55 away about this stuff and i i don't know for

30:57 about this stuff and i i don't know for

30:57 about this stuff and i i don't know for whatever reason i feel like

30:59 whatever reason i feel like

30:59 whatever reason i feel like i get touchy about talking about music i

31:01 i get touchy about talking about music i

31:02 i get touchy about talking about music i don't want to ever talk about it

31:03 don't want to ever talk about it

31:03 don't want to ever talk about it because i feel like people are always

31:05 because i feel like people are always

31:05 because i feel like people are always like come on man would you quit and i i

31:07 like come on man would you quit and i i

31:07 like come on man would you quit and i i don't like that i just feel like having

31:08 don't like that i just feel like having

31:08 don't like that i just feel like having to

31:09 to

31:09 to defend myself all the time about it

31:11 defend myself all the time about it

31:11 defend myself all the time about it because a lot of my musician friends

31:12 because a lot of my musician friends

31:12 because a lot of my musician friends were some for some reason offended that

31:14 were some for some reason offended that

31:14 were some for some reason offended that i didn't want to do this anymore

31:15 i didn't want to do this anymore

31:15 i didn't want to do this anymore and so i don't know why i just get this

31:17 and so i don't know why i just get this

31:17 and so i don't know why i just get this weird anxious thing so i appreciate you

31:18 weird anxious thing so i appreciate you

31:18 weird anxious thing so i appreciate you listening to me

31:19 listening to me

31:19 listening to me talk about it a little bit open up about

31:21 talk about it a little bit open up about

31:21 talk about it a little bit open up about a little chapter

31:23 a little chapter

31:23 a little chapter of the life and it's pretty cool so if

31:25 of the life and it's pretty cool so if

31:25 of the life and it's pretty cool so if you do like vinyl

31:26 you do like vinyl

31:26 you do like vinyl there you go i can't sign them because

31:28 there you go i can't sign them because

31:28 there you go i can't sign them because you can't pull this thing out on most of

31:30 you can't pull this thing out on most of

31:30 you can't pull this thing out on most of them

31:31 them

31:31 them it's so tight that even without the

31:33 it's so tight that even without the

31:33 it's so tight that even without the record in there it is really hard to

31:35 record in there it is really hard to

31:35 record in there it is really hard to pull out it would take so long

31:36 pull out it would take so long

31:36 pull out it would take so long so everybody that did buy one i put a

31:38 so everybody that did buy one i put a

31:38 so everybody that did buy one i put a little signed card in

31:40 little signed card in

31:40 little signed card in into the package so i did sign them but

31:43 into the package so i did sign them but

31:43 into the package so i did sign them but i didn't sign on them

31:44 i didn't sign on them

31:44 i didn't sign on them because they're stuck in here but if

31:46 because they're stuck in here but if

31:46 because they're stuck in here but if anybody wants to pull it out

31:48 anybody wants to pull it out

31:48 anybody wants to pull it out send it in a self-addressed stamped

31:50 send it in a self-addressed stamped

31:50 send it in a self-addressed stamped envelope if you know what that is an

31:51 envelope if you know what that is an

31:51 envelope if you know what that is an s-a-s-e look it up

31:53 s-a-s-e look it up

31:53 s-a-s-e look it up uh i will gladly sign it and send it

31:55 uh i will gladly sign it and send it

31:55 uh i will gladly sign it and send it back to you so um there's that that was

31:57 back to you so um there's that that was

31:57 back to you so um there's that that was the other thing everybody kept asking me

31:58 the other thing everybody kept asking me

31:58 the other thing everybody kept asking me but there you go the final record

32:00 but there you go the final record

32:00 but there you go the final record discard maybe one day i'll put together

32:02 discard maybe one day i'll put together

32:02 discard maybe one day i'll put together a little video a little more documentary

32:03 a little video a little more documentary

32:03 a little video a little more documentary style more pictures and more

32:04 style more pictures and more

32:04 style more pictures and more stuff in it and tell you about this band

32:08 stuff in it and tell you about this band

32:08 stuff in it and tell you about this band or maybe i won't because it's over and

32:11 or maybe i won't because it's over and

32:11 or maybe i won't because it's over and uh

32:12 uh

32:12 uh yeah and so is this video thank you guys

32:15 yeah and so is this video thank you guys

32:15 yeah and so is this video thank you guys very much for watching hanging out like

32:16 very much for watching hanging out like

32:16 very much for watching hanging out like i said

32:16 i said

32:16 i said lockdowns are supposed to be in effect

32:19 lockdowns are supposed to be in effect

32:19 lockdowns are supposed to be in effect right now i'm trying to stick with it

32:20 right now i'm trying to stick with it

32:20 right now i'm trying to stick with it folks

32:21 folks

32:21 folks i got a rebellious punk rock part of me

32:23 i got a rebellious punk rock part of me

32:23 i got a rebellious punk rock part of me that's like what you can't tell me how

32:25 that's like what you can't tell me how

32:25 that's like what you can't tell me how to live and where to go but

32:27 to live and where to go but

32:27 to live and where to go but i cancelled my plans too and i'm inside

32:29 i cancelled my plans too and i'm inside

32:29 i cancelled my plans too and i'm inside too and we're trying to

32:30 too and we're trying to

32:30 too and we're trying to limit our contact and do all that stuff

32:32 limit our contact and do all that stuff

32:32 limit our contact and do all that stuff and really try to

32:34 and really try to

32:34 and really try to buckle down try and get some of the

32:35 buckle down try and get some of the

32:35 buckle down try and get some of the stuff finished in the house that's where

32:36 stuff finished in the house that's where

32:36 stuff finished in the house that's where i was going with the whole echoey thing

32:37 i was going with the whole echoey thing

32:38 i was going with the whole echoey thing as you'll notice it's very unfinished

32:39 as you'll notice it's very unfinished

32:39 as you'll notice it's very unfinished while i have some

32:40 while i have some

32:40 while i have some non-echoey take away the echo i don't

32:42 non-echoey take away the echo i don't

32:42 non-echoey take away the echo i don't know where they went some tiles to put

32:43 know where they went some tiles to put

32:43 know where they went some tiles to put up and some things

32:45 up and some things

32:45 up and some things so we're still working on it all and uh

32:47 so we're still working on it all and uh

32:47 so we're still working on it all and uh i guess i'll be back with something else

32:48 i guess i'll be back with something else

32:48 i guess i'll be back with something else weird from the house

32:50 weird from the house

32:50 weird from the house while we're in this refinement

32:52 while we're in this refinement

32:52 while we're in this refinement confinement confinement

32:54 confinement confinement

32:54 confinement confinement i am clearly tired now too much

32:56 i am clearly tired now too much

32:56 i am clearly tired now too much gardening

32:57 gardening

32:57 gardening it's time for me to go home and sleep

33:00 it's time for me to go home and sleep

33:00 it's time for me to go home and sleep wow so

33:00 wow so

33:00 wow so again thank you all for watching

33:02 again thank you all for watching

33:02 again thank you all for watching listening store.randomland.com if

33:04 listening store.randomland.com if

33:04 listening store.randomland.com if there's any of these bad boys left

33:06 there's any of these bad boys left

33:06 there's any of these bad boys left or the new shirts or soon the new 3d

33:09 or the new shirts or soon the new 3d

33:09 or the new shirts or soon the new 3d embroidered hats

33:10 embroidered hats

33:10 embroidered hats which are pretty sweet or they were

33:11 which are pretty sweet or they were

33:11 which are pretty sweet or they were until i dumped dirt all

33:15 until i dumped dirt all

33:15 until i dumped dirt all over myself thank you guys for watching

33:17 over myself thank you guys for watching

33:17 over myself thank you guys for watching it's weird times for everybody so it's

33:18 it's weird times for everybody so it's

33:18 it's weird times for everybody so it's weird times in random land too

33:21 weird times in random land too

33:21 weird times in random land too and really weird blast from the pastimes

33:23 and really weird blast from the pastimes

33:23 and really weird blast from the pastimes for me i feel like i went 88 miles

33:25 for me i feel like i went 88 miles

33:25 for me i feel like i went 88 miles per hour went into the past and now i've

33:27 per hour went into the past and now i've

33:27 per hour went into the past and now i've got to get back

33:28 got to get back

33:28 got to get back to the future so that's it that's all i

33:31 to the future so that's it that's all i

33:31 to the future so that's it that's all i have to say

33:32 have to say

33:32 have to say thank you very much again and i'll see

33:34 thank you very much again and i'll see

33:34 thank you very much again and i'll see you guys later

33:38 you guys later

33:38 you guys later [Music]

34:10 [Music] good thing my brother is a go-kart

34:12 good thing my brother is a go-kart

34:12 good thing my brother is a go-kart champion he won this

34:14 champion he won this

34:14 champion he won this go-kart race a pack of lawn tools and

34:18 go-kart race a pack of lawn tools and

34:18 go-kart race a pack of lawn tools and i'm reaping all the benefits you got the

34:20 i'm reaping all the benefits you got the

34:20 i'm reaping all the benefits you got the blues

34:21 blues

34:21 blues and then you got blue so you can choose

34:25 and then you got blue so you can choose

34:25 and then you got blue so you can choose right orchid bowls or get both he is a

34:28 right orchid bowls or get both he is a

34:28 right orchid bowls or get both he is a legend after all

34:30 legend after all

34:30 legend after all gotta love him don't need these stickers

34:32 gotta love him don't need these stickers

34:32 gotta love him don't need these stickers on here

34:35 on here

34:35 on here do it the smart way bro

34:40 it's hard to do things the smart way

34:40 it's hard to do things the smart way when you're a dum dum

34:48 this is a pain

34:48 this is a pain i soiled myself

I made a record!? Some personal history... & some dirt

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