Goodnight Disneyland & Babbling about bummers

0:03 look at her everyone take a good solid

0:03 look at her everyone take a good solid look at

0:05 look at

0:05 look at her ain't she a beauty it's the

0:08 her ain't she a beauty it's the

0:08 her ain't she a beauty it's the sometimes

0:14 Vlog I don't even know what that is it's

0:14 Vlog I don't even know what that is it's a vlog that happens sometimes and

0:15 a vlog that happens sometimes and

0:15 a vlog that happens sometimes and sometimes it happens while we gaze into

0:17 sometimes it happens while we gaze into

0:17 sometimes it happens while we gaze into the wonderful beauty that is it's a

0:20 the wonderful beauty that is it's a

0:20 the wonderful beauty that is it's a small world I spent the bulk of my day

0:22 small world I spent the bulk of my day

0:22 small world I spent the bulk of my day fighting malware and viruses on my

0:24 fighting malware and viruses on my

0:24 fighting malware and viruses on my website livefast io.com which hasn't

0:25 website livefast io.com which hasn't

0:26 website livefast io.com which hasn't been used in a long long time but it

0:28 been used in a long long time but it

0:28 been used in a long long time but it needed to be scrubbed and cleaned cuz

0:29 needed to be scrubbed and cleaned cuz

0:29 needed to be scrubbed and cleaned cuz all these people were saying I'm getting

0:31 all these people were saying I'm getting

0:31 all these people were saying I'm getting all these reports that Google doesn't

0:32 all these reports that Google doesn't

0:32 all these reports that Google doesn't like your website cuz there's a malware

0:34 like your website cuz there's a malware

0:34 like your website cuz there's a malware on it and I just think I'd better ask my

0:36 on it and I just think I'd better ask my

0:36 on it and I just think I'd better ask my father if I go on it first which was

0:38 father if I go on it first which was

0:38 father if I go on it first which was probably a good idea and then I got the

0:40 probably a good idea and then I got the

0:40 probably a good idea and then I got the little warning from my server like no

0:41 little warning from my server like no

0:41 little warning from my server like no that's that's real your email might go

0:43 that's that's real your email might go

0:43 that's that's real your email might go down and everything if you don't so I

0:44 down and everything if you don't so I

0:44 down and everything if you don't so I just I all day with the cleaning of the

0:47 just I all day with the cleaning of the

0:47 just I all day with the cleaning of the website anyway I did a whole bunch of

0:48 website anyway I did a whole bunch of

0:48 website anyway I did a whole bunch of other stuff and errands and running all

0:50 other stuff and errands and running all

0:50 other stuff and errands and running all kinds of things I know yesterday we were

0:51 kinds of things I know yesterday we were

0:51 kinds of things I know yesterday we were talking about errands well because I was

0:53 talking about errands well because I was

0:53 talking about errands well because I was filming about the errands and talking

0:55 filming about the errands and talking

0:55 filming about the errands and talking about them it turned out that today I

0:56 about them it turned out that today I

0:56 about them it turned out that today I had a lot more leftover errands left to

0:58 had a lot more leftover errands left to

0:58 had a lot more leftover errands left to do but luckily they're done so I came

1:01 do but luckily they're done so I came

1:01 do but luckily they're done so I came down to Disneyland to get some wonderful

1:03 down to Disneyland to get some wonderful

1:03 down to Disneyland to get some wonderful popcorn and take a look at this beauty

1:06 popcorn and take a look at this beauty

1:06 popcorn and take a look at this beauty right here ah the only thing was I

1:09 right here ah the only thing was I

1:09 right here ah the only thing was I probably should have got the popcorn

1:10 probably should have got the popcorn

1:10 probably should have got the popcorn last cuz when I showed up I had the

1:11 last cuz when I showed up I had the

1:11 last cuz when I showed up I had the popcorn in my hand I couldn't go on any

1:12 popcorn in my hand I couldn't go on any

1:12 popcorn in my hand I couldn't go on any of the rides cuz I had the popcorn and I

1:14 of the rides cuz I had the popcorn and I

1:14 of the rides cuz I had the popcorn and I was thinking man I'm not going to get on

1:15 was thinking man I'm not going to get on

1:15 was thinking man I'm not going to get on any other the rides I've just been

1:17 any other the rides I've just been

1:17 any other the rides I've just been staring out here majest wait a minute

1:18 staring out here majest wait a minute

1:18 staring out here majest wait a minute I'm done with my popcorn I have just

1:20 I'm done with my popcorn I have just

1:20 I'm done with my popcorn I have just enough time to squeeze in one ride which

1:23 enough time to squeeze in one ride which

1:23 enough time to squeeze in one ride which one should it be small world maybe but I

1:25 one should it be small world maybe but I

1:25 one should it be small world maybe but I feel like I've already listened to this

1:26 feel like I've already listened to this

1:26 feel like I've already listened to this music way too much standing on here for

1:28 music way too much standing on here for

1:28 music way too much standing on here for 15 minutes uh ah I know my favorite ride

1:32 15 minutes uh ah I know my favorite ride

1:32 15 minutes uh ah I know my favorite ride come

1:34 come

1:34 come [Music]

1:35 [Music]

1:35 [Music] on got to make it got to

1:38 on got to make it got to

1:38 on got to make it got to hurry look at everybody getting fun

1:40 hurry look at everybody getting fun

1:40 hurry look at everybody getting fun picks in front of the castle we should

1:41 picks in front of the castle we should

1:41 picks in front of the castle we should take a fun pick there's no time for

1:53 fun I was wrong we totally we totally

1:53 fun I was wrong we totally we totally made it where was it going again oh yeah

1:55 made it where was it going again oh yeah

1:55 made it where was it going again oh yeah my favorite ride Pirates of the

1:57 my favorite ride Pirates of the

1:57 my favorite ride Pirates of the Caribbean come on only a couple minutes

1:58 Caribbean come on only a couple minutes

1:58 Caribbean come on only a couple minutes left till close

2:01 left till close

2:01 left till close we did it we did it we did it we did it

2:05 we did it we did it we did it we did it

2:05 we did it we did it we did it we did it did it did it we did it we did it we did

2:08 did it did it we did it we did it we did

2:08 did it did it we did it we did it we did it we say it and then we made it say it

2:11 it we say it and then we made it say it

2:11 it we say it and then we made it say it is not that's not good grammar don't

2:13 is not that's not good grammar don't

2:13 is not that's not good grammar don't repeat that oh my goodness oh my

2:15 repeat that oh my goodness oh my

2:15 repeat that oh my goodness oh my goodness oh my goodness yo ho yo ho it's

2:17 goodness oh my goodness yo ho yo ho it's

2:17 goodness oh my goodness yo ho yo ho it's time for me to be happy

2:55 [Music] here they need a bit of persuasion L

2:59 here they need a bit of persuasion L

2:59 here they need a bit of persuasion L fire at

3:07 will this is my favorite character right

3:07 will this is my favorite character right here the

3:08 here the

3:08 here the flest why in the world would Pirates

3:11 flest why in the world would Pirates

3:11 flest why in the world would Pirates bring a flute player with them all over

3:13 bring a flute player with them all over

3:13 bring a flute player with them all over and why in the world would they need him

3:15 and why in the world would they need him

3:16 and why in the world would they need him play a song they can pull a guy back up

3:17 play a song they can pull a guy back up

3:17 play a song they can pull a guy back up out of a well I'll never know I just

3:19 out of a well I'll never know I just

3:19 out of a well I'll never know I just like it okay after strike your colors

3:23 like it okay after strike your colors

3:23 like it okay after strike your colors you bra wch no need to expose your super

3:26 you bra wch no need to expose your super

3:26 you bra wch no need to expose your super structure

3:27 structure

3:28 structure H Mr P

3:35 what do you expect SC a

3:35 what do you expect SC a pirate I used to be in this band we had

3:38 pirate I used to be in this band we had

3:38 pirate I used to be in this band we had to split up because of creative

3:40 to split up because of creative

3:40 to split up because of creative differences they wanted to keep playing

3:42 differences they wanted to keep playing

3:42 differences they wanted to keep playing the same place every night I just

3:44 the same place every night I just

3:44 the same place every night I just couldn't do

3:50 [Music] it yo ho yo

3:53 it yo ho yo

3:53 it yo ho yo [Music]

3:55 [Music] ho or should I say yo ho yo ho what a

3:59 ho or should I say yo ho yo ho what a

3:59 ho or should I say yo ho yo ho what a fun one and now it's a fun done because

4:02 fun one and now it's a fun done because

4:02 fun one and now it's a fun done because everything is closed all the stores and

4:05 everything is closed all the stores and

4:06 everything is closed all the stores and shops and even the cast members hello

4:08 shops and even the cast members hello

4:08 shops and even the cast members hello are closing actually I don't I they're

4:10 are closing actually I don't I they're

4:10 are closing actually I don't I they're not closing but the place is closing

4:12 not closing but the place is closing

4:12 not closing but the place is closing down and now everyone has to go home and

4:16 down and now everyone has to go home and

4:16 down and now everyone has to go home and sleep well I'd like to remind everybody

4:18 sleep well I'd like to remind everybody

4:18 sleep well I'd like to remind everybody that as I'm filming this it is Saturday

4:21 that as I'm filming this it is Saturday

4:21 that as I'm filming this it is Saturday it was looked like it was pretty

4:22 it was looked like it was pretty

4:22 it was looked like it was pretty insanely crowded and busy here earlier

4:25 insanely crowded and busy here earlier

4:25 insanely crowded and busy here earlier in the day and now look just at midnight

4:27 in the day and now look just at midnight

4:27 in the day and now look just at midnight or just slightly after midnight

4:30 or just slightly after midnight

4:30 or just slightly after midnight nobody's out here except for this except

4:34 nobody's out here except for this except

4:34 nobody's out here except for this except for this creepy weirdo no not this guy

4:38 for this creepy weirdo no not this guy

4:38 for this creepy weirdo no not this guy talk about

4:40 talk about

4:40 talk about this look how

4:42 this look how

4:42 this look how weird what's wrong with that angel

4:44 weird what's wrong with that angel

4:44 weird what's wrong with that angel baby's face remember that guy from five

4:47 baby's face remember that guy from five

4:47 baby's face remember that guy from five weird things in New Orleans Square again

4:48 weird things in New Orleans Square again

4:48 weird things in New Orleans Square again I'm not talking about this guy I'm

4:50 I'm not talking about this guy I'm

4:50 I'm not talking about this guy I'm talking about that little angel statue

4:52 talking about that little angel statue

4:52 talking about that little angel statue with the weird like I was buried under

4:53 with the weird like I was buried under

4:53 with the weird like I was buried under mount vuia Pompei action faing I'm

4:57 mount vuia Pompei action faing I'm

4:57 mount vuia Pompei action faing I'm really tired but I'm glad that I got my

4:59 really tired but I'm glad that I got my

4:59 really tired but I'm glad that I got my errands done today and know I'm not

5:01 errands done today and know I'm not

5:01 errands done today and know I'm not saying the word Aaron or Aaron but

5:03 saying the word Aaron or Aaron but

5:03 saying the word Aaron or Aaron but erands and also I'm glad I got my chores

5:06 erands and also I'm glad I got my chores

5:06 erands and also I'm glad I got my chores done and I'd like to put a positive spin

5:08 done and I'd like to put a positive spin

5:08 done and I'd like to put a positive spin on it but I got to tell you no matter

5:10 on it but I got to tell you no matter

5:10 on it but I got to tell you no matter how old you are doing your chores while

5:13 how old you are doing your chores while

5:13 how old you are doing your chores while it's good to do them super sucks I know

5:16 it's good to do them super sucks I know

5:16 it's good to do them super sucks I know boys and girls it's not nice to use that

5:19 boys and girls it's not nice to use that

5:19 boys and girls it's not nice to use that word but it's true nobody likes doing

5:20 word but it's true nobody likes doing

5:20 word but it's true nobody likes doing chores but I'm just glad he that they're

5:23 chores but I'm just glad he that they're

5:23 chores but I'm just glad he that they're done and B while I was doing them there

5:25 done and B while I was doing them there

5:25 done and B while I was doing them there actually kind of was a silver lining cuz

5:26 actually kind of was a silver lining cuz

5:26 actually kind of was a silver lining cuz I was able to stop and actually think I

5:28 I was able to stop and actually think I

5:28 I was able to stop and actually think I was thinking a lot about friend ship and

5:30 was thinking a lot about friend ship and

5:30 was thinking a lot about friend ship and how hard it is for me to make friends

5:32 how hard it is for me to make friends

5:32 how hard it is for me to make friends with people sometimes because I'm pretty

5:33 with people sometimes because I'm pretty

5:33 with people sometimes because I'm pretty gun shying about all the people who

5:36 gun shying about all the people who

5:36 gun shying about all the people who misinterpreted like me being busy or

5:38 misinterpreted like me being busy or

5:38 misinterpreted like me being busy or running around or being kind of gun-shy

5:40 running around or being kind of gun-shy

5:40 running around or being kind of gun-shy about making friends cuz I went through

5:41 about making friends cuz I went through

5:41 about making friends cuz I went through like a crazy divorce and all kinds of

5:42 like a crazy divorce and all kinds of

5:42 like a crazy divorce and all kinds of things like that you know what I mean

5:44 things like that you know what I mean

5:44 things like that you know what I mean and so once you go through a big thing

5:45 and so once you go through a big thing

5:45 and so once you go through a big thing where like you can't trust the people

5:47 where like you can't trust the people

5:47 where like you can't trust the people that you've trusted for years or Decades

5:49 that you've trusted for years or Decades

5:49 that you've trusted for years or Decades of your life it's really difficult for

5:51 of your life it's really difficult for

5:51 of your life it's really difficult for you to start opening back up and

5:52 you to start opening back up and

5:52 you to start opening back up and trusting people and bringing in people

5:54 trusting people and bringing in people

5:54 trusting people and bringing in people super super close it's a whole long

5:56 super super close it's a whole long

5:56 super super close it's a whole long process and when you meet new people

5:58 process and when you meet new people

5:58 process and when you meet new people that don't know what you've been through

5:59 that don't know what you've been through

5:59 that don't know what you've been through it can be a whole long ordeal because

6:01 it can be a whole long ordeal because

6:01 it can be a whole long ordeal because they don't really know they're like how

6:02 they don't really know they're like how

6:02 they don't really know they're like how come he's being so stand office with me

6:04 come he's being so stand office with me

6:04 come he's being so stand office with me he must be weird or not like me let me

6:05 he must be weird or not like me let me

6:05 he must be weird or not like me let me assure some of you out there it's not

6:08 assure some of you out there it's not

6:08 assure some of you out there it's not that it's a it takes a long time to sort

6:10 that it's a it takes a long time to sort

6:10 that it's a it takes a long time to sort of get your trust back and stuff like

6:12 of get your trust back and stuff like

6:12 of get your trust back and stuff like that so that was one of the things that

6:13 that so that was one of the things that

6:13 that so that was one of the things that I was pondering today and thinking about

6:15 I was pondering today and thinking about

6:15 I was pondering today and thinking about and I realized that if I wasn't doing

6:17 and I realized that if I wasn't doing

6:17 and I realized that if I wasn't doing boring mundane errands I kind of

6:19 boring mundane errands I kind of

6:19 boring mundane errands I kind of wouldn't have had time to stop and think

6:21 wouldn't have had time to stop and think

6:21 wouldn't have had time to stop and think about that actually there's a couple

6:23 about that actually there's a couple

6:23 about that actually there's a couple more things I would like to say on that

6:25 more things I would like to say on that

6:25 more things I would like to say on that subject but it's getting really really

6:28 subject but it's getting really really

6:28 subject but it's getting really really empty and Venture Land here and kind of

6:32 empty and Venture Land here and kind of

6:32 empty and Venture Land here and kind of spooky and creepy so maybe we should

6:35 spooky and creepy so maybe we should

6:35 spooky and creepy so maybe we should leave the Park first but first I have to

6:38 leave the Park first but first I have to

6:38 leave the Park first but first I have to say good night to a few of my friends

6:40 say good night to a few of my friends

6:40 say good night to a few of my friends good night Walt good night Mickey good

6:44 good night Walt good night Mickey good

6:44 good night Walt good night Mickey good night Castle good night Tiki good night

6:47 night Castle good night Tiki good night

6:47 night Castle good night Tiki good night Bush good night mailbox good night

6:49 Bush good night mailbox good night

6:49 Bush good night mailbox good night popcorn people good night sir good night

6:52 popcorn people good night sir good night

6:52 popcorn people good night sir good night ducks good night trash can good night

6:56 ducks good night trash can good night

6:56 ducks good night trash can good night tomorrow land good night poop gate good

6:59 tomorrow land good night poop gate good

6:59 tomorrow land good night poop gate good night horse good night mayard time for

7:02 night horse good night mayard time for

7:03 night horse good night mayard time for you to be happy pull good night Main

7:06 you to be happy pull good night Main

7:06 you to be happy pull good night Main Street someone lost their bottle good

7:10 Street someone lost their bottle good

7:10 Street someone lost their bottle good night jimly if it is a good night wish

7:12 night jimly if it is a good night wish

7:12 night jimly if it is a good night wish it is good night Walt's ghost maybe good

7:17 it is good night Walt's ghost maybe good

7:17 it is good night Walt's ghost maybe good night Moon oh wait the moon's going to

7:19 night Moon oh wait the moon's going to

7:19 night Moon oh wait the moon's going to follow us home like some sort of

7:21 follow us home like some sort of

7:22 follow us home like some sort of beautiful Angelic creeper kind

7:26 beautiful Angelic creeper kind

7:26 beautiful Angelic creeper kind of good night Disneyland good night

7:34 night all right finally it's done what

7:34 night all right finally it's done what was I talking about you you know it's

7:36 was I talking about you you know it's

7:36 was I talking about you you know it's done when the pressure washers start

7:37 done when the pressure washers start

7:37 done when the pressure washers start coming out in the Parks and things start

7:39 coming out in the Parks and things start

7:39 coming out in the Parks and things start to be cleaned up everybody go home we

7:41 to be cleaned up everybody go home we

7:41 to be cleaned up everybody go home we need to clean up so you can come back

7:43 need to clean up so you can come back

7:43 need to clean up so you can come back tomorrow and enjoy the the cleanness and

7:46 tomorrow and enjoy the the cleanness and

7:46 tomorrow and enjoy the the cleanness and the freshness one of the things I love

7:47 the freshness one of the things I love

7:47 the freshness one of the things I love about Disney actually is it's so clean

7:49 about Disney actually is it's so clean

7:49 about Disney actually is it's so clean and I hear a lot of people who like come

7:50 and I hear a lot of people who like come

7:50 and I hear a lot of people who like come and have annual passes and they come too

7:52 and have annual passes and they come too

7:52 and have annual passes and they come too much a little bit and they always

7:54 much a little bit and they always

7:54 much a little bit and they always complain like oh this and this thing was

7:55 complain like oh this and this thing was

7:55 complain like oh this and this thing was dirty today I'm going to talk about it

7:57 dirty today I'm going to talk about it

7:57 dirty today I'm going to talk about it and get angry but have you been to any

7:59 and get angry but have you been to any

7:59 and get angry but have you been to any other theme parks lately I don't want to

8:00 other theme parks lately I don't want to

8:00 other theme parks lately I don't want to drop names of other theme parks but you

8:02 drop names of other theme parks but you

8:02 drop names of other theme parks but you go to some other theme parks and then

8:04 go to some other theme parks and then

8:04 go to some other theme parks and then you come back to Disneyland here you're

8:05 you come back to Disneyland here you're

8:05 you come back to Disneyland here you're like oh it's so clean I'll eat off that

8:07 like oh it's so clean I'll eat off that

8:07 like oh it's so clean I'll eat off that ground oh yeah now I remember what I was

8:10 ground oh yeah now I remember what I was

8:10 ground oh yeah now I remember what I was talking about I was talking about

8:11 talking about I was talking about

8:11 talking about I was talking about friendships and not having them or

8:14 friendships and not having them or

8:14 friendships and not having them or having them or whatever well recently

8:15 having them or whatever well recently

8:15 having them or whatever well recently what it is is I found out some people

8:17 what it is is I found out some people

8:17 what it is is I found out some people that I thought were my friends or that I

8:18 that I thought were my friends or that I

8:18 that I thought were my friends or that I made friends with not too long ago found

8:20 made friends with not too long ago found

8:20 made friends with not too long ago found out that they were kind of badmouthing

8:22 out that they were kind of badmouthing

8:22 out that they were kind of badmouthing me not that they were saying that I had

8:23 me not that they were saying that I had

8:23 me not that they were saying that I had done anything bad or anything like that

8:24 done anything bad or anything like that

8:24 done anything bad or anything like that just like saying bad stuff about me you

8:26 just like saying bad stuff about me you

8:26 just like saying bad stuff about me you know that stuff always gets back to the

8:28 know that stuff always gets back to the

8:28 know that stuff always gets back to the person you say it about about you know

8:30 person you say it about about you know

8:30 person you say it about about you know and I was just thinking what a bummer

8:31 and I was just thinking what a bummer

8:31 and I was just thinking what a bummer because I started thinking like the

8:33 because I started thinking like the

8:33 because I started thinking like the stuff that I was hearing specifically oh

8:34 stuff that I was hearing specifically oh

8:35 stuff that I was hearing specifically oh you know Justin feels this way or thinks

8:36 you know Justin feels this way or thinks

8:36 you know Justin feels this way or thinks this and this about himself or whatever

8:38 this and this about himself or whatever

8:38 this and this about himself or whatever and I was thinking no I I heard this

8:40 and I was thinking no I I heard this

8:40 and I was thinking no I I heard this back which you never know if it's true

8:41 back which you never know if it's true

8:41 back which you never know if it's true when it's coming back at you second hand

8:43 when it's coming back at you second hand

8:43 when it's coming back at you second hand anyways but I was thinking to myself

8:45 anyways but I was thinking to myself

8:45 anyways but I was thinking to myself that's not at all not at all that way

8:47 that's not at all not at all that way

8:47 that's not at all not at all that way and I was thinking isn't it too bad that

8:49 and I was thinking isn't it too bad that

8:49 and I was thinking isn't it too bad that you couldn't let somebody like jump in

8:51 you couldn't let somebody like jump in

8:51 you couldn't let somebody like jump in your head for a little while and and

8:52 your head for a little while and and

8:52 your head for a little while and and prove that like you know like no I never

8:54 prove that like you know like no I never

8:54 prove that like you know like no I never felt that way about you or I never

8:55 felt that way about you or I never

8:56 felt that way about you or I never thought anything bad about you or

8:57 thought anything bad about you or

8:57 thought anything bad about you or whatever and I was thinking like that's

8:58 whatever and I was thinking like that's

8:58 whatever and I was thinking like that's kind of unfortunate that there isn't a

9:00 kind of unfortunate that there isn't a

9:00 kind of unfortunate that there isn't a way to do that because once you have in

9:03 way to do that because once you have in

9:03 way to do that because once you have in your head this like thing against

9:04 your head this like thing against

9:04 your head this like thing against somebody once you have in your head that

9:06 somebody once you have in your head that

9:06 somebody once you have in your head that someone's bad it is almost impossible to

9:08 someone's bad it is almost impossible to

9:08 someone's bad it is almost impossible to get that out because then forever when

9:10 get that out because then forever when

9:10 get that out because then forever when you look at that person you're going to

9:11 you look at that person you're going to

9:11 you look at that person you're going to have something called a confirmation

9:13 have something called a confirmation

9:13 have something called a confirmation bias I want you to Google this

9:15 bias I want you to Google this

9:15 bias I want you to Google this confirmation bias which means that

9:17 confirmation bias which means that

9:17 confirmation bias which means that forever afterwards when you look at

9:18 forever afterwards when you look at

9:18 forever afterwards when you look at something that you think is bad or

9:20 something that you think is bad or

9:20 something that you think is bad or someone that you think is bad you're

9:22 someone that you think is bad you're

9:22 someone that you think is bad you're always going to be biased by that

9:23 always going to be biased by that

9:23 always going to be biased by that opinion of them and looking for

9:25 opinion of them and looking for

9:25 opinion of them and looking for confirmation of your pre-existing image

9:28 confirmation of your pre-existing image

9:28 confirmation of your pre-existing image or View of that person right and this

9:30 or View of that person right and this

9:30 or View of that person right and this this is what happen so you think

9:32 this is what happen so you think

9:32 this is what happen so you think somebody was a jerk to you you think

9:33 somebody was a jerk to you you think

9:33 somebody was a jerk to you you think they were rude or something I think that

9:34 they were rude or something I think that

9:34 they were rude or something I think that person was rude I think he's rude you're

9:36 person was rude I think he's rude you're

9:36 person was rude I think he's rude you're going to interpret your brain is

9:38 going to interpret your brain is

9:38 going to interpret your brain is actually going to interpret everything

9:40 actually going to interpret everything

9:40 actually going to interpret everything that person does as rude and I was

9:42 that person does as rude and I was

9:42 that person does as rude and I was thinking it's too bad there's no way to

9:43 thinking it's too bad there's no way to

9:43 thinking it's too bad there's no way to like I mean you can swear up and down

9:45 like I mean you can swear up and down

9:45 like I mean you can swear up and down you can play anything you want but when

9:47 you can play anything you want but when

9:47 you can play anything you want but when somebody has it in their head that you

9:48 somebody has it in their head that you

9:48 somebody has it in their head that you don't like them or something bad or

9:50 don't like them or something bad or

9:50 don't like them or something bad or whatever it's really almost impossible

9:52 whatever it's really almost impossible

9:52 whatever it's really almost impossible to get rid of that and it's just too bad

9:53 to get rid of that and it's just too bad

9:53 to get rid of that and it's just too bad that there isn't a way to show somebody

9:56 that there isn't a way to show somebody

9:56 that there isn't a way to show somebody your soul you know and say like look it

9:58 your soul you know and say like look it

9:58 your soul you know and say like look it I don't feel that way I never felt that

10:00 I don't feel that way I never felt that

10:00 I don't feel that way I never felt that way I don't know how you would have got

10:01 way I don't know how you would have got

10:01 way I don't know how you would have got that idea in your head like for me for

10:04 that idea in your head like for me for

10:04 that idea in your head like for me for example one of the things is always like

10:05 example one of the things is always like

10:05 example one of the things is always like oh Justin doesn't you know he doesn't

10:07 oh Justin doesn't you know he doesn't

10:07 oh Justin doesn't you know he doesn't hang out or he doesn't do this or

10:08 hang out or he doesn't do this or

10:08 hang out or he doesn't do this or doesn't do the other thing and people

10:10 doesn't do the other thing and people

10:10 doesn't do the other thing and people forget that off camera I have a kid and

10:12 forget that off camera I have a kid and

10:12 forget that off camera I have a kid and I spend my time with my kid I have a

10:14 I spend my time with my kid I have a

10:14 I spend my time with my kid I have a family and I have other responsibilities

10:16 family and I have other responsibilities

10:16 family and I have other responsibilities and different things like that and not

10:17 and different things like that and not

10:17 and different things like that and not only that but that I've been through you

10:18 only that but that I've been through you

10:18 only that but that I've been through you know horrible traumatic things losing

10:20 know horrible traumatic things losing

10:20 know horrible traumatic things losing friends and losing a spouse and losing

10:22 friends and losing a spouse and losing

10:22 friends and losing a spouse and losing all kinds of things where it's really

10:24 all kinds of things where it's really

10:24 all kinds of things where it's really tough for me to like open up and make

10:25 tough for me to like open up and make

10:25 tough for me to like open up and make new friends right away and sometimes

10:27 new friends right away and sometimes

10:27 new friends right away and sometimes when I meet people I like hang out for a

10:28 when I meet people I like hang out for a

10:28 when I meet people I like hang out for a minute or hang out for like a week or

10:30 minute or hang out for like a week or

10:30 minute or hang out for like a week or two and then I'm like okay okay like

10:31 two and then I'm like okay okay like

10:32 two and then I'm like okay okay like getting too close to this person I need

10:33 getting too close to this person I need

10:33 getting too close to this person I need a little space you know then it's like a

10:35 a little space you know then it's like a

10:35 a little space you know then it's like a it's like a process it's going to take

10:36 it's like a process it's going to take

10:36 it's like a process it's going to take me personally with my deal it's going to

10:38 me personally with my deal it's going to

10:38 me personally with my deal it's going to take a long time for that to kind of

10:40 take a long time for that to kind of

10:40 take a long time for that to kind of heal and go away where I trust people

10:43 heal and go away where I trust people

10:43 heal and go away where I trust people again what it is is I'm I try really

10:45 again what it is is I'm I try really

10:45 again what it is is I'm I try really hard me personally now I'm just going

10:46 hard me personally now I'm just going

10:46 hard me personally now I'm just going out on a tangent here but it's fine I go

10:49 out on a tangent here but it's fine I go

10:49 out on a tangent here but it's fine I go out of my way I really do to trust

10:51 out of my way I really do to trust

10:51 out of my way I really do to trust people and I will do almost anything

10:53 people and I will do almost anything

10:53 people and I will do almost anything usually to prove to these people like

10:54 usually to prove to these people like

10:54 usually to prove to these people like that someone I like like look at you

10:56 that someone I like like look at you

10:56 that someone I like like look at you know I'm a good guy I like to hang out

10:58 know I'm a good guy I like to hang out

10:58 know I'm a good guy I like to hang out and do stuff and whatever and what I

11:01 and do stuff and whatever and what I

11:01 and do stuff and whatever and what I find lately about myself is at first I

11:03 find lately about myself is at first I

11:03 find lately about myself is at first I didn't want to trust anybody but now I

11:04 didn't want to trust anybody but now I

11:04 didn't want to trust anybody but now I do start to trust people and I do start

11:06 do start to trust people and I do start

11:06 do start to trust people and I do start to open up and if they do anything mean

11:07 to open up and if they do anything mean

11:08 to open up and if they do anything mean to me you know like I immediately like

11:09 to me you know like I immediately like

11:09 to me you know like I immediately like close up or they do anything weird or if

11:11 close up or they do anything weird or if

11:11 close up or they do anything weird or if they think that I'm weird I close up and

11:12 they think that I'm weird I close up and

11:12 they think that I'm weird I close up and all this stuff anyway I was thinking

11:14 all this stuff anyway I was thinking

11:14 all this stuff anyway I was thinking isn't it too bad there's not a way to

11:16 isn't it too bad there's not a way to

11:16 isn't it too bad there's not a way to see inside of a person like that and

11:18 see inside of a person like that and

11:18 see inside of a person like that and understand and then I started thinking

11:19 understand and then I started thinking

11:19 understand and then I started thinking about different people that I've gotten

11:20 about different people that I've gotten

11:20 about different people that I've gotten upset with or angry at that it's like

11:23 upset with or angry at that it's like

11:23 upset with or angry at that it's like you don't always know somebody's

11:24 you don't always know somebody's

11:24 you don't always know somebody's motivation you take your best guess in

11:26 motivation you take your best guess in

11:26 motivation you take your best guess in somebody's motivation when they do

11:28 somebody's motivation when they do

11:28 somebody's motivation when they do something that you don't like and get

11:29 something that you don't like and get

11:29 something that you don't like and get angry at them it just made me decide

11:31 angry at them it just made me decide

11:31 angry at them it just made me decide today that I like I want to be even more

11:33 today that I like I want to be even more

11:33 today that I like I want to be even more merciful I guess is the only word I can

11:35 merciful I guess is the only word I can

11:35 merciful I guess is the only word I can think of towards other people like when

11:37 think of towards other people like when

11:37 think of towards other people like when I do get frustrated and mad at them like

11:39 I do get frustrated and mad at them like

11:39 I do get frustrated and mad at them like even if you don't like somebody because

11:41 even if you don't like somebody because

11:41 even if you don't like somebody because you don't have to like anyone I guess

11:43 you don't have to like anyone I guess

11:43 you don't have to like anyone I guess but just to try to remember that when

11:45 but just to try to remember that when

11:45 but just to try to remember that when they snap at you or they do something

11:47 they snap at you or they do something

11:47 they snap at you or they do something negative towards you or they think

11:48 negative towards you or they think

11:48 negative towards you or they think something negative about you that it

11:50 something negative about you that it

11:50 something negative about you that it says more about where they're at than

11:52 says more about where they're at than

11:52 says more about where they're at than how they really feel about you because

11:54 how they really feel about you because

11:54 how they really feel about you because it comes from your own head everything

11:56 it comes from your own head everything

11:56 it comes from your own head everything in this world is interpretation your

11:57 in this world is interpretation your

11:57 in this world is interpretation your eyes ears nose mouth these are all all

11:59 eyes ears nose mouth these are all all

11:59 eyes ears nose mouth these are all all your senses putting information into

12:02 your senses putting information into

12:02 your senses putting information into your brain that your brain through your

12:03 your brain that your brain through your

12:03 your brain that your brain through your life experience through all the sum

12:05 life experience through all the sum

12:05 life experience through all the sum total of your life experience the way

12:07 total of your life experience the way

12:07 total of your life experience the way your parents treated you the way your

12:08 your parents treated you the way your

12:08 your parents treated you the way your friends treated you the things that you

12:09 friends treated you the things that you

12:09 friends treated you the things that you learn on your own all of that up here

12:11 learn on your own all of that up here

12:11 learn on your own all of that up here interprets the raw data coming in your

12:13 interprets the raw data coming in your

12:13 interprets the raw data coming in your senses and makes sense of it so I always

12:17 senses and makes sense of it so I always

12:17 senses and makes sense of it so I always I always try to think about like the

12:18 I always try to think about like the

12:18 I always try to think about like the other person's side of things like well

12:20 other person's side of things like well

12:20 other person's side of things like well maybe they aren't like a jerk maybe they

12:22 maybe they aren't like a jerk maybe they

12:22 maybe they aren't like a jerk maybe they just have this other way of looking at

12:23 just have this other way of looking at

12:23 just have this other way of looking at it that I don't understand maybe

12:24 it that I don't understand maybe

12:24 it that I don't understand maybe something really bad happened to them or

12:25 something really bad happened to them or

12:25 something really bad happened to them or whatever but just today kind of

12:26 whatever but just today kind of

12:26 whatever but just today kind of reaffirmed it cuz I heard these people

12:28 reaffirmed it cuz I heard these people

12:28 reaffirmed it cuz I heard these people were like talk and smack basically and I

12:30 were like talk and smack basically and I

12:30 were like talk and smack basically and I was like I don't even want to respond to

12:32 was like I don't even want to respond to

12:32 was like I don't even want to respond to that I just it kind of made me honestly

12:34 that I just it kind of made me honestly

12:34 that I just it kind of made me honestly just really sad because I was like well

12:36 just really sad because I was like well

12:36 just really sad because I was like well that sucks like that's absolutely not

12:38 that sucks like that's absolutely not

12:38 that sucks like that's absolutely not true there's nothing I can do to

12:39 true there's nothing I can do to

12:39 true there's nothing I can do to convince these specific people in the

12:41 convince these specific people in the

12:41 convince these specific people in the specific

12:42 specific

12:42 specific situation but I was just thinking like

12:44 situation but I was just thinking like

12:44 situation but I was just thinking like the only I can do with this as bummed

12:46 the only I can do with this as bummed

12:46 the only I can do with this as bummed out as I am about it is to like go

12:48 out as I am about it is to like go

12:48 out as I am about it is to like go forward in my own life and try to be

12:49 forward in my own life and try to be

12:50 forward in my own life and try to be more understanding towards the next

12:51 more understanding towards the next

12:52 more understanding towards the next person that kcks me off you know what I

12:53 person that kcks me off you know what I

12:53 person that kcks me off you know what I mean okay I'm ready to get away from the

12:56 mean okay I'm ready to get away from the

12:56 mean okay I'm ready to get away from the sound of these pressure

12:57 sound of these pressure

12:57 sound of these pressure lashers like do you ever have friends

12:59 lashers like do you ever have friends

12:59 lashers like do you ever have friends who are dating like a couple or

13:00 who are dating like a couple or

13:00 who are dating like a couple or something like that and they break up

13:02 something like that and they break up

13:02 something like that and they break up and it's really not that bad they're

13:03 and it's really not that bad they're

13:03 and it's really not that bad they're still kind of friends at first but then

13:05 still kind of friends at first but then

13:05 still kind of friends at first but then over time as the breakup goes along it

13:08 over time as the breakup goes along it

13:08 over time as the breakup goes along it gets like worse and worse and the

13:10 gets like worse and worse and the

13:10 gets like worse and worse and the stories are worse and worse like that

13:11 stories are worse and worse like that

13:11 stories are worse and worse like that person was completely Rude the entire

13:13 person was completely Rude the entire

13:13 person was completely Rude the entire time and like over time like do you know

13:15 time and like over time like do you know

13:15 time and like over time like do you know what I'm talking about I think

13:16 what I'm talking about I think

13:16 what I'm talking about I think friendships get like that too sometimes

13:18 friendships get like that too sometimes

13:18 friendships get like that too sometimes CU I've definitely heard people where

13:20 CU I've definitely heard people where

13:20 CU I've definitely heard people where I've worked with them and we were

13:21 I've worked with them and we were

13:21 I've worked with them and we were totally cool and everything it's like oh

13:22 totally cool and everything it's like oh

13:22 totally cool and everything it's like oh you go your separate way and I'll go my

13:24 you go your separate way and I'll go my

13:24 you go your separate way and I'll go my separate way and that kind of thing like

13:25 separate way and that kind of thing like

13:25 separate way and that kind of thing like I'm talking about in bands mostly you

13:27 I'm talking about in bands mostly you

13:27 I'm talking about in bands mostly you get there's a lot and and bands believe

13:29 get there's a lot and and bands believe

13:29 get there's a lot and and bands believe me where it's like oh you know your

13:31 me where it's like oh you know your

13:31 me where it's like oh you know your guitar playing yeah I want to be in more

13:32 guitar playing yeah I want to be in more

13:32 guitar playing yeah I want to be in more of a metal band you guys want to be more

13:34 of a metal band you guys want to be more

13:34 of a metal band you guys want to be more of a prag rock thing so we're going to

13:36 of a prag rock thing so we're going to

13:36 of a prag rock thing so we're going to go our separate ways and then you see

13:37 go our separate ways and then you see

13:37 go our separate ways and then you see each other a week later and it's all

13:38 each other a week later and it's all

13:38 each other a week later and it's all cool and you see each other like two

13:40 cool and you see each other like two

13:40 cool and you see each other like two months later and it's all awkward and

13:41 months later and it's all awkward and

13:41 months later and it's all awkward and weird and then you find out that Timmy's

13:43 weird and then you find out that Timmy's

13:43 weird and then you find out that Timmy's been telling everybody that you were the

13:44 been telling everybody that you were the

13:44 been telling everybody that you were the worst guar player ever you know what I'm

13:47 worst guar player ever you know what I'm

13:47 worst guar player ever you know what I'm you know you know what I'm saying like

13:49 you know you know what I'm saying like

13:49 you know you know what I'm saying like for me when I started these YouTube

13:51 for me when I started these YouTube

13:51 for me when I started these YouTube videos I had been in bands for years and

13:54 videos I had been in bands for years and

13:54 videos I had been in bands for years and years and years and one of the biggest

13:55 years and years and one of the biggest

13:55 years and years and one of the biggest things about being in punk band I've

13:56 things about being in punk band I've

13:56 things about being in punk band I've talked about this before is how cynical

13:58 talked about this before is how cynical

13:58 talked about this before is how cynical everything is super cynical super

14:01 everything is super cynical super

14:01 everything is super cynical super negative super have to be sarcastic or

14:03 negative super have to be sarcastic or

14:03 negative super have to be sarcastic or extreme about everything lots of swear

14:05 extreme about everything lots of swear

14:05 extreme about everything lots of swear words lots of cuss words and I would

14:07 words lots of cuss words and I would

14:07 words lots of cuss words and I would watch my own son my little son we would

14:10 watch my own son my little son we would

14:10 watch my own son my little son we would be like watching YouTube or we do

14:12 be like watching YouTube or we do

14:12 be like watching YouTube or we do different things and I would be doing

14:14 different things and I would be doing

14:14 different things and I would be doing different skits or whatever with my band

14:15 different skits or whatever with my band

14:15 different skits or whatever with my band I was like oh man I don't want to take

14:16 I was like oh man I don't want to take

14:17 I was like oh man I don't want to take him to these punk rock shows that I'm

14:19 him to these punk rock shows that I'm

14:19 him to these punk rock shows that I'm playing I don't want it's not even

14:21 playing I don't want it's not even

14:21 playing I don't want it's not even because the music necessarily or even

14:23 because the music necessarily or even

14:23 because the music necessarily or even the lyrical content I didn't want him to

14:25 the lyrical content I didn't want him to

14:25 the lyrical content I didn't want him to come to those shows because I knew some

14:27 come to those shows because I knew some

14:27 come to those shows because I knew some of the people that he would encounter

14:28 of the people that he would encounter

14:28 of the people that he would encounter and their attitudes the things that they

14:29 and their attitudes the things that they

14:29 and their attitudes the things that they would talk about in front of him and

14:31 would talk about in front of him and

14:31 would talk about in front of him and also the things that people would talk

14:32 also the things that people would talk

14:32 also the things that people would talk about on stage between the songs like it

14:34 about on stage between the songs like it

14:34 about on stage between the songs like it wasn't appropriate like I just didn't

14:36 wasn't appropriate like I just didn't

14:36 wasn't appropriate like I just didn't want him to hear not what they were

14:38 want him to hear not what they were

14:38 want him to hear not what they were talking about or not their hear their

14:40 talking about or not their hear their

14:40 talking about or not their hear their opinions or anything but really to hear

14:42 opinions or anything but really to hear

14:42 opinions or anything but really to hear the cynicism about the world about how

14:45 the cynicism about the world about how

14:45 the cynicism about the world about how life is and life sucks and then you die

14:47 life is and life sucks and then you die

14:47 life is and life sucks and then you die and this kind of attitude I'm way

14:49 and this kind of attitude I'm way

14:49 and this kind of attitude I'm way oversimplifying but just for the sake of

14:51 oversimplifying but just for the sake of

14:51 oversimplifying but just for the sake of you know making a point I guess any kind

14:53 you know making a point I guess any kind

14:53 you know making a point I guess any kind of point that I'm trying to make and I

14:54 of point that I'm trying to make and I

14:55 of point that I'm trying to make and I really just didn't want him to hear any

14:56 really just didn't want him to hear any

14:56 really just didn't want him to hear any of that stuff when I started doing

14:58 of that stuff when I started doing

14:58 of that stuff when I started doing videos at first mine were even like way

15:00 videos at first mine were even like way

15:00 videos at first mine were even like way more sarcastic and cynical than I really

15:03 more sarcastic and cynical than I really

15:03 more sarcastic and cynical than I really thought they were going to be at first

15:04 thought they were going to be at first

15:04 thought they were going to be at first they were coming out started doing skits

15:06 they were coming out started doing skits

15:06 they were coming out started doing skits and different stuff where I wasn't even

15:07 and different stuff where I wasn't even

15:07 and different stuff where I wasn't even the one on camera and it's really my

15:09 the one on camera and it's really my

15:09 the one on camera and it's really my friend Adam who was like dude you and I

15:11 friend Adam who was like dude you and I

15:11 friend Adam who was like dude you and I are like very similar and we're like

15:13 are like very similar and we're like

15:14 are like very similar and we're like friends and you should be in front of

15:15 friends and you should be in front of

15:15 friends and you should be in front of the camera I'm in front of the camera

15:16 the camera I'm in front of the camera

15:16 the camera I'm in front of the camera people seem to like you you should be in

15:17 people seem to like you you should be in

15:17 people seem to like you you should be in front of the camera he really pushed me

15:19 front of the camera he really pushed me

15:19 front of the camera he really pushed me to doing this I'll never be able to

15:20 to doing this I'll never be able to

15:20 to doing this I'll never be able to thank him enough and the first decision

15:23 thank him enough and the first decision

15:23 thank him enough and the first decision I made especially coming to Disneyland

15:24 I made especially coming to Disneyland

15:24 I made especially coming to Disneyland was I'm not going to be cynical and I'm

15:26 was I'm not going to be cynical and I'm

15:26 was I'm not going to be cynical and I'm not going to be negative about it I

15:27 not going to be negative about it I

15:27 not going to be negative about it I could point out that look there's a

15:28 could point out that look there's a

15:28 could point out that look there's a stain

15:29 stain

15:29 stain someone spilled their coffee and the the

15:31 someone spilled their coffee and the the

15:31 someone spilled their coffee and the the floor is sticky or I could point out

15:33 floor is sticky or I could point out

15:33 floor is sticky or I could point out like oh look at the way the this gum

15:35 like oh look at the way the this gum

15:35 like oh look at the way the this gum wrappers on the ground that's not what

15:37 wrappers on the ground that's not what

15:37 wrappers on the ground that's not what wall would have wanted or I could point

15:38 wall would have wanted or I could point

15:38 wall would have wanted or I could point out like look at the way they changed

15:40 out like look at the way they changed

15:40 out like look at the way they changed this attraction or that thing because

15:42 this attraction or that thing because

15:42 this attraction or that thing because I've been here enough to do that but I

15:43 I've been here enough to do that but I

15:43 I've been here enough to do that but I don't want to do that I made that

15:44 don't want to do that I made that

15:44 don't want to do that I made that decision right from the beginning I'm

15:45 decision right from the beginning I'm

15:45 decision right from the beginning I'm not going to say I'm not going to focus

15:48 not going to say I'm not going to focus

15:48 not going to say I'm not going to focus on I'm not going to censor myself either

15:50 on I'm not going to censor myself either

15:50 on I'm not going to censor myself either but I'm not going to focus on the things

15:52 but I'm not going to focus on the things

15:52 but I'm not going to focus on the things that I dislike why would I put that into

15:54 that I dislike why would I put that into

15:54 that I dislike why would I put that into the world I've done that enough in my

15:56 the world I've done that enough in my

15:56 the world I've done that enough in my life in bands or different things not

15:57 life in bands or different things not

15:57 life in bands or different things not that there's anything wrong with it

15:59 that there's anything wrong with it

15:59 that there's anything wrong with it that's just not going to be my style

16:00 that's just not going to be my style

16:00 that's just not going to be my style with this and when I started the Vlogs

16:01 with this and when I started the Vlogs

16:01 with this and when I started the Vlogs too I decided that I would open myself

16:04 too I decided that I would open myself

16:04 too I decided that I would open myself up and talk about my personal life and

16:06 up and talk about my personal life and

16:06 up and talk about my personal life and talk about my struggles and different

16:07 talk about my struggles and different

16:07 talk about my struggles and different things and my thoughts a little bit but

16:09 things and my thoughts a little bit but

16:09 things and my thoughts a little bit but that I wasn't going to sit here and

16:10 that I wasn't going to sit here and

16:10 that I wasn't going to sit here and dwell on anything negative I'm not going

16:12 dwell on anything negative I'm not going

16:12 dwell on anything negative I'm not going to be doing Vlogs about how palm trees

16:14 to be doing Vlogs about how palm trees

16:14 to be doing Vlogs about how palm trees suck and here are 15 reasons why or

16:17 suck and here are 15 reasons why or

16:17 suck and here are 15 reasons why or whatever having said that there's

16:19 whatever having said that there's

16:19 whatever having said that there's nothing wrong with other people doing

16:21 nothing wrong with other people doing

16:21 nothing wrong with other people doing that they can do whatever they want to

16:23 that they can do whatever they want to

16:23 that they can do whatever they want to do for me personally I think if you see

16:25 do for me personally I think if you see

16:25 do for me personally I think if you see hate and negativity in the world and you

16:27 hate and negativity in the world and you

16:27 hate and negativity in the world and you respond with more hate and negativity

16:29 respond with more hate and negativity

16:29 respond with more hate and negativity you're just being part of the problem

16:31 you're just being part of the problem

16:31 you're just being part of the problem let's say that there are people who hate

16:33 let's say that there are people who hate

16:33 let's say that there are people who hate this bush and they're going to cut down

16:35 this bush and they're going to cut down

16:35 this bush and they're going to cut down this bush and then all I do is hate on

16:37 this bush and then all I do is hate on

16:37 this bush and then all I do is hate on them then all I'm doing is adding more

16:39 them then all I'm doing is adding more

16:39 them then all I'm doing is adding more hate to the world and that's just the

16:41 hate to the world and that's just the

16:41 hate to the world and that's just the way I see it it doesn't mean that my way

16:43 way I see it it doesn't mean that my way

16:43 way I see it it doesn't mean that my way is the right way it doesn't mean that

16:44 is the right way it doesn't mean that

16:44 is the right way it doesn't mean that I'm right maybe there are people who

16:46 I'm right maybe there are people who

16:46 I'm right maybe there are people who need to Champion different causes

16:48 need to Champion different causes

16:48 need to Champion different causes whether that cause be the wearing the

16:49 whether that cause be the wearing the

16:49 whether that cause be the wearing the color purple sucks or whatever it is I

16:52 color purple sucks or whatever it is I

16:52 color purple sucks or whatever it is I don't know it's just not my goal it's

16:54 don't know it's just not my goal it's

16:54 don't know it's just not my goal it's not my mission and so since I've been

16:56 not my mission and so since I've been

16:56 not my mission and so since I've been doing these videos I've meeting all

16:57 doing these videos I've meeting all

16:57 doing these videos I've meeting all kinds of other created people and people

16:58 kinds of other created people and people

16:58 kinds of other created people and people who do videos and stuff like that so I

17:00 who do videos and stuff like that so I

17:00 who do videos and stuff like that so I have the thing where I'm kind of

17:01 have the thing where I'm kind of

17:01 have the thing where I'm kind of gunshy31

17:31 work together anymore at the same time

17:31 work together anymore at the same time like it really shouldn't be that big of

17:32 like it really shouldn't be that big of

17:32 like it really shouldn't be that big of a deal you would think just because

17:34 a deal you would think just because

17:34 a deal you would think just because we're not on the same Mission doesn't

17:36 we're not on the same Mission doesn't

17:36 we're not on the same Mission doesn't necessarily mean that I'm against you

17:37 necessarily mean that I'm against you

17:37 necessarily mean that I'm against you right you would think but in life uh it

17:40 right you would think but in life uh it

17:40 right you would think but in life uh it doesn't really get any different than

17:41 doesn't really get any different than

17:41 doesn't really get any different than Junior High when you're older sometimes

17:43 Junior High when you're older sometimes

17:43 Junior High when you're older sometimes people take that and say well if you're

17:45 people take that and say well if you're

17:45 people take that and say well if you're not on my mission and we can't make our

17:47 not on my mission and we can't make our

17:47 not on my mission and we can't make our missions compatible then you must be

17:49 missions compatible then you must be

17:49 missions compatible then you must be against me and and then go out and the

17:51 against me and and then go out and the

17:51 against me and and then go out and the story changes and it becomes all like

17:53 story changes and it becomes all like

17:53 story changes and it becomes all like well this person doesn't like me and

17:54 well this person doesn't like me and

17:54 well this person doesn't like me and that person doesn't like me and I feel

17:56 that person doesn't like me and I feel

17:56 that person doesn't like me and I feel like this person looks at me sideways

17:58 like this person looks at me sideways

17:58 like this person looks at me sideways and then there becomes all kinds of

17:59 and then there becomes all kinds of

17:59 and then there becomes all kinds of badmouthing and and people kind of

18:01 badmouthing and and people kind of

18:01 badmouthing and and people kind of badmouth each other to each other and

18:02 badmouth each other to each other and

18:02 badmouth each other to each other and they build up these like weird little

18:04 they build up these like weird little

18:04 they build up these like weird little things and you see each other and it's

18:05 things and you see each other and it's

18:05 things and you see each other and it's kind of awkward and you know that's what

18:07 kind of awkward and you know that's what

18:07 kind of awkward and you know that's what it is but nobody can call anybody or

18:09 it is but nobody can call anybody or

18:09 it is but nobody can call anybody or anything it's just weird and I've tried

18:11 anything it's just weird and I've tried

18:11 anything it's just weird and I've tried my entire life to avoid situations like

18:13 my entire life to avoid situations like

18:13 my entire life to avoid situations like that let me tell you being in a band for

18:15 that let me tell you being in a band for

18:15 that let me tell you being in a band for 15 years in the same scene with a lot of

18:16 15 years in the same scene with a lot of

18:16 15 years in the same scene with a lot of the same people over and over and over

18:18 the same people over and over and over

18:18 the same people over and over and over again which is part of the reason I

18:20 again which is part of the reason I

18:20 again which is part of the reason I don't talk to a lot of those people

18:21 don't talk to a lot of those people

18:21 don't talk to a lot of those people anymore because I made a tried to make

18:23 anymore because I made a tried to make

18:23 anymore because I made a tried to make as clean of a break as I could from like

18:25 as clean of a break as I could from like

18:25 as clean of a break as I could from like all the different cynical people that I

18:27 all the different cynical people that I

18:27 all the different cynical people that I had known and negative people that I had

18:28 had known and negative people that I had

18:28 had known and negative people that I had known not that were bad just that I

18:29 known not that were bad just that I

18:30 known not that were bad just that I wanted to be on A New Path I wanted to

18:31 wanted to be on A New Path I wanted to

18:31 wanted to be on A New Path I wanted to be on a new thing from that so getting

18:34 be on a new thing from that so getting

18:34 be on a new thing from that so getting back into that cycle of people who are

18:36 back into that cycle of people who are

18:36 back into that cycle of people who are like this and this and the other thing

18:37 like this and this and the other thing

18:37 like this and this and the other thing is like really kind of a bummer and you

18:40 is like really kind of a bummer and you

18:40 is like really kind of a bummer and you know I come to certain places over and

18:42 know I come to certain places over and

18:42 know I come to certain places over and over again a lot I'll meet a lot of

18:44 over again a lot I'll meet a lot of

18:44 over again a lot I'll meet a lot of people who are into the same things a

18:45 people who are into the same things a

18:45 people who are into the same things a lot and now that I'm doing YouTube and

18:47 lot and now that I'm doing YouTube and

18:47 lot and now that I'm doing YouTube and other different creative things I'll

18:48 other different creative things I'll

18:48 other different creative things I'll meet people who are involved with

18:49 meet people who are involved with

18:49 meet people who are involved with YouTube and different stuff and so I

18:51 YouTube and different stuff and so I

18:51 YouTube and different stuff and so I find that I'm running into a lot of like

18:53 find that I'm running into a lot of like

18:53 find that I'm running into a lot of like clickish and a lot of different clicks

18:55 clickish and a lot of different clicks

18:55 clickish and a lot of different clicks not just at different theme parks and

18:57 not just at different theme parks and

18:57 not just at different theme parks and stuff but like just in general like with

18:58 stuff but like just in general like with

18:58 stuff but like just in general like with YouTube with Twitter with social media

19:00 YouTube with Twitter with social media

19:00 YouTube with Twitter with social media or whatever people who are in various

19:02 or whatever people who are in various

19:02 or whatever people who are in various clubs and various things and all this

19:03 clubs and various things and all this

19:03 clubs and various things and all this kind of thing and it's not that I'm anti

19:06 kind of thing and it's not that I'm anti

19:06 kind of thing and it's not that I'm anti any tribe it's that I just don't want to

19:08 any tribe it's that I just don't want to

19:09 any tribe it's that I just don't want to be a part of one and that's the thing

19:11 be a part of one and that's the thing

19:11 be a part of one and that's the thing it's like I just want to do me I I was

19:13 it's like I just want to do me I I was

19:13 it's like I just want to do me I I was locked into so many different kinds of

19:15 locked into so many different kinds of

19:15 locked into so many different kinds of things where like I said in the same

19:17 things where like I said in the same

19:17 things where like I said in the same band in the same scene forever and ever

19:19 band in the same scene forever and ever

19:19 band in the same scene forever and ever again like for on and on and on you meet

19:21 again like for on and on and on you meet

19:21 again like for on and on and on you meet the same people over and over and over

19:23 the same people over and over and over again you get the same drama you get

19:24 again you get the same drama you get

19:24 again you get the same drama you get caught up with other people's drama and

19:26 caught up with other people's drama and

19:26 caught up with other people's drama and then of course obviously I went through

19:28 then of course obviously I went through

19:28 then of course obviously I went through a nasty divorce and all kinds of

19:29 a nasty divorce and all kinds of

19:29 a nasty divorce and all kinds of different things like that where it's

19:30 different things like that where it's

19:30 different things like that where it's like man I just want a clean break from

19:33 like man I just want a clean break from

19:33 like man I just want a clean break from getting stuck in the clicks and the

19:34 getting stuck in the clicks and the

19:34 getting stuck in the clicks and the drama so me personally especially cuz I

19:36 drama so me personally especially cuz I

19:36 drama so me personally especially cuz I try to keep things clean and stuff like

19:37 try to keep things clean and stuff like

19:37 try to keep things clean and stuff like that and for the most part A lot of

19:38 that and for the most part A lot of

19:39 that and for the most part A lot of people use a lot of swear words and

19:40 people use a lot of swear words and

19:40 people use a lot of swear words and their content or different things I've

19:42 their content or different things I've

19:42 their content or different things I've tried to stay really really really

19:44 tried to stay really really really

19:44 tried to stay really really really separate on my own and it's not because

19:46 separate on my own and it's not because

19:46 separate on my own and it's not because I want to disrespect anybody else or

19:48 I want to disrespect anybody else or

19:48 I want to disrespect anybody else or anybody else's content or anybody else's

19:50 anybody else's content or anybody else's

19:50 anybody else's content or anybody else's Mission or anything like that because

19:52 Mission or anything like that because

19:52 Mission or anything like that because honestly if I was super anti something I

19:54 honestly if I was super anti something I

19:54 honestly if I was super anti something I would come out and tell the person that

19:56 would come out and tell the person that

19:56 would come out and tell the person that I was super anti I wouldn't just be like

19:58 I was super anti I wouldn't just be like

19:58 I was super anti I wouldn't just be like well

19:59 well

19:59 well let's make it awkward and weird but

20:01 let's make it awkward and weird but

20:01 let's make it awkward and weird but unfortunately it still has a way of

20:03 unfortunately it still has a way of

20:03 unfortunately it still has a way of coming around where someone's like that

20:05 coming around where someone's like that

20:05 coming around where someone's like that person didn't want to be in my Vlog so

20:07 person didn't want to be in my Vlog so

20:07 person didn't want to be in my Vlog so he must hate me or that person doesn't

20:10 he must hate me or that person doesn't

20:10 he must hate me or that person doesn't want me to be in their Vlog or they must

20:11 want me to be in their Vlog or they must

20:11 want me to be in their Vlog or they must hate me and stuff I'm finding that

20:13 hate me and stuff I'm finding that

20:13 hate me and stuff I'm finding that like I guess it's human nature because

20:16 like I guess it's human nature because

20:16 like I guess it's human nature because no matter how hard you try to escape

20:18 no matter how hard you try to escape

20:18 no matter how hard you try to escape like the clicks are getting locked into

20:20 like the clicks are getting locked into

20:20 like the clicks are getting locked into a click or whatever it is like people

20:22 a click or whatever it is like people

20:22 a click or whatever it is like people will people will take things offensively

20:24 will people will take things offensively

20:24 will people will take things offensively and anyway just long story short I was

20:26 and anyway just long story short I was

20:27 and anyway just long story short I was thinking isn't it too bad like if people

20:29 thinking isn't it too bad like if people

20:29 thinking isn't it too bad like if people would understand that about me some

20:30 would understand that about me some

20:30 would understand that about me some people who were my friends that you

20:31 people who were my friends that you

20:31 people who were my friends that you would think really would understand I

20:34 would think really would understand I

20:34 would think really would understand I don't think they would be as mad they

20:35 don't think they would be as mad they

20:35 don't think they would be as mad they wouldn't be as weirded out like why

20:36 wouldn't be as weirded out like why

20:36 wouldn't be as weirded out like why doesn't Justin want to be in my video

20:38 doesn't Justin want to be in my video

20:39 doesn't Justin want to be in my video well you're making videos about people

20:41 well you're making videos about people

20:41 well you're making videos about people that are nude and saying a lot of swear

20:43 that are nude and saying a lot of swear

20:44 that are nude and saying a lot of swear words and talking about drinking and

20:46 words and talking about drinking and

20:46 words and talking about drinking and doing drugs which I don't do and all

20:48 doing drugs which I don't do and all

20:48 doing drugs which I don't do and all this different stuff of course I don't

20:49 this different stuff of course I don't

20:49 this different stuff of course I don't want to be in your video and I'll say

20:50 want to be in your video and I'll say

20:50 want to be in your video and I'll say it's because of this this and this and

20:52 it's because of this this and this and

20:52 it's because of this this and this and then the people will get

20:53 then the people will get

20:53 then the people will get offended are you are you badmouthing my

20:56 offended are you are you badmouthing my

20:56 offended are you are you badmouthing my lifestyle bro are you badmouthing me I'm

20:58 lifestyle bro are you badmouthing me I'm

20:58 lifestyle bro are you badmouthing me I'm no not at all you can make your own

21:01 no not at all you can make your own

21:01 no not at all you can make your own choices you make your own choices every

21:02 choices you make your own choices every

21:02 choices you make your own choices every day I make my own choices every day it's

21:04 day I make my own choices every day it's

21:04 day I make my own choices every day it's just that I'm on a different path and

21:05 just that I'm on a different path and

21:05 just that I'm on a different path and doing a different thing it's just

21:07 doing a different thing it's just

21:07 doing a different thing it's just unfortunate sometimes that people can't

21:09 unfortunate sometimes that people can't

21:09 unfortunate sometimes that people can't be very understanding anyway I suppose I

21:12 be very understanding anyway I suppose I

21:12 be very understanding anyway I suppose I could get cranky and grumpy about that

21:15 could get cranky and grumpy about that

21:15 could get cranky and grumpy about that myself and let that make me one of those

21:17 myself and let that make me one of those

21:17 myself and let that make me one of those people who's even more like well I'll

21:19 people who's even more like well I'll

21:19 people who's even more like well I'll screw that person and do all this stuff

21:20 screw that person and do all this stuff

21:20 screw that person and do all this stuff because we all have a tendency to do

21:21 because we all have a tendency to do

21:21 because we all have a tendency to do that like if we think someone's being

21:23 that like if we think someone's being

21:23 that like if we think someone's being weird towards us then we get all mad and

21:24 weird towards us then we get all mad and

21:24 weird towards us then we get all mad and weird and stuff but I've been thinking

21:26 weird and stuff but I've been thinking

21:26 weird and stuff but I've been thinking about it a lot lately and I just I just

21:28 about it a lot lately and I just I just

21:28 about it a lot lately and I just I just don't care I just don't care enough to

21:31 don't care I just don't care enough to

21:31 don't care I just don't care enough to get sucked into other people's drama and

21:34 get sucked into other people's drama and

21:34 get sucked into other people's drama and the more that you let yourself even hate

21:36 the more that you let yourself even hate

21:36 the more that you let yourself even hate somebody or like get angry back at them

21:38 somebody or like get angry back at them

21:38 somebody or like get angry back at them the more that you're just sucked into

21:40 the more that you're just sucked into

21:40 the more that you're just sucked into their thing and even if that person's a

21:42 their thing and even if that person's a

21:42 their thing and even if that person's a great person or they're a bad person

21:44 great person or they're a bad person

21:44 great person or they're a bad person it's really no different you're still

21:46 it's really no different you're still

21:46 it's really no different you're still getting sucked into the drama of it

21:47 getting sucked into the drama of it

21:47 getting sucked into the drama of it you're getting anxiety about oh no this

21:49 you're getting anxiety about oh no this

21:49 you're getting anxiety about oh no this person doesn't like me or they're saying

21:51 person doesn't like me or they're saying

21:51 person doesn't like me or they're saying this and this about me and in the end it

21:53 this and this about me and in the end it

21:53 this and this about me and in the end it doesn't matter what really honestly

21:54 doesn't matter what really honestly

21:54 doesn't matter what really honestly matters is when you lay down in bed at

21:56 matters is when you lay down in bed at

21:56 matters is when you lay down in bed at night I'm talking to myself here like

21:58 night I'm talking to myself here like

21:58 night I'm talking to myself here like did you do the best job that you could

22:00 did you do the best job that you could

22:00 did you do the best job that you could were you as merciful as forgiving as

22:02 were you as merciful as forgiving as

22:02 were you as merciful as forgiving as kind to other people as you could have

22:04 kind to other people as you could have

22:04 kind to other people as you could have been and that is what I'm going to focus

22:06 been and that is what I'm going to focus

22:06 been and that is what I'm going to focus on is I'm going to try really hard that

22:09 on is I'm going to try really hard that

22:09 on is I'm going to try really hard that even though this kind of stuff has been

22:10 even though this kind of stuff has been

22:10 even though this kind of stuff has been happening a lot more lately to just like

22:13 happening a lot more lately to just like

22:13 happening a lot more lately to just like let it roll off my back and just make

22:16 let it roll off my back and just make

22:16 let it roll off my back and just make that be a thing where I remember okay

22:19 that be a thing where I remember okay

22:19 that be a thing where I remember okay the next time that I'm annoyed with

22:20 the next time that I'm annoyed with

22:20 the next time that I'm annoyed with somebody I'm going to try to be a little

22:22 somebody I'm going to try to be a little

22:22 somebody I'm going to try to be a little bit more merciful in my own attitude and

22:24 bit more merciful in my own attitude and

22:24 bit more merciful in my own attitude and my own thought patterns towards them you

22:26 my own thought patterns towards them you

22:26 my own thought patterns towards them you know what I'm saying

22:29 know what I'm saying

22:29 know what I'm saying oh and if you're asking yourself right

22:30 oh and if you're asking yourself right

22:31 oh and if you're asking yourself right now is he just going to keep going on

22:32 now is he just going to keep going on

22:32 now is he just going to keep going on like this for the rest of the video yes

22:34 like this for the rest of the video yes

22:34 like this for the rest of the video yes for the rest of the video I am so if you

22:36 for the rest of the video I am so if you

22:36 for the rest of the video I am so if you want to just skip the long talk by all

22:39 want to just skip the long talk by all

22:39 want to just skip the long talk by all means the other thing too is and I know

22:42 means the other thing too is and I know

22:42 means the other thing too is and I know this is going to sound kind of corny and

22:44 this is going to sound kind of corny and

22:44 this is going to sound kind of corny and kind of weird but bear with me here is

22:46 kind of weird but bear with me here is

22:46 kind of weird but bear with me here is that there are a lot more of you now

22:48 that there are a lot more of you now

22:48 that there are a lot more of you now than there used to be and I really

22:49 than there used to be and I really

22:49 than there used to be and I really really like you guys and I really like

22:51 really like you guys and I really like

22:51 really like you guys and I really like doing this stuff I like doing the Vlogs

22:54 doing this stuff I like doing the Vlogs

22:54 doing this stuff I like doing the Vlogs and inviting you guys into my life and

22:56 and inviting you guys into my life and

22:56 and inviting you guys into my life and to do stuff together and have adventures

22:58 to do stuff together and have adventures

22:59 to do stuff together and have adventures and doing whatever not just the random

23:00 and doing whatever not just the random

23:00 and doing whatever not just the random myv videos but the things where you're

23:01 myv videos but the things where you're

23:01 myv videos but the things where you're involved in my personal life that's

23:02 involved in my personal life that's

23:02 involved in my personal life that's really what a vlog is or it's kind of

23:04 really what a vlog is or it's kind of

23:04 really what a vlog is or it's kind of supposed to be right and I really like

23:06 supposed to be right and I really like

23:06 supposed to be right and I really like that but the sad reality of the fact is

23:08 that but the sad reality of the fact is

23:08 that but the sad reality of the fact is that the more of you that there have

23:10 that the more of you that there have

23:10 that the more of you that there have been the more there are other people who

23:12 been the more there are other people who

23:12 been the more there are other people who are like I want to do that who get angry

23:14 are like I want to do that who get angry

23:14 are like I want to do that who get angry with me just because there are a lot of

23:17 with me just because there are a lot of

23:17 with me just because there are a lot of you now which I can't help that I can't

23:20 you now which I can't help that I can't

23:20 you now which I can't help that I can't help when that happens all I can do is

23:23 help when that happens all I can do is

23:23 help when that happens all I can do is do the best job I can but at the same

23:26 do the best job I can but at the same

23:26 do the best job I can but at the same time it's like okay there's a little bit

23:27 time it's like okay there's a little bit

23:27 time it's like okay there's a little bit of jealousy sometimes and stuff like

23:28 of jealousy sometimes and stuff like

23:28 of jealousy sometimes and stuff like that going on with certain people and I

23:30 that going on with certain people and I

23:30 that going on with certain people and I can understand then like and I just it's

23:32 can understand then like and I just it's

23:32 can understand then like and I just it's so awkward and weird even to deal with

23:35 so awkward and weird even to deal with

23:35 so awkward and weird even to deal with that but at the same time there's also

23:37 that but at the same time there's also

23:37 that but at the same time there's also for me personally this is the part

23:39 for me personally this is the part

23:39 for me personally this is the part that's going to sound cheesy there's a

23:40 that's going to sound cheesy there's a

23:40 that's going to sound cheesy there's a bigger sense of responsibility in that

23:43 bigger sense of responsibility in that

23:43 bigger sense of responsibility in that I've at least tried Dude full disclosure

23:47 I've at least tried Dude full disclosure

23:47 I've at least tried Dude full disclosure like which this has been no secret ever

23:49 like which this has been no secret ever

23:49 like which this has been no secret ever like of course I've used some bow

23:50 like of course I've used some bow

23:50 like of course I've used some bow language in my time of course I like ay

23:52 language in my time of course I like ay

23:52 language in my time of course I like ay joke and a good sarcasm Festival every

23:54 joke and a good sarcasm Festival every

23:54 joke and a good sarcasm Festival every once in a while I vent like everybody

23:56 once in a while I vent like everybody

23:57 once in a while I vent like everybody else vent behind the scenes in my own

23:59 else vent behind the scenes in my own

23:59 else vent behind the scenes in my own house or whatever or I'll call up a

24:00 house or whatever or I'll call up a

24:00 house or whatever or I'll call up a friend and just really unload sometimes

24:02 friend and just really unload sometimes

24:02 friend and just really unload sometimes when I'm upset cuz that's healthy it's

24:04 when I'm upset cuz that's healthy it's

24:04 when I'm upset cuz that's healthy it's good for you to vent and unload and

24:06 good for you to vent and unload and

24:06 good for you to vent and unload and unwind but what I always try to do is

24:08 unwind but what I always try to do is

24:08 unwind but what I always try to do is what I put out into the world what I put

24:10 what I put out into the world what I put

24:10 what I put out into the world what I put out to other people is I want my best

24:12 out to other people is I want my best

24:12 out to other people is I want my best foot forward the most positive thing I

24:14 foot forward the most positive thing I

24:14 foot forward the most positive thing I can put out there and there's been this

24:16 can put out there and there's been this

24:16 can put out there and there's been this group of people who have come along for

24:19 group of people who have come along for

24:19 group of people who have come along for the adventure that I feel like I have a

24:21 the adventure that I feel like I have a

24:21 the adventure that I feel like I have a certain responsibility to in a certain

24:23 certain responsibility to in a certain

24:23 certain responsibility to in a certain way like it's not my respons I'm not

24:26 way like it's not my respons I'm not

24:26 way like it's not my respons I'm not responsible for anybody's happiness or

24:28 responsible for anybody's happiness or

24:28 responsible for anybody's happiness or anything like that but I feel like I

24:30 anything like that but I feel like I

24:30 anything like that but I feel like I have a responsibility that if people

24:31 have a responsibility that if people

24:31 have a responsibility that if people have invested so much of their time with

24:33 have invested so much of their time with

24:33 have invested so much of their time with me if people have responded to the fact

24:35 me if people have responded to the fact

24:35 me if people have responded to the fact that I've tried to be positive and put

24:36 that I've tried to be positive and put

24:36 that I've tried to be positive and put out positive content and be happy and do

24:39 out positive content and be happy and do

24:39 out positive content and be happy and do happy fun things for the most part that

24:41 happy fun things for the most part that

24:41 happy fun things for the most part that I have a responsibility to keep going

24:43 I have a responsibility to keep going

24:43 I have a responsibility to keep going and to keep what I post or what I

24:46 and to keep what I post or what I

24:46 and to keep what I post or what I deliver to those people in that same

24:49 deliver to those people in that same

24:49 deliver to those people in that same category so there have been people who

24:52 category so there have been people who

24:52 category so there have been people who are like hey man will you like repost my

24:55 are like hey man will you like repost my

24:55 are like hey man will you like repost my videos or will you do whatever and

24:56 videos or will you do whatever and

24:56 videos or will you do whatever and whatever and I'm like no I really won't

24:58 whatever and I'm like no I really won't

24:58 whatever and I'm like no I really won't do that and they get really upset with

25:00 do that and they get really upset with

25:00 do that and they get really upset with me and then that has caused drama for me

25:03 me and then that has caused drama for me

25:03 me and then that has caused drama for me which is a thing that you wouldn't

25:04 which is a thing that you wouldn't

25:04 which is a thing that you wouldn't even when would this even happen in

25:07 even when would this even happen in

25:07 even when would this even happen in normal life you know but the thing is is

25:09 normal life you know but the thing is is

25:09 normal life you know but the thing is is that when I was in a band I would flyer

25:12 that when I was in a band I would flyer

25:12 that when I was in a band I would flyer up everybody everybody would fly up

25:14 up everybody everybody would fly up

25:14 up everybody everybody would fly up everybody we would print flyers for

25:16 everybody we would print flyers for

25:16 everybody we would print flyers for shows or do whatever and we would hand

25:17 shows or do whatever and we would hand

25:17 shows or do whatever and we would hand them out deliver them to people here you

25:19 them out deliver them to people here you

25:19 them out deliver them to people here you go come to the show and go stand on the

25:20 go come to the show and go stand on the

25:20 go come to the show and go stand on the side of the road come to the show come

25:21 side of the road come to the show come

25:21 side of the road come to the show come to the show and I used to kind of work

25:23 to the show and I used to kind of work

25:23 to the show and I used to kind of work and then Myspace came along I know this

25:25 and then Myspace came along I know this

25:25 and then Myspace came along I know this is kind of long-winded but bear with me

25:27 is kind of long-winded but bear with me

25:27 is kind of long-winded but bear with me Myspace came along and every everybody

25:28 Myspace came along and every everybody

25:28 Myspace came along and every everybody was like constantly spamming adding

25:31 was like constantly spamming adding

25:31 was like constantly spamming adding friends and doing all come to our shows

25:32 friends and doing all come to our shows

25:32 friends and doing all come to our shows come to our shows please come to our

25:34 come to our shows please come to our

25:34 come to our shows please come to our shows do this please please just come to

25:35 shows do this please please just come to

25:35 shows do this please please just come to our show just constant spam to the point

25:37 our show just constant spam to the point

25:37 our show just constant spam to the point where I watched everybody I knew that

25:39 where I watched everybody I knew that

25:39 where I watched everybody I knew that was super into bands really like going

25:41 was super into bands really like going

25:41 was super into bands really like going to shows like seeing bands play all got

25:44 to shows like seeing bands play all got

25:44 to shows like seeing bands play all got really like H band's another guy in a

25:46 really like H band's another guy in a

25:46 really like H band's another guy in a band I don't want to go to this guy's

25:47 band I don't want to go to this guy's

25:47 band I don't want to go to this guy's show I don't know I get away from you of

25:50 show I don't know I get away from you of

25:50 show I don't know I get away from you of course you're in a band oh and you got a

25:52 course you're in a band oh and you got a

25:52 course you're in a band oh and you got a showell bet you want me to go to you got

25:53 showell bet you want me to go to you got

25:53 showell bet you want me to go to you got a CD or you got a song you want me to

25:55 a CD or you got a song you want me to

25:55 a CD or you got a song you want me to listen to right you guys know what I'm

25:56 listen to right you guys know what I'm

25:56 listen to right you guys know what I'm you know what I'm talking about you know

25:57 you know what I'm talking about you know

25:57 you know what I'm talking about you know what I'm talking about

25:58 what I'm talking about

25:58 what I'm talking about so I really did not want to be like that

26:00 so I really did not want to be like that

26:00 so I really did not want to be like that with the YouTube thing I started a few

26:03 with the YouTube thing I started a few

26:03 with the YouTube thing I started a few years ago I didn't start at the

26:04 years ago I didn't start at the

26:04 years ago I didn't start at the beginning or anything like that but I

26:05 beginning or anything like that but I

26:05 beginning or anything like that but I started a few years ago it was

26:06 started a few years ago it was

26:06 started a few years ago it was definitely bigger now than when I

26:07 definitely bigger now than when I

26:07 definitely bigger now than when I started when I started I had my friend

26:10 started when I started I had my friend

26:10 started when I started I had my friend Adam in front of me and one or two other

26:11 Adam in front of me and one or two other

26:11 Adam in front of me and one or two other people that I knew in front of me that

26:12 people that I knew in front of me that

26:12 people that I knew in front of me that were doing a few YouTube videos and so

26:15 were doing a few YouTube videos and so

26:15 were doing a few YouTube videos and so that there really was it really wasn't

26:16 that there really was it really wasn't

26:16 that there really was it really wasn't like it is now where like every time you

26:18 like it is now where like every time you

26:18 like it is now where like every time you see someone with the camera like they're

26:19 see someone with the camera like they're

26:19 see someone with the camera like they're vlogging nobody knew what the heck I was

26:20 vlogging nobody knew what the heck I was

26:20 vlogging nobody knew what the heck I was doing at first so it's definitely you

26:22 doing at first so it's definitely you

26:22 doing at first so it's definitely you all know it's gotten bigger over the

26:24 all know it's gotten bigger over the

26:24 all know it's gotten bigger over the past couple years or whatever so I

26:26 past couple years or whatever so I

26:26 past couple years or whatever so I didn't run into this problem at first

26:27 didn't run into this problem at first

26:27 didn't run into this problem at first but I decided it's not going to be like

26:29 but I decided it's not going to be like

26:29 but I decided it's not going to be like the band I'm going to make something and

26:31 the band I'm going to make something and

26:31 the band I'm going to make something and if people like it then people like it so

26:33 if people like it then people like it so

26:33 if people like it then people like it so I've never gone onto like disneyfan

26:38 I've never gone onto like disneyfan

26:38 I've never gone onto like disneyfan forum.com or whatever and been like been

26:40 forum.com or whatever and been like been

26:40 forum.com or whatever and been like been like spam up like did you see my video

26:42 like spam up like did you see my video

26:42 like spam up like did you see my video about the matter horn or did you see my

26:44 about the matter horn or did you see my

26:44 about the matter horn or did you see my video about the People Mover or whatever

26:45 video about the People Mover or whatever

26:45 video about the People Mover or whatever it is and I've never gone into like my

26:47 it is and I've never gone into like my

26:47 it is and I've never gone into like my friends Facebook profiles and be like

26:49 friends Facebook profiles and be like

26:50 friends Facebook profiles and be like bro repost this Vlog to all your

26:52 bro repost this Vlog to all your

26:52 bro repost this Vlog to all your followers or whatever it is I've always

26:54 followers or whatever it is I've always

26:54 followers or whatever it is I've always been like I'm just going to do me I'm

26:56 been like I'm just going to do me I'm

26:56 been like I'm just going to do me I'm going to do this and if other other

26:58 going to do this and if other other

26:58 going to do this and if other other people like it then it's just like I put

27:00 people like it then it's just like I put

27:00 people like it then it's just like I put at the end of the randomland videos If

27:01 at the end of the randomland videos If

27:01 at the end of the randomland videos If you like this you know please go ahead

27:03 you like this you know please go ahead

27:03 you like this you know please go ahead and share it there's nothing wrong with

27:04 and share it there's nothing wrong with

27:04 and share it there's nothing wrong with sharing it I don't think there'd even be

27:06 sharing it I don't think there'd even be

27:06 sharing it I don't think there'd even be anything wrong with me self-promoting or

27:08 anything wrong with me self-promoting or

27:08 anything wrong with me self-promoting or anything like that it's just that I

27:09 anything like that it's just that I

27:09 anything like that it's just that I chose to take a different path I would

27:11 chose to take a different path I would

27:11 chose to take a different path I would rather let the gifts go before the man

27:14 rather let the gifts go before the man

27:14 rather let the gifts go before the man as the ancient saying goes and just if

27:16 as the ancient saying goes and just if

27:16 as the ancient saying goes and just if I'm doing something good or I'm doing

27:17 I'm doing something good or I'm doing

27:18 I'm doing something good or I'm doing something positive or people are

27:19 something positive or people are

27:19 something positive or people are entertained by me in any way then they

27:20 entertained by me in any way then they

27:20 entertained by me in any way then they can voluntarily share it to other people

27:23 can voluntarily share it to other people

27:23 can voluntarily share it to other people and say hey look there's this guy

27:25 and say hey look there's this guy

27:25 and say hey look there's this guy whatever whatever and it's the same

27:26 whatever whatever and it's the same

27:26 whatever whatever and it's the same thing like with patreon like I have the

27:28 thing like with patreon like I have the

27:28 thing like with patreon like I have the patreon thing where people can give me a

27:30 patreon thing where people can give me a

27:30 patreon thing where people can give me a dollar a month they say you're funny

27:32 dollar a month they say you're funny

27:32 dollar a month they say you're funny I'll give you a dollar a month because I

27:33 I'll give you a dollar a month because I

27:33 I'll give you a dollar a month because I support what you do or whatever I don't

27:35 support what you do or whatever I don't

27:35 support what you do or whatever I don't I don't offer any rewards I don't say

27:37 I don't offer any rewards I don't say

27:37 I don't offer any rewards I don't say hey if you give $25 a month I'll give

27:41 hey if you give $25 a month I'll give

27:41 hey if you give $25 a month I'll give you a t-shirt or if you do $5 a month

27:43 you a t-shirt or if you do $5 a month

27:43 you a t-shirt or if you do $5 a month I'll give you a button I don't do that

27:44 I'll give you a button I don't do that

27:44 I'll give you a button I don't do that the reason that I don't do that is

27:46 the reason that I don't do that is

27:46 the reason that I don't do that is because I want to stay focused on doing

27:48 because I want to stay focused on doing

27:48 because I want to stay focused on doing what it is that I do which some people

27:49 what it is that I do which some people

27:49 what it is that I do which some people don't understand some people do and the

27:52 don't understand some people do and the

27:52 don't understand some people do and the people who want to help with that or

27:54 people who want to help with that or

27:54 people who want to help with that or support with that or go you know what

27:56 support with that or go you know what

27:56 support with that or go you know what that's worth money to me can volun arily

27:58 that's worth money to me can volun arily

27:58 that's worth money to me can volun arily do it and the people who want to share

28:00 do it and the people who want to share

28:00 do it and the people who want to share what I do with other people can

28:02 what I do with other people can

28:02 what I do with other people can voluntarily do it which means for those

28:04 voluntarily do it which means for those

28:04 voluntarily do it which means for those of you who don't know what voluntary

28:05 of you who don't know what voluntary

28:05 of you who don't know what voluntary means that they do it by choice it's

28:08 means that they do it by choice it's

28:08 means that they do it by choice it's completely a choice I really think

28:10 completely a choice I really think

28:10 completely a choice I really think there's this guy that you would enjoy so

28:12 there's this guy that you would enjoy so

28:12 there's this guy that you would enjoy so I'm going to share his video to you and

28:13 I'm going to share his video to you and

28:13 I'm going to share his video to you and I really like that because what that's

28:15 I really like that because what that's

28:15 I really like that because what that's done is that I've been way less maybe

28:18 done is that I've been way less maybe

28:18 done is that I've been way less maybe popular or videos have gotten way less

28:20 popular or videos have gotten way less

28:20 popular or videos have gotten way less views or clicks than they could have in

28:22 views or clicks than they could have in

28:22 views or clicks than they could have in other ways but it kind of worked in the

28:25 other ways but it kind of worked in the

28:25 other ways but it kind of worked in the sense that all of you guys all the

28:27 sense that all of you guys all the

28:27 sense that all of you guys all the people that I have met all of my friends

28:30 people that I have met all of my friends

28:30 people that I have met all of my friends on the internet all of these people are

28:33 on the internet all of these people are

28:33 on the internet all of these people are all kind of like-minded really cool

28:35 all kind of like-minded really cool

28:35 all kind of like-minded really cool people everybody's got this nickname

28:37 people everybody's got this nickname

28:37 people everybody's got this nickname there's a Facebook group called

28:38 there's a Facebook group called

28:38 there's a Facebook group called randomland forever if you're not in it

28:40 randomland forever if you're not in it

28:40 randomland forever if you're not in it go join it I'm not a part of it it's a

28:42 go join it I'm not a part of it it's a

28:42 go join it I'm not a part of it it's a group where I got put together for

28:44 group where I got put together for

28:44 group where I got put together for people who all watch the Vlogs and

28:45 people who all watch the Vlogs and

28:45 people who all watch the Vlogs and different stuff or leave comments on

28:47 different stuff or leave comments on

28:47 different stuff or leave comments on social media can kind of meet each other

28:48 social media can kind of meet each other

28:48 social media can kind of meet each other and talk about different stuff and I'm

28:49 and talk about different stuff and I'm

28:49 and talk about different stuff and I'm not there being the center of attention

28:51 not there being the center of attention

28:51 not there being the center of attention and it's it's not about me it's about

28:52 and it's it's not about me it's about

28:52 and it's it's not about me it's about you guys meeting each other and people

28:54 you guys meeting each other and people

28:54 you guys meeting each other and people in that group started calling out the

28:56 in that group started calling out the

28:56 in that group started calling out the sometimes mob and on periscope it's the

28:59 sometimes mob and on periscope it's the

28:59 sometimes mob and on periscope it's the sometime mob and the cool thing about

29:01 sometime mob and the cool thing about

29:01 sometime mob and the cool thing about all of you guys the cool thing about the

29:03 all of you guys the cool thing about the

29:03 all of you guys the cool thing about the sometimes mob is that there's all these

29:05 sometimes mob is that there's all these

29:05 sometimes mob is that there's all these like-minded people who found it by Word

29:07 like-minded people who found it by Word

29:07 like-minded people who found it by Word of Mouth by randomly clicking on it and

29:09 of Mouth by randomly clicking on it and

29:09 of Mouth by randomly clicking on it and decided they liked it and shared it to a

29:11 decided they liked it and shared it to a

29:11 decided they liked it and shared it to a few friends and so it's like a kind of

29:13 few friends and so it's like a kind of

29:13 few friends and so it's like a kind of like a kindred spirit thing going on to

29:15 like a kindred spirit thing going on to

29:15 like a kindred spirit thing going on to borrow from Ann of avenly and it's a lot

29:18 borrow from Ann of avenly and it's a lot

29:18 borrow from Ann of avenly and it's a lot of people who are we're all doing paana

29:20 of people who are we're all doing paana

29:20 of people who are we're all doing paana the Quest for positivity is a lot like

29:21 the Quest for positivity is a lot like

29:21 the Quest for positivity is a lot like the Glad game from paana trying to see

29:24 the Glad game from paana trying to see

29:24 the Glad game from paana trying to see the good in the world trying to be

29:25 the good in the world trying to be

29:25 the good in the world trying to be positive listen I know that life sucks I

29:28 positive listen I know that life sucks I

29:28 positive listen I know that life sucks I know that there's a lot of hate in the

29:29 know that there's a lot of hate in the

29:29 know that there's a lot of hate in the world I know that there's a lot of

29:31 world I know that there's a lot of

29:31 world I know that there's a lot of Social injustices and things that are

29:33 Social injustices and things that are

29:33 Social injustices and things that are wrong I've been very hungry and not had

29:35 wrong I've been very hungry and not had

29:35 wrong I've been very hungry and not had money I know that there's evil in the

29:38 money I know that there's evil in the

29:38 money I know that there's evil in the world I'm not ignorant to that fact but

29:41 world I'm not ignorant to that fact but

29:41 world I'm not ignorant to that fact but I don't consider it my job to harp on

29:43 I don't consider it my job to harp on

29:43 I don't consider it my job to harp on those things I consider it my job to

29:46 those things I consider it my job to

29:46 those things I consider it my job to come home and give people something to

29:48 come home and give people something to

29:48 come home and give people something to distract themselves with at the end of

29:50 distract themselves with at the end of

29:50 distract themselves with at the end of the day from it because there's a lot of

29:51 the day from it because there's a lot of

29:51 the day from it because there's a lot of stress that comes along with the bad

29:53 stress that comes along with the bad

29:53 stress that comes along with the bad things in the world and with dealing

29:54 things in the world and with dealing

29:54 things in the world and with dealing with them and sometimes honestly as

29:56 with them and sometimes honestly as

29:56 with them and sometimes honestly as silly as it is sometimes the most

29:58 silly as it is sometimes the most

29:58 silly as it is sometimes the most important thing at the end of the day is

30:01 important thing at the end of the day is

30:01 important thing at the end of the day is the stupid Kitten video on YouTube that

30:03 the stupid Kitten video on YouTube that

30:03 the stupid Kitten video on YouTube that makes somebody relax and laugh and have

30:05 makes somebody relax and laugh and have

30:05 makes somebody relax and laugh and have a good time and it's something that they

30:07 a good time and it's something that they

30:07 a good time and it's something that they enjoy that maybe somebody else hates

30:08 enjoy that maybe somebody else hates

30:08 enjoy that maybe somebody else hates kittens but actually who hates kittens

30:11 kittens but actually who hates kittens

30:11 kittens but actually who hates kittens but maybe it's something that somebody

30:13 but maybe it's something that somebody

30:13 but maybe it's something that somebody else doesn't understand and it gets that

30:14 else doesn't understand and it gets that

30:14 else doesn't understand and it gets that person through the day and it gets them

30:16 person through the day and it gets them

30:16 person through the day and it gets them through their week and they can feed

30:17 through their week and they can feed

30:17 through their week and they can feed their family and they can do their job

30:18 their family and they can do their job

30:18 their family and they can do their job so my I consider my job to be something

30:20 so my I consider my job to be something

30:20 so my I consider my job to be something like that you know what I'm saying not

30:22 like that you know what I'm saying not

30:22 like that you know what I'm saying not to go out and talk about how much we

30:23 to go out and talk about how much we

30:24 to go out and talk about how much we should hate so and so or how so and so

30:25 should hate so and so or how so and so

30:26 should hate so and so or how so and so did something wrong Lord know I do a lot

30:28 did something wrong Lord know I do a lot

30:28 did something wrong Lord know I do a lot of things that are wrong I don't know

30:30 of things that are wrong I don't know

30:30 of things that are wrong I don't know all the right words I'm not always super

30:32 all the right words I'm not always super

30:32 all the right words I'm not always super politically correct I make a lot of

30:33 politically correct I make a lot of

30:34 politically correct I make a lot of mistakes so I I just don't see myself as

30:36 mistakes so I I just don't see myself as

30:36 mistakes so I I just don't see myself as a In a Pulpit position poking fingers

30:39 a In a Pulpit position poking fingers

30:39 a In a Pulpit position poking fingers and saying this is what's right with the

30:40 and saying this is what's right with the

30:40 and saying this is what's right with the world and this is what's wrong and

30:41 world and this is what's wrong and

30:41 world and this is what's wrong and here's how we're going to change it

30:42 here's how we're going to change it

30:42 here's how we're going to change it that's just not my deal anyway I decided

30:46 that's just not my deal anyway I decided

30:46 that's just not my deal anyway I decided that when I did these videos I wasn't

30:48 that when I did these videos I wasn't

30:48 that when I did these videos I wasn't going to do like the band thing I did

30:51 going to do like the band thing I did

30:51 going to do like the band thing I did not want to be Mr spam a lot if people

30:54 not want to be Mr spam a lot if people

30:54 not want to be Mr spam a lot if people invested their time in me and followed

30:56 invested their time in me and followed

30:56 invested their time in me and followed me and shared it to their friends why is

30:58 me and shared it to their friends why is

30:58 me and shared it to their friends why is car on and shared it with their friends

31:00 car on and shared it with their friends

31:00 car on and shared it with their friends and have come along on this journey so

31:02 and have come along on this journey so

31:02 and have come along on this journey so far and whatever whatever whatever then

31:04 far and whatever whatever whatever then

31:04 far and whatever whatever whatever then I feel like I have a certain

31:05 I feel like I have a certain

31:05 I feel like I have a certain responsibility I guess I could spam up

31:08 responsibility I guess I could spam up

31:08 responsibility I guess I could spam up my feed with whatever all the time and

31:10 my feed with whatever all the time and

31:10 my feed with whatever all the time and people could just leave if they wanted

31:11 people could just leave if they wanted

31:11 people could just leave if they wanted to that kind of thing but I feel like I

31:13 to that kind of thing but I feel like I

31:13 to that kind of thing but I feel like I have a certain responsibility to really

31:14 have a certain responsibility to really

31:14 have a certain responsibility to really only put things that I'm 100% behind out

31:18 only put things that I'm 100% behind out

31:18 only put things that I'm 100% behind out into the world so my Instagram let's say

31:20 into the world so my Instagram let's say

31:20 into the world so my Instagram let's say if there's sure so a friend of mine will

31:24 if there's sure so a friend of mine will

31:24 if there's sure so a friend of mine will say you have 10,000 people following you

31:26 say you have 10,000 people following you

31:26 say you have 10,000 people following you on Instagram would you please post post

31:28 on Instagram would you please post post

31:28 on Instagram would you please post post my band's this has happened actually

31:31 my band's this has happened actually

31:31 my band's this has happened actually would you please post my band's flyer

31:33 would you please post my band's flyer

31:33 would you please post my band's flyer for their show on your Instagram account

31:35 for their show on your Instagram account

31:35 for their show on your Instagram account that way all of your people will see it

31:37 that way all of your people will see it

31:37 that way all of your people will see it and they'll come to my show and I'm like

31:39 and they'll come to my show and I'm like

31:39 and they'll come to my show and I'm like no I'm not going to do that and the

31:42 no I'm not going to do that and the

31:42 no I'm not going to do that and the reason is because none of these people

31:45 reason is because none of these people

31:45 reason is because none of these people are here with me because they wanted to

31:47 are here with me because they wanted to

31:47 are here with me because they wanted to see a band furthermore a lot of these

31:49 see a band furthermore a lot of these

31:49 see a band furthermore a lot of these people are here because of

31:51 people are here because of

31:51 people are here because of family-friendly things or different

31:52 family-friendly things or different

31:52 family-friendly things or different reasons and your band happens to be

31:54 reasons and your band happens to be

31:54 reasons and your band happens to be playing in a bar and all of your lyrics

31:58 playing in a bar and all of your lyrics

31:58 playing in a bar and all of your lyrics are about how zombie murder I don't know

32:01 are about how zombie murder I don't know

32:01 are about how zombie murder I don't know just whatever it is and whatever and it

32:03 just whatever it is and whatever and it

32:03 just whatever it is and whatever and it just wouldn't be the right fit now a lot

32:05 just wouldn't be the right fit now a lot

32:05 just wouldn't be the right fit now a lot of my friends understand this they're

32:08 of my friends understand this they're

32:08 of my friends understand this they're like you know what you're right my thing

32:09 like you know what you're right my thing

32:09 like you know what you're right my thing is different than your thing and

32:11 is different than your thing and

32:11 is different than your thing and whatever but some of them just really

32:14 whatever but some of them just really

32:14 whatever but some of them just really they just feel like you have a cake and

32:15 they just feel like you have a cake and

32:15 they just feel like you have a cake and you're not sharing it come on bro you're

32:17 you're not sharing it come on bro you're

32:17 you're not sharing it come on bro you're not sharing the cake you're not giving

32:18 not sharing the cake you're not giving

32:18 not sharing the cake you're not giving me the repost and the things but to me

32:21 me the repost and the things but to me

32:21 me the repost and the things but to me I'm going let's say that I took an all

32:24 I'm going let's say that I took an all

32:24 I'm going let's say that I took an all let's say I took a picture of vomit a

32:28 let's say I took a picture of vomit a

32:28 let's say I took a picture of vomit a big steaming pile of vomit and posted it

32:31 big steaming pile of vomit and posted it

32:31 big steaming pile of vomit and posted it on my Instagram I feel like most of the

32:33 on my Instagram I feel like most of the

32:34 on my Instagram I feel like most of the people who follow me on Instagram be

32:35 people who follow me on Instagram be

32:35 people who follow me on Instagram be like okay why did you post the picture

32:37 like okay why did you post the picture

32:37 like okay why did you post the picture to vomit not really why I follow you but

32:39 to vomit not really why I follow you but

32:39 to vomit not really why I follow you but I like you Justin you're okay I guess

32:41 I like you Justin you're okay I guess

32:41 I like you Justin you're okay I guess I'll forgive the one time vomit but if I

32:44 I'll forgive the one time vomit but if I

32:44 I'll forgive the one time vomit but if I started constantly posting vomit I feel

32:46 started constantly posting vomit I feel

32:47 started constantly posting vomit I feel like a lot of people would be like this

32:48 like a lot of people would be like this

32:48 like a lot of people would be like this isn't what we signed up for goodbye and

32:50 isn't what we signed up for goodbye and

32:50 isn't what we signed up for goodbye and then you know what I mean so I feel like

32:52 then you know what I mean so I feel like

32:52 then you know what I mean so I feel like I have a certain

32:53 I have a certain

32:53 I have a certain responsibility to you guys to the

32:56 responsibility to you guys to the

32:56 responsibility to you guys to the sometimes mob to the people who

32:57 sometimes mob to the people who

32:57 sometimes mob to the people who dedicated their time and their energy to

32:59 dedicated their time and their energy to

32:59 dedicated their time and their energy to me just as much as I've dedicated my

33:00 me just as much as I've dedicated my

33:00 me just as much as I've dedicated my time and energy to them to not spam them

33:02 time and energy to them to not spam them

33:02 time and energy to them to not spam them up and so that's why I don't do that a

33:04 up and so that's why I don't do that a

33:04 up and so that's why I don't do that a lot I don't go around the internet

33:06 lot I don't go around the internet

33:06 lot I don't go around the internet asking too many strangers and too many

33:08 asking too many strangers and too many

33:08 asking too many strangers and too many ways to do it there's been rare

33:10 ways to do it there's been rare

33:10 ways to do it there's been rare exceptions like when I did the Star Wars

33:11 exceptions like when I did the Star Wars

33:11 exceptions like when I did the Star Wars filming location I think uh maybe utmost

33:15 filming location I think uh maybe utmost

33:15 filming location I think uh maybe utmost and Tyler or a couple I can't remember

33:16 and Tyler or a couple I can't remember

33:16 and Tyler or a couple I can't remember who but somebody was posting it around

33:18 who but somebody was posting it around

33:18 who but somebody was posting it around like oh check this out if you guys are

33:19 like oh check this out if you guys are

33:19 like oh check this out if you guys are interested to people who might be very

33:21 interested to people who might be very

33:21 interested to people who might be very interested in it but for the most part I

33:23 interested in it but for the most part I

33:23 interested in it but for the most part I have always been like let's not spam it

33:25 have always been like let's not spam it

33:25 have always been like let's not spam it up let's try and do things different

33:26 up let's try and do things different

33:26 up let's try and do things different like I said there's nothing wrong with

33:27 like I said there's nothing wrong with

33:27 like I said there's nothing wrong with it if I if I did do it or if other

33:29 it if I if I did do it or if other

33:29 it if I if I did do it or if other people do it that's just not my strategy

33:31 people do it that's just not my strategy

33:31 people do it that's just not my strategy but other people sometimes just don't

33:33 but other people sometimes just don't

33:33 but other people sometimes just don't understand it and they get a little

33:35 understand it and they get a little

33:35 understand it and they get a little frustrated with me well that was kind of

33:37 frustrated with me well that was kind of

33:37 frustrated with me well that was kind of a tangent I guess but the whole long

33:39 a tangent I guess but the whole long

33:39 a tangent I guess but the whole long story short is that yes I even I have

33:43 story short is that yes I even I have

33:43 story short is that yes I even I have got stresses and problems when it comes

33:45 got stresses and problems when it comes

33:45 got stresses and problems when it comes to people like that and I just really

33:46 to people like that and I just really

33:46 to people like that and I just really wish that there was a way everybody

33:48 wish that there was a way everybody

33:48 wish that there was a way everybody could get along and be happy I was

33:51 could get along and be happy I was

33:51 could get along and be happy I was trying to think if there's anybody that

33:52 trying to think if there's anybody that

33:52 trying to think if there's anybody that I really hate in the world anybody I

33:56 I really hate in the world anybody I

33:56 I really hate in the world anybody I really have a grudge against and really

33:59 really have a grudge against and really

33:59 really have a grudge against and really want to get them and just there's nobody

34:01 want to get them and just there's nobody

34:01 want to get them and just there's nobody there's nobody that I want to destroy in

34:03 there's nobody that I want to destroy in

34:03 there's nobody that I want to destroy in the world literally nobody which is kind

34:06 the world literally nobody which is kind

34:06 the world literally nobody which is kind of a good feeling CU obviously going

34:07 of a good feeling CU obviously going

34:07 of a good feeling CU obviously going through a nasty divorce and going

34:09 through a nasty divorce and going

34:09 through a nasty divorce and going through some of the things I've been

34:10 through some of the things I've been

34:10 through some of the things I've been through in this life there have been

34:11 through in this life there have been

34:11 through in this life there have been some times where I have just had hate

34:14 some times where I have just had hate

34:14 some times where I have just had hate you know and anger and stuff towards

34:17 you know and anger and stuff towards

34:17 you know and anger and stuff towards people and bitterness and I'm happy to

34:19 people and bitterness and I'm happy to

34:19 people and bitterness and I'm happy to say that at the moment I really don't

34:20 say that at the moment I really don't

34:20 say that at the moment I really don't feel that way about anybody there's

34:22 feel that way about anybody there's

34:22 feel that way about anybody there's nobody in the world that I would like

34:24 nobody in the world that I would like

34:24 nobody in the world that I would like want to waste my energy destroying or

34:26 want to waste my energy destroying or

34:26 want to waste my energy destroying or anything like that I don't hate anybody

34:29 anything like that I don't hate anybody

34:29 anything like that I don't hate anybody there are plenty of people that I

34:30 there are plenty of people that I

34:30 there are plenty of people that I disagree with there are plenty of people

34:31 disagree with there are plenty of people

34:31 disagree with there are plenty of people that I'm really disappointed in for one

34:33 that I'm really disappointed in for one

34:33 that I'm really disappointed in for one thing I know that after all the stuff

34:35 thing I know that after all the stuff

34:35 thing I know that after all the stuff that I went through in my life that I

34:36 that I went through in my life that I

34:36 that I went through in my life that I have a very

34:37 have a very

34:37 have a very short uh I have a very not fuse but I

34:41 short uh I have a very not fuse but I

34:41 short uh I have a very not fuse but I have a very short like amount of

34:42 have a very short like amount of

34:42 have a very short like amount of patience for people who can't apologize

34:45 patience for people who can't apologize

34:45 patience for people who can't apologize or be sensitive like you know when you

34:46 or be sensitive like you know when you

34:46 or be sensitive like you know when you go to somebody and you say when I go to

34:48 go to somebody and you say when I go to

34:48 go to somebody and you say when I go to somebody and I say hey you've

34:50 somebody and I say hey you've

34:50 somebody and I say hey you've legitimately hurt my feelings because

34:51 legitimately hurt my feelings because

34:51 legitimately hurt my feelings because it's really hard not to be a bitter

34:52 it's really hard not to be a bitter

34:52 it's really hard not to be a bitter cynical person after you've been through

34:54 cynical person after you've been through

34:54 cynical person after you've been through trauma or something really negative and

34:55 trauma or something really negative and

34:55 trauma or something really negative and I've tried really hard just sharing my

34:57 I've tried really hard just sharing my

34:57 I've tried really hard just sharing my my own personal thing uh I've tried

34:59 my own personal thing uh I've tried

34:59 my own personal thing uh I've tried really hard to to stay not that way

35:02 really hard to to stay not that way

35:02 really hard to to stay not that way right to be openhearted and whatever

35:03 right to be openhearted and whatever

35:03 right to be openhearted and whatever especially with my friends especially

35:05 especially with my friends especially

35:05 especially with my friends especially with anybody that I let in in real life

35:07 with anybody that I let in in real life

35:07 with anybody that I let in in real life so if I tell somebody hey you really

35:09 so if I tell somebody hey you really

35:09 so if I tell somebody hey you really hurt my feelings you really made me

35:10 hurt my feelings you really made me

35:10 hurt my feelings you really made me upset this thing you did really makes me

35:12 upset this thing you did really makes me

35:12 upset this thing you did really makes me uncomfortable and they do the thing with

35:14 uncomfortable and they do the thing with

35:14 uncomfortable and they do the thing with they're like whatever man get over it

35:16 they're like whatever man get over it

35:16 they're like whatever man get over it you know whatever g a thicker skin or

35:18 you know whatever g a thicker skin or

35:18 you know whatever g a thicker skin or whatever I'm not talking about strangers

35:19 whatever I'm not talking about strangers

35:19 whatever I'm not talking about strangers I'm not talking about trolls I'm not

35:20 I'm not talking about trolls I'm not

35:20 I'm not talking about trolls I'm not talking about anything like that I'm

35:21 talking about anything like that I'm

35:21 talking about anything like that I'm talking about somebody that you know in

35:23 talking about somebody that you know in

35:23 talking about somebody that you know in real life that's supposedly your friend

35:25 real life that's supposedly your friend

35:25 real life that's supposedly your friend and you go dude no legitimately you hurt

35:27 and you go dude no legitimately you hurt

35:27 and you go dude no legitimately you hurt my feelings that was some thing that

35:29 my feelings that was some thing that

35:29 my feelings that was some thing that where it's subject to interpretation

35:30 where it's subject to interpretation

35:30 where it's subject to interpretation that was some sarcastic joke but like

35:32 that was some sarcastic joke but like

35:32 that was some sarcastic joke but like there's a pattern of whatever whatever

35:33 there's a pattern of whatever whatever

35:33 there's a pattern of whatever whatever and they just BR whatever man I'm just

35:36 and they just BR whatever man I'm just

35:36 and they just BR whatever man I'm just kidding just you know what I'm talking

35:37 kidding just you know what I'm talking

35:37 kidding just you know what I'm talking about when that happens I have a very

35:39 about when that happens I have a very

35:39 about when that happens I have a very low tolerance for that only because I

35:42 low tolerance for that only because I

35:42 low tolerance for that only because I think this is stuff I was thinking about

35:43 think this is stuff I was thinking about

35:43 think this is stuff I was thinking about today I was thinking about why is that

35:45 today I was thinking about why is that

35:45 today I was thinking about why is that why am I so touchy about that that I

35:47 why am I so touchy about that that I

35:47 why am I so touchy about that that I feel like if people aren't openhearted

35:49 feel like if people aren't openhearted

35:49 feel like if people aren't openhearted back to me I just don't want to invest a

35:51 back to me I just don't want to invest a

35:51 back to me I just don't want to invest a lot of their time I think that has

35:52 lot of their time I think that has

35:52 lot of their time I think that has something to do with going through like

35:54 something to do with going through like

35:54 something to do with going through like getting cheated on and having bad you

35:57 getting cheated on and having bad you

35:57 getting cheated on and having bad you know things like that happening to you

35:58 know things like that happening to you

35:58 know things like that happening to you it makes you more in your life like you

36:01 it makes you more in your life like you

36:01 it makes you more in your life like you have a lower tolerance for people that

36:03 have a lower tolerance for people that

36:03 have a lower tolerance for people that are going to do that to you when you

36:04 are going to do that to you when you

36:04 are going to do that to you when you open your heart to them you want them to

36:06 open your heart to them you want them to

36:06 open your heart to them you want them to open it a little bit back up enough

36:08 open it a little bit back up enough

36:08 open it a little bit back up enough where you can be like hey man you really

36:10 where you can be like hey man you really

36:10 where you can be like hey man you really hurt my feelings and the other person at

36:11 hurt my feelings and the other person at

36:11 hurt my feelings and the other person at least goes oh well I really didn't mean

36:13 least goes oh well I really didn't mean

36:13 least goes oh well I really didn't mean you man I'm really sorry that your

36:14 you man I'm really sorry that your

36:14 you man I'm really sorry that your feelings are hurt let me explain what I

36:16 feelings are hurt let me explain what I

36:16 feelings are hurt let me explain what I actually meant was you know what I mean

36:18 actually meant was you know what I mean

36:18 actually meant was you know what I mean and I feel like those are the kind of

36:21 and I feel like those are the kind of

36:21 and I feel like those are the kind of people that I want in my life those are

36:22 people that I want in my life those are

36:22 people that I want in my life those are the kind of people that I want to be

36:24 the kind of people that I want to be

36:24 the kind of people that I want to be friends with are the people that can be

36:26 friends with are the people that can be

36:26 friends with are the people that can be like that back to me are the kind of

36:28 like that back to me are the kind of

36:28 like that back to me are the kind of people that I want to spend my time

36:29 people that I want to spend my time

36:29 people that I want to spend my time around and unfortunately I think it's

36:32 around and unfortunately I think it's

36:32 around and unfortunately I think it's really hard for most people to be that

36:33 really hard for most people to be that

36:33 really hard for most people to be that way cuz most people are like most people

36:36 way cuz most people are like most people

36:36 way cuz most people are like most people when they get their feelings hurt just

36:37 when they get their feelings hurt just

36:37 when they get their feelings hurt just get angry at the person whose feelings

36:39 get angry at the person whose feelings

36:39 get angry at the person whose feelings are hurt cuz they don't know what to do

36:42 are hurt cuz they don't know what to do

36:42 are hurt cuz they don't know what to do with it or whatever nobody wants to be

36:43 with it or whatever nobody wants to be

36:43 with it or whatever nobody wants to be wrong or whatever so that's a whole

36:45 wrong or whatever so that's a whole

36:45 wrong or whatever so that's a whole Tangled mess anyway I know it's kind of

36:47 Tangled mess anyway I know it's kind of

36:47 Tangled mess anyway I know it's kind of a long- winded ramp that goes nowhere

36:49 a long- winded ramp that goes nowhere

36:49 a long- winded ramp that goes nowhere and I'm really honestly not trying to

36:51 and I'm really honestly not trying to

36:51 and I'm really honestly not trying to just complain it's just those were the

36:52 just complain it's just those were the

36:52 just complain it's just those were the things I was thinking about today where

36:54 things I was thinking about today where

36:54 things I was thinking about today where I was just really wishing there was some

36:56 I was just really wishing there was some

36:56 I was just really wishing there was some kind of way to open open up your brain

36:58 kind of way to open open up your brain

36:58 kind of way to open open up your brain let people take a little tour in there

36:59 let people take a little tour in there

36:59 let people take a little tour in there and go see look there's no hate I might

37:01 and go see look there's no hate I might

37:02 and go see look there's no hate I might not always agree with you I might not

37:03 not always agree with you I might not

37:03 not always agree with you I might not want to do the same things that you are

37:05 want to do the same things that you are

37:05 want to do the same things that you are doing but there is a reason that I am

37:07 doing but there is a reason that I am

37:07 doing but there is a reason that I am the way that I am I do the things I do I

37:09 the way that I am I do the things I do I

37:09 the way that I am I do the things I do I say the things that I say there is a

37:10 say the things that I say there is a

37:11 say the things that I say there is a reason I don't want to repost your thing

37:12 reason I don't want to repost your thing

37:12 reason I don't want to repost your thing there is a reason why I don't want to

37:14 there is a reason why I don't want to

37:14 there is a reason why I don't want to hang out with you sometimes over here

37:15 hang out with you sometimes over here

37:15 hang out with you sometimes over here because I just I'm gunshot or things

37:17 because I just I'm gunshot or things

37:17 because I just I'm gunshot or things have happened to me in my life or like

37:19 have happened to me in my life or like

37:19 have happened to me in my life or like you know it takes me a while to make

37:21 you know it takes me a while to make

37:21 you know it takes me a while to make friends or really trust people all the

37:23 friends or really trust people all the

37:23 friends or really trust people all the way I need my own time and space my own

37:24 way I need my own time and space my own

37:24 way I need my own time and space my own way into it that kind of thing some of

37:26 way into it that kind of thing some of

37:26 way into it that kind of thing some of these things are really hard to explain

37:28 these things are really hard to explain

37:28 these things are really hard to explain to people on the quick especially when

37:31 to people on the quick especially when

37:31 to people on the quick especially when they're upset you know and I'm

37:32 they're upset you know and I'm

37:32 they're upset you know and I'm particularly bad at that when other

37:34 particularly bad at that when other

37:34 particularly bad at that when other people are upset with me or when I'm

37:36 people are upset with me or when I'm

37:36 people are upset with me or when I'm upset or frustrated or stressed or

37:38 upset or frustrated or stressed or

37:38 upset or frustrated or stressed or anxious in any way I tend to get louder

37:40 anxious in any way I tend to get louder

37:40 anxious in any way I tend to get louder and get like kind of freeze up like a

37:42 and get like kind of freeze up like a

37:42 and get like kind of freeze up like a deer in the

37:43 deer in the

37:43 deer in the headlights you know people think I'm mad

37:45 headlights you know people think I'm mad

37:46 headlights you know people think I'm mad and I'm not even mad I'm just oh no in

37:48 and I'm not even mad I'm just oh no in

37:48 and I'm not even mad I'm just oh no in my head I'm thinking oh no this is all

37:49 my head I'm thinking oh no this is all

37:49 my head I'm thinking oh no this is all coming apart you know well the car

37:50 coming apart you know well the car

37:50 coming apart you know well the car turned off anyway it can be tough it can

37:54 turned off anyway it can be tough it can

37:54 turned off anyway it can be tough it can be tough just wish there was a way a

37:55 be tough just wish there was a way a

37:55 be tough just wish there was a way a shorthand way what is there the way that

37:57 shorthand way what is there the way that

37:57 shorthand way what is there the way that you deal with that do you deal with this

38:00 you deal with that do you deal with this

38:00 you deal with that do you deal with this do you deal with this negativity with

38:02 do you deal with this negativity with

38:02 do you deal with this negativity with other people because it's not really

38:04 other people because it's not really

38:04 other people because it's not really that different I mean yes my job is

38:06 that different I mean yes my job is

38:06 that different I mean yes my job is YouTube and YouTube accessories at times

38:08 YouTube and YouTube accessories at times

38:08 YouTube and YouTube accessories at times but uh I don't really think it's that

38:10 but uh I don't really think it's that

38:10 but uh I don't really think it's that different because I used to have an

38:11 different because I used to have an

38:11 different because I used to have an office job and it' be the same thing

38:12 office job and it' be the same thing

38:12 office job and it' be the same thing like dude you left the thing up on the

38:13 like dude you left the thing up on the

38:13 like dude you left the thing up on the printer the other day I got yelled at

38:15 printer the other day I got yelled at

38:15 printer the other day I got yelled at for it and bl BL you're always doing

38:17 for it and bl BL you're always doing

38:17 for it and bl BL you're always doing this stuff to me man like I I swear to

38:19 this stuff to me man like I I swear to

38:19 this stuff to me man like I I swear to you man I did not leave the printer

38:21 you man I did not leave the printer

38:21 you man I did not leave the printer thing up on purpose to get you in

38:22 thing up on purpose to get you in

38:22 thing up on purpose to get you in trouble I am really sorry that you got

38:24 trouble I am really sorry that you got

38:24 trouble I am really sorry that you got in trouble is totally my bad I will go

38:26 in trouble is totally my bad I will go

38:26 in trouble is totally my bad I will go explain to the boss I left the printer

38:28 explain to the boss I left the printer

38:28 explain to the boss I left the printer thing like the thing I I don't want you

38:30 thing like the thing I I don't want you

38:30 thing like the thing I I don't want you to take the fall for it let's you know

38:32 to take the fall for it let's you know

38:32 to take the fall for it let's you know but I definitely didn't do it on purpose

38:34 but I definitely didn't do it on purpose

38:34 but I definitely didn't do it on purpose s you know what I mean this stuff just

38:37 s you know what I mean this stuff just

38:37 s you know what I mean this stuff just happens and I guess no matter how old

38:40 happens and I guess no matter how old

38:40 happens and I guess no matter how old you get it's going to keep coming at you

38:43 you get it's going to keep coming at you

38:43 you get it's going to keep coming at you and no matter what it's still going to

38:45 and no matter what it's still going to

38:45 and no matter what it's still going to suck but like I said I'm just trying to

38:47 suck but like I said I'm just trying to

38:47 suck but like I said I'm just trying to go okay well I can't do anything about

38:49 go okay well I can't do anything about

38:49 go okay well I can't do anything about it I can't change anybody's mind who

38:51 it I can't change anybody's mind who

38:51 it I can't change anybody's mind who really dislikes me we can't do it they

38:53 really dislikes me we can't do it they

38:53 really dislikes me we can't do it they have to change their own mind for

38:54 have to change their own mind for

38:54 have to change their own mind for themselves all you can do is do the best

38:56 themselves all you can do is do the best

38:56 themselves all you can do is do the best job you can so so I'm just choosing my

38:58 job you can so so I'm just choosing my

38:58 job you can so so I'm just choosing my quest for positivity moment of the week

39:01 quest for positivity moment of the week

39:01 quest for positivity moment of the week as I was thinking about this today

39:02 as I was thinking about this today

39:02 as I was thinking about this today because it's been a lot of stuff lately

39:04 because it's been a lot of stuff lately

39:04 because it's been a lot of stuff lately that's just been irritating me you know

39:05 that's just been irritating me you know

39:05 that's just been irritating me you know I will get irritated and go why is that

39:07 I will get irritated and go why is that

39:07 I will get irritated and go why is that person not like me or whatever is I'm

39:09 person not like me or whatever is I'm

39:09 person not like me or whatever is I'm going to try to decide I'm going to do

39:11 going to try to decide I'm going to do

39:11 going to try to decide I'm going to do my best so I'm not perfect believe me

39:14 my best so I'm not perfect believe me

39:14 my best so I'm not perfect believe me I'm going to do my best to start taking

39:16 I'm going to do my best to start taking

39:16 I'm going to do my best to start taking that and just making that be a lesson to

39:18 that and just making that be a lesson to

39:18 that and just making that be a lesson to myself that look look at these people

39:19 myself that look look at these people

39:19 myself that look look at these people that completely misunderstand me and

39:21 that completely misunderstand me and

39:22 that completely misunderstand me and take stuff out on me that like I really

39:24 take stuff out on me that like I really

39:24 take stuff out on me that like I really like no I didn't mean to disrespect you

39:27 like no I didn't mean to disrespect you

39:27 like no I didn't mean to disrespect you or put you down or do anything like that

39:29 or put you down or do anything like that

39:29 or put you down or do anything like that or you know what I mean just to take

39:31 or you know what I mean just to take

39:31 or you know what I mean just to take that for myself and say all right I'm

39:32 that for myself and say all right I'm

39:32 that for myself and say all right I'm going to have a little bit more

39:34 going to have a little bit more

39:34 going to have a little bit more compassion and a little bit more empathy

39:36 compassion and a little bit more empathy

39:36 compassion and a little bit more empathy for other people around me I honestly

39:38 for other people around me I honestly

39:38 for other people around me I honestly think the real marker the difference

39:40 think the real marker the difference

39:40 think the real marker the difference between a good person and a bad person

39:42 between a good person and a bad person

39:42 between a good person and a bad person is do you try to empathize with people

39:44 is do you try to empathize with people

39:44 is do you try to empathize with people empathy doesn't come naturally to

39:45 empathy doesn't come naturally to

39:45 empathy doesn't come naturally to everybody it's very difficult for some

39:48 everybody it's very difficult for some

39:48 everybody it's very difficult for some people to have any empathy but to really

39:50 people to have any empathy but to really

39:50 people to have any empathy but to really put yourself in somebody else's shoes

39:53 put yourself in somebody else's shoes

39:53 put yourself in somebody else's shoes and try to open up your mind and go

39:55 and try to open up your mind and go

39:55 and try to open up your mind and go maybe they're dealing with something I

39:56 maybe they're dealing with something I

39:56 maybe they're dealing with something I have no idea about you know that whole

39:58 have no idea about you know that whole

39:58 have no idea about you know that whole thing you don't know what battle

39:59 thing you don't know what battle

39:59 thing you don't know what battle somebody else is fighting trying to be a

40:01 somebody else is fighting trying to be a

40:01 somebody else is fighting trying to be a little bit more open-minded and even

40:03 little bit more open-minded and even

40:03 little bit more open-minded and even though I already I already try to be I

40:05 though I already I already try to be I

40:05 though I already I already try to be I realize like I'm not perfect I'm not

40:06 realize like I'm not perfect I'm not

40:07 realize like I'm not perfect I'm not perfect I do the same stuff that I'm

40:08 perfect I do the same stuff that I'm

40:08 perfect I do the same stuff that I'm annoyed with other people about I got

40:10 annoyed with other people about I got

40:10 annoyed with other people about I got four fingers pointing back at me I do

40:13 four fingers pointing back at me I do

40:13 four fingers pointing back at me I do the same thing I get annoyed with people

40:15 the same thing I get annoyed with people

40:15 the same thing I get annoyed with people from time to time too and there's plenty

40:17 from time to time too and there's plenty

40:17 from time to time too and there's plenty of people I'm like I don't like that guy

40:19 of people I'm like I don't like that guy

40:19 of people I'm like I don't like that guy I don't like the cut of his jib and then

40:22 I don't like the cut of his jib and then

40:22 I don't like the cut of his jib and then lately I've just been thinking like all

40:23 lately I've just been thinking like all

40:23 lately I've just been thinking like all right I don't have to like the cut of

40:24 right I don't have to like the cut of

40:24 right I don't have to like the cut of his jib but at the same time I could at

40:27 his jib but at the same time I could at

40:27 his jib but at the same time I could at least try and have some compassion I

40:28 least try and have some compassion I

40:28 least try and have some compassion I don't have to get angry all the time

40:30 don't have to get angry all the time

40:30 don't have to get angry all the time just because he's got his jib in my face

40:32 just because he's got his jib in my face

40:32 just because he's got his jib in my face get can you just instead of being like

40:34 get can you just instead of being like

40:34 get can you just instead of being like your jib sucks can be like can you just

40:36 your jib sucks can be like can you just

40:36 your jib sucks can be like can you just please as is a jib Free Zone near my

40:39 please as is a jib Free Zone near my

40:39 please as is a jib Free Zone near my face what is a

40:41 face what is a

40:41 face what is a jib all right I've actually talked for

40:44 jib all right I've actually talked for

40:44 jib all right I've actually talked for too long thank you for sticking with me

40:46 too long thank you for sticking with me

40:46 too long thank you for sticking with me thank you for watching all this and all

40:48 thank you for watching all this and all

40:48 thank you for watching all this and all the other crazy stuff we've been doing

40:50 the other crazy stuff we've been doing

40:50 the other crazy stuff we've been doing lately I love you all I really really

40:52 lately I love you all I really really

40:52 lately I love you all I really really appreciate you guys LIF fast.com the

40:54 appreciate you guys LIF fast.com the

40:54 appreciate you guys LIF fast.com the website should be coming back up it had

40:56 website should be coming back up it had

40:56 website should be coming back up it had like a Mal thing on it so Google for

40:58 like a Mal thing on it so Google for

40:58 like a Mal thing on it so Google for some people saying like oh there's a

40:59 some people saying like oh there's a

40:59 some people saying like oh there's a malware thing be careful don't worry I

41:01 malware thing be careful don't worry I

41:01 malware thing be careful don't worry I completely deleted the whole website and

41:03 completely deleted the whole website and

41:03 completely deleted the whole website and had to completely start over from

41:04 had to completely start over from

41:04 had to completely start over from scratch and all that stuff so it should

41:05 scratch and all that stuff so it should

41:05 scratch and all that stuff so it should be back online now LIF fastport

41:06 be back online now LIF fastport

41:07 be back online now LIF fastport spreadshirt.com none of that is affected

41:09 spreadshirt.com none of that is affected

41:09 spreadshirt.com none of that is affected I am really looking forward to next

41:11 I am really looking forward to next

41:11 I am really looking forward to next week's fun pick Friday thing so if you

41:16 week's fun pick Friday thing so if you

41:16 week's fun pick Friday thing so if you haven't heard that whole thing is just

41:17 haven't heard that whole thing is just

41:17 haven't heard that whole thing is just take any picture of me and put your Sal

41:19 take any picture of me and put your Sal

41:19 take any picture of me and put your Sal in it if you can or just do whatever you

41:21 in it if you can or just do whatever you

41:21 in it if you can or just do whatever you want maximum creativity this time no

41:23 want maximum creativity this time no

41:23 want maximum creativity this time no guidelines just go crazy have

41:25 guidelines just go crazy have

41:25 guidelines just go crazy have fun that's it I've talked too long this

41:29 fun that's it I've talked too long this

41:29 fun that's it I've talked too long this Vlog has gone on for to

41:31 Vlog has gone on for to

41:31 Vlog has gone on for to long but just by watching it you've got

41:34 long but just by watching it you've got

41:34 long but just by watching it you've got your duty now you too can go home and

41:38 your duty now you too can go home and

41:38 your duty now you too can go home and sleep well

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