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it's
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it's almost impossible to
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almost impossible to
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almost impossible to hear but there is
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hear but there is
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hear but there is actually
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actually
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actually thunder and lightning
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thunder and lightning
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thunder and lightning happening in Southern
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California
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California weird today I meant to be at Disneyland
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weird today I meant to be at Disneyland
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weird today I meant to be at Disneyland I was going to go ride the Mark Twain my
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I was going to go ride the Mark Twain my
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I was going to go ride the Mark Twain my favorite boat I was going to go ride the
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favorite boat I was going to go ride the
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favorite boat I was going to go ride the trains they're all reopen now very
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trains they're all reopen now very
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trains they're all reopen now very excited about it but then of course
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excited about it but then of course
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excited about it but then of course the thunder or lightning and baby said
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the thunder or lightning and baby said
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the thunder or lightning and baby said dance dance magic dance put that magic
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dance dance magic dance put that magic
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dance dance magic dance put that magic spell on me slap that baby make him
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spell on me slap that baby make him
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spell on me slap that baby make him pay so since that's out of the question
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pay so since that's out of the question
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pay so since that's out of the question I'm just home and since I'm home I
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I'm just home and since I'm home I
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I'm just home and since I'm home I figured that it's a good time for it's
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a yeah M doesn't like it it's up it
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a yeah M doesn't like it it's up it happen
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happen
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happen sometimes hey little bit little bab bit
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sometimes hey little bit little bab bit
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sometimes hey little bit little bab bit they don't like when I sing something
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they don't like when I sing something
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they don't like when I sing something about the way I sing bothers these cats
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about the way I sing bothers these cats
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about the way I sing bothers these cats I love to sing anyway I'm going to keep
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I love to sing anyway I'm going to keep
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I love to sing anyway I'm going to keep this short and sweet I just realized I
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this short and sweet I just realized I
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this short and sweet I just realized I hadn't talked about this subject in a
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hadn't talked about this subject in a
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hadn't talked about this subject in a long
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long
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long time and it was a subject worth
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time and it was a subject worth
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time and it was a subject worth mentioning somebody pointed out to me
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mentioning somebody pointed out to me
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mentioning somebody pointed out to me that just two days ago possibly three by
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that just two days ago possibly three by
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that just two days ago possibly three by the time you see this just a few days
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the time you see this just a few days
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the time you see this just a few days ago marked the third anniversary
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ago marked the third anniversary
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ago marked the third anniversary of the first time that I ever went down
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of the first time that I ever went down
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of the first time that I ever went down to Disneyland at night and did a video
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to Disneyland at night and did a video
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to Disneyland at night and did a video about the Quest for positivity we are
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about the Quest for positivity we are
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about the Quest for positivity we are now over a thousand days of the quest
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now over a thousand days of the quest
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now over a thousand days of the quest and three years the Quest for positivity
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and three years the Quest for positivity
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and three years the Quest for positivity that is a pretty crazy mindblowing thing
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that is a pretty crazy mindblowing thing
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that is a pretty crazy mindblowing thing now I know a lot of you have come on
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now I know a lot of you have come on
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now I know a lot of you have come on board in the past year or two maybe you
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board in the past year or two maybe you
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board in the past year or two maybe you haven't heard of the Quest for
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haven't heard of the Quest for
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haven't heard of the Quest for positivity you can always go backwards
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positivity you can always go backwards
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positivity you can always go backwards in my videos or Google the origins of
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in my videos or Google the origins of
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in my videos or Google the origins of the Quest for positivity explains it a
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the Quest for positivity explains it a
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the Quest for positivity explains it a lot more basically I went through a long
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lot more basically I went through a long
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lot more basically I went through a long traumatic horrible thing I don't like to
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traumatic horrible thing I don't like to
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traumatic horrible thing I don't like to rehash it all over and over again but if
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rehash it all over and over again but if
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rehash it all over and over again but if I have to explain what it is I went
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I have to explain what it is I went
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I have to explain what it is I went through a crazy divorce I was uh having
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through a crazy divorce I was uh having
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through a crazy divorce I was uh having to leave my house I was having to leave
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to leave my house I was having to leave
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to leave my house I was having to leave my other cars behind was having to move
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my other cars behind was having to move
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my other cars behind was having to move out of the same house as my kid you know
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out of the same house as my kid you know
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out of the same house as my kid you know the whole custody and lawyers part was
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the whole custody and lawyers part was
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the whole custody and lawyers part was all ahead I had no job because I had
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all ahead I had no job because I had
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all ahead I had no job because I had been a stay-at-home parent I had no
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been a stay-at-home parent I had no
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been a stay-at-home parent I had no prospects no idea what I was going to do
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prospects no idea what I was going to do
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prospects no idea what I was going to do all I had was making a few silly YouTube
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all I had was making a few silly YouTube
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all I had was making a few silly YouTube videos in my spare time I had just quit
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videos in my spare time I had just quit
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videos in my spare time I had just quit my band so in Rapid succession I lost my
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my band so in Rapid succession I lost my
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my band so in Rapid succession I lost my band my house my kid my ex-wife my whole
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band my house my kid my ex-wife my whole
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band my house my kid my ex-wife my whole universe got my life got twist turned
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universe got my life got twist turned
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universe got my life got twist turned upside down okay so I'd like to take a
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upside down okay so I'd like to take a
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upside down okay so I'd like to take a minute just sit right there and tell you
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minute just sit right there and tell you
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minute just sit right there and tell you just a little bit about how I became
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just a little bit about how I became
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just a little bit about how I became part of the Quest for positivity so I
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part of the Quest for positivity so I
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part of the Quest for positivity so I had heard somewhere I think it was part
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had heard somewhere I think it was part
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had heard somewhere I think it was part of either some marriage counseling that
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of either some marriage counseling that
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of either some marriage counseling that we tried failure or whatever it was
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we tried failure or whatever it was
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we tried failure or whatever it was where the quote was you can't always
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where the quote was you can't always
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where the quote was you can't always control your circumstances actually it
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control your circumstances actually it
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control your circumstances actually it was you can't control your circumstances
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was you can't control your circumstances
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was you can't control your circumstances but you can always control the way you
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but you can always control the way you
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but you can always control the way you react to them which I disagree with so
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react to them which I disagree with so
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react to them which I disagree with so my version of this quote is you can't
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my version of this quote is you can't
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my version of this quote is you can't always control your circumstances
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always control your circumstances
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always control your circumstances sometimes you can but you can almost
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sometimes you can but you can almost
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sometimes you can but you can almost always control the way that you react to
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always control the way that you react to
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always control the way that you react to them and so I decided that even though I
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them and so I decided that even though I
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them and so I decided that even though I was terrified I was full of anxi full of
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was terrified I was full of anxi full of
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was terrified I was full of anxi full of a lot of anger and a lot of apathy at
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a lot of anger and a lot of apathy at
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a lot of anger and a lot of apathy at the same time figure that one out uh and
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the same time figure that one out uh and
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the same time figure that one out uh and I was confused I was just completely
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I was confused I was just completely
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I was confused I was just completely lost it's like I I I meet people who
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lost it's like I I I meet people who
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lost it's like I I I meet people who have lost their jobs I meet people who
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have lost their jobs I meet people who
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have lost their jobs I meet people who have are going through similar
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have are going through similar
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have are going through similar situations and even at the uh horror
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situations and even at the uh horror
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situations and even at the uh horror convention the other day I met someone
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convention the other day I met someone
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convention the other day I met someone who's like dude you know I went through
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who's like dude you know I went through
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who's like dude you know I went through this terrible breakup I had a move I
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this terrible breakup I had a move I
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this terrible breakup I had a move I lost my job all this stuff you know
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lost my job all this stuff you know
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lost my job all this stuff you know thanks for the Quest for positivity
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thanks for the Quest for positivity
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thanks for the Quest for positivity videos I I realized that even though I
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videos I I realized that even though I
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videos I I realized that even though I was in that position I had to take
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was in that position I had to take
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was in that position I had to take control of the one thing
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control of the one thing
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control of the one thing I could take control of and that was my
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I could take control of and that was my
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I could take control of and that was my attitude I had always been one of those
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attitude I had always been one of those
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attitude I had always been one of those people who was a victim of my
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people who was a victim of my
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people who was a victim of my circumstances so if the circumstances
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circumstances so if the circumstances
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circumstances so if the circumstances were bad whether I put myself in them or
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were bad whether I put myself in them or
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were bad whether I put myself in them or not I let my attitude be full of anxiety
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not I let my attitude be full of anxiety
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not I let my attitude be full of anxiety full of fear full of stress and I just
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full of fear full of stress and I just
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full of fear full of stress and I just let that rule me there's all this stuff
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let that rule me there's all this stuff
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let that rule me there's all this stuff to be stressed out about there go I must
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to be stressed out about there go I must
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to be stressed out about there go I must be stressed out I must be negative I
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be stressed out I must be negative I
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be stressed out I must be negative I must be frustrated this is the perfect
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must be frustrated this is the perfect
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must be frustrated this is the perfect time for that and what I realized was
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time for that and what I realized was
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time for that and what I realized was with the whole quest for positivity
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with the whole quest for positivity
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with the whole quest for positivity thing is that I really needed to put
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thing is that I really needed to put
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thing is that I really needed to put some effort
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some effort
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some effort behind just keeping a positive mental
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behind just keeping a positive mental
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behind just keeping a positive mental attitude for several reasons but the
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attitude for several reasons but the
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attitude for several reasons but the most obvious one is that I was in a bad
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most obvious one is that I was in a bad
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most obvious one is that I was in a bad circumstance right and many of you
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circumstance right and many of you
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circumstance right and many of you aren't in bad circumstances maybe you're
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aren't in bad circumstances maybe you're
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aren't in bad circumstances maybe you're just in a normal boring circumstance
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just in a normal boring circumstance
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just in a normal boring circumstance you're just in a rut whatever it is so
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you're just in a rut whatever it is so
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you're just in a rut whatever it is so this applies but this still applies to
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this applies but this still applies to
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this applies but this still applies to everyone which is that if you're going
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everyone which is that if you're going
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everyone which is that if you're going to be negative you're going to be
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to be negative you're going to be
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to be negative you're going to be stressed out if you're letting all that
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stressed out if you're letting all that
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stressed out if you're letting all that affect you if you're letting yourself
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affect you if you're letting yourself
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affect you if you're letting yourself lash out and continue poisoning the
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lash out and continue poisoning the
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lash out and continue poisoning the water hole with the negativity you're
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water hole with the negativity you're
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water hole with the negativity you're you're going to make decisions coming
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you're going to make decisions coming
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you're going to make decisions coming from a negative place you're going to
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from a negative place you're going to
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from a negative place you're going to see the world in a negative way it's a
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see the world in a negative way it's a
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see the world in a negative way it's a confirmation bias thing right if you're
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confirmation bias thing right if you're
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confirmation bias thing right if you're negative you're going to be looking out
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negative you're going to be looking out
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negative you're going to be looking out there and finding all the things that
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there and finding all the things that
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there and finding all the things that prove that you're right that everything
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prove that you're right that everything
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prove that you're right that everything is
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is
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is negative it's really hard to do because
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negative it's really hard to do because
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negative it's really hard to do because it sounds so simplistic and it's not as
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it sounds so simplistic and it's not as
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it sounds so simplistic and it's not as easy as it sounds to actually put
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easy as it sounds to actually put
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easy as it sounds to actually put yourself
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yourself
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yourself through the effort to train your brain
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through the effort to train your brain
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through the effort to train your brain to think a different way not to just
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to think a different way not to just
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to think a different way not to just think positively like everything's row
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think positively like everything's row
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think positively like everything's row and fluffy butterflies cuz the first
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and fluffy butterflies cuz the first
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and fluffy butterflies cuz the first step of the Quest for positivity is
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step of the Quest for positivity is
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step of the Quest for positivity is realizing like this sucks this situation
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realizing like this sucks this situation
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realizing like this sucks this situation is entirely hopeless it it's completely
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is entirely hopeless it it's completely
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is entirely hopeless it it's completely bad it's no good you know people close
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bad it's no good you know people close
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bad it's no good you know people close to me are negative or my situation is
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to me are negative or my situation is
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to me are negative or my situation is negative my job is NE whatever it is is
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negative my job is NE whatever it is is
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negative my job is NE whatever it is is super negative this completely sucks but
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super negative this completely sucks but
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super negative this completely sucks but what's step two step two is trying to
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what's step two step two is trying to
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what's step two step two is trying to find the good in the situation and if
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find the good in the situation and if
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find the good in the situation and if there is no good in the situation
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there is no good in the situation
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there is no good in the situation because there's not always a silver
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because there's not always a silver
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because there's not always a silver lining there is no good in the situation
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lining there is no good in the situation
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lining there is no good in the situation it's to try to preserve a little hope
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it's to try to preserve a little hope
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it's to try to preserve a little hope for the future the first step of doing
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for the future the first step of doing
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for the future the first step of doing that I found was to practice
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that I found was to practice
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that I found was to practice gratefulness so for example I didn't
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gratefulness so for example I didn't
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gratefulness so for example I didn't feel very grateful to be alive I didn't
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feel very grateful to be alive I didn't
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feel very grateful to be alive I didn't really feel like being alive at that
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really feel like being alive at that
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really feel like being alive at that time but I really stopped and thought
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time but I really stopped and thought
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time but I really stopped and thought about it like well at least I'm alive
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about it like well at least I'm alive
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about it like well at least I'm alive I'm somewhat healthy I have this
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I'm somewhat healthy I have this
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I'm somewhat healthy I have this Disneyland P just simple things I I can
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Disneyland P just simple things I I can
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Disneyland P just simple things I I can go to Disneyland I I've got my mom and
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go to Disneyland I I've got my mom and
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go to Disneyland I I've got my mom and my dad they're super awesome so I've got
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my dad they're super awesome so I've got
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my dad they're super awesome so I've got family behind me at least I'm I'm not
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family behind me at least I'm I'm not
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family behind me at least I'm I'm not going to starve right this minute you
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going to starve right this minute you
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going to starve right this minute you know you find the smallest thing to try
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know you find the smallest thing to try
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know you find the smallest thing to try to be grateful for and you practice
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to be grateful for and you practice
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to be grateful for and you practice trying to find those things cuz at first
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trying to find those things cuz at first
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trying to find those things cuz at first you go what are you grateful for today
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you go what are you grateful for today
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you go what are you grateful for today um you know my I got my health and my
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um you know my I got my health and my
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um you know my I got my health and my family's here or I don't have my health
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family's here or I don't have my health
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family's here or I don't have my health uh but I've got a nice car whatever it
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uh but I've got a nice car whatever it
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uh but I've got a nice car whatever it is you have to kind of almost train
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is you have to kind of almost train
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is you have to kind of almost train yourself to see you know the blessings
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yourself to see you know the blessings
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yourself to see you know the blessings or the good the positive things in your
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or the good the positive things in your
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or the good the positive things in your life and then you start going backwards
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life and then you start going backwards
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life and then you start going backwards in your head through some other negative
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in your head through some other negative
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in your head through some other negative experiences that you've been through or
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experiences that you've been through or
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experiences that you've been through or some the bad things you've been through
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some the bad things you've been through
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some the bad things you've been through and look at how they've turned out look
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and look at how they've turned out look
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and look at how they've turned out look at how they've turned out for the good
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at how they've turned out for the good
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at how they've turned out for the good and you think okay maybe maybe this
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and you think okay maybe maybe this
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and you think okay maybe maybe this won't be a complete disaster for me I
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won't be a complete disaster for me I
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won't be a complete disaster for me I was like well I'm staying with my
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was like well I'm staying with my
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was like well I'm staying with my parents for now I don't have anything
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parents for now I don't have anything
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parents for now I don't have anything else going on maybe I can just maybe I
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else going on maybe I can just maybe I
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else going on maybe I can just maybe I can use this as a chance to do these
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can use this as a chance to do these
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can use this as a chance to do these YouTube videos to to for a little while
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YouTube videos to to for a little while
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YouTube videos to to for a little while orever and look how everything has
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orever and look how everything has
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orever and look how everything has changed in three years my life has
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changed in three years my life has
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changed in three years my life has completely changed I have a whole
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completely changed I have a whole
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completely changed I have a whole different job a whole different life
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different job a whole different life
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different job a whole different life path that I never had before there there
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path that I never had before there there
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path that I never had before there there were a lot of friends that I loved that
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were a lot of friends that I loved that
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were a lot of friends that I loved that were really close to me that I miss that
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were really close to me that I miss that
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were really close to me that I miss that I love to be around but I realize that
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I love to be around but I realize that
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I love to be around but I realize that those people for whatever reason
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those people for whatever reason
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those people for whatever reason stressed me out I had to kind of push
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stressed me out I had to kind of push
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stressed me out I had to kind of push back on some a lot of the people I knew
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back on some a lot of the people I knew
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back on some a lot of the people I knew to kind of leave space for New
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to kind of leave space for New
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to kind of leave space for New Opportunities new people to come in I
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Opportunities new people to come in I
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Opportunities new people to come in I made some of the best friends I've ever
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made some of the best friends I've ever
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made some of the best friends I've ever had in my entire life in the last three
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had in my entire life in the last three
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had in my entire life in the last three years as a result so what I'm trying to
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years as a result so what I'm trying to
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years as a result so what I'm trying to get at is basically it's not always the
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get at is basically it's not always the
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get at is basically it's not always the end of the world especially if you take
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end of the world especially if you take
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end of the world especially if you take control somewhat of your attitude and
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control somewhat of your attitude and
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control somewhat of your attitude and just be positive it sounds simple it
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just be positive it sounds simple it
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just be positive it sounds simple it sounds stupid I've had some people
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sounds stupid I've had some people
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sounds stupid I've had some people totally ruthlessly mock me for this but
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totally ruthlessly mock me for this but
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totally ruthlessly mock me for this but I swear it completely saved my life and
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I swear it completely saved my life and
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I swear it completely saved my life and changed my life for the good of course I
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changed my life for the good of course I
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changed my life for the good of course I wasn't alone in the Quest for positivity
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wasn't alone in the Quest for positivity
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wasn't alone in the Quest for positivity me personally I've had people come up
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me personally I've had people come up
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me personally I've had people come up like thank you for the quest positivity
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like thank you for the quest positivity
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like thank you for the quest positivity it saved my life I put some of that
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it saved my life I put some of that
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it saved my life I put some of that stuff into practice I'm I've gone on and
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stuff into practice I'm I've gone on and
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stuff into practice I'm I've gone on and on about this in other videos so you can
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on about this in other videos so you can
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on about this in other videos so you can go backwards and find them if you're
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go backwards and find them if you're
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go backwards and find them if you're going through a hard time go back and
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going through a hard time go back and
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going through a hard time go back and look up some of those videos but I of
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look up some of those videos but I of
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look up some of those videos but I of course wasn't always alone because I had
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course wasn't always alone because I had
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course wasn't always alone because I had a lot of you guys out there being
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a lot of you guys out there being
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a lot of you guys out there being positive being supportive leaving nice
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positive being supportive leaving nice
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positive being supportive leaving nice comments sending weird stuff to me in
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comments sending weird stuff to me in
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comments sending weird stuff to me in the mail meeting me out wherever I
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the mail meeting me out wherever I
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the mail meeting me out wherever I happen to be and giving me a hug which
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happen to be and giving me a hug which
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happen to be and giving me a hug which that stuff was so great I am eternally
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that stuff was so great I am eternally
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that stuff was so great I am eternally grateful for all that positive stuff you
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grateful for all that positive stuff you
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grateful for all that positive stuff you see you don't realize that leaving a
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see you don't realize that leaving a
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see you don't realize that leaving a positive comment on something can have a
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positive comment on something can have a
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positive comment on something can have a dramatically positive effect right
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dramatically positive effect right
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dramatically positive effect right there's haters and trolls out there who
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there's haters and trolls out there who
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there's haters and trolls out there who go around all the do is leave negative
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go around all the do is leave negative
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go around all the do is leave negative comments and then there's people do
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comments and then there's people do
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comments and then there's people do horrible things because they're in
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horrible things because they're in
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horrible things because they're in despair because they're getting bullied
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despair because they're getting bullied
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despair because they're getting bullied or whatever it is so we understand that
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or whatever it is so we understand that
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or whatever it is so we understand that these can have negative consequences but
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these can have negative consequences but
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these can have negative consequences but we never think about the positive do we
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we never think about the positive do we
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we never think about the positive do we somebody puts a nice picture online and
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somebody puts a nice picture online and
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somebody puts a nice picture online and you say wow you know that's a really
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you say wow you know that's a really
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you say wow you know that's a really that's a great picture that can boost
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that's a great picture that can boost
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that's a great picture that can boost their entire day often people are
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their entire day often people are
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their entire day often people are struggling in a way that we never even
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struggling in a way that we never even
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struggling in a way that we never even stop to think about maybe that person
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stop to think about maybe that person
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stop to think about maybe that person over there looks like they've got it all
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over there looks like they've got it all
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over there looks like they've got it all together is having a crazy struggle is
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together is having a crazy struggle is
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together is having a crazy struggle is having the worst day of their life and
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having the worst day of their life and
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having the worst day of their life and just saying something nice or just
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just saying something nice or just
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just saying something nice or just giving them a hug or just saying hey I
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giving them a hug or just saying hey I
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giving them a hug or just saying hey I really like your T-shirt can make all
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really like your T-shirt can make all
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really like your T-shirt can make all the difference so that's part of the
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the difference so that's part of the
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the difference so that's part of the Quest for positivity too is trying to
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Quest for positivity too is trying to
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Quest for positivity too is trying to put as much energy as you can into
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put as much energy as you can into
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put as much energy as you can into putting out positivity in the world
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putting out positivity in the world
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putting out positivity in the world whether that's something creative like
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whether that's something creative like
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whether that's something creative like doing paintings or um I don't know
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doing paintings or um I don't know
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doing paintings or um I don't know drawing smiley faces and white out on
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drawing smiley faces and white out on
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drawing smiley faces and white out on the little crosswalk guy whatever it is
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the little crosswalk guy whatever it is
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the little crosswalk guy whatever it is to put something positive out the world
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to put something positive out the world
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to put something positive out the world just even if you're walking around
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just even if you're walking around
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just even if you're walking around giving people a smile it can really make
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giving people a smile it can really make
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giving people a smile it can really make all the difference I remember talking to
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all the difference I remember talking to
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all the difference I remember talking to someone a friend of mine who's having
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someone a friend of mine who's having
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someone a friend of mine who's having like this horrible horrible day and and
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like this horrible horrible day and and
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like this horrible horrible day and and we were talking about how you know it's
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we were talking about how you know it's
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we were talking about how you know it's a good thing in this world it's a
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a good thing in this world it's a
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a good thing in this world it's a difficult thing to make even five people
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difficult thing to make even five people
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difficult thing to make even five people smile much less 10 and I was trying to
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smile much less 10 and I was trying to
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smile much less 10 and I was trying to you know practice the gratefulness I
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you know practice the gratefulness I
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you know practice the gratefulness I think at the time I had maybe 400
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think at the time I had maybe 400
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think at the time I had maybe 400 subscribers or something on this channel
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subscribers or something on this channel
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subscribers or something on this channel and I was saying isn't it cool I could
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and I was saying isn't it cool I could
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and I was saying isn't it cool I could make three or 400 people smile a day
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make three or 400 people smile a day
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make three or 400 people smile a day that is so worthwhile you know what a
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that is so worthwhile you know what a
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that is so worthwhile you know what a worthwhile goal to try to do that and he
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worthwhile goal to try to do that and he
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worthwhile goal to try to do that and he was talking about how uh one day he was
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was talking about how uh one day he was
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was talking about how uh one day he was having like the worst day of his life
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having like the worst day of his life
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having like the worst day of his life you know and all that happened he's
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you know and all that happened he's
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you know and all that happened he's walking down the street feeling all
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walking down the street feeling all
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walking down the street feeling all negative and uh a person walked by and
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negative and uh a person walked by and
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negative and uh a person walked by and just just gave him a smile and how it
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just just gave him a smile and how it
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just just gave him a smile and how it completely flipped his attitude all the
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completely flipped his attitude all the
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completely flipped his attitude all the way around so you never know if holding
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way around so you never know if holding
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way around so you never know if holding the door open for someone helping them
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the door open for someone helping them
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the door open for someone helping them carry something doing something very
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carry something doing something very
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carry something doing something very simple can be the thing that completely
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simple can be the thing that completely
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simple can be the thing that completely turns their day around and maybe that
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turns their day around and maybe that
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turns their day around and maybe that day is the day they turn their whole
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day is the day they turn their whole
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day is the day they turn their whole life around so it's just it's also about
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life around so it's just it's also about
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life around so it's just it's also about just trying to put as much positivity
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just trying to put as much positivity
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just trying to put as much positivity out there in the universe nobody's
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out there in the universe nobody's
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out there in the universe nobody's perfect everybody's going to have grumpy
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perfect everybody's going to have grumpy
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perfect everybody's going to have grumpy days I certainly had days where and
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days I certainly had days where and
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days I certainly had days where and sometimes it's healthy to have those
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sometimes it's healthy to have those
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sometimes it's healthy to have those days where you're just like I give up
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days where you're just like I give up
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days where you're just like I give up everything's horrible but the important
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everything's horrible but the important
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everything's horrible but the important part is to not let that bad day or that
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part is to not let that bad day or that
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part is to not let that bad day or that setback or that little slide back down
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setback or that little slide back down
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setback or that little slide back down the hill mess you up on your quest the
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the hill mess you up on your quest the
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the hill mess you up on your quest the overall Quest must continue you got to
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overall Quest must continue you got to
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overall Quest must continue you got to get back up the next day and say I'm
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get back up the next day and say I'm
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get back up the next day and say I'm going to keep going I'm going to keep
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going to keep going I'm going to keep
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going to keep going I'm going to keep fighting there's times now where I got
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fighting there's times now where I got
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fighting there's times now where I got medical bills Ally had those medical
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medical bills Ally had those medical
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medical bills Ally had those medical procedures and there's a fat stack of
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procedures and there's a fat stack of
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procedures and there's a fat stack of thousands of dollars of debt waiting for
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thousands of dollars of debt waiting for
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thousands of dollars of debt waiting for me to pay off and there's all kind I got
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me to pay off and there's all kind I got
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me to pay off and there's all kind I got back from that Route 66 trip which went
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back from that Route 66 trip which went
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back from that Route 66 trip which went a lot longer than I thought so a lot of
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a lot longer than I thought so a lot of
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a lot longer than I thought so a lot of stuff piled up on me and I was just
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stuff piled up on me and I was just
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stuff piled up on me and I was just sitting there yesterday going like what
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sitting there yesterday going like what
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sitting there yesterday going like what what I going to do I need a George
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what I going to do I need a George
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what I going to do I need a George Bailey moment over here you know that
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Bailey moment over here you know that
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Bailey moment over here you know that kind of thing but then I realized like
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kind of thing but then I realized like
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kind of thing but then I realized like it's going to be it's going to be fine
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it's going to be it's going to be fine
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it's going to be it's going to be fine and even if some of these things aren't
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and even if some of these things aren't
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and even if some of these things aren't going to be fine not those things
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going to be fine not those things
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going to be fine not those things particular those will be fine but even
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particular those will be fine but even
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particular those will be fine but even if there's things that come along that
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if there's things that come along that
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if there's things that come along that aren't going to be fine being negative
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aren't going to be fine being negative
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aren't going to be fine being negative and losing my mind isn't going to help
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and losing my mind isn't going to help
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and losing my mind isn't going to help you got to be positive so it was crazy
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you got to be positive so it was crazy
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you got to be positive so it was crazy that somebody pointed out three years of
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that somebody pointed out three years of
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that somebody pointed out three years of the Quest for positivity I would really
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the Quest for positivity I would really
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the Quest for positivity I would really like to go back if I ever have time to
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like to go back if I ever have time to
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like to go back if I ever have time to all the videos on the subject of the
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all the videos on the subject of the
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all the videos on the subject of the Quest for positivity and transcribe them
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Quest for positivity and transcribe them
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Quest for positivity and transcribe them into text and see if I could put them
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into text and see if I could put them
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into text and see if I could put them together in like a pamphlet form I don't
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together in like a pamphlet form I don't
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together in like a pamphlet form I don't know if it'd be long enough for book
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know if it'd be long enough for book
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know if it'd be long enough for book like reorganize them and edit them a
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like reorganize them and edit them a
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like reorganize them and edit them a little bit I put it out there just
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little bit I put it out there just
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little bit I put it out there just because when people ask me like oh man
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because when people ask me like oh man
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because when people ask me like oh man how did you stay positive with this or
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how did you stay positive with this or
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how did you stay positive with this or whatever I would love to have it like
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whatever I would love to have it like
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whatever I would love to have it like bam here you go it's all in one place
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bam here you go it's all in one place
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bam here you go it's all in one place instead of scattered through all those
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instead of scattered through all those
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instead of scattered through all those videos but either way can you believe it
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videos but either way can you believe it
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videos but either way can you believe it three years of the Quest for positivity
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three years of the Quest for positivity
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three years of the Quest for positivity all I want to say is there are many
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all I want to say is there are many
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all I want to say is there are many other Solutions right there's therapy
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other Solutions right there's therapy
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other Solutions right there's therapy which something I strongly strongly
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which something I strongly strongly
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which something I strongly strongly endorse that if you're having a lot of
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endorse that if you're having a lot of
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endorse that if you're having a lot of problems and you feel completely
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problems and you feel completely
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problems and you feel completely overwhelmed having someone to talk to
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overwhelmed having someone to talk to
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overwhelmed having someone to talk to that's a professional with stress
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that's a professional with stress
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that's a professional with stress relieving techniques or even if there's
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relieving techniques or even if there's
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relieving techniques or even if there's other mental issues going on therapy can
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other mental issues going on therapy can
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other mental issues going on therapy can be a great thing or counselors of course
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be a great thing or counselors of course
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be a great thing or counselors of course people have their faith that's always a
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people have their faith that's always a
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people have their faith that's always a good thing your family good people to
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good thing your family good people to
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good thing your family good people to talk to is very important um if you're
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talk to is very important um if you're
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talk to is very important um if you're lonely there's all kinds of people
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lonely there's all kinds of people
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lonely there's all kinds of people online the online could be a scary
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online the online could be a scary
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online the online could be a scary negative place but the internet is also
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negative place but the internet is also
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negative place but the internet is also full of really kind really amazing
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full of really kind really amazing
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full of really kind really amazing people take time out of their day to
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people take time out of their day to
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people take time out of their day to talk to strangers about all kinds of
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talk to strangers about all kinds of
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talk to strangers about all kinds of things
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things
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things so uh I can't remember where I was going
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so uh I can't remember where I was going
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so uh I can't remember where I was going with that but there are lots of other
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with that but there are lots of other
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with that but there are lots of other things but the point of all this is that
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things but the point of all this is that
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things but the point of all this is that after three years now I can officially I
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after three years now I can officially I
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after three years now I can officially I think say the Quest for positivity also
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think say the Quest for positivity also
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think say the Quest for positivity also works it's also a good it's a good thing
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works it's also a good it's a good thing
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works it's also a good it's a good thing to add to those other things if you got
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to add to those other things if you got
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to add to those other things if you got nothing then there you go quest for
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nothing then there you go quest for
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nothing then there you go quest for positivity but if you have other things
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positivity but if you have other things
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positivity but if you have other things in your life something to add to it the
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in your life something to add to it the
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in your life something to add to it the Quest for positivity just taking that
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Quest for positivity just taking that
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Quest for positivity just taking that little nugget you know I believe that
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little nugget you know I believe that
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little nugget you know I believe that love is better than hate kindness is
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love is better than hate kindness is
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love is better than hate kindness is better than cruelty whenever possible
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better than cruelty whenever possible
13:38
better than cruelty whenever possible forgiveness is better than revenge or
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forgiveness is better than revenge or
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forgiveness is better than revenge or bitterness and uh really that you can
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bitterness and uh really that you can
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bitterness and uh really that you can control your
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control your
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control your reaction to circumstances around you at
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reaction to circumstances around you at
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reaction to circumstances around you at first that's very hard right at first
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first that's very hard right at first
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first that's very hard right at first that's really hard no one tells you that
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that's really hard no one tells you that
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that's really hard no one tells you that part oh you can control your reaction to
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part oh you can control your reaction to
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part oh you can control your reaction to anything yeah if someone comes up and
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anything yeah if someone comes up and
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anything yeah if someone comes up and punches in the face I can control my
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punches in the face I can control my
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punches in the face I can control my reaction and not punch back or not
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reaction and not punch back or not
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reaction and not punch back or not scream but it's very difficult to put a
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scream but it's very difficult to put a
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scream but it's very difficult to put a smile back on your face when something
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smile back on your face when something
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smile back on your face when something happens so when life punches you you
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happens so when life punches you you
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happens so when life punches you you actually can walk away and go you know
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actually can walk away and go you know
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actually can walk away and go you know what I'm going to be okay and not take
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what I'm going to be okay and not take
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what I'm going to be okay and not take on all the stress not take on all the
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on all the stress not take on all the
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on all the stress not take on all the fear not take on all the worry but it
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fear not take on all the worry but it
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fear not take on all the worry but it doesn't happen overnight three years
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doesn't happen overnight three years
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doesn't happen overnight three years later I'm still struggling with that
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later I'm still struggling with that
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later I'm still struggling with that sometimes some and what's funny is
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sometimes some and what's funny is
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sometimes some and what's funny is sometimes big horrible things can happen
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sometimes big horrible things can happen
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sometimes big horrible things can happen to me and I have the knowledge now and
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to me and I have the knowledge now and
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to me and I have the knowledge now and the the the exercise to go oh and the
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the the the exercise to go oh and the
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the the the exercise to go oh and the experience to go okay this isn't going
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experience to go okay this isn't going
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experience to go okay this isn't going to crush me but then some little thing
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to crush me but then some little thing
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to crush me but then some little thing will happen in traffic and I'll lose my
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will happen in traffic and I'll lose my
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will happen in traffic and I'll lose my mind you know so it's an ongoing process
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mind you know so it's an ongoing process
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mind you know so it's an ongoing process of trying to be positive trying to be
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of trying to be positive trying to be
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of trying to be positive trying to be grateful trying to see the world in a
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grateful trying to see the world in a
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grateful trying to see the world in a positive way that's not always a
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positive way that's not always a
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positive way that's not always a negative place it's not always a dark
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negative place it's not always a dark
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negative place it's not always a dark place and that largely whatever you
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place and that largely whatever you
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place and that largely whatever you strongly believe the world is will come
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strongly believe the world is will come
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strongly believe the world is will come true so I see a lot of hate comments I
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true so I see a lot of hate comments I
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true so I see a lot of hate comments I get a lot of hate too I see a lot of
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get a lot of hate too I see a lot of
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get a lot of hate too I see a lot of hateful bitter people out there and I
14:56
hateful bitter people out there and I
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hateful bitter people out there and I never get mad I always think geez what
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never get mad I always think geez what
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never get mad I always think geez what happened to them what's going on in here
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happened to them what's going on in here
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happened to them what's going on in here that that makes them so I heard a thing
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that that makes them so I heard a thing
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that that makes them so I heard a thing about abuse
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about abuse
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about abuse once where someone described your your
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once where someone described your your
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once where someone described your your life is and your love and everything you
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life is and your love and everything you
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life is and your love and everything you have to give is like a bucket of Pure
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have to give is like a bucket of Pure
15:11
have to give is like a bucket of Pure Clean Water right and you see these
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Clean Water right and you see these
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Clean Water right and you see these thirsty people around you you're happy
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thirsty people around you you're happy
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thirsty people around you you're happy you're a positive person and you give
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you're a positive person and you give
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you're a positive person and you give them a cup of this pure great water then
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them a cup of this pure great water then
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them a cup of this pure great water then when you're abused and that can mean
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when you're abused and that can mean
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when you're abused and that can mean anything someone's mean to you someone's
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anything someone's mean to you someone's
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anything someone's mean to you someone's nasty bad things happen to you in your
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nasty bad things happen to you in your
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nasty bad things happen to you in your life or a bad situation can poison you
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life or a bad situation can poison you
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life or a bad situation can poison you too but I'm just going to use the word
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too but I'm just going to use the word
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too but I'm just going to use the word abuse for Simplicity sake when you're
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abuse for Simplicity sake when you're
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abuse for Simplicity sake when you're abuse or something negative happens to
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abuse or something negative happens to
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abuse or something negative happens to you it's like someone puts a drop of
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you it's like someone puts a drop of
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you it's like someone puts a drop of blood into that Pure Clean Water just a
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blood into that Pure Clean Water just a
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blood into that Pure Clean Water just a drop of disgusting nasty filthy blood
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drop of disgusting nasty filthy blood
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drop of disgusting nasty filthy blood and what happens to a lot of people is
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and what happens to a lot of people is
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and what happens to a lot of people is that they take that little drop of blood
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that they take that little drop of blood
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that they take that little drop of blood and then they go around giving people of
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and then they go around giving people of
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and then they go around giving people of themselves when they're poisoned with
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themselves when they're poisoned with
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themselves when they're poisoned with that just that little taint of stuff and
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that just that little taint of stuff and
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that just that little taint of stuff and try to pass on well that's negative
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try to pass on well that's negative
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try to pass on well that's negative comments on the internet they're lashing
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comments on the internet they're lashing
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comments on the internet they're lashing out with hate they're rude to the people
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out with hate they're rude to the people
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out with hate they're rude to the people around them they pass on that little bit
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around them they pass on that little bit
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around them they pass on that little bit of hate let's say the little bit of hate
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of hate let's say the little bit of hate
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of hate let's say the little bit of hate someone has poisoned the water hole and
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someone has poisoned the water hole and
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someone has poisoned the water hole and what you have to do sometimes in your
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what you have to do sometimes in your
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what you have to do sometimes in your life and this is what I had to do
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life and this is what I had to do
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life and this is what I had to do is understand that that's there
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is understand that that's there
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is understand that that's there understand that these negative things
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understand that these negative things
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understand that these negative things happen somebody's poisoned the water
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happen somebody's poisoned the water
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happen somebody's poisoned the water hole and you almost have to filter that
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hole and you almost have to filter that
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hole and you almost have to filter that stuff back out of yourself and go you
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stuff back out of yourself and go you
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stuff back out of yourself and go you know what it's me before it's anybody
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know what it's me before it's anybody
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know what it's me before it's anybody else's fault before anybody else is the
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else's fault before anybody else is the
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else's fault before anybody else is the bad guy it's it's me I I have to
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bad guy it's it's me I I have to
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bad guy it's it's me I I have to understand that even if I didn't do
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understand that even if I didn't do
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understand that even if I didn't do anything bad this has affected me in a
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anything bad this has affected me in a
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anything bad this has affected me in a way and I have to find a more positive
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way and I have to find a more positive
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way and I have to find a more positive way to look at the world before I'm
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way to look at the world before I'm
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way to look at the world before I'm capable of going out and doing anything
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capable of going out and doing anything
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capable of going out and doing anything positive for anybody else and if you
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positive for anybody else and if you
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positive for anybody else and if you walk around the world just holding on to
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walk around the world just holding on to
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walk around the world just holding on to it holding on to the bitterness holding
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it holding on to the bitterness holding
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it holding on to the bitterness holding on to the fear holding on to the
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on to the fear holding on to the
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on to the fear holding on to the negativity then you're going to see the
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negativity then you're going to see the
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negativity then you're going to see the you're going to see every kind person
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you're going to see every kind person
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you're going to see every kind person smiling at you isn't going to make you
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smiling at you isn't going to make you
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smiling at you isn't going to make you happy it's going to be like who's that
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happy it's going to be like who's that
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happy it's going to be like who's that what's that guy hiding what are they
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what's that guy hiding what are they
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what's that guy hiding what are they freaking what kind of negativity have
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freaking what kind of negativity have
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freaking what kind of negativity have they got you start to see the world as
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they got you start to see the world as
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they got you start to see the world as this dark dark hostile horrible place
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this dark dark hostile horrible place
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this dark dark hostile horrible place where everybody's out to get you or
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where everybody's out to get you or
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where everybody's out to get you or anyone that's happy and successful is a
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anyone that's happy and successful is a
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anyone that's happy and successful is a smug jerk and and you're the one getting
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smug jerk and and you're the one getting
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smug jerk and and you're the one getting picked on you start to develop you know
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picked on you start to develop you know
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picked on you start to develop you know this almost like victim like thing and I
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this almost like victim like thing and I
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this almost like victim like thing and I was guilty of that too almost everybody
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was guilty of that too almost everybody
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was guilty of that too almost everybody I know is guilty of that it's just human
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I know is guilty of that it's just human
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I know is guilty of that it's just human nature but the good news is it is
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nature but the good news is it is
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nature but the good news is it is possible to turn it around it's going to
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possible to turn it around it's going to
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possible to turn it around it's going to be different for everybody I recognize
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be different for everybody I recognize
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be different for everybody I recognize that but I just want to take a little
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that but I just want to take a little
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that but I just want to take a little time out this went way longer than I
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time out this went way longer than I
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time out this went way longer than I thought it was going to just to
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thought it was going to just to
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thought it was going to just to acknowledge the fact that wow it's been
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acknowledge the fact that wow it's been
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acknowledge the fact that wow it's been three crazy years and all of how I sort
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three crazy years and all of how I sort
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three crazy years and all of how I sort of work through it is a lot of it is
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of work through it is a lot of it is
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of work through it is a lot of it is online for all the world to see it may
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online for all the world to see it may
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online for all the world to see it may be different for you maybe that stuff
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be different for you maybe that stuff
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be different for you maybe that stuff won't work for you maybe you'll need
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won't work for you maybe you'll need
17:40
won't work for you maybe you'll need different ways of coping with whatever's
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different ways of coping with whatever's
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different ways of coping with whatever's going on with you but I hope that you're
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going on with you but I hope that you're
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going on with you but I hope that you're all doing well if you're not doing well
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all doing well if you're not doing well
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all doing well if you're not doing well we have the sometimes mob it's a
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we have the sometimes mob it's a
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we have the sometimes mob it's a Facebook group you can go to sometimes
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Facebook group you can go to sometimes
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Facebook group you can go to sometimes mob.com there's plenty of really happy
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mob.com there's plenty of really happy
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mob.com there's plenty of really happy nice positive people in there who often
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nice positive people in there who often
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nice positive people in there who often talk to each other and prop each other
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talk to each other and prop each other
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talk to each other and prop each other up when they're going through a hard
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up when they're going through a hard
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up when they're going through a hard time there's plenty of resources out
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time there's plenty of resources out
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time there's plenty of resources out there but I just want to acknowledge all
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there but I just want to acknowledge all
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there but I just want to acknowledge all of you wonderful kind loving
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of you wonderful kind loving
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of you wonderful kind loving people whether it was a pat on the back
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people whether it was a pat on the back
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people whether it was a pat on the back an adab boy a smile sending me $20 for
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an adab boy a smile sending me $20 for
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an adab boy a smile sending me $20 for Red Robin in the mail hugging me sending
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Red Robin in the mail hugging me sending
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Red Robin in the mail hugging me sending me pictures which I keep on the fridge a
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me pictures which I keep on the fridge a
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me pictures which I keep on the fridge a lot of times over here writing me
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lot of times over here writing me
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lot of times over here writing me letters or sending me pictures or stuff
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letters or sending me pictures or stuff
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letters or sending me pictures or stuff like that thank you thank you so much
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like that thank you thank you so much
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like that thank you thank you so much for being a part of my quest for
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for being a part of my quest for
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for being a part of my quest for positivity I love you all right now I'm
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positivity I love you all right now I'm
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positivity I love you all right now I'm going to go boil some eggs and eat them
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going to go boil some eggs and eat them
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going to go boil some eggs and eat them I don't know why you needed to know that
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I don't know why you needed to know that
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I don't know why you needed to know that but I'm going to I'm also going to put
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but I'm going to I'm also going to put
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but I'm going to I'm also going to put this Mystery Box the box of mystery the
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this Mystery Box the box of mystery the
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this Mystery Box the box of mystery the mystery box on eBay cuz I had a bunch of
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mystery box on eBay cuz I had a bunch of
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mystery box on eBay cuz I had a bunch of random stuff there's at least two random
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random stuff there's at least two random
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random stuff there's at least two random land pins in here oh I'm going to stick
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land pins in here oh I'm going to stick
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land pins in here oh I'm going to stick that on eBay today the mystery box the
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that on eBay today the mystery box the
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that on eBay today the mystery box the mystery
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mystery
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mystery box and just wait for the storm in their
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box and just wait for the storm in their
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box and just wait for the storm in their unusual Southern California sprinkling
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unusual Southern California sprinkling
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unusual Southern California sprinkling of rain thunder and Light to pass over
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of rain thunder and Light to pass over
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of rain thunder and Light to pass over and then tomorrow I'll be headed out for
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and then tomorrow I'll be headed out for
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and then tomorrow I'll be headed out for Adventures
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Adventures
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Adventures adventure
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adventure
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adventure adventure
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adventure adventure thank you all for being part
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adventure thank you all for being part
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adventure thank you all for being part of this great
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of this great
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of this great adventure I will see you all a little
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adventure I will see you all a little
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adventure I will see you all a little later goodbye