I got some bad news STV 11/3/2017

0:04 okay this is a little different I just

0:04 okay this is a little different I just have some things to catch you up on so

0:06 have some things to catch you up on so

0:06 have some things to catch you up on so today instead of an adventure sort of a

0:09 today instead of an adventure sort of a

0:09 today instead of an adventure sort of a little bit of a vlog a normal vlog I

0:11 little bit of a vlog a normal vlog I

0:11 little bit of a vlog a normal vlog I don't consider myself a vlog are usually

0:14 don't consider myself a vlog are usually

0:14 don't consider myself a vlog are usually usually we film more of a show we go out

0:16 usually we film more of a show we go out

0:16 usually we film more of a show we go out we have an adventure and we come back

0:18 we have an adventure and we come back

0:18 we have an adventure and we come back but today this is more of a sometime no

0:23 but today this is more of a sometime no

0:23 but today this is more of a sometime no yeah yeah it's a part that happens

0:25 yeah yeah it's a part that happens

0:25 yeah yeah it's a part that happens sometimes lately I have been absent a

0:29 sometimes lately I have been absent a

0:29 sometimes lately I have been absent a little more than I normally am normally

0:32 little more than I normally am normally

0:32 little more than I normally am normally I'm either filming or editing everyday

0:35 I'm either filming or editing everyday

0:35 I'm either filming or editing everyday Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam but for the last

0:37 Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam but for the last

0:37 Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam but for the last week I haven't been doing it so much and

0:41 week I haven't been doing it so much and

0:41 week I haven't been doing it so much and the reason why well for the reason why

0:44 the reason why well for the reason why

0:44 the reason why well for the reason why we have to go backwards a little bit

0:47 we have to go backwards a little bit

0:47 we have to go backwards a little bit this summer spring into summer I did an

0:50 this summer spring into summer I did an

0:50 this summer spring into summer I did an epic more than 40 day long route 66

0:54 epic more than 40 day long route 66

0:54 epic more than 40 day long route 66 journey from LA to Chicago and all the

0:58 journey from LA to Chicago and all the

0:58 journey from LA to Chicago and all the way back to LA I was filming every day

1:01 way back to LA I was filming every day

1:01 way back to LA I was filming every day it's part of the most fun and probably

1:03 it's part of the most fun and probably

1:03 it's part of the most fun and probably the most rewarding like the best thing

1:06 the most rewarding like the best thing

1:06 the most rewarding like the best thing I've ever done in my whole life I

1:08 I've ever done in my whole life I

1:08 I've ever done in my whole life I researched months and months beforehand

1:10 researched months and months beforehand

1:10 researched months and months beforehand the year before I had I'd gone down much

1:12 the year before I had I'd gone down much

1:12 the year before I had I'd gone down much of route 66 like I really knew what I

1:14 of route 66 like I really knew what I

1:14 of route 66 like I really knew what I was doing feeling of an A game feeling

1:16 was doing feeling of an A game feeling

1:16 was doing feeling of an A game feeling the energy you know me I'm usually full

1:18 the energy you know me I'm usually full

1:18 the energy you know me I'm usually full of energy but something happened when I

1:21 of energy but something happened when I

1:21 of energy but something happened when I got around st. Louis last year by the

1:25 got around st. Louis last year by the

1:25 got around st. Louis last year by the way that entire route 66 adventure the

1:27 way that entire route 66 adventure the

1:27 way that entire route 66 adventure the whole playlist with all the stuff the

1:29 whole playlist with all the stuff the

1:29 whole playlist with all the stuff the history and the fun stuff and all that

1:31 history and the fun stuff and all that

1:31 history and the fun stuff and all that stuff it's right here on this channel so

1:32 stuff it's right here on this channel so

1:32 stuff it's right here on this channel so if you ever missed it go back and watch

1:34 if you ever missed it go back and watch

1:34 if you ever missed it go back and watch it it's amazing it's all in one one

1:37 it it's amazing it's all in one one

1:37 it it's amazing it's all in one one playlist just for the playlist anyway

1:39 playlist just for the playlist anyway

1:39 playlist just for the playlist anyway when I got to about the Missouri

1:42 when I got to about the Missouri

1:42 when I got to about the Missouri Illinois State Line there was a day I

1:46 Illinois State Line there was a day I

1:46 Illinois State Line there was a day I had to take off because I was just so

1:49 had to take off because I was just so

1:49 had to take off because I was just so sick I woke up the next day and kept

1:51 sick I woke up the next day and kept

1:51 sick I woke up the next day and kept filming anyways I'm so so sick and it's

1:55 filming anyways I'm so so sick and it's

1:55 filming anyways I'm so so sick and it's the rest of that month

1:56 the rest of that month

1:56 the rest of that month hitting Chicago turning around starting

1:58 hitting Chicago turning around starting

1:58 hitting Chicago turning around starting to head for home happen I was just so

2:02 to head for home happen I was just so

2:02 to head for home happen I was just so tired and of course being out on the

2:05 tired and of course being out on the

2:05 tired and of course being out on the road for 30 40 days more than a month

2:07 road for 30 40 days more than a month

2:07 road for 30 40 days more than a month doing all this epic stuff running around

2:09 doing all this epic stuff running around

2:09 doing all this epic stuff running around doing all this crazy stuff I

2:10 doing all this crazy stuff I

2:10 doing all this crazy stuff I I'm just tired it's just a long trip

2:13 I'm just tired it's just a long trip

2:13 I'm just tired it's just a long trip I've been doing a lot of stuff and even

2:16 I've been doing a lot of stuff and even

2:16 I've been doing a lot of stuff and even though it's not really usual for me to

2:17 though it's not really usual for me to

2:17 though it's not really usual for me to get tired like that I just need a little

2:19 get tired like that I just need a little

2:19 get tired like that I just need a little rest whatever I came home and there were

2:23 rest whatever I came home and there were

2:23 rest whatever I came home and there were still videos to edit and do so I kind of

2:25 still videos to edit and do so I kind of

2:25 still videos to edit and do so I kind of was just sleeping and editing sleeping

2:27 was just sleeping and editing sleeping

2:27 was just sleeping and editing sleeping and editing I was just tired well ever

2:29 and editing I was just tired well ever

2:29 and editing I was just tired well ever since that time I've just felt like I've

2:33 since that time I've just felt like I've

2:33 since that time I've just felt like I've been moving through water I came back

2:34 been moving through water I came back

2:34 been moving through water I came back and I have this horrible swollen knee

2:37 and I have this horrible swollen knee

2:37 and I have this horrible swollen knee for like a week two weeks three weeks I

2:40 for like a week two weeks three weeks I

2:40 for like a week two weeks three weeks I couldn't really go out and do as much

2:41 couldn't really go out and do as much

2:41 couldn't really go out and do as much stuff my joints all hurt and we're

2:44 stuff my joints all hurt and we're

2:44 stuff my joints all hurt and we're swelling up it was the weirdest thing I

2:46 swelling up it was the weirdest thing I

2:46 swelling up it was the weirdest thing I figured well I just did all this crazy

2:49 figured well I just did all this crazy

2:49 figured well I just did all this crazy stuff right so a month goes by then

2:50 stuff right so a month goes by then

2:50 stuff right so a month goes by then another month goes by then another month

2:53 another month goes by then another month

2:53 another month goes by then another month goes by while my uncle was in the

2:55 goes by while my uncle was in the

2:55 goes by while my uncle was in the hospital in Pittsburgh for this horrible

2:57 hospital in Pittsburgh for this horrible

2:57 hospital in Pittsburgh for this horrible cancerous tumor and all the stuff I

2:59 cancerous tumor and all the stuff I

2:59 cancerous tumor and all the stuff I started to get actually worried like

3:01 started to get actually worried like

3:01 started to get actually worried like that one came out of nowhere for him and

3:03 that one came out of nowhere for him and

3:03 that one came out of nowhere for him and I was thinking I really haven't felt

3:06 I was thinking I really haven't felt

3:06 I was thinking I really haven't felt like my full 100% self for months for

3:10 like my full 100% self for months for

3:10 like my full 100% self for months for months so I decided I'm gonna go to the

3:13 months so I decided I'm gonna go to the

3:13 months so I decided I'm gonna go to the doctor and somebody asked me well have

3:15 doctor and somebody asked me well have

3:15 doctor and somebody asked me well have you ever been tested for Lyme disease

3:18 you ever been tested for Lyme disease

3:18 you ever been tested for Lyme disease I'm like no I've been bit by ticks on

3:20 I'm like no I've been bit by ticks on

3:20 I'm like no I've been bit by ticks on that route 66 trip in the middle of

3:23 that route 66 trip in the middle of

3:23 that route 66 trip in the middle of nowhere but I couldn't have Lyme disease

3:25 nowhere but I couldn't have Lyme disease

3:25 nowhere but I couldn't have Lyme disease I never got really sick or anything like

3:27 I never got really sick or anything like

3:27 I never got really sick or anything like that and then I looked it up and if you

3:30 that and then I looked it up and if you

3:31 that and then I looked it up and if you get a tick bite from Lyme disease you

3:33 get a tick bite from Lyme disease you

3:33 get a tick bite from Lyme disease you get this weird rash there's this weird

3:36 get this weird rash there's this weird

3:36 get this weird rash there's this weird mark around it after you get the bite

3:37 mark around it after you get the bite

3:37 mark around it after you get the bite and I stopped you know what when I was

3:40 and I stopped you know what when I was

3:40 and I stopped you know what when I was in the Ozarks I did get bit by ticks and

3:43 in the Ozarks I did get bit by ticks and

3:43 in the Ozarks I did get bit by ticks and I did have a mark just like that so then

3:47 I did have a mark just like that so then

3:47 I did have a mark just like that so then the paranoia started to set in and all

3:49 the paranoia started to set in and all

3:49 the paranoia started to set in and all this time later I finally got into a

3:52 this time later I finally got into a

3:52 this time later I finally got into a doctor the day after Halloween or

3:56 doctor the day after Halloween or

3:56 doctor the day after Halloween or Halloween right around that time and of

3:59 Halloween right around that time and of

3:59 Halloween right around that time and of course that was behind us of my booster

4:01 course that was behind us of my booster

4:01 course that was behind us of my booster shots I had to get it

4:03 shots I had to get it

4:03 shots I had to get it pneumonia vaccine and a tetanus shot so

4:06 pneumonia vaccine and a tetanus shot so

4:06 pneumonia vaccine and a tetanus shot so I got the shots and it gave me a fever

4:09 I got the shots and it gave me a fever

4:09 I got the shots and it gave me a fever so I was down for like a day with the

4:11 so I was down for like a day with the

4:11 so I was down for like a day with the fever but at the same time they also

4:15 fever but at the same time they also

4:15 fever but at the same time they also drew blood to test me for Lyme disease

4:17 drew blood to test me for Lyme disease

4:17 drew blood to test me for Lyme disease because everything I was saying they're

4:19 because everything I was saying they're

4:19 because everything I was saying they're like yeah

4:19 like yeah

4:19 like yeah this is all symptoms fatigue is one of

4:23 this is all symptoms fatigue is one of

4:23 this is all symptoms fatigue is one of the biggest symptoms to which I'm

4:25 the biggest symptoms to which I'm

4:25 the biggest symptoms to which I'm telling you you guys know me I'm a mr.

4:27 telling you you guys know me I'm a mr.

4:27 telling you you guys know me I'm a mr. energy my heist of my junior high school

4:29 energy my heist of my junior high school

4:29 energy my heist of my junior high school principal used to call me Bungie because

4:31 principal used to call me Bungie because

4:31 principal used to call me Bungie because she said I just blow my mind blowing I

4:33 she said I just blow my mind blowing I

4:33 she said I just blow my mind blowing I mean I've always been like that I lately

4:36 mean I've always been like that I lately

4:36 mean I've always been like that I lately have been so like moving underwater

4:38 have been so like moving underwater

4:38 have been so like moving underwater tired just I can't do anything so I was

4:43 tired just I can't do anything so I was

4:43 tired just I can't do anything so I was a little nervous and the blood tests

4:46 a little nervous and the blood tests

4:46 a little nervous and the blood tests came back yesterday or the day before

4:48 came back yesterday or the day before

4:48 came back yesterday or the day before yesterday positive and I am now being

4:51 yesterday positive and I am now being

4:51 yesterday positive and I am now being treated for Lyme disease and they're

4:55 treated for Lyme disease and they're

4:55 treated for Lyme disease and they're hoping that has to do 30 days of some

4:58 hoping that has to do 30 days of some

4:58 hoping that has to do 30 days of some crazy antibiotics and they're hoping at

5:02 crazy antibiotics and they're hoping at

5:02 crazy antibiotics and they're hoping at the end of the 30 days that it's gone

5:04 the end of the 30 days that it's gone

5:04 the end of the 30 days that it's gone clears up and you can be good if they

5:07 clears up and you can be good if they

5:07 clears up and you can be good if they get catch it early and this is sort of

5:08 get catch it early and this is sort of

5:08 get catch it early and this is sort of early because a lot of people don't ever

5:10 early because a lot of people don't ever

5:10 early because a lot of people don't ever catch this stuff for years that it will

5:13 catch this stuff for years that it will

5:13 catch this stuff for years that it will just clear up and I'll be okay but

5:16 just clear up and I'll be okay but

5:16 just clear up and I'll be okay but there's always a risk of having chronic

5:18 there's always a risk of having chronic

5:18 there's always a risk of having chronic Lyme disease chronic Lyme that affects

5:21 Lyme disease chronic Lyme that affects

5:21 Lyme disease chronic Lyme that affects you forever

5:23 you forever

5:23 you forever not gonna die you know some days I've

5:27 not gonna die you know some days I've

5:27 not gonna die you know some days I've been fine I've been able to do my normal

5:28 been fine I've been able to do my normal

5:28 been fine I've been able to do my normal thing and running around all crazy but

5:31 thing and running around all crazy but

5:31 thing and running around all crazy but there's been a lot of days for the past

5:32 there's been a lot of days for the past

5:32 there's been a lot of days for the past few months where I mean it just hurt to

5:35 few months where I mean it just hurt to

5:35 few months where I mean it just hurt to do everything hurt to move your arms or

5:36 do everything hurt to move your arms or

5:36 do everything hurt to move your arms or hurt to move your legs my joints with I

5:38 hurt to move your legs my joints with I

5:38 hurt to move your legs my joints with I mean swell up like like really bad

5:41 mean swell up like like really bad

5:41 mean swell up like like really bad fingers and elbows and like weird stuff

5:44 fingers and elbows and like weird stuff

5:44 fingers and elbows and like weird stuff and I get really just like I felt like

5:46 and I get really just like I felt like

5:46 and I get really just like I felt like you had the flu but you weren't gonna

5:47 you had the flu but you weren't gonna

5:47 you had the flu but you weren't gonna throw up so it was definitely and it has

5:51 throw up so it was definitely and it has

5:51 throw up so it was definitely and it has been definitely affecting me weird

5:52 been definitely affecting me weird

5:52 been definitely affecting me weird headaches market headaches before I

5:54 headaches market headaches before I

5:54 headaches market headaches before I begin these headaches and horrible

5:56 begin these headaches and horrible

5:56 begin these headaches and horrible things so hopefully 30 days from now or

5:59 things so hopefully 30 days from now or

5:59 things so hopefully 30 days from now or 28 days from now whatever it is now I

6:01 28 days from now whatever it is now I

6:01 28 days from now whatever it is now I will be a lot better funny story when we

6:05 will be a lot better funny story when we

6:05 will be a lot better funny story when we first got the antibiotics home the next

6:08 first got the antibiotics home the next

6:08 first got the antibiotics home the next morning I'm supposed to take eggs I had

6:09 morning I'm supposed to take eggs I had

6:09 morning I'm supposed to take eggs I had the fever from the thing I didn't want

6:11 the fever from the thing I didn't want

6:11 the fever from the thing I didn't want to mix to all it can make you feel bad

6:12 to mix to all it can make you feel bad

6:12 to mix to all it can make you feel bad so I want to mix two things at once we

6:14 so I want to mix two things at once we

6:14 so I want to mix two things at once we woke up the next day and accidentally

6:16 woke up the next day and accidentally

6:16 woke up the next day and accidentally threw away the antibiotics when we

6:18 threw away the antibiotics when we

6:18 threw away the antibiotics when we cleaned up the house and threw much

6:19 cleaned up the house and threw much

6:19 cleaned up the house and threw much stuff in the dumpster so I spent the

6:20 stuff in the dumpster so I spent the

6:20 stuff in the dumpster so I spent the next morning with the fever in the

6:23 next morning with the fever in the

6:23 next morning with the fever in the dumpster trying to find this medication

6:26 dumpster trying to find this medication

6:26 dumpster trying to find this medication it was Ali's in there like oh I'm so

6:28 it was Ali's in there like oh I'm so

6:28 it was Ali's in there like oh I'm so sorry

6:29 sorry

6:29 sorry it was a terrible morning but we didn't

6:31 it was a terrible morning but we didn't

6:31 it was a terrible morning but we didn't ask all the doctors get the confirmed

6:33 ask all the doctors get the confirmed

6:33 ask all the doctors get the confirmed blood test diagnosis yes you have line

6:35 blood test diagnosis yes you have line

6:35 blood test diagnosis yes you have line and now I had to get more pills and take

6:39 and now I had to get more pills and take

6:39 and now I had to get more pills and take them and they are the most nauseating

6:43 them and they are the most nauseating

6:43 them and they are the most nauseating antibiotic things I've ever taken in my

6:46 antibiotic things I've ever taken in my

6:46 antibiotic things I've ever taken in my whole life like 15 minutes after I take

6:48 whole life like 15 minutes after I take

6:48 whole life like 15 minutes after I take that pill I'm it sets in and for the

6:51 that pill I'm it sets in and for the

6:51 that pill I'm it sets in and for the next two hours I came to move I feel

6:53 next two hours I came to move I feel

6:53 next two hours I came to move I feel like I'm gonna throw up like at any

6:55 like I'm gonna throw up like at any

6:55 like I'm gonna throw up like at any second it's them I've never been not

6:57 second it's them I've never been not

6:57 second it's them I've never been not just like that it's terrible after about

6:59 just like that it's terrible after about

6:59 just like that it's terrible after about two hours out I feel like this I feel

7:01 two hours out I feel like this I feel

7:01 two hours out I feel like this I feel more or less normal a little tired and

7:03 more or less normal a little tired and

7:03 more or less normal a little tired and stuff from all the stuff that's been

7:04 stuff from all the stuff that's been

7:04 stuff from all the stuff that's been going on but more or less normal it's a

7:07 going on but more or less normal it's a

7:07 going on but more or less normal it's a little depressing right oh you may have

7:10 little depressing right oh you may have

7:10 little depressing right oh you may have this serious thing that made Dawg you

7:12 this serious thing that made Dawg you

7:12 this serious thing that made Dawg you for the rest of your life and over the

7:14 for the rest of your life and over the

7:14 for the rest of your life and over the period of time that I wasn't feeling

7:15 period of time that I wasn't feeling

7:15 period of time that I wasn't feeling normal it was getting worse and worse as

7:17 normal it was getting worse and worse as

7:17 normal it was getting worse and worse as time goes on which is what they say

7:19 time goes on which is what they say

7:19 time goes on which is what they say happens so hopefully the antibiotics are

7:22 happens so hopefully the antibiotics are

7:22 happens so hopefully the antibiotics are going to solve everything it's taking me

7:24 going to solve everything it's taking me

7:24 going to solve everything it's taking me down two times a day when I take them I

7:26 down two times a day when I take them I

7:26 down two times a day when I take them I can't do much because I just feel like

7:28 can't do much because I just feel like

7:28 can't do much because I just feel like I'm going to throw up and I'm hoping

7:30 I'm going to throw up and I'm hoping

7:30 I'm going to throw up and I'm hoping that maybe they'll get better too is I

7:31 that maybe they'll get better too is I

7:32 that maybe they'll get better too is I just get used to them but that's

7:34 just get used to them but that's

7:34 just get used to them but that's basically the biggest part of what's

7:37 basically the biggest part of what's

7:37 basically the biggest part of what's been going on lately like man you okay

7:40 been going on lately like man you okay

7:40 been going on lately like man you okay what you what you doing where yeah

7:42 what you what you doing where yeah

7:42 what you what you doing where yeah where's the high energy it's here I feel

7:45 where's the high energy it's here I feel

7:45 where's the high energy it's here I feel it there's all kind of stuff that I want

7:47 it there's all kind of stuff that I want

7:47 it there's all kind of stuff that I want to do with that is more or less what's

7:51 to do with that is more or less what's

7:51 to do with that is more or less what's been happening also on the horrible

7:53 been happening also on the horrible

7:53 been happening also on the horrible other side know that I can't really talk

7:54 other side know that I can't really talk

7:54 other side know that I can't really talk about for obvious reasons in gearing up

7:57 about for obvious reasons in gearing up

7:57 about for obvious reasons in gearing up for a whole other custody argument

7:59 for a whole other custody argument

7:59 for a whole other custody argument there's a whole other thing to my

8:00 there's a whole other thing to my

8:00 there's a whole other thing to my circumstances have changed every

8:01 circumstances have changed every

8:01 circumstances have changed every circumstances have changed sort of a

8:03 circumstances have changed sort of a

8:03 circumstances have changed sort of a normal routine when you have those kind

8:05 normal routine when you have those kind

8:05 normal routine when you have those kind of issues going on unless that's a

8:07 of issues going on unless that's a

8:07 of issues going on unless that's a little bit depressing too and obviously

8:09 little bit depressing too and obviously

8:09 little bit depressing too and obviously finding out that yeah it's not just that

8:11 finding out that yeah it's not just that

8:11 finding out that yeah it's not just that you're tired and you need a little rest

8:13 you're tired and you need a little rest

8:13 you're tired and you need a little rest you actually there's something wrong

8:14 you actually there's something wrong

8:14 you actually there's something wrong with you you know what it gave me a

8:16 with you you know what it gave me a

8:16 with you you know what it gave me a little bit of a panic attack I'm not

8:18 little bit of a panic attack I'm not

8:18 little bit of a panic attack I'm not gonna lie to you I you know I have some

8:20 gonna lie to you I you know I have some

8:20 gonna lie to you I you know I have some anxiety problems sometimes but most of

8:21 anxiety problems sometimes but most of

8:22 anxiety problems sometimes but most of the time my sort of quest for positivity

8:24 the time my sort of quest for positivity

8:24 the time my sort of quest for positivity method of living gets me sort of through

8:27 method of living gets me sort of through

8:27 method of living gets me sort of through and I actually had way less anxiety

8:29 and I actually had way less anxiety

8:29 and I actually had way less anxiety problems since all that that one gave me

8:31 problems since all that that one gave me

8:31 problems since all that that one gave me a little bit anxiety Chloe your skin out

8:34 a little bit anxiety Chloe your skin out

8:34 a little bit anxiety Chloe your skin out there's something gross and

8:35 there's something gross and

8:35 there's something gross and get it out get it out I went to the

8:39 get it out get it out I went to the

8:39 get it out get it out I went to the counter to schedule the blood test with

8:42 counter to schedule the blood test with

8:42 counter to schedule the blood test with the lady and I was like well I might

8:43 the lady and I was like well I might

8:43 the lady and I was like well I might have Lyme disease so I got a hopin the

8:45 have Lyme disease so I got a hopin the

8:45 have Lyme disease so I got a hopin the blood test and she's like what you can

8:47 blood test and she's like what you can

8:47 blood test and she's like what you can do it next week you knew now let's just

8:48 do it next week you knew now let's just

8:48 do it next week you knew now let's just do it right now you know better than now

8:50 do it right now you know better than now

8:50 do it right now you know better than now anonymous you have a really positive

8:51 anonymous you have a really positive

8:51 anonymous you have a really positive attitude about it

8:53 attitude about it

8:53 attitude about it well I'm trying cuz I can't control the

8:55 well I'm trying cuz I can't control the

8:55 well I'm trying cuz I can't control the fact that I got bit by an animal thing

8:59 fact that I got bit by an animal thing

8:59 fact that I got bit by an animal thing tick thing in the forest of the Ozarks

9:01 tick thing in the forest of the Ozarks

9:01 tick thing in the forest of the Ozarks and got Lyme disease which is really

9:03 and got Lyme disease which is really

9:03 and got Lyme disease which is really rare usually it's only in the Northeast

9:05 rare usually it's only in the Northeast

9:05 rare usually it's only in the Northeast there's very few cases in the Midwest

9:06 there's very few cases in the Midwest

9:06 there's very few cases in the Midwest and in California and etc but I guess

9:10 and in California and etc but I guess

9:10 and in California and etc but I guess I'm one of the few and I thought I can't

9:13 I'm one of the few and I thought I can't

9:13 I'm one of the few and I thought I can't control the circumstances I can you only

9:15 control the circumstances I can you only

9:15 control the circumstances I can you only control my reaction so I'm gonna try to

9:17 control my reaction so I'm gonna try to

9:17 control my reaction so I'm gonna try to just be positive we're gonna take the

9:19 just be positive we're gonna take the

9:19 just be positive we're gonna take the medicine hopefully it's going to clear

9:21 medicine hopefully it's going to clear

9:21 medicine hopefully it's going to clear out and destroy everything this is

9:23 out and destroy everything this is

9:23 out and destroy everything this is really for whatever reason I've never

9:25 really for whatever reason I've never

9:25 really for whatever reason I've never been one of those people that takes

9:26 been one of those people that takes

9:26 been one of those people that takes medicine and then has all the side

9:27 medicine and then has all the side

9:28 medicine and then has all the side effects you know I'm usually the guy it

9:29 effects you know I'm usually the guy it

9:29 effects you know I'm usually the guy it takes it's like I don't know any of

9:30 takes it's like I don't know any of

9:30 takes it's like I don't know any of those side effects then this one's

9:32 those side effects then this one's

9:32 those side effects then this one's giving me this side effects oh oh I

9:36 giving me this side effects oh oh I

9:36 giving me this side effects oh oh I almost miss hook for real so anyway

9:39 almost miss hook for real so anyway

9:39 almost miss hook for real so anyway that's what's going on I'm sorry to be

9:41 that's what's going on I'm sorry to be

9:41 that's what's going on I'm sorry to be long-winded about it take a long time to

9:43 long-winded about it take a long time to

9:43 long-winded about it take a long time to explain a lot of people been like dude

9:45 explain a lot of people been like dude

9:45 explain a lot of people been like dude it's like what's going on with you man

9:47 it's like what's going on with you man

9:47 it's like what's going on with you man also when my friend Adam quit daily

9:50 also when my friend Adam quit daily

9:50 also when my friend Adam quit daily vlogging to go and he's you know doing

9:54 vlogging to go and he's you know doing

9:54 vlogging to go and he's you know doing other epic stuff that's gonna come out

9:56 other epic stuff that's gonna come out

9:56 other epic stuff that's gonna come out soon and all that stuff everybody's

9:58 soon and all that stuff everybody's

9:58 soon and all that stuff everybody's asked me where's Adam is he okay it's

9:59 asked me where's Adam is he okay it's

9:59 asked me where's Adam is he okay it's totally fine he's doing rad stuff

10:01 totally fine he's doing rad stuff

10:01 totally fine he's doing rad stuff actually and soon we'll all be able to

10:02 actually and soon we'll all be able to

10:02 actually and soon we'll all be able to watch it but when he quit a big part of

10:05 watch it but when he quit a big part of

10:05 watch it but when he quit a big part of that was that he you know got so burned

10:07 that was that he you know got so burned

10:07 that was that he you know got so burned out for everyday constantly doing this

10:08 out for everyday constantly doing this

10:08 out for everyday constantly doing this to the point where he had no personal

10:10 to the point where he had no personal

10:10 to the point where he had no personal life and having a family and I already

10:13 life and having a family and I already

10:13 life and having a family and I already had the celiac disease thing to go

10:15 had the celiac disease thing to go

10:15 had the celiac disease thing to go through also my blood test showed us

10:16 through also my blood test showed us

10:16 through also my blood test showed us anemic which can also cause fatigue and

10:19 anemic which can also cause fatigue and

10:19 anemic which can also cause fatigue and stuff and that's also from dealing with

10:21 stuff and that's also from dealing with

10:21 stuff and that's also from dealing with celiac aha

10:22 celiac aha

10:22 celiac aha I thought yeah given how tired I am and

10:26 I thought yeah given how tired I am and

10:26 I thought yeah given how tired I am and how I'm not gonna thought mean I should

10:27 how I'm not gonna thought mean I should

10:27 how I'm not gonna thought mean I should take some more time for the families

10:29 take some more time for the families

10:29 take some more time for the families I've been trying to do that but mostly

10:31 I've been trying to do that but mostly

10:31 I've been trying to do that but mostly I've been battling with this mystery

10:33 I've been battling with this mystery

10:33 I've been battling with this mystery ailment that at least now has a name it

10:35 ailment that at least now has a name it

10:35 ailment that at least now has a name it has a face I know what I'm dealing with

10:38 has a face I know what I'm dealing with

10:38 has a face I know what I'm dealing with I don't feel crazy for feeling so tired

10:40 I don't feel crazy for feeling so tired

10:40 I don't feel crazy for feeling so tired and weird you know and hopefully I'll

10:42 and weird you know and hopefully I'll

10:42 and weird you know and hopefully I'll just be able to move forward so

10:44 just be able to move forward so

10:44 just be able to move forward so November's going to be an interesting

10:46 November's going to be an interesting

10:46 November's going to be an interesting month of being nauseous for four hours a

10:48 month of being nauseous for four hours a

10:48 month of being nauseous for four hours a day

10:48 day

10:48 day if this doesn't get better and it may

10:52 if this doesn't get better and it may

10:52 if this doesn't get better and it may slow things down a little bit as I get

10:54 slow things down a little bit as I get

10:54 slow things down a little bit as I get used to this but I'm hoping that I'll

10:56 used to this but I'm hoping that I'll

10:56 used to this but I'm hoping that I'll start to feel better because

10:57 start to feel better because

10:57 start to feel better because theoretically once this medication

10:59 theoretically once this medication

10:59 theoretically once this medication starts to work

11:00 starts to work

11:00 starts to work I'll search feel a lot better and be

11:02 I'll search feel a lot better and be

11:02 I'll search feel a lot better and be able to get way back more to my normal

11:05 able to get way back more to my normal

11:05 able to get way back more to my normal routine like I said some days I feel

11:07 routine like I said some days I feel

11:07 routine like I said some days I feel perfectly normal always a little bit

11:09 perfectly normal always a little bit

11:10 perfectly normal always a little bit like I'd say 80% of it normal how I used

11:13 like I'd say 80% of it normal how I used

11:13 like I'd say 80% of it normal how I used to feel right energy wise and all that

11:14 to feel right energy wise and all that

11:14 to feel right energy wise and all that stuff and I can get a bunch of stuff

11:16 stuff and I can get a bunch of stuff

11:16 stuff and I can get a bunch of stuff done and it's all good and then they'll

11:18 done and it's all good and then they'll

11:18 done and it's all good and then they'll be like two or three days in a row where

11:19 be like two or three days in a row where

11:19 be like two or three days in a row where I don't know what happens I'm telling

11:21 I don't know what happens I'm telling

11:21 I don't know what happens I'm telling you like it all swells up and I'm like

11:24 you like it all swells up and I'm like

11:24 you like it all swells up and I'm like just I feel like - so hopefully the

11:28 just I feel like - so hopefully the

11:28 just I feel like - so hopefully the percentage of days I feel great will get

11:30 percentage of days I feel great will get

11:30 percentage of days I feel great will get bigger and the percentage of days that I

11:31 bigger and the percentage of days that I

11:31 bigger and the percentage of days that I feel kind of poopy will get smaller will

11:34 feel kind of poopy will get smaller will

11:34 feel kind of poopy will get smaller will be able to go for it also double down on

11:36 be able to go for it also double down on

11:36 be able to go for it also double down on being really strict about not eating out

11:39 being really strict about not eating out

11:39 being really strict about not eating out anywhere with the whole celiac thing

11:41 anywhere with the whole celiac thing

11:41 anywhere with the whole celiac thing because that's been affecting me - a lot

11:43 because that's been affecting me - a lot

11:43 because that's been affecting me - a lot of mistakes being made because I'm like

11:45 of mistakes being made because I'm like

11:45 of mistakes being made because I'm like oh this restaurants a gluten-free menu

11:46 oh this restaurants a gluten-free menu

11:46 oh this restaurants a gluten-free menu make it in a kitchen where it's not you

11:50 make it in a kitchen where it's not you

11:50 make it in a kitchen where it's not you know really really pure least safe and

11:54 know really really pure least safe and

11:54 know really really pure least safe and stuff like that so I'm just trying to

11:56 stuff like that so I'm just trying to

11:56 stuff like that so I'm just trying to double down on let's get better let's

11:58 double down on let's get better let's

11:58 double down on let's get better let's get healthy because we've got some

12:00 get healthy because we've got some

12:00 get healthy because we've got some pictures to have I've got plane tickets

12:01 pictures to have I've got plane tickets

12:01 pictures to have I've got plane tickets for this month so I've got some new

12:03 for this month so I've got some new

12:03 for this month so I've got some new brand new things at old places that I've

12:06 brand new things at old places that I've

12:06 brand new things at old places that I've never seen before I'm hoping to see some

12:08 never seen before I'm hoping to see some

12:08 never seen before I'm hoping to see some old faces this month wedding to go to

12:11 old faces this month wedding to go to

12:11 old faces this month wedding to go to this month there's a lot of crazy stuff

12:13 this month there's a lot of crazy stuff

12:13 this month there's a lot of crazy stuff going on and some really crazy stuff

12:16 going on and some really crazy stuff

12:16 going on and some really crazy stuff really crazy stuff

12:18 really crazy stuff

12:18 really crazy stuff I hope coming up in December so

12:22 I hope coming up in December so

12:22 I hope coming up in December so hopefully everything will be as right as

12:24 hopefully everything will be as right as

12:24 hopefully everything will be as right as the mail very soon and I'll be your

12:27 the mail very soon and I'll be your

12:27 the mail very soon and I'll be your huckleberry again I'm still gonna be

12:30 huckleberry again I'm still gonna be

12:30 huckleberry again I'm still gonna be popping in as much as I possibly can but

12:32 popping in as much as I possibly can but

12:32 popping in as much as I possibly can but I just want to sort of update everybody

12:33 I just want to sort of update everybody

12:33 I just want to sort of update everybody that's what's been going on and I really

12:35 that's what's been going on and I really

12:35 that's what's been going on and I really didn't want to take a camera to the

12:38 didn't want to take a camera to the

12:38 didn't want to take a camera to the doctor and then here's something worse

12:40 doctor and then here's something worse

12:40 doctor and then here's something worse right so I'm okay with it now because I

12:43 right so I'm okay with it now because I

12:43 right so I'm okay with it now because I thought I couldn't go into the document

12:44 thought I couldn't go into the document

12:44 thought I couldn't go into the document said yeah you blood test came back for

12:46 said yeah you blood test came back for

12:46 said yeah you blood test came back for cancer or something so I'm I'm very

12:49 cancer or something so I'm I'm very

12:49 cancer or something so I'm I'm very grateful because in the scheme of things

12:51 grateful because in the scheme of things

12:51 grateful because in the scheme of things beam's things this is not the worst

12:54 beam's things this is not the worst

12:54 beam's things this is not the worst thing that could have happened and I'm

12:57 thing that could have happened and I'm

12:57 thing that could have happened and I'm feeling very humbled I posted on

12:59 feeling very humbled I posted on

12:59 feeling very humbled I posted on Facebook the other day just because

13:00 Facebook the other day just because

13:00 Facebook the other day just because people were like you know I you haven't

13:02 people were like you know I you haven't

13:02 people were like you know I you haven't been around as much or what's going on

13:04 been around as much or what's going on

13:04 been around as much or what's going on you missed a couple days there I opposed

13:06 you missed a couple days there I opposed

13:06 you missed a couple days there I opposed it something like oh there's a lot of

13:07 it something like oh there's a lot of

13:07 it something like oh there's a lot of crazy stuff going on behind the scenes

13:09 crazy stuff going on behind the scenes

13:09 crazy stuff going on behind the scenes you know I love you guys I'm explaining

13:12 you know I love you guys I'm explaining

13:12 you know I love you guys I'm explaining it a little bit as so many people left

13:15 it a little bit as so many people left

13:15 it a little bit as so many people left all these really nice loving comments my

13:17 all these really nice loving comments my

13:17 all these really nice loving comments my eyes were getting sweaty with respect

13:18 eyes were getting sweaty with respect

13:18 eyes were getting sweaty with respect people were dressing up for me like me

13:20 people were dressing up for me like me

13:20 people were dressing up for me like me for Halloween those giving like so very

13:23 for Halloween those giving like so very

13:23 for Halloween those giving like so very grateful very lucky very blessed

13:26 grateful very lucky very blessed

13:26 grateful very lucky very blessed whichever word you choose to use did all

13:29 whichever word you choose to use did all

13:29 whichever word you choose to use did all of you guys are in my life that I've

13:31 of you guys are in my life that I've

13:31 of you guys are in my life that I've been able to entertain you to the degree

13:33 been able to entertain you to the degree

13:33 been able to entertain you to the degree that I have been able to and try to just

13:36 that I have been able to and try to just

13:36 that I have been able to and try to just I don't know keep all this stuff going

13:39 I don't know keep all this stuff going

13:39 I don't know keep all this stuff going I'm at a loss for words when I think

13:41 I'm at a loss for words when I think

13:41 I'm at a loss for words when I think about I'm getting choked up on the

13:42 about I'm getting choked up on the

13:42 about I'm getting choked up on the inside I want to get choked up a bit

13:44 inside I want to get choked up a bit

13:44 inside I want to get choked up a bit nauseous already I don't need your

13:45 nauseous already I don't need your

13:45 nauseous already I don't need your choked up you guys I'm very grateful

13:47 choked up you guys I'm very grateful

13:47 choked up you guys I'm very grateful that all of you care enough to give a

13:50 that all of you care enough to give a

13:50 that all of you care enough to give a crap about when this thing happens to me

13:52 crap about when this thing happens to me

13:52 crap about when this thing happens to me I really am I'm really thankful and

13:55 I really am I'm really thankful and

13:55 I really am I'm really thankful and grateful and humbled every single day

13:57 grateful and humbled every single day

13:57 grateful and humbled every single day that this stuff happens the pins or the

14:01 that this stuff happens the pins or the

14:01 that this stuff happens the pins or the hugs that people give me when they see

14:02 hugs that people give me when they see

14:02 hugs that people give me when they see me in real life are just watching all

14:03 me in real life are just watching all

14:03 me in real life are just watching all these crazy adventures like I said if

14:06 these crazy adventures like I said if

14:06 these crazy adventures like I said if you've never seen that route 66 series

14:09 you've never seen that route 66 series

14:09 you've never seen that route 66 series that I did go back and watch it it was

14:11 that I did go back and watch it it was

14:11 that I did go back and watch it it was worth getting Lyme disease for I think

14:13 worth getting Lyme disease for I think

14:13 worth getting Lyme disease for I think okay well anyway that's what's going on

14:15 okay well anyway that's what's going on

14:15 okay well anyway that's what's going on I love you all I'm about to go to a

14:18 I love you all I'm about to go to a

14:18 I love you all I'm about to go to a family dinner and explain it all to them

14:19 family dinner and explain it all to them

14:19 family dinner and explain it all to them and go to the chiropractor because

14:21 and go to the chiropractor because

14:21 and go to the chiropractor because that's still going on but it's getting a

14:23 that's still going on but it's getting a

14:23 that's still going on but it's getting a lot better and I was just weird

14:25 lot better and I was just weird

14:25 lot better and I was just weird we're perfect storm so I just wanted to

14:27 we're perfect storm so I just wanted to

14:27 we're perfect storm so I just wanted to let you guys all know what was going on

14:30 let you guys all know what was going on

14:30 let you guys all know what was going on hopefully it will all be fine very soon

14:35 hopefully it will all be fine very soon

14:35 hopefully it will all be fine very soon or at least get better right and I

14:37 or at least get better right and I

14:37 or at least get better right and I should have gone to the doctor earlier

14:38 should have gone to the doctor earlier

14:38 should have gone to the doctor earlier so if you ever get bit by a bug and by

14:40 so if you ever get bit by a bug and by

14:40 so if you ever get bit by a bug and by the way the rash wasn't the day after it

14:42 the way the rash wasn't the day after it

14:42 the way the rash wasn't the day after it was about a week after and that was the

14:44 was about a week after and that was the

14:44 was about a week after and that was the thing why I thought there was no sort of

14:46 thing why I thought there was no sort of

14:46 thing why I thought there was no sort of weird thing with the bite and then I was

14:48 weird thing with the bite and then I was

14:48 weird thing with the bite and then I was told yeah calm

14:49 told yeah calm

14:49 told yeah calm oftentimes you get this weird it's like

14:51 oftentimes you get this weird it's like

14:51 oftentimes you get this weird it's like shaped like a bull's eye it's like

14:53 shaped like a bull's eye it's like

14:53 shaped like a bull's eye it's like different colors as it goes out you get

14:55 different colors as it goes out you get

14:55 different colors as it goes out you get this weird rash a week or two after

14:58 this weird rash a week or two after

14:58 this weird rash a week or two after getting a tick bite so if all of a

15:00 getting a tick bite so if all of a

15:00 getting a tick bite so if all of a sudden you get some kind of weird thing

15:01 sudden you get some kind of weird thing

15:01 sudden you get some kind of weird thing on your body after getting bit by a tick

15:03 on your body after getting bit by a tick

15:03 on your body after getting bit by a tick go to the doctor I should have done that

15:05 go to the doctor I should have done that

15:05 go to the doctor I should have done that but I didn't know that part of it you

15:06 but I didn't know that part of it you

15:06 but I didn't know that part of it you know

15:07 know

15:07 know you went down with crazy fevers and we

15:09 you went down with crazy fevers and we

15:09 you went down with crazy fevers and we have to get hospitalized if you got Lyme

15:11 have to get hospitalized if you got Lyme

15:11 have to get hospitalized if you got Lyme disease from a taking apparently that

15:12 disease from a taking apparently that

15:12 disease from a taking apparently that doesn't that it doesn't happen like that

15:13 doesn't that it doesn't happen like that

15:13 doesn't that it doesn't happen like that for everybody that can be this slow just

15:16 for everybody that can be this slow just

15:16 for everybody that can be this slow just horribleness it happened so make sure if

15:19 horribleness it happened so make sure if

15:19 horribleness it happened so make sure if you get by bit by weird insects and have

15:21 you get by bit by weird insects and have

15:21 you get by bit by weird insects and have weird marks on your body to go to the

15:23 weird marks on your body to go to the

15:23 weird marks on your body to go to the doctor that's my advice okay I love you

15:25 doctor that's my advice okay I love you

15:25 doctor that's my advice okay I love you all thanks for listening to me talk for

15:27 all thanks for listening to me talk for

15:27 all thanks for listening to me talk for way too long

15:29 way too long

15:29 way too long I'll see you all a little bit later I'm

15:31 I'll see you all a little bit later I'm

15:31 I'll see you all a little bit later I'm about to go to the pill and you're

15:33 about to go to the pill and you're

15:33 about to go to the pill and you're extremely nauseous

15:47 [Music]

15:47 [Music] good

15:55 [Music] I hope

15:58 I hope

15:58 I hope [Music]

I got some bad news STV 11/3/2017

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