She made it!

0:03 hello as you know i am all about new

0:03 hello as you know i am all about new experiences and new adventures let me

0:06 experiences and new adventures let me

0:06 experiences and new adventures let me tell you there are some new experiences

0:07 tell you there are some new experiences

0:07 tell you there are some new experiences and some new adventures

0:09 and some new adventures

0:09 and some new adventures you just never want to have and this is

0:12 you just never want to have and this is

0:12 you just never want to have and this is one of them i am gassing up the car not

0:14 one of them i am gassing up the car not

0:14 one of them i am gassing up the car not for a road trip adventure or an epic

0:16 for a road trip adventure or an epic

0:16 for a road trip adventure or an epic quest i am gassing up the car so it will

0:18 quest i am gassing up the car so it will

0:18 quest i am gassing up the car so it will be ready tomorrow morning when i take

0:21 be ready tomorrow morning when i take

0:21 be ready tomorrow morning when i take allie to the hospital for surgery

0:24 allie to the hospital for surgery

0:24 allie to the hospital for surgery actually i guess i shouldn't say it's

0:25 actually i guess i shouldn't say it's

0:25 actually i guess i shouldn't say it's not part of an epic quest

0:28 not part of an epic quest

0:28 not part of an epic quest it is in fact part

0:30 it is in fact part

0:30 it is in fact part of the quest for positivity always to

0:32 of the quest for positivity always to

0:32 of the quest for positivity always to realize can't always control our

0:35 realize can't always control our

0:35 realize can't always control our circumstances

0:36 circumstances

0:36 circumstances we can always try and control our

0:38 we can always try and control our

0:38 we can always try and control our reaction

0:39 reaction

0:39 reaction to the circumstances so we're trying to

0:41 to the circumstances so we're trying to

0:41 to the circumstances so we're trying to stay positive

0:43 stay positive

0:43 stay positive and see the good it's all been the

0:45 and see the good it's all been the

0:45 and see the good it's all been the result of months and years of suffering

0:47 result of months and years of suffering

0:48 result of months and years of suffering from important ally particularly in the

0:49 from important ally particularly in the

0:49 from important ally particularly in the last

0:51 last

0:51 last year or so crohn's disease has gotten

0:53 year or so crohn's disease has gotten

0:53 year or so crohn's disease has gotten worse and worse for more than a year

0:54 worse and worse for more than a year

0:54 worse and worse for more than a year she's had a blockage in her intestines

0:57 she's had a blockage in her intestines

0:57 she's had a blockage in her intestines which over the past year has gotten

0:59 which over the past year has gotten

1:00 which over the past year has gotten more and more extreme more and more

1:02 more and more extreme more and more

1:02 more and more extreme more and more painful

1:03 painful

1:03 painful more and more restricted she's gotten a

1:05 more and more restricted she's gotten a

1:05 more and more restricted she's gotten a little weaker and a little slower and

1:07 little weaker and a little slower and

1:07 little weaker and a little slower and much more anemic there's been days where

1:09 much more anemic there's been days where

1:10 much more anemic there's been days where no food or water would stay down she's

1:12 no food or water would stay down she's

1:12 no food or water would stay down she's been throwing up she's ulcerated from

1:14 been throwing up she's ulcerated from

1:14 been throwing up she's ulcerated from stem to stern there's a couple of

1:17 stem to stern there's a couple of

1:17 stem to stern there's a couple of herniated parts of her esophagus it is

1:20 herniated parts of her esophagus it is

1:20 herniated parts of her esophagus it is not good not easy even when she's

1:23 not good not easy even when she's

1:23 not good not easy even when she's remained super positive i have had the

1:25 remained super positive i have had the

1:25 remained super positive i have had the experience this year the fun new

1:27 experience this year the fun new

1:28 experience this year the fun new experience of seeing the person that i

1:30 experience of seeing the person that i

1:30 experience of seeing the person that i love most in the world

1:32 love most in the world

1:32 love most in the world deteriorate and

1:34 deteriorate and

1:34 deteriorate and suffer and go through all of this with a

1:36 suffer and go through all of this with a

1:36 suffer and go through all of this with a smile on her face and trying to present

1:40 smile on her face and trying to present

1:40 smile on her face and trying to present a pretty face and outward appearance to

1:42 a pretty face and outward appearance to

1:42 a pretty face and outward appearance to the world while feeling miserable and

1:45 the world while feeling miserable and

1:45 the world while feeling miserable and still trying to take care of everybody

1:46 still trying to take care of everybody

1:46 still trying to take care of everybody around her it's just been

1:49 around her it's just been

1:49 around her it's just been horrible there's no other way to put it

1:51 horrible there's no other way to put it

1:51 horrible there's no other way to put it it's been really tough and i won't lie

1:53 it's been really tough and i won't lie

1:54 it's been really tough and i won't lie to you i personally for my part am

1:56 to you i personally for my part am

1:56 to you i personally for my part am utterly exhausted i think now we've done

1:59 utterly exhausted i think now we've done

1:59 utterly exhausted i think now we've done all we can do we've packed up her

2:01 all we can do we've packed up her

2:01 all we can do we've packed up her hospital bag notarized our power of

2:04 hospital bag notarized our power of

2:04 hospital bag notarized our power of attorney and

2:05 attorney and

2:05 attorney and done all the different paperwork and

2:08 done all the different paperwork and

2:08 done all the different paperwork and filling out things like dnr is just such

2:10 filling out things like dnr is just such

2:10 filling out things like dnr is just such a trip and

2:12 a trip and

2:12 a trip and we've done everything that we can do

2:15 we've done everything that we can do

2:15 we've done everything that we can do and now the time has come

2:17 and now the time has come

2:17 and now the time has come to put it as they say into god's hands

2:19 to put it as they say into god's hands

2:20 to put it as they say into god's hands and the doctor's hands and trusts to

2:22 and the doctor's hands and trusts to

2:22 and the doctor's hands and trusts to hope what she's gonna go through isn't

2:23 hope what she's gonna go through isn't

2:24 hope what she's gonna go through isn't gonna be easy they're gonna have to open

2:25 gonna be easy they're gonna have to open

2:25 gonna be easy they're gonna have to open her up remove the blockage from her

2:28 her up remove the blockage from her

2:28 her up remove the blockage from her intestines cut them apart she will then

2:30 intestines cut them apart she will then

2:30 intestines cut them apart she will then have to live like that for four to six

2:32 have to live like that for four to six

2:32 have to live like that for four to six months while they

2:33 months while they

2:33 months while they give her infusions and much more crazy

2:36 give her infusions and much more crazy

2:36 give her infusions and much more crazy medicine trying to reduce the crohn's

2:38 medicine trying to reduce the crohn's

2:38 medicine trying to reduce the crohn's that hopefully put her all back together

2:40 that hopefully put her all back together

2:40 that hopefully put her all back together again at the end of that time so it's

2:42 again at the end of that time so it's

2:42 again at the end of that time so it's not just one surgery it's two surgeries

2:44 not just one surgery it's two surgeries

2:44 not just one surgery it's two surgeries but this first one is a big hurdle that

2:47 but this first one is a big hurdle that

2:47 but this first one is a big hurdle that hopefully is going to remove the main

2:50 hopefully is going to remove the main

2:50 hopefully is going to remove the main problem and the main area of problems

2:52 problem and the main area of problems

2:52 problem and the main area of problems and if everything goes well

2:54 and if everything goes well

2:54 and if everything goes well then um

2:56 then um

2:56 then um she should be feeling a lot better even

2:58 she should be feeling a lot better even

2:58 she should be feeling a lot better even with the surgery and the recovery and

3:00 with the surgery and the recovery and

3:00 with the surgery and the recovery and all that difficult stuff she's going to

3:01 all that difficult stuff she's going to

3:02 all that difficult stuff she's going to have to face it should be better because

3:04 have to face it should be better because

3:04 have to face it should be better because up to this point for months and months

3:06 up to this point for months and months

3:06 up to this point for months and months it's been knife edge every other day

3:09 it's been knife edge every other day

3:09 it's been knife edge every other day you know whether something could rupture

3:11 you know whether something could rupture

3:11 you know whether something could rupture whether she could be rushed in for

3:12 whether she could be rushed in for

3:12 whether she could be rushed in for emergency surgery whether she could get

3:14 emergency surgery whether she could get

3:14 emergency surgery whether she could get septic and die and um i mean they even

3:16 septic and die and um i mean they even

3:16 septic and die and um i mean they even told us that like i told you guys on

3:18 told us that like i told you guys on

3:18 told us that like i told you guys on thanksgiving that we basically had to

3:20 thanksgiving that we basically had to

3:20 thanksgiving that we basically had to have that conversation with the doctors

3:22 have that conversation with the doctors

3:22 have that conversation with the doctors where they were like you either do this

3:23 where they were like you either do this

3:23 where they were like you either do this which is ally's nightmare she does not

3:25 which is ally's nightmare she does not

3:25 which is ally's nightmare she does not want to have the surgery really you know

3:28 want to have the surgery really you know

3:28 want to have the surgery really you know she doesn't want to go through this or

3:30 she doesn't want to go through this or

3:30 she doesn't want to go through this or die

3:31 die

3:31 die and they said it's not a choice anymore

3:32 and they said it's not a choice anymore

3:32 and they said it's not a choice anymore you will die if this doesn't happen and

3:35 you will die if this doesn't happen and

3:35 you will die if this doesn't happen and so

3:36 so

3:36 so i've been so stressed out and tired and

3:38 i've been so stressed out and tired and

3:38 i've been so stressed out and tired and worried and so has she for different

3:40 worried and so has she for different

3:40 worried and so has she for different reasons she's been so worried like oh no

3:42 reasons she's been so worried like oh no

3:42 reasons she's been so worried like oh no this surgery i don't want to have the

3:43 this surgery i don't want to have the

3:43 this surgery i don't want to have the surgery and i have been like oh i just

3:46 surgery and i have been like oh i just

3:46 surgery and i have been like oh i just want to make it to the surgery i want to

3:48 want to make it to the surgery i want to

3:48 want to make it to the surgery i want to get her in the hands of capable doctors

3:50 get her in the hands of capable doctors

3:50 get her in the hands of capable doctors who know what they're doing

3:51 who know what they're doing

3:51 who know what they're doing you know what i mean and now we're

3:52 you know what i mean and now we're

3:52 you know what i mean and now we're almost there it's just about time to go

3:54 almost there it's just about time to go

3:54 almost there it's just about time to go she's talked to everybody that she wants

3:57 she's talked to everybody that she wants

3:57 she's talked to everybody that she wants to talk to she spent the last couple of

3:59 to talk to she spent the last couple of

3:59 to talk to she spent the last couple of days

4:00 days

4:00 days cleaning up a whole bunch and getting

4:03 cleaning up a whole bunch and getting

4:03 cleaning up a whole bunch and getting stuff ready and the last thing that she

4:04 stuff ready and the last thing that she

4:04 stuff ready and the last thing that she did before she went to take a shower and

4:07 did before she went to take a shower and

4:07 did before she went to take a shower and get ready for bed is to make me a mask

4:09 get ready for bed is to make me a mask

4:09 get ready for bed is to make me a mask so i would be comfortable in the

4:11 so i would be comfortable in the

4:11 so i would be comfortable in the hospital

4:13 hospital

4:13 hospital sorry she's just been keeping herself

4:14 sorry she's just been keeping herself

4:14 sorry she's just been keeping herself busy and staying positive she's so brave

4:17 busy and staying positive she's so brave

4:17 busy and staying positive she's so brave we've had a lot of crying

4:19 we've had a lot of crying

4:19 we've had a lot of crying um and little fits and starts so we've

4:21 um and little fits and starts so we've

4:21 um and little fits and starts so we've had a lot of cheering each other up

4:23 had a lot of cheering each other up

4:23 had a lot of cheering each other up um we have this joke between the two of

4:25 um we have this joke between the two of

4:25 um we have this joke between the two of us that we were reading this thing of

4:26 us that we were reading this thing of

4:26 us that we were reading this thing of lists of things you shouldn't say to

4:28 lists of things you shouldn't say to

4:28 lists of things you shouldn't say to someone who's depressed or going through

4:29 someone who's depressed or going through

4:29 someone who's depressed or going through a hard time and then number one was just

4:31 a hard time and then number one was just

4:32 a hard time and then number one was just cheer up

4:33 cheer up

4:33 cheer up so we always say that to each other when

4:34 so we always say that to each other when

4:34 so we always say that to each other when it's really horrible

4:36 it's really horrible

4:36 it's really horrible just cheer up

4:38 just cheer up

4:38 just cheer up i don't know it seems funny at the time

4:40 i don't know it seems funny at the time

4:40 i don't know it seems funny at the time to us and today she said to me you know

4:42 to us and today she said to me you know

4:42 to us and today she said to me you know i was thinking about my life and all the

4:44 i was thinking about my life and all the

4:44 i was thinking about my life and all the stuff we've done together and

4:45 stuff we've done together and

4:46 stuff we've done together and we've done a lot of stuff we've done a

4:47 we've done a lot of stuff we've done a

4:47 we've done a lot of stuff we've done a lot of really cool stuff we've had

4:49 lot of really cool stuff we've had

4:49 lot of really cool stuff we've had really great times together and i was

4:51 really great times together and i was

4:51 really great times together and i was telling her you know we've done our best

4:53 telling her you know we've done our best

4:53 telling her you know we've done our best to make a lot of people happy and i try

4:55 to make a lot of people happy and i try

4:55 to make a lot of people happy and i try to tell her you don't know how many

4:56 to tell her you don't know how many

4:56 to tell her you don't know how many people

4:57 people

4:58 people whose lives you've changed how many

4:59 whose lives you've changed how many

4:59 whose lives you've changed how many people that you've made happy and

5:02 people that you've made happy and

5:02 people that you've made happy and sharing your struggles and giving people

5:03 sharing your struggles and giving people

5:03 sharing your struggles and giving people hope and

5:08 giving me hope and

5:08 giving me hope and just changed my whole life changed my

5:10 just changed my whole life changed my

5:10 just changed my whole life changed my whole life one person has never changed

5:12 whole life one person has never changed

5:12 whole life one person has never changed somebody's life

5:13 somebody's life

5:13 somebody's life as much as this

5:15 as much as this

5:15 as much as this i i don't believe she took a cynical

5:17 i i don't believe she took a cynical

5:17 i i don't believe she took a cynical person trying to be positive but

5:19 person trying to be positive but

5:19 person trying to be positive but fumbling around in the dark

5:21 fumbling around in the dark

5:21 fumbling around in the dark and really made him whole she's worked

5:23 and really made him whole she's worked

5:23 and really made him whole she's worked miracles in my life and my son's life

5:26 miracles in my life and my son's life

5:26 miracles in my life and my son's life and my whole family's life and everyone

5:28 and my whole family's life and everyone

5:28 and my whole family's life and everyone around us thinks she might be an angel

5:31 around us thinks she might be an angel

5:31 around us thinks she might be an angel and we've done everything that we can do

5:33 and we've done everything that we can do

5:33 and we've done everything that we can do and now

5:37 it's just time it's just time i've got

5:37 it's just time it's just time i've got snacks packed up for myself in the car

5:40 snacks packed up for myself in the car

5:40 snacks packed up for myself in the car in case i get hungry while i'm going

5:41 in case i get hungry while i'm going

5:41 in case i get hungry while i'm going crazy in the waiting room waiting for

5:43 crazy in the waiting room waiting for

5:43 crazy in the waiting room waiting for her we've got masks we've got her cozy

5:45 her we've got masks we've got her cozy

5:46 her we've got masks we've got her cozy socks for the hospital we've

5:48 socks for the hospital we've

5:48 socks for the hospital we've i just keep thinking what else what else

5:50 i just keep thinking what else what else

5:50 i just keep thinking what else what else is there to do you know really we've

5:51 is there to do you know really we've

5:51 is there to do you know really we've made every list we can we've checked it

5:53 made every list we can we've checked it

5:53 made every list we can we've checked it as many times as we can

5:55 as many times as we can

5:56 as many times as we can i think we're ready

6:04 how you feel a little bean a little

6:04 how you feel a little bean a little scared

6:05 scared

6:05 scared yeah i bet but it's going to go well i'm

6:09 yeah i bet but it's going to go well i'm

6:09 yeah i bet but it's going to go well i'm so confident it's going to go well

6:11 so confident it's going to go well

6:11 so confident it's going to go well that's the only reason i'm

6:13 that's the only reason i'm

6:13 that's the only reason i'm filming anything i would never film this

6:15 filming anything i would never film this

6:15 filming anything i would never film this unless i knew you were going to be fine

6:18 unless i knew you were going to be fine

6:18 unless i knew you were going to be fine and it's going to go well everything's

6:20 and it's going to go well everything's

6:20 and it's going to go well everything's gonna be perfect you're gonna feel

6:22 gonna be perfect you're gonna feel

6:22 gonna be perfect you're gonna feel better

6:23 better

6:23 better that's a long road

6:25 that's a long road

6:25 that's a long road this is step one

6:27 this is step one

6:27 this is step one we did it

6:28 we did it

6:28 we did it all right just one more sleep left to go

6:31 all right just one more sleep left to go

6:31 all right just one more sleep left to go i love you i love you

6:33 i love you i love you

6:33 i love you i love you just think no more prednisone no more

6:35 just think no more prednisone no more

6:35 just think no more prednisone no more being up all night feeling horrible

6:38 being up all night feeling horrible

6:38 being up all night feeling horrible hopefully no more sleeping 20 hours a

6:41 hopefully no more sleeping 20 hours a

6:41 hopefully no more sleeping 20 hours a day

6:41 day

6:42 day and having terrible weeks in a row where

6:43 and having terrible weeks in a row where

6:44 and having terrible weeks in a row where you can't move

6:49 it's gonna be for the best

6:49 it's gonna be for the best a first sleep good night everybody

6:51 a first sleep good night everybody

6:51 a first sleep good night everybody you're gonna get all better and then

6:53 you're gonna get all better and then

6:53 you're gonna get all better and then we're gonna have a baby and live on top

6:54 we're gonna have a baby and live on top

6:54 we're gonna have a baby and live on top of a mountain

6:56 of a mountain

6:56 of a mountain and start a family band

6:59 and start a family band

6:59 and start a family band and everyone will be invited

7:01 and everyone will be invited

7:02 and everyone will be invited well most everyone

7:03 well most everyone

7:03 well most everyone okay you ready

7:13 all right this is it going to the

7:13 all right this is it going to the hospital you ready yeah ready to start

7:15 hospital you ready yeah ready to start

7:15 hospital you ready yeah ready to start getting better

7:16 getting better

7:16 getting better knuckles okay she got all checked in

7:19 knuckles okay she got all checked in

7:19 knuckles okay she got all checked in met the doctors met the nurses met the

7:22 met the doctors met the nurses met the

7:22 met the doctors met the nurses met the surgeon again of course and then the

7:23 surgeon again of course and then the

7:23 surgeon again of course and then the moment came

7:25 moment came

7:25 moment came and they wheeled her away now i'm in the

7:27 and they wheeled her away now i'm in the

7:27 and they wheeled her away now i'm in the weird little garden for the next couple

7:30 weird little garden for the next couple

7:30 weird little garden for the next couple of hours

7:31 of hours

7:31 of hours pacing around drinking coffee and trying

7:35 pacing around drinking coffee and trying

7:35 pacing around drinking coffee and trying not to cry you know we talk about all

7:36 not to cry you know we talk about all

7:36 not to cry you know we talk about all this stuff all the time and

7:39 this stuff all the time and

7:39 this stuff all the time and the reason that we're sharing this with

7:40 the reason that we're sharing this with

7:40 the reason that we're sharing this with you guys because lots of times people

7:42 you guys because lots of times people

7:42 you guys because lots of times people just post a highlight reel on social

7:44 just post a highlight reel on social

7:44 just post a highlight reel on social media and they make their lives look

7:45 media and they make their lives look

7:45 media and they make their lives look perfect and that's just not the way that

7:47 perfect and that's just not the way that

7:47 perfect and that's just not the way that life is it's not always perfect in fact

7:49 life is it's not always perfect in fact

7:50 life is it's not always perfect in fact i was actually at my son's boy scout

7:52 i was actually at my son's boy scout

7:52 i was actually at my son's boy scout thing last night during the scout master

7:54 thing last night during the scout master

7:54 thing last night during the scout master minute he told some long story i wasn't

7:55 minute he told some long story i wasn't

7:55 minute he told some long story i wasn't paying attention to and he got to the

7:56 paying attention to and he got to the

7:56 paying attention to and he got to the moral of the story at the end

7:58 moral of the story at the end

7:58 moral of the story at the end and he was trying to tell the boys like

8:00 and he was trying to tell the boys like

8:00 and he was trying to tell the boys like the moral of the story is is that

8:02 the moral of the story is is that

8:02 the moral of the story is is that everything comes in seasons and just

8:05 everything comes in seasons and just

8:05 everything comes in seasons and just like the seasons you're gonna go through

8:07 like the seasons you're gonna go through

8:07 like the seasons you're gonna go through seasons there'll be springtime and

8:09 seasons there'll be springtime and

8:09 seasons there'll be springtime and they'll be harvest but you won't be able

8:11 they'll be harvest but you won't be able

8:11 they'll be harvest but you won't be able to get to the harvest without the

8:12 to get to the harvest without the

8:12 to get to the harvest without the boiling hot summers that you won't be

8:14 boiling hot summers that you won't be

8:14 boiling hot summers that you won't be able to get to the beautiful springtime

8:21 without the winters both of us very much

8:21 without the winters both of us very much believe in positivity and hope and

8:23 believe in positivity and hope and

8:23 believe in positivity and hope and trying to put as much love in the world

8:25 trying to put as much love in the world

8:25 trying to put as much love in the world as you can find it

8:26 as you can find it

8:26 as you can find it so we just want to encourage everybody

8:28 so we just want to encourage everybody

8:28 so we just want to encourage everybody else

8:29 else

8:29 else you might be going through

8:32 you might be going through

8:32 you might be going through a season like this but just remember

8:34 a season like this but just remember

8:34 a season like this but just remember seasons come and go and without the

8:36 seasons come and go and without the

8:36 seasons come and go and without the winter there would be

8:38 winter there would be

8:38 winter there would be no spring

8:40 no spring

8:40 no spring it's hard to

8:42 it's hard to

8:42 it's hard to it's hard to be normal

8:45 it's hard to be normal

8:45 it's hard to be normal when you're in one of those moments

8:46 when you're in one of those moments

8:46 when you're in one of those moments where you can't do anything else anymore

8:48 where you can't do anything else anymore

8:48 where you can't do anything else anymore you know they got it all

8:50 you know they got it all

8:50 you know they got it all with the tubes and the things and the

8:52 with the tubes and the things and the

8:52 with the tubes and the things and the dials and the thing and

8:54 dials and the thing and

8:54 dials and the thing and it's out of my hands and you go i'll

8:56 it's out of my hands and you go i'll

8:56 it's out of my hands and you go i'll have no control

8:58 have no control

8:58 have no control so

8:59 so anyway we were laughing and positive and

9:01 anyway we were laughing and positive and

9:01 anyway we were laughing and positive and she went away and

9:03 she went away and

9:03 she went away and they gave her the good stuff so she's in

9:05 they gave her the good stuff so she's in

9:05 they gave her the good stuff so she's in there now

9:06 there now

9:06 there now and

9:07 and

9:07 and hopefully everything is gonna be

9:09 hopefully everything is gonna be

9:10 hopefully everything is gonna be better than ever we'll see as nice as it

9:11 better than ever we'll see as nice as it

9:12 better than ever we'll see as nice as it is outside i can't stand waiting this

9:14 is outside i can't stand waiting this

9:14 is outside i can't stand waiting this far away i'm gonna head back up to the

9:15 far away i'm gonna head back up to the

9:15 far away i'm gonna head back up to the waiting room and

9:17 waiting room and

9:17 waiting room and wait for her to come out several hours

9:18 wait for her to come out several hours

9:18 wait for her to come out several hours of waiting later and a lot of pacing

9:21 of waiting later and a lot of pacing

9:21 of waiting later and a lot of pacing around hospital

9:22 around hospital

9:22 around hospital hallways with no clear idea of where i

9:24 hallways with no clear idea of where i

9:24 hallways with no clear idea of where i was going or what i was doing and thank

9:26 was going or what i was doing and thank

9:26 was going or what i was doing and thank god ally is out of the operating room

9:29 god ally is out of the operating room

9:29 god ally is out of the operating room and into

9:31 and into

9:31 and into recovery and because of the pandemic

9:33 recovery and because of the pandemic

9:33 recovery and because of the pandemic stuff nobody not even your one

9:35 stuff nobody not even your one

9:35 stuff nobody not even your one loud visitor is allowed in the recovery

9:38 loud visitor is allowed in the recovery

9:38 loud visitor is allowed in the recovery room nobody's allowed until they get

9:40 room nobody's allowed until they get

9:40 room nobody's allowed until they get into a hospital room but because they

9:42 into a hospital room but because they

9:42 into a hospital room but because they were so backed up from surgeries from

9:43 were so backed up from surgeries from

9:43 were so backed up from surgeries from people not doing it because of the

9:44 people not doing it because of the

9:44 people not doing it because of the pandemic there are a lot of surgeries

9:46 pandemic there are a lot of surgeries

9:46 pandemic there are a lot of surgeries going on right now which means it could

9:47 going on right now which means it could

9:47 going on right now which means it could take a long time to get into a hospital

9:49 take a long time to get into a hospital

9:49 take a long time to get into a hospital room so once again

9:51 room so once again

9:51 room so once again i'm outside but the important part is

9:53 i'm outside but the important part is

9:53 i'm outside but the important part is thank the maker she's okay she's okay it

9:57 thank the maker she's okay she's okay it

9:57 thank the maker she's okay she's okay it took longer than they expected and the

9:59 took longer than they expected and the

9:59 took longer than they expected and the surgeon came out and i did talk to him

10:00 surgeon came out and i did talk to him

10:00 surgeon came out and i did talk to him for quite a bit there was much more

10:03 for quite a bit there was much more

10:03 for quite a bit there was much more extensive damage inside of ali than they

10:05 extensive damage inside of ali than they

10:05 extensive damage inside of ali than they at first thought there was just severe

10:07 at first thought there was just severe

10:08 at first thought there was just severe scarring and tearing and ulceration and

10:11 scarring and tearing and ulceration and

10:11 scarring and tearing and ulceration and abscesses and everything else it's just

10:14 abscesses and everything else it's just

10:14 abscesses and everything else it's just awful but she got

10:17 awful but she got

10:17 awful but she got through it

10:19 through it

10:19 through it you don't know how thankful i am because

10:20 you don't know how thankful i am because

10:20 you don't know how thankful i am because the surgery is so much more extensive

10:22 the surgery is so much more extensive

10:22 the surgery is so much more extensive what they're telling me is we should be

10:24 what they're telling me is we should be

10:24 what they're telling me is we should be getting in a room here pretty soon but

10:26 getting in a room here pretty soon but

10:26 getting in a room here pretty soon but she's going to be much more uh drugged

10:28 she's going to be much more uh drugged

10:28 she's going to be much more uh drugged up than we thought she was going to be

10:30 up than we thought she was going to be

10:30 up than we thought she was going to be in a lot more pain medication and

10:32 in a lot more pain medication and

10:32 in a lot more pain medication and basically sadly not fit for any visitors

10:35 basically sadly not fit for any visitors

10:35 basically sadly not fit for any visitors not even you guys my friends so

10:38 not even you guys my friends so

10:38 not even you guys my friends so i think we're just gonna have to stop

10:39 i think we're just gonna have to stop

10:39 i think we're just gonna have to stop here with the good news i apologize if

10:42 here with the good news i apologize if

10:42 here with the good news i apologize if everything isn't super coherent or if

10:43 everything isn't super coherent or if

10:43 everything isn't super coherent or if i'm all puffy looking there's been a lot

10:45 i'm all puffy looking there's been a lot

10:45 i'm all puffy looking there's been a lot of crying today but let's just stop with

10:48 of crying today but let's just stop with

10:48 of crying today but let's just stop with the good news she's alive she's well the

10:50 the good news she's alive she's well the

10:50 the good news she's alive she's well the surgery seems to be successful so far

10:53 surgery seems to be successful so far

10:53 surgery seems to be successful so far our little alley lives

10:55 our little alley lives

10:55 our little alley lives to fight another day there's obviously

10:57 to fight another day there's obviously

10:57 to fight another day there's obviously going to be some down time for a while

10:59 going to be some down time for a while

10:59 going to be some down time for a while for both of us

11:00 for both of us

11:00 for both of us and she's healing and everything like

11:01 and she's healing and everything like

11:01 and she's healing and everything like that but as soon as she's ready i

11:02 that but as soon as she's ready i

11:02 that but as soon as she's ready i promise i'll be back and give you guys

11:04 promise i'll be back and give you guys

11:04 promise i'll be back and give you guys all an update and i know she'll want to

11:06 all an update and i know she'll want to

11:06 all an update and i know she'll want to too she'll probably do it first on her

11:08 too she'll probably do it first on her

11:08 too she'll probably do it first on her instagram she likes instagram or i'll

11:09 instagram she likes instagram or i'll

11:09 instagram she likes instagram or i'll post something on instagram later today

11:12 post something on instagram later today

11:12 post something on instagram later today that's a little bit easier than for her

11:13 that's a little bit easier than for her

11:13 that's a little bit easier than for her trying to talk or you know doing any

11:15 trying to talk or you know doing any

11:15 trying to talk or you know doing any kind of video in there i'm just over the

11:18 kind of video in there i'm just over the

11:18 kind of video in there i'm just over the moon i'm so happy

11:19 moon i'm so happy

11:19 moon i'm so happy i feel so tired now though because i

11:21 i feel so tired now though because i

11:21 i feel so tired now though because i feel so relieved she's out she's okay

11:23 feel so relieved she's out she's okay

11:23 feel so relieved she's out she's okay and i just feel like crumpling down and

11:26 and i just feel like crumpling down and

11:26 and i just feel like crumpling down and passing out so i'm gonna go drink a

11:28 passing out so i'm gonna go drink a

11:28 passing out so i'm gonna go drink a little more caffeine so that when they

11:29 little more caffeine so that when they

11:29 little more caffeine so that when they call me be ready to go in that room for

11:32 call me be ready to go in that room for

11:32 call me be ready to go in that room for now we've all especially ali done our

11:34 now we've all especially ali done our

11:34 now we've all especially ali done our duty so it's time to go home and sleep

11:37 duty so it's time to go home and sleep

11:37 duty so it's time to go home and sleep well

11:38 well

11:38 well hug your loved ones everybody thank you

11:40 hug your loved ones everybody thank you

11:40 hug your loved ones everybody thank you so much for giving me someone to talk to

11:42 so much for giving me someone to talk to

11:42 so much for giving me someone to talk to it's something to do with my brain so

11:43 it's something to do with my brain so

11:43 it's something to do with my brain so that i didn't go crazy waiting today

11:45 that i didn't go crazy waiting today

11:46 that i didn't go crazy waiting today i'll let you know what happens i'll see

11:47 i'll let you know what happens i'll see

11:47 i'll let you know what happens i'll see you next time

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