Tyler's moving! Duck Spit! This is rough, but we're still on the Q4P.

0:07 look at this this is a weird and unusual

0:07 look at this this is a weird and unusual place for us to be standing especially

0:09 place for us to be standing especially

0:09 place for us to be standing especially cuz normally I would be really petrified

0:11 cuz normally I would be really petrified

0:11 cuz normally I would be really petrified by these Heights but you know what it's

0:14 by these Heights but you know what it's

0:14 by these Heights but you know what it's a weird day it's a weird week and it's

0:17 a weird day it's a weird week and it's

0:18 a weird day it's a weird week and it's the sometimes

0:20 the sometimes

0:20 the sometimes Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes

0:24 Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes

0:24 Vlog it's a vlog that happens sometimes I don't have the whatever it is that it

0:28 I don't have the whatever it is that it

0:28 I don't have the whatever it is that it takes to be all crazy about that

0:32 takes to be all crazy about that

0:32 takes to be all crazy about that introduction Hello everybody welcome

0:33 introduction Hello everybody welcome

0:33 introduction Hello everybody welcome back to the sometimes Vlog for those of

0:35 back to the sometimes Vlog for those of

0:35 back to the sometimes Vlog for those of you who don't know me all that well

0:37 you who don't know me all that well

0:37 you who don't know me all that well maybe your new subscribers maybe your

0:38 maybe your new subscribers maybe your

0:39 maybe your new subscribers maybe your new friends maybe your friends I haven't

0:40 new friends maybe your friends I haven't

0:40 new friends maybe your friends I haven't met yet this Vlog may not be the Vlog

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0:43 met yet this Vlog may not be the Vlog for you you might want to skip backwards

0:45 for you you might want to skip backwards

0:45 for you you might want to skip backwards or forwards a vlog or two and maybe see

0:48 or forwards a vlog or two and maybe see

0:48 or forwards a vlog or two and maybe see some funny stories or some crazy

0:51 some funny stories or some crazy

0:51 some funny stories or some crazy Adventures or wandering around Walt

0:53 Adventures or wandering around Walt

0:53 Adventures or wandering around Walt Disney World or Disneyland or

0:55 Disney World or Disneyland or

0:56 Disney World or Disneyland or investigating a Target or a Walmart in

0:58 investigating a Target or a Walmart in

0:58 investigating a Target or a Walmart in the middle of the night or something

0:59 the middle of the night or something

0:59 the middle of the night or something like that

1:00 like that

1:00 like that this may not be the Periscope for you as

1:02 this may not be the Periscope for you as

1:02 this may not be the Periscope for you as it may go over your head if you haven't

1:03 it may go over your head if you haven't

1:03 it may go over your head if you haven't been around for the adventures for a

1:06 been around for the adventures for a

1:06 been around for the adventures for a while

1:07 while

1:07 while tonight was a pretty big and crazy night

1:10 tonight was a pretty big and crazy night

1:10 tonight was a pretty big and crazy night and I'm not just sniffling cuz I kind of

1:11 and I'm not just sniffling cuz I kind of

1:11 and I'm not just sniffling cuz I kind of have a cold sniffling because a duck

1:14 have a cold sniffling because a duck

1:14 have a cold sniffling because a duck came by and spit in my eye there was a

1:16 came by and spit in my eye there was a

1:16 came by and spit in my eye there was a duck spit running and uh it was a flyby

1:19 duck spit running and uh it was a flyby

1:19 duck spit running and uh it was a flyby spitting it was very crazy there was

1:21 spitting it was very crazy there was

1:21 spitting it was very crazy there was nobody to report it to at the time uh no

1:24 nobody to report it to at the time uh no

1:24 nobody to report it to at the time uh no my my friend my my best

1:27 my my friend my my best

1:27 my my friend my my best friend my best guy friend any anyway

1:30 friend my best guy friend any anyway

1:30 friend my best guy friend any anyway Tyler Evans Rock journalist who many of

1:33 Tyler Evans Rock journalist who many of

1:33 Tyler Evans Rock journalist who many of you know from the randomland videos and

1:35 you know from the randomland videos and

1:35 you know from the randomland videos and also very huge part of the sometimes

1:38 also very huge part of the sometimes

1:38 also very huge part of the sometimes Vlog uh and just a huge part of my life

1:41 Vlog uh and just a huge part of my life

1:41 Vlog uh and just a huge part of my life so therefore a huge part of your lives

1:43 so therefore a huge part of your lives

1:43 so therefore a huge part of your lives many of you for the past two years has

1:47 many of you for the past two years has

1:47 many of you for the past two years has just got off Periscope the second he got

1:49 just got off Periscope the second he got

1:49 just got off Periscope the second he got off I started this well there was a

1:51 off I started this well there was a

1:51 off I started this well there was a little interlude where I was wiping the

1:53 little interlude where I was wiping the

1:53 little interlude where I was wiping the duck spit where he has officially not

1:56 duck spit where he has officially not

1:56 duck spit where he has officially not just yesterday on the Vlog he also

1:57 just yesterday on the Vlog he also

1:58 just yesterday on the Vlog he also teased it but today he did an

2:00 teased it but today he did an

2:00 teased it but today he did an talk on Periscope live about leaving

2:03 talk on Periscope live about leaving

2:03 talk on Periscope live about leaving southern California and moving back to

2:05 southern California and moving back to

2:05 southern California and moving back to his

2:06 his

2:06 his homeland of Georgia it's pretty

2:12 homeland of Georgia it's pretty

2:12 homeland of Georgia it's pretty much a bummer today I woke up and

2:17 much a bummer today I woke up and

2:17 much a bummer today I woke up and I was going to come down here to

2:19 I was going to come down here to

2:19 I was going to come down here to Disneyland by the way I'm sitting on the

2:21 Disneyland by the way I'm sitting on the

2:21 Disneyland by the way I'm sitting on the roof of the parking structure here the

2:23 roof of the parking structure here the

2:23 roof of the parking structure here the Mickey and Friends parking

2:25 Mickey and Friends parking

2:25 Mickey and Friends parking garage I was going to come down here and

2:27 garage I was going to come down here and

2:27 garage I was going to come down here and like you know just talk about how the

2:29 like you know just talk about how the

2:29 like you know just talk about how the Haunted Mansion is but it'll be

2:30 Haunted Mansion is but it'll be

2:30 Haunted Mansion is but it'll be reopening soon or whatever normal thing

2:32 reopening soon or whatever normal thing

2:32 reopening soon or whatever normal thing we talk about or have some fun I just

2:34 we talk about or have some fun I just

2:34 we talk about or have some fun I just couldn't do it I couldn't do it um I

2:37 couldn't do it I couldn't do it um I

2:37 couldn't do it I couldn't do it um I noticed there were holes in my shoes so

2:38 noticed there were holes in my shoes so

2:38 noticed there were holes in my shoes so I went to seven different shoe stores

2:40 I went to seven different shoe stores

2:40 I went to seven different shoe stores I'm terrible at shopping like I'm really

2:43 I'm terrible at shopping like I'm really

2:43 I'm terrible at shopping like I'm really bad at it I get really stressed out I

2:45 bad at it I get really stressed out I

2:45 bad at it I get really stressed out I don't know what I'm doing I know this is

2:46 don't know what I'm doing I know this is

2:46 don't know what I'm doing I know this is a total side note but uh I spent all day

2:49 a total side note but uh I spent all day

2:49 a total side note but uh I spent all day doing that and just wore myself down

2:51 doing that and just wore myself down

2:51 doing that and just wore myself down even more I did uh land on some new

2:54 even more I did uh land on some new

2:54 even more I did uh land on some new shoes they're exactly the same as my old

2:55 shoes they're exactly the same as my old

2:55 shoes they're exactly the same as my old shoes only they're gray which is fine

2:57 shoes only they're gray which is fine

2:57 shoes only they're gray which is fine and a better pair is coming in the mail

2:59 and a better pair is coming in the mail

2:59 and a better pair is coming in the mail apparently um they were they were on

3:01 apparently um they were they were on

3:01 apparently um they were they were on sale but I won't get one half off so I

3:03 sale but I won't get one half off so I

3:03 sale but I won't get one half off so I was wise about it

3:06 was wise about it

3:06 was wise about it um and then I stopped by Tyler's house

3:09 um and then I stopped by Tyler's house

3:09 um and then I stopped by Tyler's house and talked to him for about 10 or 15

3:10 and talked to him for about 10 or 15

3:10 and talked to him for about 10 or 15 minutes and then I tried to go uh down

3:12 minutes and then I tried to go uh down

3:12 minutes and then I tried to go uh down the road to the orange International

3:14 the road to the orange International

3:14 the road to the orange International Street Fair that's happening down there

3:16 Street Fair that's happening down there

3:16 Street Fair that's happening down there and there was just like a million drunk

3:17 and there was just like a million drunk

3:17 and there was just like a million drunk people everywhere all crazy and I was

3:19 people everywhere all crazy and I was

3:20 people everywhere all crazy and I was losing my temper um thought about doing

3:23 losing my temper um thought about doing

3:23 losing my temper um thought about doing a vlog down there but it just you know

3:25 a vlog down there but it just you know

3:25 a vlog down there but it just you know what number one it was super hard

3:27 what number one it was super hard

3:27 what number one it was super hard knowing that Tyler's moving back to

3:28 knowing that Tyler's moving back to

3:28 knowing that Tyler's moving back to Georgia and I'm going to give you more

3:29 Georgia and I'm going to give you more

3:29 Georgia and I'm going to give you more details in a second

3:30 details in a second

3:30 details in a second but just uh all number two there's just

3:32 but just uh all number two there's just

3:32 but just uh all number two there's just like kids running video bombing being

3:34 like kids running video bombing being

3:34 like kids running video bombing being crazy and not two seconds before that

3:36 crazy and not two seconds before that

3:36 crazy and not two seconds before that actually before some kids were video

3:37 actually before some kids were video

3:37 actually before some kids were video bombing me I had seen a really crazy um

3:40 bombing me I had seen a really crazy um

3:40 bombing me I had seen a really crazy um very tattooed on the face type of dude

3:42 very tattooed on the face type of dude

3:42 very tattooed on the face type of dude uh almost punch another kid for doing

3:44 uh almost punch another kid for doing

3:44 uh almost punch another kid for doing the same thing to him so I tried I got

3:47 the same thing to him so I tried I got

3:47 the same thing to him so I tried I got all went all dad mode on this kid and

3:48 all went all dad mode on this kid and

3:48 all went all dad mode on this kid and told him like hey man you got to be

3:50 told him like hey man you got to be

3:50 told him like hey man you got to be careful you do not know he was out here

3:53 careful you do not know he was out here

3:53 careful you do not know he was out here following someone around all creepy

3:54 following someone around all creepy

3:54 following someone around all creepy they're not going to know you're trying

3:55 they're not going to know you're trying

3:55 they're not going to know you're trying to video bomb them they might just I

3:56 to video bomb them they might just I

3:56 to video bomb them they might just I just was like losing my temper you know

3:58 just was like losing my temper you know

3:58 just was like losing my temper you know not my temper really with a kid or

4:00 not my temper really with a kid or

4:00 not my temper really with a kid or anything just just frustrated you know

4:03 anything just just frustrated you know

4:03 anything just just frustrated you know impossible to just do a jovial fun romp

4:06 impossible to just do a jovial fun romp

4:06 impossible to just do a jovial fun romp of a vlog I am totally procrastinating

4:09 of a vlog I am totally procrastinating

4:09 of a vlog I am totally procrastinating talking about the main thing which the

4:10 talking about the main thing which the

4:10 talking about the main thing which the Tyler just announced he's moving back to

4:13 Tyler just announced he's moving back to

4:13 Tyler just announced he's moving back to Georgia for me everybody keeps asking

4:16 Georgia for me everybody keeps asking

4:16 Georgia for me everybody keeps asking about me I was on the Periscope I

4:17 about me I was on the Periscope I

4:17 about me I was on the Periscope I watched him say everything that he had

4:19 watched him say everything that he had

4:19 watched him say everything that he had to say and for those of you who don't

4:20 to say and for those of you who don't

4:20 to say and for those of you who don't know the reasons if it's still within 24

4:22 know the reasons if it's still within 24

4:22 know the reasons if it's still within 24 hours you can go back and watch his

4:24 hours you can go back and watch his

4:24 hours you can go back and watch his Periscope Tyler Brett Evans I think

4:26 Periscope Tyler Brett Evans I think

4:26 Periscope Tyler Brett Evans I think he'll leave it up for replay probably

4:28 he'll leave it up for replay probably

4:28 he'll leave it up for replay probably basically home is calling him back in

4:29 basically home is calling him back in

4:29 basically home is calling him back in Georgia he moved out here to work on

4:32 Georgia he moved out here to work on

4:32 Georgia he moved out here to work on videos and stuff with me and I'll give

4:34 videos and stuff with me and I'll give

4:34 videos and stuff with me and I'll give him more detail about the little history

4:35 him more detail about the little history

4:35 him more detail about the little history in a second but um he's got a bunch of

4:38 in a second but um he's got a bunch of

4:38 in a second but um he's got a bunch of stuff going on in his life some people

4:40 stuff going on in his life some people

4:40 stuff going on in his life some people were saying quarter life crisis on there

4:41 were saying quarter life crisis on there

4:42 were saying quarter life crisis on there I don't think Tyler would completely

4:43 I don't think Tyler would completely

4:43 I don't think Tyler would completely disagree with that you know just one of

4:44 disagree with that you know just one of

4:44 disagree with that you know just one of those he he's having one of those things

4:46 those he he's having one of those things

4:46 those he he's having one of those things we all have them we all go through this

4:48 we all have them we all go through this

4:48 we all have them we all go through this where you have one of those who am I

4:49 where you have one of those who am I

4:49 where you have one of those who am I moments and uh home is going to be the

4:53 moments and uh home is going to be the

4:53 moments and uh home is going to be the big part of his who am I moment just

4:56 big part of his who am I moment just

4:56 big part of his who am I moment just there you go so you know what the noise

4:57 there you go so you know what the noise

4:57 there you go so you know what the noise was behind us and uh he's got to go back

5:00 was behind us and uh he's got to go back

5:00 was behind us and uh he's got to go back home he's got to go back home to get in

5:01 home he's got to go back home to get in

5:01 home he's got to go back home to get in touch with the roots and spend time with

5:03 touch with the roots and spend time with

5:03 touch with the roots and spend time with his family he's got other riding

5:04 his family he's got other riding

5:04 his family he's got other riding opportunities and different stuff out

5:05 opportunities and different stuff out

5:05 opportunities and different stuff out there but a big reason he didn't mention

5:07 there but a big reason he didn't mention

5:07 there but a big reason he didn't mention un pariscope uh I don't think not

5:10 un pariscope uh I don't think not

5:10 un pariscope uh I don't think not because he didn't mean to but just

5:12 because he didn't mean to but just

5:12 because he didn't mean to but just because it was kind of hard and

5:13 because it was kind of hard and

5:13 because it was kind of hard and emotional for him Tyler loves all you

5:14 emotional for him Tyler loves all you

5:15 emotional for him Tyler loves all you guys he obviously him and I are like

5:16 guys he obviously him and I are like

5:16 guys he obviously him and I are like really super close best friends you know

5:18 really super close best friends you know

5:19 really super close best friends you know I love you man kind of friends and um it

5:22 I love you man kind of friends and um it

5:22 I love you man kind of friends and um it was pretty tough pretty rough for but

5:24 was pretty tough pretty rough for but

5:24 was pretty tough pretty rough for but another big major reason Tyler and it

5:26 another big major reason Tyler and it

5:26 another big major reason Tyler and it goes back to the whole history of doing

5:27 goes back to the whole history of doing

5:28 goes back to the whole history of doing this in the first place which is I was

5:30 this in the first place which is I was

5:30 this in the first place which is I was in a band punk rock band called The

5:31 in a band punk rock band called The

5:31 in a band punk rock band called The scarred we were on a tour I had been

5:34 scarred we were on a tour I had been

5:34 scarred we were on a tour I had been sort of dragged out of retirement I have

5:35 sort of dragged out of retirement I have

5:35 sort of dragged out of retirement I have celiac disease I had been sick for years

5:37 celiac disease I had been sick for years

5:37 celiac disease I had been sick for years and years and years I couldn't really

5:38 and years and years I couldn't really

5:38 and years and years I couldn't really tour and I didn't put out a record for

5:41 tour and I didn't put out a record for

5:41 tour and I didn't put out a record for while I was home just stuck at home

5:43 while I was home just stuck at home

5:43 while I was home just stuck at home constantly and um we put out a record

5:46 constantly and um we put out a record

5:46 constantly and um we put out a record called Li fast I pour my band did and

5:49 called Li fast I pour my band did and

5:49 called Li fast I pour my band did and Tyler was still writing for rock and

5:50 Tyler was still writing for rock and

5:50 Tyler was still writing for rock and roll magazines and stuff at that time

5:52 roll magazines and stuff at that time

5:52 roll magazines and stuff at that time and this uh person had convinced us like

5:56 and this uh person had convinced us like

5:56 and this uh person had convinced us like hey if you put together a tour I'll fund

5:58 hey if you put together a tour I'll fund

5:58 hey if you put together a tour I'll fund It Whatever whatever I told him I don't

5:59 It Whatever whatever I told him I don't

5:59 It Whatever whatever I told him I don't don't have any money I don't have

6:00 don't have any money I don't have

6:00 don't have any money I don't have anything going on I'm sick I I've been

6:02 anything going on I'm sick I I've been

6:02 anything going on I'm sick I I've been out of work for a long time steady work

6:04 out of work for a long time steady work

6:04 out of work for a long time steady work that kind of thing I I can't really take

6:05 that kind of thing I I can't really take

6:05 that kind of thing I I can't really take time away from home and all this stuff

6:07 time away from home and all this stuff

6:07 time away from home and all this stuff and like don't worry I got you I got

6:09 and like don't worry I got you I got

6:09 and like don't worry I got you I got this so we had this whole tour planned

6:10 this so we had this whole tour planned

6:10 this so we had this whole tour planned out Tyler came on it we let to go on the

6:12 out Tyler came on it we let to go on the

6:12 out Tyler came on it we let to go on the tour the funding was not there the

6:15 tour the funding was not there the

6:15 tour the funding was not there the person kind of hucked themselves I don't

6:17 person kind of hucked themselves I don't

6:17 person kind of hucked themselves I don't think they did it intentionally but it

6:18 think they did it intentionally but it

6:18 think they did it intentionally but it was a pretty bad scene and we were

6:20 was a pretty bad scene and we were

6:20 was a pretty bad scene and we were driving back from Hannibal missoury of

6:23 driving back from Hannibal missoury of

6:23 driving back from Hannibal missoury of all places and Tyler and I um if you're

6:27 all places and Tyler and I um if you're

6:27 all places and Tyler and I um if you're bored with this conversation by the way

6:28 bored with this conversation by the way

6:28 bored with this conversation by the way you feel free to skip it I will won't

6:29 you feel free to skip it I will won't

6:29 you feel free to skip it I will won't hold it against you if you skip this

6:31 hold it against you if you skip this

6:31 hold it against you if you skip this blog but uh Tyler and I were in the van

6:34 blog but uh Tyler and I were in the van

6:34 blog but uh Tyler and I were in the van while I was having basically a giant

6:35 while I was having basically a giant

6:35 while I was having basically a giant freak out I had been in bands since I

6:38 freak out I had been in bands since I

6:38 freak out I had been in bands since I was 15 16 years old and done the same

6:41 was 15 16 years old and done the same

6:41 was 15 16 years old and done the same thing write

6:43 thing write

6:43 thing write rehearse play Live record tour come back

6:46 rehearse play Live record tour come back

6:46 rehearse play Live record tour come back record tour just done the same thing

6:49 record tour just done the same thing

6:49 record tour just done the same thing over and over again i' been the same

6:50 over and over again i' been the same

6:51 over and over again i' been the same scene forever i' me seen the same people

6:53 scene forever i' me seen the same people

6:53 scene forever i' me seen the same people over and over again I love touring I

6:54 over and over again I love touring I

6:54 over and over again I love touring I love meeting new people but just been in

6:56 love meeting new people but just been in

6:56 love meeting new people but just been in this endless infinite Loop of you know

7:01 this endless infinite Loop of you know

7:01 this endless infinite Loop of you know you write record you tour you write you

7:03 you write record you tour you write you

7:03 you write record you tour you write you record you tour you write record you

7:04 record you tour you write record you

7:04 record you tour you write record you tour and um I had never I had all these

7:08 tour and um I had never I had all these

7:08 tour and um I had never I had all these other things I wanted to do I was

7:10 other things I wanted to do I was

7:10 other things I wanted to do I was interested in funny things and positive

7:13 interested in funny things and positive

7:13 interested in funny things and positive things I've been stuck in this feedback

7:14 things I've been stuck in this feedback

7:14 things I've been stuck in this feedback loop of negativity sort of because I

7:17 loop of negativity sort of because I

7:17 loop of negativity sort of because I always used music to sort of like be my

7:20 always used music to sort of like be my

7:20 always used music to sort of like be my outlet for Creative outlet for like you

7:22 outlet for Creative outlet for like you

7:22 outlet for Creative outlet for like you know self-loathing or um depression or

7:26 know self-loathing or um depression or

7:26 know self-loathing or um depression or whatever you know I'd put that there

7:27 whatever you know I'd put that there

7:27 whatever you know I'd put that there it's kind of like writing an angry

7:28 it's kind of like writing an angry

7:28 it's kind of like writing an angry letter and then you never send it or you

7:30 letter and then you never send it or you

7:30 letter and then you never send it or you know uh people write their frustrations

7:32 know uh people write their frustrations

7:32 know uh people write their frustrations down and burn it or whatever it was it

7:34 down and burn it or whatever it was it

7:34 down and burn it or whatever it was it was almost like that you know put it out

7:35 was almost like that you know put it out

7:35 was almost like that you know put it out there and song and then and and perform

7:37 there and song and then and and perform

7:37 there and song and then and and perform those songs to people who share the same

7:39 those songs to people who share the same

7:39 those songs to people who share the same type of frustrations the same struggles

7:41 type of frustrations the same struggles

7:41 type of frustrations the same struggles and put that out there in the universe

7:43 and put that out there in the universe

7:43 and put that out there in the universe and you kind of all collectively get

7:45 and you kind of all collectively get

7:45 and you kind of all collectively get over it but um at a certain point it had

7:48 over it but um at a certain point it had

7:48 over it but um at a certain point it had been like I had just been doing that for

7:49 been like I had just been doing that for

7:49 been like I had just been doing that for so long non-stop without a break without

7:52 so long non-stop without a break without

7:52 so long non-stop without a break without any kind of other endeavors or anything

7:53 any kind of other endeavors or anything

7:53 any kind of other endeavors or anything and I had been sick and um that I was

7:57 and I had been sick and um that I was

7:57 and I had been sick and um that I was expressing my frustration with this

7:58 expressing my frustration with this

7:58 expressing my frustration with this coming back I just thought I got to do

7:59 coming back I just thought I got to do

7:59 coming back I just thought I got to do something different I got to do

8:00 something different I got to do

8:00 something different I got to do something different with my life and uh

8:02 something different with my life and uh

8:02 something different with my life and uh we hit on the idea of doing some like

8:03 we hit on the idea of doing some like

8:03 we hit on the idea of doing some like funny videos and whatever Tyler and I

8:06 funny videos and whatever Tyler and I

8:06 funny videos and whatever Tyler and I are being behind the scenes use our

8:07 are being behind the scenes use our

8:07 are being behind the scenes use our other friends in know maybe collaborate

8:09 other friends in know maybe collaborate

8:09 other friends in know maybe collaborate with the people in the van well long

8:10 with the people in the van well long

8:10 with the people in the van well long story short is that didn't really end up

8:12 story short is that didn't really end up

8:12 story short is that didn't really end up working out we did a couple things here

8:13 working out we did a couple things here

8:13 working out we did a couple things here and there but didn't really end up

8:15 and there but didn't really end up

8:15 and there but didn't really end up working out like you know I have plenty

8:17 working out like you know I have plenty

8:17 working out like you know I have plenty of friends in my life that I love dearly

8:19 of friends in my life that I love dearly

8:19 of friends in my life that I love dearly but some of them I wouldn't want to go

8:21 but some of them I wouldn't want to go

8:21 but some of them I wouldn't want to go camping with it turns out that some of

8:23 camping with it turns out that some of

8:23 camping with it turns out that some of your friends might be really close

8:24 your friends might be really close

8:24 your friends might be really close friends really great friends you might

8:26 friends really great friends you might

8:26 friends really great friends you might love them to death but you don't really

8:27 love them to death but you don't really

8:27 love them to death but you don't really want to you know work in an office with

8:30 want to you know work in an office with

8:30 want to you know work in an office with them or share a bed with them or you

8:32 them or share a bed with them or you

8:32 them or share a bed with them or you know do videos with them maybe you'd

8:34 know do videos with them maybe you'd

8:34 know do videos with them maybe you'd love to do everything else play tennis

8:35 love to do everything else play tennis

8:36 love to do everything else play tennis with them or whatever it is you get the

8:37 with them or whatever it is you get the

8:37 with them or whatever it is you get the idea you don't hate them there's nothing

8:38 idea you don't hate them there's nothing

8:38 idea you don't hate them there's nothing wrong with them nothing bad about even

8:40 wrong with them nothing bad about even

8:40 wrong with them nothing bad about even their skills or anything like that I'm

8:41 their skills or anything like that I'm

8:41 their skills or anything like that I'm not saying anything bad about anybody

8:43 not saying anything bad about anybody

8:43 not saying anything bad about anybody but just it didn't work out that way

8:45 but just it didn't work out that way

8:45 but just it didn't work out that way meantime I met Adam and Adam was going

8:47 meantime I met Adam and Adam was going

8:47 meantime I met Adam and Adam was going man if you're doing videos I do all

8:48 man if you're doing videos I do all

8:48 man if you're doing videos I do all these video stuff well I didn't meet I

8:49 these video stuff well I didn't meet I

8:49 these video stuff well I didn't meet I known Adam for years but he's like I'm

8:51 known Adam for years but he's like I'm

8:51 known Adam for years but he's like I'm doing all these video things you know a

8:53 doing all these video things you know a

8:53 doing all these video things you know a lot of what I do is like the same stick

8:55 lot of what I do is like the same stick

8:55 lot of what I do is like the same stick that you're already doing all the time

8:57 that you're already doing all the time

8:58 that you're already doing all the time not on camera just walking around being

8:59 not on camera just walking around being

8:59 not on camera just walking around being goofy because I kind of am the way I am

9:01 goofy because I kind of am the way I am

9:01 goofy because I kind of am the way I am very rarely am I this Cal now that's not

9:03 very rarely am I this Cal now that's not

9:03 very rarely am I this Cal now that's not true I yeah I Cal sometimes but

9:06 true I yeah I Cal sometimes but

9:06 true I yeah I Cal sometimes but um serious I'm very serious right now

9:09 um serious I'm very serious right now

9:09 um serious I'm very serious right now but basically uh long story short I

9:11 but basically uh long story short I

9:11 but basically uh long story short I ended up being in front of the camera

9:13 ended up being in front of the camera

9:13 ended up being in front of the camera and then Tyler who had been writing

9:14 and then Tyler who had been writing

9:14 and then Tyler who had been writing skits and stuff with me before and he

9:17 skits and stuff with me before and he

9:17 skits and stuff with me before and he was writing articles on the website live

9:19 was writing articles on the website live

9:19 was writing articles on the website live fast.com and uh him and I sort of he

9:22 fast.com and uh him and I sort of he

9:22 fast.com and uh him and I sort of he moved out here to helped me basically

9:24 moved out here to helped me basically

9:24 moved out here to helped me basically because the randomland thing was like

9:25 because the randomland thing was like

9:25 because the randomland thing was like kind of picking up theme not that it was

9:27 kind of picking up theme not that it was

9:27 kind of picking up theme not that it was super popular but just it was super fun

9:28 super popular but just it was super fun

9:28 super popular but just it was super fun it was really cool outlet and Tyler was

9:30 it was really cool outlet and Tyler was

9:30 it was really cool outlet and Tyler was like man I can't wait to be part of that

9:32 like man I can't wait to be part of that

9:32 like man I can't wait to be part of that since we're friends and stuff and then

9:33 since we're friends and stuff and then

9:33 since we're friends and stuff and then Tyler moved out here basically to help

9:36 Tyler moved out here basically to help

9:36 Tyler moved out here basically to help me with that and to work on the website

9:38 me with that and to work on the website

9:38 me with that and to work on the website he had other goals out here too like to

9:39 he had other goals out here too like to

9:39 he had other goals out here too like to be a rock and roll uh Rock journalist

9:42 be a rock and roll uh Rock journalist

9:42 be a rock and roll uh Rock journalist writer and be in LA and the center of

9:44 writer and be in LA and the center of

9:44 writer and be in LA and the center of things and all that stuff well at the

9:45 things and all that stuff well at the

9:45 things and all that stuff well at the same time he was coming out here print

9:46 same time he was coming out here print

9:46 same time he was coming out here print media sort of took a massive nose dive

9:48 media sort of took a massive nose dive

9:48 media sort of took a massive nose dive even more than normal a lot of magazines

9:50 even more than normal a lot of magazines

9:50 even more than normal a lot of magazines went out of business and stuff there

9:52 went out of business and stuff there

9:52 went out of business and stuff there weren't a lot of writing opportunities

9:53 weren't a lot of writing opportunities

9:53 weren't a lot of writing opportunities and he kind of discovered like I maybe I

9:55 and he kind of discovered like I maybe I

9:55 and he kind of discovered like I maybe I don't want to be a rock and roll writer

9:56 don't want to be a rock and roll writer

9:56 don't want to be a rock and roll writer forever maybe I just want to Branch out

9:57 forever maybe I just want to Branch out

9:58 forever maybe I just want to Branch out into other things but we worked a lot on

9:59 into other things but we worked a lot on

10:00 into other things but we worked a lot on videos together you know a lot of the

10:01 videos together you know a lot of the

10:01 videos together you know a lot of the story because he was in the sometimes

10:03 story because he was in the sometimes

10:03 story because he was in the sometimes Vlog we went on trips we did all this

10:04 Vlog we went on trips we did all this

10:04 Vlog we went on trips we did all this stuff well basically at the same time

10:06 stuff well basically at the same time

10:06 stuff well basically at the same time Tyler also moved here he moved into a

10:09 Tyler also moved here he moved into a

10:09 Tyler also moved here he moved into a house that I was living in I had been

10:11 house that I was living in I had been

10:11 house that I was living in I had been married and all this crazy stuff if

10:13 married and all this crazy stuff if

10:13 married and all this crazy stuff if you're not familiar with any of this

10:14 you're not familiar with any of this

10:14 you're not familiar with any of this story you can go back and there's other

10:15 story you can go back and there's other

10:15 story you can go back and there's other Vlogs Vlog called the origins of the

10:17 Vlogs Vlog called the origins of the

10:17 Vlogs Vlog called the origins of the Quest for positivity watch that one

10:19 Quest for positivity watch that one

10:19 Quest for positivity watch that one it'll explain a lot more with what

10:21 it'll explain a lot more with what

10:21 it'll explain a lot more with what details I do want to um share but

10:24 details I do want to um share but

10:24 details I do want to um share but basically the second Tyler showed up it

10:26 basically the second Tyler showed up it

10:26 basically the second Tyler showed up it was super bad timing in a way because uh

10:28 was super bad timing in a way because uh

10:28 was super bad timing in a way because uh for him maybe because I was basically

10:31 for him maybe because I was basically

10:31 for him maybe because I was basically right at the same time being dumped

10:34 right at the same time being dumped

10:34 right at the same time being dumped essentially uh after you know 11 10 11

10:37 essentially uh after you know 11 10 11

10:37 essentially uh after you know 11 10 11 years of being married to someone it was

10:38 years of being married to someone it was

10:38 years of being married to someone it was not my choice not my decision not

10:39 not my choice not my decision not

10:39 not my choice not my decision not because of something I did it was all it

10:42 because of something I did it was all it

10:42 because of something I did it was all it does not take two to to to you know end

10:45 does not take two to to to you know end

10:45 does not take two to to to you know end certain things uh and um that was rough

10:50 certain things uh and um that was rough

10:50 certain things uh and um that was rough and basically there was a like a more a

10:52 and basically there was a like a more a

10:52 and basically there was a like a more a little over over 6 months a long time of

10:55 little over over 6 months a long time of

10:55 little over over 6 months a long time of me still living there while Tyler is

10:58 me still living there while Tyler is

10:58 me still living there while Tyler is living there as a roommate with this

10:59 living there as a roommate with this

10:59 living there as a roommate with this situation where I was trying to fix it

11:02 situation where I was trying to fix it

11:02 situation where I was trying to fix it doing everything in my power to fix it

11:03 doing everything in my power to fix it

11:04 doing everything in my power to fix it this is important the reason I'm telling

11:05 this is important the reason I'm telling

11:05 this is important the reason I'm telling the story it's not for no reason doing

11:06 the story it's not for no reason doing

11:06 the story it's not for no reason doing everything in my power to fix it doing

11:08 everything in my power to fix it doing

11:08 everything in my power to fix it doing all this crazy stuff but obviously a

11:09 all this crazy stuff but obviously a

11:09 all this crazy stuff but obviously a massive huge blow to me that ever since

11:12 massive huge blow to me that ever since

11:12 massive huge blow to me that ever since I had been 16 years old I had been with

11:13 I had been 16 years old I had been with

11:13 I had been 16 years old I had been with the same person I had done everything

11:15 the same person I had done everything

11:15 the same person I had done everything that I could do by this person

11:17 that I could do by this person

11:17 that I could do by this person ultimately being sick um I'm not saying

11:21 ultimately being sick um I'm not saying

11:21 ultimately being sick um I'm not saying I this out of bitterness or stir up

11:22 I this out of bitterness or stir up

11:22 I this out of bitterness or stir up drama or anything but UL this is the

11:24 drama or anything but UL this is the

11:24 drama or anything but UL this is the truth ultimately my having had been sick

11:26 truth ultimately my having had been sick

11:26 truth ultimately my having had been sick for years had taken its soul and this

11:28 for years had taken its soul and this

11:29 for years had taken its soul and this person just never really liked me that

11:30 person just never really liked me that

11:30 person just never really liked me that much to begin with it's just a mistake I

11:32 much to begin with it's just a mistake I

11:32 much to begin with it's just a mistake I guess on their part that's what they say

11:33 guess on their part that's what they say

11:34 guess on their part that's what they say but that's not really that important the

11:37 but that's not really that important the

11:37 but that's not really that important the important thing is I was being sucker

11:39 important thing is I was being sucker

11:39 important thing is I was being sucker punched in the face by life pretty hard

11:42 punched in the face by life pretty hard

11:42 punched in the face by life pretty hard and Tyler showed up Tyler and I had been

11:44 and Tyler showed up Tyler and I had been

11:44 and Tyler showed up Tyler and I had been friends we acquaintances and Casual

11:46 friends we acquaintances and Casual

11:46 friends we acquaintances and Casual friends and talk about the office like

11:48 friends and talk about the office like

11:48 friends and talk about the office like the show buddies and we' done a couple

11:50 the show buddies and we' done a couple

11:50 the show buddies and we' done a couple road trips and stuff together up to that

11:52 road trips and stuff together up to that

11:52 road trips and stuff together up to that point but we weren't like super close

11:54 point but we weren't like super close

11:54 point but we weren't like super close you know whisper your best secrets on

11:56 you know whisper your best secrets on

11:56 you know whisper your best secrets on camping in your underwear together

11:58 camping in your underwear together

11:58 camping in your underwear together friends sharing a cup a noodle I don't

12:00 friends sharing a cup a noodle I don't

12:00 friends sharing a cup a noodle I don't know what super close friends do I

12:01 know what super close friends do I

12:01 know what super close friends do I haven't had a lot of them in my life

12:03 haven't had a lot of them in my life

12:03 haven't had a lot of them in my life I've had a lot of friends and not a lot

12:04 I've had a lot of friends and not a lot

12:04 I've had a lot of friends and not a lot of super close

12:05 of super close

12:05 of super close friends and uh basically I had nobody

12:09 friends and uh basically I had nobody

12:09 friends and uh basically I had nobody because I had been with my ex since I

12:11 because I had been with my ex since I

12:11 because I had been with my ex since I was a teenager everybody that I knew

12:14 was a teenager everybody that I knew

12:14 was a teenager everybody that I knew knew her everybody that was my friend

12:16 knew her everybody that was my friend

12:16 knew her everybody that was my friend was her friend and in that moment of and

12:19 was her friend and in that moment of and

12:19 was her friend and in that moment of and then there was also other stuff crazy

12:20 then there was also other stuff crazy

12:20 then there was also other stuff crazy infidelity and all this stuff not on my

12:22 infidelity and all this stuff not on my

12:22 infidelity and all this stuff not on my part on the other part where it was like

12:24 part on the other part where it was like

12:24 part on the other part where it was like whoa I I don't I don't know who to trust

12:28 whoa I I don't I don't know who to trust

12:28 whoa I I don't I don't know who to trust who knew about this and who didn't know

12:30 who knew about this and who didn't know

12:30 who knew about this and who didn't know about this and I don't know you know and

12:31 about this and I don't know you know and

12:31 about this and I don't know you know and the Crazy Life hits you that hard you

12:33 the Crazy Life hits you that hard you

12:33 the Crazy Life hits you that hard you have no idea what's up or down you have

12:34 have no idea what's up or down you have

12:34 have no idea what's up or down you have no idea what's left or right and I'm

12:36 no idea what's left or right and I'm

12:36 no idea what's left or right and I'm just trying to fix it right but it's the

12:37 just trying to fix it right but it's the

12:37 just trying to fix it right but it's the most depressing horrible thing ever Not

12:39 most depressing horrible thing ever Not

12:39 most depressing horrible thing ever Not only was I still sick was just finding

12:41 only was I still sick was just finding

12:41 only was I still sick was just finding out about the gluten thing and all this

12:42 out about the gluten thing and all this

12:42 out about the gluten thing and all this stuff so I was just barely getting a

12:44 stuff so I was just barely getting a

12:44 stuff so I was just barely getting a hold as this is happening on like Health

12:47 hold as this is happening on like Health

12:47 hold as this is happening on like Health um I had been like bleeding basically

12:49 um I had been like bleeding basically

12:49 um I had been like bleeding basically out of my body for seven years you know

12:51 out of my body for seven years you know

12:51 out of my body for seven years you know but um you know just I'm being totally

12:54 but um you know just I'm being totally

12:54 but um you know just I'm being totally hit in the face that you know this

12:56 hit in the face that you know this

12:56 hit in the face that you know this family that I thought I had this whole

12:57 family that I thought I had this whole

12:57 family that I thought I had this whole life that I thought I had was being

12:58 life that I thought I had was being

12:58 life that I thought I had was being basic Bally taken away from me or

13:00 basic Bally taken away from me or

13:00 basic Bally taken away from me or threatened to be being taken away from

13:01 threatened to be being taken away from

13:01 threatened to be being taken away from me and I'm doing everything I can to

13:02 me and I'm doing everything I can to

13:02 me and I'm doing everything I can to desperately fix it and make a person try

13:04 desperately fix it and make a person try

13:04 desperately fix it and make a person try to love me uh who doesn't it was really

13:08 to love me uh who doesn't it was really

13:08 to love me uh who doesn't it was really hard and really horrible and really

13:10 hard and really horrible and really

13:10 hard and really horrible and really bad and uh the reason why I'm getting

13:13 bad and uh the reason why I'm getting

13:13 bad and uh the reason why I'm getting emotional now is not because I'm even

13:15 emotional now is not because I'm even

13:15 emotional now is not because I'm even thinking about that or thinking poor me

13:16 thinking about that or thinking poor me

13:16 thinking about that or thinking poor me although it was very traumatic and I'm

13:18 although it was very traumatic and I'm

13:18 although it was very traumatic and I'm still dealing with the Fallout of that

13:19 still dealing with the Fallout of that

13:19 still dealing with the Fallout of that and I probably will for years things

13:21 and I probably will for years things

13:21 and I probably will for years things like that don't just go away overnight

13:23 like that don't just go away overnight

13:23 like that don't just go away overnight but I got a good handle on that we

13:24 but I got a good handle on that we

13:24 but I got a good handle on that we talked about that Origins request for

13:26 talked about that Origins request for

13:26 talked about that Origins request for positivity I've been struggling with

13:27 positivity I've been struggling with

13:27 positivity I've been struggling with that for a long long time I don't talk

13:29 that for a long long time I don't talk

13:29 that for a long long time I don't talk about it a lot on the Vlogs or anything

13:32 about it a lot on the Vlogs or anything

13:32 about it a lot on the Vlogs or anything like that but you know it's it's tough

13:34 like that but you know it's it's tough

13:34 like that but you know it's it's tough it does a lot to your self-esteem your

13:35 it does a lot to your self-esteem your

13:35 it does a lot to your self-esteem your confidence your self-image to have a

13:37 confidence your self-image to have a

13:37 confidence your self-image to have a person that's supposed to love you the

13:38 person that's supposed to love you the

13:38 person that's supposed to love you the most for 15 years of your life basically

13:41 most for 15 years of your life basically

13:41 most for 15 years of your life basically in your life to all of a sudden wake up

13:42 in your life to all of a sudden wake up

13:42 in your life to all of a sudden wake up one day go I don't like you and I've you

13:44 one day go I don't like you and I've you

13:44 one day go I don't like you and I've you know betrayed you in the worst possible

13:46 know betrayed you in the worst possible

13:46 know betrayed you in the worst possible way and you are scum to me you you are

13:48 way and you are scum to me you you are

13:48 way and you are scum to me you you are scum between my toes anybody know that

13:50 scum between my toes anybody know that

13:50 scum between my toes anybody know that reference and that's tough that's a

13:52 reference and that's tough that's a

13:52 reference and that's tough that's a tough thing to deal with and here's

13:53 tough thing to deal with and here's

13:53 tough thing to deal with and here's Tyler who's like a casual acquaintance

13:55 Tyler who's like a casual acquaintance

13:55 Tyler who's like a casual acquaintance of mine basically a friend a loose

13:59 of mine basically a friend a loose

13:59 of mine basically a friend a loose friend you know who like at that point

14:01 friend you know who like at that point

14:01 friend you know who like at that point if it were me I would been like man this

14:03 if it were me I would been like man this

14:03 if it were me I would been like man this is heavy doc I think maybe I'll just go

14:05 is heavy doc I think maybe I'll just go

14:05 is heavy doc I think maybe I'll just go back home to Georgia or whatever it was

14:07 back home to Georgia or whatever it was

14:07 back home to Georgia or whatever it was who sat there and stood by me for

14:09 who sat there and stood by me for

14:09 who sat there and stood by me for basically well over I mean 9 months or

14:11 basically well over I mean 9 months or

14:11 basically well over I mean 9 months or more while I dealt with that and lived

14:14 more while I dealt with that and lived

14:14 more while I dealt with that and lived there still like I lived a nightmare

14:16 there still like I lived a nightmare

14:16 there still like I lived a nightmare trust me a nightmare but I I couldn't

14:18 trust me a nightmare but I I couldn't

14:18 trust me a nightmare but I I couldn't Let It Go without trying my best and all

14:20 Let It Go without trying my best and all

14:20 Let It Go without trying my best and all that stuff you know and I wouldn't even

14:22 that stuff you know and I wouldn't even

14:22 that stuff you know and I wouldn't even have been able to try my best if Tyler

14:23 have been able to try my best if Tyler

14:23 have been able to try my best if Tyler hadn't been there because there were

14:24 hadn't been there because there were

14:24 hadn't been there because there were some nights where it's just like I don't

14:25 some nights where it's just like I don't

14:25 some nights where it's just like I don't even know if I want to like be on this

14:27 even know if I want to like be on this

14:27 even know if I want to like be on this planet anymore and

14:29 planet anymore and

14:29 planet anymore and you have this person who's there who by

14:32 you have this person who's there who by

14:32 you have this person who's there who by all reasonable

14:34 all reasonable

14:34 all reasonable expectations could just say man this is

14:36 expectations could just say man this is

14:36 expectations could just say man this is too much to deal with you know hey whoa

14:38 too much to deal with you know hey whoa

14:38 too much to deal with you know hey whoa we're buddies but not those kind of

14:39 we're buddies but not those kind of

14:39 we're buddies but not those kind of buddies and bail on you and he stayed

14:41 buddies and bail on you and he stayed

14:41 buddies and bail on you and he stayed out here in California not only did he

14:42 out here in California not only did he

14:42 out here in California not only did he stay out here in California he brought

14:44 stay out here in California he brought

14:44 stay out here in California he brought his fiance out here to move in uh with

14:47 his fiance out here to move in uh with

14:47 his fiance out here to move in uh with them and um they stayed there and they

14:49 them and um they stayed there and they

14:49 them and um they stayed there and they like stuck by me really the entire time

14:52 like stuck by me really the entire time

14:52 like stuck by me really the entire time of when I went to Hannibal Missouri to

14:55 of when I went to Hannibal Missouri to

14:55 of when I went to Hannibal Missouri to do random lands or whether it was going

14:57 do random lands or whether it was going

14:57 do random lands or whether it was going on some trip he quit his job to come

14:58 on some trip he quit his job to come

14:58 on some trip he quit his job to come with me so I wouldn't have to do it

14:59 with me so I wouldn't have to do it

14:59 with me so I wouldn't have to do it alone I came back when I found all this

15:01 alone I came back when I found all this

15:02 alone I came back when I found all this stuff when I lost my place to live there

15:04 stuff when I lost my place to live there

15:04 stuff when I lost my place to live there were nights where you know well maybe we

15:06 were nights where you know well maybe we

15:06 were nights where you know well maybe we can work it out if I just have some

15:07 can work it out if I just have some

15:07 can work it out if I just have some space you know essentially separated for

15:09 space you know essentially separated for

15:09 space you know essentially separated for nine months before I finally moved out

15:11 nine months before I finally moved out

15:11 nine months before I finally moved out and it was finally over over where it

15:13 and it was finally over over where it

15:13 and it was finally over over where it was like okay I can try to give you

15:15 was like okay I can try to give you

15:15 was like okay I can try to give you space and I'd come down here to

15:16 space and I'd come down here to

15:16 space and I'd come down here to Disneyland basically and have absolutely

15:19 Disneyland basically and have absolutely

15:19 Disneyland basically and have absolutely no know where to go where do you go when

15:20 no know where to go where do you go when

15:20 no know where to go where do you go when you can't be in your house you know so

15:21 you can't be in your house you know so

15:21 you can't be in your house you know so you come and just wander around

15:23 you come and just wander around

15:23 you come and just wander around aimlessly Tyler would just come wander

15:25 aimlessly Tyler would just come wander

15:25 aimlessly Tyler would just come wander around aimless with me sometimes talking

15:27 around aimless with me sometimes talking

15:27 around aimless with me sometimes talking or letting me talk and sometimes just

15:29 or letting me talk and sometimes just

15:29 or letting me talk and sometimes just being quiet like Tyler is like one of

15:31 being quiet like Tyler is like one of

15:31 being quiet like Tyler is like one of the the long story short of it is the

15:34 the the long story short of it is the

15:34 the the long story short of it is the long and the short of it is that Tyler

15:35 long and the short of it is that Tyler

15:35 long and the short of it is that Tyler is pretty much like one of the best

15:37 is pretty much like one of the best

15:37 is pretty much like one of the best people ever in the world like even some

15:38 people ever in the world like even some

15:38 people ever in the world like even some of my other friends that were super

15:39 of my other friends that were super

15:40 of my other friends that were super tight with me I I just in that reaction

15:42 tight with me I I just in that reaction

15:42 tight with me I I just in that reaction that moment I couldn't I just I couldn't

15:44 that moment I couldn't I just I couldn't

15:44 that moment I couldn't I just I couldn't trust anybody and Tyler made himself the

15:47 trust anybody and Tyler made himself the

15:47 trust anybody and Tyler made himself the person that was like I'm right here with

15:49 person that was like I'm right here with

15:49 person that was like I'm right here with you you know uh later on too um when

15:53 you you know uh later on too um when

15:53 you you know uh later on too um when everything went even crazier and it was

15:55 everything went even crazier and it was

15:55 everything went even crazier and it was totally over it was Way Beyond totally

15:57 totally over it was Way Beyond totally

15:57 totally over it was Way Beyond totally over you know crazy divorce is happening

15:59 over you know crazy divorce is happening

15:59 over you know crazy divorce is happening all that stuff you know then I uh Adam

16:03 all that stuff you know then I uh Adam

16:03 all that stuff you know then I uh Adam moved out here during those times and

16:04 moved out here during those times and

16:04 moved out here during those times and you know I made new friends like I made

16:06 you know I made new friends like I made

16:06 you know I made new friends like I made friends with heach and different people

16:08 friends with heach and different people

16:08 friends with heach and different people and of course I have another super close

16:09 and of course I have another super close

16:09 and of course I have another super close friend the other person who's like the

16:11 friend the other person who's like the

16:11 friend the other person who's like the closest to me in the world maybe which

16:12 closest to me in the world maybe which

16:12 closest to me in the world maybe which is Aly and all this stuff and then all

16:14 is Aly and all this stuff and then all

16:14 is Aly and all this stuff and then all came later but man during those horrible

16:16 came later but man during those horrible

16:17 came later but man during those horrible times when I was literally just fighting

16:19 times when I was literally just fighting

16:19 times when I was literally just fighting for my own sanity it felt like at at

16:21 for my own sanity it felt like at at

16:21 for my own sanity it felt like at at times you know because this crazy

16:23 times you know because this crazy

16:23 times you know because this crazy situation happened you're losing your

16:24 situation happened you're losing your

16:24 situation happened you're losing your car you're losing your house you're

16:25 car you're losing your house you're

16:25 car you're losing your house you're losing your uh everyday being with your

16:28 losing your uh everyday being with your

16:28 losing your uh everyday being with your kid kid you're losing your wife you're

16:30 kid kid you're losing your wife you're

16:30 kid kid you're losing your wife you're losing everything everything no career

16:33 losing everything everything no career

16:33 losing everything everything no career uh you've been sick for S years you have

16:34 uh you've been sick for S years you have

16:34 uh you've been sick for S years you have no career you have no prospects you have

16:36 no career you have no prospects you have

16:36 no career you have no prospects you have no future get out of here start over

16:39 no future get out of here start over

16:39 no future get out of here start over with nothing and nobody and nothing to

16:42 with nothing and nobody and nothing to

16:42 with nothing and nobody and nothing to recommend you and uh by the way everyone

16:44 recommend you and uh by the way everyone

16:44 recommend you and uh by the way everyone hates your face like just a really bad

16:46 hates your face like just a really bad

16:46 hates your face like just a really bad situation and Tyler stayed out here and

16:49 situation and Tyler stayed out here and

16:49 situation and Tyler stayed out here and worked with me on crazy videos and

16:51 worked with me on crazy videos and

16:51 worked with me on crazy videos and things that really doesn't seem like it

16:53 things that really doesn't seem like it

16:53 things that really doesn't seem like it mattered funnily enough at the same time

16:55 mattered funnily enough at the same time

16:55 mattered funnily enough at the same time as that was going on this is all

16:57 as that was going on this is all

16:57 as that was going on this is all important uh at the same time as all

16:59 important uh at the same time as all

16:59 important uh at the same time as all that was going on I realized that a lot

17:01 that was going on I realized that a lot

17:01 that was going on I realized that a lot of what was keeping me together in this

17:03 of what was keeping me together in this

17:03 of what was keeping me together in this crazy situation were just little things

17:05 crazy situation were just little things

17:05 crazy situation were just little things like sometimes the thing that would keep

17:07 like sometimes the thing that would keep

17:07 like sometimes the thing that would keep my just keep me going that day or like

17:10 my just keep me going that day or like

17:10 my just keep me going that day or like and I me obviously like you know some a

17:12 and I me obviously like you know some a

17:12 and I me obviously like you know some a lot of you are going to be religious and

17:14 lot of you are going to be religious and

17:14 lot of you are going to be religious and for those of you who aren't you know

17:15 for those of you who aren't you know

17:16 for those of you who aren't you know choose for once not to get offended but

17:17 choose for once not to get offended but

17:17 choose for once not to get offended but a lot of you are going to say like well

17:19 a lot of you are going to say like well

17:19 a lot of you are going to say like well you know that the the big guys up there

17:21 you know that the the big guys up there

17:21 you know that the the big guys up there looking out for you and I don't

17:22 looking out for you and I don't

17:22 looking out for you and I don't discredit any of that either but I just

17:24 discredit any of that either but I just

17:24 discredit any of that either but I just try to keep everything neutral the way I

17:25 try to keep everything neutral the way I

17:25 try to keep everything neutral the way I talk about everything cuz I have friends

17:26 talk about everything cuz I have friends

17:27 talk about everything cuz I have friends of all Stripes Creeds color

17:29 of all Stripes Creeds color

17:29 of all Stripes Creeds color nationalities

17:31 nationalities

17:31 nationalities orientations people who are fans of

17:33 orientations people who are fans of

17:33 orientations people who are fans of Nickelback I guess like I'm just kidding

17:35 Nickelback I guess like I'm just kidding

17:35 Nickelback I guess like I'm just kidding I'm just kidding and so I just try and

17:37 I'm just kidding and so I just try and

17:37 I'm just kidding and so I just try and keep it you know whatever so I'm not

17:38 keep it you know whatever so I'm not

17:38 keep it you know whatever so I'm not discounting anything like that don't

17:39 discounting anything like that don't

17:40 discounting anything like that don't just because I'm skipping over that

17:41 just because I'm skipping over that

17:41 just because I'm skipping over that doesn't mean that I'm not you know

17:42 doesn't mean that I'm not you know

17:42 doesn't mean that I'm not you know acknowledging that there aren't other

17:44 acknowledging that there aren't other

17:44 acknowledging that there aren't other forces at play maybe or good luck even

17:46 forces at play maybe or good luck even

17:46 forces at play maybe or good luck even or whatever you want to say but there

17:48 or whatever you want to say but there

17:48 or whatever you want to say but there were times where the thing that hell

17:50 were times where the thing that hell

17:50 were times where the thing that hell felt like it was holding me together was

17:52 felt like it was holding me together was

17:52 felt like it was holding me together was just the five minutes of going on

17:54 just the five minutes of going on

17:54 just the five minutes of going on YouTube and watching you know those

17:55 YouTube and watching you know those

17:55 YouTube and watching you know those animals that get overdubbed on the BBC

17:57 animals that get overdubbed on the BBC

17:57 animals that get overdubbed on the BBC you know what I'm talking about just

17:58 you know what I'm talking about just

17:58 you know what I'm talking about just watching those things just having a

17:59 watching those things just having a

17:59 watching those things just having a little bit of a laugh and I realize

18:01 little bit of a laugh and I realize

18:01 little bit of a laugh and I realize there's probably a lot of guys out there

18:03 there's probably a lot of guys out there

18:03 there's probably a lot of guys out there who go to work 50 60 70 million hours a

18:07 who go to work 50 60 70 million hours a

18:07 who go to work 50 60 70 million hours a week they come home maybe their wife

18:09 week they come home maybe their wife

18:09 week they come home maybe their wife hates them and their kids hate them or

18:10 hates them and their kids hate them or

18:10 hates them and their kids hate them or maybe their family life is great it

18:12 maybe their family life is great it

18:12 maybe their family life is great it doesn't matter maybe they have given up

18:14 doesn't matter maybe they have given up

18:14 doesn't matter maybe they have given up their dreams of football playing in

18:16 their dreams of football playing in

18:16 their dreams of football playing in college they old sports injury and they

18:18 college they old sports injury and they

18:18 college they old sports injury and they can't do what they want to do and the

18:20 can't do what they want to do and the

18:20 can't do what they want to do and the one thing that holds them together might

18:22 one thing that holds them together might

18:22 one thing that holds them together might not be a crazy therapist and it might

18:23 not be a crazy therapist and it might

18:23 not be a crazy therapist and it might not be you know um some Grand party or

18:27 not be you know um some Grand party or

18:27 not be you know um some Grand party or having the perfect wife or the perfect

18:29 having the perfect wife or the perfect

18:29 having the perfect wife or the perfect car or whatever it is maybe they never

18:31 car or whatever it is maybe they never

18:31 car or whatever it is maybe they never have the house they want maybe they

18:32 have the house they want maybe they

18:32 have the house they want maybe they never get to go to Fiji or do whatever

18:35 never get to go to Fiji or do whatever

18:35 never get to go to Fiji or do whatever it is they want to do maybe it's not

18:36 it is they want to do maybe it's not

18:36 it is they want to do maybe it's not their dreams and sometimes you don't

18:37 their dreams and sometimes you don't

18:37 their dreams and sometimes you don't need your dreams to hold you together

18:39 need your dreams to hold you together

18:39 need your dreams to hold you together sometimes what hold you together is just

18:40 sometimes what hold you together is just

18:40 sometimes what hold you together is just that weird little thing maybe that weird

18:41 that weird little thing maybe that weird

18:42 that weird little thing maybe that weird little meme on the Internet or that

18:43 little meme on the Internet or that

18:43 little meme on the Internet or that weird little Instagram picture of Fiji

18:45 weird little Instagram picture of Fiji

18:45 weird little Instagram picture of Fiji that sort of keeps you going someday

18:46 that sort of keeps you going someday

18:46 that sort of keeps you going someday I'll make it uh I realized that there

18:48 I'll make it uh I realized that there

18:48 I'll make it uh I realized that there was a lot of things that kept me from

18:50 was a lot of things that kept me from

18:50 was a lot of things that kept me from being literally you know just at the end

18:53 being literally you know just at the end

18:53 being literally you know just at the end of my robe that were just these little

18:55 of my robe that were just these little

18:55 of my robe that were just these little things and Tyler and I talked a lot

18:57 things and Tyler and I talked a lot

18:57 things and Tyler and I talked a lot about this stuff about how like well you

18:58 about this stuff about how like well you

18:58 about this stuff about how like well you know well maybe it's worthwhile putting

19:01 know well maybe it's worthwhile putting

19:01 know well maybe it's worthwhile putting positive stuff out there and so as we

19:03 positive stuff out there and so as we

19:03 positive stuff out there and so as we were doing videos and Vlogs and

19:04 were doing videos and Vlogs and

19:04 were doing videos and Vlogs and different stuff you know we just try to

19:06 different stuff you know we just try to

19:06 different stuff you know we just try to emphasize the positive that's why we

19:07 emphasize the positive that's why we

19:07 emphasize the positive that's why we leave sex and politics and religion out

19:09 leave sex and politics and religion out

19:09 leave sex and politics and religion out of what we do just so that more people

19:11 of what we do just so that more people

19:11 of what we do just so that more people can be involved in a place where like we

19:13 can be involved in a place where like we

19:13 can be involved in a place where like we don't want to be snarky and cynical

19:15 don't want to be snarky and cynical

19:15 don't want to be snarky and cynical negative like you know do all this stuff

19:17 negative like you know do all this stuff

19:17 negative like you know do all this stuff and I really needed that too I needed it

19:18 and I really needed that too I needed it

19:19 and I really needed that too I needed it as much as anybody

19:20 as much as anybody

19:20 as much as anybody else and then as it happened we're doing

19:23 else and then as it happened we're doing

19:23 else and then as it happened we're doing that and all these people started

19:24 that and all these people started

19:24 that and all these people started responding uh and being really happy

19:26 responding uh and being really happy

19:26 responding uh and being really happy like oh man we really like these videos

19:27 like oh man we really like these videos

19:27 like oh man we really like these videos whether no matter what they were a silly

19:29 whether no matter what they were a silly

19:29 whether no matter what they were a silly video about the teacups or a video about

19:31 video about the teacups or a video about

19:31 video about the teacups or a video about Mark Twain's boyhood home or um just

19:33 Mark Twain's boyhood home or um just

19:33 Mark Twain's boyhood home or um just whatever it was or just hanging out

19:35 whatever it was or just hanging out

19:35 whatever it was or just hanging out sometimes like this or people there are

19:37 sometimes like this or people there are

19:37 sometimes like this or people there are some people out there who are really

19:39 some people out there who are really

19:39 some people out there who are really grateful and you know don't have an

19:40 grateful and you know don't have an

19:41 grateful and you know don't have an opportunity to hang out and this is the

19:42 opportunity to hang out and this is the

19:42 opportunity to hang out and this is the way they hang out and they use online

19:43 way they hang out and they use online

19:44 way they hang out and they use online like it's a different mode of

19:45 like it's a different mode of

19:45 like it's a different mode of communication but it's no less valid

19:46 communication but it's no less valid

19:46 communication but it's no less valid than all those letters that people wrote

19:48 than all those letters that people wrote

19:48 than all those letters that people wrote to each other back in the day or

19:49 to each other back in the day or

19:49 to each other back in the day or anything like that so what I'm saying is

19:52 anything like that so what I'm saying is

19:52 anything like that so what I'm saying is we realized like oh you know you can

19:53 we realized like oh you know you can

19:53 we realized like oh you know you can make a difference doing this and Tyler

19:55 make a difference doing this and Tyler

19:55 make a difference doing this and Tyler had never wanted to be a front man you

19:58 had never wanted to be a front man you

19:58 had never wanted to be a front man you know type of figure uh he always him and

20:02 know type of figure uh he always him and

20:02 know type of figure uh he always him and I always had private conversations about

20:03 I always had private conversations about

20:03 I always had private conversations about how him and I both kind of like this a

20:05 how him and I both kind of like this a

20:05 how him and I both kind of like this a little bit where you know oh man

20:06 little bit where you know oh man

20:06 little bit where you know oh man wouldn't it be great to just disappear

20:07 wouldn't it be great to just disappear

20:07 wouldn't it be great to just disappear and go off the grid where I feel like

20:09 and go off the grid where I feel like

20:09 and go off the grid where I feel like that sometimes I'm like a one of you

20:11 that sometimes I'm like a one of you

20:11 that sometimes I'm like a one of you guys where I feel like that sometimes

20:12 guys where I feel like that sometimes

20:12 guys where I feel like that sometimes like wouldn't it be great to just be

20:13 like wouldn't it be great to just be

20:14 like wouldn't it be great to just be like Anonymous Off the Grid living in

20:16 like Anonymous Off the Grid living in

20:16 like Anonymous Off the Grid living in the mountains and just no one knows

20:17 the mountains and just no one knows

20:17 the mountains and just no one knows where you are kind of thing but I would

20:19 where you are kind of thing but I would

20:19 where you are kind of thing but I would get lonely and probably wear a hole in

20:20 get lonely and probably wear a hole in

20:20 get lonely and probably wear a hole in the ground and walk my way down to China

20:23 the ground and walk my way down to China

20:23 the ground and walk my way down to China just out of sheer boredom Tyler on the

20:26 just out of sheer boredom Tyler on the

20:26 just out of sheer boredom Tyler on the other hand could actually do it we

20:28 other hand could actually do it we

20:28 other hand could actually do it we talked about this on the Vlog we made a

20:29 talked about this on the Vlog we made a

20:29 talked about this on the Vlog we made a joke about this before he could probably

20:31 joke about this before he could probably

20:31 joke about this before he could probably actually do it I mean not quite

20:33 actually do it I mean not quite

20:33 actually do it I mean not quite literally because he did have a kidney

20:35 literally because he did have a kidney

20:35 literally because he did have a kidney transplant needs his medication and

20:36 transplant needs his medication and

20:36 transplant needs his medication and stuff but I mean he could actually do it

20:39 stuff but I mean he could actually do it

20:39 stuff but I mean he could actually do it Tyler had no desire to be in videos uh I

20:44 Tyler had no desire to be in videos uh I

20:44 Tyler had no desire to be in videos uh I didn't I don't want to say I pushed him

20:45 didn't I don't want to say I pushed him

20:45 didn't I don't want to say I pushed him into it cuz he liked being in it

20:46 into it cuz he liked being in it

20:46 into it cuz he liked being in it sometimes being fun like it was fun to

20:48 sometimes being fun like it was fun to

20:48 sometimes being fun like it was fun to do uh we did one of the First videos we

20:50 do uh we did one of the First videos we

20:50 do uh we did one of the First videos we did together on the road trip out here

20:51 did together on the road trip out here

20:51 did together on the road trip out here when he was moving out here was one um

20:54 when he was moving out here was one um

20:54 when he was moving out here was one um nobody ever saw it Sun Studios it was

20:55 nobody ever saw it Sun Studios it was

20:55 nobody ever saw it Sun Studios it was the birthplace of rock and roll

20:56 the birthplace of rock and roll

20:56 the birthplace of rock and roll randomland video and Tyler popped up in

20:58 randomland video and Tyler popped up in

20:58 randomland video and Tyler popped up in it literally and uh was in the video

21:01 it literally and uh was in the video

21:01 it literally and uh was in the video then we did a video like try we thought

21:03 then we did a video like try we thought

21:03 then we did a video like try we thought oh we'll do like music uh style

21:05 oh we'll do like music uh style

21:05 oh we'll do like music uh style randomland starring Tyler and we did one

21:08 randomland starring Tyler and we did one

21:08 randomland starring Tyler and we did one or two I don't know and then it was more

21:10 or two I don't know and then it was more

21:10 or two I don't know and then it was more like this isn't this isn't this isn't

21:12 like this isn't this isn't this isn't

21:12 like this isn't this isn't this isn't the thing um and then Tyler was kind of

21:14 the thing um and then Tyler was kind of

21:14 the thing um and then Tyler was kind of like you know not really in random lands

21:16 like you know not really in random lands

21:16 like you know not really in random lands that much but we were writing different

21:18 that much but we were writing different

21:18 that much but we were writing different skits together and stuff or he'd work on

21:19 skits together and stuff or he'd work on

21:19 skits together and stuff or he'd work on stuff for the website like writing

21:21 stuff for the website like writing

21:21 stuff for the website like writing articles and stuff let me flip around

21:22 articles and stuff let me flip around

21:22 articles and stuff let me flip around the view so I have to look at my ugly

21:23 the view so I have to look at my ugly

21:23 the view so I have to look at my ugly face the entire time and uh just

21:25 face the entire time and uh just

21:25 face the entire time and uh just different stuff like that and uh

21:29 different stuff like that and uh

21:29 different stuff like that and uh I'm sorry I'm saying Anda so many times

21:31 I'm sorry I'm saying Anda so many times

21:31 I'm sorry I'm saying Anda so many times Anda Anda Anda Anda and Anda Panda where

21:35 Anda Anda Anda Anda and Anda Panda where

21:35 Anda Anda Anda Anda and Anda Panda where um pandel don't live up here I'm getting

21:39 um pandel don't live up here I'm getting

21:39 um pandel don't live up here I'm getting distracted I'm distracted

21:40 distracted I'm distracted

21:40 distracted I'm distracted myself basically long story short is

21:43 myself basically long story short is

21:43 myself basically long story short is slowly but surely because the Vlogs

21:45 slowly but surely because the Vlogs

21:45 slowly but surely because the Vlogs didn't get as many views as the random

21:47 didn't get as many views as the random

21:47 didn't get as many views as the random lands it was like I'll be in the Vlog

21:49 lands it was like I'll be in the Vlog

21:49 lands it was like I'll be in the Vlog you know I like to have fun and Tyler

21:50 you know I like to have fun and Tyler

21:50 you know I like to have fun and Tyler and I have a really good rapport like we

21:52 and I have a really good rapport like we

21:52 and I have a really good rapport like we can really go back and forth really

21:53 can really go back and forth really

21:53 can really go back and forth really really well we probably should have been

21:54 really well we probably should have been

21:54 really well we probably should have been a radio show in another time when

21:59 a radio show in another time when

21:59 a radio show in another time when how do you get hired to be on the a

22:00 how do you get hired to be on the a

22:00 how do you get hired to be on the a radio show I wouldn't do it by myself

22:01 radio show I wouldn't do it by myself

22:01 radio show I wouldn't do it by myself but with Tyler I would do it it would be

22:03 but with Tyler I would do it it would be

22:03 but with Tyler I would do it it would be super fun we just have a good way of

22:04 super fun we just have a good way of

22:04 super fun we just have a good way of riffing back and forth we like some of

22:06 riffing back and forth we like some of

22:06 riffing back and forth we like some of the same comedy stuff we just have like

22:07 the same comedy stuff we just have like

22:07 the same comedy stuff we just have like really good I don't know we have a good

22:09 really good I don't know we have a good

22:09 really good I don't know we have a good chemistry thing like we could have been

22:10 chemistry thing like we could have been

22:10 chemistry thing like we could have been in a improv troop together and and done

22:13 in a improv troop together and and done

22:13 in a improv troop together and and done skits you know it was like Wayne and G

22:15 skits you know it was like Wayne and G

22:15 skits you know it was like Wayne and G or something it was like just a cool

22:16 or something it was like just a cool

22:16 or something it was like just a cool thing that we had which we've done on

22:18 thing that we had which we've done on

22:18 thing that we had which we've done on the Vlogs and we've done on like a

22:20 the Vlogs and we've done on like a

22:20 the Vlogs and we've done on like a different we tried podcasting and

22:21 different we tried podcasting and

22:21 different we tried podcasting and different stuff probably should have

22:23 different stuff probably should have

22:23 different stuff probably should have done one was just the two of us but

22:24 done one was just the two of us but

22:24 done one was just the two of us but whatever it is what it is and anyway

22:27 whatever it is what it is and anyway

22:27 whatever it is what it is and anyway Tyler sort of got sucked into more and

22:28 Tyler sort of got sucked into more and

22:28 Tyler sort of got sucked into more and more and more so then we were like I was

22:31 more and more so then we were like I was

22:31 more and more so then we were like I was like I'm out on my own now I have no

22:33 like I'm out on my own now I have no

22:33 like I'm out on my own now I have no place to live I have nothing going on I

22:35 place to live I have nothing going on I

22:35 place to live I have nothing going on I have no career skills I can go to

22:36 have no career skills I can go to

22:36 have no career skills I can go to McDonald's and make $100 a week and not

22:40 McDonald's and make $100 a week and not

22:40 McDonald's and make $100 a week and not enough to ever you know ever have my own

22:43 enough to ever you know ever have my own

22:43 enough to ever you know ever have my own place again or do anything uh or I can

22:45 place again or do anything uh or I can

22:45 place again or do anything uh or I can make the choice the deliberate decision

22:48 make the choice the deliberate decision

22:48 make the choice the deliberate decision to work as hard as I can doing this

22:49 to work as hard as I can doing this

22:49 to work as hard as I can doing this stuff and making people happy the few

22:52 stuff and making people happy the few

22:52 stuff and making people happy the few people that I make happy and try and do

22:55 people that I make happy and try and do

22:55 people that I make happy and try and do that as full-time as I can do my graphic

22:56 that as full-time as I can do my graphic

22:56 that as full-time as I can do my graphic design stuff on the side cuz I do other

22:58 design stuff on the side cuz I do other

22:58 design stuff on the side cuz I do other job and work as much as I possibly can

23:00 job and work as much as I possibly can

23:00 job and work as much as I possibly can although I have less and less time now

23:02 although I have less and less time now

23:02 although I have less and less time now at the time you understand I'm still

23:03 at the time you understand I'm still

23:03 at the time you understand I'm still talking about then and basically trying

23:06 talking about then and basically trying

23:06 talking about then and basically trying to do that full time and Tyler was 100%

23:07 to do that full time and Tyler was 100%

23:07 to do that full time and Tyler was 100% in he's like helping me do stuff we're

23:09 in he's like helping me do stuff we're

23:09 in he's like helping me do stuff we're going different places if I traveled by

23:12 going different places if I traveled by

23:12 going different places if I traveled by myself you know I'm texting Tyler hey

23:13 myself you know I'm texting Tyler hey

23:13 myself you know I'm texting Tyler hey man can you send me a little information

23:15 man can you send me a little information

23:15 man can you send me a little information about this cuz I forgot what year the

23:17 about this cuz I forgot what year the

23:17 about this cuz I forgot what year the you know thing opened or whatever it is

23:19 you know thing opened or whatever it is

23:19 you know thing opened or whatever it is you know like Jack Bower calling the

23:21 you know like Jack Bower calling the

23:21 you know like Jack Bower calling the lady Jack Bower who is the who googles

23:26 lady Jack Bower who is the who googles

23:26 lady Jack Bower who is the who googles stuff on on Yahoo

23:29 stuff on on Yahoo

23:29 stuff on on Yahoo you know what I'm saying um so Tyler's

23:32 you know what I'm saying um so Tyler's

23:32 you know what I'm saying um so Tyler's just been there for me in every way

23:34 just been there for me in every way

23:34 just been there for me in every way possible with the videos and all this

23:36 possible with the videos and all this

23:36 possible with the videos and all this stuff and it was like yeah we'll make

23:38 stuff and it was like yeah we'll make

23:38 stuff and it was like yeah we'll make glyph as I more instead of just like a

23:41 glyph as I more instead of just like a

23:41 glyph as I more instead of just like a name of my album that we just happen to

23:42 name of my album that we just happen to

23:42 name of my album that we just happen to have a domain name of and I happen to

23:44 have a domain name of and I happen to

23:44 have a domain name of and I happen to have a YouTube channel of where we

23:46 have a YouTube channel of where we

23:46 have a YouTube channel of where we landed on by accident is it a mantra or

23:47 landed on by accident is it a mantra or

23:47 landed on by accident is it a mantra or a warning who knows you

23:49 a warning who knows you

23:49 a warning who knows you decide uh

23:52 decide uh

23:52 decide uh we sort of we're like well maybe we

23:54 we sort of we're like well maybe we

23:54 we sort of we're like well maybe we could turn into this like kind of

23:55 could turn into this like kind of

23:55 could turn into this like kind of magazine thing Tyler wanted to be a

23:57 magazine thing Tyler wanted to be a

23:57 magazine thing Tyler wanted to be a writer we'll have some content here here

23:58 writer we'll have some content here here

23:58 writer we'll have some content here here and then Jeff heimbuck came on board and

24:00 and then Jeff heimbuck came on board and

24:00 and then Jeff heimbuck came on board and started helping out with different stuff

24:01 started helping out with different stuff

24:01 started helping out with different stuff like I like to help out Jeff heimbuck is

24:03 like I like to help out Jeff heimbuck is

24:03 like I like to help out Jeff heimbuck is like one of the most prolific awesome

24:04 like one of the most prolific awesome

24:04 like one of the most prolific awesome people who just like likes to do just he

24:07 people who just like likes to do just he

24:07 people who just like likes to do just he just likes to do stuff you know so he

24:08 just likes to do stuff you know so he

24:08 just likes to do stuff you know so he came on board and then utmos was like on

24:10 came on board and then utmos was like on

24:10 came on board and then utmos was like on board and it was like man we could maybe

24:11 board and it was like man we could maybe

24:12 board and it was like man we could maybe really turn this into something but the

24:13 really turn this into something but the

24:13 really turn this into something but the core of it was really Tyler and I you

24:15 core of it was really Tyler and I you

24:15 core of it was really Tyler and I you know working together and doing stuff

24:18 know working together and doing stuff

24:18 know working together and doing stuff well really we got so busy doing this

24:20 well really we got so busy doing this

24:20 well really we got so busy doing this stuff and Tyler had to work at this job

24:22 stuff and Tyler had to work at this job

24:22 stuff and Tyler had to work at this job to get health insurance because he's got

24:23 to get health insurance because he's got

24:23 to get health insurance because he's got a kidney transplant he needs health

24:24 a kidney transplant he needs health

24:24 a kidney transplant he needs health insurance to stay alive um

24:28 insurance to stay alive um

24:28 insurance to stay alive um I just really didn't end up working that

24:29 I just really didn't end up working that

24:30 I just really didn't end up working that way and more and more as time went on

24:31 way and more and more as time went on

24:31 way and more and more as time went on Tyler realized he didn't want to be

24:33 Tyler realized he didn't want to be

24:33 Tyler realized he didn't want to be really in front of a camera that much

24:35 really in front of a camera that much

24:35 really in front of a camera that much because people don't see about doing

24:37 because people don't see about doing

24:37 because people don't see about doing Vlogs or videos not the Vlog so much or

24:40 Vlogs or videos not the Vlog so much or

24:40 Vlogs or videos not the Vlog so much or any kind of video it was the same way

24:41 any kind of video it was the same way

24:41 any kind of video it was the same way when I was in a band it's really kind of

24:43 when I was in a band it's really kind of

24:43 when I was in a band it's really kind of anything if you stick your head above

24:45 anything if you stick your head above

24:45 anything if you stick your head above the parapet arrows can hit you I'm not

24:48 the parapet arrows can hit you I'm not

24:48 the parapet arrows can hit you I'm not talking about trolls I'm not talking

24:49 talking about trolls I'm not talking

24:49 talking about trolls I'm not talking about hecklers I'm not talking about

24:50 about hecklers I'm not talking about

24:50 about hecklers I'm not talking about anything like that I'm talking about you

24:53 anything like that I'm talking about you

24:53 anything like that I'm talking about you you end up sacrificing a certain amount

24:55 you end up sacrificing a certain amount

24:55 you end up sacrificing a certain amount of anonymity and not that I'm famous or

24:57 of anonymity and not that I'm famous or

24:57 of anonymity and not that I'm famous or he's famous or any of us are famous or

24:59 he's famous or any of us are famous or

24:59 he's famous or any of us are famous or anything like that but just to the point

25:01 anything like that but just to the point

25:01 anything like that but just to the point where I am kind of crazy in the sense

25:04 where I am kind of crazy in the sense

25:04 where I am kind of crazy in the sense that I do this almost Truman showes

25:06 that I do this almost Truman showes

25:06 that I do this almost Truman showes thing where I have decided to share you

25:09 thing where I have decided to share you

25:09 thing where I have decided to share you know as many of my struggles as I can

25:11 know as many of my struggles as I can

25:11 know as many of my struggles as I can the only time I don't share my struggles

25:12 the only time I don't share my struggles

25:12 the only time I don't share my struggles is like I there's so much stuff you guys

25:15 is like I there's so much stuff you guys

25:15 is like I there's so much stuff you guys someday I'll write a tell all Memoir you

25:17 someday I'll write a tell all Memoir you

25:17 someday I'll write a tell all Memoir you would not believe some of the crazy

25:19 would not believe some of the crazy

25:19 would not believe some of the crazy stuff I've seen and heard and had to

25:20 stuff I've seen and heard and had to

25:20 stuff I've seen and heard and had to deal with in the past year of my life

25:22 deal with in the past year of my life

25:22 deal with in the past year of my life you would not believe it if I even

25:23 you would not believe it if I even

25:23 you would not believe it if I even started to tell you it would take hours

25:26 started to tell you it would take hours

25:26 started to tell you it would take hours some of it to just really what the heck

25:29 some of it to just really what the heck

25:29 some of it to just really what the heck why just who knows life is the way it is

25:31 why just who knows life is the way it is

25:31 why just who knows life is the way it is life is it's ups and downs it's crazy

25:33 life is it's ups and downs it's crazy

25:33 life is it's ups and downs it's crazy it's it's wild uh my can't share some of

25:36 it's it's wild uh my can't share some of

25:36 it's it's wild uh my can't share some of those struggles because some of them

25:37 those struggles because some of them

25:37 those struggles because some of them involve other people and you're not

25:38 involve other people and you're not

25:38 involve other people and you're not going to talk about other people I don't

25:39 going to talk about other people I don't

25:39 going to talk about other people I don't want to tell you about you know so and

25:41 want to tell you about you know so and

25:41 want to tell you about you know so and so's uh Grandma's dying of cancer if

25:43 so's uh Grandma's dying of cancer if

25:43 so's uh Grandma's dying of cancer if they don't want that to happen or

25:44 they don't want that to happen or

25:44 they don't want that to happen or whatever it is so I can't tell you that

25:46 whatever it is so I can't tell you that

25:46 whatever it is so I can't tell you that you know friend of mine from high school

25:48 you know friend of mine from high school

25:48 you know friend of mine from high school was uh suicidal or whatever I can't do a

25:51 was uh suicidal or whatever I can't do a

25:51 was uh suicidal or whatever I can't do a vlog at their house that's sometimes

25:52 vlog at their house that's sometimes

25:52 vlog at their house that's sometimes Vlog here I'm hanging out with my friend

25:54 Vlog here I'm hanging out with my friend

25:54 Vlog here I'm hanging out with my friend Eddie all day and he's suicidal that's

25:55 Eddie all day and he's suicidal that's

25:55 Eddie all day and he's suicidal that's an example it's not a thing that

25:57 an example it's not a thing that

25:57 an example it's not a thing that actually happened close stuff has

25:59 actually happened close stuff has

25:59 actually happened close stuff has happened um do you know what I'm saying

26:01 happened um do you know what I'm saying

26:01 happened um do you know what I'm saying so but I but I have chosen this path

26:04 so but I but I have chosen this path

26:04 so but I but I have chosen this path where I share as many of my struggles as

26:05 where I share as many of my struggles as

26:05 where I share as many of my struggles as I can and I share my failures sometimes

26:07 I can and I share my failures sometimes

26:07 I can and I share my failures sometimes as well as my successes we share

26:10 as well as my successes we share

26:10 as well as my successes we share Adventures we share a few laughs we

26:11 Adventures we share a few laughs we

26:11 Adventures we share a few laughs we share Vistas and views right now it's of

26:14 share Vistas and views right now it's of

26:14 share Vistas and views right now it's of a Disney uh cast member parking lot and

26:16 a Disney uh cast member parking lot and

26:16 a Disney uh cast member parking lot and over there's Disneyland and there's

26:18 over there's Disneyland and there's

26:18 over there's Disneyland and there's Toontown and different stuff and that's

26:19 Toontown and different stuff and that's

26:20 Toontown and different stuff and that's where Star Wars land will be and

26:21 where Star Wars land will be and

26:21 where Star Wars land will be and there'll be fireworks up here in a

26:22 there'll be fireworks up here in a

26:22 there'll be fireworks up here in a little while if I keep rambling on and

26:25 little while if I keep rambling on and

26:25 little while if I keep rambling on and on but basically I've chosen this thing

26:27 on but basically I've chosen this thing

26:27 on but basically I've chosen this thing of well on Snapchat and Instagram and

26:30 of well on Snapchat and Instagram and

26:30 of well on Snapchat and Instagram and Twitter and doing Vlogs and sharing my

26:32 Twitter and doing Vlogs and sharing my

26:32 Twitter and doing Vlogs and sharing my life with people because I'm

26:34 life with people because I'm

26:34 life with people because I'm basically I don't even know I don't even

26:37 basically I don't even know I don't even

26:37 basically I don't even know I don't even know what my job is I make little

26:38 know what my job is I make little

26:38 know what my job is I make little miniature documentaries I do vlogs um

26:41 miniature documentaries I do vlogs um

26:41 miniature documentaries I do vlogs um it's something that uh one generation

26:43 it's something that uh one generation

26:43 it's something that uh one generation doesn't understand and one new

26:45 doesn't understand and one new

26:45 doesn't understand and one new generation like oh he's a vlogger he's a

26:46 generation like oh he's a vlogger he's a

26:46 generation like oh he's a vlogger he's a YouTuber I totally get it because

26:48 YouTuber I totally get it because

26:48 YouTuber I totally get it because entertainment has changed the nature of

26:50 entertainment has changed the nature of

26:50 entertainment has changed the nature of entertainment entertainment

26:52 entertainment entertainment

26:52 entertainment entertainment entertainment entertainment has changed

26:55 entertainment entertainment has changed

26:55 entertainment entertainment has changed fundamentally it's almost been

26:57 fundamentally it's almost been

26:57 fundamentally it's almost been democratized it's it's it's in the

26:58 democratized it's it's it's in the

26:58 democratized it's it's it's in the process where um somebody like PewDiePie

27:02 process where um somebody like PewDiePie

27:02 process where um somebody like PewDiePie who's just a guy who plays video games

27:04 who's just a guy who plays video games

27:04 who's just a guy who plays video games can be as famous if not more famous than

27:07 can be as famous if not more famous than

27:07 can be as famous if not more famous than somebody like Tom Cruz if they have the

27:09 somebody like Tom Cruz if they have the

27:09 somebody like Tom Cruz if they have the talent enough or they're an interesting

27:11 talent enough or they're an interesting

27:11 talent enough or they're an interesting enough personality or they're an

27:12 enough personality or they're an

27:12 enough personality or they're an entertaining person to watch to listen

27:13 entertaining person to watch to listen

27:14 entertaining person to watch to listen to to look at their pictures in the case

27:16 to to look at their pictures in the case

27:16 to to look at their pictures in the case of some crazy photographers and stuff um

27:19 of some crazy photographers and stuff um

27:19 of some crazy photographers and stuff um people now have the option the

27:21 people now have the option the

27:21 people now have the option the opportunity to go out find these people

27:23 opportunity to go out find these people

27:23 opportunity to go out find these people on their own online and follow them and

27:25 on their own online and follow them and

27:25 on their own online and follow them and if you like somebody now unlike the old

27:27 if you like somebody now unlike the old

27:27 if you like somebody now unlike the old days where you wait for Star log

27:28 days where you wait for Star log

27:28 days where you wait for Star log magazine or People magazine or Us Weekly

27:30 magazine or People magazine or Us Weekly

27:30 magazine or People magazine or Us Weekly or whatever it is to see a new picture

27:32 or whatever it is to see a new picture

27:32 or whatever it is to see a new picture of Tom Cruz you have the option of going

27:34 of Tom Cruz you have the option of going

27:34 of Tom Cruz you have the option of going on PewDiePie's Instagram feed and seeing

27:37 on PewDiePie's Instagram feed and seeing

27:37 on PewDiePie's Instagram feed and seeing what he chooses to show you that he's

27:39 what he chooses to show you that he's

27:39 what he chooses to show you that he's doing that day let see people are going

27:41 doing that day let see people are going

27:41 doing that day let see people are going to come walk by but I'm going to

27:42 to come walk by but I'm going to

27:42 to come walk by but I'm going to continue talking anyways so the nature

27:45 continue talking anyways so the nature

27:45 continue talking anyways so the nature hello of entertainment has completely

27:48 hello of entertainment has completely

27:48 hello of entertainment has completely and entirely and utterly changed in that

27:51 and entirely and utterly changed in that

27:51 and entirely and utterly changed in that way you now have instant access instant

27:53 way you now have instant access instant

27:53 way you now have instant access instant gratification because of that people's

27:55 gratification because of that people's

27:55 gratification because of that people's attitudes have changed a lot too rather

27:57 attitudes have changed a lot too rather

27:57 attitudes have changed a lot too rather than uh I noticed they changing a lot in

27:59 than uh I noticed they changing a lot in

27:59 than uh I noticed they changing a lot in the band too like cuz I was in the band

28:00 the band too like cuz I was in the band

28:00 the band too like cuz I was in the band for years and years well at first we go

28:02 for years and years well at first we go

28:02 for years and years well at first we go out and play people were happy with

28:03 out and play people were happy with

28:03 out and play people were happy with whatever song you played but as my space

28:05 whatever song you played but as my space

28:05 whatever song you played but as my space in different stuff uh started happening

28:07 in different stuff uh started happening

28:07 in different stuff uh started happening and they had seen some of your songs

28:09 and they had seen some of your songs

28:09 and they had seen some of your songs before you came they'd want that one

28:10 before you came they'd want that one

28:10 before you came they'd want that one song so people are becoming more used to

28:13 song so people are becoming more used to

28:13 song so people are becoming more used to instant gratification they're more

28:14 instant gratification they're more

28:14 instant gratification they're more demanding they're more picky about their

28:15 demanding they're more picky about their

28:16 demanding they're more picky about their taste but they also that's one side but

28:19 taste but they also that's one side but

28:19 taste but they also that's one side but the other side they get more invested so

28:21 the other side they get more invested so

28:22 the other side they get more invested so if you say you follow Shay Carl or

28:24 if you say you follow Shay Carl or

28:24 if you say you follow Shay Carl or PewDiePie or uh one of the other you

28:26 PewDiePie or uh one of the other you

28:26 PewDiePie or uh one of the other you know a vlogger or say you get really

28:28 know a vlogger or say you get really

28:28 know a vlogger or say you get really invested in their life it's no different

28:30 invested in their life it's no different

28:30 invested in their life it's no different than being super invested in I Love Lucy

28:32 than being super invested in I Love Lucy

28:32 than being super invested in I Love Lucy or super invested in you know a band

28:34 or super invested in you know a band

28:34 or super invested in you know a band like kiss or whatever it is you know I'm

28:36 like kiss or whatever it is you know I'm

28:36 like kiss or whatever it is you know I'm in the KISS Army or I I follow um who

28:39 in the KISS Army or I I follow um who

28:39 in the KISS Army or I I follow um who Toby Turner or graveyard girl or any of

28:42 Toby Turner or graveyard girl or any of

28:42 Toby Turner or graveyard girl or any of those people there's no difference there

28:45 those people there's no difference there

28:45 those people there's no difference there really is no difference between that or

28:46 really is no difference between that or

28:46 really is no difference between that or I follow so and so's film career or

28:47 I follow so and so's film career or

28:47 I follow so and so's film career or whatever it is some bigger budgets uh

28:49 whatever it is some bigger budgets uh

28:49 whatever it is some bigger budgets uh crazier special effects but really it's

28:52 crazier special effects but really it's

28:52 crazier special effects but really it's what entertains you what T what tickles

28:54 what entertains you what T what tickles

28:54 what entertains you what T what tickles your funny bone or excites you or what

28:56 your funny bone or excites you or what

28:56 your funny bone or excites you or what you can sympathize with or what just

28:57 you can sympathize with or what just

28:57 you can sympathize with or what just keeps you entertain

28:58 keeps you entertain

28:58 keeps you entertain I'm sure there are a lot of you who

28:59 I'm sure there are a lot of you who

28:59 I'm sure there are a lot of you who think I am a total lunatic or a or

29:02 think I am a total lunatic or a or

29:02 think I am a total lunatic or a or whatever it is or an ugly face but you

29:04 whatever it is or an ugly face but you

29:04 whatever it is or an ugly face but you just like watching me run around in

29:05 just like watching me run around in

29:05 just like watching me run around in circles being a weird little hamster

29:08 circles being a weird little hamster

29:08 circles being a weird little hamster inside the little square wheel that is

29:11 inside the little square wheel that is

29:11 inside the little square wheel that is this video player or whatever there's a

29:13 this video player or whatever there's a

29:13 this video player or whatever there's a lot of people who genuinely I've met who

29:15 lot of people who genuinely I've met who

29:15 lot of people who genuinely I've met who are genuinely so nice so loving and uh

29:18 are genuinely so nice so loving and uh

29:18 are genuinely so nice so loving and uh the feeling is you know mutual as far as

29:21 the feeling is you know mutual as far as

29:21 the feeling is you know mutual as far as I can know you you know me better than I

29:23 I can know you you know me better than I

29:23 I can know you you know me better than I know you you have the advantage on me oh

29:24 know you you have the advantage on me oh

29:24 know you you have the advantage on me oh no but anyway entertainment has totally

29:27 no but anyway entertainment has totally

29:27 no but anyway entertainment has totally ch and that part Tyler really wasn't

29:29 ch and that part Tyler really wasn't

29:29 ch and that part Tyler really wasn't prepared for he's watching me do this

29:32 prepared for he's watching me do this

29:32 prepared for he's watching me do this and basically become human voluntary

29:35 and basically become human voluntary

29:35 and basically become human voluntary triming show to a certain extent I still

29:37 triming show to a certain extent I still

29:37 triming show to a certain extent I still have a personal life and a private

29:38 have a personal life and a private

29:38 have a personal life and a private things I keep certain things private

29:40 things I keep certain things private

29:40 things I keep certain things private mostly about other people uh I share as

29:42 mostly about other people uh I share as

29:42 mostly about other people uh I share as much as I can about

29:45 much as I can about

29:45 much as I can about myself but for him he realized he told

29:49 myself but for him he realized he told

29:49 myself but for him he realized he told me this maybe I shouldn't be telling you

29:51 me this maybe I shouldn't be telling you

29:51 me this maybe I shouldn't be telling you this he told me that you know he sees

29:54 this he told me that you know he sees

29:54 this he told me that you know he sees that if he stays he's going to either

29:56 that if he stays he's going to either

29:56 that if he stays he's going to either get sucked more into that or a bit or

29:59 get sucked more into that or a bit or

29:59 get sucked more into that or a bit or you know this is just one part of his

30:00 you know this is just one part of his

30:00 you know this is just one part of his reasons not the entire reason or you

30:02 reasons not the entire reason or you

30:03 reasons not the entire reason or you know keep some of his you know privacy

30:06 know keep some of his you know privacy

30:06 know keep some of his you know privacy it's not the same thing in other words

30:07 it's not the same thing in other words

30:07 it's not the same thing in other words he doesn't have the same investment in

30:09 he doesn't have the same investment in

30:09 he doesn't have the same investment in doing that kind of thing he had other

30:10 doing that kind of thing he had other

30:10 doing that kind of thing he had other goals in life like to write and

30:11 goals in life like to write and

30:11 goals in life like to write and different stuff like that not everybody

30:13 different stuff like that not everybody

30:13 different stuff like that not everybody likes to come attention believe me

30:15 likes to come attention believe me

30:15 likes to come attention believe me because I can't vouch for whoever

30:17 because I can't vouch for whoever

30:17 because I can't vouch for whoever PewDiePie or people that I don't know

30:19 PewDiePie or people that I don't know

30:19 PewDiePie or people that I don't know but I know Tyler and I constantly

30:21 but I know Tyler and I constantly

30:21 but I know Tyler and I constantly constantly having conversations Tyler

30:23 constantly having conversations Tyler

30:23 constantly having conversations Tyler will vow for me and too are we

30:24 will vow for me and too are we

30:24 will vow for me and too are we constantly worry about people who

30:26 constantly worry about people who

30:26 constantly worry about people who subscribe not that we want more sub

30:27 subscribe not that we want more sub

30:27 subscribe not that we want more sub subscribers or whatever greedy weird

30:29 subscribers or whatever greedy weird

30:29 subscribers or whatever greedy weird thing but we always worry like oh man

30:31 thing but we always worry like oh man

30:31 thing but we always worry like oh man that's not a good enough Vlog we can't

30:33 that's not a good enough Vlog we can't

30:33 that's not a good enough Vlog we can't we can do better we can deliver better

30:34 we can do better we can deliver better

30:34 we can do better we can deliver better stuff or you know we kind of had a

30:36 stuff or you know we kind of had a

30:36 stuff or you know we kind of had a negative attitude let's do it again and

30:37 negative attitude let's do it again and

30:37 negative attitude let's do it again and do it in a more positive way or no we

30:39 do it in a more positive way or no we

30:39 do it in a more positive way or no we shouldn't film that you know deaths at

30:41 shouldn't film that you know deaths at

30:41 shouldn't film that you know deaths at Disneyland or something would be clicked

30:42 Disneyland or something would be clicked

30:42 Disneyland or something would be clicked on a lot it might be popular but that's

30:44 on a lot it might be popular but that's

30:44 on a lot it might be popular but that's really negative why would we do that

30:45 really negative why would we do that

30:46 really negative why would we do that what a downer how sad for those you know

30:47 what a downer how sad for those you know

30:47 what a downer how sad for those you know we're always second guessing ourselves

30:49 we're always second guessing ourselves

30:49 we're always second guessing ourselves and trying to do the very best job we

30:50 and trying to do the very best job we

30:50 and trying to do the very best job we can and stuff like that just Ty of just

30:52 can and stuff like that just Ty of just

30:52 can and stuff like that just Ty of just had other goals for other things just

30:55 had other goals for other things just

30:55 had other goals for other things just basically a different set of go

30:59 basically a different set of go

30:59 basically a different set of go gos crazy right so he's got off to do

31:02 gos crazy right so he's got off to do

31:02 gos crazy right so he's got off to do that so this is a pretty low moment for

31:06 that so this is a pretty low moment for

31:06 that so this is a pretty low moment for me see here I am right now doing this

31:08 me see here I am right now doing this

31:08 me see here I am right now doing this and Tyler did that because he doesn't

31:09 and Tyler did that because he doesn't

31:09 and Tyler did that because he doesn't want to let down all the people who've

31:10 want to let down all the people who've

31:10 want to let down all the people who've invested in his time so he's done this

31:12 invested in his time so he's done this

31:12 invested in his time so he's done this Periscope and now I'm here on the Vlog

31:13 Periscope and now I'm here on the Vlog

31:13 Periscope and now I'm here on the Vlog talking about my side of it and this

31:17 talking about my side of it and this

31:17 talking about my side of it and this totally sucks there's nothing good about

31:18 totally sucks there's nothing good about

31:19 totally sucks there's nothing good about it for me I'm losing my best guy friend

31:21 it for me I'm losing my best guy friend

31:21 it for me I'm losing my best guy friend in the world my best you know the two

31:24 in the world my best you know the two

31:24 in the world my best you know the two people I'm closest to in the world are

31:25 people I'm closest to in the world are

31:25 people I'm closest to in the world are going to be so far away from me so

31:27 going to be so far away from me so

31:27 going to be so far away from me so alli's got Beauty school and um other

31:29 alli's got Beauty school and um other

31:29 alli's got Beauty school and um other stuff she lives a million hours away

31:31 stuff she lives a million hours away

31:31 stuff she lives a million hours away from me there's other reasons why you

31:33 from me there's other reasons why you

31:33 from me there's other reasons why you know I can't talk to her every day and

31:34 know I can't talk to her every day and

31:34 know I can't talk to her every day and then there's Tyler who uh is like my

31:38 then there's Tyler who uh is like my

31:38 then there's Tyler who uh is like my best guy friend ever closest you know

31:40 best guy friend ever closest you know

31:40 best guy friend ever closest you know buddy that's been through this crazy

31:42 buddy that's been through this crazy

31:42 buddy that's been through this crazy lifechanging experience with me who was

31:44 lifechanging experience with me who was

31:44 lifechanging experience with me who was there for me every day trying to watch

31:46 there for me every day trying to watch

31:47 there for me every day trying to watch out so Ducks don't spit in my eye so

31:48 out so Ducks don't spit in my eye so

31:48 out so Ducks don't spit in my eye so they don't get sweaty with respect who's

31:50 they don't get sweaty with respect who's

31:50 they don't get sweaty with respect who's going back home to Georgia so

31:51 going back home to Georgia so

31:51 going back home to Georgia so everybody's asking about my reaction my

31:53 everybody's asking about my reaction my

31:53 everybody's asking about my reaction my reaction is this sucks this sucks but

31:56 reaction is this sucks this sucks but

31:56 reaction is this sucks this sucks but I've learned something in all years of

31:58 I've learned something in all years of

31:58 I've learned something in all years of wandering around this planet not knowing

32:00 wandering around this planet not knowing

32:00 wandering around this planet not knowing what the heck I'm doing I have learned

32:01 what the heck I'm doing I have learned

32:01 what the heck I'm doing I have learned something it is I don't care if you're a

32:03 something it is I don't care if you're a

32:03 something it is I don't care if you're a parent or a teacher or a pastor or a

32:07 parent or a teacher or a pastor or a

32:07 parent or a teacher or a pastor or a just a crazy guy or a homeless guy or

32:09 just a crazy guy or a homeless guy or

32:09 just a crazy guy or a homeless guy or whatever it is if there are people in

32:11 whatever it is if there are people in

32:11 whatever it is if there are people in your life that you love this seems to me

32:13 your life that you love this seems to me

32:13 your life that you love this seems to me to be a completely universal truth and I

32:15 to be a completely universal truth and I

32:15 to be a completely universal truth and I 100% believe in this I'm not always

32:17 100% believe in this I'm not always

32:17 100% believe in this I'm not always perfect about it nobody's perfect about

32:19 perfect about it nobody's perfect about

32:19 perfect about it nobody's perfect about it don't beat yourself up if you're not

32:21 it don't beat yourself up if you're not

32:21 it don't beat yourself up if you're not perfect about this but your job is if

32:23 perfect about this but your job is if

32:23 perfect about this but your job is if you have loved ones your job is to

32:26 you have loved ones your job is to

32:27 you have loved ones your job is to support them to love them and stand by

32:29 support them to love them and stand by

32:29 support them to love them and stand by them even if they're doing something

32:32 them even if they're doing something

32:32 them even if they're doing something that you wouldn't

32:33 that you wouldn't

32:33 that you wouldn't do so even if I thought what he is doing

32:36 do so even if I thought what he is doing

32:36 do so even if I thought what he is doing is wrong which I don't it's right for

32:38 is wrong which I don't it's right for

32:38 is wrong which I don't it's right for him I trust the guy and his judgment and

32:40 him I trust the guy and his judgment and

32:40 him I trust the guy and his judgment and everything else but even if I thought

32:41 everything else but even if I thought

32:41 everything else but even if I thought what he was doing was wrong like oh man

32:42 what he was doing was wrong like oh man

32:42 what he was doing was wrong like oh man you're making a mistake going home or

32:44 you're making a mistake going home or

32:44 you're making a mistake going home or whatever it was it's my job as Tyler's

32:47 whatever it was it's my job as Tyler's

32:47 whatever it was it's my job as Tyler's friend as somebody who loves him to

32:48 friend as somebody who loves him to

32:48 friend as somebody who loves him to stand by him if you have a child or a

32:53 stand by him if you have a child or a

32:53 stand by him if you have a child or a parent or an uncle or someone close to

32:55 parent or an uncle or someone close to

32:55 parent or an uncle or someone close to you in your life who wants to do

32:56 you in your life who wants to do

32:56 you in your life who wants to do something that you don't like you have

32:58 something that you don't like you have

32:58 something that you don't like you have to let it go if you have somebody who

33:00 to let it go if you have somebody who

33:00 to let it go if you have somebody who wants to do something you don't like Let

33:01 wants to do something you don't like Let

33:01 wants to do something you don't like Let It Go I mean even crazy like people some

33:04 It Go I mean even crazy like people some

33:04 It Go I mean even crazy like people some of you who are people of Faith who might

33:06 of you who are people of Faith who might

33:06 of you who are people of Faith who might want to argue on on those grounds I mean

33:09 want to argue on on those grounds I mean

33:09 want to argue on on those grounds I mean you think about the whole prodal son

33:10 you think about the whole prodal son

33:10 you think about the whole prodal son analogy and you think about the father

33:13 analogy and you think about the father

33:13 analogy and you think about the father sometimes you got to let people go and

33:14 sometimes you got to let people go and

33:14 sometimes you got to let people go and you support them you don't just say

33:16 you support them you don't just say

33:16 you support them you don't just say screw you you're awful you support the

33:20 screw you you're awful you support the

33:20 screw you you're awful you support the people that you love because you love

33:21 people that you love because you love

33:21 people that you love because you love them now you don't have to buy someone

33:23 them now you don't have to buy someone

33:23 them now you don't have to buy someone like drugs if they're asking for drugs

33:25 like drugs if they're asking for drugs

33:25 like drugs if they're asking for drugs or help them to kill themselves if you

33:27 or help them to kill themselves if you

33:27 or help them to kill themselves if you think somebody's doing something really

33:28 think somebody's doing something really

33:28 think somebody's doing something really really wrong you know you don't have to

33:30 really wrong you know you don't have to

33:30 really wrong you know you don't have to give them the gun to go rob the liquor

33:31 give them the gun to go rob the liquor

33:31 give them the gun to go rob the liquor store with I'm not saying something like

33:33 store with I'm not saying something like

33:33 store with I'm not saying something like that there's obviously a line there to

33:35 that there's obviously a line there to

33:35 that there's obviously a line there to everything you know there's everything

33:37 everything you know there's everything

33:37 everything you know there's everything in moderation but almost 99.9% of the

33:42 in moderation but almost 99.9% of the

33:42 in moderation but almost 99.9% of the time your job somebody who loves

33:44 time your job somebody who loves

33:44 time your job somebody who loves somebody else whether it's your friend

33:46 somebody else whether it's your friend

33:46 somebody else whether it's your friend or your daughter or your son or your

33:48 or your daughter or your son or your

33:48 or your daughter or your son or your brother your uncle your sister

33:50 brother your uncle your sister

33:50 brother your uncle your sister cousin uh your wife your husband your

33:54 cousin uh your wife your husband your

33:54 cousin uh your wife your husband your dog you support that person because you

33:58 dog you support that person because you

33:58 dog you support that person because you love

33:59 love

33:59 love them and they need to do what they need

34:01 them and they need to do what they need

34:01 them and they need to do what they need to do it's their life they're they've

34:03 to do it's their life they're they've

34:03 to do it's their life they're they've been G they're a sovereign individual

34:04 been G they're a sovereign individual

34:04 been G they're a sovereign individual they've been given this life or they

34:06 they've been given this life or they

34:06 they've been given this life or they have this life however you believe I'm

34:08 have this life however you believe I'm

34:08 have this life however you believe I'm just going to put it in my own terms

34:10 just going to put it in my own terms

34:10 just going to put it in my own terms don't get offended by them just take it

34:12 don't get offended by them just take it

34:12 don't get offended by them just take it for what it is if you've been given you

34:14 for what it is if you've been given you

34:14 for what it is if you've been given you know you're endowed by your creator with

34:16 know you're endowed by your creator with

34:16 know you're endowed by your creator with these inalienable rights as a person

34:18 these inalienable rights as a person

34:18 these inalienable rights as a person you've been given your own

34:20 you've been given your own

34:21 you've been given your own personhood gosh you got to be so PC

34:23 personhood gosh you got to be so PC

34:23 personhood gosh you got to be so PC these days but basically you're your own

34:26 these days but basically you're your own

34:26 these days but basically you're your own unique individual person and you can't

34:28 unique individual person and you can't

34:28 unique individual person and you can't stop other people from being their own

34:30 stop other people from being their own

34:30 stop other people from being their own unique individual people this is a total

34:32 unique individual people this is a total

34:32 unique individual people this is a total separate side note R but that's the

34:34 separate side note R but that's the

34:34 separate side note R but that's the moral of the story is whether you like

34:36 moral of the story is whether you like

34:36 moral of the story is whether you like it or not the right thing to do all the

34:38 it or not the right thing to do all the

34:38 it or not the right thing to do all the time 100% of the time the right thing to

34:41 time 100% of the time the right thing to

34:41 time 100% of the time the right thing to do is support that person and give them

34:43 do is support that person and give them

34:43 do is support that person and give them your love even when you can't give them

34:45 your love even when you can't give them

34:45 your love even when you can't give them their blessing which in this case I've

34:46 their blessing which in this case I've

34:46 their blessing which in this case I've totally give him my blessing I totally

34:48 totally give him my blessing I totally

34:48 totally give him my blessing I totally understand he's got different priorities

34:50 understand he's got different priorities

34:50 understand he's got different priorities and different things going on in his

34:51 and different things going on in his

34:51 and different things going on in his life and being out in California doesn't

34:52 life and being out in California doesn't

34:53 life and being out in California doesn't make a lot of sense he came out here for

34:54 make a lot of sense he came out here for

34:54 make a lot of sense he came out here for certain writing opportunities and to do

34:55 certain writing opportunities and to do

34:55 certain writing opportunities and to do certain things and maybe to do his own

34:57 certain things and maybe to do his own

34:57 certain things and maybe to do his own videos maybe or maybe do this or maybe

34:59 videos maybe or maybe do this or maybe

34:59 videos maybe or maybe do this or maybe do that some of them didn't materialize

35:01 do that some of them didn't materialize

35:01 do that some of them didn't materialize some of them he realized he really

35:02 some of them he realized he really

35:02 some of them he realized he really didn't want to do and other ones sort of

35:05 didn't want to do and other ones sort of

35:05 didn't want to do and other ones sort of vanished opportunities here that have

35:06 vanished opportunities here that have

35:06 vanished opportunities here that have repped up over on the east coast and

35:08 repped up over on the east coast and

35:08 repped up over on the east coast and he's got family there he's been out here

35:10 he's got family there he's been out here

35:10 he's got family there he's been out here for two years he did it he lived his

35:11 for two years he did it he lived his

35:11 for two years he did it he lived his dream to a certain extent so I totally

35:13 dream to a certain extent so I totally

35:13 dream to a certain extent so I totally he's totally got my blessing and

35:14 he's totally got my blessing and

35:14 he's totally got my blessing and everything it sucks though that I'm

35:16 everything it sucks though that I'm

35:16 everything it sucks though that I'm losing my friend the two people closest

35:18 losing my friend the two people closest

35:18 losing my friend the two people closest to me in the world are super far away so

35:19 to me in the world are super far away so

35:19 to me in the world are super far away so yeah I'm super low and um super

35:23 yeah I'm super low and um super

35:23 yeah I'm super low and um super emotional about it but I cannot say

35:24 emotional about it but I cannot say

35:24 emotional about it but I cannot say enough good things about Tyler I cannot

35:26 enough good things about Tyler I cannot

35:26 enough good things about Tyler I cannot say enough about what an integral part

35:29 say enough about what an integral part

35:29 say enough about what an integral part of keeping me sane happy and Alive Tyler

35:32 of keeping me sane happy and Alive Tyler

35:32 of keeping me sane happy and Alive Tyler has been over the past couple years like

35:34 has been over the past couple years like

35:34 has been over the past couple years like totally by accident too um he started

35:36 totally by accident too um he started

35:36 totally by accident too um he started out as a fan of my band at a show in one

35:39 out as a fan of my band at a show in one

35:39 out as a fan of my band at a show in one place then we stayed at his house and

35:40 place then we stayed at his house and

35:40 place then we stayed at his house and then you know he came out to visit once

35:42 then you know he came out to visit once

35:42 then you know he came out to visit once and then we took him on a tour because

35:43 and then we took him on a tour because

35:43 and then we took him on a tour because he was going to write for a magazine and

35:45 he was going to write for a magazine and

35:45 he was going to write for a magazine and then we became like buddies and then you

35:46 then we became like buddies and then you

35:46 then we became like buddies and then you know it became like maybe one of the

35:48 know it became like maybe one of the

35:48 know it became like maybe one of the biggest parts of my life story so just

35:52 biggest parts of my life story so just

35:52 biggest parts of my life story so just you know it goes to show you never know

35:53 you know it goes to show you never know

35:53 you know it goes to show you never know what can happen but um yeah it's pretty

35:56 what can happen but um yeah it's pretty

35:56 what can happen but um yeah it's pretty intense pretty crazy time so I apologize

35:59 intense pretty crazy time so I apologize

35:59 intense pretty crazy time so I apologize that this Vlog is a little weird it's a

36:00 that this Vlog is a little weird it's a

36:00 that this Vlog is a little weird it's a little personal I'm just sitting on some

36:02 little personal I'm just sitting on some

36:02 little personal I'm just sitting on some steps just talking at you by myself

36:05 steps just talking at you by myself

36:05 steps just talking at you by myself feeling very emotional not going to lie

36:07 feeling very emotional not going to lie

36:07 feeling very emotional not going to lie that's another thing I strongly believe

36:08 that's another thing I strongly believe

36:08 that's another thing I strongly believe in like it's okay to be emotional and

36:10 in like it's okay to be emotional and

36:10 in like it's okay to be emotional and have feelings and whatever if you're a

36:13 have feelings and whatever if you're a

36:13 have feelings and whatever if you're a dude all Arts literature and history is

36:15 dude all Arts literature and history is

36:15 dude all Arts literature and history is full of people that have emotions and

36:17 full of people that have emotions and

36:17 full of people that have emotions and feelings and we're dudes so even you

36:21 feelings and we're dudes so even you

36:21 feelings and we're dudes so even you know the big heroes of religion and

36:25 know the big heroes of religion and

36:25 know the big heroes of religion and Science and History and everybody body

36:28 Science and History and everybody body

36:28 Science and History and everybody body everybody has feelings even the ones

36:30 everybody has feelings even the ones

36:30 everybody has feelings even the ones that pretend not to some of us just they

36:33 that pretend not to some of us just they

36:33 that pretend not to some of us just they lie a little closer to the surface

36:34 lie a little closer to the surface

36:34 lie a little closer to the surface little tender so yeah I'm a little

36:36 little tender so yeah I'm a little

36:36 little tender so yeah I'm a little tender about it there people running and

36:38 tender about it there people running and

36:38 tender about it there people running and going crazy fireworks are going to

36:39 going crazy fireworks are going to

36:39 going crazy fireworks are going to happen over here

36:41 happen over here

36:41 happen over here um yeah I'm bummed super bum it super

36:45 um yeah I'm bummed super bum it super

36:45 um yeah I'm bummed super bum it super sucks uh but I'm going to get it

36:46 sucks uh but I'm going to get it

36:46 sucks uh but I'm going to get it tomorrow and maybe the Vlog will suck

36:48 tomorrow and maybe the Vlog will suck

36:48 tomorrow and maybe the Vlog will suck and I'll be super distracted and maybe

36:50 and I'll be super distracted and maybe

36:50 and I'll be super distracted and maybe I'll be super distracted I mean I found

36:51 I'll be super distracted I mean I found

36:51 I'll be super distracted I mean I found out I'm going to back to Walt Disney

36:53 out I'm going to back to Walt Disney

36:53 out I'm going to back to Walt Disney World some super generous people I've

36:54 World some super generous people I've

36:55 World some super generous people I've been super generous doing patreon

36:56 been super generous doing patreon

36:56 been super generous doing patreon supporting and other things cuz

36:58 supporting and other things cuz

36:58 supporting and other things cuz apparently some people agree with what

36:59 apparently some people agree with what

36:59 apparently some people agree with what we were trying to do they understand

37:00 we were trying to do they understand

37:01 we were trying to do they understand what we were trying to do well now it's

37:01 what we were trying to do well now it's

37:02 what we were trying to do well now it's really just me

37:07 um but it's crazy that's been

37:07 um but it's crazy that's been mind-blowing so there's you know good

37:09 mind-blowing so there's you know good

37:09 mind-blowing so there's you know good and bad things happening like um all the

37:12 and bad things happening like um all the

37:12 and bad things happening like um all the people I love are super far away but at

37:15 people I love are super far away but at

37:15 people I love are super far away but at the same time I know all of you guys now

37:18 the same time I know all of you guys now

37:18 the same time I know all of you guys now I mean to a lesser extent obviously but

37:20 I mean to a lesser extent obviously but

37:20 I mean to a lesser extent obviously but there's all these other blessings in my

37:22 there's all these other blessings in my

37:22 there's all these other blessings in my life to you know to use that word I yeah

37:25 life to you know to use that word I yeah

37:25 life to you know to use that word I yeah I totally would use that word um people

37:27 I totally would use that word um people

37:27 I totally would use that word um people on patreon and different other people

37:29 on patreon and different other people

37:30 on patreon and different other people doing certain donations we go back to

37:31 doing certain donations we go back to

37:31 doing certain donations we go back to Disney World we can have more adventures

37:32 Disney World we can have more adventures

37:32 Disney World we can have more adventures together there or do this or do that but

37:34 together there or do this or do that but

37:34 together there or do this or do that but yeah this is tough this is super tough

37:36 yeah this is tough this is super tough

37:36 yeah this is tough this is super tough distracting I'll tell you morale wise

37:38 distracting I'll tell you morale wise

37:38 distracting I'll tell you morale wise it's a huge gigantic like punch right

37:41 it's a huge gigantic like punch right

37:41 it's a huge gigantic like punch right just sucker you know right to the I

37:44 just sucker you know right to the I

37:44 just sucker you know right to the I don't blame him I'm not mad at him

37:46 don't blame him I'm not mad at him

37:46 don't blame him I'm not mad at him there's nothing weird between us super

37:47 there's nothing weird between us super

37:47 there's nothing weird between us super cool everything is cool super positive

37:49 cool everything is cool super positive

37:49 cool everything is cool super positive but yeah I got to tell you honestly

37:51 but yeah I got to tell you honestly

37:51 but yeah I got to tell you honestly taking it pretty hard it's pretty

37:53 taking it pretty hard it's pretty

37:53 taking it pretty hard it's pretty depressing I am pretty depressed and

37:55 depressing I am pretty depressed and

37:55 depressing I am pretty depressed and bummed out about it but I choose to look

37:57 bummed out about it but I choose to look

37:58 bummed out about it but I choose to look on the bright side I choose to support

37:59 on the bright side I choose to support

37:59 on the bright side I choose to support my friend obviously and be positive I'm

38:01 my friend obviously and be positive I'm

38:01 my friend obviously and be positive I'm sure someday you know all of us are

38:03 sure someday you know all of us are

38:03 sure someday you know all of us are going to hit a situation where we have

38:04 going to hit a situation where we have

38:04 going to hit a situation where we have children who are like I'm going to go

38:05 children who are like I'm going to go

38:05 children who are like I'm going to go join the military no you're not or I'm

38:07 join the military no you're not or I'm

38:07 join the military no you're not or I'm going to go join the circus no you're

38:08 going to go join the circus no you're

38:08 going to go join the circus no you're not or whatever it is or they're going

38:10 not or whatever it is or they're going

38:10 not or whatever it is or they're going to do things that we don't like but our

38:11 to do things that we don't like but our

38:11 to do things that we don't like but our job is to support and love them no

38:14 job is to support and love them no

38:14 job is to support and love them no matter what they choose so Tyler can

38:15 matter what they choose so Tyler can

38:15 matter what they choose so Tyler can choose to go be a yak farmer and my job

38:18 choose to go be a yak farmer and my job

38:18 choose to go be a yak farmer and my job as a person who loves and supports him

38:19 as a person who loves and supports him

38:19 as a person who loves and supports him is to love and support him that's my job

38:22 is to love and support him that's my job

38:22 is to love and support him that's my job right uh I'm his friend you want to have

38:24 right uh I'm his friend you want to have

38:24 right uh I'm his friend you want to have people in your life you got to love and

38:25 people in your life you got to love and

38:25 people in your life you got to love and support them you can't just fight them

38:26 support them you can't just fight them

38:26 support them you can't just fight them and get selfish

38:28 and get selfish

38:28 and get selfish I want you to stay here and and take

38:30 I want you to stay here and and take

38:30 I want you to stay here and and take care of me and and and cater to my every

38:33 care of me and and and cater to my every

38:33 care of me and and and cater to my every whim and carry my camera bag and put

38:35 whim and carry my camera bag and put

38:35 whim and carry my camera bag and put your beer of progress in the videos it's

38:38 your beer of progress in the videos it's

38:38 your beer of progress in the videos it's not about you that's life it's not about

38:40 not about you that's life it's not about

38:40 not about you that's life it's not about you it's about doing the best you can do

38:42 you it's about doing the best you can do

38:42 you it's about doing the best you can do for other people that is what I honestly

38:46 for other people that is what I honestly

38:46 for other people that is what I honestly believe life is about Tyler has always

38:50 believe life is about Tyler has always

38:50 believe life is about Tyler has always always done that for me and I will do no

38:52 always done that for me and I will do no

38:52 always done that for me and I will do no less for him then put him before myself

38:55 less for him then put him before myself

38:55 less for him then put him before myself isn't that life and not put people in

38:58 isn't that life and not put people in

38:58 isn't that life and not put people in front of yourself like I'll tell you

38:59 front of yourself like I'll tell you

38:59 front of yourself like I'll tell you what's good for you but put people

39:01 what's good for you but put people

39:01 what's good for you but put people before yourself realizing that even if

39:03 before yourself realizing that even if

39:03 before yourself realizing that even if they're super close to you and even if

39:04 they're super close to you and even if

39:04 they're super close to you and even if you think they're making a mistake which

39:05 you think they're making a mistake which

39:05 you think they're making a mistake which I don't think he's making a mistake but

39:06 I don't think he's making a mistake but

39:06 I don't think he's making a mistake but I'm just using as an example um to

39:09 I'm just using as an example um to

39:09 I'm just using as an example um to support him be on their side so yeah I'm

39:12 support him be on their side so yeah I'm

39:12 support him be on their side so yeah I'm taking it hard but the Q for p is super

39:14 taking it hard but the Q for p is super

39:14 taking it hard but the Q for p is super Q forp game is strong I'm really low and

39:17 Q forp game is strong I'm really low and

39:17 Q forp game is strong I'm really low and depressed but it's natural it's normal

39:19 depressed but it's natural it's normal

39:19 depressed but it's natural it's normal it makes perfect sense that car alarm is

39:21 it makes perfect sense that car alarm is

39:21 it makes perfect sense that car alarm is beeping so it's more upset than me I'm

39:23 beeping so it's more upset than me I'm

39:23 beeping so it's more upset than me I'm not beeping as much as it but yeah now

39:26 not beeping as much as it but yeah now

39:26 not beeping as much as it but yeah now I've spent one of the longest Vlogs ever

39:29 I've spent one of the longest Vlogs ever

39:29 I've spent one of the longest Vlogs ever talking about one little incident but

39:30 talking about one little incident but

39:30 talking about one little incident but giving you a little backstory a little

39:31 giving you a little backstory a little

39:31 giving you a little backstory a little history behind our project and our

39:34 history behind our project and our

39:34 history behind our project and our collaboration together and just you know

39:36 collaboration together and just you know

39:36 collaboration together and just you know Tyler never wanted to start his own

39:38 Tyler never wanted to start his own

39:38 Tyler never wanted to start his own videos never wanted to start his own

39:39 videos never wanted to start his own

39:39 videos never wanted to start his own Vlogs he never wanted to be like Mr

39:41 Vlogs he never wanted to be like Mr

39:41 Vlogs he never wanted to be like Mr Spotlight tap dancing guy and uh he has

39:45 Spotlight tap dancing guy and uh he has

39:45 Spotlight tap dancing guy and uh he has different goals and different things and

39:46 different goals and different things and

39:46 different goals and different things and maybe he'll be back you never know he

39:47 maybe he'll be back you never know he

39:48 maybe he'll be back you never know he could go there and be like all right

39:49 could go there and be like all right

39:49 could go there and be like all right touch Bay for 6 months and come back and

39:50 touch Bay for 6 months and come back and

39:50 touch Bay for 6 months and come back and I'm obviously going to visit him you

39:52 I'm obviously going to visit him you

39:52 I'm obviously going to visit him you guys and I'm obviously going to stick

39:53 guys and I'm obviously going to stick

39:53 guys and I'm obviously going to stick him and Vlog as often I possibly can I'm

39:55 him and Vlog as often I possibly can I'm

39:56 him and Vlog as often I possibly can I'm obviously going to try and Huck him into

39:57 obviously going to try and Huck him into

39:57 obviously going to try and Huck him into getting into all kinds of crazy

39:59 getting into all kinds of crazy

39:59 getting into all kinds of crazy situations with me because that's what I

40:00 situations with me because that's what I

40:00 situations with me because that's what I do I try and I I end up dress sucking my

40:03 do I try and I I end up dress sucking my

40:03 do I try and I I end up dress sucking my friends into all kinds of zy things

40:05 friends into all kinds of zy things

40:05 friends into all kinds of zy things because I'm a black hole of weirdness

40:08 because I'm a black hole of weirdness

40:08 because I'm a black hole of weirdness but um yeah super rough super rough that

40:11 but um yeah super rough super rough that

40:11 but um yeah super rough super rough that uh you know all the people super close

40:13 uh you know all the people super close

40:13 uh you know all the people super close to me that's no diss to any of my other

40:14 to me that's no diss to any of my other

40:14 to me that's no diss to any of my other friends who are close but I mean

40:16 friends who are close but I mean

40:16 friends who are close but I mean friendships are like tree rings and some

40:18 friendships are like tree rings and some

40:18 friendships are like tree rings and some are closer at certain times and further

40:19 are closer at certain times and further

40:19 are closer at certain times and further at certain times you know what I mean

40:20 at certain times you know what I mean

40:20 at certain times you know what I mean close to you

40:22 close to you

40:22 close to you but yeah yeah it's tough It's really

40:25 but yeah yeah it's tough It's really

40:25 but yeah yeah it's tough It's really tough and as much as I'm like super

40:27 tough and as much as I'm like super

40:27 tough and as much as I'm like super super grateful don't think I'm whining

40:28 super grateful don't think I'm whining

40:28 super grateful don't think I'm whining for a second that I have all these new

40:30 for a second that I have all these new

40:30 for a second that I have all these new found people who whether you've been

40:32 found people who whether you've been

40:32 found people who whether you've been following the Vlogs for two weeks and

40:33 following the Vlogs for two weeks and

40:33 following the Vlogs for two weeks and you're just kind of hey I like to give

40:34 you're just kind of hey I like to give

40:34 you're just kind of hey I like to give you a thumbs up every once in a while or

40:36 you a thumbs up every once in a while or

40:36 you a thumbs up every once in a while or you're somebody who like is contributor

40:39 you're somebody who like is contributor

40:39 you're somebody who like is contributor on patreon or you wear the shirts or

40:41 on patreon or you wear the shirts or

40:41 on patreon or you wear the shirts or we've hung out or I've made a lot of new

40:43 we've hung out or I've made a lot of new

40:43 we've hung out or I've made a lot of new friends this year that I am actually

40:44 friends this year that I am actually

40:44 friends this year that I am actually close to you know but then there's those

40:47 close to you know but then there's those

40:47 close to you know but then there's those people in your life that are like family

40:49 people in your life that are like family

40:49 people in your life that are like family like right there you know so it's tough

40:50 like right there you know so it's tough

40:50 like right there you know so it's tough it's tough to not have that it really is

40:52 it's tough to not have that it really is

40:52 it's tough to not have that it really is because I'll tell you what sometimes the

40:54 because I'll tell you what sometimes the

40:54 because I'll tell you what sometimes the more attention you get the lonlier you

40:55 more attention you get the lonlier you

40:55 more attention you get the lonlier you are sometimes the class clown is the

40:57 are sometimes the class clown is the

40:57 are sometimes the class clown is the lonliest kid in the room no matter how

41:00 lonliest kid in the room no matter how

41:00 lonliest kid in the room no matter how many people are pointing and laughing

41:02 many people are pointing and laughing

41:02 many people are pointing and laughing with him or at him sometimes the class

41:04 with him or at him sometimes the class

41:04 with him or at him sometimes the class Clan the one that's laughing the hardest

41:06 Clan the one that's laughing the hardest

41:06 Clan the one that's laughing the hardest also the saddest and I have lived both

41:08 also the saddest and I have lived both

41:08 also the saddest and I have lived both of those things at various times I'm

41:10 of those things at various times I'm

41:10 of those things at various times I'm living them now it's pretty rough um but

41:12 living them now it's pretty rough um but

41:12 living them now it's pretty rough um but at the end of the day you know it's not

41:14 at the end of the day you know it's not

41:14 at the end of the day you know it's not like he's moving to timb 2 the internet

41:16 like he's moving to timb 2 the internet

41:16 like he's moving to timb 2 the internet exists I'm not losing my friend or

41:17 exists I'm not losing my friend or

41:18 exists I'm not losing my friend or anything it's just but it's going to be

41:19 anything it's just but it's going to be

41:19 anything it's just but it's going to be tough it's going to be tough to be alone

41:22 tough it's going to be tough to be alone

41:22 tough it's going to be tough to be alone and I miss out on that a lot of people

41:23 and I miss out on that a lot of people

41:23 and I miss out on that a lot of people are asking if I'm going to move into

41:24 are asking if I'm going to move into

41:25 are asking if I'm going to move into Adam's house now Tyler's moving out nope

41:27 Adam's house now Tyler's moving out nope

41:27 Adam's house now Tyler's moving out nope couldn't afford to do that if I even

41:28 couldn't afford to do that if I even

41:29 couldn't afford to do that if I even wanted to and uh uh no that will not

41:32 wanted to and uh uh no that will not

41:32 wanted to and uh uh no that will not happen not for any negative reason but

41:34 happen not for any negative reason but

41:34 happen not for any negative reason but just that's not going to happen uh

41:36 just that's not going to happen uh

41:36 just that's not going to happen uh what's going on there they'll decide

41:38 what's going on there they'll decide

41:38 what's going on there they'll decide between themselves like I said Tyler did

41:39 between themselves like I said Tyler did

41:39 between themselves like I said Tyler did his own Paris scope he'll be around he's

41:40 his own Paris scope he'll be around he's

41:40 his own Paris scope he'll be around he's got a Twitter Tyler Brett Evans on

41:42 got a Twitter Tyler Brett Evans on

41:42 got a Twitter Tyler Brett Evans on Twitter just if you report back to him

41:44 Twitter just if you report back to him

41:44 Twitter just if you report back to him about this Vlog tell him I said all

41:46 about this Vlog tell him I said all

41:46 about this Vlog tell him I said all kinds of mean stuff about how he's a

41:47 kinds of mean stuff about how he's a

41:47 kinds of mean stuff about how he's a jerk face and I don't like him don't say

41:50 jerk face and I don't like him don't say

41:50 jerk face and I don't like him don't say that but you know he tough and I am

41:52 that but you know he tough and I am

41:52 that but you know he tough and I am giving him a little bit of crap for it

41:54 giving him a little bit of crap for it

41:54 giving him a little bit of crap for it but only in like a friendly way I really

41:56 but only in like a friendly way I really

41:56 but only in like a friendly way I really do support to guy I really love the guy

41:58 do support to guy I really love the guy

41:58 do support to guy I really love the guy I can't say enough about him but I've

41:59 I can't say enough about him but I've

41:59 I can't say enough about him but I've already probably said too much and

42:01 already probably said too much and

42:01 already probably said too much and probably already have embarrassed him in

42:03 probably already have embarrassed him in

42:03 probably already have embarrassed him in all of the ways that I could embarrass

42:06 all of the ways that I could embarrass

42:06 all of the ways that I could embarrass him um it's time for me to go now I'm

42:08 him um it's time for me to go now I'm

42:08 him um it's time for me to go now I'm going to go wander around this place

42:10 going to go wander around this place

42:10 going to go wander around this place much like I did when uh my whole life

42:11 much like I did when uh my whole life

42:11 much like I did when uh my whole life was changing before and think and

42:14 was changing before and think and

42:14 was changing before and think and contemplate and just try not to be too

42:16 contemplate and just try not to be too

42:16 contemplate and just try not to be too bum the end of an era is approaching

42:18 bum the end of an era is approaching

42:18 bum the end of an era is approaching he's not moving tomorrow he's going to

42:19 he's not moving tomorrow he's going to

42:19 he's not moving tomorrow he's going to be a while but uh it's pretty crazy so

42:21 be a while but uh it's pretty crazy so

42:21 be a while but uh it's pretty crazy so there you go I did not do this Vlog

42:23 there you go I did not do this Vlog

42:24 there you go I did not do this Vlog because um Tyler and I are wor world

42:28 because um Tyler and I are wor world

42:28 because um Tyler and I are wor world leaders and you need to know every

42:29 leaders and you need to know every

42:30 leaders and you need to know every detail about us um I did it because

42:33 detail about us um I did it because

42:33 detail about us um I did it because that's what I do when I share the zany

42:34 that's what I do when I share the zany

42:34 that's what I do when I share the zany Adventure I'm sharing the Z adventure

42:36 Adventure I'm sharing the Z adventure

42:36 Adventure I'm sharing the Z adventure and when I'm low and things are not that

42:38 and when I'm low and things are not that

42:38 and when I'm low and things are not that great and I think things kind of suck

42:39 great and I think things kind of suck

42:39 great and I think things kind of suck I'm sharing that too I make mistakes I'm

42:41 I'm sharing that too I make mistakes I'm

42:41 I'm sharing that too I make mistakes I'm not perfect they never claimed to be

42:42 not perfect they never claimed to be

42:42 not perfect they never claimed to be perfect I'm not an expert on anything I

42:44 perfect I'm not an expert on anything I

42:44 perfect I'm not an expert on anything I never claimed to be I just a person like

42:46 never claimed to be I just a person like

42:46 never claimed to be I just a person like the rest of you guys and this is pretty

42:48 the rest of you guys and this is pretty

42:48 the rest of you guys and this is pretty tough thank you for sharing a huge chunk

42:52 tough thank you for sharing a huge chunk

42:52 tough thank you for sharing a huge chunk of my life with me seriously I really

42:55 of my life with me seriously I really

42:55 of my life with me seriously I really appreciate it the upside of all stuff

42:57 appreciate it the upside of all stuff

42:57 appreciate it the upside of all stuff that I've done with tyers during this

42:58 that I've done with tyers during this

42:58 that I've done with tyers during this whole time is I have met a lot of you

43:02 whole time is I have met a lot of you

43:02 whole time is I have met a lot of you people I have made new friends you know

43:05 people I have made new friends you know

43:05 people I have made new friends you know with so many people I had so many

43:07 with so many people I had so many

43:07 with so many people I had so many wonderful experiences with all of you

43:08 wonderful experiences with all of you

43:08 wonderful experiences with all of you guys it really does mean a lot to me I

43:11 guys it really does mean a lot to me I

43:11 guys it really does mean a lot to me I don't want to go into a whole other

43:12 don't want to go into a whole other

43:12 don't want to go into a whole other emotional thing but it's cool we're

43:14 emotional thing but it's cool we're

43:14 emotional thing but it's cool we're still going to have plenty of Adventures

43:15 still going to have plenty of Adventures

43:15 still going to have plenty of Adventures I'm not going anywhere where else would

43:17 I'm not going anywhere where else would

43:17 I'm not going anywhere where else would I go I got nothing but you I got nothing

43:19 I go I got nothing but you I got nothing

43:19 I go I got nothing but you I got nothing but you so we're stuck together forever

43:24 but you so we're stuck together forever

43:24 but you so we're stuck together forever but uh yeah crazy situation there you go

43:27 but uh yeah crazy situation there you go

43:27 but uh yeah crazy situation there you go people wanted a long- winded explanation

43:28 people wanted a long- winded explanation

43:28 people wanted a long- winded explanation and answer I've gone about 10 minutes

43:30 and answer I've gone about 10 minutes

43:30 and answer I've gone about 10 minutes longer than Tyler so I

43:32 longer than Tyler so I

43:32 longer than Tyler so I win and there you go that's what's

43:34 win and there you go that's what's

43:34 win and there you go that's what's happening the way I understand it I

43:36 happening the way I understand it I

43:36 happening the way I understand it I could be wrong I might have got some

43:37 could be wrong I might have got some

43:37 could be wrong I might have got some facts or details wrong forgive me Tyler

43:40 facts or details wrong forgive me Tyler

43:40 facts or details wrong forgive me Tyler but uh that's the long and the short of

43:41 but uh that's the long and the short of

43:42 but uh that's the long and the short of it and uh crazy so Tyler will still be

43:46 it and uh crazy so Tyler will still be

43:46 it and uh crazy so Tyler will still be in sometimes Vlogs and and maybe

43:47 in sometimes Vlogs and and maybe

43:47 in sometimes Vlogs and and maybe randomland we'll see before he goes but

43:50 randomland we'll see before he goes but

43:50 randomland we'll see before he goes but eventually he will go to Georgia and we

43:52 eventually he will go to Georgia and we

43:52 eventually he will go to Georgia and we will still be in California and Orlando

43:54 will still be in California and Orlando

43:54 will still be in California and Orlando and Georgia and wherever we go so we not

43:56 and Georgia and wherever we go so we not

43:56 and Georgia and wherever we go so we not going to never see him again but yeah

43:58 going to never see him again but yeah

43:58 going to never see him again but yeah definitely the end of an era the band is

44:00 definitely the end of an era the band is

44:00 definitely the end of an era the band is breaking up kind of but uh I'll still be

44:04 breaking up kind of but uh I'll still be

44:04 breaking up kind of but uh I'll still be around so for those of you who are about

44:07 around so for those of you who are about

44:07 around so for those of you who are about to rock I salute you I got to go to the

44:09 to rock I salute you I got to go to the

44:09 to rock I salute you I got to go to the restroom and to eat something and to

44:12 restroom and to eat something and to

44:12 restroom and to eat something and to just try to wrap my

44:14 just try to wrap my

44:14 just try to wrap my head around all the crazy changes in my

44:16 head around all the crazy changes in my

44:16 head around all the crazy changes in my life as many blessings as I have and as

44:18 life as many blessings as I have and as

44:18 life as many blessings as I have and as many wonderful things as are happening

44:20 many wonderful things as are happening

44:20 many wonderful things as are happening and exciting things are going to happen

44:21 and exciting things are going to happen

44:21 and exciting things are going to happen it is definitely true that I'm not you

44:23 it is definitely true that I'm not you

44:23 it is definitely true that I'm not you know not 100% where I'm at in my life I

44:25 know not 100% where I'm at in my life I

44:25 know not 100% where I'm at in my life I don't have my own place to live I don't

44:27 don't have my own place to live I don't

44:27 don't have my own place to live I don't have the people around me that I wanted

44:28 have the people around me that I wanted

44:28 have the people around me that I wanted to have around me every day um for lots

44:32 to have around me every day um for lots

44:32 to have around me every day um for lots of reasons that I can't control or they

44:34 of reasons that I can't control or they

44:34 of reasons that I can't control or they can't control sometimes and I just you

44:37 can't control sometimes and I just you

44:37 can't control sometimes and I just you know not everything is great all the

44:39 know not everything is great all the

44:39 know not everything is great all the time but I try and look on the bright

44:41 time but I try and look on the bright

44:41 time but I try and look on the bright side I try and think of the future I try

44:43 side I try and think of the future I try

44:43 side I try and think of the future I try and do the best I can and be the best

44:45 and do the best I can and be the best

44:45 and do the best I can and be the best person I can and hope that everything

44:47 person I can and hope that everything

44:47 person I can and hope that everything will turn out right in the end and

44:48 will turn out right in the end and

44:48 will turn out right in the end and sometimes you know at the end of the day

44:50 sometimes you know at the end of the day

44:50 sometimes you know at the end of the day what no matter what you believe in

44:52 what no matter what you believe in

44:52 what no matter what you believe in sometimes at the end of the day all that

44:54 sometimes at the end of the day all that

44:54 sometimes at the end of the day all that you got is a little faith and that's

44:56 you got is a little faith and that's

44:56 you got is a little faith and that's what you have to have little faith that

44:58 what you have to have little faith that

44:58 what you have to have little faith that if you do right be the best you can do

45:01 if you do right be the best you can do

45:01 if you do right be the best you can do the best you can to maybe even if things

45:03 the best you can to maybe even if things

45:03 the best you can to maybe even if things don't turn out perfectly the way you

45:04 don't turn out perfectly the way you

45:04 don't turn out perfectly the way you want them to but they're going to turn

45:05 want them to but they're going to turn

45:06 want them to but they're going to turn out for the best you

45:08 out for the best you

45:08 out for the best you know what can you do keep on keeping on

45:11 know what can you do keep on keeping on

45:11 know what can you do keep on keeping on I love you all it's got weirdly deep I

45:14 I love you all it's got weirdly deep I

45:14 I love you all it's got weirdly deep I apologize for that and uh it's time for

45:17 apologize for that and uh it's time for

45:17 apologize for that and uh it's time for me to go I don't know what else to say

45:20 me to go I don't know what else to say

45:20 me to go I don't know what else to say we will miss Tyler's crazy sputtering

45:22 we will miss Tyler's crazy sputtering

45:22 we will miss Tyler's crazy sputtering intro all right if you want to

45:24 intro all right if you want to

45:24 intro all right if you want to retrospective if your eyes are as wet as

45:26 retrospective if your eyes are as wet as

45:26 retrospective if your eyes are as wet as mine are about to be when push the stop

45:27 mine are about to be when push the stop

45:27 mine are about to be when push the stop button on this uh from Duck bit of

45:29 button on this uh from Duck bit of

45:29 button on this uh from Duck bit of course we're just none of us emotional

45:33 course we're just none of us emotional

45:33 course we're just none of us emotional um go back to the randomland channel

45:35 um go back to the randomland channel

45:35 um go back to the randomland channel youtube.com/ livefast iore and I think

45:37 youtube.com/ livefast iore and I think

45:37 youtube.com/ livefast iore and I think there's a video called like when you

45:38 there's a video called like when you

45:38 there's a video called like when you film yourself for a year or something

45:39 film yourself for a year or something

45:39 film yourself for a year or something like that it's a first year of a

45:41 like that it's a first year of a

45:41 like that it's a first year of a sometimes Vlog kind of like mish mash

45:43 sometimes Vlog kind of like mish mash

45:43 sometimes Vlog kind of like mish mash all combined together and you can go on

45:45 all combined together and you can go on

45:45 all combined together and you can go on there

45:47 there

45:47 there and watch the you know the past year and

45:50 and watch the you know the past year and

45:50 and watch the you know the past year and a half or so of Tyler and I having a lot

45:52 a half or so of Tyler and I having a lot

45:52 a half or so of Tyler and I having a lot of fun there's a lot of Tyler and me in

45:53 of fun there's a lot of Tyler and me in

45:53 of fun there's a lot of Tyler and me in there it's super cool that's probably

45:55 there it's super cool that's probably

45:55 there it's super cool that's probably what I'll be watching tonight I also

45:56 what I'll be watching tonight I also

45:57 what I'll be watching tonight I also apologize that I uploaded this Vlog in

45:58 apologize that I uploaded this Vlog in

45:58 apologize that I uploaded this Vlog in 360 I have used up 20 gigs of data

46:01 360 I have used up 20 gigs of data

46:01 360 I have used up 20 gigs of data uploading Vlogs this month um from my

46:04 uploading Vlogs this month um from my

46:04 uploading Vlogs this month um from my phone and uh I couldn't let a 40 50

46:06 phone and uh I couldn't let a 40 50

46:07 phone and uh I couldn't let a 40 50 minute Vlog upload in HD especially when

46:10 minute Vlog upload in HD especially when

46:10 minute Vlog upload in HD especially when it's just my face so tomorrow I'll do

46:12 it's just my face so tomorrow I'll do

46:12 it's just my face so tomorrow I'll do something different and the next day

46:14 something different and the next day

46:14 something different and the next day we'll do something different we do

46:15 we'll do something different we do

46:15 we'll do something different we do something different all the time there's

46:16 something different all the time there's

46:16 something different all the time there's plenty of other old Vlogs so I apologize

46:18 plenty of other old Vlogs so I apologize

46:18 plenty of other old Vlogs so I apologize if you were expecting a ride on the

46:20 if you were expecting a ride on the

46:20 if you were expecting a ride on the teacups or something I love you I really

46:22 teacups or something I love you I really

46:22 teacups or something I love you I really do and uh I got to go so I'll see you

46:24 do and uh I got to go so I'll see you

46:24 do and uh I got to go so I'll see you all

46:25 all

46:25 all later by the way Tyler he's done his

46:28 later by the way Tyler he's done his

46:28 later by the way Tyler he's done his duty how could I stop him from going

46:30 duty how could I stop him from going

46:30 duty how could I stop him from going home and sleeping well

Tyler's moving! Duck Spit! This is rough, but we're still on the Q4P.

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