Errands & Antique Store Adventures | Unexpected Life Lessons in Randomland

0:01 so last time I was able to upload a

0:01 so last time I was able to upload a video was before Halloween when I was

0:03 video was before Halloween when I was

0:03 video was before Halloween when I was making these giant Halloween decorations

0:06 making these giant Halloween decorations

0:06 making these giant Halloween decorations for a party we had at the house as you

0:08 for a party we had at the house as you

0:08 for a party we had at the house as you can see there's still aftermath sort of

0:10 can see there's still aftermath sort of

0:10 can see there's still aftermath sort of half packed up from that party and

0:13 half packed up from that party and

0:13 half packed up from that party and that's because that night I got so so

0:15 that's because that night I got so so

0:16 that's because that night I got so so sick like the worst cold ever it went

0:18 sick like the worst cold ever it went

0:18 sick like the worst cold ever it went away and then I went out and then I got

0:20 away and then I went out and then I got

0:20 away and then I went out and then I got the cold back like twice as hard then it

0:22 the cold back like twice as hard then it

0:22 the cold back like twice as hard then it kind of went away like four five more

0:24 kind of went away like four five more

0:24 kind of went away like four five more days later and then it came back after I

0:26 days later and then it came back after I

0:26 days later and then it came back after I went out one more time now that doesn't

0:28 went out one more time now that doesn't

0:28 went out one more time now that doesn't sound like a big deal but for somebody

0:29 sound like a big deal but for somebody

0:29 sound like a big deal but for somebody like me that lives absolutely hand to

0:31 like me that lives absolutely hand to

0:31 like me that lives absolutely hand to mouth paycheck to paycheck type of thing

0:33 mouth paycheck to paycheck type of thing

0:33 mouth paycheck to paycheck type of thing being down for more than a week oh that

0:35 being down for more than a week oh that

0:35 being down for more than a week oh that makes a huge difference to somebody like

0:37 makes a huge difference to somebody like

0:37 makes a huge difference to somebody like me now I'm behind in everything I'm

0:39 me now I'm behind in everything I'm

0:39 me now I'm behind in everything I'm behind in wood carvings I'm behind in

0:41 behind in wood carvings I'm behind in

0:41 behind in wood carvings I'm behind in filming videos I'm behind in everything

0:43 filming videos I'm behind in everything

0:43 filming videos I'm behind in everything cuz I couldn't breathe half of the time

0:45 cuz I couldn't breathe half of the time

0:45 cuz I couldn't breathe half of the time I think I'm okay now I have like some

0:46 I think I'm okay now I have like some

0:46 I think I'm okay now I have like some kind of toxic positivity where whenever

0:48 kind of toxic positivity where whenever

0:48 kind of toxic positivity where whenever I'm sick I think I'll be fine well

0:50 I'm sick I think I'll be fine well

0:50 I'm sick I think I'll be fine well Halloween is over and you know what that

0:52 Halloween is over and you know what that

0:52 Halloween is over and you know what that means it means Merry Christmas already

0:54 means it means Merry Christmas already

0:54 means it means Merry Christmas already everybody it's a sometimes Vlog it's a

0:57 everybody it's a sometimes Vlog it's a

0:57 everybody it's a sometimes Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes and

0:59 vlog that happens sometimes and

0:59 vlog that happens sometimes and sometimes s it doesn't happen close

1:01 sometimes s it doesn't happen close

1:01 sometimes s it doesn't happen close enough together look at this mess look

1:02 enough together look at this mess look

1:02 enough together look at this mess look at this disaster last time I saw you was

1:04 at this disaster last time I saw you was

1:04 at this disaster last time I saw you was when I was having a Halloween party back

1:06 when I was having a Halloween party back

1:06 when I was having a Halloween party back here everyone was having a fun time I

1:08 here everyone was having a fun time I

1:08 here everyone was having a fun time I caught a horrible cold that night which

1:10 caught a horrible cold that night which

1:10 caught a horrible cold that night which has gone away and come back three times

1:12 has gone away and come back three times

1:12 has gone away and come back three times every time I thought it was over I'd go

1:13 every time I thought it was over I'd go

1:13 every time I thought it was over I'd go out and then I'd just spend one day

1:15 out and then I'd just spend one day

1:15 out and then I'd just spend one day doing normal things and I come back in

1:16 doing normal things and I come back in

1:16 doing normal things and I come back in the next day be horribly sick again

1:18 the next day be horribly sick again

1:18 the next day be horribly sick again three times in a row and know it wasn't

1:20 three times in a row and know it wasn't

1:20 three times in a row and know it wasn't the big sickness they have tests for

1:21 the big sickness they have tests for

1:21 the big sickness they have tests for that just some random weird cold and

1:23 that just some random weird cold and

1:23 that just some random weird cold and then I remind myself whenever I'm

1:25 then I remind myself whenever I'm

1:25 then I remind myself whenever I'm mystified like why me like oh yeah I've

1:27 mystified like why me like oh yeah I've

1:27 mystified like why me like oh yeah I've got an autoimmune disease and some other

1:29 got an autoimmune disease and some other

1:29 got an autoimmune disease and some other disorders as well got chronic health

1:31 disorders as well got chronic health

1:31 disorders as well got chronic health issues that's a fun one sometimes they

1:32 issues that's a fun one sometimes they

1:32 issues that's a fun one sometimes they don't affect me for so long that I

1:34 don't affect me for so long that I

1:34 don't affect me for so long that I honestly forget like in my head and then

1:36 honestly forget like in my head and then

1:36 honestly forget like in my head and then when I get sick over and over like what

1:37 when I get sick over and over like what

1:37 when I get sick over and over like what is going on oh yeah du I'm defective

1:39 is going on oh yeah du I'm defective

1:39 is going on oh yeah du I'm defective anyway that has put me behind with

1:41 anyway that has put me behind with

1:41 anyway that has put me behind with everything with filming videos with

1:43 everything with filming videos with

1:43 everything with filming videos with riding my bikes with making Tey mask and

1:46 riding my bikes with making Tey mask and

1:46 riding my bikes with making Tey mask and doing all the wood carving projects that

1:48 doing all the wood carving projects that

1:48 doing all the wood carving projects that I've been supposed to do I've even been

1:49 I've been supposed to do I've even been

1:49 I've been supposed to do I've even been working on a secret project in a

1:51 working on a secret project in a

1:51 working on a secret project in a recording studio and had to cancel

1:52 recording studio and had to cancel

1:52 recording studio and had to cancel sessions for that so it's been

1:53 sessions for that so it's been

1:53 sessions for that so it's been absolutely no fun and the biggest thing

1:55 absolutely no fun and the biggest thing

1:55 absolutely no fun and the biggest thing is I almost have like a toxic positivity

1:57 is I almost have like a toxic positivity

1:57 is I almost have like a toxic positivity when it comes to being sick like I

2:00 when it comes to being sick like I

2:00 when it comes to being sick like I always think oh yeah I'll be fine in a

2:01 always think oh yeah I'll be fine in a

2:01 always think oh yeah I'll be fine in a day or two I never rest properly so I've

2:03 day or two I never rest properly so I've

2:03 day or two I never rest properly so I've tried my best to actually give myself a

2:06 tried my best to actually give myself a

2:06 tried my best to actually give myself a rest except for cases of

2:07 rest except for cases of

2:07 rest except for cases of hospitalizations and surgery it's never

2:09 hospitalizations and surgery it's never

2:09 hospitalizations and surgery it's never been this long like it was never that

2:11 been this long like it was never that

2:11 been this long like it was never that long of a streak with no video weird

2:14 long of a streak with no video weird

2:14 long of a streak with no video weird weird and I hated it which is why I'm

2:18 weird and I hated it which is why I'm

2:18 weird and I hated it which is why I'm inviting you along for a little

2:19 inviting you along for a little

2:19 inviting you along for a little sometimes Vlog action now even though

2:21 sometimes Vlog action now even though

2:21 sometimes Vlog action now even though absolutely nothing is going to happen

2:23 absolutely nothing is going to happen

2:23 absolutely nothing is going to happen we're just hanging out right now as I'm

2:24 we're just hanging out right now as I'm

2:25 we're just hanging out right now as I'm looking at here at some wood I need to

2:27 looking at here at some wood I need to

2:27 looking at here at some wood I need to select some of this wood for a project

2:29 select some of this wood for a project

2:29 select some of this wood for a project there was a big carving idea that I

2:31 there was a big carving idea that I

2:31 there was a big carving idea that I wanted to do for a friend last year I

2:33 wanted to do for a friend last year I

2:33 wanted to do for a friend last year I did a miniature version and I thought

2:35 did a miniature version and I thought

2:35 did a miniature version and I thought over the summer I was going to be doing

2:36 over the summer I was going to be doing

2:36 over the summer I was going to be doing a huge version and I never got to it now

2:38 a huge version and I never got to it now

2:38 a huge version and I never got to it now it's already fall and going to be winter

2:40 it's already fall and going to be winter

2:40 it's already fall and going to be winter I got to get started on that project got

2:42 I got to get started on that project got

2:42 I got to get started on that project got to get some started on some more tiki

2:44 to get some started on some more tiki

2:44 to get some started on some more tiki masks and things but to turn one of

2:46 masks and things but to turn one of

2:46 masks and things but to turn one of these slabs of old ancient Oceanic Arts

2:49 these slabs of old ancient Oceanic Arts

2:49 these slabs of old ancient Oceanic Arts wood into uh you know the blank for

2:52 wood into uh you know the blank for

2:52 wood into uh you know the blank for carving out what I'm planning on doing I

2:54 carving out what I'm planning on doing I

2:54 carving out what I'm planning on doing I got to get one of these things over to

2:55 got to get one of these things over to

2:55 got to get one of these things over to my dad's house so he can or aka the

2:58 my dad's house so he can or aka the

2:58 my dad's house so he can or aka the lumber mill so he can cut it up and we

2:59 lumber mill so he can cut it up and we

3:00 lumber mill so he can cut it up and we can glue it together and then it's ready

3:01 can glue it together and then it's ready

3:01 can glue it together and then it's ready for the carving but I just realized none

3:03 for the carving but I just realized none

3:03 for the carving but I just realized none of that is going to matter if I can't

3:04 of that is going to matter if I can't

3:04 of that is going to matter if I can't get the van started since the van is the

3:06 get the van started since the van is the

3:06 get the van started since the van is the only vehicle big enough to hold the wood

3:09 only vehicle big enough to hold the wood

3:09 only vehicle big enough to hold the wood so let's find out generally speaking the

3:11 so let's find out generally speaking the

3:11 so let's find out generally speaking the van L does not always like me oh by the

3:14 van L does not always like me oh by the

3:14 van L does not always like me oh by the way I also had a back injury too so

3:15 way I also had a back injury too so

3:15 way I also had a back injury too so that's super fun so trying to move heavy

3:18 that's super fun so trying to move heavy

3:18 that's super fun so trying to move heavy wood and stuff I better be careful

3:19 wood and stuff I better be careful

3:19 wood and stuff I better be careful actually before I'm down for longer oh

3:28 oh it's started it's working the main

3:28 oh it's started it's working the main issue with this thing is it needs to be

3:29 issue with this thing is it needs to be

3:29 issue with this thing is it needs to be rewired like the front of it has

3:31 rewired like the front of it has

3:31 rewired like the front of it has electrical problems but no shop will

3:33 electrical problems but no shop will

3:33 electrical problems but no shop will touch it cuz it is an old conversion van

3:35 touch it cuz it is an old conversion van

3:35 touch it cuz it is an old conversion van right has all the conversion van stuff

3:37 right has all the conversion van stuff

3:37 right has all the conversion van stuff in it so it's just been piled high like

3:40 in it so it's just been piled high like

3:40 in it so it's just been piled high like as a storage with just just stuff just

3:43 as a storage with just just stuff just

3:43 as a storage with just just stuff just stuff ever since doing exoticon and some

3:45 stuff ever since doing exoticon and some

3:45 stuff ever since doing exoticon and some Tiki Market places it's just basically

3:47 Tiki Market places it's just basically

3:47 Tiki Market places it's just basically been like a a storage shed here in the

3:49 been like a a storage shed here in the

3:49 been like a a storage shed here in the driveway and it is

3:51 driveway and it is

3:51 driveway and it is just yeah basically as you can see my

3:54 just yeah basically as you can see my

3:54 just yeah basically as you can see my whole life is kind of a mess right now

3:55 whole life is kind of a mess right now

3:55 whole life is kind of a mess right now but that's okay the Silver Lining and we

3:57 but that's okay the Silver Lining and we

3:57 but that's okay the Silver Lining and we don't do sex politics or religion on

3:59 don't do sex politics or religion on

3:59 don't do sex politics or religion on this show but the Silver Lining is I

4:01 this show but the Silver Lining is I

4:01 this show but the Silver Lining is I didn't have to deal with any of

4:02 didn't have to deal with any of

4:02 didn't have to deal with any of everybody else doing that in the country

4:04 everybody else doing that in the country

4:04 everybody else doing that in the country and worrying about the election because

4:05 and worrying about the election because

4:05 and worrying about the election because I was sick as a dog ROM landed by

4:07 I was sick as a dog ROM landed by

4:07 I was sick as a dog ROM landed by extension to sometimes Vlog are sort of

4:09 extension to sometimes Vlog are sort of

4:09 extension to sometimes Vlog are sort of the break room from the fight you know

4:10 the break room from the fight you know

4:11 the break room from the fight you know I'm glad you guys are out there fighting

4:12 I'm glad you guys are out there fighting

4:12 I'm glad you guys are out there fighting each other you come in here when you

4:13 each other you come in here when you

4:13 each other you come in here when you need a rest and then you can go back to

4:14 need a rest and then you can go back to

4:15 need a rest and then you can go back to fighting Elsewhere on the internet all

4:16 fighting Elsewhere on the internet all

4:16 fighting Elsewhere on the internet all right well it's on and it seems like

4:17 right well it's on and it seems like

4:17 right well it's on and it seems like it's going to stay on I just got to wipe

4:19 it's going to stay on I just got to wipe

4:19 it's going to stay on I just got to wipe some of the dust off the windshield

4:20 some of the dust off the windshield

4:20 some of the dust off the windshield since the windshield wipers don't work I

4:22 since the windshield wipers don't work I

4:22 since the windshield wipers don't work I hit the road first apparently I need to

4:24 hit the road first apparently I need to

4:24 hit the road first apparently I need to reinl the tires load in the wood via the

4:27 reinl the tires load in the wood via the

4:27 reinl the tires load in the wood via the teenager this is called return on in

4:29 teenager this is called return on in

4:29 teenager this is called return on in investment right here people look at

4:31 investment right here people look at

4:31 investment right here people look at that look at that and then we hit the

4:34 that look at that and then we hit the

4:34 that look at that and then we hit the road the open road I better clean this

4:37 road the open road I better clean this

4:37 road the open road I better clean this windshield off though at the gas station

4:39 windshield off though at the gas station

4:39 windshield off though at the gas station there's also no gas in here I told you

4:40 there's also no gas in here I told you

4:40 there's also no gas in here I told you everything's a mess don't worry about

4:42 everything's a mess don't worry about

4:42 everything's a mess don't worry about that ticken she'll hold together hear me

4:43 that ticken she'll hold together hear me

4:43 that ticken she'll hold together hear me baby hold together dude basically the

4:46 baby hold together dude basically the

4:46 baby hold together dude basically the engine is sketchy the whole dashboard is

4:49 engine is sketchy the whole dashboard is

4:49 engine is sketchy the whole dashboard is pretty sketchy so all your gauges are

4:51 pretty sketchy so all your gauges are

4:51 pretty sketchy so all your gauges are sketchy sometimes the air conditioner

4:54 sketchy sometimes the air conditioner

4:54 sketchy sometimes the air conditioner doesn't work sometimes it does but I can

4:56 doesn't work sometimes it does but I can

4:56 doesn't work sometimes it does but I can never get rid of this van I mean as long

4:58 never get rid of this van I mean as long

4:58 never get rid of this van I mean as long as it's still running I think even the

5:00 as it's still running I think even the

5:00 as it's still running I think even the registration might be a little sketchy

5:01 registration might be a little sketchy

5:01 registration might be a little sketchy right now it's registered but say I

5:03 right now it's registered but say I

5:03 right now it's registered but say I needs a smog and like I can't get rid of

5:06 needs a smog and like I can't get rid of

5:06 needs a smog and like I can't get rid of this van though because one I mean it's

5:07 this van though because one I mean it's

5:07 this van though because one I mean it's paid for we got it already you know and

5:10 paid for we got it already you know and

5:10 paid for we got it already you know and two I need something to move around wood

5:12 two I need something to move around wood

5:12 two I need something to move around wood and three every time I drive this thing

5:14 and three every time I drive this thing

5:14 and three every time I drive this thing it's all bouncy and crazy all I hear in

5:16 it's all bouncy and crazy all I hear in

5:16 it's all bouncy and crazy all I hear in my head is the song from the Indiana

5:18 my head is the song from the Indiana

5:18 my head is the song from the Indiana Jones ride at Disneyland you

5:26 know I mean so much has to be replaced

5:26 know I mean so much has to be replaced on this thing that literally driving it

5:28 on this thing that literally driving it

5:28 on this thing that literally driving it around that's what it feels like hiding

5:29 around that's what it feels like hiding

5:29 around that's what it feels like hiding in this thing it feels like you're in

5:31 in this thing it feels like you're in

5:31 in this thing it feels like you're in one of those Jeeps from from the Temple

5:34 one of those Jeeps from from the Temple

5:34 one of those Jeeps from from the Temple of the Forbidden eye it's so fun dude

5:36 of the Forbidden eye it's so fun dude

5:36 of the Forbidden eye it's so fun dude I'm not going to lie it's sketchy but

5:38 I'm not going to lie it's sketchy but

5:38 I'm not going to lie it's sketchy but it's fun also like 90% of the time when

5:41 it's fun also like 90% of the time when

5:41 it's fun also like 90% of the time when I take this van somewhere I get to leave

5:42 I take this van somewhere I get to leave

5:42 I take this van somewhere I get to leave it unlocked because it's the kind of van

5:45 it unlocked because it's the kind of van

5:45 it unlocked because it's the kind of van you just assume somebody is living

5:46 you just assume somebody is living

5:46 you just assume somebody is living inside of it looks so sketchy that even

5:50 inside of it looks so sketchy that even

5:50 inside of it looks so sketchy that even sketchy people keep their distance I'm

5:52 sketchy people keep their distance I'm

5:52 sketchy people keep their distance I'm sure my mom is very proud whenever it's

5:53 sure my mom is very proud whenever it's

5:54 sure my mom is very proud whenever it's parked in front of her house I brought

5:56 parked in front of her house I brought

5:56 parked in front of her house I brought the wood to The Sawmill where Seth will

6:02 the wood to The Sawmill where Seth will

6:02 the wood to The Sawmill where Seth will be turning it into the slab that I need

6:06 be turning it into the slab that I need

6:06 be turning it into the slab that I need to do the thing that I need to do which

6:07 to do the thing that I need to do which

6:07 to do the thing that I need to do which is a top secret project you'll find out

6:08 is a top secret project you'll find out

6:08 is a top secret project you'll find out about later don't look at the camera

6:09 about later don't look at the camera

6:10 about later don't look at the camera nobody look and then back in the car

6:11 nobody look and then back in the car

6:11 nobody look and then back in the car again she started again thank the maker

6:14 again she started again thank the maker

6:14 again she started again thank the maker oh I don't know why I chose this way

6:15 oh I don't know why I chose this way

6:15 oh I don't know why I chose this way we're on a big hill right

6:18 we're on a big hill right

6:18 we're on a big hill right now I was getting worried and then I

6:20 now I was getting worried and then I

6:20 now I was getting worried and then I remembered you know what she made it

6:21 remembered you know what she made it

6:22 remembered you know what she made it over the Rocky Mountains a couple of

6:23 over the Rocky Mountains a couple of

6:23 over the Rocky Mountains a couple of times it probably it'll probably be fine

6:26 times it probably it'll probably be fine

6:26 times it probably it'll probably be fine but look at this this is the real bummer

6:28 but look at this this is the real bummer

6:28 but look at this this is the real bummer it's only 4:30

6:30 it's only 4:30

6:30 it's only 4:30 and the Sun is about to stink and go

6:33 and the Sun is about to stink and go

6:33 and the Sun is about to stink and go down I hate this dude when I was younger

6:36 down I hate this dude when I was younger

6:36 down I hate this dude when I was younger I never believed in the whole Seasonal

6:38 I never believed in the whole Seasonal

6:38 I never believed in the whole Seasonal effective even though I struggled with

6:39 effective even though I struggled with

6:39 effective even though I struggled with depression and everything I was always

6:41 depression and everything I was always

6:41 depression and everything I was always like that's so stupid but the older I

6:43 like that's so stupid but the older I

6:43 like that's so stupid but the older I get the more I think it might be real

6:44 get the more I think it might be real

6:44 get the more I think it might be real guys something about the short days I

6:46 guys something about the short days I

6:46 guys something about the short days I just I feel exhausted before they even

6:49 just I feel exhausted before they even

6:49 just I feel exhausted before they even start you know so that might just be

6:50 start you know so that might just be

6:50 start you know so that might just be because I've been sick for two weeks or

6:52 because I've been sick for two weeks or

6:52 because I've been sick for two weeks or whatever so take that all with a grain

6:54 whatever so take that all with a grain

6:54 whatever so take that all with a grain of salt tomorrow I might be like I love

6:56 of salt tomorrow I might be like I love

6:56 of salt tomorrow I might be like I love these short days I'm always a

6:57 these short days I'm always a

6:57 these short days I'm always a flip-flopper that's just how I am came

6:59 flip-flopper that's just how I am came

7:00 flip-flopper that's just how I am came this way and tried to get this beautiful

7:01 this way and tried to get this beautiful

7:01 this way and tried to get this beautiful view of the

7:03 view of the

7:03 view of the ocean or well the city and smogg between

7:08 ocean or well the city and smogg between

7:08 ocean or well the city and smogg between here and the ocean because there's some

7:10 here and the ocean because there's some

7:10 here and the ocean because there's some place else I wanted to visit so I

7:12 place else I wanted to visit so I

7:12 place else I wanted to visit so I haven't been out and about for a while

7:14 haven't been out and about for a while

7:14 haven't been out and about for a while that's why I'm trying to see what's

7:17 that's why I'm trying to see what's

7:17 that's why I'm trying to see what's shaking at the antique station dude look

7:20 shaking at the antique station dude look

7:20 shaking at the antique station dude look at this look at all the people in the

7:23 at this look at all the people in the

7:23 at this look at all the people in the orange circle it is crazy how much

7:26 orange circle it is crazy how much

7:27 orange circle it is crazy how much things have changed here just like in

7:28 things have changed here just like in

7:28 things have changed here just like in the past 10 years or so it's like so

7:30 the past 10 years or so it's like so

7:30 the past 10 years or so it's like so much more of a

7:31 much more of a

7:31 much more of a hipster uh spot now it's basically

7:34 hipster uh spot now it's basically

7:34 hipster uh spot now it's basically Chapman University's food court so

7:36 Chapman University's food court so

7:36 Chapman University's food court so there's always people here all hours in

7:37 there's always people here all hours in

7:37 there's always people here all hours in the day and night one of those changes

7:38 the day and night one of those changes

7:38 the day and night one of those changes that's good for the economy and bad for

7:40 that's good for the economy and bad for

7:40 that's good for the economy and bad for the heart wow there's so many people

7:42 the heart wow there's so many people

7:42 the heart wow there's so many people down here well that gives me hope that

7:44 down here well that gives me hope that

7:44 down here well that gives me hope that the antique station will at least be

7:45 the antique station will at least be

7:45 the antique station will at least be open I haven't been down here for so

7:46 open I haven't been down here for so

7:46 open I haven't been down here for so long I don't know what the weird Sunday

7:48 long I don't know what the weird Sunday

7:48 long I don't know what the weird Sunday hours are or whatever all right I don't

7:50 hours are or whatever all right I don't

7:50 hours are or whatever all right I don't actually need to get anything from here

7:52 actually need to get anything from here

7:52 actually need to get anything from here or drop anything off to my booth but I

7:54 or drop anything off to my booth but I

7:54 or drop anything off to my booth but I figure since I'm in the area I might as

7:56 figure since I'm in the area I might as

7:56 figure since I'm in the area I might as well take a look and there's a secret

7:58 well take a look and there's a secret

7:58 well take a look and there's a secret project I'm working on I need to check

8:00 project I'm working on I need to check

8:00 project I'm working on I need to check something so I'm in incognito mode it

8:02 something so I'm in incognito mode it

8:02 something so I'm in incognito mode it never works but I always try ah the old

8:05 never works but I always try ah the old

8:05 never works but I always try ah the old van look at it look at it unlocked ready

8:09 van look at it look at it unlocked ready

8:09 van look at it look at it unlocked ready for someone to steal it actually the

8:11 for someone to steal it actually the

8:11 for someone to steal it actually the other day London was like What if

8:12 other day London was like What if

8:12 other day London was like What if someone steals it I'm like dude that'd

8:13 someone steals it I'm like dude that'd

8:13 someone steals it I'm like dude that'd be my lucky day not literally but you

8:15 be my lucky day not literally but you

8:15 be my lucky day not literally but you know almost we can have a little

8:17 know almost we can have a little

8:17 know almost we can have a little hyperbole this is America darn it I'm

8:21 hyperbole this is America darn it I'm

8:21 hyperbole this is America darn it I'm honestly getting exhausted already it's

8:23 honestly getting exhausted already it's

8:23 honestly getting exhausted already it's how sick I've been up and down for the

8:24 how sick I've been up and down for the

8:24 how sick I've been up and down for the last couple weeks I don't know if you

8:25 last couple weeks I don't know if you

8:25 last couple weeks I don't know if you can hear it in my voice and everything

8:27 can hear it in my voice and everything

8:27 can hear it in my voice and everything but it's just been no good um

8:30 but it's just been no good um

8:30 but it's just been no good um all I've done is just drive some wood

8:32 all I've done is just drive some wood

8:32 all I've done is just drive some wood over and drive the van a little bit I'm

8:33 over and drive the van a little bit I'm

8:33 over and drive the van a little bit I'm already just like exhausted all right

8:36 already just like exhausted all right

8:36 already just like exhausted all right here we go oh my gosh there's so many

8:38 here we go oh my gosh there's so many

8:38 here we go oh my gosh there's so many people including people in my booth dude

8:41 people including people in my booth dude

8:41 people including people in my booth dude not to South Sunday is the business down

8:44 not to South Sunday is the business down

8:44 not to South Sunday is the business down here at the antique station he knows

8:46 here at the antique station he knows

8:46 here at the antique station he knows what I'm talking about okay we've added

8:48 what I'm talking about okay we've added

8:48 what I'm talking about okay we've added a bunch of stuff in here there's a bunch

8:50 a bunch of stuff in here there's a bunch

8:50 a bunch of stuff in here there's a bunch more stuff to add that I have not had

8:52 more stuff to add that I have not had

8:52 more stuff to add that I have not had the chance to add but there are booklets

8:55 the chance to add but there are booklets

8:55 the chance to add but there are booklets of Star Trek trading CS we got all kinds

8:58 of Star Trek trading CS we got all kinds

8:58 of Star Trek trading CS we got all kinds of Star Wars stuff for some reason tons

9:00 of Star Wars stuff for some reason tons

9:00 of Star Wars stuff for some reason tons of vintage Star Wars look at that Jedi

9:02 of vintage Star Wars look at that Jedi

9:02 of vintage Star Wars look at that Jedi Luke Darth Vader we got man so many so

9:07 Luke Darth Vader we got man so many so

9:07 Luke Darth Vader we got man so many so many this is like my dream when I was a

9:09 many this is like my dream when I was a

9:09 many this is like my dream when I was a kid now they're all here in this

9:11 kid now they're all here in this

9:12 kid now they're all here in this beautiful case I want to take them home

9:13 beautiful case I want to take them home

9:13 beautiful case I want to take them home these ones aren't even part of my

9:14 these ones aren't even part of my

9:14 these ones aren't even part of my Personal Collection they're all ones I

9:16 Personal Collection they're all ones I

9:16 Personal Collection they're all ones I bought to resell in here but I want to

9:19 bought to resell in here but I want to

9:19 bought to resell in here but I want to take them home oh dude speaking of Star

9:21 take them home oh dude speaking of Star

9:21 take them home oh dude speaking of Star Wars look at that old school original

9:24 Wars look at that old school original

9:24 Wars look at that old school original Star Wars expanded universe so the good

9:27 Star Wars expanded universe so the good

9:27 Star Wars expanded universe so the good Star Wars back in the good Star Wars

9:28 Star Wars back in the good Star Wars

9:28 Star Wars back in the good Star Wars days remember we thought they were the

9:30 days remember we thought they were the

9:30 days remember we thought they were the dark times they might have been the

9:31 dark times they might have been the

9:31 dark times they might have been the light time still some Halloween stuff

9:32 light time still some Halloween stuff

9:32 light time still some Halloween stuff left in here all right I'm just doing my

9:34 left in here all right I'm just doing my

9:34 left in here all right I'm just doing my like inspection I haven't been in here

9:36 like inspection I haven't been in here

9:36 like inspection I haven't been in here in a while my mom starting to get some

9:38 in a while my mom starting to get some

9:38 in a while my mom starting to get some Christmas stuff Rocking In Here Rocking

9:41 Christmas stuff Rocking In Here Rocking

9:41 Christmas stuff Rocking In Here Rocking In The Free World dude she finds like

9:43 In The Free World dude she finds like

9:43 In The Free World dude she finds like sometimes she finds some rat stuff

9:45 sometimes she finds some rat stuff

9:46 sometimes she finds some rat stuff sometimes it's my stuff that I found

9:47 sometimes it's my stuff that I found

9:47 sometimes it's my stuff that I found that I don't even remember that I found

9:48 that I don't even remember that I found

9:48 that I don't even remember that I found right now I have no memory of any of

9:50 right now I have no memory of any of

9:50 right now I have no memory of any of this you know what this is right here

9:52 this you know what this is right here

9:52 this you know what this is right here this is a little secret item that is Mr

9:55 this is a little secret item that is Mr

9:55 this is a little secret item that is Mr Dapper's hat Mr Dapper's original hat in

9:59 Dapper's hat Mr Dapper's original hat in

9:59 Dapper's hat Mr Dapper's original hat in the booth right now these are all smalls

10:02 the booth right now these are all smalls

10:02 the booth right now these are all smalls if you are a small come get yourself a

10:04 if you are a small come get yourself a

10:04 if you are a small come get yourself a randomland t-shirt cuz these are all

10:06 randomland t-shirt cuz these are all

10:06 randomland t-shirt cuz these are all designs uh many of which we don't make

10:08 designs uh many of which we don't make

10:08 designs uh many of which we don't make anymore all these cool leftover Smalls

10:11 anymore all these cool leftover Smalls

10:11 anymore all these cool leftover Smalls in here dude there's some epic poster

10:13 in here dude there's some epic poster

10:13 in here dude there's some epic poster prints in here new ones and the rarest

10:15 prints in here new ones and the rarest

10:15 prints in here new ones and the rarest thing of all old posters from my band

10:17 thing of all old posters from my band

10:17 thing of all old posters from my band old scarred posters they look so teeny

10:20 old scarred posters they look so teeny

10:20 old scarred posters they look so teeny in the roll these are good good size

10:22 in the roll these are good good size

10:22 in the roll these are good good size poster right there it's a li fast IP

10:24 poster right there it's a li fast IP

10:24 poster right there it's a li fast IP poster that's cool well anyway all that

10:28 poster that's cool well anyway all that

10:28 poster that's cool well anyway all that exists it's still here if you want to

10:30 exists it's still here if you want to

10:30 exists it's still here if you want to come on down to the Antique station in

10:32 come on down to the Antique station in

10:32 come on down to the Antique station in Orange we've got our booth here my dad

10:34 Orange we've got our booth here my dad

10:34 Orange we've got our booth here my dad just built all these new shelves so

10:35 just built all these new shelves so

10:35 just built all these new shelves so that's one of the things I wanted to

10:36 that's one of the things I wanted to

10:36 that's one of the things I wanted to check I want to check out all the new

10:38 check I want to check out all the new

10:38 check I want to check out all the new shelves that he built anyway this is

10:39 shelves that he built anyway this is

10:39 shelves that he built anyway this is still here come on down check it out but

10:42 still here come on down check it out but

10:42 still here come on down check it out but in the meantime just going to poke

10:43 in the meantime just going to poke

10:43 in the meantime just going to poke around a little while I'm in here what

10:45 around a little while I'm in here what

10:45 around a little while I'm in here what the

10:46 the

10:46 the duck I said duck what dude look at this

10:49 duck I said duck what dude look at this

10:49 duck I said duck what dude look at this decanter if you like to gobble up liquor

10:53 decanter if you like to gobble up liquor

10:53 decanter if you like to gobble up liquor and you love America this is the

10:56 and you love America this is the

10:56 and you love America this is the beverage container for you oh oh my gosh

11:00 beverage container for you oh oh my gosh

11:00 beverage container for you oh oh my gosh Benjamin Franklin would love this before

11:02 Benjamin Franklin would love this before

11:02 Benjamin Franklin would love this before we decided on the bald eagle for the

11:03 we decided on the bald eagle for the

11:03 we decided on the bald eagle for the national bird he's the one that wanted

11:06 national bird he's the one that wanted

11:06 national bird he's the one that wanted uh America's symbol to be the

11:09 uh America's symbol to be the

11:09 uh America's symbol to be the turkey I'm not sure he was wrong I'm not

11:12 turkey I'm not sure he was wrong I'm not

11:12 turkey I'm not sure he was wrong I'm not sure he was dude check this out look at

11:14 sure he was dude check this out look at

11:14 sure he was dude check this out look at this fish right here I've got one of

11:16 this fish right here I've got one of

11:16 this fish right here I've got one of these at home right inside my doorway

11:18 these at home right inside my doorway

11:18 these at home right inside my doorway which Bob G gave me it was something he

11:20 which Bob G gave me it was something he

11:20 which Bob G gave me it was something he had in his house like forever and he G

11:22 had in his house like forever and he G

11:22 had in his house like forever and he G he gave me this crazy swordfish which I

11:24 he gave me this crazy swordfish which I

11:24 he gave me this crazy swordfish which I keep by the door so I can use as a

11:25 keep by the door so I can use as a

11:25 keep by the door so I can use as a weapon if I need to cuz look at the

11:27 weapon if I need to cuz look at the

11:27 weapon if I need to cuz look at the snout on that guy right there who knew

11:30 snout on that guy right there who knew

11:30 snout on that guy right there who knew there was more than one of those oh my

11:34 there was more than one of those oh my

11:34 there was more than one of those oh my gosh I remember this toy I remember this

11:37 gosh I remember this toy I remember this

11:37 gosh I remember this toy I remember this being

11:38 being

11:38 being around I don't know I feel like some

11:40 around I don't know I feel like some

11:40 around I don't know I feel like some little kids than us than my brother and

11:42 little kids than us than my brother and

11:42 little kids than us than my brother and I had this space station in the

11:45 I had this space station in the

11:45 I had this space station in the 9s does anybody know what went to this

11:47 9s does anybody know what went to this

11:47 9s does anybody know what went to this were they little people were they like

11:49 were they little people were they like

11:49 were they little people were they like '90s versions of little people what went

11:51 '90s versions of little people what went

11:51 '90s versions of little people what went to this it's like these guys right here

11:53 to this it's like these guys right here

11:53 to this it's like these guys right here they weren't quite little people they

11:54 they weren't quite little people they

11:54 they weren't quite little people they weren't quite

11:56 weren't quite

11:56 weren't quite Legos that is so cool man Blast from the

11:59 Legos that is so cool man Blast from the

11:59 Legos that is so cool man Blast from the pack I love antique stores too this is

12:01 pack I love antique stores too this is

12:01 pack I love antique stores too this is the best place to find weird funny

12:04 the best place to find weird funny

12:04 the best place to find weird funny random Christmas presents which is

12:06 random Christmas presents which is

12:06 random Christmas presents which is basically the only kind I like to give I

12:07 basically the only kind I like to give I

12:07 basically the only kind I like to give I mean most people can get themselves what

12:09 mean most people can get themselves what

12:09 mean most people can get themselves what they want for Christmas nowadays by the

12:11 they want for Christmas nowadays by the

12:11 they want for Christmas nowadays by the way look at all that vintage stuff that

12:12 way look at all that vintage stuff that

12:12 way look at all that vintage stuff that is so freaking awesome oh my gosh

12:16 is so freaking awesome oh my gosh

12:16 is so freaking awesome oh my gosh Santa's motorcycle and sidec car like

12:18 Santa's motorcycle and sidec car like

12:18 Santa's motorcycle and sidec car like honestly since the invention of the gift

12:20 honestly since the invention of the gift

12:20 honestly since the invention of the gift card really are you going to buy someone

12:22 card really are you going to buy someone

12:22 card really are you going to buy someone their very favorite thing unless they

12:24 their very favorite thing unless they

12:24 their very favorite thing unless they tell you what it is and then they told

12:25 tell you what it is and then they told

12:25 tell you what it is and then they told you and then they kind of know what

12:26 you and then they kind of know what

12:26 you and then they kind of know what you're giving them Christmas is sort of

12:28 you're giving them Christmas is sort of

12:28 you're giving them Christmas is sort of ruined in a way compared to how it was

12:30 ruined in a way compared to how it was

12:30 ruined in a way compared to how it was when we were kids you know and you get

12:31 when we were kids you know and you get

12:31 when we were kids you know and you get some unexpected so ex how did you know

12:34 some unexpected so ex how did you know

12:34 some unexpected so ex how did you know this is just what I wanted or you get me

12:36 this is just what I wanted or you get me

12:36 this is just what I wanted or you get me something I've never even heard of but

12:37 something I've never even heard of but

12:37 something I've never even heard of but it's so amazing I guess you can still do

12:39 it's so amazing I guess you can still do

12:39 it's so amazing I guess you can still do that with kids today you can still get a

12:41 that with kids today you can still get a

12:41 that with kids today you can still get a kid an exciting present but anybody

12:43 kid an exciting present but anybody

12:43 kid an exciting present but anybody teenager and up they've got a phone

12:45 teenager and up they've got a phone

12:45 teenager and up they've got a phone they've got eBay they've got Amazon you

12:47 they've got eBay they've got Amazon you

12:47 they've got eBay they've got Amazon you get somebody an Amazon gift card or an

12:48 get somebody an Amazon gift card or an

12:48 get somebody an Amazon gift card or an eBay gift card it's like you're pretty

12:50 eBay gift card it's like you're pretty

12:50 eBay gift card it's like you're pretty much done and dusted so what remains

12:52 much done and dusted so what remains

12:52 much done and dusted so what remains though what remains is coming and

12:54 though what remains is coming and

12:54 though what remains is coming and finding somebody a weird search light or

12:56 finding somebody a weird search light or

12:57 finding somebody a weird search light or like a funny lamp or coming and looking

12:59 like a funny lamp or coming and looking

12:59 like a funny lamp or coming and looking for something they actually can't get on

13:02 for something they actually can't get on

13:02 for something they actually can't get on Amazon or anywhere else something

13:04 Amazon or anywhere else something

13:04 Amazon or anywhere else something handmade something a little different

13:06 handmade something a little different

13:06 handmade something a little different something from a small seller perhaps

13:08 something from a small seller perhaps

13:08 something from a small seller perhaps how you know they're going to like it

13:09 how you know they're going to like it

13:09 how you know they're going to like it that's why I like the gag gift right cuz

13:11 that's why I like the gag gift right cuz

13:11 that's why I like the gag gift right cuz I don't know I have a hard time with

13:13 I don't know I have a hard time with

13:13 I don't know I have a hard time with presents I'm not good at getting them at

13:15 presents I'm not good at getting them at

13:15 presents I'm not good at getting them at all okay that's a secret well we'll

13:17 all okay that's a secret well we'll

13:17 all okay that's a secret well we'll leave that for don't look at it dude I

13:18 leave that for don't look at it dude I

13:18 leave that for don't look at it dude I thought this was like some kind of heat

13:20 thought this was like some kind of heat

13:20 thought this was like some kind of heat lamp it's a freaking Spotlight actually

13:22 lamp it's a freaking Spotlight actually

13:22 lamp it's a freaking Spotlight actually when I first looked at it I thought it

13:23 when I first looked at it I thought it

13:23 when I first looked at it I thought it was a spotlight then I thought no that

13:25 was a spotlight then I thought no that

13:25 was a spotlight then I thought no that little Grill on it maybe it's a a heat

13:27 little Grill on it maybe it's a a heat

13:27 little Grill on it maybe it's a a heat lamp or something no that's a little

13:29 lamp or something no that's a little

13:29 lamp or something no that's a little Spotlight dude imagine giving that to

13:30 Spotlight dude imagine giving that to

13:30 Spotlight dude imagine giving that to somebody give that to your Batman fan

13:32 somebody give that to your Batman fan

13:32 somebody give that to your Batman fan friend right there can make a bat signal

13:35 friend right there can make a bat signal

13:35 friend right there can make a bat signal sweet or get your friend this little

13:38 sweet or get your friend this little

13:38 sweet or get your friend this little Bambi concrete Bambi or this the spirit

13:42 Bambi concrete Bambi or this the spirit

13:42 Bambi concrete Bambi or this the spirit of America look at that a Native

13:44 of America look at that a Native

13:44 of America look at that a Native American you've got the Bison there

13:46 American you've got the Bison there

13:46 American you've got the Bison there you've got the eagle the land as it was

13:49 you've got the eagle the land as it was

13:49 you've got the eagle the land as it was actually this year I bought this box of

13:51 actually this year I bought this box of

13:51 actually this year I bought this box of I can't tell you what but it was full of

13:53 I can't tell you what but it was full of

13:53 I can't tell you what but it was full of all the same thing and that is

13:55 all the same thing and that is

13:55 all the same thing and that is everybody's Christmas presents so

13:56 everybody's Christmas presents so

13:56 everybody's Christmas presents so everybody's getting something from this

13:58 everybody's getting something from this

13:58 everybody's getting something from this specific box I have I I'll show you guys

14:00 specific box I have I I'll show you guys

14:00 specific box I have I I'll show you guys when the time is right this is what I'm

14:02 when the time is right this is what I'm

14:02 when the time is right this is what I'm talking about this is why this is the

14:03 talking about this is why this is the

14:03 talking about this is why this is the best place ever to get a Christmas

14:05 best place ever to get a Christmas

14:05 best place ever to get a Christmas present cuz I mean look at this giant

14:06 present cuz I mean look at this giant

14:06 present cuz I mean look at this giant art piece from the 9s that looks like

14:08 art piece from the 9s that looks like

14:08 art piece from the 9s that looks like something straight out of peewee's

14:09 something straight out of peewee's

14:09 something straight out of peewee's playhouse or you can get this giant

14:12 playhouse or you can get this giant

14:12 playhouse or you can get this giant T-rex Jurassic Park style Skeleton thing

14:15 T-rex Jurassic Park style Skeleton thing

14:15 T-rex Jurassic Park style Skeleton thing or you can get a giant handcarved wooden

14:18 or you can get a giant handcarved wooden

14:18 or you can get a giant handcarved wooden Carousel chimp monkey thing or this man

14:23 Carousel chimp monkey thing or this man

14:23 Carousel chimp monkey thing or this man who is proudly showing off his butt for

14:26 who is proudly showing off his butt for

14:26 who is proudly showing off his butt for the butt fan in your family cute little

14:29 the butt fan in your family cute little

14:29 the butt fan in your family cute little squirrel o a rabid little squirrel oh no

14:32 squirrel o a rabid little squirrel oh no

14:32 squirrel o a rabid little squirrel oh no I killed peanut oh thank God he's okay

14:34 I killed peanut oh thank God he's okay

14:34 I killed peanut oh thank God he's okay FAL alarm I thought it was all happening

14:37 FAL alarm I thought it was all happening

14:37 FAL alarm I thought it was all happening again oh my gosh I need that Mark Twain

14:41 again oh my gosh I need that Mark Twain

14:41 again oh my gosh I need that Mark Twain Stein in there look at that look at that

14:45 Stein in there look at that look at that

14:45 Stein in there look at that look at that glorious Riverboat the pipe Mark twne

14:48 glorious Riverboat the pipe Mark twne

14:48 glorious Riverboat the pipe Mark twne preferred cigars but you know he liked a

14:50 preferred cigars but you know he liked a

14:50 preferred cigars but you know he liked a a rank old pipe check that old man cup

14:54 a rank old pipe check that old man cup

14:54 a rank old pipe check that old man cup out oh my gosh Thanksgiving die Cuts I

14:56 out oh my gosh Thanksgiving die Cuts I

14:56 out oh my gosh Thanksgiving die Cuts I didn't even know they made these anyway

14:57 didn't even know they made these anyway

14:57 didn't even know they made these anyway um we're going to do some more anti

14:59 um we're going to do some more anti

14:59 um we're going to do some more anti vlogging very very soon a little look

15:02 vlogging very very soon a little look

15:02 vlogging very very soon a little look around the orange circle maybe not on a

15:03 around the orange circle maybe not on a

15:03 around the orange circle maybe not on a Sunday cuz it is heck a busy down here

15:06 Sunday cuz it is heck a busy down here

15:06 Sunday cuz it is heck a busy down here if you like that some people really do

15:08 if you like that some people really do

15:08 if you like that some people really do like that and people tell me all the

15:09 like that and people tell me all the

15:09 like that and people tell me all the time why do you want to go to sew in

15:10 time why do you want to go to sew in

15:10 time why do you want to go to sew in such a place on the day when it's dead

15:12 such a place on the day when it's dead

15:13 such a place on the day when it's dead don't you want the excitement the fun is

15:14 don't you want the excitement the fun is

15:14 don't you want the excitement the fun is being out with all the people everybody

15:16 being out with all the people everybody

15:16 being out with all the people everybody shopping everyone's looking in the

15:17 shopping everyone's looking in the

15:17 shopping everyone's looking in the window like the old days Christmas

15:18 window like the old days Christmas

15:18 window like the old days Christmas shopping window shopping at the mall no

15:20 shopping window shopping at the mall no

15:20 shopping window shopping at the mall no I don't like that I hate that I like the

15:22 I don't like that I hate that I like the

15:22 I don't like that I hate that I like the world to be empty oh I see the weekends

15:25 world to be empty oh I see the weekends

15:25 world to be empty oh I see the weekends are my nightmare like this clown is some

15:28 are my nightmare like this clown is some

15:28 are my nightmare like this clown is some other people's nightmare my motto is

15:30 other people's nightmare my motto is

15:30 other people's nightmare my motto is thank God it's Monday sometimes you know

15:32 thank God it's Monday sometimes you know

15:32 thank God it's Monday sometimes you know yes I want to come do some more digging

15:33 yes I want to come do some more digging

15:33 yes I want to come do some more digging around very very soon I love I love when

15:36 around very very soon I love I love when

15:36 around very very soon I love I love when you get like old hand uh painted signs I

15:39 you get like old hand uh painted signs I

15:39 you get like old hand uh painted signs I love old food containers it's so bizarre

15:41 love old food containers it's so bizarre

15:41 love old food containers it's so bizarre you know like that's where your peanut

15:42 you know like that's where your peanut

15:42 you know like that's where your peanut butter came from a freaking tin bucket

15:45 butter came from a freaking tin bucket

15:45 butter came from a freaking tin bucket no micr Plastics in the kids that ate

15:48 no micr Plastics in the kids that ate

15:48 no micr Plastics in the kids that ate sheds peanut butter just rust there's a

15:51 sheds peanut butter just rust there's a

15:51 sheds peanut butter just rust there's a lot of really confusing items in here

15:55 lot of really confusing items in here

15:55 lot of really confusing items in here this says body with baby glass uh uh

15:59 this says body with baby glass uh uh

15:59 this says body with baby glass uh uh okay honestly I would have picked that

16:01 okay honestly I would have picked that

16:01 okay honestly I would have picked that up for fake Tyler even though I already

16:03 up for fake Tyler even though I already

16:03 up for fake Tyler even though I already have a Christmas present for him like I

16:04 have a Christmas present for him like I

16:04 have a Christmas present for him like I was kind of mentioning since I don't

16:06 was kind of mentioning since I don't

16:06 was kind of mentioning since I don't know what he would do with that and I

16:07 know what he would do with that and I

16:07 know what he would do with that and I don't want to know oh my gosh dude

16:09 don't want to know oh my gosh dude

16:09 don't want to know oh my gosh dude there's another Mark

16:10 there's another Mark

16:10 there's another Mark Twain mug Stein what do we call this is

16:13 Twain mug Stein what do we call this is

16:13 Twain mug Stein what do we call this is a mug let's see let's very carefully oh

16:16 a mug let's see let's very carefully oh

16:16 a mug let's see let's very carefully oh my gosh so carefully okay it's more of a

16:18 my gosh so carefully okay it's more of a

16:18 my gosh so carefully okay it's more of a more of a mug now look at I like

16:19 more of a mug now look at I like

16:19 more of a mug now look at I like Ceramics alie's doing Ceramics now

16:21 Ceramics alie's doing Ceramics now

16:21 Ceramics alie's doing Ceramics now nothing for sale yeah she's not like on

16:23 nothing for sale yeah she's not like on

16:23 nothing for sale yeah she's not like on that level yet she's still learning but

16:25 that level yet she's still learning but

16:25 that level yet she's still learning but uh Ceramics are

16:27 uh Ceramics are

16:27 uh Ceramics are awesome I'm not sure I'm not sure sure

16:29 awesome I'm not sure I'm not sure sure

16:29 awesome I'm not sure I'm not sure sure if I can start collecting Mark TW

16:30 if I can start collecting Mark TW

16:30 if I can start collecting Mark TW Ceramics if there's going to be this

16:31 Ceramics if there's going to be this

16:31 Ceramics if there's going to be this many of them I've seen two in the last

16:33 many of them I've seen two in the last

16:33 many of them I've seen two in the last 15

16:34 15

16:34 15 minutes a very strong compulsion to buy

16:36 minutes a very strong compulsion to buy

16:36 minutes a very strong compulsion to buy that but it said $79 I don't have $79 my

16:39 that but it said $79 I don't have $79 my

16:39 that but it said $79 I don't have $79 my $79 would changed my whole life right

16:40 $79 would changed my whole life right

16:40 $79 would changed my whole life right now okay see I've gotten sucked in in a

16:42 now okay see I've gotten sucked in in a

16:42 now okay see I've gotten sucked in in a way I really didn't want to and I'm

16:45 way I really didn't want to and I'm

16:45 way I really didn't want to and I'm losing energy quick getting tired and

16:47 losing energy quick getting tired and

16:47 losing energy quick getting tired and let's not forget I have to drive the van

16:49 let's not forget I have to drive the van

16:49 let's not forget I have to drive the van home which is illegally tinted by the

16:51 home which is illegally tinted by the

16:51 home which is illegally tinted by the previous owner very difficult to see out

16:53 previous owner very difficult to see out

16:53 previous owner very difficult to see out of at night I should probably get out of

16:55 of at night I should probably get out of

16:55 of at night I should probably get out of here uh soon I just keep seeing such rad

16:58 here uh soon I just keep seeing such rad

16:58 here uh soon I just keep seeing such rad R rad stuff anyway that's what I like I

17:01 R rad stuff anyway that's what I like I

17:01 R rad stuff anyway that's what I like I like the old stuff the Vintage stuff the

17:03 like the old stuff the Vintage stuff the

17:03 like the old stuff the Vintage stuff the real deal stuff and I really love

17:06 real deal stuff and I really love

17:06 real deal stuff and I really love handmade stuff and art and one that's

17:08 handmade stuff and art and one that's

17:08 handmade stuff and art and one that's the great thing about this place you

17:10 the great thing about this place you

17:10 the great thing about this place you never know what you're going to find

17:11 never know what you're going to find

17:11 never know what you're going to find like freaking Jar Jar Binks right here

17:13 like freaking Jar Jar Binks right here

17:13 like freaking Jar Jar Binks right here what the heck is this Mr and Mrs

17:16 what the heck is this Mr and Mrs

17:16 what the heck is this Mr and Mrs Andrews August 18th

17:18 Andrews August 18th

17:18 Andrews August 18th 2012 you can own Mr and Mrs Andrews

17:23 2012 you can own Mr and Mrs Andrews

17:23 2012 you can own Mr and Mrs Andrews wedding screen used wedding dress for 50

17:27 wedding screen used wedding dress for 50

17:27 wedding screen used wedding dress for 50 bucks dang wow wow not my size my gosh

17:31 bucks dang wow wow not my size my gosh

17:31 bucks dang wow wow not my size my gosh sick vintage belt buckles you can make

17:33 sick vintage belt buckles you can make

17:33 sick vintage belt buckles you can make somebody your uh your Buckle bunny Hawai

17:38 somebody your uh your Buckle bunny Hawai

17:38 somebody your uh your Buckle bunny Hawai Dukes put that on your belt that'll show

17:40 Dukes put that on your belt that'll show

17:40 Dukes put that on your belt that'll show them or how about the ultimate the buck

17:43 them or how about the ultimate the buck

17:43 them or how about the ultimate the buck Buckle put this on your crotch you scare

17:46 Buckle put this on your crotch you scare

17:46 Buckle put this on your crotch you scare away all them bullies I guess it's not

17:47 away all them bullies I guess it's not

17:47 away all them bullies I guess it's not really your I shouldn't have used that

17:49 really your I shouldn't have used that

17:49 really your I shouldn't have used that word groin your groin what is this your

17:52 word groin your groin what is this your

17:52 word groin your groin what is this your waist I don't know yeah waste sorry guys

17:54 waist I don't know yeah waste sorry guys

17:54 waist I don't know yeah waste sorry guys I've been out of it I've been at home as

17:56 I've been out of it I've been at home as

17:56 I've been out of it I've been at home as a prisoner like this bear over here

17:59 a prisoner like this bear over here

17:59 a prisoner like this bear over here anyway it's time to get out of here I

18:00 anyway it's time to get out of here I

18:00 anyway it's time to get out of here I have some more thoughts I wanted to

18:01 have some more thoughts I wanted to

18:01 have some more thoughts I wanted to share with you but I've accomplished my

18:03 share with you but I've accomplished my

18:03 share with you but I've accomplished my mission of something I was down here to

18:04 mission of something I was down here to

18:04 mission of something I was down here to check out and look at since I don't

18:06 check out and look at since I don't

18:06 check out and look at since I don't currently have anything to put in the

18:07 currently have anything to put in the

18:07 currently have anything to put in the booth and by the way people send me

18:09 booth and by the way people send me

18:09 booth and by the way people send me stuff all the time that hey it's all

18:10 stuff all the time that hey it's all

18:10 stuff all the time that hey it's all this in the booth uh knock yourselves

18:12 this in the booth uh knock yourselves

18:12 this in the booth uh knock yourselves out if you want to send me stuff to sell

18:14 out if you want to send me stuff to sell

18:14 out if you want to send me stuff to sell in the booth go ahead or if you have

18:15 in the booth go ahead or if you have

18:15 in the booth go ahead or if you have collections of stuff that you'd be

18:17 collections of stuff that you'd be

18:17 collections of stuff that you'd be willing to sell for a reasonable price

18:18 willing to sell for a reasonable price

18:18 willing to sell for a reasonable price so they could be resold hit me up

18:20 so they could be resold hit me up

18:20 so they could be resold hit me up basically my mom has more or less taken

18:22 basically my mom has more or less taken

18:22 basically my mom has more or less taken over the booth now so um it helps me

18:25 over the booth now so um it helps me

18:25 over the booth now so um it helps me liquidate stuff it gives her a job

18:27 liquidate stuff it gives her a job

18:27 liquidate stuff it gives her a job basically and although really doesn't

18:29 basically and although really doesn't

18:29 basically and although really doesn't make much money for me at least not

18:31 make much money for me at least not

18:31 make much money for me at least not right now uh I just like to be part of

18:34 right now uh I just like to be part of

18:34 right now uh I just like to be part of it I just always wanted to be part I

18:35 it I just always wanted to be part I

18:35 it I just always wanted to be part I love antique stores I love these

18:36 love antique stores I love these

18:36 love antique stores I love these specific antique stores my whole life

18:38 specific antique stores my whole life

18:38 specific antique stores my whole life I've been coming in these and I just I

18:40 I've been coming in these and I just I

18:40 I've been coming in these and I just I love them so much you know just wanted

18:42 love them so much you know just wanted

18:42 love them so much you know just wanted to be part of the crew part of the team

18:44 to be part of the crew part of the team

18:44 to be part of the crew part of the team part of the select few with real estate

18:46 part of the select few with real estate

18:46 part of the select few with real estate in a booth look at that crazy tricycle

18:49 in a booth look at that crazy tricycle

18:49 in a booth look at that crazy tricycle that's insane all right since I don't

18:50 that's insane all right since I don't

18:50 that's insane all right since I don't need a crazy tricycle and I don't need

18:52 need a crazy tricycle and I don't need

18:52 need a crazy tricycle and I don't need any magic potions to put spells on

18:55 any magic potions to put spells on

18:55 any magic potions to put spells on people and I honestly don't need to

18:56 people and I honestly don't need to

18:56 people and I honestly don't need to bring home any more Star Wars toys when

18:58 bring home any more Star Wars toys when

18:58 bring home any more Star Wars toys when I have so many for sale CU I'm feeling

18:59 I have so many for sale CU I'm feeling

18:59 I have so many for sale CU I'm feeling progressively worse right now I think my

19:02 progressively worse right now I think my

19:02 progressively worse right now I think my my miniature day has ended but look at

19:04 my miniature day has ended but look at

19:04 my miniature day has ended but look at this 80s dinosaurs I have some 80s

19:07 this 80s dinosaurs I have some 80s

19:07 this 80s dinosaurs I have some 80s dinosaurs at home including one of these

19:09 dinosaurs at home including one of these

19:10 dinosaurs at home including one of these and uh you don't see these very often

19:11 and uh you don't see these very often

19:11 and uh you don't see these very often there used to be a whole aisle of

19:13 there used to be a whole aisle of

19:13 there used to be a whole aisle of dinosaurs at every store dude every

19:16 dinosaurs at every store dude every

19:17 dinosaurs at every store dude every store had these 80s generic plastic

19:19 store had these 80s generic plastic

19:19 store had these 80s generic plastic dinosaurs probably all the way from like

19:21 dinosaurs probably all the way from like

19:21 dinosaurs probably all the way from like the 50s 60s 7s into the 80s different

19:24 the 50s 60s 7s into the 80s different

19:24 the 50s 60s 7s into the 80s different materials Each decade but more or less

19:26 materials Each decade but more or less

19:26 materials Each decade but more or less the same idea all until Jurassic Park

19:29 the same idea all until Jurassic Park

19:29 the same idea all until Jurassic Park Jurassic Park killed the generic 8s

19:32 Jurassic Park killed the generic 8s

19:32 Jurassic Park killed the generic 8s dinosaur toy we'll talk about that in

19:34 dinosaur toy we'll talk about that in

19:34 dinosaur toy we'll talk about that in the future oh my gosh I want all of

19:36 the future oh my gosh I want all of

19:36 the future oh my gosh I want all of these all right that's it we're coming

19:37 these all right that's it we're coming

19:38 these all right that's it we're coming to antique shopping in a couple days

19:39 to antique shopping in a couple days

19:39 to antique shopping in a couple days don't worry we'll be back we'll be back

19:41 don't worry we'll be back we'll be back

19:41 don't worry we'll be back we'll be back this wasn't meant to turn into an

19:42 this wasn't meant to turn into an

19:42 this wasn't meant to turn into an antique store video there's just so much

19:44 antique store video there's just so much

19:44 antique store video there's just so much rad stuff in here right now okay okay

19:46 rad stuff in here right now okay okay

19:46 rad stuff in here right now okay okay okay let's go let's go keep moving keep

19:47 okay let's go let's go keep moving keep

19:47 okay let's go let's go keep moving keep moving I'm going to warn you guys in

19:49 moving I'm going to warn you guys in

19:49 moving I'm going to warn you guys in advance it's a very dangerous place to

19:51 advance it's a very dangerous place to

19:51 advance it's a very dangerous place to visit the antique station cuz it is hard

19:54 visit the antique station cuz it is hard

19:54 visit the antique station cuz it is hard to leave without taking some of these

19:56 to leave without taking some of these

19:56 to leave without taking some of these Treasures home with you I did not

19:59 Treasures home with you I did not

19:59 Treasures home with you I did not succumb today actually one of the things

20:01 succumb today actually one of the things

20:01 succumb today actually one of the things I was going to say while I was in there

20:02 I was going to say while I was in there

20:02 I was going to say while I was in there iy look a dog tied to a

20:04 iy look a dog tied to a

20:04 iy look a dog tied to a pole it's like the 193s all over again

20:08 pole it's like the 193s all over again

20:08 pole it's like the 193s all over again hi puppy what a good puppy a it's like

20:11 hi puppy what a good puppy a it's like

20:11 hi puppy what a good puppy a it's like something out of Annie I don't know when

20:13 something out of Annie I don't know when

20:13 something out of Annie I don't know when the last time I saw a dog like tied up

20:15 the last time I saw a dog like tied up

20:15 the last time I saw a dog like tied up on the sidewalk was see it's like the

20:16 on the sidewalk was see it's like the

20:16 on the sidewalk was see it's like the old times here in good old old town

20:20 old times here in good old old town

20:20 old times here in good old old town orange yes it's crazy like just how

20:23 orange yes it's crazy like just how

20:23 orange yes it's crazy like just how popular all these restaurants are and

20:24 popular all these restaurants are and

20:24 popular all these restaurants are and how many people are out on the town now

20:27 how many people are out on the town now

20:27 how many people are out on the town now eating and drinking and caring caring on

20:29 eating and drinking and caring caring on

20:29 eating and drinking and caring caring on and so for buying vintage clothing there

20:32 and so for buying vintage clothing there

20:32 and so for buying vintage clothing there and I know I say that like every year

20:34 and I know I say that like every year

20:34 and I know I say that like every year but every year it just goes up a not

20:36 but every year it just goes up a not

20:36 but every year it just goes up a not we're going to come back I'm going to

20:37 we're going to come back I'm going to

20:37 we're going to come back I'm going to come into uh the orange circle Antique

20:39 come into uh the orange circle Antique

20:39 come into uh the orange circle Antique Mall which is our technically our rival

20:41 Mall which is our technically our rival

20:41 Mall which is our technically our rival store I guess now that I have a space in

20:44 store I guess now that I have a space in

20:44 store I guess now that I have a space in the other guy but this is one of my

20:45 the other guy but this is one of my

20:45 the other guy but this is one of my favorite spots ever moonshine vintage

20:48 favorite spots ever moonshine vintage

20:48 favorite spots ever moonshine vintage these guys in the front window they

20:49 these guys in the front window they

20:49 these guys in the front window they knock it out of the park I used to be

20:52 knock it out of the park I used to be

20:52 knock it out of the park I used to be down here all the time cuz I used to

20:53 down here all the time cuz I used to

20:53 down here all the time cuz I used to live down here now I don't live as close

20:55 live down here now I don't live as close

20:55 live down here now I don't live as close I'm back over towards Disneyland just

20:57 I'm back over towards Disneyland just

20:57 I'm back over towards Disneyland just happy to see that I've recovered enough

20:58 happy to see that I've recovered enough

20:58 happy to see that I've recovered enough to at least come outside for a little

21:00 to at least come outside for a little

21:00 to at least come outside for a little while before they've gone full Christmas

21:02 while before they've gone full Christmas

21:02 while before they've gone full Christmas lights because you know that's going to

21:03 lights because you know that's going to

21:04 lights because you know that's going to be like 2 seconds anyway speaking of

21:06 be like 2 seconds anyway speaking of

21:06 be like 2 seconds anyway speaking of wood projects and different things I

21:08 wood projects and different things I

21:08 wood projects and different things I haven't done any um kind of hand painted

21:10 haven't done any um kind of hand painted

21:10 haven't done any um kind of hand painted signs in a while so I was looking at the

21:12 signs in a while so I was looking at the

21:12 signs in a while so I was looking at the booth like maybe I should Chuck some in

21:14 booth like maybe I should Chuck some in

21:14 booth like maybe I should Chuck some in the booth oh almost missed my turn

21:17 the booth oh almost missed my turn

21:17 the booth oh almost missed my turn that's part of what I was going in there

21:18 that's part of what I was going in there

21:18 that's part of what I was going in there to look around just kind of scope out

21:20 to look around just kind of scope out

21:21 to look around just kind of scope out the scene see how much space there is in

21:22 the scene see how much space there is in

21:22 the scene see how much space there is in the booth said my mom mostly runs it now

21:25 the booth said my mom mostly runs it now

21:25 the booth said my mom mostly runs it now since I've been sick I haven't been like

21:26 since I've been sick I haven't been like

21:27 since I've been sick I haven't been like face to face with her all that much I I

21:28 face to face with her all that much I I

21:28 face to face with her all that much I I haven't seen the booth in a while so I

21:30 haven't seen the booth in a while so I

21:30 haven't seen the booth in a while so I didn't really know what that meant like

21:31 didn't really know what that meant like

21:31 didn't really know what that meant like if there's lots of space if we need to

21:32 if there's lots of space if we need to

21:32 if there's lots of space if we need to like is there room for big items you

21:34 like is there room for big items you

21:34 like is there room for big items you know all that kind of things so I had to

21:35 know all that kind of things so I had to

21:35 know all that kind of things so I had to come down and scop it out this has been

21:37 come down and scop it out this has been

21:37 come down and scop it out this has been just like g a disaster in terms of just

21:39 just like g a disaster in terms of just

21:39 just like g a disaster in terms of just being sick lately I don't know if any of

21:41 being sick lately I don't know if any of

21:41 being sick lately I don't know if any of you have ever gone down for like a

21:42 you have ever gone down for like a

21:42 you have ever gone down for like a couple weeks and uh it's just the worst

21:45 couple weeks and uh it's just the worst

21:45 couple weeks and uh it's just the worst and of course with everything else

21:46 and of course with everything else

21:46 and of course with everything else that's been going on everybody's at

21:48 that's been going on everybody's at

21:48 that's been going on everybody's at their throats I'm sure you can go into

21:49 their throats I'm sure you can go into

21:49 their throats I'm sure you can go into your probably your Facebook feed and see

21:51 your probably your Facebook feed and see

21:51 your probably your Facebook feed and see your uncles and your aunts fighting and

21:53 your uncles and your aunts fighting and

21:53 your uncles and your aunts fighting and fighting with your neighbor and your

21:54 fighting with your neighbor and your

21:54 fighting with your neighbor and your friend from the punk rock band fighting

21:56 friend from the punk rock band fighting

21:56 friend from the punk rock band fighting with your other friend from the church

21:58 with your other friend from the church

21:58 with your other friend from the church down the road you know what I mean it's

21:59 down the road you know what I mean it's

21:59 down the road you know what I mean it's one of those crazy times meanwhile I was

22:01 one of those crazy times meanwhile I was

22:01 one of those crazy times meanwhile I was sick just like one thing I try to keep

22:03 sick just like one thing I try to keep

22:03 sick just like one thing I try to keep in perspective whether I'm stressed out

22:06 in perspective whether I'm stressed out

22:06 in perspective whether I'm stressed out by results or stressed out by the

22:08 by results or stressed out by the

22:08 by results or stressed out by the reaction to people's you know online or

22:11 reaction to people's you know online or

22:11 reaction to people's you know online or any big events or crazy things you know

22:13 any big events or crazy things you know

22:13 any big events or crazy things you know one thing that I've learned sort of the

22:16 one thing that I've learned sort of the

22:16 one thing that I've learned sort of the hard way over the years right when I was

22:17 hard way over the years right when I was

22:18 hard way over the years right when I was young I used to get so mad and I used to

22:20 young I used to get so mad and I used to

22:20 young I used to get so mad and I used to be sort of a victim of circumstance

22:23 be sort of a victim of circumstance

22:23 be sort of a victim of circumstance everything upset me everything would go

22:26 everything upset me everything would go

22:26 everything upset me everything would go straight to like sort of my heart little

22:28 straight to like sort of my heart little

22:28 straight to like sort of my heart little a little bit like my mom who's like a

22:29 a little bit like my mom who's like a

22:29 a little bit like my mom who's like a total empath you know I kind of

22:31 total empath you know I kind of

22:31 total empath you know I kind of inherited a little bit of that and I

22:33 inherited a little bit of that and I

22:33 inherited a little bit of that and I would get pretty angry pretty frustrated

22:35 would get pretty angry pretty frustrated

22:35 would get pretty angry pretty frustrated usually mostly with myself I've always

22:36 usually mostly with myself I've always

22:36 usually mostly with myself I've always been more of a self- blamer than

22:38 been more of a self- blamer than

22:38 been more of a self- blamer than pointing the finger at other people

22:39 pointing the finger at other people

22:39 pointing the finger at other people around me which can be a good trait and

22:41 around me which can be a good trait and

22:41 around me which can be a good trait and a bad trait right because you're beating

22:43 a bad trait right because you're beating

22:43 a bad trait right because you're beating yourself up but all stressful situations

22:45 yourself up but all stressful situations

22:45 yourself up but all stressful situations come along 911 a pandemic I've lived

22:47 come along 911 a pandemic I've lived

22:47 come along 911 a pandemic I've lived through all these things I've also had

22:49 through all these things I've also had

22:49 through all these things I've also had like you know these chronic illnesses of

22:51 like you know these chronic illnesses of

22:51 like you know these chronic illnesses of celiac disease and some other things

22:53 celiac disease and some other things

22:53 celiac disease and some other things that are chronic and going on I got this

22:55 that are chronic and going on I got this

22:55 that are chronic and going on I got this heart condition now since 2020 sometimes

22:57 heart condition now since 2020 sometimes

22:57 heart condition now since 2020 sometimes multiple of these things work together

22:58 multiple of these things work together

22:58 multiple of these things work together to keep me miserable and sick I got

23:00 to keep me miserable and sick I got

23:00 to keep me miserable and sick I got chronic back problems all kinds of stuff

23:02 chronic back problems all kinds of stuff

23:02 chronic back problems all kinds of stuff I mean you know Ally my the my the wife

23:05 I mean you know Ally my the my the wife

23:05 I mean you know Ally my the my the wife of my life I mean she has Crohn's

23:07 of my life I mean she has Crohn's

23:07 of my life I mean she has Crohn's disease she almost died multiple times

23:10 disease she almost died multiple times

23:10 disease she almost died multiple times in the last eight years that we've lived

23:11 in the last eight years that we've lived

23:11 in the last eight years that we've lived together one of the things I've learned

23:13 together one of the things I've learned

23:13 together one of the things I've learned from dealing with hard situations right

23:16 from dealing with hard situations right

23:16 from dealing with hard situations right like going through divorce or whether

23:17 like going through divorce or whether

23:17 like going through divorce or whether it's going through the pandemic or

23:19 it's going through the pandemic or

23:19 it's going through the pandemic or whether it's going through the love of

23:21 whether it's going through the love of

23:21 whether it's going through the love of your life being sick unto death nearly

23:24 your life being sick unto death nearly

23:24 your life being sick unto death nearly um is that we are all actually going to

23:26 um is that we are all actually going to

23:26 um is that we are all actually going to die which sounds like bad news I know it

23:27 die which sounds like bad news I know it

23:27 die which sounds like bad news I know it sounds like a Down to say we're all

23:29 sounds like a Down to say we're all

23:29 sounds like a Down to say we're all going to die but this is actually I'm

23:31 going to die but this is actually I'm

23:31 going to die but this is actually I'm not joking something that I tell myself

23:33 not joking something that I tell myself

23:33 not joking something that I tell myself all the time to cheer myself up you know

23:35 all the time to cheer myself up you know

23:35 all the time to cheer myself up you know what we're all going to die momento Mor

23:38 what we're all going to die momento Mor

23:38 what we're all going to die momento Mor it used to be a phrase in the old days

23:40 it used to be a phrase in the old days

23:40 it used to be a phrase in the old days you know the Latin monks would say that

23:42 you know the Latin monks would say that

23:42 you know the Latin monks would say that the Greeks had a much longer phrase they

23:43 the Greeks had a much longer phrase they

23:43 the Greeks had a much longer phrase they would put on the skulls if you've ever

23:44 would put on the skulls if you've ever

23:44 would put on the skulls if you've ever seen old black and white pictures of

23:46 seen old black and white pictures of

23:46 seen old black and white pictures of skulls with Greek writing on the

23:48 skulls with Greek writing on the

23:48 skulls with Greek writing on the foreheads it usually says something

23:49 foreheads it usually says something

23:49 foreheads it usually says something along the lines of as you are so I once

23:53 along the lines of as you are so I once

23:53 along the lines of as you are so I once was as I am now so you will be basically

23:56 was as I am now so you will be basically

23:56 was as I am now so you will be basically a longer version of momento morning type

23:58 a longer version of momento morning type

23:58 a longer version of momento morning type of thing remember death nowadays death

24:00 of thing remember death nowadays death

24:00 of thing remember death nowadays death is so far away from us like we don't see

24:03 is so far away from us like we don't see

24:03 is so far away from us like we don't see death you know we're not like walking by

24:04 death you know we're not like walking by

24:04 death you know we're not like walking by The Undertaker's window and see oh

24:06 The Undertaker's window and see oh

24:06 The Undertaker's window and see oh there's old grandpa laying on a slab you

24:07 there's old grandpa laying on a slab you

24:07 there's old grandpa laying on a slab you don't put people in your house on ice

24:09 don't put people in your house on ice

24:09 don't put people in your house on ice and mourn them for weeks anymore and

24:11 and mourn them for weeks anymore and

24:11 and mourn them for weeks anymore and that kind of thing it's very hidden away

24:14 that kind of thing it's very hidden away

24:14 that kind of thing it's very hidden away we don't think about it that we don't

24:15 we don't think about it that we don't

24:15 we don't think about it that we don't see it when our pets die you know so and

24:17 see it when our pets die you know so and

24:17 see it when our pets die you know so and so fluffy when cross the Rainbow Bridge

24:20 so fluffy when cross the Rainbow Bridge

24:20 so fluffy when cross the Rainbow Bridge we don't really deal with it or cope

24:21 we don't really deal with it or cope

24:21 we don't really deal with it or cope with it much and maybe that's a good

24:23 with it much and maybe that's a good

24:23 with it much and maybe that's a good thing in some ways which we almost feel

24:25 thing in some ways which we almost feel

24:25 thing in some ways which we almost feel like we've escaped it but remember we're

24:27 like we've escaped it but remember we're

24:27 like we've escaped it but remember we're all headed towards the same conclusion I

24:29 all headed towards the same conclusion I

24:30 all headed towards the same conclusion I recently had a friend Bob from Oceanic

24:32 recently had a friend Bob from Oceanic

24:32 recently had a friend Bob from Oceanic carts passed away and I was at his

24:34 carts passed away and I was at his

24:34 carts passed away and I was at his funeral it was very hard for me and I'm

24:36 funeral it was very hard for me and I'm

24:36 funeral it was very hard for me and I'm watching them lower them into the ground

24:38 watching them lower them into the ground

24:38 watching them lower them into the ground and the whole thing and it just

24:40 and the whole thing and it just

24:40 and the whole thing and it just very it it's a good reminder in some

24:42 very it it's a good reminder in some

24:42 very it it's a good reminder in some ways though as sad as it was horrible

24:44 ways though as sad as it was horrible

24:44 ways though as sad as it was horrible day very sad it's a good reminder that

24:46 day very sad it's a good reminder that

24:46 day very sad it's a good reminder that no matter what the situation is no

24:47 no matter what the situation is no

24:47 no matter what the situation is no matter what the current event is or

24:49 matter what the current event is or

24:49 matter what the current event is or what's on the news eventually we're all

24:51 what's on the news eventually we're all

24:51 what's on the news eventually we're all going to go now for some people that

24:53 going to go now for some people that

24:53 going to go now for some people that means yeah you know that's motivation to

24:55 means yeah you know that's motivation to

24:55 means yeah you know that's motivation to keep fighting make the world a better

24:56 keep fighting make the world a better

24:56 keep fighting make the world a better place while you're still here but it's

24:58 place while you're still here but it's

24:58 place while you're still here but it's it's also good motivation to let things

24:59 it's also good motivation to let things

24:59 it's also good motivation to let things go sometimes this is like H this is not

25:02 go sometimes this is like H this is not

25:02 go sometimes this is like H this is not worth getting upset about I thought a

25:05 worth getting upset about I thought a

25:05 worth getting upset about I thought a lot about my friend Bob and I thought a

25:06 lot about my friend Bob and I thought a

25:06 lot about my friend Bob and I thought a lot about you know he was he was up

25:08 lot about you know he was he was up

25:08 lot about you know he was he was up there in years and I was thinking about

25:11 there in years and I was thinking about

25:11 there in years and I was thinking about my Aunt Kate who passed away oh about I

25:14 my Aunt Kate who passed away oh about I

25:14 my Aunt Kate who passed away oh about I don't know 10 years ago or so and I was

25:16 don't know 10 years ago or so and I was

25:16 don't know 10 years ago or so and I was thinking my great aunt Kate and I was

25:19 thinking my great aunt Kate and I was

25:19 thinking my great aunt Kate and I was thinking about she lived into her 90s

25:20 thinking about she lived into her 90s

25:20 thinking about she lived into her 90s she had this long life you know she was

25:22 she had this long life you know she was

25:22 she had this long life you know she was so at peace with it I prayed all the

25:24 so at peace with it I prayed all the

25:24 so at peace with it I prayed all the prayers I can pray and I've lived all

25:26 prayers I can pray and I've lived all

25:26 prayers I can pray and I've lived all the life I can live and I'm ready ready

25:28 the life I can live and I'm ready ready

25:28 the life I can live and I'm ready ready to go home and see my family again right

25:30 to go home and see my family again right

25:30 to go home and see my family again right she was so at peace with it was a

25:32 she was so at peace with it was a

25:32 she was so at peace with it was a wonderful nice thing you know as much as

25:33 wonderful nice thing you know as much as

25:33 wonderful nice thing you know as much as it could be for being such a sad and

25:35 it could be for being such a sad and

25:35 it could be for being such a sad and tragic thing but it occurred to me back

25:38 tragic thing but it occurred to me back

25:38 tragic thing but it occurred to me back then and every time someone else passes

25:40 then and every time someone else passes

25:40 then and every time someone else passes away I try to remember this and burn it

25:42 away I try to remember this and burn it

25:42 away I try to remember this and burn it into my brain that like I've been with

25:45 into my brain that like I've been with

25:45 into my brain that like I've been with several old people as they've been

25:46 several old people as they've been

25:46 several old people as they've been laying there um in their final days and

25:49 laying there um in their final days and

25:49 laying there um in their final days and we've had I've had conversations with

25:50 we've had I've had conversations with

25:50 we've had I've had conversations with many of them and uh you know I've been

25:53 many of them and uh you know I've been

25:53 many of them and uh you know I've been in hospice with lots of my relatives and

25:55 in hospice with lots of my relatives and

25:55 in hospice with lots of my relatives and things like that and I've never once

25:56 things like that and I've never once

25:56 things like that and I've never once heard one of them say you know I wish

25:58 heard one of them say you know I wish

25:58 heard one of them say you know I wish I'd gotten more angry about this cause

26:00 I'd gotten more angry about this cause

26:00 I'd gotten more angry about this cause or that cause I wish I'd burn down the

26:01 or that cause I wish I'd burn down the

26:01 or that cause I wish I'd burn down the whole city I never hear that I hear a

26:04 whole city I never hear that I hear a

26:04 whole city I never hear that I hear a lot more like I wish I'd have spent more

26:06 lot more like I wish I'd have spent more

26:06 lot more like I wish I'd have spent more time telling the people close to me that

26:07 time telling the people close to me that

26:07 time telling the people close to me that I love them I wish I spent more time

26:09 I love them I wish I spent more time

26:09 I love them I wish I spent more time with my kids I wish I spent you know I

26:11 with my kids I wish I spent you know I

26:11 with my kids I wish I spent you know I wish I'd had more kids I wish i' had

26:13 wish I'd had more kids I wish i' had

26:13 wish I'd had more kids I wish i' had started that business or whatever it's

26:15 started that business or whatever it's

26:15 started that business or whatever it's those kind of regrets that I hear not oh

26:17 those kind of regrets that I hear not oh

26:17 those kind of regrets that I hear not oh I wish I'd have protested more in the

26:19 I wish I'd have protested more in the

26:19 I wish I'd have protested more in the 60s or I wish I'd have you know things

26:22 60s or I wish I'd have you know things

26:22 60s or I wish I'd have you know things like that it's uh it's making me think a

26:24 like that it's uh it's making me think a

26:24 like that it's uh it's making me think a lot about you know how old I am and life

26:27 lot about you know how old I am and life

26:27 lot about you know how old I am and life and death and all I know this is deep

26:28 and death and all I know this is deep

26:28 and death and all I know this is deep thoughts for after the antique store

26:30 thoughts for after the antique store

26:30 thoughts for after the antique store we're looking at a guy's butt sticking

26:31 we're looking at a guy's butt sticking

26:31 we're looking at a guy's butt sticking up in the air on a little statue maybe

26:33 up in the air on a little statue maybe

26:33 up in the air on a little statue maybe this is all just in my head because

26:35 this is all just in my head because

26:35 this is all just in my head because everyone around seems to be upset and

26:37 everyone around seems to be upset and

26:37 everyone around seems to be upset and I've been laying there sick with nothing

26:38 I've been laying there sick with nothing

26:38 I've been laying there sick with nothing else to do just like stare at the

26:39 else to do just like stare at the

26:39 else to do just like stare at the ceiling I'm like Cameron from ferish be

26:42 ceiling I'm like Cameron from ferish be

26:42 ceiling I'm like Cameron from ferish be you know like I'm dying you know but uh

26:46 you know like I'm dying you know but uh

26:46 you know like I'm dying you know but uh yeah I started to think about like what

26:47 yeah I started to think about like what

26:47 yeah I started to think about like what actually really matters what the and you

26:50 actually really matters what the and you

26:50 actually really matters what the and you can't control your circumstances you can

26:51 can't control your circumstances you can

26:51 can't control your circumstances you can only control your reaction to them and

26:53 only control your reaction to them and

26:53 only control your reaction to them and all that kind of stuff and I think about

26:54 all that kind of stuff and I think about

26:54 all that kind of stuff and I think about the Quest for positivity I think about

26:56 the Quest for positivity I think about

26:56 the Quest for positivity I think about like what am I here for what am I doing

26:58 like what am I here for what am I doing

26:58 like what am I here for what am I doing what am I doing what am I

27:00 what am I doing what am I

27:00 what am I doing what am I doing you know and I've been thinking

27:02 doing you know and I've been thinking

27:02 doing you know and I've been thinking about the big questions and I don't

27:04 about the big questions and I don't

27:04 about the big questions and I don't think that when I finally get to when

27:07 think that when I finally get to when

27:07 think that when I finally get to when I'm going to die whether that's freaking

27:09 I'm going to die whether that's freaking

27:09 I'm going to die whether that's freaking tonight or whether that's you know 50

27:11 tonight or whether that's you know 50

27:11 tonight or whether that's you know 50 years from now I don't think I'm going

27:13 years from now I don't think I'm going

27:13 years from now I don't think I'm going to be worried about the stuff I was

27:15 to be worried about the stuff I was

27:15 to be worried about the stuff I was angry about anymore and Bob gurr and I

27:17 angry about anymore and Bob gurr and I

27:17 angry about anymore and Bob gurr and I talk about this all the time Bob G is a

27:20 talk about this all the time Bob G is a

27:20 talk about this all the time Bob G is a very happy go-lucky nothing phases him

27:22 very happy go-lucky nothing phases him

27:22 very happy go-lucky nothing phases him he's able to just walk into any

27:23 he's able to just walk into any

27:23 he's able to just walk into any situation and kind of own the room but

27:25 situation and kind of own the room but

27:25 situation and kind of own the room but more than that he's never really angry

27:27 more than that he's never really angry

27:27 more than that he's never really angry and he's you know 93 years old and we

27:30 and he's you know 93 years old and we

27:30 and he's you know 93 years old and we have constant talks about philosophy and

27:33 have constant talks about philosophy and

27:33 have constant talks about philosophy and secrets of the universe and all kinds of

27:34 secrets of the universe and all kinds of

27:34 secrets of the universe and all kinds of the history and things and um I I often

27:38 the history and things and um I I often

27:38 the history and things and um I I often talk to especially in the early days of

27:40 talk to especially in the early days of

27:40 talk to especially in the early days of like trying to let go of anger about

27:41 like trying to let go of anger about

27:41 like trying to let go of anger about divorce Bob had famously been divorced

27:43 divorce Bob had famously been divorced

27:43 divorce Bob had famously been divorced way back in his life and all this

27:44 way back in his life and all this

27:44 way back in his life and all this different stuff I would often have

27:46 different stuff I would often have

27:46 different stuff I would often have conversations with them because I was

27:47 conversations with them because I was

27:47 conversations with them because I was starting my quest for positivity and I

27:49 starting my quest for positivity and I

27:49 starting my quest for positivity and I was on the Quest for positivity and I

27:51 was on the Quest for positivity and I

27:51 was on the Quest for positivity and I I'd had the practicing gratefulness part

27:52 I'd had the practicing gratefulness part

27:52 I'd had the practicing gratefulness part of it like kind of set into my mind okay

27:54 of it like kind of set into my mind okay

27:54 of it like kind of set into my mind okay that's one one step on my journey and

27:57 that's one one step on my journey and

27:57 that's one one step on my journey and then another one is try to see the

27:59 then another one is try to see the

27:59 then another one is try to see the Silver Linings in things even things

28:01 Silver Linings in things even things

28:01 Silver Linings in things even things that annoy me and enrage me try to see

28:03 that annoy me and enrage me try to see

28:03 that annoy me and enrage me try to see the good in the situation or the hopeful

28:04 the good in the situation or the hopeful

28:04 the good in the situation or the hopeful side of everything um right not in a

28:07 side of everything um right not in a

28:07 side of everything um right not in a toxic positivity kind of way because

28:09 toxic positivity kind of way because

28:09 toxic positivity kind of way because that's the third thing was to

28:10 that's the third thing was to

28:10 that's the third thing was to acknowledge things suck then the big

28:12 acknowledge things suck then the big

28:12 acknowledge things suck then the big thing was that really changed my life

28:14 thing was that really changed my life

28:14 thing was that really changed my life was trying to uh like I say trying to

28:17 was trying to uh like I say trying to

28:17 was trying to uh like I say trying to look at things like look I can't control

28:19 look at things like look I can't control

28:19 look at things like look I can't control the circumstances I can only control my

28:20 the circumstances I can only control my

28:20 the circumstances I can only control my reaction to them or I've heard it put

28:22 reaction to them or I've heard it put

28:22 reaction to them or I've heard it put way more recently I've heard people say

28:23 way more recently I've heard people say

28:23 way more recently I've heard people say like life is 10% what happens to you and

28:26 like life is 10% what happens to you and

28:26 like life is 10% what happens to you and 90% what you do about it it's that kind

28:28 90% what you do about it it's that kind

28:28 90% what you do about it it's that kind of thing but Bob taught me something um

28:33 of thing but Bob taught me something um

28:33 of thing but Bob taught me something um years ago which I just heard him

28:34 years ago which I just heard him

28:34 years ago which I just heard him mentioning last night at a that event

28:36 mentioning last night at a that event

28:36 mentioning last night at a that event down here he did with Charles Phoenix

28:38 down here he did with Charles Phoenix

28:38 down here he did with Charles Phoenix and it reminded me of some of the long

28:40 and it reminded me of some of the long

28:40 and it reminded me of some of the long conversations we've had on his back

28:41 conversations we've had on his back

28:41 conversations we've had on his back porch about you know anger is such a

28:45 porch about you know anger is such a

28:45 porch about you know anger is such a waste of energy and like the wisdom the

28:47 waste of energy and like the wisdom the

28:47 waste of energy and like the wisdom the main thing you'll talk to this guy 93

28:49 main thing you'll talk to this guy 93

28:49 main thing you'll talk to this guy 93 years old a literal genius invented half

28:52 years old a literal genius invented half

28:52 years old a literal genius invented half the stuff you ride on at Disneyland came

28:53 the stuff you ride on at Disneyland came

28:53 the stuff you ride on at Disneyland came up with all kinds of engineering

28:55 up with all kinds of engineering

28:55 up with all kinds of engineering solutions that the professionals with

28:57 solutions that the professionals with

28:57 solutions that the professionals with all the learned

28:58 all the learned

28:58 all the learned couldn't come up with right Bob G genius

29:00 couldn't come up with right Bob G genius

29:00 couldn't come up with right Bob G genius Walt's most genius imagineer 93 years

29:04 Walt's most genius imagineer 93 years

29:04 Walt's most genius imagineer 93 years young I mean he's got a lot of knowledge

29:06 young I mean he's got a lot of knowledge

29:06 young I mean he's got a lot of knowledge story there sharpest attack remembers

29:07 story there sharpest attack remembers

29:07 story there sharpest attack remembers everything his brain is like a filing

29:09 everything his brain is like a filing

29:09 everything his brain is like a filing cabinet of information and he had crazy

29:12 cabinet of information and he had crazy

29:12 cabinet of information and he had crazy personal life struggles too as well

29:14 personal life struggles too as well

29:14 personal life struggles too as well which aren't really my place to reveal

29:16 which aren't really my place to reveal

29:16 which aren't really my place to reveal here but the main thing he'll we'll talk

29:18 here but the main thing he'll we'll talk

29:18 here but the main thing he'll we'll talk about when we talk about like things

29:20 about when we talk about like things

29:20 about when we talk about like things we've learned and things we've overcome

29:22 we've learned and things we've overcome

29:22 we've learned and things we've overcome and his main sort of advice or thing

29:24 and his main sort of advice or thing

29:24 and his main sort of advice or thing would be that just like anger is such a

29:26 would be that just like anger is such a

29:26 would be that just like anger is such a waste of energy you you got to get rid

29:28 waste of energy you you got to get rid

29:28 waste of energy you you got to get rid of anger and learn not to be angry and

29:30 of anger and learn not to be angry and

29:30 of anger and learn not to be angry and I've gotten to this place where I don't

29:32 I've gotten to this place where I don't

29:32 I've gotten to this place where I don't really get angry anymore I get angry at

29:33 really get angry anymore I get angry at

29:33 really get angry anymore I get angry at myself I get angry at myself like crazy

29:36 myself I get angry at myself like crazy

29:36 myself I get angry at myself like crazy I mostly don't get angry anymore I try

29:38 I mostly don't get angry anymore I try

29:38 I mostly don't get angry anymore I try to

29:39 to

29:39 to think what can I do with that energy

29:41 think what can I do with that energy

29:41 think what can I do with that energy instead of being anger he's he's talking

29:43 instead of being anger he's he's talking

29:43 instead of being anger he's he's talking about like shedding the anger and then

29:46 about like shedding the anger and then

29:46 about like shedding the anger and then being able to start over with a new plan

29:48 being able to start over with a new plan

29:48 being able to start over with a new plan unforeseen circumstances happen to you

29:50 unforeseen circumstances happen to you

29:50 unforeseen circumstances happen to you you start over with a new plan right so

29:52 you start over with a new plan right so

29:52 you start over with a new plan right so like right now sick for like 10 days

29:55 like right now sick for like 10 days

29:55 like right now sick for like 10 days probably the longest streak I've ever

29:56 probably the longest streak I've ever

29:56 probably the longest streak I've ever gone without uploading a video or doing

29:58 gone without uploading a video or doing

29:58 gone without uploading a video or doing anything like that and I'm very much

30:00 anything like that and I'm very much

30:00 anything like that and I'm very much some of you may be surprised but I'm not

30:02 some of you may be surprised but I'm not

30:02 some of you may be surprised but I'm not a rich guy you've seen my

30:04 a rich guy you've seen my

30:04 a rich guy you've seen my fan it's not one of those Mercedes

30:06 fan it's not one of those Mercedes

30:06 fan it's not one of those Mercedes camper van is it um I'm not a rich guy I

30:10 camper van is it um I'm not a rich guy I

30:10 camper van is it um I'm not a rich guy I live paycheck to paycheck like anybody

30:11 live paycheck to paycheck like anybody

30:11 live paycheck to paycheck like anybody else and if there's 10 days go by

30:13 else and if there's 10 days go by

30:13 else and if there's 10 days go by without me uploading a video I'm pretty

30:14 without me uploading a video I'm pretty

30:14 without me uploading a video I'm pretty much I get you know that's that's not

30:16 much I get you know that's that's not

30:16 much I get you know that's that's not good that'd be like you not being able

30:17 good that'd be like you not being able

30:17 good that'd be like you not being able to go to work for 10 days and there's no

30:19 to go to work for 10 days and there's no

30:19 to go to work for 10 days and there's no sick pay for me right so not a great

30:22 sick pay for me right so not a great

30:22 sick pay for me right so not a great situation to be in so I I have a

30:23 situation to be in so I I have a

30:24 situation to be in so I I have a tendency to start getting really angry

30:25 tendency to start getting really angry

30:25 tendency to start getting really angry at myself beating myself up getting

30:26 at myself beating myself up getting

30:26 at myself beating myself up getting upset getting stressed out and luckily

30:28 upset getting stressed out and luckily

30:29 upset getting stressed out and luckily one of the first things I was able to do

30:30 one of the first things I was able to do

30:30 one of the first things I was able to do when I was up out of bed and out of the

30:31 when I was up out of bed and out of the

30:31 when I was up out of bed and out of the house I was able to go to this thing

30:33 house I was able to go to this thing

30:33 house I was able to go to this thing last night with Bob and Charles and just

30:34 last night with Bob and Charles and just

30:34 last night with Bob and Charles and just hearing someone asked uh Bob like what's

30:36 hearing someone asked uh Bob like what's

30:36 hearing someone asked uh Bob like what's the secret to happiness and he starts in

30:39 the secret to happiness and he starts in

30:39 the secret to happiness and he starts in on like you got to get rid of anger it's

30:40 on like you got to get rid of anger it's

30:40 on like you got to get rid of anger it's like one of the main secrets to

30:43 like one of the main secrets to

30:43 like one of the main secrets to happiness is learning that anger is a

30:44 happiness is learning that anger is a

30:44 happiness is learning that anger is a waste of your energy so it's not that

30:46 waste of your energy so it's not that

30:46 waste of your energy so it's not that the thing that's happening isn't wrong

30:48 the thing that's happening isn't wrong

30:48 the thing that's happening isn't wrong or something somebody out there isn't

30:49 or something somebody out there isn't

30:49 or something somebody out there isn't making you angry or whatever it's it's

30:52 making you angry or whatever it's it's

30:52 making you angry or whatever it's it's that whole thing of um life is 10% what

30:55 that whole thing of um life is 10% what

30:55 that whole thing of um life is 10% what happens and 90% what you do about it in

30:57 happens and 90% what you do about it in

30:57 happens and 90% what you do about it in your own life right like all right I

30:58 your own life right like all right I

30:58 your own life right like all right I can't change uh say during the pandemic

31:01 can't change uh say during the pandemic

31:01 can't change uh say during the pandemic I I couldn't change anything about a

31:02 I I couldn't change anything about a

31:02 I I couldn't change anything about a virus rampaging across the world I can

31:04 virus rampaging across the world I can

31:04 virus rampaging across the world I can only change what I do at home in my life

31:07 only change what I do at home in my life

31:07 only change what I do at home in my life about that thing right and so in this

31:09 about that thing right and so in this

31:09 about that thing right and so in this situation right now I couldn't change

31:10 situation right now I couldn't change

31:10 situation right now I couldn't change the fact that I was sick couldn't change

31:12 the fact that I was sick couldn't change

31:12 the fact that I was sick couldn't change the fact that I was pretty much useless

31:13 the fact that I was pretty much useless

31:13 the fact that I was pretty much useless there a lump for 10 days can't change

31:15 there a lump for 10 days can't change

31:15 there a lump for 10 days can't change the fact that I'm still kind of

31:15 the fact that I'm still kind of

31:16 the fact that I'm still kind of struggling with all kinds of different

31:17 struggling with all kinds of different

31:17 struggling with all kinds of different health problems that we're not going to

31:18 health problems that we're not going to

31:18 health problems that we're not going to get into because they weird

31:21 get into because they weird

31:21 get into because they weird um but I always think of the remember

31:24 um but I always think of the remember

31:24 um but I always think of the remember death thing I think I've only got this

31:26 death thing I think I've only got this

31:26 death thing I think I've only got this much time to I really want to spend it

31:28 much time to I really want to spend it

31:28 much time to I really want to spend it on anger do I really want to spend it on

31:29 on anger do I really want to spend it on

31:29 on anger do I really want to spend it on frustration even things about even on

31:31 frustration even things about even on

31:31 frustration even things about even on things that I legitimately should be

31:33 things that I legitimately should be

31:33 things that I legitimately should be frustrated or angry or stressed out or

31:34 frustrated or angry or stressed out or

31:34 frustrated or angry or stressed out or scared of it's like that's not going to

31:36 scared of it's like that's not going to

31:36 scared of it's like that's not going to help me get anywhere I got to stop let

31:38 help me get anywhere I got to stop let

31:38 help me get anywhere I got to stop let those emotions go they're a waste of my

31:40 those emotions go they're a waste of my

31:40 those emotions go they're a waste of my they're literally burning calories I

31:42 they're literally burning calories I

31:42 they're literally burning calories I can't afford to waste well maybe I can

31:44 can't afford to waste well maybe I can

31:44 can't afford to waste well maybe I can afford to waste a few of them though and

31:46 afford to waste a few of them though and

31:46 afford to waste a few of them though and I've got to figure out what is it that I

31:47 I've got to figure out what is it that I

31:47 I've got to figure out what is it that I capable of doing right now about my

31:50 capable of doing right now about my

31:50 capable of doing right now about my situation what is it I want to do so I

31:52 situation what is it I want to do so I

31:52 situation what is it I want to do so I got some lists I got some things I've

31:53 got some lists I got some things I've

31:53 got some lists I got some things I've been trying to sit there and go okay

31:55 been trying to sit there and go okay

31:55 been trying to sit there and go okay instead of getting angry that I can't go

31:56 instead of getting angry that I can't go

31:56 instead of getting angry that I can't go out and film the things that I want to

31:58 out and film the things that I want to

31:58 out and film the things that I want to film and do the things I had planned on

31:59 film and do the things I had planned on

31:59 film and do the things I had planned on doing why don't I sit here and look on

32:01 doing why don't I sit here and look on

32:01 doing why don't I sit here and look on the bright side go okay what am I going

32:02 the bright side go okay what am I going

32:02 the bright side go okay what am I going to do when I'm done with this right what

32:03 to do when I'm done with this right what

32:04 to do when I'm done with this right what am I going to do when I do have my

32:04 am I going to do when I do have my

32:05 am I going to do when I do have my energy back and that's part of today I'm

32:06 energy back and that's part of today I'm

32:07 energy back and that's part of today I'm coming down here I'm going to see oh

32:08 coming down here I'm going to see oh

32:08 coming down here I'm going to see oh what are some things I can make and put

32:09 what are some things I can make and put

32:09 what are some things I can make and put in the booth and different stuffs I want

32:11 in the booth and different stuffs I want

32:11 in the booth and different stuffs I want to maybe do some hand painted signs

32:12 to maybe do some hand painted signs

32:12 to maybe do some hand painted signs again or some carvings right get the

32:14 again or some carvings right get the

32:14 again or some carvings right get the wood down in my dzz get it ready so I

32:16 wood down in my dzz get it ready so I

32:16 wood down in my dzz get it ready so I can put this thing together that I'm

32:17 can put this thing together that I'm

32:17 can put this thing together that I'm supposed to carve I've been making lists

32:19 supposed to carve I've been making lists

32:19 supposed to carve I've been making lists and plans for a little bit of History

32:22 and plans for a little bit of History

32:22 and plans for a little bit of History action when it comes to Disneyland so

32:24 action when it comes to Disneyland so

32:24 action when it comes to Disneyland so we've got some history of Disneyland

32:26 we've got some history of Disneyland

32:26 we've got some history of Disneyland things coming up uh and sketching out

32:28 things coming up uh and sketching out

32:28 things coming up uh and sketching out some ideas for different podcast things

32:30 some ideas for different podcast things

32:30 some ideas for different podcast things to do with Tyler and George because

32:31 to do with Tyler and George because

32:31 to do with Tyler and George because they've sort of

32:33 they've sort of

32:33 they've sort of joined it was nobody's plan but they're

32:35 joined it was nobody's plan but they're

32:35 joined it was nobody's plan but they're just sort of like always around for

32:36 just sort of like always around for

32:36 just sort of like always around for different podcasts that we do for

32:37 different podcasts that we do for

32:37 different podcasts that we do for patreon they're all in the patreon thing

32:40 patreon they're all in the patreon thing

32:40 patreon they're all in the patreon thing and um the morning announcements which

32:42 and um the morning announcements which

32:42 and um the morning announcements which another patreon thing so I'm I'm like

32:43 another patreon thing so I'm I'm like

32:43 another patreon thing so I'm I'm like planning out oh well okay and so like

32:46 planning out oh well okay and so like

32:46 planning out oh well okay and so like the last two I mean the first like I

32:48 the last two I mean the first like I

32:48 the last two I mean the first like I don't know first couple weeks of getting

32:49 don't know first couple weeks of getting

32:49 don't know first couple weeks of getting sick and then better and then sick and

32:50 sick and then better and then sick and

32:50 sick and then better and then sick and better and sick and better I was getting

32:51 better and sick and better I was getting

32:51 better and sick and better I was getting I was going insane like cin fever and

32:54 I was going insane like cin fever and

32:54 I was going insane like cin fever and you know me I squirely I like to move

32:55 you know me I squirely I like to move

32:55 you know me I squirely I like to move around a lot I like to travel and move

32:58 around a lot I like to travel and move

32:58 around a lot I like to travel and move around and not being cooped up in the

32:59 around and not being cooped up in the

32:59 around and not being cooped up in the house which is why I'm pacing around in

33:01 house which is why I'm pacing around in

33:01 house which is why I'm pacing around in a parking lot right now instead of

33:03 a parking lot right now instead of

33:03 a parking lot right now instead of sitting in a nice warm van or driving

33:04 sitting in a nice warm van or driving

33:04 sitting in a nice warm van or driving home to my wonderful bed or couch um CU

33:07 home to my wonderful bed or couch um CU

33:07 home to my wonderful bed or couch um CU I feel so good to be outside so for like

33:09 I feel so good to be outside so for like

33:09 I feel so good to be outside so for like the first week and a half of this it was

33:12 the first week and a half of this it was

33:12 the first week and a half of this it was like I was going stir crazy I was going

33:13 like I was going stir crazy I was going

33:13 like I was going stir crazy I was going to see I'm was getting really angry and

33:14 to see I'm was getting really angry and

33:14 to see I'm was getting really angry and frustrated and like tons of anxiety and

33:17 frustrated and like tons of anxiety and

33:17 frustrated and like tons of anxiety and the last couple days I started to go no

33:19 the last couple days I started to go no

33:19 the last couple days I started to go no no no remember remember the plan the

33:22 no no remember remember the plan the

33:22 no no remember remember the plan the Quest for positivity all the lessons

33:24 Quest for positivity all the lessons

33:24 Quest for positivity all the lessons from Bob all the lessons you've learned

33:25 from Bob all the lessons you've learned

33:25 from Bob all the lessons you've learned remember all the lessons I've been

33:27 remember all the lessons I've been

33:27 remember all the lessons I've been trying to like okay what am I going to

33:29 trying to like okay what am I going to

33:29 trying to like okay what am I going to do next another thing is I was supposed

33:31 do next another thing is I was supposed

33:31 do next another thing is I was supposed to be traveling right now so thank

33:33 to be traveling right now so thank

33:33 to be traveling right now so thank goodness I didn't happen it actually got

33:34 goodness I didn't happen it actually got

33:34 goodness I didn't happen it actually got pushed back by a week and a half so

33:37 pushed back by a week and a half so

33:37 pushed back by a week and a half so allly and I will be taking a flight very

33:38 allly and I will be taking a flight very

33:38 allly and I will be taking a flight very soon to an exciting fun destination we

33:41 soon to an exciting fun destination we

33:41 soon to an exciting fun destination we we'll be all we'll be sometimes vlogging

33:43 we'll be all we'll be sometimes vlogging

33:43 we'll be all we'll be sometimes vlogging there more fun than this video and um I

33:48 there more fun than this video and um I

33:48 there more fun than this video and um I couldn't it got pushed back I'm been

33:50 couldn't it got pushed back I'm been

33:50 couldn't it got pushed back I'm been trying to be like okay what am I going

33:51 trying to be like okay what am I going

33:51 trying to be like okay what am I going to do next another thing I should have

33:54 to do next another thing I should have

33:54 to do next another thing I should have been with my friend Adam right now so

33:55 been with my friend Adam right now so

33:55 been with my friend Adam right now so Adam just beat me getting to his 50th

33:58 Adam just beat me getting to his 50th

33:59 Adam just beat me getting to his 50th state I've also been to 49 states and I

34:00 state I've also been to 49 states and I

34:00 state I've also been to 49 states and I was also missing the same state as him

34:02 was also missing the same state as him

34:02 was also missing the same state as him Alaska so he's flying up to Alaska and

34:04 Alaska so he's flying up to Alaska and

34:04 Alaska so he's flying up to Alaska and he offers me like dude you want to go

34:06 he offers me like dude you want to go

34:06 he offers me like dude you want to go let's go and I couldn't go because I had

34:09 let's go and I couldn't go because I had

34:09 let's go and I couldn't go because I had plans to be somewhere else and actually

34:11 plans to be somewhere else and actually

34:11 plans to be somewhere else and actually allly and I are getting on a plane in

34:12 allly and I are getting on a plane in

34:12 allly and I are getting on a plane in about a week and we are headed out of

34:14 about a week and we are headed out of

34:14 about a week and we are headed out of here to a very fun great destination but

34:17 here to a very fun great destination but

34:17 here to a very fun great destination but I should have been there now but it got

34:18 I should have been there now but it got

34:18 I should have been there now but it got pushed back a little bit and at first I

34:21 pushed back a little bit and at first I

34:21 pushed back a little bit and at first I was so frustrated and I was sick right

34:23 was so frustrated and I was sick right

34:23 was so frustrated and I was sick right I'm sick I'm looking I'm like oh man I'm

34:25 I'm sick I'm looking I'm like oh man I'm

34:25 I'm sick I'm looking I'm like oh man I'm so jealous my buddy he went and I could

34:27 so jealous my buddy he went and I could

34:27 so jealous my buddy he went and I could have gone with him but I couldn't cuz I

34:29 have gone with him but I couldn't cuz I

34:29 have gone with him but I couldn't cuz I had a thing but then the thing and oh

34:30 had a thing but then the thing and oh

34:30 had a thing but then the thing and oh man you know now I'm sick and then I

34:32 man you know now I'm sick and then I

34:32 man you know now I'm sick and then I realized like well thank goodness both

34:34 realized like well thank goodness both

34:34 realized like well thank goodness both of those things cuz I couldn't have gone

34:35 of those things cuz I couldn't have gone

34:36 of those things cuz I couldn't have gone there if I was sick and I couldn't have

34:37 there if I was sick and I couldn't have

34:37 there if I was sick and I couldn't have gone to the other thing if I was sick so

34:38 gone to the other thing if I was sick so

34:38 gone to the other thing if I was sick so I was like once again instead of

34:40 I was like once again instead of

34:40 I was like once again instead of worrying about things I can't control

34:41 worrying about things I can't control

34:41 worrying about things I can't control like oh man I'm so jealous he beat me he

34:43 like oh man I'm so jealous he beat me he

34:43 like oh man I'm so jealous he beat me he earned it though 50th state man I'm that

34:46 earned it though 50th state man I'm that

34:46 earned it though 50th state man I'm that close although maybe I'll save my Alaska

34:47 close although maybe I'll save my Alaska

34:47 close although maybe I'll save my Alaska for the summer time because if there's

34:48 for the summer time because if there's

34:48 for the summer time because if there's one thing I fear more than everybody's

34:50 one thing I fear more than everybody's

34:50 one thing I fear more than everybody's mother-in-law it's winter not I was

34:52 mother-in-law it's winter not I was

34:52 mother-in-law it's winter not I was grown here in the Orange Groves right I

34:54 grown here in the Orange Groves right I

34:54 grown here in the Orange Groves right I was grown here like an orange and I I

34:56 was grown here like an orange and I I

34:56 was grown here like an orange and I I fear the Frost I fear the frost friends

34:59 fear the Frost I fear the frost friends

34:59 fear the Frost I fear the frost friends I fear the frost anyway I've had tons of

35:01 I fear the frost anyway I've had tons of

35:01 I fear the frost anyway I've had tons of reasons to be frustrated and gripe and I

35:03 reasons to be frustrated and gripe and I

35:03 reasons to be frustrated and gripe and I tried not to even post anything really

35:05 tried not to even post anything really

35:05 tried not to even post anything really for the last couple weeks I posted one

35:06 for the last couple weeks I posted one

35:06 for the last couple weeks I posted one picture of like my face on Instagram and

35:08 picture of like my face on Instagram and

35:08 picture of like my face on Instagram and I was like G got this head cold you know

35:10 I was like G got this head cold you know

35:10 I was like G got this head cold you know wake me up when this head cold ends haha

35:12 wake me up when this head cold ends haha

35:12 wake me up when this head cold ends haha LOL like one of the first comments with

35:14 LOL like one of the first comments with

35:14 LOL like one of the first comments with some trolley guy being like Oh sick of

35:17 some trolley guy being like Oh sick of

35:17 some trolley guy being like Oh sick of hearing about this guy being sick and I

35:19 hearing about this guy being sick and I

35:20 hearing about this guy being sick and I was thinking not as sick as I am a being

35:22 was thinking not as sick as I am a being

35:22 was thinking not as sick as I am a being sick man I got chronic illnesses and

35:25 sick man I got chronic illnesses and

35:25 sick man I got chronic illnesses and things like that super unfun just

35:27 things like that super unfun just

35:27 things like that super unfun just reminded me of all that stuff and I was

35:29 reminded me of all that stuff and I was

35:29 reminded me of all that stuff and I was getting grumpy about it I was getting

35:30 getting grumpy about it I was getting

35:30 getting grumpy about it I was getting all cranky and then I realized like no

35:32 all cranky and then I realized like no

35:32 all cranky and then I realized like no I'm going to die one day I'm lucky that

35:34 I'm going to die one day I'm lucky that

35:34 I'm going to die one day I'm lucky that I have these extra days I could have

35:35 I have these extra days I could have

35:35 I have these extra days I could have been dead already many times and uh got

35:38 been dead already many times and uh got

35:38 been dead already many times and uh got to be grateful got to be grateful for

35:41 to be grateful got to be grateful for

35:41 to be grateful got to be grateful for every day and look forward to what's

35:43 every day and look forward to what's

35:43 every day and look forward to what's coming next so this has nothing to do

35:45 coming next so this has nothing to do

35:45 coming next so this has nothing to do with everything else going on by the way

35:46 with everything else going on by the way

35:46 with everything else going on by the way so don't try to read the tea leaves like

35:48 so don't try to read the tea leaves like

35:48 so don't try to read the tea leaves like that I don't do passive aggressive and I

35:51 that I don't do passive aggressive and I

35:51 that I don't do passive aggressive and I don't do like I said sex politics

35:52 don't do like I said sex politics

35:52 don't do like I said sex politics religion on this show or any other show

35:54 religion on this show or any other show

35:54 religion on this show or any other show that I produced this is genuinely a lot

35:57 that I produced this is genuinely a lot

35:57 that I produced this is genuinely a lot of what I've been thinking about and um

36:00 of what I've been thinking about and um

36:00 of what I've been thinking about and um I had no idea what I was going to come

36:01 I had no idea what I was going to come

36:01 I had no idea what I was going to come and share with you guys today or do with

36:03 and share with you guys today or do with

36:03 and share with you guys today or do with you I dropped off some wood we checked

36:05 you I dropped off some wood we checked

36:05 you I dropped off some wood we checked out some Antiques and then I gave you a

36:06 out some Antiques and then I gave you a

36:06 out some Antiques and then I gave you a long parking lot talk right here next to

36:08 long parking lot talk right here next to

36:08 long parking lot talk right here next to the dumpsters where we had a meet up a

36:10 the dumpsters where we had a meet up a

36:10 the dumpsters where we had a meet up a couple of years ago wasn't that a fun

36:12 couple of years ago wasn't that a fun

36:12 couple of years ago wasn't that a fun one if you guys were here it was like

36:13 one if you guys were here it was like

36:13 one if you guys were here it was like the hottest day of the summer we had a

36:15 the hottest day of the summer we had a

36:15 the hottest day of the summer we had a meet up right here and the slight breeze

36:18 meet up right here and the slight breeze

36:18 meet up right here and the slight breeze which was hot it felt like a blow dryer

36:19 which was hot it felt like a blow dryer

36:19 which was hot it felt like a blow dryer blowing was wafting the scent of all the

36:22 blowing was wafting the scent of all the

36:22 blowing was wafting the scent of all the dumpsters right onto us um so we've

36:24 dumpsters right onto us um so we've

36:24 dumpsters right onto us um so we've learned from that mistake that's the

36:25 learned from that mistake that's the

36:25 learned from that mistake that's the main thing about life someone actually

36:27 main thing about life someone actually

36:27 main thing about life someone actually asked Bob G last night they were asking

36:29 asked Bob G last night they were asking

36:29 asked Bob G last night they were asking him something along the lines of like um

36:32 him something along the lines of like um

36:32 him something along the lines of like um you know why do why did your vehicles

36:34 you know why do why did your vehicles

36:34 you know why do why did your vehicles last so much longer than other monre

36:36 last so much longer than other monre

36:36 last so much longer than other monre rails or what whatever the question was

36:37 rails or what whatever the question was

36:37 rails or what whatever the question was and he was like because I spent a lot of

36:40 and he was like because I spent a lot of

36:40 and he was like because I spent a lot of attention failing and anytime we would

36:41 attention failing and anytime we would

36:41 attention failing and anytime we would build something it would fail I'd go

36:42 build something it would fail I'd go

36:42 build something it would fail I'd go down to the park why did that fail and

36:44 down to the park why did that fail and

36:44 down to the park why did that fail and the next time I would design something I

36:45 the next time I would design something I

36:45 the next time I would design something I would try and take that out and you're

36:46 would try and take that out and you're

36:46 would try and take that out and you're just cataloging all the failures in your

36:48 just cataloging all the failures in your

36:48 just cataloging all the failures in your mind so then when you build the next

36:50 mind so then when you build the next

36:50 mind so then when you build the next thing it's going to you know it's going

36:51 thing it's going to you know it's going

36:51 thing it's going to you know it's going to work from the gate you're not going

36:52 to work from the gate you're not going

36:52 to work from the gate you're not going to have those failures the next time I

36:54 to have those failures the next time I

36:54 to have those failures the next time I was like what a freaking way to think

36:56 was like what a freaking way to think

36:56 was like what a freaking way to think about what a freaking way to think about

36:59 about what a freaking way to think about

36:59 about what a freaking way to think about the world and think about life like that

37:02 the world and think about life like that

37:02 the world and think about life like that each failure you're learning a valuable

37:05 each failure you're learning a valuable

37:05 each failure you're learning a valuable lesson you're learning how not to do I

37:06 lesson you're learning how not to do I

37:06 lesson you're learning how not to do I started thinking about my wood carvings

37:08 started thinking about my wood carvings

37:08 started thinking about my wood carvings which are not very good but you know I

37:09 which are not very good but you know I

37:09 which are not very good but you know I do what I can I do what I can and I

37:11 do what I can I do what I can and I

37:11 do what I can I do what I can and I started thinking like yeah first there

37:13 started thinking like yeah first there

37:13 started thinking like yeah first there was nothing but

37:14 was nothing but

37:14 was nothing but failure and uh I've learned like I okay

37:17 failure and uh I've learned like I okay

37:17 failure and uh I've learned like I okay the first Tiki I ever carved is at my

37:18 the first Tiki I ever carved is at my

37:19 the first Tiki I ever carved is at my dad's house right I don't have it or I

37:20 dad's house right I don't have it or I

37:20 dad's house right I don't have it or I would show it to you I should have shown

37:21 would show it to you I should have shown

37:21 would show it to you I should have shown it to you earlier and it is the

37:23 it to you earlier and it is the

37:23 it to you earlier and it is the ugliest the ugliest thing ever and I was

37:27 ugliest the ugliest thing ever and I was

37:27 ugliest the ugliest thing ever and I was going to throw it in the fireplace many

37:28 going to throw it in the fireplace many

37:28 going to throw it in the fireplace many times and I kept it cuz I thought one

37:31 times and I kept it cuz I thought one

37:31 times and I kept it cuz I thought one day if I keep applying myself here one

37:33 day if I keep applying myself here one

37:33 day if I keep applying myself here one day I'm going to be able to look at that

37:33 day I'm going to be able to look at that

37:33 day I'm going to be able to look at that and go look how far I've come I probably

37:35 and go look how far I've come I probably

37:35 and go look how far I've come I probably could already say that really it's it's

37:37 could already say that really it's it's

37:37 could already say that really it's it's that it's that ugly and weird

37:39 that it's that ugly and weird

37:39 that it's that ugly and weird looking and I thought about it after Bob

37:42 looking and I thought about it after Bob

37:42 looking and I thought about it after Bob said that thing last night and I was

37:43 said that thing last night and I was

37:43 said that thing last night and I was thinking what a way to look at things

37:45 thinking what a way to look at things

37:45 thinking what a way to look at things because when it comes to the wood

37:46 because when it comes to the wood

37:46 because when it comes to the wood carving for some reason I know that I go

37:48 carving for some reason I know that I go

37:48 carving for some reason I know that I go okay that one wasn't very good but now I

37:50 okay that one wasn't very good but now I

37:50 okay that one wasn't very good but now I know when I do that next thing I got to

37:51 know when I do that next thing I got to

37:51 know when I do that next thing I got to scoop it like this or I got to use this

37:52 scoop it like this or I got to use this

37:52 scoop it like this or I got to use this tool first then I got to I got to cut at

37:54 tool first then I got to I got to cut at

37:54 tool first then I got to I got to cut at an angle to it or whatever whatever the

37:56 an angle to it or whatever whatever the

37:56 an angle to it or whatever whatever the little thing is oh I got to use this

37:57 little thing is oh I got to use this

37:57 little thing is oh I got to use this type of sandpaper next time cuz it'll be

37:59 type of sandpaper next time cuz it'll be

37:59 type of sandpaper next time cuz it'll be a little finer or whatever the thing is

38:01 a little finer or whatever the thing is

38:01 a little finer or whatever the thing is and I I never apply that to my life it's

38:04 and I I never apply that to my life it's

38:04 and I I never apply that to my life it's like when I fail in life I take it so

38:06 like when I fail in life I take it so

38:06 like when I fail in life I take it so personal I take it so hard I beat myself

38:08 personal I take it so hard I beat myself

38:08 personal I take it so hard I beat myself up I get so upset if I even get sick I

38:10 up I get so upset if I even get sick I

38:10 up I get so upset if I even get sick I can't control being sick I don't want to

38:11 can't control being sick I don't want to

38:11 can't control being sick I don't want to be sick and I'm sick and I'm down I

38:14 be sick and I'm sick and I'm down I

38:14 be sick and I'm sick and I'm down I don't know if any of the rest of you

38:15 don't know if any of the rest of you

38:15 don't know if any of the rest of you that have chronic illnesses have this

38:17 that have chronic illnesses have this

38:17 that have chronic illnesses have this but if you have relatives who do or

38:18 but if you have relatives who do or

38:18 but if you have relatives who do or friends who do and I know it can be

38:19 friends who do and I know it can be

38:19 friends who do and I know it can be annoying because I've got other family

38:21 annoying because I've got other family

38:21 annoying because I've got other family members and other people in my life who

38:22 members and other people in my life who

38:22 members and other people in my life who are always sick and you're just like

38:23 are always sick and you're just like

38:23 are always sick and you're just like geez they always sick or what you're

38:24 geez they always sick or what you're

38:24 geez they always sick or what you're rolling your eyes a little bit because

38:25 rolling your eyes a little bit because

38:25 rolling your eyes a little bit because you're not the one right it's like you

38:28 you're not the one right it's like you

38:28 you're not the one right it's like you don't want to be sick that's the last

38:29 don't want to be sick that's the last

38:29 don't want to be sick that's the last thing in the world I want to do is be

38:30 thing in the world I want to do is be

38:30 thing in the world I want to do is be sick right I can't control that and yet

38:32 sick right I can't control that and yet

38:32 sick right I can't control that and yet here I am I'm beating myself up and

38:34 here I am I'm beating myself up and

38:34 here I am I'm beating myself up and thinking oh how annoying you idiot you

38:36 thinking oh how annoying you idiot you

38:36 thinking oh how annoying you idiot you get sick you weak loser whatever

38:39 get sick you weak loser whatever

38:39 get sick you weak loser whatever whatever the negative thing

38:41 whatever the negative thing

38:41 whatever the negative thing is I just thinking about all the times

38:44 is I just thinking about all the times

38:44 is I just thinking about all the times in my life that I've never applied that

38:46 in my life that I've never applied that

38:46 in my life that I've never applied that philosophy of like okay look I learned

38:48 philosophy of like okay look I learned

38:48 philosophy of like okay look I learned how not to not pay your bills or

38:51 how not to not pay your bills or

38:51 how not to not pay your bills or whatever do you know what I mean like I

38:52 whatever do you know what I mean like I

38:52 whatever do you know what I mean like I don't I can't think of a specific

38:54 don't I can't think of a specific

38:54 don't I can't think of a specific example off the top of my head but I was

38:55 example off the top of my head but I was

38:55 example off the top of my head but I was thinking what what a genius thing if I

38:57 thinking what what a genius thing if I

38:57 thinking what what a genius thing if I could could apply I know that about

38:59 could could apply I know that about

38:59 could could apply I know that about doing videos oh you know I didn't quite

39:01 doing videos oh you know I didn't quite

39:01 doing videos oh you know I didn't quite film that the way I wanted to next time

39:02 film that the way I wanted to next time

39:02 film that the way I wanted to next time I'm going to edit like this and Learn by

39:04 I'm going to edit like this and Learn by

39:04 I'm going to edit like this and Learn by doing right songw writing I did that

39:06 doing right songw writing I did that

39:06 doing right songw writing I did that with my band for years like the last

39:08 with my band for years like the last

39:08 with my band for years like the last album released was probably the best

39:09 album released was probably the best

39:09 album released was probably the best album that we ever did because I just

39:11 album that we ever did because I just

39:11 album that we ever did because I just slly learned how to not write a song you

39:13 slly learned how to not write a song you

39:13 slly learned how to not write a song you know with all the different failures

39:14 know with all the different failures

39:14 know with all the different failures you're failing

39:15 you're failing

39:15 you're failing upwards and uh I was like that with the

39:18 upwards and uh I was like that with the

39:18 upwards and uh I was like that with the wood carving I learned to do with the

39:19 wood carving I learned to do with the

39:19 wood carving I learned to do with the wood carving or whatever I'm sure it

39:20 wood carving or whatever I'm sure it

39:20 wood carving or whatever I'm sure it would be like that learning how to fix

39:22 would be like that learning how to fix

39:22 would be like that learning how to fix cars or build statues or whatever you're

39:24 cars or build statues or whatever you're

39:24 cars or build statues or whatever you're out there doing why can't we apply to

39:27 out there doing why can't we apply to

39:27 out there doing why can't we apply to our lives like why is it

39:29 our lives like why is it

39:29 our lives like why is it different and not just to ourselves but

39:31 different and not just to ourselves but

39:31 different and not just to ourselves but also to our neighbors you know also to

39:33 also to our neighbors you know also to

39:33 also to our neighbors you know also to our other friends and family I'm

39:34 our other friends and family I'm

39:34 our other friends and family I'm thinking this as I'm going along hey

39:36 thinking this as I'm going along hey

39:36 thinking this as I'm going along hey this is off the cuff here I didn't have

39:37 this is off the cuff here I didn't have

39:37 this is off the cuff here I didn't have time to build this Vlog to scale or to

39:38 time to build this Vlog to scale or to

39:38 time to build this Vlog to scale or to paint it but why don't I ever apply that

39:40 paint it but why don't I ever apply that

39:40 paint it but why don't I ever apply that to myself and I don't know I don't know

39:42 to myself and I don't know I don't know

39:42 to myself and I don't know I don't know the answer to that why is it always my

39:44 the answer to that why is it always my

39:44 the answer to that why is it always my first instinct to like get really angry

39:46 first instinct to like get really angry

39:46 first instinct to like get really angry at myself instead of trying to let that

39:48 at myself instead of trying to let that

39:48 at myself instead of trying to let that anger go and do something

39:50 anger go and do something

39:50 anger go and do something productive and so that's what I'm going

39:51 productive and so that's what I'm going

39:51 productive and so that's what I'm going to try and do I'm going to try and be

39:53 to try and do I'm going to try and be

39:53 to try and do I'm going to try and be productive however I have been very sick

39:55 productive however I have been very sick

39:55 productive however I have been very sick so I'm going to try and be as productive

39:56 so I'm going to try and be as productive

39:56 so I'm going to try and be as productive as I can and I'm going to go home right

39:58 as I can and I'm going to go home right

39:58 as I can and I'm going to go home right now and personalize a couple of books

40:00 now and personalize a couple of books

40:00 now and personalize a couple of books that people ordered make sure this

40:01 that people ordered make sure this

40:02 that people ordered make sure this orders get out in time you want a book

40:03 orders get out in time you want a book

40:03 orders get out in time you want a book for Christmas I'm still shipping out

40:07 for Christmas I'm still shipping out

40:07 for Christmas I'm still shipping out books but I'm getting ready I'm getting

40:09 books but I'm getting ready I'm getting

40:09 books but I'm getting ready I'm getting ready for some stuff there's some stuff

40:10 ready for some stuff there's some stuff

40:10 ready for some stuff there's some stuff in the house luckily it doesn't involve

40:12 in the house luckily it doesn't involve

40:12 in the house luckily it doesn't involve me walking around and getting out of

40:13 me walking around and getting out of

40:13 me walking around and getting out of breath and all thatu couple things in

40:14 breath and all thatu couple things in

40:15 breath and all thatu couple things in the house that I want to film some stuff

40:17 the house that I want to film some stuff

40:17 the house that I want to film some stuff there's some one specific thing I really

40:18 there's some one specific thing I really

40:18 there's some one specific thing I really want to share with you guys it's

40:19 want to share with you guys it's

40:19 want to share with you guys it's freaking awesome the coolest thing at

40:21 freaking awesome the coolest thing at

40:22 freaking awesome the coolest thing at d23 and it's in my house right now but

40:24 d23 and it's in my house right now but

40:24 d23 and it's in my house right now but if everything goes according to plan I

40:26 if everything goes according to plan I

40:26 if everything goes according to plan I should also be out out with my

40:29 should also be out out with my

40:29 should also be out out with my podcasting patreon buddies Tyler and

40:32 podcasting patreon buddies Tyler and

40:32 podcasting patreon buddies Tyler and George at some point during this week

40:36 George at some point during this week

40:36 George at some point during this week but not quite yet right now I think I

40:38 but not quite yet right now I think I

40:38 but not quite yet right now I think I did as much as I can do first day out of

40:40 did as much as I can do first day out of

40:40 did as much as I can do first day out of bed it's time for me to go and and lay

40:42 bed it's time for me to go and and lay

40:42 bed it's time for me to go and and lay down so as much as I enjoy hanging out

40:44 down so as much as I enjoy hanging out

40:44 down so as much as I enjoy hanging out in this parking lot talking to you guys

40:47 in this parking lot talking to you guys

40:47 in this parking lot talking to you guys about weird abstract thoughts of mine as

40:50 about weird abstract thoughts of mine as

40:50 about weird abstract thoughts of mine as I've been laying there you know sick for

40:52 I've been laying there you know sick for

40:52 I've been laying there you know sick for 10 days without any of my friends around

40:54 10 days without any of my friends around

40:54 10 days without any of my friends around to talk to I think for now we've done

40:56 to talk to I think for now we've done

40:56 to talk to I think for now we've done our duty time for me to go home and

40:59 our duty time for me to go home and

40:59 our duty time for me to go home and sleep well but I'll see you very shortly

41:03 sleep well but I'll see you very shortly

41:03 sleep well but I'll see you very shortly bye-bye

Errands & Antique Store Adventures | Unexpected Life Lessons in Randomland

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